Line	Speaker	St Time	Content	En Time
1	DCB_int_01	0.5179	And	1.1014
3		1.5716	you're from DC?	2.3860
4	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2.6966	[Yes.]	3.3011
5	DCB_int_01	3.1542	[Born] and raised?	3.7635
6	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3.7503	Yes.	4.2750
7	DCB_int_01	4.4681	Alright, what neighborhood?	5.5627
8	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	6.5870	Southeast.	7.5525
9	DCB_int_01	7.5399	Southeast? Does it have a specific neighborhood?	9.6053
10	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	9.7858	No, um-	10.9434
12		11.7158	They kind of refer to it as Hillcrest. It's not like a neighborhood. It's more for like, older	16.2401
14		16.7774	retired	17.4155
15	DCB_int_01	17.9654	[Hillcrest? Where's] Hillcrest?	19.2793
16	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	18.2215	[people.]	18.6412
17		19.4598	It's off of Alabama Avenue	21.2775
18	DCB_int_01	21.7047	Mm.	22.1706
19	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	22.9682	And it's all houses. It's right before the borderline of Maryland.	26.3769
20	DCB_int_01	27.0223	I know where you're talking about now.	27.9081
21	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	27.9291	Mm-hm.	28.5210
22	DCB_int_01	29.4319	Have you lived anywhere else?	30.4898
23	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	31.0817	Now I do. I live in Northeast now.	32.9235
24	DCB_int_01	35.3121	And where'd you go to school?	36.4497
25	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	36.9157	/RD-SCHOOL-3/	37.4933
27		37.6577	[/RD-SCHOOL-4/.]	38.3965
28	DCB_int_01	37.7290	[/RD-SCHOOL-3/]	38.9128
29	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	38.9170	Mm-hm (laughing).	39.2780
30	DCB_int_01	42.1274	And so currently, what's your occupation?	44.2137
31	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	44.5453	<laugh>	45.1161
33		45.2008	A membership coordinator	46.8122
35		49.8462	for /RD-WORK-4/.	51.0342
36	DCB_int_01	51.9997	The premier. Are you all premier or elite?	53.9716
38		54.4754	[No, elite is-]	55.3528
39	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	54.4796	[Premier.]	55.1135
40	DCB_int_01	55.4619	Clubhou- [is FBR. So y'all] are [premier Richard England Club]	58.9396
41	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	55.8901	[Mm-hm. We're premier.]	57.1537
43		57.2502	[<laugh>]	63.7576
44	DCB_int_01	59.2180	[Whatever.]	59.9274
46		60.1835	[Um, no y'all are pretty- Y'all good- Y'all be- Y'all pretty good over there- Y'all pretty good-] Y'all - Y'all making strides. This last year has really been-	66.6808
47		66.9159	Seriously, [like]	67.5917
48	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	67.2223	[I- It has-]	67.8898
49	DCB_int_01	67.6799	[I've] been here almost three years. This last year, I think y'all have-	70.6216
50		70.7811	Leaps and [bounds.]	71.9565
51	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	71.4947	[I know, that's] what everybody says. [/But I don't know/.]	73.7826
52	DCB_int_01	73.1907	[Like /RD-WORK-4/] is- y'all stepping up.	75.2686
53	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	75.3977	[<laugh>]	77.1860
54	DCB_int_01	75.5152	[Stepping up and stepping out, okay.]	76.8082
55		77.1986	Um, where was your father born?	78.6636
56	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	80.3753	DC.	80.8214
57	DCB_int_01	80.9798	DC?	81.4920
59		81.8782	/Where/ about your mom?	82.6464
60	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	82.9276	DC.	83.3978
61	DCB_int_01	84.5438	What does your father do?	85.2491
62	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	86.5116	I have no idea.	87.7248
63	DCB_int_01	87.7794	[Mkay.]	88.1236
64	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	88.0438	So, [uh],	88.7575
65	DCB_int_01	88.4888	[That's] fine.	89.1437
66	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	89.2570	But no, my father was killed a month before I was born. So I never met him, [never met that] side of the family.	94.0961
67	DCB_int_01	92.4883	[Oh.]	93.0928
68	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	94.2682	Nothing at all about him.	95.6661
70		96.5718	/Not nothing/.	97.9026
71	DCB_int_01	97.9445	What about your	98.7043
73		98.9604	mom?	99.2123
74	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	99.5313	My mom, um, she's a patient	101.6722
76		101.8643	and registration clerk at /RD-WORK-2/.	103.7659
78		104.9791	But I was raised	106.3350
80		106.5323	by my grandparents.	108.0509
82		108.6135	My mom in the household,	109.9568
84		110.2674	but she was young when she had me. She had me at fourteen. So my grandparents raised me.	113.6960
86		114.3425	So my grandfather would have been my father figure.	116.6178
88		117.4657	I don't know if you want to use him.	118.6905
89	DCB_int_01	120.3192	Well,	120.5165
91		121.1252	then let's talk about your grandparents.	122.3053
92	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	122.5525	Mkay.	122.8506
93	DCB_int_01	123.3795	So,	123.7825
95		125.1122	that's all I'm gonna be writing.	126.0945
97		126.3464	That's it.	126.6444
98	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	126.7074	[<laugh>]	128.2774
99	DCB_int_01	127.4546	[Um,]	128.2270
100		128.6720	so tell me a little bit about	130.1528
102		132.6799	your house,	133.4187
104		133.5153	like your family,	134.4798
106		134.7065	especially because you said your grandparents raised you, so tell me how was that dynamic.	138.0773
107	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	138.4719	Okay.	139.1478
109		139.2433	So my mom had me at fourteen,	141.3171
111		141.7411	and so for insurance purposes and legal purposes, my grandparents had to adopt me	146.4710
113		146.9202	because if they didn't, I wouldn't have been able to get insurance and stuff like that.	149.5984
115		150.0424	And so although my mom was in the household, it was more like we was raised a-	153.8582
117		154.4711	as sisters	155.7840
119		156.2122	opposed to mother and daughter.	157.5933
121		157.9501	And then eventually once she got older to move out on her own,	160.3639
123		160.7375	I just naturally stayed with	162.2477
125		162.5793	my grandparents.	163.7380
126	DCB_int_01	164.3341	Mm, so when y- when did your mom leave? How old was your mom?	166.5086
127	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	167.2505	When my mom left, she was maybe in her early twenties, like twenty [two.]	172.5483
128	DCB_int_01	171.9186	[So you were like-]	172.5315
129		172.8915	elementary [school?]	173.9367
130	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	173.6261	[Mm-hm.]	174.5454
131	DCB_int_01	174.8812	[But you] had already really gotten close to your-	177.3306
132	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	174.9022	[Yeah.]	175.1877
134		177.2992	[Grandparents.]	178.2090
135	DCB_int_01	177.7064	[Did you make] that decision? Or did your mom make that- Or did they make that decision? For you to stay?	181.5968
136	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	182.3021	I think it- it may have been both	184.2404
138		184.5427	because I'm not gonna say that I was spoiled, but I was spoiled.	187.2125
140		187.4938	So even when my mom tried to do	189.0711
142		189.1845	that discipline thing, my grandparents kind of step in and was like, no.	192.3539
144		192.7611	And she didn't like that, like, at the end of the day, she's still my child.	195.6272
145	DCB_int_01	196.2569	[Mm-hm.]	196.5549
146	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	196.2737	[And so when she] tried to discipline me, they kind of disciplined her.	198.3096
147	DCB_int_01	199.0978	Because their- [She was their child. You see how that-]	201.7131
148	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	199.8954	[<laugh>]	202.0363
149	DCB_int_01	202.0993	[that's that children- Mm-hm.],	203.1697
150	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	202.3386	[Uh-huh.]	203.1278
151	DCB_int_01	203.2495	but it didn't quite work.	204.3074
152	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	204.3577	[Mm-hm.]	204.8657
153	DCB_int_01	204.6894	[Mm-hm.]	205.0630
154	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	205.2970	So,	205.9183
156		206.2331	and then after- because she was still young, I think it may have been like a type of	209.1884
158		209.7426	envy.	210.2967
160		211.2234	Type of	211.7103
162		212.0630	[thing.]	212.5121
163	DCB_int_01	212.0630	[What do you mean?]	212.5121
164		213.8093	She was envious of [you?]	215.3163
165	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	215.1274	[I] believe so cause we had like uh, a rocky patch in our relationship.	218.8919
166		219.2739	And it wasn't until I really got older, probably like high school,	222.5808
168		223.1475	college that we got like, real close.	225.2338
169	DCB_int_01	225.4185	Mm.	225.6872
171		226.2571	So tell me about- Okay. So tell me about your neighborhood, your house, like what you remember. Like, I mean like,	231.1224
173		231.3323	physically. Your block,	232.6116
175		232.9138	and like,	233.2497
177		233.4596	did you play with other kids in the neighborhood?	235.5417
178	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	236.2302	Okay, so	237.2670
180		237.8999	again, my grandparents-	239.6000
182		240.1751	I don't want to say they kept me sheltered in, but I didn't live in a neighborhood. So,	243.9228
184		244.3888	I lived in a five bedroom, four bathroom house. I'm talking about you go outside, you could hear	248.8459
186		249.0054	a pin drop,	249.6728
188		249.8618	the birds chirping. All older people, really no kids on my block.	253.1445
190		253.6388	And as I got older and wanted to play with kids, and I went to school,	257.3203
192		257.6981	I'm like, well dad,	258.7308
194		259.1202	talking to my grandfather-	260.0395
196		260.3544	I want to hang out where the ice cream trucks come, and	262.8605
198		263.1501	everybody's outside playing. And I want to hang in the neighborhood.	265.9701
200		266.5620	And he was just over protective. But then my best friend,	268.7827
202		269.2150	who I met	269.8489
204		270.1375	lived in a neighborhood Woodland,	272.0770
206		272.2533	and I used to have to beg	273.3027
208		273.5042	to go over there. But he made sure he dropped me off	275.1918
210		275.4258	and picked me up.	276.1269
212		276.7230	So I didn't live in a neighborhood essentially,	278.6204
214		278.9604	but as I got older,	280.0477
216		280.2355	I started to hang	281.3847
218		281.8895	with my best friend in her neighborhood.	283.3420
219	DCB_int_01	283.5225	So your neighborhood was really quiet.	285.2352
220	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	285.2562	Very quiet.	286.0916
