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1 | DCB_int_01 | 0.3582 | And | 1.1926 |
3 | | 1.3427 | What do you consider your hometown? | 2.7400 |
4 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3.0928 | Washington DC. | 3.8492 |
5 | DCB_int_01 | 4.3364 | What neighborhood? | 5.1137 |
6 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 5.5570 | Uh, | 5.9171 |
8 | | 6.2613 | Bloomingdale. | 6.8696 |
9 | DCB_int_01 | 7.0897 | Bloomingdale, and where is that? | 8.4223 |
10 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 8.8540 | It's uh, n- it's right above a area called LeDroit Park it's um, actually, | 13.6122 |
12 | | 14.2961 | uh, | 14.7214 |
14 | | 17.4856 | it's on W Street by /sub-/ | 19.3814 |
16 | | 20.2926 | between Michigan Avenue and Florida Avenues uh, and between | 24.4363 |
18 | | 25.4323 | North- I think between North Capital | 27.4332 |
20 | | 27.6093 | and | 28.2776 |
22 | | 28.9539 | Second Street I'm not sure I think Second [Street.] | 31.0927 |
23 | DCB_int_01 | 30.8326 | [Northwest?] | 31.7050 |
24 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 31.8926 | Northwest | 32.3928 |
25 | DCB_int_01 | 32.3368 | [Northwest?] | 33.0051 |
26 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 32.6209 | [Yeah, it's] Northwest. | 33.6134 |
27 | DCB_int_01 | 35.4342 | And how long have you been in The District? | 37.0087 |
28 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 37.5090 | <clears throat> | 37.8276 |
30 | | 38.0452 | Been here all my life, sixty one years. | 39.4899 |
31 | DCB_int_01 | 41.8608 | And you've lived no other place? | 43.1394 |
32 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 43.5611 | Nope. | 43.8612 |
33 | DCB_int_01 | 43.8172 | Nope. | 44.1092 |
34 | | 44.4775 | And um, where'd you go to school? | 45.7428 |
35 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 46.0462 | Uh, | 46.5542 |
37 | | 48.0107 | You mean for elementary to junior high [or high school?] | 50.7640 |
38 | DCB_int_01 | 50.1357 | [Mm-hm, /all-/.] | 50.7640 |
39 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 51.3842 | Um, I s- I s- I | 52.6546 |
41 | | 52.8067 | initially went to m- uh, Lucretia Mott- | 54.4074 |
43 | | 54.9517 | Mott uh, Elementary. | 56.2103 |
44 | DCB_int_01 | 56.3301 | [Mm-hm.] | 56.7594 |
45 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 57.1624 | Then | 57.4385 |
47 | | 58.0188 | Katie C. Lewis | 59.1229 |
49 | | 60.5355 | um, | 61.0518 |
51 | | 61.2799 | Ele- Elementary. | 62.2764 |
53 | | 62.4844 | Then I was um, | 63.4587 |
55 | | 64.2430 | /RD-SCHOOL-4/ Junior High | 65.6190 |
57 | | 67.7624 | and Cardozo High. | 68.7758 |
58 | DCB_int_01 | 73.0684 | And what's your current occupation? | 74.5611 |
59 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 74.7630 | Uh, community health worker. | 76.0476 |
60 | DCB_int_01 | 81.4530 | What about your parents? Where were they born? | 82.9397 |
61 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 83.1254 | Uh, Wilson County, North Carolina. | 84.7552 |
62 | DCB_int_01 | 86.0758 | Both your parents? | 86.8162 |
63 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 86.8928 | Yup. | 87.0716 |
64 | DCB_int_01 | 92.0193 | And what did your parents do for a living? | 93.9482 |
65 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 94.1843 | <clears throat> My mom worked for um, | 96.0870 |
67 | | 97.1275 | uh, | 97.6021 |
69 | | 98.0759 | the | 98.4601 |
71 | | 98.7460 | Catholic nuns at Dominican House of Studies | 100.9470 |
73 | | 102.5193 | uh, as a- k- as a utility worker like kitchen- kitchen aid. | 105.9609 |
74 | DCB_int_01 | 110.6146 | Mm-hm. | 111.1028 |
75 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 112.6933 | My dad was a truck driver and landscaper for um, | 115.1962 |
77 | | 115.4323 | National Arboretum. | 116.3443 |
79 | | 120.9464 | Also a taxi driver. | 122.0091 |
80 | DCB_int_01 | 124.9935 | So tell me- | 125.8659 |
81 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 126.0620 | <clears throat> | 126.3421 |
82 | DCB_int_01 | 126.7503 | I'm gonna stop writing now. | 128.2889 |
84 | | 130.4259 | So tell me a little bit about | 132.8150 |
86 | | 133.2850 | your childhood home, what you remember, your neighborhood. | 136.3410 |
87 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 136.9822 | Alright. | 137.2369 |
89 | | 137.3744 | G- uh, growing up, uh, basically we grew up in, uh, | 140.2064 |
91 | | 141.1997 | Bloomingdale ar- area of Washington DC in Northwest uh, not far behind University. | 145.4530 |
93 | | 146.0335 | Uh, I had, um- | 147.2260 |
95 | | 148.4546 | had three sisters and four brothers and one half brother | 152.2159 |
97 | | 152.8241 | who didn't live with us, he lived in Richmond, Virginia pretty much, uh, | 155.6855 |
99 | | 156.7157 | my mom and dad, um, | 158.2382 |
101 | | 158.3863 | they were in the home | 159.3027 |
103 | | 159.5268 | and | 160.0161 |
105 | | 160.8514 | we, um, | 161.6335 |
107 | | 162.2698 | pretty much born- our ages range, | 164.6192 |
109 | | 165.1569 | uh, in- in years from nineteen | 167.3980 |
111 | | 167.6016 | forty-seven my oldest brother being born to | 169.8586 |
113 | | 170.2268 | nineteen fifty-eight my baby brother being born so like I say it's f- | 173.1779 |
115 | | 173.6061 | four boys three girls | 174.6284 |
117 | | 174.9388 | primarily. | 175.4854 |
119 | | 176.2291 | Um, | 176.8398 |
121 | | 177.6436 | pretty much had like a close knit family. | 179.6045 |
123 | | 180.1545 | Uh, we- | 181.2158 |
125 | | 181.5151 | as brothers and sisters we had our | 182.9358 |
127 | | 183.3257 | differences we had our squabbles, | 185.1786 |
129 | | 185.7228 | um, | 186.3228 |
131 | | 186.7108 | we had our distances between each other and then we had our closeness amongst | 190.1724 |
133 | | 190.6282 | s- you know, certain uh, | 192.7735 |
135 | | 193.5255 | pairs | 194.1015 |
137 | | 194.3859 | amongst us you know, um, | 195.5286 |
139 | | 195.9244 | my baby sister and I, we were real close. | 197.9733 |
141 | | 198.5531 | Um, my um, | 199.7998 |
143 | | 200.4860 | my | 200.6781 |
145 | | 201.0063 | older s- one of my older sisters- my middle | 203.0192 |
147 | | 203.2073 | uh, older sister and my | 204.3918 |
149 | | 204.8876 | brother that was uh, | 205.8196 |
151 | | 206.1442 | one- that was two years older than I was they were really close. | 208.9575 |
153 | | 209.5413 | And uh, | 210.1853 |
155 | | 210.4217 | my oldest two brothers they weren't really close but they did things together. | 213.9604 |
157 | | 214.6397 | And um, | 215.5690 |
159 | | 216.3080 | they weren't really close they kind of like went their own | 217.8887 |
161 | | 218.2609 | ways. | 218.9892 |
163 | | 219.5472 | So like and then my baby brother he was kind of like independent because he was the baby boy so | 224.0871 |
165 | | 224.5171 | he was kind of like sheltered a little bit and um, | 226.9889 |
167 | | 228.5905 | so my mom and dad raised us you know and they worked hard they uh, pretty much | 231.6959 |
169 | | 231.8360 | took care of us the best they could. | 233.0526 |
171 | | 233.1682 | But we um, | 234.3447 |
173 | | 235.0930 | we were- | 235.8694 |
175 | | 236.0175 | we weren't | 236.4577 |
177 | | 236.5857 | well off we weren't- | 237.5166 |
179 | | 237.6662 | we weren't like uh, | 238.6707 |
181 | | 239.0646 | well to do. | 239.7433 |
183 | | 240.2132 | My father was a hard worker we uh, | 241.8239 |
185 | | 242.4040 | sometimes uh, didn't have | 244.0327 |
187 | | 244.5765 | uh, | 244.9485 |
189 | | 245.6210 | an abundance of food where we had enough to eat. | 247.5939 |
191 | | 247.9421 | Uh, | 248.3167 |
193 | | 248.6201 | sometimes my mother would like struggle to- | 250.4370 |
195 | | 250.9270 | we didn't have cereal she would like make us uh, | 252.9959 |
197 | | 253.4361 | what we call like um, | 254.4788 |
199 | | 255.3646 | saltine crackers, little sugar and a little water, that would be our cereal. | 259.0419 |
201 | | 259.2001 | You know uh, either | 260.3767 |
203 | | 260.7969 | we would get government rations like what they call govment- gov- govment cheese not government, go- govment. | 265.9708 |
205 | | 266.5110 | Govment cheese | 267.5315 |
207 | | 267.6636 | um, | 268.0477 |
209 | | 269.1678 | and pork in the cans. | 270.9806 |
211 | | 271.5329 | Um, she would get, uh, powdered milk, | 273.6859 |
213 | | 274.3537 | uh, powder eggs those type of things just to supplement | 277.3311 |
215 | | 277.8033 | food. | 278.2687 |
217 | | 278.9016 | And we did that f- for a little bit. | 280.5161 |
219 | | 280.9483 | But my father pretty much was a good provider, took care of us. | 283.5615 |
221 | | 283.9813 | Made sure we had, | 284.7773 |
223 | | 285.0538 | you know, food in the house to eat, | 286.4464 |
225 | | 287.1787 | clothes on our back. | 288.0191 |
227 | | 288.2312 | We pretty much | 289.0432 |
229 | | 289.7155 | would get uh, our school clothes every summer around about August, | 293.4652 |
231 | | 294.0295 | school- you know enough | 294.9476 |
233 | | 295.0677 | you know, maybe like a pair of shoes, couple pair of pants, couple of shirts. | 297.9290 |
235 | | 298.3087 | Just to you know go to school, we have some fresh clothes to go back to school with. | 301.2458 |
237 | | 301.8544 | Uh, | 302.2517 |
239 | | 302.4182 | it was a lot of uh, mouths to feed and a lot of clothes to buy for kids, uh, eight kids so. | 306.7722 |
241 | | 307.5521 | Uh, they did the best they could. Then we | 309.7331 |
243 | | 310.7616 | grew up, uh, f- | 311.8261 |
245 | | 311.9221 | from the | 312.5624 |
247 | | 312.9844 | during the fifties | 314.1249 |
249 | | 314.8012 | and- and the sixties, | 316.5639 |
251 | | 317.0960 | relatively | 318.0560 |
253 | | 318.8364 | great life, you know, uh, | 320.9375 |
255 | | 321.5656 | you know /maybe/ like watch TV, go to school, | 324.7310 |
257 | | 325.2891 | have fun, play with our friends, | 327.2941 |
259 | | 327.7938 | you know, pretty much, uh, everything was really really good you know and uh, | 331.4795 |
261 | | 332.4755 | then I think the things started changing around about nineteen s- well, | 336.3088 |
263 | | 337.1315 | can I go back a little bit? Uh, remember | 339.0827 |
265 | | 339.5704 | primarily for- for my- for me, | 341.0791 |
267 | | 341.5170 | I remember some major incidences happening in | 344.0662 |
269 | | 344.4121 | the sixties and that was uh, | 345.7728 |
271 | | 346.4771 | some stuff having to do with the Civil Rights Movement | 348.5118 |
273 | | 348.8680 | and also with uh, | 350.2206 |
275 | | 350.9084 | the assassinations of people like Malcolm X and Medgar Evers, | 354.0003 |
277 | | 354.5741 | um, | 355.1064 |
279 | | 355.6862 | the murder of Medgar Evers, | 356.8307 |
281 | | 357.3830 | assassination of Malcolm X and also uh, | 359.6443 |
283 | | 360.3101 | Martin Luther King and John- and Robert F. Kennedy. | 362.4421 |
285 | | 363.0514 | Uh, and John Kennedy also nineteen sixty three that was a major- that was a big thing, my mom really was hurt | 367.2514 |
287 | | 367.6370 | by him- him being assassinated as President of the United States. | 369.9119 |
289 | | 370.4859 | So um, those are like turbulent times during the Civil Rights era. | 373.7634 |
291 | | 374.3952 | and with Martin Luther King and the Civil Rights Movement uh, | 377.3056 |
293 | | 377.7328 | so we knew that although we- | 379.5074 |
295 | | 379.6274 | we were survivors, we were surviving as a family, | 381.9379 |
297 | | 382.4243 | we still had uh, | 383.5008 |
299 | | 383.6968 | a lot | 384.0730 |
301 | | 384.4572 | to struggle for in terms of like being black | 386.4479 |
303 | | 387.2843 | in America and being black in DC and also | 389.9055 |
305 | | 390.3732 | uh, | 390.7374 |
307 | | 390.8535 | being uh, | 391.4215 |
309 | | 392.1180 | how do you say it? | 392.5767 |
311 | | 393.0785 | Uh, having to deal with | 394.4705 |
313 | | 395.0532 | struggles of m- uh, | 396.1217 |
315 | | 397.0198 | you know, work, you know, trying to get jobs and | 399.1463 |
317 | | 399.5890 | you know, just trying to survive, | 401.2157 |
319 | | 401.3734 | so. | 401.6841 |
321 | | 402.4859 | Nineteen sixty eight when King was assassinated you know how long, | 406.6124 |
323 | | 406.9875 | you know, | 407.2955 |
325 | | 407.8639 | prior to King being assassinated | 409.4293 |
327 | | 409.8929 | you know as a k- child, as a young, young, young, young, young uh, | 413.3202 |
329 | | 413.6084 | teenager | 414.1030 |
331 | | 414.5844 | I noticed, uh, well I was- /I-/ not even a teenager then but I was still like adolescent, | 418.2901 |
333 | | 418.9859 | noticed that there was uh, | 420.1313 |
335 | | 421.3990 | a lot of drugs | 422.2795 |
337 | | 422.4035 | flowing through- through the city. | 423.6377 |
339 | | 424.1843 | Pri- primarily heroin. | 425.4070 |
341 | | 426.0447 | Uh, marijuana too, you know, so | 428.3098 |
343 | | 428.5619 | most people that used drugs they e- | 430.3787 |
345 | | 430.7785 | either did marijuana. And then there were some- there were some people that were- we called the junkies that did the heroin. | 435.7888 |
347 | | 436.5207 | But uh, even though they were /?/ called junkies, well they still were respected because you know we- we knew that they were like functional addicts | 442.3011 |
349 | | 442.6288 | as they say you know there, | 443.8734 |
351 | | 444.3376 | there were certain people that uh, we knew | 446.0864 |
353 | | 446.2625 | either had jobs or either they hustled | 448.5035 |
355 | | 448.9695 | you know | 449.4177 |
357 | | 449.6476 | to support their habits so we looked up to them because they, | 452.3769 |
359 | | 452.8308 | you know they weren't- | 453.5881 |
361 | | 453.6952 | they weren't really asking anybody for anything they was like you know getting it on their own. | 457.0568 |
363 | | 458.0488 | So um, | 458.6594 |
365 | | 459.3334 | we used to like | 460.2155 |
367 | | 461.1280 | look at them and kind of | 462.2365 |
369 | | 462.3445 | sort of like feel like that | 463.5851 |
371 | | 463.7212 | that wasn't us but | 464.6736 |
373 | | 465.2294 | uh, s- around that time | 467.1223 |
375 | | 467.5465 | a lot- | 467.9518 |
377 | | 468.3668 | a lot more people started doing it and younger people started doing it. | 470.8698 |
379 | | 471.3340 | And eventually when the riots- /or/ when the riots came after King's assassination, | 474.8974 |
381 | | 475.3532 | you know a lot of time my brothers they were- they were- they were into snorting heroin | 478.8571 |
383 | | 479.3488 | and eventually I got into it myself. | 481.4697 |
385 | | 482.4720 | And I got into it uh, | 483.4764 |
387 | | 483.9006 | after- | 484.5406 |
389 | | 485.2528 | after about a year or so of snorting, you know, I decided to start injecting heroin. | 489.6381 |
391 | | 490.0266 | You know cause my other friends they had- they had started injecting be- right before I did | 493.0600 |
393 | | 493.5322 | and they- they were just | 494.3806 |
395 | | 494.6625 | uh, | 494.9638 |
397 | | 496.0071 | coaxing me to- | 496.6857 |
399 | | 496.9515 | to do the same thing. | 497.9240 |
401 | | 498.4918 | And I went along with the crowd and started injecting heroin too. | 501.4571 |
403 | | 501.8974 | So that's when the- the bad years, you know, started to c- y- you know creep in. | 505.9770 |
405 | | 506.4608 | Cause although we were like smoking marijuana, you know, drinking beer and all this kind of stuff | 510.3701 |
407 | | 511.1429 | uh, doing the heroin eventually got to the point- it got to the point where | 514.8144 |
409 | | 515.2702 | uh, | 515.6423 |
411 | | 515.9024 | I had a habit, my brother had a habit you know and | 518.3236 |
413 | | 518.6517 | lot of o- lot of the other guys had habits that we d- that we dealt with. | 521.4717 |
415 | | 522.3770 | So uh, | 522.9733 |
417 | | 523.8594 | we spent a lot of years | 524.9839 |
419 | | 525.3761 | supporting our heroin habits. | 526.7047 |
421 | | 526.8128 | And my mom, she wasn't- | 527.9075 |
423 | | 528.3691 | she wasn't um- | 529.2477 |
425 | | 531.3544 | she- she didn't really try to stop it | 533.4274 |
427 | | 533.6172 | you know because she didn't really understand | 536.0146 |
429 | | 536.4141 | the nature of what we were dealing with. | 537.8547 |
431 | | 537.9388 | [We hid it.] We kind of masked it. | 539.4075 |
432 | DCB_int_01 | 538.0108 | [Mm-hm.] | 538.5071 |
433 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 539.9917 | Uh, and she didn't know that w- w- we had heroin habits that we were like | 543.5431 |
435 | | 543.8989 | suffering with heroin habits being sick and needing- needing to /uh/ | 546.7762 |
437 | | 547.2884 | you know steal and | 548.4457 |
439 | | 549.0648 | you know scheme to get our money to get our heroin. | 551.3378 |
441 | | 551.4979 | Uh, | 551.9552 |
443 | | 552.6224 | so she really didn't know- | 554.1384 |
445 | | 554.2890 | know, uh, | 555.2454 |
447 | | 555.3495 | what we were dealing with. | 556.1961 |
449 | | 556.7256 | She knew that we smoked weed and we were smoking- growing it in the backyard in the- in the- in the alley or whatever. | 561.6959 |