221	DCB_int_01	286.2711	Was it r- Do you feel r- Did you feel really safe?	288.3448
222	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	288.3448	Very safe.	289.3019
223		289.5580	Uh!	289.7385
224	DCB_int_01	289.6797	Now Woodland has a reputation.	291.3243
225	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	291.4586	Yes.	292.0421
227		292.2856	[<laugh>]	293.4442
228	DCB_int_01	292.3024	[So how was it] going from	294.4937
229		294.6532	prim and proper neighborhood, [white picket fence almost]	298.1240
230	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	296.3029	[<laugh>]	298.0566
231	DCB_int_01	298.6191	to	299.2026
233		299.3999	um, we in the hood.	301.0245
234	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	301.3142	[<laugh>]	301.9270
235	DCB_int_01	301.5660	[Like]-	301.9270
236		302.3626	did- wasn't-	302.9125
238		303.2945	Am I right? Was Woodland t- the [hood?]	305.3389
239	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	304.5917	[Mm, yes.]	305.3683
240	DCB_int_01	305.4690	Right, so how as that transition?	307.2825
241	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	307.4452	So it was interesting. Um, I'm not gonna say I was scared, almost- because I knew my best friend kind of knew everybody in the neighborhood. And I had went to school	315.1892
243		315.6888	with a few of them, so I had knew a lot of people, but it was very different.	318.4080
245		318.9621	But it also made me appreciate	320.5657
247		321.1324	how I was brought up and where I came from and where I lived.	323.6081
249		324.0740	But it was fun going over there and being- like the ice cream truck- I could go to the ice cream truck and get whatever I wanted to or	328.5994
251		329.1577	the go go bands would come around their neighborhood and play. And that was fun for me.	333.1488
253		333.9338	But my grandfather didn't see the fun in it, and so it wasn't like I could go over there all the time. It was one of those things where it's, you can go, but it won't be	340.2002
255		340.6903	all the time.	341.3998
256	DCB_int_01	342.1134	Um, so when you went to- What elementary school did you go to?	342.5526
257	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	346.2053	So I went to /RD-SCHOOL-5/.	348.9297
259		349.1102	Everything was on Capitol Hill.	350.3696
261		350.9814	So I did /RD-SCHOOL-3/.	352.5011
263		352.7194	I did /RD-SCHOOL-2/. I did /RD-SCHOOL-3/.	354.8225
265		355.3220	But then,	355.9139
267		356.2613	I got put out of /RD-SCHOOL-3/ and that's when I had to go to my neighborhood school	360.5012
269		361.1267	which was /RD-SCHOOL-2/, and that's how I met my best friend.	363.4932
270	DCB_int_01	364.0557	So how did you- Okay, wait a minute. So how did you get put out of [the school?]	366.7539
271	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	366.2712	[<laugh>]	377.1049
272	DCB_int_01	366.9848	[See],	367.3248
274		367.7236	[now I'm getting the real-]	368.7185
276		369.3146	[Mm-hm.]	369.6882
278		370.0283	[Cause before]	370.8846
280		371.1323	[you were like, yes, you know, I grew up this]	373.2806
282		373.7424	[prim and proper neighborhood. Lakeda I know you get down.]	376.5297
284		376.7690	[Mm-hm.] You're like, no, no. I /couldn't/. [It- It was a] treat to go to Woodland Terrace.	381.1170
285	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	378.2834	[So]-	379.2993
286		381.8726	So,	382.7206
287	DCB_int_01	382.8465	Mm-hm.	383.4384
288	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	384.5036	um, one of the teachers-	386.4179
290		387.1945	She was a little	388.1978
292		388.9523	off the chain, and [so] we had got into it at one point. And she told me like,	393.8429
293	DCB_int_01	390.4258	[Hm.]	390.6693
294	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	394.3162	I couldn't get on the computer or something, and I was just like, well I don't care. I got five computers at home. I'm not pressed to get on your computer. And it ended up /to/	401.0737
296		401.5229	a back and forth thing.	402.7991
298		403.1643	And I got suspended	404.3103
300		404.9347	from school.	405.4889
302		405.7029	Well they actually put me out	406.7104
304		407.3191	/RD-SCHOOL-2/, so	408.3980
306		408.7926	I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/.	409.6573
307	DCB_int_01	409.9124	So how- Wait.	410.4035
309		410.6806	Where'd you- How did you end up w- Mc- at /RD-SCHOOL-3/?	412.4059
310	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	413.3840	I l-	413.7031
312		413.8500	When I left /RD-SCHOOL-2/ because I was so academically	416.8252
314		417.1695	excel in /RD-SCHOOL-2/,	418.2987
316		418.7982	um, /RD-SCHOOL-3/ had reopened,	420.5152
318		420.9003	[and so I had] to apply and all that stuff.	422.5039
319	DCB_int_01	420.9171	[/Oh/.]	421.2404
320	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	422.8524	Even though I was in /RD-SCHOOL-2/, I wasn't a product of that school. So I was always the one doing all my homework, getting good grades as opposed to everybody else around me like,	429.1943
322		429.6309	not doing [anything.]	430.6174
323	DCB_int_01	430.0843	[I don't know about] /RD-SCHOOL-1/- Tell me- I don't know about /RD-SCHOOL-2/ [I've not-]	433.0553
324	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	432.3543	[So /RD-SCHOOL-2/] is in Southeast,	434.5875
325		434.9779	and	435.4252
327		435.5300	there's the Woodland kids. There's	437.2616
329		437.8776	/Juna Vista Terrace/ kids. It's the	440.0815
331		440.2704	Thirtieth Street kids. It's just that	442.4158
333		442.8469	Naylor Gardens, that whole	444.2070
335		444.5470	area.	445.0592
337		445.7392	So it's like a neighborhood school. It's not like a school, like, oh I'm sending my child there. No.	449.2518
338	DCB_int_01	449.8731	Was it [like, they just-]	451.1870
339	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	450.2425	[It's a school that you don't] want to go to. I'm talking my grandfather and grandmother was in tears.	454.0573
340	DCB_int_01	456.7859	Like	457.2603
342		458.6530	Kids were bad- Like, I don't- [What do you mean?] Like it was [unsafe?]	461.3018
343	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	459.8536	[Yeah.]	460.1684
345		460.7729	[Bad.] Yeah. It was bad. Mm-hm.	462.6493
346	DCB_int_01	462.7249	Like gangs and [stuff?]	463.7492
347	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	463.3756	[Gangs, mm-hm.]	464.5541
348	DCB_int_01	464.2981	So tell me about like- [and do you remember like, the gang activity?]	467.5094
349	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	465.2300	[<laugh>]	467.4507
350		467.8411	Um-	468.5169
351	DCB_int_01	468.4917	I mean,	468.8486
352		469.0039	not that you necessarily [involved, but like, seeing it.]	471.2781
353	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	469.8634	[Not necessarily gang activities], but neighborhood beefs.	472.9363
354	DCB_int_01	472.9866	Like what?	473.4316
355	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	474.0183	[Oh.]	474.8201
356	DCB_int_01	474.0319	[Like give me an example.]	475.0982
357	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	475.5757	Like,	476.6839
359		477.1415	if Woodland was beefing with another	479.2992
361		479.6938	area,	480.3445
363		480.9437	they would fight like after school and stuff like that.	483.6597
364	DCB_int_01	484.1047	But there was just- It was like fist fight. There were no guns [and stuff.]	486.7232
365	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	486.1564	[No, no guns] and stuff. No.	487.7936
366	DCB_int_01	488.4611	Wow.	488.7381
368		488.9900	Was it girls, boys, was it [mix?]	490.8833
369	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	490.2704	[Girls] and boys.	491.8351
370	DCB_int_01	491.8813	Were they different groups?	492.9812
371	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	493.1659	Different groups, mm-hm.	494.3748
372	DCB_int_01	494.4882	So- but I'm saying like- Okay.	496.2503
374		496.4769	So-	496.9177
376		497.4970	Do you see what I'm saying? Okay, so I'll give you an example. One girl was telling me about [the gangs]-	501.9406
377	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	500.9939	[No if they- If it was a] neighborhood, it would be like- If the girls and boys from your neighborhood? They	504.6408
378		504.7919	together. Like they walking together. Like,	506.8237
380		507.3558	[Girls, boys, it's the whole neighborhood, not- not by sex.]	510.5378
381	DCB_int_01	507.3893	[It's the whole neighborhood was beefing, not- not- the girls of the neighborhood]	510.5587
382	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	510.8988	But no, but when I was	511.9692
384		512.5590	growing up the girl gangs were more popular,	515.0723
386		515.5619	so then we stopped talking about neighborhoods, and it become	517.7998
388		517.9045	girl gangs like Most Wanted, Shut 'Em Down,	520.7926
390		521.5759	that type of [stuff.]	522.4586
391	DCB_int_01	521.9583	[Which] is very different from the ones I heard- And so those are very specific to the neighborhood and the school?	526.2237
392	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	526.5734	No. That was just	527.8510
394		528.0096	all over, like you could be from different places.	530.6010
395	DCB_int_01	530.7082	Because that's very di- Like,	531.8507
397		532.2377	I wonder- I'm'a look back at the list that she gave me- I can't even remember who I was talking to, but she listed some. But they were very [different.]	538.3822
398	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	537.9299	[Different.]	538.4149
399	DCB_int_01	538.6107	[Like the /Y's/-]	540.0970
400	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	538.6200	[Yep, and it's probably ages.]	540.2893
401	DCB_int_01	540.4747	Y two-	541.4819
403		541.8223	Y two G gang or some- It was like [a lot of different names] and-	545.2309
404	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	543.7061	[Mm-hm.]	544.9324
405		545.3614	But like most- When I was coming up, it was like Most Wanted, Shut 'Em Down.	548.5031
406	DCB_int_01	549.0813	Those are the ones you [remember?]	550.3263
407	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	549.7387	[Those type of] things.	550.6973
408	DCB_int_01	550.7786	[Were] you ever like, wanting to be in the gang? Or wanted to- You know, I'm gonna [be in a gang?]	554.6150
409	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	554.1067	[<laugh>]	555.2118
410	DCB_int_01	555.2678	No that's a- that's a legit question. [It's a-]	557.2731
411	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	556.7739	[Not necessarily]	557.9629
412		558.2194	in the gang,	559.1928
414		559.5658	but um,	561.1186
416		561.8273	<ts> I knew	562.5874