451 | | 562.0241 | We were coming out she would smell it on us and she would like you know- | 564.4848 |
453 | | 565.1531 | you know say how she was- how she didn't- she hated that we smoked that stuff. | 568.5582 |
455 | | 569.2385 | But you know my father- she wouldn't tell my father because she wanted to protect us from my father cause my father was a strict- | 574.1025 |
457 | | 574.6828 | strict disciplinarian when- if he found out /if we-/ we- we were- we were doing something like that, you know, | 578.7624 |
459 | | 579.3102 | uh, he w- you know he woulda came down hard on us so she kept it from him. | 582.6486 |
461 | | 583.1658 | And by him not really knowing what was going on, uh, | 585.5869 |
463 | | 586.3370 | pretty much- it went on unchecked. | 587.9137 |
464 | DCB_int_01 | 588.4197 | Mm. | 588.7451 |
465 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 589.1481 | So uh, | 589.9805 |
467 | | 590.1646 | so that's how it pretty much was um- | 592.0174 |
469 | | 592.8813 | so /also/ my old- one of my older brothers second from my oldest uh, he- | 596.4654 |
471 | | 596.9148 | he eventually uh- he had a good job working at the printing office as a, um, | 600.1414 |
473 | | 600.9384 | you know um, as- I can't s- /he-/ think he was doing some kind of printing work with the | 604.2759 |
475 | | 604.5378 | printing office. | 605.1101 |
477 | | 605.5623 | He eventually | 606.3146 |
479 | | 606.5725 | started | 607.1499 |
481 | | 607.6290 | you know injecting too | 608.7153 |
483 | | 608.8594 | along with me and my other bro- my brother /that was/ one- | 610.7602 |
485 | | 610.9443 | two years older than uh, myself. | 612.3686 |
487 | | 612.9688 | So | 613.2901 |
489 | | 613.8092 | we all were injecting together. So we pretty much stayed together us three. | 616.9705 |
491 | | 617.4669 | You know uh, | 618.5922 |
493 | | 618.8070 | you know | 619.2472 |
495 | | 619.7795 | scheming and hustling and- and you know doing what we could to get money you know to support our heroin habits. | 624.4092 |
497 | | 624.8254 | My oldest brother was a metropolitan police officer, he was uh, | 627.3825 |
499 | | 627.6787 | he was a Vietnam War vet from the nine- from the s- uh, sixty seven, | 630.9707 |
501 | | 631.4319 | sixty six, sixty seven. He came home, | 633.5319 |
503 | | 633.9789 | he, uh, got a job as a metropolitan police officer. | 636.3618 |
505 | | 636.5418 | He worked for- | 637.2832 |
507 | | 637.7984 | he worked as a metropolitan police officer for some years and then he eventually was uh, kind of railroaded | 642.2543 |
509 | | 642.6820 | out of the police department, he eventually sued them | 645.1231 |
511 | | 645.4713 | and uh, won his lawsuit | 646.7959 |
513 | | 647.1796 | and was reinstated. | 648.0449 |
515 | | 648.7924 | And he uh, he worked til uh, til his retirement in nineteen ninety eight. | 652.3454 |
517 | | 652.8840 | Five years after his retirement in two thousand three, | 655.1547 |
519 | | 655.6328 | you know, he- he had a heart attack. | 656.9342 |
521 | | 657.0695 | [You know passed] away at fifty four. | 658.2180 |
522 | DCB_int_01 | 657.1135 | [Mm.] | 657.5309 |
523 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 659.0242 | Um, | 659.3482 |
525 | | 660.3488 | I had, uh, my brother that I used heroin with for, | 662.9737 |
527 | | 663.4257 | uh, for all those years m- from the | 665.7175 |
529 | | 666.1910 | late sixties like, early seventies, | 668.5161 |
531 | | 668.6717 | you know into the- | 669.4624 |
533 | | 669.8402 | into the uh, eighties | 671.0728 |
535 | | 671.2009 | uh, | 671.6462 |
537 | | 672.3374 | he suffered a- | 673.4779 |
539 | | 674.2898 | he suffered a stroke | 675.3499 |
541 | | 676.1747 | in | 676.7390 |
543 | | 677.7434 | ninety | 679.1634 |
545 | | 679.7079 | one. | 680.0466 |
547 | | 680.7924 | In ninety one and um, | 682.2354 |
549 | | 682.5972 | he had uh, gotten clean off of heroin uh, somewhere around about nineteen- | 686.0492 |
551 | | 686.5466 | I think around about nineteen eighty | 688.3746 |
553 | | 688.5453 | eight or eighty nine somewhere /about-/ around eighty nine he had got clean. | 691.8546 |
555 | | 692.3888 | Uh, so he was clean from like eighty-nine up until the time uh, of his death because he contracted AIDS the HIV virus. | 697.7891 |
557 | | 698.3489 | HIV AIDS in nineteen eighty-four he found out he had the vi- the virus HIV AIDS. | 702.3328 |
559 | | 703.2449 | And um, | 703.7836 |
561 | | 704.9035 | he had- he suffered a stroke in | 706.2841 |
563 | | 706.5562 | ninety-one, November and then | 707.8768 |
565 | | 708.3486 | uh, he was then hospitalized and then they found he had other complications going on, | 711.5421 |
567 | | 712.0143 | and they- | 712.4530 |
569 | | 712.9965 | mm with the virus he- they started giving him /AGT/ and eventually | 716.0472 |
571 | | 716.4399 | he kind of like you know it- it took it's toll on his body. | 718.9452 |
573 | | 719.3888 | And January twenty fourth of nineteen ninety two he passed away. | 722.4902 |
575 | | 722.9824 | <clears throat> My father was having complications with COPD, | 725.3711 |
577 | | 725.8953 | you know c- um, | 726.7567 |
579 | | 727.4640 | you know it's like /where-/ it's like | 728.7734 |
581 | | 730.4330 | it's called- I think it's called COPD uh, /??/ | 732.6780 |
583 | | 733.3463 | COPD car- cardio | 735.0156 |
585 | | 735.3148 | obstruction pulmonary something uh, disorder. | 737.3477 |
587 | | 737.5198 | Something like that. | 738.1464 |
589 | | 739.0485 | But uh, | 739.5047 |
591 | | 739.7408 | he- | 740.2768 |
593 | | 740.9689 | it's a respiratory disease, I have it myself so uh, he- | 743.7556 |
595 | | 744.1064 | he was having problems with his respiratory disease, he had smoked for like about fifty something years. | 748.0144 |
597 | | 748.5399 | Or sixty years and um, | 749.8973 |
599 | | 750.3155 | <ts> | 750.3736 |
601 | | 750.5516 | my father like about seventy one I think when he died, | 752.9037 |
603 | | 753.4778 | he died like four months after my brother died in ninety two. | 756.0270 |
605 | | 756.1586 | You know, from- from the uh, respiratory disease. | 758.0994 |
607 | | 758.7197 | <clears throat> So um, | 759.7157 |
609 | | 760.5544 | pretty much um, <clears throat> | 761.8710 |
611 | | 763.4415 | my sisters they didn't- they didn't have those | 765.9466 |
613 | | 766.0557 | problems I did have one sister that- | 767.6564 |
615 | | 767.8325 | that used- uh, snorted heroin for a while, | 770.9885 |
617 | | 771.2064 | um, | 771.7546 |
619 | | 772.5750 | she snorted for a short period of time | 774.5199 |
621 | | 774.7675 | and uh, | 775.2649 |
623 | | 775.6359 | she had certain- some friends that she hung with | 777.7169 |
625 | | 778.1971 | that- that did it, you know, but she didn't- she didn't actually do it with us. | 781.4124 |
627 | | 781.8624 | But she did it with her friends, | 783.2790 |
629 | | 783.6592 | and then she did heroin for a while, she snorted she never shot. | 786.5543 |
631 | | 787.1021 | But eventually when she went from uh, heroin- | 789.8794 |
633 | | 790.1475 | snorting heroin to c- uh, | 791.6062 |
635 | | 792.5326 | wasn't crack cocaine but it was freebasing. | 794.2433 |
637 | | 794.6411 | You know | 794.9813 |
639 | | 795.2934 | the difference between freebasing and crack cocaine is like | 797.6203 |
641 | | 797.9844 | freebasing you pretty much | 799.1049 |
643 | | 799.5492 | you prepare it yourself. | 800.5936 |
645 | | 800.9093 | You know. | 801.2493 |
647 | | 801.7897 | You have to know how to cook it up you have to know what ingredients to put in, | 804.3039 |
649 | | 804.7351 | in the- in the- uh, the water and everything and | 807.5498 |
651 | | 807.9944 | uh, what to add. | 809.1127 |
653 | | 809.7169 | So she was th- she was freebasing so | 811.8619 |
655 | | 812.3599 | freebasing, | 813.0723 |
657 | | 813.2563 | preparing it herself, | 814.3809 |
659 | | 814.7886 | and she did that for a while eventually she uh, | 817.1129 |
661 | | 817.7780 | then she stop- stopped doing that in like | 820.0630 |
663 | | 820.5028 | /it was/ uh, nineteen- | 821.8114 |
665 | | 823.2881 | think somewhere around nineteen eighty six. | 825.6121 |
667 | | 826.5513 | Because yeah, she was doing it back in the um- | 828.7007 |
669 | | 829.2601 | in like the early eighties. | 830.3566 |
670 | DCB_int_01 | 830.4767 | [Mm.] | 830.8329 |
671 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 830.6328 | [And-] and uh, | 831.5648 |
672 | | 832.7715 | I think she stopped doing it in like nineteen eighty six and uh, | 835.1046 |
674 | | 835.4585 | I started uh, freebasing at nineteen eighty-eight my mother had a heart attack, massive heart attack, she died. | 840.5507 |
676 | | 841.1207 | Um, cause she died like four years before my dad and my brother. | 843.3377 |
678 | | 844.0278 | My mom, she had a massive heart attack in eighty eight, I was- we were- | 846.9149 |
680 | | 847.0190 | my brothers and I m- I- | 848.5677 |
682 | | 848.9416 | even my brother had passed in ninety two | 850.5343 |
684 | | 850.8820 | he was still alive then. | 851.9505 |
686 | | 852.5148 | And my other- my second oldest brother we were shooting heroin but we were shooting | 856.0885 |
688 | | 856.2205 | powder cocaine too. | 857.2850 |
690 | | 857.9929 | So we were shooting powder cocaine and- and uh, around that time in nineteen eighty eight | 861.8551 |
692 | | 862.6586 | uh, | 863.1308 |
694 | | 864.0952 | for a short period of time, | 865.4672 |
696 | | 866.6622 | uh, | 867.1542 |
698 | | 867.5306 | they- it- | 868.1039 |
700 | | 868.2549 | we were shooting powder cocaine | 869.8237 |
702 | | 870.1776 | in maybe like eighty- | 871.5382 |
704 | | 872.2581 | think we was shooting powder cocaine at eighty six, eighty seven, eighty eight. | 875.2084 |
706 | | 875.7317 | And um, | 876.2159 |
708 | | 877.1821 | that- | 877.5941 |
710 | | 877.7224 | then uh, | 878.4565 |
712 | | 878.5966 | the- the young- y- what do you call 'em, the youngsters, you know young guys | 882.1480 |
714 | | 882.5281 | they were switching over to | 883.8539 |
716 | | 884.0088 | rock cocaine it was /right-/ Rayful Edmonds period. | 885.9075 |
718 | | 886.4557 | You know Rayful Edmonds you remember- you heard of him, right? | 888.2931 |
719 | DCB_int_01 | 888.4722 | Mm-mm. | 888.9135 |
720 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 889.1485 | Rayful Edmonds was like a drug kingpin in Washington DC he was pretty much like a her- uh, | 892.8885 |
722 | | 893.7044 | cocaine | 894.3644 |
724 | | 894.6488 | kingpin | 895.2675 |
726 | | 895.4252 | uh, | 895.8134 |
728 | | 896.5012 | trafficker and everything he, uh, | 898.2100 |
730 | | 898.3981 | pretty much had a c- had a monopoly on like the cocaine market. | 901.4900 |
732 | | 901.9535 | He was like the big- the big- the big shot in DC that was like transporting, | 905.5707 |
734 | | 905.8771 | uh, | 906.2184 |
736 | | 906.5209 | cocaine from like California to DC. | 908.5259 |
738 | | 908.9020 | You know having it come in in kilos every- every- every week. | 911.4819 |
740 | | 911.9732 | And uh, | 912.4319 |
742 | | 912.9257 | a lot- lot of the guys in DC that were selling crack cocaine back in the eight- | 916.4468 |
744 | | 916.6189 | uh, late eighties, early nineties | 918.1442 |
746 | | 918.6038 | they w- uh, | 919.1985 |
748 | | 919.5420 | they actually- | 920.1023 |
750 | | 920.7226 | well late eighties primarily, they were like actually uh, selling it | 923.8658 |
752 | | 924.3398 | uh, | 924.6479 |
754 | | 925.1201 | selling powder cocaine too they were selling it because | 927.3812 |
756 | | 927.5871 | uh, from what Rayful Edmonds had brought in. | 929.1798 |
758 | | 929.8699 | So he was the- he was the her- he was the ki- uh, | 931.6627 |
760 | | 931.7708 | the cocaine, uh, | 932.7992 |
762 | | 932.8953 | kingpin. | 933.4014 |
764 | | 934.1474 | And eventually they- I think they busted him around about eighty nine somewhere around the time I was- I was incarcerated cause I got locked up in eighty- | 940.0759 |
766 | | 940.5721 | eighty-nine, I stayed locked up for seven months so while I was incarcerated, | 943.6633 |
768 | | 944.0751 | uh, we heard about Rayful had got busted. | 945.6278 |
770 | | 946.1720 | And he turned a lot of evidence on | 947.5047 |
772 | | 947.8448 | a lot of the people that | 948.5932 |
774 | | 948.7990 | were asso- were associated with him. | 950.1917 |
776 | | 950.6279 | So a lot of people went down, | 951.9239 |
778 | | 952.4122 | you know, as a result of him | 953.3296 |
780 | | 953.6328 | getting locked up. | 954.4172 |
782 | | 955.2696 | But like I say when a- | 956.1420 |
784 | | 956.2776 | when a young | 956.7978 |
786 | | 956.9979 | guy starts switching from | 958.2465 |
788 | | 958.7627 | powder cocaine to crack cocaine in nineteen eighty eight | 961.1251 |
790 | | 961.8619 | um, | 962.4619 |
792 | | 963.4747 | that was like the year my mom died I was- I was shooting cocaine, the night my mom died I was shooting cocaine all night long. | 968.3605 |
794 | | 969.0888 | Uh, you know just to numb myself against, you know, | 971.0657 |
796 | | 972.1257 | the, you know, grief of her passing. | 973.4964 |
798 | | 974.1026 | But um, | 974.6466 |
800 | | 975.5291 | we started like uh- | 976.8377 |
802 | | 977.3059 | they started selling the crack cocaine I said I would never do it because I remember my sister used to freebase, I used to smell it, | 981.7617 |
804 | | 982.1157 | and I would say I- I would never do it. | 983.4723 |
806 | | 984.0663 | /When they/, uh, | 985.4110 |
808 | | 986.0850 | the crack cocaine they started | 987.5217 |
810 | | 987.8739 | selling that, people were smoking it. | 989.4106 |
812 | | 989.8143 | You know I thought it was stupid, you know um, | 991.8610 |
814 | | 992.4435 | eventually I saw it as a means of like me hustling and selling some of it, | 995.6027 |
816 | | 996.2248 | you know support my heroin habit, you know, and um, | 998.6981 |
818 | | 999.1622 | I did it for a minute but eventually | 1000.8647 |
820 | | 1001.2804 | I w- I tr- started trying it myself but I didn't know what- what to look for in the high, didn't know what to expect from the high so I was smoking it. | 1006.5949 |
822 | | 1007.0089 | So I was with this girl one da- one night, | 1008.5376 |
824 | | 1008.8937 | and uh, | 1009.3219 |
826 | | 1009.7879 | she and I were like having sex together and we was like you know, | 1012.0009 |
828 | | 1012.2668 | getting high together and I was smoking the crack and I was saying, | 1014.5561 |
830 | | 1014.9138 | what- you know, what /do you-/ what are you supposed to get from it? She kept telling me, | 1017.9112 |
832 | | 1018.3732 | you know I was gonna feel it, I was gonna get something from it, just keep smoking it. | 1021.3666 |
834 | | 1021.7925 | So I kept smoking it, I really didn't- didn't- didn't- didn't | 1024.3115 |
836 | | 1024.5294 | feel anything because | 1025.5734 |
838 | | 1026.1101 | uh, I didn't know what to look for. | 1027.3394 |
840 | | 1027.5187 | You know? | 1027.9309 |
842 | | 1028.0270 | And | 1028.4592 |
844 | | 1028.6908 | it- it just- it didn't hit me- it didn't hit me right away. | 1030.8160 |
846 | | 1031.3360 | But uh, after I smoked it for a period of time eventually | 1035.0275 |
848 | | 1035.4735 | I started to kn- to you know know what to expect from it, | 1037.8146 |
850 | | 1038.0427 | you know, so. | 1038.6720 |
852 | | 1039.3170 | Uh, | 1039.8613 |
854 | | 1040.0534 | from nineteen- | 1041.2019 |
856 | | 1041.4656 | I say around nineteen | 1042.4629 |
858 | | 1043.1704 | uh- | 1043.6984 |
860 | | 1044.4950 | let's see nineteen eighty eight- | 1045.8123 |
862 | | 1046.6858 | yeah nineteen eighty eight to uh- | 1048.7671 |
864 | | 1050.2212 | on up to | 1050.9358 |
866 | | 1051.3697 | ninety seven | 1052.1644 |
868 | | 1052.7041 | you know I was pretty much | 1054.1487 |
870 | | 1054.2888 | doing- | 1054.9328 |
872 | | 1055.6090 | /I mean- I'm even/ I was locked up in eighty nine for seven months but from nineteen eighty eight to | 1059.4027 |
874 | | 1059.7829 | ninety seven I was pretty much doing | 1061.5735 |
876 | | 1062.1618 | heroin, shooting heroin, | 1063.7777 |
878 | | 1064.0742 | uh, and smoking crack cocaine. | 1066.1222 |
880 | | 1066.5193 | You know, | 1066.7980 |
882 | | 1067.0115 | I wasn't really smoking any more reefer at that time too much. | 1069.7426 |
884 | | 1070.3326 | You know, occasionally. That wasn't- that wasn't- that was no longer | 1072.9562 |
886 | | 1073.3638 | uh, a t- a choice drug for me cause I was doing the hard stuff. | 1076.1423 |
888 | | 1077.1091 | So I did that for a while but uh, | 1078.8410 |
890 | | 1079.0459 | kind of left out one part. | 1080.1726 |
892 | | 1080.7445 | You know, in nineteen seventy two, | 1083.6699 |
894 | | 1084.3382 | um, | 1084.7383 |
896 | | 1085.7424 | my brothers, you know, we- | 1086.9730 |
898 | | 1087.8833 | we did the heroin for a lot of years but | 1089.9483 |
900 | | 1090.4481 | my brother that was two years older than me | 1092.2089 |
902 | | 1092.4010 | we used to hang together and we hung with some guys and | 1094.5700 |
904 | | 1095.1280 | um, | 1095.6002 |
906 | | 1095.7843 | uh, | 1096.1405 |
908 | | 1096.6167 | back in nineteen | 1097.7114 |
910 | | 1098.4153 | seventy- | 1099.1756 |
912 | | 1099.4918 | around s- | 1101.0125 |
914 | | 1101.4802 | around nineteen seventy one- | 1102.9689 |
916 | | 1104.4216 | nineteen seventy or seventy one, there was guy in uh, in uh, DC, c- and his name was Colonel | 1108.3692 |
918 | | 1108.6911 | /Hassan/. | 1109.2978 |
920 | | 1109.8734 | And Colonel Hassan had a um, | 1111.6262 |
922 | | 1112.2603 | he was trying to like get people off of drugs, | 1114.5374 |
924 | | 1114.9496 | and he uh, had these uh, | 1116.5303 |
926 | | 1116.6521 | pills they call- they call dolophines. | 1118.4907 |
928 | | 1119.1550 | And the dolophines were like uh, more like a heroin substitute, you know, they- | 1123.0346 |
930 | | 1123.7687 | you know you took the pills and you got high but you know it wasn't- it- it wasn't- it wasn't illegal you know but he was able to like | 1129.6898 |
932 | | 1130.2592 | i- you know, | 1130.9712 |
934 | | 1131.1597 | issue out those pills, you know, to people that would sign for 'em. | 1134.0903 |
936 | | 1134.6808 | And so we would go up to this hotel called White Hotel and he had his own | 1138.1784 |
938 | | 1138.5342 | um, like uh, | 1139.7301 |
940 | | 1140.0148 | it was like military style, uh, | 1141.7628 |
942 | | 1142.1478 | uh, army of guys | 1143.4398 |
944 | | 1143.8361 | you know that had on like the green army like | 1146.0812 |
946 | | 1146.2933 | type uniforms and | 1147.2777 |
948 | | 1147.6659 | they were uh, they were his soldiers and stuff so it was Colonel Hassan's army | 1150.9686 |
950 | | 1151.3832 | you know. | 1151.7113 |
952 | | 1151.7994 | But they would like be the ones that would | 1153.4401 |
954 | | 1154.0319 | s- you know s- have us sign the forms you know to get the pills. | 1157.1094 |
956 | | 1157.4953 | So we would go over there every day and get the pills and you know /?/ we would use 'em | 1160.5006 |
958 | | 1161.0187 | until that- that program fizzled out and then we uh- | 1163.7894 |
960 | | 1164.4461 | they uh, | 1165.4319 |
962 | | 1165.5483 | brought this program in called like the NTA, that was Narcotics Treatment Association. | 1168.9190 |
963 | DCB_int_01 | 1168.9837 | [Mm-hm.] | 1169.4919 |
964 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1169.3399 | [They] came in, they had this /pr-/ uh, | 1171.5052 |
965 | | 1172.1087 | had this pill called methadone. | 1173.2652 |
967 | | 1173.3853 | Methadone was like | 1174.4373 |
969 | | 1174.9260 | um, | 1175.5193 |
971 | | 1175.8504 | it was like a pill, we called it a biscuit. | 1177.4563 |
973 | | 1177.5587 | It had like four sec- sections to it. | 1179.2075 |
975 | | 1179.6477 | So the bis- the methadone biscuit was like when you sign up for the program, | 1183.1595 |
977 | | 1183.5651 | you would go to the program, | 1184.7656 |
979 | | 1184.9617 | they would give you | 1185.7261 |
981 | | 1186.0622 | maybe like a quarter of the biscuit they would put it in | 1188.4131 |
983 | | 1188.7652 | little bit of water and they would stir it up. | 1190.3580 |
985 | | 1190.9240 | And then you would drink it and drink some orange juice behind it cause it was really nasty, right? | 1194.2873 |
987 | | 1194.7403 | So once you drink it, | 1195.6549 |
989 | | 1196.1907 | it would- it wa- it was a substitute for | 1198.3801 |
991 | | 1198.5241 | the heroin, just like it is today, methadone is a substitute for heroin | 1201.6481 |
993 | | 1202.0335 | to get people | 1202.7642 |
995 | | 1203.3106 | off of, you know, heroin dependency, you know, but then they become | 1206.2729 |
997 | | 1206.8203 | methadone dependent. | 1207.6643 |
998 | DCB_int_01 | 1208.4285 | [Mm-hm.] | 1208.7933 |
999 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1208.4765 | [You know.] | 1208.8098 |
1000 | | 1209.2206 | But since it's legal and since it's a drug and it's legal | 1211.6233 |
1002 | | 1211.8034 | then they can treat you | 1212.8261 |
1004 | | 1213.1718 | but they don't- they don't get- actually get you off of | 1215.3755 |
1006 | | 1216.0717 | you know the addiction. | 1217.1087 |
1008 | | 1217.3151 | You they /run/ from one addiction to another. | 1219.3284 |
1010 | | 1220.4934 | So we took the methadone for a while but we would buy the biscuits illegally on the street. | 1224.4926 |
1012 | | 1225.0398 | Cause people were selling methadone biscuits. | 1226.7225 |
1014 | | 1227.0227 | You know, and so you could buy a methadone pill, | 1229.4197 |
1016 | | 1229.9703 | uh, | 1230.3064 |
1018 | | 1231.1514 | then you know you- you /would/ have to be in the program but you would- there- it would keep you high | 1235.2534 |
1020 | | 1235.5970 | for a long period of time. | 1236.7237 |
1022 | | 1236.9461 | You know in the beginning of using heroin- | 1238.7658 |
1024 | | 1239.2363 | when we first started using heroin, heroin was so good it- it- if we | 1242.6784 |
1026 | | 1242.9811 | snort it- snorted or shot it | 1244.9064 |
1028 | | 1245.4679 | it would keep us high all day. | 1246.8458 |
1030 | | 1247.1435 | You know | 1247.5688 |
1032 | | 1247.8348 | I mean just from one dose. | 1249.0687 |
1034 | | 1249.1791 | You know. | 1249.4863 |
1036 | | 1249.9473 | And then as years went on, it- people started cutting it more and then | 1253.2645 |
1038 | | 1253.6487 | uh, you know making it weaker you know | 1255.7756 |
1040 | | 1255.9915 | uh, | 1256.3955 |
1042 | | 1256.8029 | you had to uh, | 1257.8735 |
1044 | | 1258.5745 | buy more and it would- it didn't last as long. | 1260.6193 |
1046 | | 1261.2486 | But with the methadone and biscuits | 1262.8138 |
1048 | | 1263.1019 | they lasted all day, sometimes they- they- you would even still | 1265.8026 |
1050 | | 1266.2225 | uh, feel the effects of it the next day. | 1267.8359 |
1052 | | 1268.2868 | You know. | 1268.6709 |
1054 | | 1268.9974 | So um, | 1269.8136 |
1056 | | 1270.2457 | we did that and then there was uh- | 1271.8733 |
1058 | | 1272.4109 | people were OD-ing off the me- off biscuits too they took too much of it. | 1275.1620 |
1060 | | 1275.5461 | We had a guy that we grew up with named /RD-NAME-2/ | 1277.5959 |
1062 | | 1277.9512 | he uh, | 1278.5610 |
1064 | | 1279.5404 | he bought uh, couple of biscuits and w- he w- he took uh- | 1282.0754 |
1066 | | 1282.9009 | he took a whole biscuit | 1283.8035 |
1068 | | 1284.0244 | and | 1284.5573 |
1070 | | 1286.1849 | it didn't- he didn't feel the high come on fast enough. | 1288.6527 |
1072 | | 1288.7487 | You know it was coming down real slow. | 1290.1553 |
1074 | | 1290.2466 | It took a l- | 1290.7603 |
1076 | | 1291.1060 | took about forty five minutes to maybe like couple of hours for it to really hit you all the way. | 1295.1086 |
1078 | | 1295.8155 | So he was waiting for it to come down, the high to come down on him and he said he wasn't feeling it. | 1300.4125 |
1080 | | 1301.0726 | So he said he was gonna take the other biscuit so we told him not to take it. | 1303.7997 |
1082 | | 1304.0013 | You know. | 1304.3854 |
1084 | | 1304.8413 | So we told him just wait a while, you know don't take it so he said he wasn't gonna take it but what he did was he snuck and took it. | 1309.7385 |
1085 | DCB_int_01 | 1310.5306 | [Mm.] | 1310.8306 |
1086 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1310.5738 | [And he snuck] and took it and he sat down in a chair | 1312.6051 |
1087 | | 1313.1759 | and when it came down on him | 1314.4346 |
1089 | | 1314.6690 | nobody- everybody thought he was nod- nodding or knocked out asleep, | 1317.5833 |
1091 | | 1318.0202 | he had OD'd and he died. | 1319.5421 |
1093 | | 1319.7916 | You know. | 1320.1709 |
1095 | | 1320.2717 | So he was sitting in the chair dead and nobody really knew it. | 1322.2498 |
1097 | | 1322.9652 | Um, | 1323.3733 |
1099 | | 1324.5877 | so as the years went on I- I- I was in and out of methadone programs from nineteen- about nineteen | 1329.5137 |
1101 | | 1329.9936 | seventy two | 1330.8194 |
1103 | | 1331.3187 | or nineteen seventy four | 1332.4710 |
1105 | | 1332.7255 | somewhere around the time, in and out of methadone programs | 1334.9532 |
1107 | | 1335.3660 | from seventy two or seventy four all the way up until nineteen ninety- | 1338.3460 |
1109 | | 1338.7123 | ninety eight. | 1339.1736 |
1111 | | 1340.1573 | And I would get in the program and then I would either get kicked out for later on | 1343.5613 |
1113 | | 1344.0125 | I- I- I did okay but I would either | 1345.9569 |
1115 | | 1346.1633 | just stop going | 1347.3684 |
1117 | | 1347.6901 | and go back to shooting heroin or either as the year- as the later years came we started doing the- | 1351.3881 |
1119 | | 1351.9485 | th hero- the | 1352.6686 |
1121 | | 1352.8319 | cocaine in the eighties when I would be in the methadone program | 1355.0532 |
1123 | | 1355.3428 | I would get kicked out of the program because they find you with a- you get a dirty urine. | 1358.4491 |
1125 | | 1358.9002 | With cocaine they would kick you out of the program. | 1360.6842 |
1127 | | 1360.8015 | [So I-] | 1361.1616 |
1128 | DCB_int_01 | 1360.8351 | [Mm.] | 1361.0983 |
1129 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1361.4832 | I got kicked out of the methadone program I would have to wait like six months, | 1364.4552 |
1131 | | 1364.9639 | you know before I could come back in. | 1366.1945 |
1133 | | 1367.6908 | So then after six months I would go back in, so then I would | 1370.0578 |
1135 | | 1370.3121 | do okay for a while and | 1371.4641 |
1137 | | 1371.8917 | I'd go back to shooting the | 1372.7751 |
1139 | | 1372.9816 | cocaine and | 1373.7738 |
1141 | | 1374.8442 | get kicked out again. | 1375.7132 |
1143 | | 1376.2990 | And uh, toward the end | 1377.7201 |
1145 | | 1378.7571 | um, | 1379.4651 |
1147 | | 1380.9511 | I think I was | 1382.1034 |
1149 | | 1382.5547 | smoking the cocaine | 1383.7293 |
1151 | | 1383.9133 | and got kicked out. | 1384.5662 |
1153 | | 1385.2719 | Yeah it was smoking the- I was- I was in the methadone program, | 1387.8219 |
1155 | | 1388.1622 | and I got kicked out for smoking the cocaine and then I even went to uh, | 1391.0813 |
1157 | | 1391.5804 | detox, used to be over at DC General, I went there. | 1393.7071 |
1159 | | 1394.0385 | I w- I went there twice. | 1395.1678 |
1161 | | 1395.6757 | First time I went | 1396.4050 |
1163 | | 1396.8711 | I wasn't ready. | 1397.5864 |
1165 | | 1397.8889 | Uh, went right | 1398.5707 |
1167 | | 1398.7675 | back out on the streets again, | 1399.9449 |
1169 | | 1400.3278 | start- | 1400.7743 |
1171 | | 1400.9039 | uh, got back on methadone | 1402.0853 |
1173 | | 1403.0883 | start smoking the c- uh, smoking the c- cocaine- cocaine again, | 1405.7682 |
1175 | | 1406.2042 | and got kicked out of the program again. | 1407.7742 |
1177 | | 1408.8542 | Um, | 1409.4102 |
1179 | | 1409.8049 | by that time, | 1410.7449 |
1181 | | 1411.6869 | um, I think- | 1412.9642 |
1183 | | 1415.5708 | and that was like eighty six | 1417.6184 |
1185 | | 1418.1395 | was- | 1418.7368 |
1187 | | 1420.2806 | I was in the program in eighty eight, | 1421.6585 |
1189 | | 1422.8972 | and I got kicked out and I think I was in the program again in | 1426.3482 |
1191 | | 1428.6053 | the nineties but I got kicked out | 1430.7147 |
1193 | | 1431.4956 | somewhere around ninety two or so, somewhere around there and | 1434.2230 |
1195 | | 1434.8275 | um, | 1435.3124 |
1197 | | 1435.7349 | by that time, like I say my father had died, my brother died I was staying in the house by myself. | 1440.1243 |
1199 | | 1440.6943 | My sister was staying there with me, she had a- she had a baby girl in ninety one. | 1444.1365 |
1201 | | 1444.6167 | She got out of the house because I was bringing people in the house that were a threat to her because people were coming in the house they were smoking cocaine and they were acting crazy | 1450.6948 |
1203 | | 1451.1508 | you know so she- she got out of the house | 1453.4170 |
1205 | | 1454.0074 | and um, | 1454.5221 |
1207 | | 1454.7228 | eventually | 1455.5294 |
1209 | | 1455.8030 | um, | 1456.1967 |
1211 | | 1456.9935 | my brothers and sister decided to sell the house cause my father- there was a lean against the house you know my father taking out /it's/ like thirty thousand dollar loans on the house. | 1463.5758 |
1213 | | 1464.0126 | He was dead the house was uh, | 1465.4259 |
1215 | | 1465.9715 | /they were late/ uh, | 1466.7731 |
1217 | | 1466.9508 | the | 1467.0996 |
1219 | | 1467.2004 | loan was due and everything so we's | 1469.3124 |
1221 | | 1469.7594 | they s- my brother sister decided to sell the house and you know pay the loan- the loan off and then we got some money, five thousand a piece and | 1475.5314 |
1223 | | 1475.8469 | everybody went their separate ways. | 1477.0040 |
1225 | | 1477.5896 | Uh, by that time I was homeless, in ninety three uh, December of ninety three I became homeless. | 1482.2419 |
1227 | | 1482.6931 | And I stayed homeless from like uh, ninety three | 1484.8441 |
1229 | | 1485.2520 | up until um, | 1486.5200 |
1231 | | 1487.4892 | ninety seven. | 1488.2093 |
1233 | | 1488.3966 | Around about | 1489.1024 |
1235 | | 1490.0434 | May of ninety seven. | 1490.9594 |
1237 | | 1491.1765 | You know, | 1491.5317 |
1239 | | 1491.6998 | somewhere around that- around that time. | 1492.9238 |
1241 | | 1493.7689 | And uh, | 1494.2778 |
1243 | | 1494.4074 | reason I | 1494.9034 |
1245 | | 1495.2908 | no longer | 1495.7325 |
1247 | | 1496.0254 | was homeless at- at that time was because | 1498.0851 |
1249 | | 1498.3587 | I got so sick. I- I was HIV positive too my brother was in eighty four, | 1501.7686 |
1251 | | 1502.0313 | I was diagnosed in eighty seven. | 1503.4553 |
1253 | | 1503.9037 | You know then I was redi- uh, | 1505.2577 |
1255 | | 1505.4161 | then I was rediagnosed in eighty nine. | 1507.2294 |
1257 | | 1507.8741 | But I was HIV positive too and I was uh, coming down with pneumonia. | 1510.8467 |
1259 | | 1511.1724 | So I was like selling heroin over at Northeast | 1513.0833 |
1261 | | 1513.6544 | Fourth Street Northeast, uh, helping- helping a seller I wasn't really a | 1516.5591 |
1263 | | 1516.9096 | a s- s- | 1517.7683 |
1265 | | 1517.8890 | you know actual seller. | 1518.9650 |
1267 | | 1519.4973 | You know I was | 1520.4719 |
1269 | | 1520.5776 | working with people that were selling it. | 1521.7696 |
1270 | DCB_int_01 | 1522.0849 | Mm-hm. | 1522.5410 |
1271 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1522.6467 | And eventually uh, | 1524.0054 |
1273 | | 1524.2262 | I got s- | 1524.7352 |
1275 | | 1525.2393 | got pneumonia, | 1525.8993 |
1277 | | 1526.4588 | and | 1526.9094 |
1279 | | 1527.4284 | had to be hospitalized and when I was hospitalized, my sister uh, I c- I came out of the um, | 1531.2157 |
1281 | | 1531.9079 | hospital I went into a shelter, | 1533.2719 |
1283 | | 1533.4105 | and when I went to the shelter, | 1534.5964 |
1285 | | 1534.9948 | uh, you know the- | 1535.9681 |
1287 | | 1536.0655 | the living conditions in the shelter were you know, poor. | 1538.1204 |
1289 | | 1538.5042 | And I got sick again had to go back to the hospital, so when I went back | 1541.6404 |
1291 | | 1541.9899 | my sister had uh, | 1543.1592 |
1293 | | 1543.7998 | her and my sister-in-law had | 1545.0289 |
1295 | | 1545.3218 | you know, gotten me a room. | 1546.1564 |
1297 | | 1546.7427 | You know. | 1547.0920 |
1299 | | 1547.2900 | And uh, | 1547.7461 |
1301 | | 1547.9670 | my sister paid my rent for like about three months. | 1550.0910 |
1303 | | 1550.4971 | Cause she said if I stayed in the shelter that I was eventually gonna die cause I kept getting sick. | 1554.1988 |
1305 | | 1554.8515 | So uh, by that time when she got me- helped me get me into the uh- | 1558.2224 |
1307 | | 1558.9276 | got me into the room, | 1559.7569 |
1309 | | 1560.2575 | I had already been applying for my uh, SSI. | 1562.7899 |
1311 | | 1563.1908 | [So eventually] | 1563.9415 |
1312 | DCB_int_01 | 1563.2196 | [Mm-hm.] | 1563.6997 |
1313 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1564.3767 | when I got into the room, and within three months at the time, my sister's paying my rent and everything I was a- you know /going/ back and forth down | 1569.5186 |
1315 | | 1570.0467 | to uh, social security | 1571.1413 |
1317 | | 1571.5398 | my SSI, | 1572.4328 |
1319 | | 1572.6488 | Supplemental Security Income had kicked in, | 1574.5596 |
1321 | | 1574.9821 | so I was able to get a check every month | 1576.4511 |
1323 | | 1576.5615 | and pay my rent. | 1577.6215 |
1325 | | 1578.5203 | I was in the- back in the methadone program, | 1580.4536 |
1327 | | 1580.6568 | wasn't using any crack cocaine, | 1582.6048 |
1329 | | 1583.0093 | wasn't smoking anything, all I did ma- I did use once | 1586.7638 |
1331 | | 1587.2581 | or twice when I was in the program. | 1588.8616 |
1333 | | 1589.2986 | But I wasn't using it regularly. | 1590.5228 |
1335 | | 1590.6909 | And I got a couple of dirty urines and | 1592.4625 |