418		563.0817	everything that was going on cause I had friends in all the different types of gangs.	563.7643
421		567.6315	I necessarily wasn't in it, but	569.3847
423		570.2742	my grandfather and the principal at my school thought that I was in a gang. It was a hard time for my grandpa. They're like, oh my gosh, I shouldn't have sent you here, because I became	577.5565
425		578.0554	into all the stuff that they was doing, not necessarily like the fighting and stuff but the fashion and stuff behind it.	582.5318
426	DCB_int_01	582.7592	So like [give me an example.]	584.2699
427	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	583.0902	[So they thought it was gang] affiliated, but it really wasn't. So this was a time when	586.6853
428		587.0350	the girls was wearing rubber bands around their	589.6171
430		590.0275	um, jeans.	591.5056
432		592.1398	And like, bandanas and stuff like that.	594.5365
434		595.0762	And so the principal- Of course, cause it was	597.3984
436		597.7434	me, and I guess she felt like I was different	600.2556
438		600.7312	from that. I mean once that happened for me, she made it a point to contact my grandfather. Like, /RD-NAME-3/ starting to go down the wrong path, and	608.2280
440		608.7549	/you might wanna ch-/. But I really wasn't in a gang, it was just- it was cute.	611.7566
442		612.3477	Fashionable at the time, but I wasn't in no	614.8806
444		615.1000	gang. No. <laugh>	616.6853
445	DCB_int_01	616.6667	So did you- Okay. So then, how long were you there? For a year? Two [years?]	620.1254
446	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	619.9202	[I was] there seventh and eighth grade.	621.3377
447	DCB_int_01	621.5522	Okay, so you were there for two years. [And then you] went to /RD-SCHOOL-3/.	624.4432
448	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	622.7273	[Mm-hm.]	623.3008
449		624.4747	Yes.	624.8897
450	DCB_int_01	624.8850	Okay. How was that experience?	626.7922
451	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	626.8435	Completely different	627.8460
453		628.2843	because being at /RD-SCHOOL-2/, I was one who wanted to	631.9515
455		632.0961	do work, as opposed to everybody else not wanting to.	634.5361
456	DCB_int_01	634.6993	Mm-hm.	634.9837
457	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	635.0350	But then when I went to /RD-SCHOOL-3/, this coming from everybody that	637.3560
459		637.5612	wanted good for theirself, wanted different, wanted better.	639.8180
461		640.0465	So it was- w-	640.5454
463		640.8112	It was a academic	641.6645
465		641.8650	competition, so it's- a competition so to speak.	644.1534
467		644.6383	So I'm with everybody that wants to do work, that wants to do well as opposed to me doing work and walking around like, play fighting and	650.4844
469		650.8481	throwing paper and just /threatening the teacher/ as opposed to /RD-SCHOOL-3/, they wasn't having that. You had to go through an interview. You had to go through a essay.	656.1673
471		656.6476	You had to go through a lot of [stuff.]	657.8553
472	DCB_int_01	657.7014	[Now] was /RD-SCHOOL-2/- That's like-	659.2915
473		659.8464	STEM	660.4199
475		660.8850	at that point, or math science was the main focus, right? [Or was it-]	664.4755
476	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	663.8926	[No], so	665.1003
477		665.2775	the STEM part of /RD-SCHOOL-3/ just came about	667.3047
479		667.4726	[um, after] I graduated. When I went to /RD-SCHOOL-3/, you got to pick between three concentrations. You was either in Broadcast,	673.5891
480	DCB_int_01	667.5145	[Okay.]	667.9109
481	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	674.2000	IT,	675.2849
483		677.6039	and it was another one.	678.9317
484	DCB_int_01	679.1182	So what did you do?	679.7150
485	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	679.8922	I did Broadcast.	681.3377
486	DCB_int_01	681.4776	So what did you want to do? Like, at that point?	683.5666
488		684.2602	What-	684.5167
490		684.7825	Did- Is that just because you chose that one or is there something [like, you specifically-]	688.0931
491	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	686.8761	[Because Broadcast was more] fun. I think that because I was very detail oriented, I liked um, writing, so i- it became part of like script writing, filming, behind the camera,	696.2241
492		696.6566	all that type of stuff.	697.6218
493	DCB_int_01	698.4331	What color are you?	699.1512
494	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	700.3962	Green.	700.8532
495	DCB_int_01	701.3521	You're gree- What's your second color?	702.4665
496	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	702.5680	Yellow.	703.0856
497	DCB_int_01	704.0788	What's your third color?	704.8994
498	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	705.6362	Blue.	706.1351
499	DCB_int_01	707.1376	Fa- I would think	708.1541
501		708.4980	because [you are- You-] You are very [detail- So I would think blue would be higher.]	712.5734
502	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	708.8244	[<laugh>]	709.4213
504		710.4984	[<laugh> /Think/ blue- Mm-hm.] Mm-mm. Green, yellow and blue.]	714.1821
505	DCB_int_01	715.7990	Mm. But yellow I can se- I mean green and yellow I can see that too cause you're all about- Like, all the girls love to sit at your desk [and help you and]	722.5450
506	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	721.2301	[Mm-hm.]	722.3352
507	DCB_int_01	722.9600	talk to Ms. Lakeda all [day.]	725.2169
508	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	724.1491	[<laugh>]	725.4827
509	DCB_int_01	725.5806	But your comment is on- Your comment [is right, so I can't be mad.]	728.3912
510	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	727.0249	[<laugh>]	729.0113
511	DCB_int_01	729.0113	Um, [what was] your favorite subject in school?	731.1982
512	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	729.6595	[<laugh>]	730.0512
513		731.6226	English.	732.3686
514	DCB_int_01	732.3873	Why?	732.6111
515	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	733.2721	I like to write. I like to read,	735.1839
517		735.7760	and so it was English.	736.8439
518	DCB_int_01	737.0583	What's your favorite book?	737.9490
519	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	739.3467	See, I can't say a favorite book cause I'm more of the	742.6200
521		743.0490	black book type person. [/Know/ like] the	745.6917
522	DCB_int_01	744.9923	[Okay.]	745.4166
523	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	746.1860	the hood books.	747.4077
524	DCB_int_01	747.8693	I'm not- [Give me an example. I'm not mad at the hood books.]	750.5411
525	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	748.3869	[<laugh>] Like um,	751.8456
526		752.2513	so-	752.6196
528		752.8062	Coldest Winter Ever is a hood bo- but that was the type of books I read, so- so- so- it was like, Thug Life maybe. Um,	758.2513
530		759.7807	it was just a few of those books that I liked, so like Zane [books.]	763.0622
531	DCB_int_01	762.8058	[Mm-hm.] What's your favorite Zane book?	764.4891
532	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	765.5476	It had to be Addicted.	766.6480
533	DCB_int_01	767.0444	Why?	767.3754
534	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	768.1250	Cause it was just [nice.]	769.6218
535	DCB_int_01	769.2394	[What happened?]	769.8083
536		770.3539	I haven't read it, but	771.5103
538		771.8180	I've-	772.1771
540		772.5081	I've heard a lot about- about	774.3919
542		774.6939	Zane. I'm actually s- just started Coldest Winter Ever.	777.0673
544		777.5989	I've never [read it.]	778.1957
545	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	777.9299	[Coldest] Winter Ever, it's great. [But it's funny] because even though I liked those books it was nothing that I related to cause even though I was reading these books	783.8367
546	DCB_int_01	779.2309	[/It is good?/]	779.8091
547	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	784.2097	as I was younger, I wasn't really into the streets,	786.4805
549		786.9224	wasn't having sex, so I don't even know	788.5823
551		789.1093	why I liked it. Like,	790.2843
553		791.1609	[I didn't-]	791.5013
554	DCB_int_01	791.1656	[But it's] probably because you weren't doing [those things. Right?] It was- It was- You were [able to live vicariously through the book.]	796.7832
555	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	793.0731	[<laugh>]	794.3424
557		794.7036	[But you would think that- But it would th-] But it would think that you- It would make you want to go out and do those things, and it didn't for me. I think I waited til college until I started doing all that.	802.9558
558	DCB_int_01	803.6692	[But see that's] exactly [what- That's ex-] That's ex- [Amen. Thank God she read the books. Yes, Jesus.]	808.7739
559	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	803.7100	[Uh-huh-huh.]	804.4281
561		804.8617	[<laugh>]	805.6311
563		806.2420	[<laugh>]	809.3381
564	DCB_int_01	809.8172	Um, what college did you go to?	810.9876
565	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	811.2208	/RD-SCHOOL-8/ in Ohio.	813.0486
566	DCB_int_01	813.7248	Oh, how did you-	814.5921
568		815.0304	Now I asked you.	816.0236
569	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	816.3162	[<laugh>]	816.9876
570	DCB_int_01	816.3208	[I said,]	816.9876
571		817.7477	did you live anywhere else?	818.9880
573		819.1839	Northeast.	819.9392
574	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	820.3076	[Oh I didn't /know/! <laugh>]	822.7543
575	DCB_int_01	820.3169	[So- /So-/]	821.2355
577		821.6412	[<laugh> I mean, well you kind of did live t- I mean, going to college-	824.6570
578	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	824.7036	Well it is- I was there for four years!	826.6294
579	DCB_int_01	826.5734	Right, so you did live there.	828.1576
580		828.4934	Um, tell me how was that experience, like leaving DC cause that's very different.	832.8765
581	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	832.8998	Very [different. <laugh>]	838.8112
582	DCB_int_01	833.4081	[Like, you all up in Ohio. You in middle America.]	836.1440
584		836.7362	[Sort of.]	837.1839
586		837.4590	[Not quite middle yet, but]	838.8718
587		839.2355	how was that?	839.8744
588	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	840.1949	[Uh-]	840.5120
589	DCB_int_01	840.2008	[And how did] you- Wait. [How did you get to Ohio?]	842.3585
590	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	841.0762	[<laugh>]	842.4471
591	DCB_int_01	842.5544	Like,	842.7875
593		843.1372	how- What- What made you go from [/RD-SCHOOL-4/ to]	845.9863
594	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	845.2402	[<laugh>]	846.0049
595		846.3442	Uh-	846.5260
596	DCB_int_01	846.7312	[Ohi- Like there's so many schools like Howard, Georgetown], George Washington. You could go to [UVA, like-]	852.0096
597	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	846.7545	[/RD-SCHOOL-3/ <laugh>]	849.7621
599		851.2122	[So] I knew I didn't want to stay	853.9435
600		854.3352	[in DC],	855.0253
601	DCB_int_01	854.3539	[Mm.]	854.7316
602	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	855.9952	even though my grandparents	857.1003
604		857.7893	begged me to stay in DC.	859.7290
606		860.0694	And so, um,	861.6175
608		862.4615	in Broadcast, I became friends with one of my friends Charity, who is now my sorority sister.	868.0651
610		868.4895	Um, her mom	870.5085
612		871.3467	went to /RD-SCHOOL-3/, and so like Dawn Dance was coming up. And so Dawn Dance is a big thing at /RD-SCHOOL-3/, and she was like, I'm'a take you all to Dawn Dance so y'all can go visit /RD-SCHOOL-3/. I'm like, okay, I'm so excited. And by the time- this is like our eleventh grade year.	881.8406
614		882.1996	And so when we went to Dawn Dance, we didn't know- but once we got to Ohio, they was all, y'all can stay on campus really get the feel	887.5759
616		888.0317	of what it is. So we stayed on campus like that whole weekend. We got to go to all the parties, all the step shows	892.9884
618		893.3941	and all that stuff.	894.3365
620		894.5820	And so when I got there, it was a shock, because DC a city. Out there it's no busses, it's no trains. I'm talking about in the middle of nowhere- corn fields,	902.5544
622		903.0673	KKK, like,	904.4801
624		905.3708	it was-	905.8744
626		906.1028	it was off the chain.	907.0249
628		907.5425	But I loved it, and then since that /RD-SCHOOL-3/ is very small, and it was very family oriented. And it's also a religious based	913.1695
630		913.7011	school, so I had got like a um-	915.4077
632		915.6968	a small faith based scholarship.	917.2262
634		917.7380	And so, I liked that religious aspect cause I was very	920.4844
636		920.7595	um,	921.2258
638		922.2750	into church, well church going	924.3826
640		924.8990	um, at that point in my life. And so,	926.9041
642		927.1186	that's where I wanted to be, somewhere that was church affiliated, somewhere that was family /orienated/	930.6064
644		930.9550	and small. I didn't want to go to a big school. I didn't want to be a number.	933.5009
646		933.6875	And so-	934.2283
648		934.6154	I'm talking about all the classes in one building type small.	937.0902
649	DCB_int_01	938.0461	Oh, like, little.	939.1745
650	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	939.1372	[<laugh> No.]	943.4866
651	DCB_int_01	940.1211	[Okay.]	940.4755
653		940.7086	[Yeah, okay. Cause I- You know, I'm thinking like, maybe it's /two, three/ thousand.] You talking about like-	944.6290
654	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	944.6523	Little. [Maybe no more than fifteen-]	946.4801
655	DCB_int_01	945.3471	[Like five hundred.]	946.5221
656	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	946.7926	Maybe no more than a thousand fifteen hundred.	948.9736
657	DCB_int_01	949.2115	For the whole-	949.8876
658	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	950.3679	But what was good for me is that Central State was right across the street. So if I wanted extra people to go see and meet and	956.2832
659	DCB_int_01	950.3772	[/four years-/]	951.1139
660	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	956.6889	if I wanted to	957.3671
662		957.4917	get other campus feel,	958.7266
664		958.9644	I could go right across the street to Central where a lot of people from DC	961.7936
666		962.1853	um, ended up going. Then Wright State,	963.8313
668		964.6660	up the street. If I wanted to get fancy, I could go to O State	967.4682
670		967.5979	and come /out ??/.	968.8521
672		969.9572	[I liked my school.]	970.9551
673	DCB_int_01	969.9572	[So did you drive?]	970.9597
674	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	971.2115	No, I didn't drive, but all my friends, my sorority sisters, boyfriend.	974.9594
675	DCB_int_01	975.5329	So what sorority are you in?	976.4049
676	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	976.6287	Gamma Phi Delta Sorority.	978.2187
677	DCB_int_01	978.2234	And what's Gamma Phi- I've [never-]	979.3926
678	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	979.2248	[It's a] business and professional women sorority.	982.0691
679	DCB_int_01	982.4701	[Mm-hm.]	982.9084
680	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	982.4935	[And] so,	983.2861
681		983.6265	I know a lot of people that like Divine Nine but for me,	986.0128
683		986.3485	when it came time for me to choose what sorority I wanted to	989.2255
685		989.6498	um, partake in,	991.3507
687		991.6864	Gamma Phi Delta was who was running the yard.	993.9852
689		995.2302	They were the ones really doing stuff for the youth. So I said, it's n- not about the name, it's about what they're really doing on campus and in the community.	1002.2887
691		1002.7958	And so,	1003.4299
693		1003.6910	when I became a part of Gamma Phi Delta,	1005.4956
695		1006.3069	our line was twelve. That was the biggest /RD-SCHOOL-3/ had seen	1009.9615
697		1010.4977	in awhile because	1011.7940
699		1012.1204	people wasn't really	1012.9597
701		1013.4120	doing other things, and so once I became, it was like, oh everybody wanted to be in Gamma. Then I became president,	1017.7054
703		1017.9759	at the sorority,	1018.8711
705		1019.5659	and things like that. So I kind of took it-	1021.3740
707		1022.5770	Uh, so that's who ran the yard up until I graduated. So.	1026.1022
708	DCB_int_01	1026.4787	I could see you- I could see that.	1027.9055
709	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1027.9801	[<laugh>]	1028.5630
710	DCB_int_01	1028.2180	[But did] y'all- Okay. So did y'all do like,	1030.0318
711		1030.4328	um- Did y'all participate with like- Did y'all do step shows? Did y'all do the stuff?	1034.2832
712	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1034.3625	We did do step shows, but um,	1036.9597
714		1037.6265	we were cool with like, the Divine Nine,	1039.6771
715	DCB_int_01	1039.7936	Mm-hm.	1040.0501
716	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1039.9568	not so much the girls, um,	1041.8406
717		1042.3069	but the guys	1043.2349
719		1043.6219	and some of the	1044.3854
721		1044.8424	female	1045.4346
722	DCB_int_01	1045.5885	[So did y'all do like, parties] [with them?]	1047.6401
723	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1045.6071	[/unintelligible/]	1046.6423
725		1047.1039	[We did parties], yep. Mm-hm. Mixes with the Qs,	1050.4705
726		1050.7258	with the Sigmas.	1051.7330
727	DCB_int_01	1052.4278	I can see-	1052.8754
729		1053.2018	What's your favorite?	1053.8546
731		1054.0551	Who your- What's your favorite group?	1055.0577
732	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1055.1602	I like Alphas.	1056.1907
733	DCB_int_01	1056.5346	Really?	1057.0476
734	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1057.3646	[Yes. <laugh>]	1058.2692
735	DCB_int_01	1057.3740	[I would have not-]	1058.2692
736	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1058.7355	[<laugh>]	1061.4260
737	DCB_int_01	1058.7355	[Mm.]	1059.1132
739		1060.8851	[Why?]	1061.2675
740	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1062.2420	They just like,	1062.9974
742		1063.4486	it's weird. I feel like they like the	1064.8568
744		1065.3744	businessmen in a suit, but they also like the	1067.5426
746		1067.7897	manly man, like, not the the- you know they got that street edge, but business mentality.	1072.7825
748		1073.3374	[Qs] just too nasty. [Sigma-]	1075.2154
749	DCB_int_01	1073.3514	[/You know/-]	1073.6872
751		1074.8098	[See, and] that's why I would have [put you with Qs or Kappas.]	1077.2298
752	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1075.8822	[<laugh>]	1080.8284
753	DCB_int_01	1077.9712	[But that's the perception! And you know- And that's so funny becau-] Like, no Lakeda. Seriously, but at the same time, knowing you- You're not-	1084.5494
754	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1084.9131	<laugh>	1086.5533
755	DCB_int_01	1086.8331	I don't know, but I would have most definitely been like, yeah, she like them Qs and them [Kappas.]	1090.8618
756	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1090.4422	[Aw], I run away from the Ques.	1092.3062
757	DCB_int_01	1092.4600	[I'm a Alpha or Iota-] Iotas. [I love the Iotas.] [People don't give them credit.]	1096.2463
758	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1092.4694	[Yeah, they scare me.]	1093.3973
760		1094.2413	[Yeah.]	1094.7589
762		1095.0433	[I love the Iotas too.] They don't.	1096.8245
763		1097.0297	[And it's] crazy because [um]-	1099.2854
764	DCB_int_01	1097.0483	[But I-]	1097.4633
766		1098.7678	[I think they're] very [sophisticated.]	1100.4977
767	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1099.9475	[What people] fail to realize is that-	1102.0318
768		1102.2650	And that's what we s- w-	1103.2815
770		1103.6592	We was aksed to be a part of the Divine Nine.	1105.6817
772		1106.4091	We deny it cause we twenty years younger than Iotas.	1109.5473
773	DCB_int_01	1110.4461	Mm, so y'all what [nineteen seventy-ish?] [Nineteen eighty-ish?]	1113.9619
774	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1111.4299	[We was foun-]	1112.1900
776		1112.6609	[We was founded in nineteen forty] three.	1114.4701
777		1114.6380	Iotas, I want to say nineteen sixty three.	1116.4192
778	DCB_int_01	1117.2061	Y'all young- Oh, younger. I'm thinking- Mm.	1119.1272
779	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1119.1272	No.	1119.3464
780	DCB_int_01	1119.3604	Mm-mm. So I'm adding twenty [years. So-]	1121.4540
781	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1120.7592	[Yeah. We] down.	1122.0369
782	DCB_int_01	1122.0742	Okay, so y'all are twenty [years older than them.]	1124.0967
783	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1123.0382	[Right, and so my] founders were a part of the Divine Nine, so that's why we didn't accept the invitation cause our founders were already a part	1129.4066
784		1129.8169	of D Nine organizations.	1131.6308
785	DCB_int_01	1132.3356	[Mm.]	1133.5823
786	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1132.9465	[And so],	1133.7718
787		1134.7417	we did [not.]	1135.2499
788	DCB_int_01	1134.9935	[Who were they?] Deltas, [AKAs?]	1136.3970
789	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1136.0846	[Yep.]	1136.4110
790	DCB_int_01	1136.5136	[Mm-hm.]	1137.0125
791	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1136.7607	[Mm-hm.]	1137.3296