1337 | | 1592.9136 | then I was told you know I needed to s- leave that stuff alone or else I'm gonna get kicked out again, so. | 1596.8890 |
1339 | | 1597.3305 | Stopped doing the crack cocaine, stopped doing heroin | 1599.7935 |
1341 | | 1599.9039 | and um, | 1600.4351 |
1343 | | 1601.9203 | Can't leave this part of the story out but see in nineteen ninety seven, when I was in the program I was also uh, introduced to uh, Jesus Christ in the program. I had already been- my mother and f- mother was actually a God fearing woman she always went to church you know and everything we knew- when we were kids we went to Sunday school and to church. | 1616.5969 |
1345 | | 1617.3072 | But we didn't go consistently, my father he wasn't- he wasn't a believer. | 1620.3500 |
1346 | DCB_int_01 | 1620.5816 | Right. | 1620.8512 |
1347 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1620.8649 | You know my mom sent us, so we- we uh, w- | 1623.2635 |
1349 | | 1623.3517 | we- I knew about church, I knew about God you know I knew about faith. | 1626.1677 |
1351 | | 1626.7893 | But I didn't know enough about it but then I was always crying out for God to help me you know out of my addiction you know get me out of you know being sick and | 1633.2475 |
1353 | | 1633.5346 | having to chase dope all the time and feeling bad uh, every day and | 1636.6186 |
1355 | | 1636.9240 | having to get dope and then get the dope not really feeling | 1639.2574 |
1357 | | 1639.7999 | normal, you know once I get the dope it's- it's- it's not good enough to make me feel normal. | 1643.8614 |
1359 | | 1644.1878 | And then I had to go and try to steal some more s- stuff from people and get some more money and I would do it- | 1648.9362 |
1361 | | 1649.1810 | it was a vicious cycle me going back and forth. | 1650.9814 |
1363 | | 1651.4183 | So um, | 1651.9809 |
1365 | | 1652.3784 | in like nineteen ninety seven when I was in the program I got introduced to Jesus Christ and uh, | 1655.5682 |
1367 | | 1656.0175 | um, | 1656.3631 |
1369 | | 1657.2033 | accepted Jesus Christ as my lord and savior and uh, | 1659.4806 |
1371 | | 1659.6037 | I- I was saved. And I went | 1661.0039 |
1373 | | 1661.4425 | from uh, being a heroin addict to being you know drug free cause I | 1665.0194 |
1375 | | 1665.4129 | eventually made- made up my mind to get out of the program get off of the methadone and just be drug free. | 1669.7963 |
1377 | | 1670.7324 | You know and by nineteen ninety eight, I | 1672.3359 |
1379 | | 1672.4656 | /went the-/ | 1672.7749 |
1381 | | 1672.9313 | went in the program May first nineteen ninety seven, | 1675.1353 |
1383 | | 1675.6918 | by uh, October uh, | 1677.4347 |
1385 | | 1678.3661 | third- | 1678.8741 |
1387 | | 1679.8302 | October f- third I was uh, | 1681.5340 |
1389 | | 1681.7315 | completed the program, I got out of the methadone program but I still | 1684.6075 |
1391 | | 1685.1610 | used when I got out of the program | 1687.1295 |
1393 | | 1687.2687 | and uh, | 1687.7776 |
1395 | | 1688.0801 | then I was | 1688.7715 |
1397 | | 1689.1507 | part of this uh, | 1689.9627 |
1399 | | 1690.1859 | other program called RAP. | 1691.2712 |
1401 | | 1691.4918 | It's uh, Regional Addiction Prevention. | 1692.9274 |
1403 | | 1693.5225 | I was part of that program | 1694.8172 |
1405 | | 1695.2317 | because | 1695.6734 |
1407 | | 1695.9615 | I had my housing through them. | 1697.1561 |
1409 | | 1698.0404 | In other words when I was in the methadone program I was uh, | 1700.2817 |
1411 | | 1700.6905 | living in | 1701.3865 |
1413 | | 1702.8605 | /RD-ADDRESS-6/ | 1703.8976 |
1415 | | 1704.1520 | and uh, | 1704.8814 |
1417 | | 1705.3521 | then | 1705.7521 |
1419 | | 1706.0195 | because I became a part of RAP | 1707.3878 |
1421 | | 1707.5030 | Regional Addiction Prevention Program they got me- | 1709.4004 |
1423 | | 1709.6876 | /but/ I had the room at first, I had the- the room that my sister had got me, | 1712.2529 |
1425 | | 1712.5535 | then I went from there to /RD-ADDRESS-6/. | 1714.3722 |
1427 | | 1715.2326 | RAP got me into my own apartment | 1716.8842 |
1429 | | 1716.9850 | in Southeast | 1717.7223 |
1431 | | 1717.8348 | you know | 1718.1948 |
1433 | | 1718.3100 | on Orange Street Southeast, | 1719.4273 |
1435 | | 1719.5439 | Washington DC. | 1720.2113 |
1437 | | 1720.6865 | Stayed in there for like about a year | 1722.3331 |
1439 | | 1722.6213 | and um, | 1723.1627 |
1441 | | 1724.4600 | that was like nineteen ninety seven to nineteen ninety eight, and then | 1727.3460 |
1443 | | 1727.9360 | um, | 1728.5359 |
1445 | | 1729.2465 | when they | 1729.6450 |
1447 | | 1729.7746 | found I had used, they got me- they put me in a drug treatment uh, uh, program. | 1733.5280 |
1449 | | 1734.1005 | You know and I stayed in there for like about | 1735.6657 |
1451 | | 1736.0591 | nineteen days, twenty-one days something like that. | 1738.4260 |
1453 | | 1739.2423 | You learn a whole lot | 1740.2370 |
1455 | | 1740.7354 | uh, | 1741.1915 |
1457 | | 1741.4170 | made up my mind I wasn't gonna get high again. | 1743.1650 |
1459 | | 1743.9135 | Came out /unintelligible/ | 1745.3135 |
1461 | | 1745.4163 | /?/ it was condition of me keeping my apartment to go into the program so I- | 1748.3546 |
1463 | | 1748.5512 | g- kept my apartment | 1749.5312 |
1465 | | 1749.9484 | and after that uh, RAP's uh, independent living program they- they s- they were cutting that, phasing that out. | 1754.3318 |
1467 | | 1755.1862 | And um, | 1756.1475 |
1469 | | 1756.4873 | I was looking for a place to stay and s- | 1757.9469 |
1471 | | 1758.2299 | fortunately, | 1758.8253 |
1473 | | 1759.3774 | couple of my friends had | 1760.3856 |
1475 | | 1760.7649 | moved on Robinson Place Southeast and they had apartments and | 1763.6168 |
1477 | | 1763.9768 | when I tried to apply I was denied because they s- they didn't have any apartments. | 1767.1023 |
1478 | DCB_int_01 | 1767.2462 | Mm. | 1767.5344 |
1479 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1767.5630 | But fortunately you know by the grace of God, | 1769.5830 |
1481 | | 1769.8004 | I was uh- | 1770.4484 |
1483 | | 1770.8710 | I got a phone call from- from one of the- my friends that lived over there he said- | 1774.3182 |
1485 | | 1774.6396 | he said, man they have apartment /up-/ an apartment open over here, so I call | 1777.8420 |
1487 | | 1778.1973 | and I was able to get the apartment. | 1779.4133 |
1489 | | 1779.6038 | So I went | 1780.1319 |
1491 | | 1780.4920 | to Robinson Place and um, | 1781.6635 |
1493 | | 1782.2300 | after I got to Robinson Place I- I was getting my SSI, I had uh- | 1785.2980 |
1495 | | 1785.8548 | had bought like a little car, | 1787.1607 |
1497 | | 1787.2952 | then uh, | 1787.6965 |
1499 | | 1788.4232 | I went from | 1789.6099 |
1501 | | 1789.8636 | uh, | 1790.3556 |
1503 | | 1791.0302 | not- I wasn't using, | 1792.2956 |
1505 | | 1792.8881 | and I was uh, actually coming here | 1795.0187 |
1507 | | 1795.5719 | for my medical services, Family Medical. | 1797.4636 |
1509 | | 1797.6555 | Around the time nineteen ninety eight I was starting to come here for my medical services. | 1800.8579 |
1511 | | 1801.2995 | And going to support groups and everything so I did that, | 1803.4552 |
1513 | | 1803.9160 | for | 1804.5880 |
1515 | | 1805.0635 | uh, six years, | 1806.0422 |
1517 | | 1806.4796 | nineteen ninety eight to- | 1807.8480 |
1519 | | 1808.0448 | eight years really. | 1808.7555 |
1521 | | 1809.0915 | Nineteen ninety eight to two thousand six I was coming here, getting my medical service getting /you know/ HIV support groups. | 1813.9309 |
1523 | | 1814.2957 | Not using, staying clean, | 1816.1930 |
1525 | | 1816.5761 | The only thing I- only thing I still did was smoke cigarettes, I s- but actually I stopped | 1820.4459 |
1527 | | 1820.9690 | smoking cigarettes in two thousand four. | 1822.3850 |
1529 | | 1823.1727 | So by the time I- time I- | 1824.4340 |
1531 | | 1824.7185 | I- I got offered a job here, I d- I- I wasn't smoking cigarettes, I wasn't doing drugs. | 1828.9505 |
1533 | | 1829.4331 | I was uh, | 1830.0958 |
1535 | | 1830.2781 | you know I was still getting SSI, | 1831.9434 |
1537 | | 1832.4242 | and um- | 1833.0536 |
1539 | | 1833.4611 | and pretty much | 1834.1332 |
1541 | | 1834.4213 | had my own apartment, yeah I was- I was pretty much care free. | 1836.9659 |
1543 | | 1837.0665 | You know. | 1837.4314 |
1545 | | 1837.8203 | They offered me a job here and uh, basically I was- got the- took the job in two thousand six as a uh, | 1841.7428 |
1547 | | 1842.4293 | uh, HIV medical adherence specialist cause I had learned a lot about it. | 1845.2613 |
1549 | | 1845.4443 | You know being- being positive I had learned a lot about it. | 1847.7223 |
1551 | | 1848.0608 | Coming here, support groups and everything, | 1849.9928 |
1553 | | 1850.4516 | and uh, even without having a computer I still learned a lot about it. | 1853.2939 |
1555 | | 1853.8508 | And uh, they gave me a opportunity to work here so when I took the job as adherence specialist | 1857.7197 |
1557 | | 1858.0996 | I learned even more about it being- having access to a computer and everything I got- eventually got my own computer | 1862.3295 |
1559 | | 1862.9774 | and um, | 1863.6707 |
1561 | | 1864.0577 | did uh, HIV | 1864.9856 |
1563 | | 1865.2387 | adherence specialist for like a couple of years, | 1866.7934 |
1565 | | 1867.4069 | in two thousand six two thousand eight, then I got a job as a HIV counselor and tester. | 1871.3360 |
1567 | | 1871.6865 | Did that from two thousand eight | 1873.0278 |
1569 | | 1873.4915 | until- actually I just recently uh, switched over to community health worker a couple of months ago. | 1878.4567 |
1570 | DCB_int_01 | 1878.4461 | Mm-hm. | 1878.8207 |
1571 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1878.9790 | And um, | 1879.6080 |
1573 | | 1880.6114 | as a matter of fact my office here- over here was right over there, right- | 1883.0648 |
1575 | | 1883.2806 | right out that door right there. | 1884.3460 |
1577 | | 1884.8602 | And uh, I did that from two thousand eight and up until | 1887.4686 |
1579 | | 1888.3792 | this year, two thousand fifteen, so nine, ten, eleven, twelve, | 1891.2071 |
1581 | | 1892.0185 | nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, about seven years, you know. | 1895.6097 |
1583 | | 1896.1328 | I did that for seven years so pretty much that's where I- | 1898.5670 |
1585 | | 1899.3016 | where I am now. Um, | 1900.7322 |
1587 | | 1901.9324 | You know s- when you say like growing up in my neighborhood, my neighborhood was- | 1904.9955 |
1589 | | 1905.2740 | was | 1905.6313 |
1591 | | 1906.3108 | it wa- it wa- it was the bomb, it was growing up in the area like nobody ever experienced | 1910.4148 |
1593 | | 1910.7759 | what I- what I experienced ever be- ever- ever before. | 1913.4066 |
1595 | | 1913.8387 | Because | 1914.3054 |
1597 | | 1914.8134 | in my neighborhood, we were like a close knit neighborhood, everybody knew everybody. | 1918.2271 |
1599 | | 1918.7983 | You know a- and everybody knew what everybody did, we knew who the dope fiends were, we knew who the- who the alcoholics were. | 1924.0698 |
1601 | | 1924.5113 | We knew who was having sex with whoever- whoever's mom that wa- wasn't married and we know if people having affairs. | 1930.0470 |
1603 | | 1930.5174 | We knew um, | 1931.4494 |
1605 | | 1932.1354 | who was creeping around, we- we knew all about all kinds of incestual relation- incestuous- incestuous | 1937.9398 |
1607 | | 1938.2037 | incest- cestuous relationship, I can't say the word. | 1940.7099 |
1609 | | 1941.3868 | But anyway, | 1941.9135 |
1611 | | 1943.0047 | we uh, we still- but we still kept stuff in the neighborhood. | 1946.1254 |
1613 | | 1946.4229 | We knew who the drunks were, the winos, you know the- and it was a different- it was a distinction, you know. | 1950.6095 |
1615 | | 1950.9790 | You had drunks, and then you had winos. | 1952.5585 |
1617 | | 1952.6690 | You know. | 1952.9690 |
1619 | | 1953.3411 | Even though wino gets drunk, but /you the-/ drunks were the ones that drank the alcohol the liquor the hard liquor [right?] | 1957.7438 |
1620 | DCB_int_01 | 1957.5035 | [Mm.] | 1957.8108 |
1621 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1958.0509 | You know or the beer. | 1958.8429 |
1623 | | 1959.1983 | But the winos were the ones that drank only wine, | 1961.2772 |
1625 | | 1961.4693 | they didn't drink- | 1961.9876 |
1627 | | 1962.0884 | they di- | 1962.3813 |
1629 | | 1962.6454 | they drink a beer if there- /unintelligible/ if there was nothing else available but they really like the wine so we would watch | 1967.3265 |
1631 | | 1967.6816 | the winos | 1968.4589 |
1633 | | 1969.0355 | get their wine and bum their money | 1970.7111 |
1635 | | 1970.8311 | you know and get their wine and wine was real cheap back then when it- in- back in the sixties. | 1974.3899 |
1637 | | 1974.8271 | You know wine was real cheap you know you get like | 1977.0954 |
1639 | | 1977.3670 | sixty five cent, seventy five cent | 1978.8697 |
1641 | | 1979.2614 | bottle of wine. | 1979.9624 |
1642 | DCB_int_01 | 1980.0248 | Mm. | 1980.2937 |
1643 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 1980.4137 | And they would get their wine they would drink- get drunk, they would go in the alley, /next thing you know/ we see 'em laying up against the wall but nobody bothered 'em nobody bo- and they didn't really have anything so nobody bothered nobody- | 1988.2203 |
1645 | | 1988.5226 | nobody beat 'em up, you know anything like that uh, | 1990.7586 |
1647 | | 1992.2866 | I mean there was one that got beat up his- we used to call him /RD-NAME-2/ he got beat up but | 1995.8538 |
1649 | | 1995.9882 | we uh- | 1996.6002 |
1651 | | 1997.4188 | everybody went to the barber shops you know got their hair cut so we knew where to go to get our hair cut, | 2001.6678 |
1653 | | 2002.0180 | we knew where to go to the grocery store, we knew our moms and | 2004.9419 |
1655 | | 2005.3164 | our f- we knew f- our families we had friends we knew their mom- their moms their dads, | 2009.9732 |
1657 | | 2010.5638 | we pretty much had m- uh, | 2012.4938 |
1659 | | 2012.7579 | most of the families we knew | 2014.0062 |
1661 | | 2014.3471 | had a mother and father in the home | 2015.6215 |
1663 | | 2015.7633 | you know. | 2016.1340 |
1665 | | 2016.5650 | And it was not like it is today [you know like today] | 2018.7662 |
1666 | DCB_int_01 | 2017.8565 | [Mm-hm.] | 2018.3462 |
1667 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2019.0472 | with all these single parent homes only a mom and only these mothers walking around with these babies, | 2023.4256 |
1669 | | 2023.7425 | it wasn't like that. | 2024.4483 |
1671 | | 2024.5490 | You know it was a d- it was a mom and a dad, you know. | 2026.7224 |
1673 | | 2027.0168 | So we knew who- we knew people by their parents, | 2029.2885 |
1675 | | 2029.6907 | we knew who their parents were we spoke, we were respectful, we knew- we learned | 2032.8835 |
1677 | | 2033.1908 | how to respect thy elders you know it's different than it is today. | 2035.8698 |
1679 | | 2036.2683 | You know we would say yes sir, no sir, yes ma'am, no ma'am, | 2039.1670 |
1681 | | 2039.4897 | please, thank you, you're welcome, you know, may I do this, may I do that, you know, it wasn't like | 2043.3565 |
1683 | | 2043.5897 | can I it was may I, you know. | 2045.2557 |
1685 | | 2045.6061 | Uh, we knew how to get permission to do things | 2047.5938 |
1687 | | 2048.1170 | uh, we knew right from wrong you know although we did a l- | 2050.5433 |
1689 | | 2050.8632 | we did a lot of wrong but we paid for it, we were disciplined. | 2053.1629 |
1690 | DCB_int_01 | 2053.2154 | Mm. | 2053.4843 |
1691 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2053.5035 | You know we got our whoopings we got w- | 2055.0015 |
1693 | | 2055.3039 | I got three whoopings in one day, | 2056.6771 |
1695 | | 2056.7875 | you know, | 2057.2052 |
1697 | | 2057.5509 | from | 2057.8093 |
1699 | | 2058.1414 | smart mouthing this girl down the street. | 2059.6490 |
1701 | | 2059.8025 | You know she jacked me up | 2060.9559 |
1703 | | 2061.3533 | you know and then when I got um, up the street, | 2063.3074 |
1705 | | 2063.6000 | I got smart with my next door neighbor, she whooped my butt. | 2065.6989 |
1707 | | 2066.1542 | Then my mother found out about it, she whooped my butt then my father came home he whooped my butt. | 2069.3134 |
1709 | | 2069.4476 | You know so | 2069.9613 |
1711 | | 2070.3838 | I got three whoopings in one day and jacked up. | 2072.1219 |
1713 | | 2072.2755 | So I got like | 2073.1061 |
1715 | | 2073.7973 | you know four disciplines, one day. | 2075.3144 |
1717 | | 2075.7705 | But that's how we used to do, you know if you did something, you said something, disrespected somebody, | 2079.5154 |
1719 | | 2079.7697 | you know | 2080.1586 |
1721 | | 2080.4706 | you got disciplined for it you know, not like it is today people get disciplined now it's all of a sudden it's just child abuse you know. | 2085.0461 |