792	DCB_int_01	1137.4916	Because the AKs, then the Deltas broke off. That's why [they're call-] [Deltas change], right?	1141.5390
793	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1140.1915	[Yeah.]	1140.5318
795		1140.7137	[Mm-hm.]	1141.1940
796	DCB_int_01	1142.0659	Um,	1142.6908
798		1143.1606	so how was Greek life?	1144.7133
800		1145.4174	Do you fe- Like, do you feel like you got the Greek experience?	1148.5369
801	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1148.6441	[I did g-]	1149.5581
802	DCB_int_01	1148.6441	Even then with the	1149.5581
803		1149.6408	not being in the Divine Nine?	1150.9045
804	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1151.2122	Yes of course,	1152.2008
806		1152.4199	if not more, um,	1154.1452
808		1156.1911	I want to see if I can say this. I pledged	1158.6344
810		1159.4318	[ya-]	1159.8421
811	DCB_int_01	1159.4411	[You had a] membership intake process.	1161.2130
812	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1161.9859	Yeah.	1162.3589
813	DCB_int_01	1162.4102	[Thank you.]	1163.0071
814	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1162.6107	[Membership] intake process,	1164.4293
815		1165.0121	and so I got the experience just as if anyone else did, and we got respect	1169.5853
817		1170.3733	from other Greek organizations. That's what /most sorority of girls/, cause I feel like, it was a jealousy thing, like, who are they, think they come in and take over, though we did take over. Like,	1177.1753
819		1177.7442	pro show- best pro sho any	1179.6420
821		1179.9672	body have seen on the campus. And they came to us like,	1182.2847
825		1187.7018	where the campus got to vote like, which sorority do you like the most? Who's doing the most? I'm talking about /we adopted floors/.	1192.3170
827		1192.7366	We did stuff in the you- with the youth cause we work with underprivileged youth. Like, although we business professional, our goal is like, to work with	1198.5268
829		1198.8905	underprivileged youth.	1199.9490
831		1200.4386	And so we did other stuff than just parties, as opposed to what I think uh, Divine Nine's like, uh, social.	1206.1029
833		1206.3920	Even though they do community stuff, most of it is social.	1208.4763
835		1208.8353	And we did social,	1209.9579
837		1210.1911	[business, and community.]	1211.6785
838	DCB_int_01	1210.4009	[But that was the secondary] was the [social?]	1212.4712
839	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1212.2614	[Mm-hm.]	1213.0028
840	DCB_int_01	1212.9282	So what organization did y'all like, work with the most?	1215.6373
841	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1216.1584	On campus it would have had to be	1219.0075
843		1219.4924	the Sigmas,	1221.1244
845		1223.0957	and it's this other um, Greek organization that's not Divine Nine, but New Zeta Epsilon. They're Christian based.	1228.9651
846	DCB_int_01	1229.7998	But I mean like, I'm talking about youth. Like, what youth group did y'all work [with /th-/?]	1233.2690
847	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1232.7887	[Oh it-] It wasn't necessarily youth group. We would just go out in the community and get youth in the community.	1236.8722
848	DCB_int_01	1237.0914	Oh so y'all would do m- So [it wasn't] like you were part of the [Boys and Girls Club?]	1240.0883
849	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1238.0986	[Yeah.]	1238.4343
851		1239.0218	[Right, so we would host-] So we- We might host, let's say- For Halloween every year we would do like, this um-	1243.9587
852		1244.6348	this f- uh, Halloween feast. And we'll go in the community like Walmart, pass out papers like the /Gammas/ are having	1249.6976
854		1250.1312	The Autumn Festivities Festival, come here. And then all the youth would start to build up that way,	1254.9375
856		1255.2220	like that.	1255.6509
857	DCB_int_01	1255.6230	Gotcha.	1256.1825
858	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1256.3084	[Mm-hm.]	1256.9566
859	DCB_int_01	1256.6348	[Gotcha.] So you're more so giving them another option to [st- different things.]	1260.4106
860	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1259.3848	[So we would host it on] campus,	1261.1100
861		1261.4085	and we'll go in the community to get all the kids to come	1263.5315
863		1263.5863	on the college campus to our event.	1265.1610
864	DCB_int_01	1265.3848	But it wasn't a big city right?	1266.6484
865	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1266.8582	No, not at all.	1267.8701
867		1268.3970	[Mm-mm.]	1268.8400
868	DCB_int_01	1268.6395	[With the] cornfields and [all that.]	1270.0698
869	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1269.4310	[Yeah.]	1270.0372
870	DCB_int_01	1270.3899	[<laugh> That was funny] to me.	1271.7438
871	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1270.3962	[Mm-hm.]	1271.3102
872	DCB_int_01	1272.3034	So,	1272.9888
874		1273.9913	do you have any siblings?	1275.1373
875	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1275.5802	Yes, one.	1276.5828
876	DCB_int_01	1276.6201	Wait, first before we go back to the siblings,	1278.3682
878		1278.4729	what did you major in in college?	1279.7793
879	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1280.0986	Mass media and [communications.]	1281.8997
880	DCB_int_01	1281.5756	[Oh] cause you did Broadcast. That makes sense.	1283.4559
881	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1283.3475	<laugh>	1284.3873
882		1284.6438	But I feel like I should have went with social work.	1286.4411
883	DCB_int_01	1287.0498	Cause that's what you do.	1287.7679
884	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1288.0279	Mm-hm.	1288.3822
885	DCB_int_01	1288.3543	Right now.	1288.7460
886	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1288.7693	Yeah, [my own mentoring] program, work with the kids.	1291.6696
887	DCB_int_01	1289.2589	[Mm-hm.]	1289.6226
888		1292.2944	But do you feel like that kind of gave you a idea? Like,	1295.2962
890		1295.6412	how do you feel like that's connected? Cause I feel like everything we [do is connected.]	1299.2317
891	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1298.0240	[I feel like it's connected too] cause I feel like, with dealing with that you have to learn how to communicate. If you know- You have to learn how to	1303.1846
892		1303.4971	be able to talk to people and stuff like that. So I feel like it worked in a sense,	1307.6565
894		1308.4479	but I definitely thought I should have went into social work. But I don't feel like I had to go into social work to be in social work.	1312.7599
895	DCB_int_01	1313.2402	Mm-hm.	1313.6645
897		1313.8557	Mm-hm.	1314.2381
898	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1314.6764	Yeah.	1314.9142
899	DCB_int_01	1315.2126	So did you- Okay. So you have one- You have a brother.	1317.9066
900	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1318.0325	Mm-hm.	1318.4569
901	DCB_int_01	1318.4662	Mm-hm.	1318.8112
903		1318.9558	And how-	1319.3661
905		1319.8371	Y'all have a age	1320.7230
907		1320.9002	[gap.]	1321.2639
908	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1320.9795	[Gap.]	1321.2499
909		1321.5111	[Yep, eleven] years.	1322.5649
910	DCB_int_01	1321.6230	[/Mm-hm/.]	1321.9867
911		1323.5942	How was that?	1324.1724
912	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1324.6154	<laugh>	1325.6459
914		1326.6018	Um, I love my brother to death. We very close, and so even though that age gap is there,	1332.5039
916		1333.0401	we're still very close. So I'm talking about even though he's thirteen, if I'm at home, he will come and lay up under me, lay in my bed.	1338.8676
918		1339.1986	He got to kiss on me. He got to hug on me. He got to talk to me about everything that goes on in his life.	1343.6412
920		1344.1681	And then I kind of-	1345.4458
922		1345.7116	My mom said I think I'm his mama, and I'm the one that like,	1348.0885
924		1348.5175	got to know what school he going to, help register for school.	1350.9795
926		1351.4551	I got to know about all doctor's appointments, got to give my decision, no, I don't think he should go there.	1355.7018
928		1356.1868	he needs to go here.	1357.0401
930		1357.4458	And so	1358.1312
932		1358.2944	it's amazing. I love my younger brother.	1360.3729
933	DCB_int_01	1360.5268	So, even now, are you and your mom more like sisters?	1363.2173
935		1363.4131	Are y'all- Like is it,	1364.4483
937		1364.7969	mother daughter or is it more like,	1366.3356
939		1366.8765	That's my sister.	1367.6552
941		1368.3127	I mean even though you might not call her your sister, but	1370.1685
943		1370.2571	does it [feel more like] [that? Or does it] feel like, no, [that's my mama.]	1373.2635
944	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1370.6814	[Mm-hm.]	1371.2643
946		1371.3669	[Mm-hm.]	1371.9358
948		1372.5781	[It f- It] feel like more like sisters. Mm-hm.	1375.3665
949	DCB_int_01	1376.0799	Do you think she feels that way too?	1377.5021
951		1378.4895	Or she feels like, no, that's my daughter.	1379.8371
953		1380.2800	Don't get it twisted.	1381.1753
954	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1382.1219	She'll say that,	1383.0638
956		1383.3051	but I would think she would feel like sisters too.	1385.2868
958		1385.6552	But it's just weird because when we in public,	1387.9680
960		1388.4436	and I call her Ma, she be like, oh, don't call me Ma in public. /We/ try and guess my age. And we always laugh about it cause we be like,	1393.3432
962		1393.7022	That's not your daughter.	1394.4483
964		1394.6162	She be like, yes, that's my daughter.	1395.9031
966		1396.9931	But it's more like sisters and my grandma just like, my [mother.]	1399.9820
967	DCB_int_01	1399.4271	[/Mother/.]	1399.8701
968	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1400.1079	<laugh> But it's weird but	1401.6129
970		1401.8600	I still have that respect for my mother like,	1403.1791
972		1403.3165	still gonna call her Ma.	1404.7603
974		1405.4038	She named me after her, it's so weird. But	1407.3855
976		1407.5942	um-	1408.0745
978		1408.1771	[/So my mom-/]	1408.7180
979	DCB_int_01	1408.1864	[So your mom is] also named /RD-NAME-3/.	1409.6133
980	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1409.8324	/RD-NAME-3/, now I'm /RD-NAME-3/.	1411.1520
981	DCB_int_01	1411.3572	Ah. [Gotcha. Okay.]	1412.6301
982	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1411.9913	[And then I'm]	1412.6441
983		1412.7980	/RD-NAME-2/ and she's /RD-NAME-2/.	1414.3683
984	DCB_int_01	1415.1190	Gotcha.	1415.8371
985	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1415.6552	[<laugh>] But yeah. We have that mother daughter relationship, but it's more like sisters cause she's so young. So like, a lot of stuff like, you can't really get away on her cause l-	1423.9867
986	DCB_int_01	1416.1961	[Okay.]	1416.8769
987	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1424.4296	she-	1424.7001
988	DCB_int_01	1425.2305	[I think that's why] you and /RD-NAME-3/ get along cause she's your mom's [age.]	1428.5132
989	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1425.2398	[/I think I have a good-/]	1425.9439
991		1428.2381	[Mm.]	1428.7277
992	DCB_int_01	1428.6904	A litt- [/I don't/- Old- Younger.]	1430.6255
993	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1429.0168	[A little bit youn- youn-] Yep, cause my mom about to be forty next year. [So, Dom- older- Yep.] By two years, yep. [Mm-hm.]	1435.6976
994	DCB_int_01	1433.1097	[So she's a little older than your mom.]	1434.6298
996		1435.4971	[And I] think that's exactly- But that's [why you- Is why because you-] That's what you've [grown up with. And I think it's] that big sister-	1442.0286
997	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1436.8213	[But that probably is why then- <laugh>]	1438.9185
999		1439.5899	[Grown up with. Mm-hm.]	1441.0634
1000	DCB_int_01	1442.3177	Cause I think that's why- It's funny watching you and /RD-NAME-3/.	1444.5967
1001	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1445.3708	Yep.	1445.7252
1002	DCB_int_01	1446.4806	It's very much like the big [sister], [but like] not the real big sister cause like, I think	1451.1003
1003	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1448.1126	[Huh.]	1448.3457
1005		1448.6768	[/Uh-huh/.]	1449.1384
1006	DCB_int_01	1451.3148	your mom is like [the real big sister. But /RD-NAME-3/ like your little big sister.]	1454.8307
1007	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1452.1075	[The real big sister. But /RD-NAME-3/ like a little- Yep.] Mm-hm. I think so [too.]	1456.3449
1008	DCB_int_01	1456.2051	[Mm-hm.] And then /RD-NAME-2/ is like the mama.	1457.9350
1009	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1457.8977	Mm-hm.	1458.5412
1010	DCB_int_01	1459.1427	Yeah, she-	1459.6836
1012		1459.8281	she most definitely is. She's always- She said it,	1461.6420
1014		1462.2843	I had to be the principal today. Lord, these children.	1464.4526
1015	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1464.6251	[Mm-hm. She's like the mama. Yep. Mm-hm.]	1467.5114
1016	DCB_int_01	1464.7883	[And-]	1465.0261
1018		1465.2126	[But she's the club principal. Mm-hm. Mm-hm.]	1467.5301
1019		1467.9486	Um,	1468.4289
1021		1468.6061	so you have one older brother,	1469.9536
1022	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1470.2008	[One younger brother.]	1471.0681
1023	DCB_int_01	1470.2008	[and then y- I mean] one younger [brother.] That's what I meant.	1472.2385
1024	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1471.5344	[Yeah.]	1471.8608
1025		1472.5182	[Mm-hm.]	1473.0218
1026	DCB_int_01	1472.5322	[Do you have any] other big family in DC besides your grandparents?	1475.6793
1027	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1476.0562	Um, like my uncles.	1478.2291
1029		1478.4856	I don't have no aunts at all.	1480.2051
1031		1480.6340	Two uncles.	1481.3848
1032	DCB_int_01	1481.3615	So your mama- So your grandparents had three kids.	1483.7395
1033	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1483.7349	Yep.	1484.0519
1034	DCB_int_01	1484.7467	Two boys and a girl.	1485.5814
1035	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1485.7388	Mm-hm.	1486.2004
1036	DCB_int_01	1486.4429	Was your mom the youngest or oldest?	1487.8044
1037	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1488.3453	<ts> My mom is the baby.	1489.4458
1038	DCB_int_01	1490.1032	[Spoiled.]	1490.8446
1039	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1490.4343	[So] when I came,	1491.4497
1040		1491.7807	I [became the baby.]	1492.7366
1041	DCB_int_01	1492.1118	[Oh.]	1492.7226
1042	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1493.0211	[So that's what I was] telling you	1494.2567
1043	DCB_int_01	1493.0211	[/That's why-/]	1493.7578
1044	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1494.5552	[<laugh>] So it became] not about her and more so about me.	1498.9558
1045	DCB_int_01	1495.0028	[Now I see that it makes sense.	1496.7934
1046		1498.9744	And that's when she was y- [How big-] How	1500.5878
1047	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1499.6832	[Yeah.]	1500.3034
1048	DCB_int_01	1500.7836	big is the gap from your mom to your-	1502.3271
1050		1502.6022	your uncle? Your- the middle child?	1504.3543
1051	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1504.4895	U- u- So,	1504.9325
1053		1505.2216	um, I think it's three and five.	1507.2779
1055		1507.8002	[Three years and then five years.]	1509.5208
1056	DCB_int_01	1507.8095	[Oh, and then five years.] So see,	1509.7539
1057		1510.2657	yes. You messed that all up because now you were the new [baby and you know] [you-]	1514.4716
1058	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1513.4598	[Uh-huh.]	1513.9867
1060		1514.2664	[But my] grandma say all the time like, I was like, the godsend. Like I'm the one that kind of got my uncles off the streets and stuff and	1520.5669
1061		1520.7814	stuff like that.	1521.6580
1063		1522.0077	Yep.	1522.2922
1064	DCB_int_01	1523.1268	So do y'all still do like-	1524.3147
1066		1524.5199	Do y'all do big family gatherings? Do y'all do Sunday dinner?	1527.5788
1067	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1528.0311	We don't do Sunday dinner,	1529.6351
1069		1529.8216	but we're very close. Um,	1532.0447
1071		1532.8187	the boys are like mama's boys,	1534.6232
1073		1535.0289	and so our family is small. So it's just my uncles,	1537.5411
1075		1537.9141	my mom, and that's kind of it. It was my grandparents- We got with the family, but we also did stuff just in our immediate family.	1542.8929
1077		1543.2660	But we get together, like we have to see each other, like at least once out the week.	1547.2621
1079		1547.5045	So we don't go like, weeks without seeing each other.	1549.5784
1081		1549.9328	Not Sunday dinner almost, but if it's like a gathering at the house, fight parties, football season,	1554.8288
1083		1555.6297	/we like/.	1556.2032
1084	DCB_int_01	1556.8700	Do you all do something big for uh-	1558.7165
1085	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1558.9683	Dallas and Redskins.	1560.2075
1086	DCB_int_01	1560.6784	Oh. Well yeah, no. I wasn't gonna talk [about them] cause I'm not a big football person. But did y'all do something big for them?	1564.9056
1087	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1562.1731	[Oh, no.]	1562.6301
1088		1564.9429	Mm-hm.	1565.3486
1089	DCB_int_01	1565.6377	For that- [Y'all-]	1566.1273
1090	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1565.9734	[Yep.]	1566.3511
1091	DCB_int_01	1566.3231	Are y'all a house divided, or everybody's [like]	1568.2478
1092	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1568.0472	[Everybody] Redskin.	1569.0218
1093	DCB_int_01	1569.5207	Oh, okay.	1570.0010
1095		1570.6631	Mm.	1570.8776
1096	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1571.2273	[<laugh>]	1573.1625
1097	DCB_int_01	1571.2320	[/Alright/.]	1571.6144
1099		1572.1226	[Great.]	1572.5551
1100		1573.2173	Um,	1574.0612
1102		1574.8353	no, I was finna say the uh, Pacquiao Mayweather fight. Did y'all do something big?	1578.4817
1104		1578.7650	Cause that was the [most recent big, big] fight.	1580.4949
1105	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1579.2406	[Well they did],	1580.2944
1106		1580.5089	but you know I was out of the country.	1582.3880
1108		1583.0222	during Pacquiao Mayweather fight /night/.	1584.8582
1109	DCB_int_01	1585.0121	No I didn't know that. Where were you?	1586.2431
1110	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1586.4016	I was on a cruise.	1587.5720
1111	DCB_int_01	1588.4859	Was that that [time?]	1589.3766
1112	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1588.9662	[That's my] twenty fifth birthday. Mm-hm.	1590.7743
1113	DCB_int_01	1591.2592	How was [that?]	1591.9400
1114	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1591.5064	[And so they] did. It was amazing.	1592.9052
1115	DCB_int_01	1593.6326	Cause you haven't told me about it so this is a- as good a [time as any] to talk about it.	1596.6728
1116	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1595.4558	[<laugh>]	1596.0807
1117		1597.2266	[<laugh>]	1598.2198
1118	DCB_int_01	1597.7581	[Tell me.] It was what? A week long?	1599.5627
1119		1600.1176	Not [five- It was like f-]	1601.2180
1120	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1600.3274	[It was a- It was a week] long but I stayed in Miami a extra two days. So I was gone like a total of nine days.	1605.5487
1121		1605.8145	And so even though I've traveled- Like my grandparents made sure I traveled since the age of three-	1609.6136
1123		1610.1638	Um, this was my first trip without	1613.2320
1125		1613.9594	any	1614.4630
1127		1614.7568	older people essentially. It was just like, me and my boyfriend.	1616.9565
1129		1617.9590	And so that was- It was a different experience. [It was great.]	1620.3091
1130	DCB_int_01	1619.5351	[Were you ratchet?]	1620.3231
1131	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1621.0634	No, wasn't ratchet.	1622.6314
1132	DCB_int_01	1622.6721	Borderline ratchet?	1623.6886
1133	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1624.2948	/What about/ borderline [ratchet- Maybe. /This is/-]	1626.6868
1134	DCB_int_01	1625.1574	[/I mean/, it's okay, /RD-NAME-3/. You can be borderline] [ratchet.]	1627.3617
1135	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1627.1287	[Maybe] just a little bit, but no, not really. I had a good time. It was amazing.	1630.9009
1136	DCB_int_01	1632.0340	That is like, not detailed at all. That is very much	1635.0871
1137	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1635.2130	[<laugh>]	1638.4630
1138	DCB_int_01	1635.9824	[like no details. Okay, like what did y'all do? What] did y'all eat?	1638.9153
1139	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1639.5903	<laugh> [So you know] cruises all you can eat, so I thought I put on a extra pound, so um,	1645.0505
1140	DCB_int_01	1640.6861	[Where'd y'all go?]	1641.2643
1141	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1646.1592	we did that- But then we also, when we went to	1649.0715
1143		1649.2631	Antigua	1650.6530
1145		1652.1965	we were kind of adventurous. We kind of like, um, met up with a local.	1656.1646
1147		1656.3325	He was our taxi driver,	1657.6556