1723 | | 2085.6078 | Um, | 2086.0255 |
1725 | | 2087.0431 | pretty much it was a different age growing up w- where I grew up. | 2089.3429 |
1727 | | 2089.7366 | Uh, had a- um- | 2090.7619 |
1729 | | 2091.5082 | had girlfriends and everything pretty much. | 2093.4093 |
1731 | | 2093.7982 | Uh, | 2094.1916 |
1733 | | 2094.3744 | my problem was | 2095.2241 |
1735 | | 2095.3297 | a lot of times | 2096.1027 |
1737 | | 2096.6836 | the- the girlfriends were- | 2098.0263 |
1739 | | 2098.2438 | they took a back seat to the drugs. | 2099.5891 |
1741 | | 2099.7321 | You know. | 2100.1295 |
1743 | | 2100.5627 | So uh, | 2101.3054 |
1745 | | 2101.4654 | then uh, with the um, | 2102.8001 |
1747 | | 2103.5104 | I remember this one girl that I | 2104.8692 |
1749 | | 2105.1332 | used to- that used to like me, | 2106.5111 |
1751 | | 2106.9288 | and I liked her too but uh, I- eventually she married this guy from Jamaica. | 2110.2591 |
1753 | | 2110.8896 | And so | 2111.5330 |
1755 | | 2111.9026 | one night she followed me home. | 2113.1920 |
1757 | | 2113.3716 | You know and I kept telling her know that I didn't wanna- | 2115.8922 |
1759 | | 2116.3147 | want her to be around me because I didn't want her to get in trouble and I didn't want her husband you know | 2119.5376 |
1761 | | 2119.8624 | thinking that sh- I- that we were together, so | 2121.8117 |
1763 | | 2122.2966 | she was saying that he had- you know he was abusive he had beaten her and everything and she said she had | 2125.9023 |
1765 | | 2126.0606 | this machete that she was gonna kill him that night if he bothered- if he | 2128.9413 |
1767 | | 2129.2006 | if he uh, hit- if he hit her. | 2130.3179 |
1769 | | 2131.1640 | And so we went home | 2132.1374 |
1771 | | 2132.4795 | went to my- my place and you know had sex and everything and then after that night | 2135.4827 |
1773 | | 2135.8726 | I didn't see her anymore. | 2136.6930 |
1775 | | 2136.9091 | You know, so | 2137.7615 |
1777 | | 2138.1714 | find out like a couple months later | 2139.8248 |
1779 | | 2140.0723 | you know they said, | 2140.8176 |
1781 | | 2141.3507 | did you hear about /RD-NAME-2/? and I said uh, | 2143.6918 |
1783 | | 2143.8118 | no, they said, | 2144.6238 |
1785 | | 2145.0662 | they found her body, | 2146.0728 |
1787 | | 2146.4068 | you know, in this- in- in the rooming house. | 2148.3917 |
1789 | | 2149.0035 | In this house where she lived and sh- sh- he had- | 2151.5527 |
1791 | | 2151.8626 | he had uh, | 2152.4853 |
1793 | | 2152.6030 | boarded her | 2153.2753 |
1795 | | 2153.5154 | up under- | 2153.9636 |
1797 | | 2154.0596 | boarded her in up under the stairway. | 2155.7084 |
1799 | | 2156.3722 | He had built uh, a wall around the st- the bottom of the back of the stairway. | 2159.5217 |
1801 | | 2159.9699 | He built a wall around the back of the stairway and /hid/ her body inside there. | 2163.2670 |
1803 | | 2163.6311 | And the neighbors smelled the scent and they said that's where her body was found. | 2167.0111 |
1805 | | 2167.4667 | He had escaped to uh, New York- | 2168.9411 |
1807 | | 2169.0532 | he had escaped to Jamaica. | 2170.1977 |
1809 | | 2170.7077 | But he had came back to New York | 2172.1010 |
1811 | | 2172.2404 | and he got k- stopped on a traffic violation. | 2174.1008 |
1813 | | 2174.4210 | And they ran his prints. | 2175.4983 |
1815 | | 2176.0737 | You know and they found out who he was- they knew who he was and that's how they caught him, | 2179.1689 |
1817 | | 2179.2930 | you know for her- for her murder. | 2180.3232 |
1819 | | 2180.4353 | You know. | 2180.7900 |
1821 | | 2181.3557 | So [uh-] | 2181.9520 |
1822 | DCB_int_01 | 2181.8079 | [Ooh.] | 2182.2506 |
1823 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2182.4882 | Yeah so this- | 2183.1766 |
1825 | | 2183.6048 | you know then- then it was /?/ | 2184.7853 |
1827 | | 2184.8711 | a whole lot of stuff happened like the crack years you know I m- | 2187.3020 |
1829 | | 2187.6822 | I remember seeing guys get killed, literally get their brains blown out right in front of me, | 2191.0495 |
1831 | | 2191.4257 | you know, guy named /RD-NAME-2/ I remember his brains being laying on the curb you know cause that's- they | 2195.5654 |
1833 | | 2195.9891 | told him not to sell drugs he was a /skreaky/ clean guy and they told him not to sell drugs he wanted to sell | 2199.9918 |
1835 | | 2200.2688 | crack anyway. | 2201.0430 |
1837 | | 2201.5672 | Uh, one day we heard some uh, stick out- stick up boys coming down the street | 2205.0928 |
1839 | | 2205.9550 | and he said he wasn't going anywhere. | 2207.2316 |
1841 | | 2208.1858 | He didn't go anywhere they came down somebody told 'em h- that he had the drugs cause they came and asked | 2212.0916 |
1843 | | 2212.3855 | stick up boys /??/ who- who- who got it, you know? | 2214.4842 |
1845 | | 2214.9605 | That's how they used to say, who got it, so if somebody pointed to /RD-NAME-2/ they went to /RD-NAME-2/ they said, | 2218.4898 |
1847 | | 2218.7978 | give it up. | 2219.2405 |
1849 | | 2219.5421 | And he said, I ain't giving you nothing, you know so | 2221.2789 |
1851 | | 2221.6689 | they chased him around the car and eventually had to pull the gun out | 2224.1260 |
1853 | | 2224.5200 | and said, you don't give it up then I'm'a shoot you, you know and he didn't give it up. | 2227.3493 |
1855 | | 2227.6752 | And they shot him in the head and he fell to the curb and | 2230.3579 |
1857 | | 2231.0666 | blew his brains out. | 2231.8367 |
1859 | | 2231.9968 | And his brains are laying right on the curb til even when they came and got him his brains were still laying- laying there. | 2235.7145 |
1861 | | 2236.4926 | You know. | 2236.7927 |
1863 | | 2237.3845 | I mean guys like uh, | 2238.7125 |
1865 | | 2238.9773 | I knew | 2239.3695 |
1867 | | 2239.8937 | guy I grew up with he got shot four times | 2241.8346 |
1869 | | 2242.2286 | right in front of my face you know got shot in the um- | 2244.3375 |
1871 | | 2245.4078 | he got shot- first he got shot in the uh, forearm, | 2247.3367 |
1873 | | 2247.9125 | then he got shot in the groin, | 2249.1365 |
1875 | | 2249.2891 | then he got shot in the buttocks and when he got across the street, | 2251.4621 |
1877 | | 2251.8023 | trying to get away from the guy the guy shot him in the back, that's when he fell. | 2254.5850 |
1879 | | 2255.0256 | You know. | 2255.3195 |
1881 | | 2255.6916 | So he died, I testified against the young guy, the young guy he | 2258.4743 |
1883 | | 2258.6428 | he got off cause he's a /skreaky/ clean- | 2260.0561 |
1885 | | 2260.1355 | squeaky clean looking guy, young guy. | 2262.0701 |
1887 | | 2262.5744 | Ten women, two men, uh, they | 2264.3544 |
1889 | | 2264.5851 | refuted my testimony cause they knew I was a drug addict they- they figured I was just | 2267.8065 |
1891 | | 2268.1222 | there as a witness to get the money, | 2269.3908 |
1893 | | 2269.6429 | so. | 2269.9351 |
1895 | | 2270.4953 | There plus I used to run a lot of errands for the young guys go to the store for 'em, you know buy liquor for 'em in front of the liquor store if they couldn't buy. | 2275.8185 |
1897 | | 2276.2633 | You know washing cars and stuff like that you know when I was on drugs real bad. | 2279.0004 |
1899 | | 2279.4728 | So they refuted my testimony made it look like I was just you know somebody that | 2282.9957 |
1901 | | 2283.3159 | was in it you know just to get the witness money you know and um, | 2285.6092 |
1903 | | 2286.4293 | so they let- the guy got off, he got off of killing my friend. | 2289.2695 |
1905 | | 2289.6183 | Eventually uh, some years later, | 2291.4272 |
1907 | | 2291.6513 | even though | 2292.1619 |
1909 | | 2292.4957 | I had testified against him he had got off he | 2294.2685 |
1911 | | 2294.5796 | eventually was killed hisself in LeDroit Park. | 2296.3725 |
1913 | | 2296.5285 | You know. | 2296.8592 |
1915 | | 2297.2689 | Got his head b- head blown off, you know. | 2298.8816 |
1917 | | 2299.5820 | So that's how- that's- that's the | 2301.3428 |
1919 | | 2301.5549 | a- people were dying, they were dropping like flies back then. | 2303.7960 |
1921 | | 2304.3558 | Eighty- | 2305.0064 |
1923 | | 2305.4403 | eighty eight, | 2306.0509 |
1925 | | 2306.4207 | eighty nine, ninety. | 2307.9327 |
1927 | | 2308.4154 | You know, | 2308.8767 |
1929 | | 2309.1037 | I don't know if you know but it was a- that was a- that was a real tumultuous years for like murders in the District, you know. | 2313.8495 |
1931 | | 2314.2656 | That was like one of the highest | 2315.8264 |
1933 | | 2316.4964 | uh, what do you call murder m- um- | 2318.3533 |
1935 | | 2318.8335 | we had one of the highest murder rates you know those years in DC | 2321.5503 |
1937 | | 2321.7464 | that we ha- had ever had cause people were | 2323.2551 |
1939 | | 2323.5673 | dying so much from crack cocaine and turf wars and all that stuff so | 2327.1507 |
1941 | | 2327.8088 | that's pretty much what we was going through. | 2329.3535 |
1943 | | 2329.4575 | But uh, | 2329.8962 |
1945 | | 2330.4415 | I say there were some good years growing up in the neighborhood like fifties, sixties | 2333.7791 |
1947 | | 2334.1032 | were good, | 2334.6795 |
1949 | | 2334.8315 | you know. | 2335.3395 |
1951 | | 2335.7915 | Uh, | 2336.4315 |
1953 | | 2336.9441 | close knit neighborhood. | 2338.0486 |
1955 | | 2338.3007 | Knew everybody. | 2339.1491 |
1957 | | 2339.4750 | Stuck together | 2340.3337 |
1959 | | 2340.5075 | you know. | 2340.9595 |
1961 | | 2341.3359 | Uh, | 2341.8919 |
1963 | | 2343.0046 | had a lot of fun you know, but then those | 2345.5846 |
1965 | | 2345.9055 | drug years took over | 2347.0362 |
1967 | | 2347.2021 | from the late sixties | 2348.5821 |
1969 | | 2348.9424 | into the seventies and eighties | 2350.4031 |
1971 | | 2350.5112 | those were like the drug years, even into the nineties. | 2352.8778 |
1973 | | 2353.3765 | You know with the crack cocaine, | 2354.8767 |
1975 | | 2354.9488 | the late eighties, nineties was crack cocaine. | 2356.7336 |
1977 | | 2357.1378 | That devastated a lot of people, that made a lot of m- uh, men into mice | 2360.0551 |
1979 | | 2360.1392 | you know. | 2360.5113 |
1981 | | 2361.1392 | So [uh,] | 2361.9338 |
1982 | DCB_int_01 | 2361.6434 | [Mm.] | 2362.0356 |
1983 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2363.0280 | pretty much /yeah./ | 2364.1806 |
1985 | | 2364.6448 | You got some questions? | 2365.3301 |
1986 | DCB_int_01 | 2366.1690 | A couple. | 2366.6813 |
1988 | | 2366.8734 | I- <clears throat> | 2367.8214 |
1990 | | 2367.9178 | have so many things I wanted to ask about. | 2369.8243 |
1992 | | 2370.1584 | Thinking about the Civil Rights | 2371.5871 |
1993 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2371.6191 | Mm. | 2371.9791 |
1994 | DCB_int_01 | 2371.7071 | [like] that time, cause I mean in DC like | 2374.2643 |
1995 | | 2374.6463 | things were happening you had the march, you [had] | 2376.8436 |
1996 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2376.5249 | [Mm.] | 2376.8142 |
1997 | DCB_int_01 | 2377.1612 | the speech then you had Dr. King assass- you had Kennedy, | 2379.4465 |
1998 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2379.6041 | Mm. | 2379.8242 |
1999 | DCB_int_01 | 2379.9843 | how was the Civil- I mean I know you were young at [that] point you were [still] | 2382.9349 |
2000 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2381.9349 | Mm. | 2382.1230 |
2002 | | 2382.4432 | Mm. | 2382.6792 |
2003 | DCB_int_01 | 2383.2173 | little like a [little] kid. | 2384.5842 |
2004 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2383.8918 | [Mm.] | 2384.1438 |
2006 | | 2384.5441 | Mm-hm. | 2384.8923 |
2007 | DCB_int_01 | 2385.1644 | <clears throat> But what do you remember like, do you remember your dad and your mom talking about it? Do you remember like | 2389.5218 |
2009 | | 2389.6558 | par- did you participate in the | 2390.9044 |
2011 | | 2391.1245 | first march [like] what do you remember? How was the [city], the vibe? | 2394.3990 |
2012 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2391.9146 | [Mm.] | 2392.1347 |
2014 | | 2393.3233 | [Um-] | 2393.6206 |
2015 | | 2395.2740 | Well the vibe in the city was pretty much- | 2396.9846 |
2017 | | 2397.1268 | uh, we- we still had- | 2398.6551 |
2019 | | 2399.1033 | experienced repercussions from the South you know, segregation | 2402.0724 |
2021 | | 2402.4226 | uh, from the fifties you know and even beyond uh, further back | 2405.6091 |
2023 | | 2405.8361 | uh, | 2406.2415 |
2025 | | 2406.7201 | early- earlier years segregation uh, | 2408.8891 |
2027 | | 2409.1892 | uh, | 2409.5292 |
2029 | | 2410.1417 | with uh, | 2410.6230 |
2031 | | 2411.3302 | water fountains and bathrooms with black only, colored only, | 2414.6731 |
2033 | | 2414.9452 | white only, those type well not black but colored only, white only. | 2417.8091 |
2035 | | 2418.3188 | We uh, had travelled to the South back in the uh, l- uh, late fifties | 2421.7901 |
2037 | | 2422.7604 | uh, | 2423.2446 |
2039 | | 2423.5207 | early s- uh, late fifties we had drove my father down south and | 2426.6114 |
2041 | | 2426.9979 | we remember uh, not- | 2428.3025 |
2043 | | 2428.4345 | being turned away from uh, | 2429.9652 |
2045 | | 2430.5555 | uh, restroom- rest area you know to use the bathroom and | 2433.3862 |
2047 | | 2433.7125 | we had to use the bathroom in the field, | 2435.0472 |
2049 | | 2435.3790 | uh, | 2435.7884 |
2051 | | 2436.5316 | uh, s- they still had those colored only uh, | 2438.5365 |
2053 | | 2438.9207 | water fountains. | 2439.6930 |
2055 | | 2440.2008 | Uh, | 2440.6490 |
2057 | | 2441.2213 | then uh, | 2441.7986 |
2059 | | 2442.4538 | we- we saw on television in the si- sixties when | 2445.5235 |
2061 | | 2445.8229 | um, | 2446.2752 |
2063 | | 2446.8674 | people were hosed and dogs were sicked on people, we saw that. | 2450.4354 |
2065 | | 2450.8368 | We knew Medgar Evers was like a civil rights activist, we knew he had been killed. | 2454.5446 |
2067 | | 2454.9703 | Uh, we knew that uh, | 2455.9507 |
2069 | | 2456.0307 | uh, | 2456.3734 |
2071 | | 2456.6150 | The Ku Klux Klan had been uh, fire bombing people's homes. | 2459.6977 |
2073 | | 2460.1406 | You know we knew that um, | 2461.8580 |
2075 | | 2462.8454 | /look at the- the/ | 2463.8059 |
2077 | | 2463.9637 | black- the um, black Muslims you know Muha- Elijah Muhammed and the Nation of Islam, they | 2467.9384 |
2079 | | 2468.2572 | had uh, talked about white men being devils you know so we pretty much | 2471.4787 |
2081 | | 2471.8709 | uh, had the mentality that you know uh, | 2474.1841 |
2083 | | 2474.5437 | the white man was evil, the white man was the devil you know and we didn't trust white people. | 2478.6250 |
2085 | | 2479.0413 | Um, | 2479.5026 |
2087 | | 2479.9617 | I saw for myself nineteen fifty four- | 2482.0787 |
2089 | | 2482.3668 | I mean nineteen fifty eight | 2483.2802 |
2091 | | 2483.6590 | when I was four years old, living on V Street, before we moved on W Street. | 2486.8299 |
2093 | | 2487.1606 | seeing uh, a white couple coming down the street with a- | 2489.3274 |
2094 | DCB_int_01 | 2491.9921 | I'm sorry. | 2492.9161 |
2095 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2496.6058 | white couple coming down the street with a uh, | 2498.3471 |
2097 | | 2499.7032 | just married sign on the back of their uh, orange and uh, | 2502.5125 |
2099 | | 2502.7562 | white Chevrolet. | 2503.6486 |
2101 | | 2504.3489 | They uh, | 2505.1116 |
2103 | | 2505.8696 | stopped at a corner down the street where a lady named /RD-NAME-2/ lived with her dad and | 2509.3541 |
2105 | | 2509.6149 | she was sweeping the front and | 2510.8256 |
2107 | | 2511.1334 | they asked her for uh, she could- they could get some water | 2513.5866 |
2109 | | 2513.8266 | to drink | 2514.1906 |
2111 | | 2514.7088 | and her dad came out and asked what w- what did they want, | 2517.4518 |
2113 | | 2518.0361 | she told him uh, dad they said they want some water, you know. | 2521.0215 |
2115 | | 2522.2976 | They just got married and they uh, they want some water before- you know, | 2524.8988 |
2117 | | 2525.2070 | before they go on their way. | 2526.1194 |
2119 | | 2526.3790 | So he said, well wait right here I'll get you some water. And he went in the house and when he came back out he had a bucket, he had a- he had a pale of water and he dumped it on 'em, | 2532.8976 |
2121 | | 2533.4539 | and soaked 'em with the water and said like, get the hell off my property, you know. | 2536.7994 |
2123 | | 2537.2151 | So, | 2537.6113 |
2125 | | 2537.7914 | that was my first | 2538.6638 |
2127 | | 2538.8479 | experience with | 2539.6763 |
2129 | | 2540.0164 | you know, | 2540.4326 |
2131 | | 2540.9329 | racial- racial tension you know, seeing that happen | 2543.6089 |
2133 | | 2543.9058 | when I was four years old. | 2544.8484 |
2135 | | 2545.2864 | And then I was- r- I remember when I was about uh, six | 2547.9236 |
2137 | | 2548.5034 | uh, | 2548.9461 |
2139 | | 2549.1877 | I was in like the first grade, went on a field trip. | 2551.5568 |
2141 | | 2552.0571 | We went on a field trip- no it was second, I'm sorry, | 2553.8775 |
2143 | | 2554.0438 | Uh, when I was uh, | 2555.1363 |
2145 | | 2555.2559 | when I was seven, | 2555.9612 |
2147 | | 2556.3123 | second grade we went on a field trip and I remember um, | 2558.8774 |
2149 | | 2559.7699 | the little- little class of white kids and we were a class of black kids and there wa- | 2563.0150 |
2151 | | 2563.1991 | a little- little boy in the uh, white class | 2565.1320 |
2153 | | 2565.9941 | looked over and said- said to his teacher he says, look Miss- | 2568.6354 |
2155 | | 2568.7630 | Miss Johnson, or whatever her name was. | 2570.5638 |
2157 | | 2571.1721 | A whole class of niggers. | 2572.7408 |
2159 | | 2572.9627 | You know. | 2573.4027 |
2161 | | 2574.2232 | And she didn't say anything, you know. She didn't say, watch your mouth, or anything it was just like, | 2578.2401 |
2163 | | 2578.6408 | you know, come on guys, let's go- let's go over here. | 2580.5337 |
2165 | | 2580.9379 | Well- | 2581.4021 |
2167 | | 2581.5239 | but really | 2582.0642 |
2169 | | 2582.3323 | that to me was like, | 2583.4688 |
2171 | | 2584.4030 | he just called us a whole class of niggers you know, and that's- | 2587.0042 |
2173 | | 2587.4040 | that was another experience with racism so- | 2589.3186 |
2175 | | 2591.0056 | We knew that uh, | 2592.6030 |
2177 | | 2592.9140 | that there was racial- racial tension in- in America. | 2595.4018 |
2179 | | 2595.8314 | You know we knew that | 2597.1421 |
2181 | | 2597.2360 | blacks had for so long been | 2598.6560 |
2183 | | 2599.0124 | uh, what do you call it? | 2599.9008 |
2185 | | 2600.2530 | rele- uh, | 2600.8653 |
2187 | | 2601.1214 | uh, | 2601.6976 |
2189 | | 2602.9017 | in other words | 2603.5457 |
2191 | | 2603.6741 | looked upon as like, less than human. | 2605.7848 |
2193 | | 2606.1272 | We knew that um, | 2607.3579 |
2195 | | 2607.8138 | we- we- we were the struggle. | 2609.7778 |
2197 | | 2610.4110 | And we knew that | 2611.1416 |
2199 | | 2611.6191 | uh, despite the struggle, we were a strong people. | 2613.8469 |
2201 | | 2614.0202 | You know, | 2614.3683 |
2203 | | 2614.8005 | and uh, James Brown | 2616.5974 |
2205 | | 2616.6890 | w- uh, in the sixties when | 2617.8095 |
2207 | | 2618.1336 | he made records like Say it Loud, I'm Black and I'm Proud. | 2620.4405 |
2209 | | 2620.7206 | Those are the things that really fueled us and gave us you know, | 2623.1497 |
2211 | | 2623.5299 | uh, the incentive and the initiative to like have pride in ourselves. | 2626.7712 |
2212 | DCB_int_01 | 2626.8687 | [Right.] (whispered) | 2627.4594 |
2213 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2627.1769 | [You know] uh, | 2627.9132 |
2214 | | 2628.7496 | I don't want- I don't want nobody giving me nothing, open up the door, I'll get it myself, you know, so James Brown was really | 2633.6159 |
2216 | | 2633.9636 | uh, uh, | 2634.5558 |
2218 | | 2634.7359 | instrumental | 2635.3482 |
2220 | | 2635.6964 | in giving us a lot of motivation, a lot of hope. | 2637.6493 |
2222 | | 2638.0450 | You know. | 2638.3703 |
2224 | | 2638.6973 | Uh, | 2639.2280 |
2226 | | 2639.3776 | people like uh, | 2640.2016 |
2228 | | 2640.3741 | H. Rap Brown, | 2641.3985 |
2230 | | 2641.7907 | um, | 2642.3030 |
2232 | | 2642.5351 | Marion Barry, Stokely Carmichael. | 2644.6946 |
2234 | | 2644.9940 | Uh, | 2645.5060 |
2236 | | 2645.6383 | they gave us hope. | 2646.3316 |
2238 | | 2646.6623 | I wasn't really into the Black Panther movement, I wasn't into the- | 2649.2595 |
2240 | | 2649.5436 | I never believed in like, that radical type | 2651.4370 |
2242 | | 2651.5806 | approach. | 2652.1299 |
2244 | | 2652.2844 | You know. | 2652.6446 |
2246 | | 2652.9567 | I was more so like with a passive activism- | 2655.0497 |
2248 | | 2655.1858 | activist approach like King had, | 2656.6184 |
2250 | | 2656.9181 | you know because I believe that you could also | 2658.8590 |
2252 | | 2659.2992 | by, you know, uh, | 2660.2432 |
2254 | | 2660.4237 | psychologically bring about change | 2662.1383 |
2256 | | 2662.4064 | without having to use violence, you know. | 2664.0152 |
2258 | | 2664.3268 | Although | 2664.8575 |
2260 | | 2665.1152 | Malcolm X was more so- they were more so radical | 2667.3322 |
2262 | | 2667.6621 | but even Malcolm X found out for himself that he was being betrayed by the Nation of Islam. | 2671.1829 |
2264 | | 2671.4657 | You know. | 2671.8058 |
2265 | DCB_int_01 | 2671.8378 | [Mm-hm.] | 2672.4619 |
2266 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2672.1580 | [Yeah uh], and the fact that Elijah Muhammed | 2674.1380 |
2267 | | 2674.4626 | you know was uh- actually had sex with so many girls and had- | 2676.7717 |
2269 | | 2677.0798 | had | 2677.3051 |
2271 | | 2677.5880 | fathered so many children but yet wasn't even | 2679.3849 |
2273 | | 2679.4929 | taking care of his responsibilities so | 2681.0897 |
2275 | | 2681.4414 | those types of things I f- I learned when I was younger, you know. | 2684.0066 |
2277 | | 2684.4027 | I knew that um, | 2685.2441 |
2279 | | 2685.6909 | I- I used to- | 2686.2669 |
2281 | | 2686.7914 | I used to look at uh, people like W.E.B. Du Bois and I really found out that he- | 2689.7648 |
2283 | | 2689.8666 | he had- | 2690.2186 |
2285 | | 2690.5149 | he had some ideologies that I don't- I don't agree with now | 2692.9000 |
2287 | | 2692.9960 | you know. | 2693.3482 |
2289 | | 2693.7239 | Uh, | 2694.0480 |
2291 | | 2694.3162 | even- | 2694.7402 |
2293 | | 2694.9685 | even now | 2695.5687 |
2295 | | 2695.8449 | me growing up | 2696.5212 |
2297 | | 2697.6177 | always believed in individual responsibility, you know. | 2699.8267 |
2299 | | 2700.2384 | Entrepreneurship, you know. | 2701.5871 |
2301 | | 2701.9232 | Work hard, | 2702.5475 |
2303 | | 2702.7356 | you know uh, if you want anything | 2704.1823 |
2305 | | 2704.4960 | like my father you know you- you- you work hard you get it you know, you attain it. | 2707.9833 |
2307 | | 2708.4636 | You strive for it, I didn't believe in so much | 2710.5609 |
2309 | | 2711.1466 | uh, | 2711.4532 |
2311 | | 2711.6668 | affirmative action in terms of like you know, using it | 2713.8638 |
2313 | | 2714.1937 | as a tool to say that | 2715.7545 |
2315 | | 2716.0506 | blacks should get opportunity above someone else that's- that's | 2718.5895 |
2317 | | 2718.7696 | just as well qualified, you know. | 2720.2696 |
2319 | | 2720.6500 | I believe in more equal op- opportunity, | 2722.3148 |
2321 | | 2722.4269 | you know. | 2722.7855 |
2323 | | 2723.1392 | So basically I knew about the Civil Rights struggle. | 2725.2032 |
2325 | | 2725.6519 | And I knew that King had- had- | 2727.3247 |
2327 | | 2727.5808 | had- had a dream, | 2728.6013 |
2329 | | 2729.0335 | had a goal that you know, | 2730.3521 |
2331 | | 2730.7258 | we could all live together as one, | 2732.1728 |
2333 | | 2732.3105 | you know. | 2732.6747 |
2335 | | 2733.9450 | And even today you know I- I really- it really disheartens me to see how so many black people have pretty much uh- uh- uh- uh, | 2740.2075 |
2337 | | 2740.3035 | tainted and distorted that dream. | 2741.9523 |
2339 | | 2742.2604 | You know, | 2742.6126 |
2341 | | 2742.9367 | by taking for granted you know, the freedoms that we have, | 2745.7034 |
2343 | | 2746.1297 | you know, even to the point of like not even | 2748.3268 |
2345 | | 2748.6464 | recognizing that | 2749.5509 |
2347 | | 2750.0231 | you know the fact that w- they have taken so much for granted | 2752.4282 |
2349 | | 2752.5843 | in terms of like you know jobs and opportunity that we've had that have been presented to us | 2756.4403 |
2351 | | 2756.7875 | that we have not taken advantage of as black- as a people. | 2759.1502 |
2353 | | 2759.4367 | We have not stuck together, we have not been cohesive, you know we- | 2762.0099 |
2355 | | 2762.3096 | we're- we're distant, we're- we're um, | 2764.0549 |
2357 | | 2764.4506 | we're divisive, you know. | 2765.5831 |
2359 | | 2765.9393 | We- we tend to hate one another, | 2767.6921 |
2361 | | 2767.9518 | which- for no- for no reason. | 2769.4864 |
2363 | | 2769.6766 | You know. | 2770.0032 |
2365 | | 2770.3449 | But it's a- it's a- it is a reason. It's a re- the reason is because we been pitted against each other. | 2773.9969 |
2367 | | 2774.3142 | Well they talk about like Willie Lynch syndrome. | 2776.2302 |
2369 | | 2776.4872 | You know talking about how | 2777.5953 |
2371 | | 2777.9034 | uh, | 2778.1808 |
2373 | | 2778.2796 | Willie Lynch you know was when somebody came from the s- | 2780.2045 |
2375 | | 2780.5327 | from the uh, it's like the- the islands, the Indie- West Indies the- | 2783.6540 |
2377 | | 2783.8977 | told the slave owners about, hey, you know, | 2785.7306 |
2379 | | 2786.2989 | don't | 2786.6110 |
2381 | | 2786.7591 | beat your slaves to death, you know, don't- don't- | 2788.6271 |
2383 | | 2788.9796 | don't destroy what you uh, | 2790.6284 |
2385 | | 2790.7627 | what you- what makes your money. | 2791.9552 |
2387 | | 2792.1109 | You know. | 2792.4510 |
2389 | | 2792.8072 | In other words pit the young against the old and | 2794.6400 |
2391 | | 2794.9482 | the dark against the light skin you know the- | 2796.7645 |
2393 | | 2797.0847 | the weaker one against the stronger one and you do that, | 2799.1176 |
2395 | | 2799.3097 | says, | 2799.7404 |
2397 | | 2799.9460 | they'll always be uh- | 2801.1986 |
2399 | | 2801.4245 | beholden to you. | 2802.2231 |
2401 | | 2802.6690 | [You know.] | 2803.0024 |
2402 | DCB_int_01 | 2802.7571 | [Mm-hm.] | 2803.1130 |
2403 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2803.3774 | So we- we pretty much fall into that mentality where we have | 2807.0244 |
2405 | | 2807.3005 | hatred towards the light skinned brother, | 2808.9658 |
2407 | | 2809.2334 | you know hatred towards the- the- the- the black sister you know. | 2811.9586 |
2409 | | 2812.2983 | Hatred towards someone | 2813.4469 |
2411 | | 2813.7350 | who's less fortunate than ourselves or someone who's better- | 2816.0241 |
2413 | | 2816.2322 | who seems to be more affluent than ourselves. | 2818.0010 |
2415 | | 2818.3847 | So | 2818.6634 |
2417 | | 2819.0850 | we- we let- we let these things divide us and it cause us to like | 2822.8147 |
2419 | | 2823.2550 | uh, | 2823.7192 |
2421 | | 2823.9028 | you know it- these- we like to think there's still hatred in us | 2826.2519 |
2423 | | 2826.4440 | towards one another | 2827.3040 |
2425 | | 2827.6205 | where we | 2828.3752 |
2427 | | 2828.8326 | had watched other uh, | 2830.3853 |
2429 | | 2830.5694 | /ethnicicy-/ ethnicities and | 2832.0581 |
2431 | | 2832.3782 | you know groups of people | 2833.2729 |
2433 | | 2833.4863 | you know strive together and grow together and bond together | 2835.8662 |
2435 | | 2836.0875 | you know while we once /??/ uh, | 2837.8483 |
2437 | | 2838.1502 | you know, | 2838.5129 |
2439 | | 2838.7665 | imploding or either like exploding | 2840.7154 |
2441 | | 2840.9995 | you know tearing each other apart. | 2842.0880 |
2443 | | 2842.4077 | You know. | 2842.7159 |
2445 | | 2843.1881 | So, | 2843.5214 |
2447 | | 2844.6448 | We've taken our eyes off the prize. | 2846.3113 |
2448 | DCB_int_01 | 2846.4531 | [Mm.] | 2846.6852 |
2449 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2846.4594 | [You know] /and you/ talking about eyes on the prize but you know that documentary about King? We taking our eyes off the prize you know and we pretty much let- | 2852.2471 |
2450 | | 2852.5377 | let uh, let a lot of thing- even technology | 2854.8506 |
2452 | | 2854.9904 | you know, separate us, you know. | 2856.3190 |
2454 | | 2856.7192 | Just because people have access to cell phones and | 2859.1483 |
2456 | | 2859.4862 | you know | 2859.8409 |
2458 | | 2859.9104 | computers and | 2860.7864 |
2460 | | 2861.1030 | uh, laptops uh, w- and- and- and iPads and | 2863.9318 |
2462 | | 2864.3760 | you know what have you um- | 2865.8687 |
2464 | | 2866.8612 | They cannot- okay and | 2867.9355 |
2466 | | 2868.0995 | cable TV | 2868.9382 |
2468 | | 2869.3961 | uh, | 2869.7803 |
2470 | | 2869.9004 | and | 2870.4526 |
2472 | | 2870.6087 | you cannot | 2871.2410 |
2474 | | 2871.4006 | for a m- for a minute become complacent | 2873.0534 |
2476 | | 2873.3375 | and feel that you know you | 2874.4975 |
2478 | | 2874.8542 | uh, should let those things be | 2876.4910 |
2480 | | 2877.0468 | you know, | 2877.5270 |
2482 | | 2877.9912 | your driving force of you know, empowerment, those are not. | 2880.5885 |
2484 | | 2880.7525 | They're not. You know, in other words those are just | 2882.4773 |
2486 | | 2882.7649 | /to/ we're- we | 2883.7089 |
2488 | | 2883.9695 | are consumers rather than manufacturers, you know. | 2886.5547 |
2489 | DCB_int_01 | 2886.5822 | Mm-hm. | 2886.9784 |
2490 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2886.9824 | We don't- we don't- we don't- we- we don't- we don't manufacture anything as- as a group of people. | 2891.1544 |
2492 | | 2891.4342 | You know. | 2891.7596 |
2494 | | 2891.9465 | We're u- we- we're consumers, we're using a lot of things but we're not | 2895.0585 |
2496 | | 2895.4597 | uh, | 2895.9703 |
2498 | | 2896.4721 | encouraging our children to become engineers, scientists, you know. | 2899.5215 |
2500 | | 2899.8732 | Uh, | 2900.3199 |
2502 | | 2900.5375 | you know, physicists, you know we're not | 2902.0302 |
2504 | | 2902.2663 | encouraging | 2902.9547 |
2506 | | 2903.1507 | our group- race of people | 2904.5274 |
2508 | | 2904.8413 | to be- to strive to be better than they are. | 2906.6541 |
2509 | DCB_int_01 | 2906.8866 | Right | 2907.0920 |
2510 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2907.0481 | Plus | 2907.3722 |
2511 | | 2907.4643 | the fact that the drugs | 2908.6848 |
2513 | | 2909.1611 | you know | 2909.4612 |
2515 | | 2909.8454 | have devastated us as a p- as a people too. | 2911.5742 |
2517 | | 2911.6938 | You know. | 2912.0298 |
2519 | | 2912.6262 | We're not blaming, I'm not blaming any one particular | 2915.2212 |
2521 | | 2915.5373 | you know, thing | 2916.1813 |
2523 | | 2916.4297 | or entity on | 2917.3301 |
2525 | | 2917.5022 | our failure as a people. | 2918.8428 |
2527 | | 2919.2106 | But I'm saying that we as a people | 2921.3636 |
2529 | | 2921.7317 | have been a failure | 2922.7122 |
2531 | | 2922.9803 | amongst ourselves and to ourselves because | 2925.0775 |
2533 | | 2925.4450 | of our lack of | 2926.2614 |
2535 | | 2926.6535 | recognizing | 2927.3322 |
2537 | | 2927.8341 | what these things are that we've allowed to | 2930.1552 |
2539 | | 2930.4548 | creep into our society and our culture | 2932.2997 |
2541 | | 2932.5878 | that have you know caused us to become | 2934.3526 |
2543 | | 2934.7123 | you know a weak- | 2935.4967 |
2545 | | 2935.6008 | a weak people. | 2936.1781 |
2547 | | 2936.5132 | You [know so,] | 2937.1572 |
2548 | DCB_int_01 | 2936.6692 | [Hm.] | 2937.0974 |
2549 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2937.7097 | you know all- I'm- I'm cognizant of the Civil Rights Movement, | 2940.1669 |
2551 | | 2940.2705 | you know | 2940.6105 |
2552 | DCB_int_01 | 2940.6106 | Mm-hm. | 2941.0108 |
2553 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2941.0108 | but | 2941.3255 |
2554 | | 2941.8512 | I don't think the benefits | 2943.0995 |
2556 | | 2943.2758 | of it | 2943.6278 |
2558 | | 2944.8023 | you know have been | 2945.6947 |
2560 | | 2946.0389 | long sustaining. | 2946.8513 |
2562 | | 2946.9811 | You know because of what we've allowed, | 2949.1141 |
2564 | | 2949.4822 | you know, ourselves to become. | 2950.5022 |
2566 | | 2951.0945 | You know. | 2951.3705 |
2567 | DCB_int_01 | 2951.3146 | Mm-hm. | 2951.6508 |
2568 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2951.9949 | And so that's- | 2952.6083 |
2570 | | 2952.9634 | that's the way- that's my take on it. | 2954.0527 |
2571 | DCB_int_01 | 2954.7700 | So let me ask you I wanna | 2956.1513 |
2573 | | 2956.3707 | <clears throat> shift gears for a few minutes um, | 2958.8507 |
2574 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2958.9976 | Mm. | 2959.2303 |
2575 | DCB_int_01 | 2959.4042 | let's- | 2959.7122 |
2577 | | 2959.9239 | oh, | 2960.1719 |
2579 | | 2960.3441 | two- | 2960.5962 |
2581 | | 2960.8123 | two questions. One, you talked a lot about James Brown and [his] music, | 2964.6939 |
2582 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2963.9707 | [Mm.] | 2964.2407 |
2583 | DCB_int_01 | 2965.1059 | but one music that's very | 2967.0628 |
2585 | | 2967.3509 | unique to DC is go go. | 2969.0637 |
2586 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2969.0752 | [Mm-hm.] | 2969.4434 |
2587 | DCB_int_01 | 2969.3354 | [Did] you get into go go at all, did you- do you like it, do you listen to it? | 2973.4813 |
2588 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 2973.7094 | Uh, I- I did, actually uh, | 2975.6040 |
2590 | | 2975.7859 | I- | 2976.1380 |
2592 | | 2976.4702 | part of my life was pretty much | 2977.7308 |
2594 | | 2978.0789 | uh, playing music myself, you know, when I was twelve years old I got a guitar. | 2981.0941 |