1149		1658.1219	but he took us to his neighborhood	1659.7212
1151		1660.0476	to really show us.	1661.2320
1152	DCB_int_01	1661.7403	Like, what did- [The non] touristy part?	1663.7442
1153	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1662.2905	[/No/.]	1662.9713
1155		1663.7115	Yeah. <laugh> [And we had a great time.] He cooked for- They cooked for us.	1667.2134
1156	DCB_int_01	1664.8679	[How was that?]	1665.5580
1157	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1667.4605	And it was t-	1668.1693
1159		1668.7230	It was the weirdest most funnest thing ever.	1670.7560
1160	DCB_int_01	1671.3715	But how was that? Because- And I'm gonna- And the [reason- I'm asking] you this for a reason, but I want to know specifically how was it	1676.8166
1161	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1673.4558	[<laugh>]	1673.8335
1162	DCB_int_01	1677.1197	because you got to be a tourist, but then this guy's taking you into his house in- with- /mean/- his family, his neighborhood.	1683.2596
1164		1683.5067	How did that feel- And what do you feel- Like what did you get from that experience?	1686.9573
1165	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1687.7395	I felt like- Once going into	1690.0057
1167		1690.3227	his um,	1691.2973
1169		1691.7589	neighborhood, it felt like home essentially because	1694.8213
1171		1695.1617	even in like, here, DC, people always take you to the monument, they take you to the capitol, but you don't get to see like,	1699.5343
1173		1700.0099	the neighborhood stuff.	1700.9658
1175		1701.2410	But in Antigua, it's /all, oh/ this stuff is nice, and you just think the whole place is just beautiful. But then once he took us there, I'm just like, Oh! So it is this type of parts	1708.7331
1177		1709.1714	in Antigua.	1710.0294
1179		1710.3138	But it was fun. The fact that he like opened his home	1712.8957
1181		1713.3010	to us, it was, aw, that's nice.	1715.1911
1183		1715.7903	Food was great.	1716.6142
1185		1717.3097	My boyfriend didn't want to share cause they kind of made us like one whole bowl,	1720.4730
1187		1720.6492	and he kind of like, took over.	1721.9048
1189		1722.2661	But it was good. It was like rice and fish and like, you know, they make their juice theirself.	1726.4598
1191		1726.6800	Like, from the fruit.	1727.5480
1192	DCB_int_01	1728.8911	So your stuff was fresh.	1730.0498
1193	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1730.0542	Yes, and it was delicious!	1731.6227
1194	DCB_int_01	1731.6183	Like from the tree.	1732.4465
1195	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1732.6051	[Yes. Right there. Right- They did it right there. Yep.]	1735.7943
1196	DCB_int_01	1732.7197	[Right. So they picked it right /where you were s-/]	1735.3411
1197		1736.8649	So-	1737.2570
1198	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1737.2658	But we shouldn't-	1737.8209
1200		1738.1161	It was dangerous, I will admit	1740.1736
1202		1740.5965	in a sense that you did- I didn't- We didn't know who he was. We just [kind of like, went to his neighborhood.]	1745.2043
1203	DCB_int_01	1743.3143	[/I didn't even want say it like that/. I wouldn't want to judge you.]	1745.1911
1204	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1745.5920	But it didn't happen.	1746.9043
1206		1747.3845	Thank God. But we had a great time. And I felt like that was our best experience. Like, we- If you talk about- Like, that was our best experience [from the trip.]	1754.2481
1207	DCB_int_01	1753.7546	[I'm'a do a] side note.	1754.7768
1208		1755.0015	So when Rhonice and Veronica	1756.6889
1210		1756.9312	went in the neighborhood to find her phone,	1759.1032
1211	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1760.0322	[<laugh>]	1760.4772
1212	DCB_int_01	1760.0762	[that was] problematic [for me.]	1761.6315
1213	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1761.2173	[The- the-] They're kids.]	1762.8915
1214		1763.8035	And so even though I should know better, I-	1765.0327
1216		1765.2700	I just don't want	1765.8472
1218		1765.9837	to put them out there like that, but	1767.6932
1220		1767.8870	for me, yeah. [/But I think-/]	1769.0810
1221	DCB_int_01	1768.6668	[No, no. But did you talk to them?]	1770.4159
1222		1770.6224	Because see, that's the pot calling the kettle. But see I'm not gonna [put you- I'm not] gonna put you on blast on [that.]	1775.1162
1223	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1773.5081	[<laugh>]	1773.9487
1225		1774.9444	[But] they went to somebody who stole something from them. That's kind of different than us being in our taxi cab, and like,	1781.0986
1226		1781.5436	oh y'all want to go see da da da da da?	1782.9534
1227	DCB_int_01	1784.4772	But did you	1784.8957
1229		1785.1601	talk to them and tell them that that's not a good [idea? In your loving, sisterly way?]	1789.3015
1230	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1786.7814	[Yeah we did. Mm- Yeah. /I d-/ Uh-huh.] All the time. [Yeah.]	1790.1556
1231	DCB_int_01	1789.9044	[Because] that's not-	1790.5917
1232		1790.7591	That's not a good idea.	1791.6976
1233	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1791.6491	Right, I [talked to- Cause I told 'em that-]	1793.1426
1234	DCB_int_01	1792.0060	When they [came over /?/, we were like], what?	1793.5304
1235	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1793.6757	I told 'em not to go. I told 'em to go to the police station.	1796.2260
1236	DCB_int_01	1796.3450	Yes, but she's like, well I got my phone back.	1798.5347
1237	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1798.9708	Mm-hm.	1799.4114
1238	DCB_int_01	1799.4158	Um,	1800.1119
1240		1800.4329	yeah, but you could have got jacked up.	1801.8736
1241	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1801.8251	Yep.	1802.1291
1242		1802.5212	Which was probably all Rhonice.	1803.8782
1243	DCB_int_01	1804.5611	Really?	1805.0766
1244	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1805.1471	Yes.	1805.7462
1246		1806.9704	Yes. <ts>	1808.0146
1248		1808.8384	[Yes.]	1809.3804
1249	DCB_int_01	1809.1513	[I thought] she was the more [sensical one.]	1811.1779
1250	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1810.4730	[N- N-] No. Rhonice is off the chain.	1812.7948
1251		1813.2083	Off the chain.	1814.4023
1253		1814.7944	Off the chain.	1815.4464
1254	DCB_int_01	1815.5566	So how do you think she gonna do in college?	1817.2396
1256		1819.0761	Is it gonna humble her or is it gonna like, just really take her to another level of off the chainness?	1823.1603
1257	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1824.0326	I really don't know cause I feel like she gonna get more freedom.	1826.1379
1258	DCB_int_01	1826.5653	Mm-hm.	1826.9089
1260		1827.1248	But sometimes freedom is- [is-]	1828.6360
1261	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1828.5170	[No.] So I feel like she's gonna do more.	1830.8653
1262		1831.5652	She do a lot now, under scope, and had a lot of things that even like, somethings that we know that her mom don't know.	1836.9931
1264		1838.1115	And so I feel like now when she get away,	1840.0809
1266		1841.1867	she might-	1841.8035
1267	DCB_int_01	1841.8520	Well sometimes- That's what I'm saying. Sometimes when you get freedom though,	1844.4992
1269		1844.8076	[it- it contro- /Probably/ cause you just like], you know what? Alright, now it's no fun. The fun is being able to hide it,	1850.4243
1270	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1844.8473	[/You don't want/- It c- /calms/ you down?]	1846.8078
1271	DCB_int_01	1850.6754	and think you getting away with something.	1852.1425
1273		1852.3672	Now that you can do it, it's like, eh.	1854.0811
1275		1854.6488	Do you see what I'm saying?	1855.4903
1276	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1855.5432	Yeah.	1856.0322
1278		1856.4507	But I think I was that way around when I went to school.	1858.6051
1279	DCB_int_01	1858.7770	Oh no. See for me like, when I was able to do something, I was like, eh.	1861.4594
1281		1862.0939	I don't know. But I was also a [very letter to the law kind of girl.]	1864.6184
1282	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1863.0235	[But I think she'll do- I think she'll] do fine. I know she's nervous. It's funny cause we just had this conversation	1867.6885
1283		1868.0454	over dinner last night. She's kind of nervous um,	1871.1250
1285		1871.5127	to make that transition.	1872.9748
1287		1873.4393	She just like, hope she do well. [And-]	1875.4723
1288	DCB_int_01	1875.2997	[Did you] tell her that you went to the cornfields and [you was good?]	1877.6592
1289	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1877.0157	[Mm-hm.] Mm-hm.	1878.0555
1290	DCB_int_01	1878.0369	Okay.	1878.4146
1291	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1878.4787	So she should be fine, but I'm tryna get her to	1880.3812
1293		1881.0293	get out of just DC, so like she-	1883.2908
1295		1883.5333	Nothing wrong with her being in a group chat, but /they- have like-/ the DMV	1886.6260
1297		1886.9920	Linked-In group chat.	1888.1484
1299		1888.6147	I'm like,	1888.9271
1301		1889.1696	get to know all the other people too.	1891.1500
1302	DCB_int_01	1891.9055	Oh, are- the people from the school, they already in a group chat.	1894.6660
1304		1894.8991	[Oh because /they went up] this/-	1895.8970
1305	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1895.1369	[DMV]	1895.6778
1306		1896.1150	[/They've met/] everybody from DC and Northern Virginia.	1898.3625
1307	DCB_int_01	1896.1989	[/Mm-hm/.]	1896.6186
1308	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1898.9081	So like she want to room with somebody from DC? No. Get to know other people.	1902.6850
1309	DCB_int_01	1902.8284	Right, like,	1903.5512
1310	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1903.9289	The [world's bigger than DC.] Yeah!	1906.7313
1311	DCB_int_01	1904.1573	[somebody from Iowa.]	1905.5469
1312	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1907.1509	So.	1907.5286
1314		1908.2316	/That's [what-]/	1908.6372
1315	DCB_int_01	1908.4600	[But I] asked you the question about- I know we got off on /RD-NAME-2/ then, but	1911.5982
1316		1911.9153	that was a little crazy. [I thought] that was just	1913.7991
1317	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1912.9084	[Oh.]	1913.1929
1319		1913.7478	[<laugh> So crazy.]	1914.7771
1320	DCB_int_01	1914.1721	[ridiculous.]	1915.1688
1321	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1914.9916	Mm-hm.	1915.6304
1322	DCB_int_01	1915.6910	Um, but I asked you about that because I think about-	1918.2929
1324		1920.6745	like you said, people come to DC,	1922.2133