2596 | | 2981.5383 | Uh, | 2982.0130 |
2598 | | 2982.3462 | I used to watch a old sitcom on TV called uh, | 2985.2275 |
2600 | | 2985.6838 | the- uh, Ozzie and Harriet. | 2986.9523 |
2602 | | 2987.3205 | You know. I don't know if you knew about that. | 2988.6127 |
2604 | | 2989.0248 | Ozzie and Harriet was a sitcom and they had two sons, they had Ricky and David. | 2991.8633 |
2606 | | 2992.2663 | And Ricky was uh- Ricky played the guitar and he used to wear a sport coat. | 2995.0632 |
2608 | | 2995.4674 | And when I s- | 2995.9916 |
2610 | | 2996.1157 | I saw Ricky wearing that sport coat playing the guitar, like toward the end of the show, | 2999.4090 |
2612 | | 3000.2491 | I really uh- and plus I knew about Elvis Presley too. | 3002.6942 |
2614 | | 3003.1785 | So I really wanted to be uh, a rock star, I wanted to be you know a rock and roller, I wanted to learn how to play guitar. | 3008.0705 |
2616 | | 3008.7481 | So I told my mom I wanted to play guitar and I was telling my buddies and I had a friend that played guitar but he was- | 3013.1561 |
2618 | | 3013.4979 | started when he was like about three years old he had got a guitar and then- then | 3016.4036 |
2620 | | 3016.7954 | we were in school and | 3017.6718 |
2622 | | 3018.1680 | teacher asked us what our hobbies were and | 3019.9412 |
2624 | | 3020.3125 | I didn't- couldn't think of a hobby. | 3021.7824 |
2626 | | 3021.9333 | I did have a hobby, cause I used to collect comic books but I thought that was like- | 3024.7426 |
2628 | | 3025.1743 | I thought they would laugh at me if I say I collect comic books. | 3027.2023 |
2630 | | 3027.6595 | So I saw that he said he played guitar so I put it on my paper too, I play guitar. | 3030.8169 |
2632 | | 3031.2407 | Teacher said, oh both of you- when she saw our papers she said, both of y'all play guitar, so she said- | 3035.3418 |
2634 | | 3035.6503 | she said um, | 3036.6347 |
2636 | | 3037.1670 | where do y'all- where do you play guitar? So then all of a sudden | 3039.6000 |
2638 | | 3039.7361 | I just said, well he- he show- he's showing me how to play. | 3042.1208 |
2640 | | 3042.2689 | He's teaching me how to play. | 3043.1569 |
2642 | | 3043.7175 | So he look at me like, I'm te- I'm- | 3045.0789 |
2644 | | 3045.2742 | what? You know and | 3046.3948 |
2646 | | 3047.0026 | w- you know, he didn't know about it but eventually I said, can you teach me how to play? | 3050.2383 |
2648 | | 3051.0622 | So he said, yeah I- I'll show you something when I get a chance, so- | 3053.5581 |
2650 | | 3053.6834 | /and/ I- | 3054.2448 |
2652 | | 3054.4153 | it kind of sparked my desire to wanna play guitar, | 3056.2322 |
2654 | | 3056.6003 | got a guitar in nineteen sixty six when I was twelve, my father bought it for me and I- | 3060.7818 |
2656 | | 3061.4621 | as- w- after getting one my mom said they couldn't afford it but I got one anyway. | 3064.4941 |
2658 | | 3065.1113 | Started uh, learning how to play guitar from people and then teaching myself some things and | 3068.4849 |
2660 | | 3068.9011 | Played guitar for some years and eventually | 3071.4058 |
2662 | | 3071.8660 | um, | 3072.3822 |
2664 | | 3073.2907 | and nineteen sixty six into nineteen uh, | 3076.2827 |
2666 | | 3076.9919 | wanna say nineteen seventy- | 3078.9239 |
2668 | | 3080.0333 | seventy four | 3080.9333 |
2670 | | 3081.0653 | um, I was playing guitar, playing with bands and everything. | 3084.0307 |
2672 | | 3084.3989 | Was with a band before there was a Trouble Funk I was with a band- band called Trouble. | 3088.0641 |
2674 | | 3088.5003 | You know. | 3088.8390 |
2676 | | 3089.1166 | So that's when the Trouble Funk was coming that was when the go go era was really starting because they had groups like | 3093.0957 |
2678 | | 3093.4982 | um, | 3093.9184 |
2680 | | 3094.3385 | Trouble Funk, | 3095.0229 |
2682 | | 3095.2750 | Rare Essence, | 3096.0389 |
2684 | | 3096.4631 | uh, EU. Matter of fact Experience Unlimited, EU, | 3099.2389 |
2686 | | 3099.6365 | uh, the drummer- first drummer that we had when I was- started playing guitar was a guy named /RD-NAME-4/, | 3104.2022 |
2688 | | 3104.5343 | he was EU's first drummer. | 3105.9070 |
2690 | | 3106.2631 | You know. | 3106.6285 |
2692 | | 3106.9870 | So we knew about the go go and everything coming in and uh, /RD-NAME-4/ actually just died um- | 3111.6252 |
2694 | | 3112.5011 | just died year before last, you know he worked at a hospital center he got overcome by some fumes | 3116.4531 |
2696 | | 3116.7951 | year before last back in uh, think it was back in- | 3118.9031 |
2698 | | 3119.9601 | it was November, December, year before last and he- and he died so he died about f- about fifty-eight years old. | 3125.3887 |
2700 | | 3125.9144 | He uh- | 3126.3946 |
2702 | | 3126.6627 | he was EU's first drummer, he was a- he was a- he was a bad drummer. | 3129.5676 |
2704 | | 3130.0821 | One of the best drummers you could see in DC. | 3131.7498 |
2706 | | 3132.1426 | And we knew about- we knew about Chuck Brown, we knew about the Soul Searchers. | 3135.6064 |
2708 | | 3136.0164 | We were familiar with- it w- before was the s- uh, Soul Searchers- I mean before it was Chuck Brown it was the Soul Searchers [it was- then it became] Chuck Brown and the Soul Searchers, right? | 3143.4859 |
2709 | DCB_int_01 | 3141.1578 | [Mm.] | 3141.4687 |
2710 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3143.9791 | And um, | 3144.5858 |
2712 | | 3145.1957 | we knew about groups called- back in the day there used to be groups called uh, the Epsilons, the El Corals, | 3149.7636 |
2714 | | 3150.1695 | You know, it was a number of different bands, Backyard Band, Junk Yard Band, they came later on. | 3153.7055 |
2716 | | 3154.1571 | Uh, | 3154.5985 |
2718 | | 3155.0171 | we knew about uh, also uh, | 3157.0102 |
2720 | | 3158.0265 | there was another- | 3159.4211 |
2722 | | 3160.3591 | there was another group, there was a guy named Vaughan Mason he did a v- he did a song called Rock Roll Bounce Skate, | 3164.7291 |
2724 | | 3164.8683 | uh, uh, p- co produced by Van McCoy. | 3166.9882 |
2726 | | 3167.3947 | You know. | 3167.7547 |
2728 | | 3168.0333 | Van McCoy, he's dead now but uh, Rock Roll Bounce Skate it's called, Rock boom boom b- b- boom boom boom boom boom, roll dun dun, | 3173.9877 |
2730 | | 3174.2693 | /?/ dun dun dun dun, | 3175.3440 |
2732 | | 3175.5367 | bounce, you know but anyway, | 3176.7420 |
2734 | | 3177.0785 | they did a record it was probably back in uh, | 3178.8918 |
2736 | | 3178.9893 | back in the | 3179.4338 |
2738 | | 3179.6767 | e- eighties I believe. | 3180.5736 |
2740 | | 3181.6669 | He was our manager at one time, so I knew about go go. | 3183.9979 |
2742 | | 3184.1237 | Yeah go go- go go was pretty much- I- I was down with it but I- | 3187.1504 |
2744 | | 3187.2643 | I- | 3187.4443 |
2746 | | 3187.6348 | I- I don't like what it's e- | 3188.7948 |
2748 | | 3189.0874 | it's- it's evolved and become. | 3190.6912 |
2749 | DCB_int_01 | 3190.7949 | Mm-hm. | 3191.3214 |
2750 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3191.4091 | I like it in it's raw form you know, what it was. | 3193.8754 |
2752 | | 3194.2559 | Eventually- especially what Chuck | 3195.6053 |
2754 | | 3195.7086 | you know godfather of go go, | 3197.1459 |
2756 | | 3197.6926 | what he made go go to be you know, that's what go go- I really- | 3200.8283 |
2758 | | 3201.1598 | But- but it's- it's- it's- it's- | 3202.4822 |
2760 | | 3202.6479 | it's kind of like gotten uh- gotten stale | 3204.5932 |
2762 | | 3205.0804 | in that it's um, | 3206.1187 |
2764 | | 3207.2558 | it's- it's- it hasn't had it's /longetivity/ like some- some | 3210.1568 |
2766 | | 3210.2976 | genres of music. | 3211.1994 |
2768 | | 3211.4383 | You [know.] | 3211.7600 |
2769 | DCB_int_01 | 3211.7064 | [Mm-hm.] | 3212.1841 |
2770 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3212.5253 | I don't know. | 3212.8520 |
2771 | DCB_int_01 | 3213.3686 | Um, [what about] | 3214.3766 |
2772 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3213.9598 | [People-] | 3214.2585 |
2773 | DCB_int_01 | 3214.7105 | mumbo sauce? | 3215.7391 |
2774 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3215.9438 | Mumbo sauce, what about it? | 3216.8798 |
2775 | DCB_int_01 | 3217.4208 | Do you eat it? | 3218.0408 |
2776 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3218.4264 | Yeah I eat mumbo sauce, yeah. Mumbo sauce uh, | 3220.8453 |
2778 | | 3221.3317 | popular in the- | 3222.4090 |
2780 | | 3222.7125 | back in the sixties too uh, you might not be familiar with Wings-N- with Wings-N-Things. | 3227.1924 |
2782 | | 3227.9479 | Wings-N-Things, Wings N' More Wings, used to be a place called Wings and- Wings and Things in DC. | 3231.7613 |
2783 | DCB_int_01 | 3232.1610 | Hm. | 3232.4973 |
2784 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3232.5363 | And that was- that was the- | 3234.0134 |
2786 | | 3234.1645 | That was the Popeyes of the sixties, you know. | 3236.3984 |
2788 | | 3237.0516 | Yeah. | 3237.3436 |
2790 | | 3237.4708 | Pretty much, you know. | 3238.2828 |
2792 | | 3238.6651 | Uh, | 3239.1425 |
2794 | | 3239.6742 | back in the sixties you know we had places like um, | 3242.1111 |
2796 | | 3242.7107 | Hot Shoppes Jr. Hot Shoppes- Hot Shoppes Jr. used to- that later became | 3246.5324 |
2798 | | 3246.9468 | um, | 3247.6734 |
2800 | | 3249.6438 | I believe it later became uh, places like Kentucky Fried Chicken. | 3252.8059 |
2801 | DCB_int_01 | 3252.9209 | Mm. | 3253.2449 |
2802 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3253.3499 | You know I'm not really sure but Hot Shoppes Jr. was- | 3255.2032 |
2804 | | 3255.7044 | was a- was a little restaurant type place we used to go to we used to get our lunch and everything. | 3259.7084 |
2806 | | 3260.1368 | Then they had K- Kentucky Fried Chicken but the- back then it was- | 3262.8114 |
2808 | | 3263.1396 | it wasn't KFC it was Kentucky Fried Chicken. | 3264.9007 |
2810 | | 3265.0030 | You know. | 3265.3750 |
2812 | | 3265.7440 | Then they had Wings-N-Things. | 3266.9737 |
2814 | | 3267.0615 | Wings-N-Things was where everybody went. | 3268.6641 |
2816 | | 3269.0308 | DC they went to- up U Street, you know U Street was the quarter where people went to | 3272.8477 |
2818 | | 3273.1938 | the Lincoln, the Republic, and the Booker T. | 3274.7713 |
2820 | | 3274.9500 | You know later on in later years | 3276.6269 |
2822 | | 3276.8950 | after the riots Booker T was no longer, | 3278.7103 |
2824 | | 3278.9326 | then the Republic | 3279.6700 |
2826 | | 3280.0649 | stood for a while, then all of a sudden those are- these aren't there anymore there's only the Lincoln, you know. | 3284.2092 |
2828 | | 3284.7362 | Well we used to go to Lincoln, Republic, Booker T, whichever we wanted to g- go- whichever one we wanted to go to whichever had the movie that we wanted to see. | 3290.9465 |
2830 | | 3291.3134 | Then they had places like the Howard Theatre, | 3292.9952 |
2832 | | 3293.3462 | with the shows used to go and we all- you know, James Brown, | 3295.9951 |
2834 | | 3296.3308 | Gene Chandler, | 3297.2424 |
2836 | | 3297.3447 | uh, Marvelettes, Temptations | 3298.8900 |
2838 | | 3299.2702 | you know you name it. Y- any big name that you could think of | 3301.8247 |
2840 | | 3302.1459 | came to the Howard Theatre you know so uh, basically we used to go to Howard Theatre | 3305.0159 |
2842 | | 3305.2803 | Jewel- Ja- uh, Jewel Box Revue. | 3307.0449 |
2844 | | 3307.4885 | Um, | 3307.9512 |
2846 | | 3308.3770 | uh, lot of people- | 3309.1384 |
2848 | | 3309.3958 | lot of groups came through the Howard. | 3310.4439 |
2850 | | 3310.6925 | Uh, | 3311.0685 |
2852 | | 3312.0233 | /we- we-/ went to places like on Seventh Street, Alamo Theater, you know that was another place /you had/ ro- roach infested. | 3317.1315 |
2854 | | 3317.4191 | You know co- big cockroaches as big as your hand. | 3318.9938 |
2856 | | 3319.4860 | Um, | 3319.8393 |
2858 | | 3320.7011 | So yeah we had a lot of fun you know I mean DC- uh, like I say | 3323.8331 |
2860 | | 3324.1329 | it's changed over the years we used to have a lot of time, we used to- we used to go to the movies, movies was like t- a quarter | 3328.2910 |
2862 | | 3328.5360 | or fifty cent. | 3329.1120 |
2864 | | 3329.4671 | But we would go into the movie house and then we open the side door and let our friends in. | 3332.3445 |
2866 | | 3333.3584 | You can't do that anymore, you can't go into the theater like that you know. | 3335.4838 |
2868 | | 3335.7178 | We could go to a movie and watch a movie | 3337.5629 |
2870 | | 3337.8006 | over and over again. | 3338.5854 |
2872 | | 3338.6683 | You know you could stay in the movie and watch it seven times if you want to. | 3340.9106 |
2874 | | 3341.3006 | You know now, you- you go in the movie once | 3342.9336 |
2876 | | 3343.1251 | you out of there, you know. | 3344.1131 |
2878 | | 3344.9092 | So it was a different world. | 3345.8065 |
2879 | DCB_int_01 | 3346.0645 | It's a different- | 3346.7005 |
2881 | | 3347.1077 | um, last thing do you- when you say the city is changing what- | 3350.5895 |
2883 | | 3350.9844 | what does that mean to you? Like when you look at DC | 3353.6777 |
2885 | | 3354.0860 | and think about | 3354.7953 |
2887 | | 3355.6069 | fifty years ago and where you see now, what do you- what- what does it mean to you when you say the city is changing? | 3360.5438 |
2888 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3360.7071 | Uh, city's changing uh, gentrification. | 3362.5888 |
2890 | | 3362.8130 | You know. | 3363.1437 |
2892 | | 3363.6417 | It's not Chocolate City, | 3364.6312 |
2894 | | 3364.7824 | it's- it's- | 3365.2304 |
2896 | | 3366.1632 | it's- it's /vanillawill-/ vanillaville. | 3367.9279 |
2898 | | 3368.0351 | You know. | 3368.3724 |
2900 | | 3368.5031 | That's what I call now, vanillaville, you know because now | 3371.2196 |
2902 | | 3371.5998 | all the whites that moved back in, you know uh, upper scale whites you know with the- with- you know | 3375.8799 |
2904 | | 3376.2614 | the- the income disparities you know between blacks and whites it's- it's- it's such- so- so- so far apart | 3381.3518 |
2906 | | 3381.7564 | you know in terms of low income to h- to- to hi- medium high income. | 3385.4866 |
2908 | | 3385.9159 | Um, | 3386.4079 |
2910 | | 3387.3637 | the accommodations for whites is greater you know, more condos you know more- more living- | 3391.7851 |
2912 | | 3392.1160 | living uh- uh- uh, conditions and better living experience | 3395.2114 |
2914 | | 3395.5137 | you know because of their incomes. | 3396.8070 |
2916 | | 3397.1711 | Uh, | 3397.5617 |
2918 | | 3398.0241 | more accommodations for- for- th- for- for night life | 3401.2769 |
2920 | | 3401.5840 | for whites you know although blacks do participate. | 3403.7600 |
2922 | | 3404.1543 | Blacks do involve themselves in it. | 3405.8360 |
2924 | | 3406.1090 | Still, | 3406.6717 |
2926 | | 3406.9864 | there's more diversity but at the same time there's- | 3409.6825 |
2928 | | 3410.0703 | there are more whites you know | 3411.6890 |
2930 | | 3411.8301 | taking advantage of the- of the | 3413.2274 |
2932 | | 3413.9227 | opportunities here and the fun here | 3415.9270 |
2934 | | 3416.2284 | than there are blacks, you [know.] | 3417.7804 |
2935 | DCB_int_01 | 3417.5769 | [Mm-hm.] | 3418.0622 |
2936 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3417.9669 | [So] I mean there is disparities still, you know. | 3420.1117 |
2937 | | 3420.4153 | So now it's no longer chocolate city it's not the sleepy town it used to be, it used to be a s- | 3423.6911 |
2939 | | 3423.9787 | sleepy /t-/ sleepy town at night time, | 3425.9546 |
2941 | | 3426.3199 | on U Street or any- uh, other quarters of the city | 3429.1228 |
2943 | | 3429.4640 | you know, eleven thirty, twelve thirty at night, one o'clock at night, one o'clock in the morning, | 3433.5308 |
2945 | | 3433.8721 | you know two o'clock in the morning streets would be like hey. | 3436.2029 |
2947 | | 3436.5855 | Relatively you know | 3437.7148 |
2949 | | 3437.9114 | empty you know. | 3438.6594 |
2951 | | 3439.1070 | But now because of like, development | 3440.9643 |
2953 | | 3441.1885 | you know and | 3441.7672 |
2955 | | 3442.1147 | productivity and | 3443.0920 |
2957 | | 3443.5527 | you know more bars, | 3444.8104 |
2959 | | 3445.3285 | more clubs, | 3446.2546 |
2961 | | 3446.4253 | you know more night spots, | 3447.5854 |
2963 | | 3447.9656 | you know, | 3448.3923 |
2965 | | 3448.5812 | more hang out spots and the eat-in restaurants you know, | 3451.0283 |
2967 | | 3451.3451 | more eating out. | 3452.2705 |
2969 | | 3452.6041 | Uh, it's- it's- it's like bec- it's becoming a city that- that's- that's- | 3456.4454 |
2971 | | 3456.7915 | gradually becoming a city that- that- that's- that- that doesn't sleep. | 3459.3799 |
2973 | | 3459.5359 | You [know.] | 3459.8612 |
2974 | DCB_int_01 | 3459.6968 | [Mm-hm.] | 3460.0560 |
2975 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3460.1612 | Not there yet. | 3460.8047 |
2977 | | 3461.2531 | Not there yet but getting there, you [know.] | 3462.7789 |
2978 | DCB_int_01 | 3462.6132 | [Getting there?] | 3463.0226 |
2979 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3462.9495 | [It's] still a lot of | 3463.6905 |
2980 | | 3464.0756 | places people hang out late | 3465.1626 |
2982 | | 3465.3687 | you know. | 3465.7287 |
2984 | | 3466.2803 | Especially | 3466.8409 |
2986 | | 3467.2649 | Thursday, Friday, Saturday nights people are hanging out Sundays, drinking they- they- they- | 3470.9782 |
2988 | | 3471.2976 | you know going into the spots on Sundays and drinking, you know. | 3473.8443 |
2990 | | 3474.2322 | So, | 3474.5869 |
2992 | | 3475.0330 | it's a town that there's- that there's always something- | 3476.9292 |
2994 | | 3477.1583 | it's always something going on but- | 3478.2113 |
2996 | | 3478.6159 | but still the blacks have been disenfranchised you know. | 3481.1825 |
2998 | | 3481.5030 | You know when you talk about low income housing, f- affordable housing, | 3484.1826 |
3000 | | 3484.4522 | what's affordable? You know. | 3485.6527 |
3002 | | 3485.9500 | Is affordable | 3486.6959 |
3004 | | 3487.0663 | uh, affordable for people that make you know | 3489.5329 |
3006 | | 3489.6402 | nine thousand, twelve thousand a year? | 3491.6935 |
3008 | | 3492.0642 | You know, | 3492.4229 |
3010 | | 3492.6541 | fifteen thousand a year or less than fifteen thousand a year, no. | 3494.9274 |
3012 | | 3495.0865 | It's not affordable, you know. | 3496.2564 |
3014 | | 3496.5892 | People have been moved out, people have been shifted, | 3498.5910 |
3016 | | 3498.9907 | they've been displaced you know and so | 3500.9856 |
3018 | | 3501.4426 | you know that- that's w- that's a change in Washington, you know. | 3503.8667 |
3020 | | 3503.9921 | That's a changing demographic and you know you can call it | 3506.2708 |
3022 | | 3506.6794 | you know crap or get off the pot you know but like hey, | 3508.8340 |
3024 | | 3509.1606 | people are not gonna matriculate to | 3511.2274 |
3026 | | 3511.5213 | you know being one day | 3513.0080 |
3028 | | 3513.6271 | uh, poor | 3514.3698 |
3030 | | 3514.6021 | to all of a sudden being affluent. | 3515.9381 |
3032 | | 3516.2608 | You know it's a process, you know. | 3517.6257 |
3034 | | 3518.0547 | Opportunities but then again it's also coming upon | 3520.8207 |
3036 | | 3521.2392 | those people that | 3522.0325 |
3038 | | 3522.4335 | have | 3522.9135 |
3040 | | 3523.0135 | uh, access to opportunities to take advantage of that opportunity you know. | 3526.3394 |
3042 | | 3526.6270 | They have programs for young, they have programs for youth, | 3528.7941 |
3044 | | 3529.0351 | they have literacy programs for youth, you know they wanna | 3531.2324 |
3046 | | 3531.5566 | go back to school they wanna get into a particular school, they have- | 3533.9993 |
3048 | | 3534.2718 | they uh, t- the city used to offer like uh, | 3536.2962 |
3050 | | 3536.8714 | pay uh, | 3537.5994 |
3052 | | 3537.7976 | partial tuition payments for like uh, r- DC residents. | 3540.4006 |
3054 | | 3540.6457 | People didn't take advantage of that like they should have, you know, | 3542.7541 |
3056 | | 3543.0879 | uh, | 3543.5772 |
3058 | | 3543.9166 | affordable- I mean um, | 3544.8867 |
3060 | | 3545.0573 | the um, American Hope Act you know w- uh, | 3546.8902 |
3062 | | 3547.1826 | President Obama instituted. | 3548.2906 |
3064 | | 3548.6366 | Go to college, undergrad, four years you get | 3550.6304 |
3066 | | 3550.9765 | uh, | 3551.3258 |
3068 | | 3551.7724 | first year thirty- thirty five hundred back t- uh, | 3554.2195 |
3070 | | 3554.3560 | tax credit. | 3554.9409 |
3072 | | 3555.3065 | Next three years, twenty-five hundred dollars you know, they- they /done/ haven't taken advantage of that you know, so. | 3559.6463 |
3074 | | 3559.9242 | I did. | 3560.3336 |
3076 | | 3560.4604 | You know I went to school I m- I just got my degree. | 3562.5175 |
3078 | | 3563.0732 | Went back to school um, | 3564.3199 |
3080 | | 3565.0829 | two-thousand nine, | 3566.0242 |
3082 | | 3566.5307 | got my uh, | 3567.3301 |
3084 | | 3567.6665 | diploma in uh, | 3568.7145 |
3086 | | 3569.8012 | addictions counseling, | 3571.0557 |
3088 | | 3571.1776 | then I went to /RD-SCHOOL-6/ two-thousand nine and got my associates degree in May- May sixteenth in social science, and working on my bachelors now. | 3578.0748 |
3090 | | 3578.4665 | You know I took advantage of that- that American Hope Act, | 3580.5591 |
3092 | | 3580.6907 | you know, so | 3581.2123 |
3094 | | 3581.4951 | opportunity is there, we as a people have to take advantage of it, we don't take advantage of it | 3585.2017 |
3096 | | 3585.4936 | you know we're to blame for not taking advantage of it, so. | 3587.7220 |
3098 | | 3588.1503 | You know I wouldn't say that people just being displaced | 3590.6937 |
3100 | | 3591.1447 | without looking at the fact that | 3592.5340 |
3102 | | 3592.8216 | you know | 3593.2311 |
3104 | | 3594.0939 | there are opportunities here that we need to take advantage of and /then ?/ until we | 3597.6245 |
3106 | | 3598.0388 | take advantage of 'em we're gonna continue to be shifted around, moved and forced out | 3601.8863 |
3108 | | 3602.2763 | you know of the- of the culture you know, so. | 3604.6843 |
3110 | | 3605.9677 | [That's what-] | 3606.4624 |
3111 | DCB_int_01 | 3606.0701 | [What's your-] | 3606.4607 |
3112 | | 3606.6161 | what's your favorite book? Or TV show? | 3608.6811 |
3114 | | 3608.8097 | Or movie? | 3609.5214 |
3116 | | 3609.7261 | And why? | 3610.2295 |
3117 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3610.4879 | My favorite- I- I- I- | 3612.1145 |
3119 | | 3612.7936 | I could say my favorite TV show is uh- | 3615.3218 |
3121 | | 3616.8538 | no, I'm gonna say my favorite movie- | 3618.7298 |
3123 | | 3620.5749 | well let me think on that one for a second, cause I have- I have like three or four. | 3623.5922 |
3125 | | 3624.5035 | But | 3624.8288 |
3127 | | 3626.1414 | think my favorite movie was Shawshank Redemption. | 3628.4956 |
3129 | | 3631.9582 | Why are you laughing? | 3632.5675 |
3130 | DCB_int_01 | 3632.9087 | I- cause I love that movie. | 3634.1956 |
3131 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3634.1810 | Yeah, Shawshank Redemption man, [I could w-] | 3635.9957 |
3132 | DCB_int_01 | 3635.6301 | [Why do] you love it? | 3636.6088 |
3133 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3636.7513 | Huh? | 3637.0934 |
3134 | DCB_int_01 | 3637.1754 | Why do you love it? [Why's it your favorite?] | 3638.5101 |
3135 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3637.7262 | [Becau-] | 3638.2742 |
3136 | | 3639.1009 | because it showed me that- | 3640.6510 |
3138 | | 3640.8376 | that someone that faced so much adversity | 3643.2030 |
3140 | | 3644.6935 | and been wrongfully accused, wrongfully imprisoned | 3647.8003 |
3142 | | 3649.0040 | was able to | 3649.9134 |
3144 | | 3651.0137 | hold out | 3651.9071 |
3146 | | 3652.4176 | and eventually come out | 3653.8215 |
3148 | | 3654.2456 | on top. | 3654.6785 |
3150 | | 3655.6265 | You know. | 3655.9921 |
3152 | | 3656.6161 | Come out- come out of it | 3657.6836 |
3154 | | 3657.8396 | not unscathed, | 3658.6969 |
3156 | | 3658.9803 | you know, | 3659.3390 |
3158 | | 3659.9552 | you know not- not- not scarred, | 3661.5619 |
3160 | | 3661.7309 | but- but- but at least | 3663.0276 |
3162 | | 3663.3640 | got the last laugh, you know. | 3665.0018 |
3163 | DCB_int_01 | 3665.3054 | Mm-hm. | 3665.9196 |
3164 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3665.8758 | You know. | 3666.2170 |
3165 | | 3666.4120 | And that- that's- I'm- I'm like a- | 3667.9586 |
3167 | | 3668.2838 | I'm a uh- | 3668.9465 |
3169 | | 3670.2434 | I'm a stickler for like the underdog. | 3671.8437 |
3171 | | 3671.9607 | You know the person that they say can't make it, | 3673.6700 |
3173 | | 3674.0324 | you know. | 3674.3577 |
3175 | | 3675.0220 | Like uh, when I look at teams like the Redskins I look at | 3677.6977 |
3177 | | 3678.2193 | teams that are really struggling, you know those are the teams I really root for. | 3681.5724 |
3179 | | 3681.8558 | You know, New Orleans Saints, | 3682.8649 |
3181 | | 3683.1427 | they lost three games. | 3684.1881 |
3183 | | 3684.4248 | You know. | 3684.8048 |
3185 | | 3685.2694 | They played the Dallas Cowboys the other night, | 3686.6148 |
3187 | | 3686.7172 | and I just say to myself I say, they gonna win, | 3688.2576 |
3189 | | 3688.4526 | you know. | 3688.7739 |
3191 | | 3689.2228 | When- when- when you're- when you're at the lowest level in your life, even me, | 3692.6468 |
3193 | | 3693.0556 | you know, | 3693.4383 |
3195 | | 3693.5821 | somebody that was counted out years ago | 3695.2443 |
3197 | | 3695.6064 | being HIV positive, being a drug addict for like thirty two years, shooting heroin twenty eight years, | 3699.8213 |
3199 | | 3700.1119 | you know, | 3700.5239 |
3201 | | 3700.8626 | uh, living with you know four or five different medical conditions, Hepatitis C, hiatal hernia, uh, hyperthyroidism, | 3706.2497 |
3203 | | 3706.5527 | you know | 3706.8988 |
3205 | | 3707.3083 | living with a lot of different issues medically, | 3709.2510 |
3207 | | 3709.5458 | uh, | 3710.0604 |
3209 | | 3710.5841 | pretty much | 3710.9754 |
3211 | | 3711.1753 | drop out from- | 3711.7748 |
3213 | | 3711.8772 | drop out from high school going on to get my uh, GED. | 3714.3799 |
3215 | | 3714.7630 | eventually going to get my uh, diploma in biblical studies | 3717.3351 |
3217 | | 3717.4569 | you know from /RD-SCHOOL-10/. | 3719.1009 |
3219 | | 3719.4276 | Going to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ becoming the valedictorian of my class at /RD-SCHOOL-2/. | 3722.4756 |
3221 | | 3722.7960 | Uh, being the valedictorian of my class in uh, | 3724.7639 |
3223 | | 3725.1908 | g- uh, | 3725.6308 |
3225 | | 3725.8343 | /RD-SCHOOL-7/ you know addictions counseling program, I was the valedictorian. | 3729.4123 |
3227 | | 3729.7535 | Uh, going on to /RD-SCHOOL-6/ get my associates degree, working on my bachelors degree. | 3733.3709 |
3229 | | 3733.6741 | Somebody that really even counted themselves out feeling like, hey you know what? | 3736.8021 |
3231 | | 3736.9902 | I'm never gonna amount to anything. | 3738.1315 |
3233 | | 3738.4282 | You know. | 3738.7909 |
3235 | | 3739.2716 | But see, | 3739.7298 |
3237 | | 3739.8760 | I f- I refuse to believe that. | 3741.1239 |
3239 | | 3741.4957 | So | 3741.8731 |
3241 | | 3742.5682 | you know, | 3742.8908 |
3243 | | 3743.0264 | my- my- my- | 3744.1303 |
3245 | | 3744.7081 | my purpose in life is like really reaching out to help people, | 3746.8300 |
3247 | | 3746.9421 | giving back what was given to me | 3748.2485 |
3249 | | 3748.6043 | but only by God. | 3749.5354 |
3251 | | 3749.7206 | You know God allowed me to get where I'm at today, you know. | 3752.1740 |
3253 | | 3752.3592 | /unintelligible/ It was all- there was- | 3753.7693 |
3255 | | 3753.9922 | Even when I found out I was HIV positive | 3755.6740 |
3257 | | 3755.8898 | people say, do you think you're gonna die? I never thought I was gonna die. | 3758.1565 |
3259 | | 3758.4295 | I always thought I was gonna live, you know. | 3759.6871 |
3261 | | 3760.0674 | Always believed I was gonna live, | 3761.2967 |
3263 | | 3761.5896 | I was gonna beat it, even though my brother didn't beat it. | 3763.4045 |
3265 | | 3763.8173 | You know I didn't feel that was the c- my- my fate. | 3765.5053 |
3267 | | 3765.7818 | You [know, so.] | 3766.4740 |
3268 | DCB_int_01 | 3766.0061 | [Mm.] | 3766.3229 |
3269 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3766.8897 | Always believed in myself, always believed in God, always believed that you know uh, | 3770.6033 |
3271 | | 3771.4927 | God's powers gonna keep me and- and bring me through. | 3773.5889 |
3273 | | 3773.7692 | You know cause my- my moth- my mother had faith you know and so r- I r- I really pretty much model myself /to- as/ my mother. | 3779.1070 |
3275 | | 3779.4349 | Funny thing about me was this, | 3780.7365 |
3277 | | 3781.9095 | I knew early on- | 3782.6881 |
3279 | | 3783.1135 | my mother named me m- | 3784.0446 |
3281 | | 3784.1616 | /RD-NAME-3/ | 3784.6936 |
3283 | | 3784.8782 | because a lady in the hospital, white lady | 3786.4965 |
3285 | | 3786.6734 | of all people | 3787.2193 |
3287 | | 3787.6434 | gave my mother that name | 3788.6693 |
3289 | | 3788.8036 | and told her to name me that. | 3789.8322 |
3291 | | 3789.9589 | My mother said, why you want me to name me- name me- name me that? | 3791.9868 |
3293 | | 3792.3781 | Said, because he's gonna be very fortunate, he's gonna be able to do things that other people can't do he's gonna be able to find things that people can't find. | 3797.4101 |
3295 | | 3797.7659 | Believe it or not when I worked at the Patent Office in nineteen eighty three, | 3800.2520 |
3297 | | 3800.9491 | there were files that had been missing for five years, ten years, twenty years. | 3803.7924 |
3299 | | 3803.9971 | You know, I worked at Patent Office I used to work in the fr- in the- in the warehouse. | 3806.5674 |
3301 | | 3807.4936 | I used to pull files, every day we would get a whole list of files to pull and I would pull files, I would find files. | 3812.1247 |
3303 | | 3812.7937 | My brother said, man how you finding these files? So what he would do, | 3815.2213 |
3305 | | 3815.5346 | instead of me pulling files, he would give me a list of files that were missing for years and say, | 3819.5952 |
3307 | | 3819.9608 | find these files. | 3820.7486 |
3309 | | 3821.8375 | And I would find 'em. | 3822.5457 |
3311 | | 3823.1599 | You know. | 3823.5252 |
3313 | | 3823.9155 | He would- he would g- and then | 3824.8768 |
3315 | | 3825.1731 | when I was out and using drugs and the young boys that had their s- | 3827.7762 |
3317 | | 3827.8981 | crack cocaine stashed different places, | 3829.2679 |
3319 | | 3829.5909 | people used to come get me and say | 3830.7413 |
3321 | | 3830.9461 | they wanna walk with me, I say, why you wanna walk with me? They say, cause you gonna find something. | 3833.7003 |
3323 | | 3834.3402 | You know. | 3834.6415 |
3325 | | 3834.9934 | I would find drugs. | 3835.9683 |
3327 | | 3836.1341 | You know.. | 3836.4412 |
3329 | | 3836.7434 | /Well/ I would go, I would stick my hand in bushes, | 3838.5714 |
3331 | | 3838.8865 | walk somewhere, | 3839.5678 |
3333 | | 3839.8419 | I would find drugs, even when I told them I wouldn't find anything, I said, I'm not gonna find anything, I would still find stuff. | 3844.6351 |
3335 | | 3845.6831 | You know. | 3846.0431 |
3337 | | 3846.2548 | So they start calling me radar, cause they say I have ra- I- I knew- | 3848.6708 |
3339 | | 3849.3015 | I- you know, I- every- anything was on my radar I was gonna find it you know, so. | 3852.4348 |
3341 | | 3853.4317 | That's- that's- that's- that's- that's the amazing thing about me living you know, feeling like, hey you know what? | 3857.4581 |
3343 | | 3857.7763 | God has a purpose for me you know. | 3859.2436 |
3345 | | 3859.4678 | Even though I did all the stuff I did and all the years I did it, | 3861.7758 |
3347 | | 3862.1746 | you know God allowed me to survive and get to this point, | 3864.6071 |
3349 | | 3864.9532 | you know, and he's not done with me. A lot of people say, | 3866.8299 |
3351 | | 3867.1579 | God not finished with me yet, but yet still they don't know what their purpose is you know my purpose is to like, | 3870.7164 |
3353 | | 3870.9942 | serve God, the Bible says this, it says that | 3873.2569 |
3355 | | 3874.2111 | uh, this is the whole duty of man to fear God and keep his commandments. You know so that's my duty, my- my duty is to fear God, keep his commandments and you know help him serve people you know, that's what | 3882.3970 |
3357 | | 3882.5920 | /about-/ | 3882.9088 |
3359 | | 3883.1428 | you can't- | 3883.6108 |
3361 | | 3883.8204 | they say a closed fist | 3885.0342 |
3363 | | 3885.1658 | you know, | 3885.5578 |
3365 | | 3886.2103 | can't receive anything. | 3887.1170 |
3367 | | 3887.3900 | So you know, | 3887.8553 |
3369 | | 3888.1846 | I always say too, | 3888.9548 |
3371 | | 3889.2277 | homeless people out here begging and panhandling you know they're not gonna get anything | 3892.0037 |
3373 | | 3892.2026 | you know uh, really out of life until they decide to give up themselves, until they decide to | 3895.9630 |
3375 | | 3896.2730 | not always look to receive but look to give. | 3898.3817 |
3377 | | 3899.0724 | You know, | 3899.4404 |
3379 | | 3899.5696 | when you give that's when you receive. The Bible says | 3901.6316 |
3381 | | 3901.9387 | give and it shall be given unto you, pressed down, shaken together, running over, shall men give into your bosom. | 3905.7325 |
3383 | | 3906.5027 | So you know, | 3907.0101 |
3385 | | 3907.1816 | so you can't get anything unless you're willing to give. | 3909.0438 |
3386 | DCB_int_01 | 3909.5458 | Mm-hm. | 3910.0205 |
3387 | DCB_se1_ag4_m_01 | 3910.8669 | You know. | 3911.2418 |