1326		1922.4231	and you show 'em the monuments. And there- There is no life outside of like that [six block radius.]	1927.4819
1327	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1926.1861	[Right. Yes.]	1927.8729
1328	DCB_int_01	1927.9848	And so what do you feel- How do you feel	1930.2463
1330		1930.9877	as a local, do you take advantage of the touristy stuff, and then do you try to give your touristy	1935.9621
1332		1936.1031	people- Do you feel like you try to give them a local experience, and what would the local experience be?	1940.6842
1334		1940.9920	Or the native [experience?]	1942.3349
1335	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	1942.0551	[So it's] crazy because (laughing)	1944.0648
1336		1944.7538	I've never been	1945.6957
1338		1945.8729	into the touristy stuff. Like, I probably never been- I've probably been outside the White House, but that was-	1950.4255
1340		1950.5484	in my most recent years. Um, don't go to the monument. Don't hang out at all the museums and stuff like that. No.	1956.0742
1342		1956.5859	Probably just on field trips.	1957.9522
1344		1958.4744	But	1959.2904
1346		1959.5376	um,	1960.2323
1348		1960.4328	when I wen- a- went away to school,	1962.1208
1350		1962.3073	and like,	1962.7072
1352		1962.8704	all of my friends was from like DC. My boyfriend was from	1966.1487
1354		1966.3163	Ohio.	1966.9513
1356		1967.0236	Some of my friends from DC, but all my sorority sisters from different places.	1969.5232
1358		1969.8869	So we would alternate like where we would go.	1971.7427
1360		1972.0971	So when I would bring them here,	1973.4773
1362		1974.1348	they got to know	1975.0476
1364		1975.1735	DC outside of the /monuminutes/,	1976.5304
1366		1976.8474	and they fell in love with it. So it became, oh, I'm going to DC spring break, or I'm going to DC	1981.0942
1368		1981.3926	for Christmas. I'm going to DC for Thanksgiving.	1983.2438
1370		1983.5236	And so, If they came here,	1985.2488
1372		1985.7466	th-	1985.8399
1374		1986.9543	Towards my freshman year it was	1988.3858
1376		1988.6656	going to the go go and stuff like that.	1990.5634
1378		1991.0204	So I took a few of them to the go go. I had to make sure they all had Mumbo sauce.	1995.0946
1380		1995.5469	And then DC and Chicago had this thing. Like what's better Mumbo sauce or Mild sauce? I would like take my Mumbo sauce up to Ohio	2001.4163
1382		2001.9572	and stuff like that. But coming here was go go,	2004.0509
1384		2004.2840	Mumbo sauce.	2005.3740
1386		2005.7004	I let them get the experience of the train.	2007.7754
1388		2009.1649	/And those things/.	2010.0042
1389	DCB_int_01	2010.6419	So,	2011.3134
1391		2011.8916	do you feel like-	2013.4396
1393		2014.5494	do you feel like you too loc- Like, why haven't you done the monuments?	2017.9242
1395		2019.0480	And not to say- I mean, cause some- Like there are things in my hometown that I haven't done.	2022.9823
1396	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2022.9823	I mean I don't know. I'm not gonna say I'm not a history	2025.3692
1397		2025.5499	person. That type of stuff	2026.6800
1399		2027.0716	<laugh> [it- it is-] Mm-hm. Not at all.	2029.9428
1400	DCB_int_01	2027.5426	[It doesn't interest you.]	2028.6011
1401		2030.1527	Have you been to [MFA?]	2031.2624
1402	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2030.6563	[Would I do it] now?	2031.8680
1403		2032.0162	I will, but if I do it now, I want to do it more like a-	2034.2362
1405		2034.4134	a romance /??/. Like, oh, let's go visit the monument, eat. [Let's-]	2038.1717
1406	DCB_int_01	2038.0225	[Okay] let me give you a date-	2039.0250
1407		2039.2395	dating tip.	2040.1255
1409		2042.2226	One of the most romantic and [beautiful things- And I kid you not],	2046.2187
1410	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2043.9059	[<laugh>]	2046.4332
1411	DCB_int_01	2046.5766	absolutely beautiful.	2047.5045
1413		2047.8216	Because before I-	2048.6464
1415		2048.7874	like,	2049.0992
1417		2050.0132	was doing a re- I wanted to be a tour guide.	2051.5193
1418	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2051.5193	Uh-huh.	2051.9809
1419	DCB_int_01	2052.7958	One of the most beautiful	2054.4604
1421		2054.8941	and romantic things	2056.3870
1423		2056.4738	is	2057.1789
1425		2057.3701	moonlight- Doing a walking around the monuments at-	2059.7330
1427		2059.9568	at-	2060.2086
1428	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2060.3392	[Probably is. Mm-hm.]	2061.8080
1429	DCB_int_01	2060.6003	[moon light.] But then doing like,	2062.5634
1430		2062.7499	and right on the tidal basin, just [sitting out there and just] looking at the stars- It is absolutely- [I mean,]	2067.5655
1431	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2064.5346	[Oh, oh.]	2065.5698
1433		2067.2298	[<laugh>]	2070.1581
1434	DCB_int_01	2067.8733	[when I tell you /RD-NAME-3/- No! And I'm serious] like,	2070.4379
1435		2071.2900	MLK you can't do at night because it has a different feel. Like you feel very like,	2075.3468
1437		2075.7711	reverence or you want to like,	2076.9869
1438	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2077.3553	[Mm-hm.]	2077.8869
1439	DCB_int_01	2077.3693	[reflect] and pray because it's just	2079.0853
1440		2079.5282	the way it's set up, it makes you just think like,	2082.1441
1441	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2081.0064	[<ts> /Dang/. Okay.]	2081.9483
1442	DCB_int_01	2082.4134	get [my life right and look- look] at all he sacrificed, so that's a little different. And maybe not like, the Korean or the	2087.4447
1443	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2082.6186	[My life together. Okay.]	2083.9102
1444	DCB_int_01	2087.9623	[Vietnam] cause they like- That's war.	2089.7563
1445	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2088.2280	[/Nam/.]	2088.6710
1446		2089.7796	Mm-hm.	2090.1853
1447	DCB_int_01	2090.4091	But if you go to like, the Washington or even the Lincoln- The way it's lit up.	2093.8224
1449		2094.1628	And just watch the reflecting pool.	2095.9615
1451		2096.4931	Um, FDR is actually my favorite. And the waterfall's there.	2099.2255
1452	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2099.2209	Uh-huh.	2099.6918
1453	DCB_int_01	2099.7524	Like, /RD-NAME-3/, I'm telling you. [I'm telling you! Like,]	2102.3672
1454	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2101.0989	[I'm'a try it. <laugh>]	2102.9360
1455	DCB_int_01	2103.0200	Date night	2103.7520
1457		2103.9665	went just [like to a] ten,	2105.1836
1458	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2104.3862	[Really?]	2104.8851
1459	DCB_int_01	2105.5100	and just do like a little picnic.	2107.2061
1461		2107.5512	Um,	2108.2273
1463		2108.6143	I don't know about wine cause I don't know if you can have like, open containers, but	2111.4633
1465		2111.8084	um-	2112.4519
1466	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2112.4227	Probably not.	2113.1502
1467	DCB_int_01	2113.1362	But do like wine and [cheese in your little] picnic basket.	2116.4188
1468	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2114.3299	[Mm-hm.]	2114.9594
1469	DCB_int_01	2116.6100	Girl I'm tell- I'm trying to tell you.	2118.5171
1470	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2118.5859	/But I feel like-/ Yeah, [so.]	2120.1853
1471	DCB_int_01	2119.9708	[Step] your game up.	2120.6656
1472	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2121.4956	That touristy stuff, it just [really-]	2123.5566
1473	DCB_int_01	2123.0250	[You just-]	2123.4540
1474	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2124.0695	But it's crazy because when I go out of town, on a vacation, I want to see the-	2126.9967
1476		2127.6075	[the touristy stuff.] <laugh>	2129.1602
1477	DCB_int_01	2127.6075	[the touristy stuff.]	2128.5598
1479		2128.9970	And if you didn't live here, you would be- But you know what, we need to [take ad- we ne-]	2132.2506
1480	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2131.4019	[But I've also] notice that it's	2133.2485
1481		2133.4350	way more to like,-then just the touristy stuff. So when you say like, letting 'em know there's stuff outside of that. Cause I think that sometimes	2139.1412
1483		2139.6308	people just see that so-	2141.1463
1485		2141.4214	What I'm referencing is to- when I went to Egypt-	2143.6771
1487		2144.1620	you know when you think of Africa, like, you think like, poverty,	2147.2815
1489		2148.5906	and when I went,	2149.4253
1491		2149.6864	it was just the complete	2150.8474
1493		2151.1878	opposite	2152.1204
1495		2152.4748	from- like they had McDonalds delivered on motorcycles. That's better than	2155.4812
1497		2156.0175	our McDonalds. But you don't see that stuff. You just see like,	2158.0365
1499		2158.3256	oh kids just gonna be begging you for stuff, and it wasn't like that at- like,	2161.4253
1501		2161.7284	for me.	2162.1527
1503		2162.5024	It was some parts, [but it's not all bad.]	2164.7406
1504	DCB_int_01	2163.6215	[Did you ride a camel?]	2164.7126
1505	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2165.0810	I did ride the camel. [Climbed] the pyramids.	2168.1620
1506	DCB_int_01	2166.5207	[/I love it/.]	2167.0723
1507	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2168.5164	Did the cruise down the Nile.	2170.2976
1508	DCB_int_01	2170.7825	I love it! When did you go to Egypt?	2172.8575
1509	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2172.9030	That was my sweet sixteen gift.	2174.4324
1511		2175.7351	[<laugh>]	2180.8894
1512	DCB_int_01	2176.0085	[Oh yeah, you could see the little bougie-]	2177.7944
1514		2180.2086	[I'm not mad.]	2181.0573
1515	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2181.5003	Really- [<laugh>]	2187.8919
1516	DCB_int_01	2182.4049	[I'm not- But you know- Because I- My graduation gift from my parents- My dad's from Ghana. So, that's where I went.]	2187.5609
1517		2188.5261	I was in Ghana for two w- Like, so [I understand that. I'm not mad.]	2191.5232
1518	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2190.2607	[So, I'm not gonna say] it like, it was just random sweet sixteen. But um,	2194.1857
1519		2194.6940	/RD-SCHOOL-3/,	2195.4214
1521		2195.8550	because it was a great school- Not taking away fro- /RD-SCHOOL-3/ was a great school, so they had	2199.4303
1523		2199.7241	a program called Club Japan, where every year they would go to a different part	2202.8809
1525		2203.4859	[/of ??/.]	2203.9848
1526	DCB_int_01	2203.4952	[Mm-hm.]	2203.8542
1527	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2204.5677	And then Club Afrique,	2205.9269
1529		2206.0643	where they would go to a different part of Africa.	2207.4167
1531		2207.8923	When I decided to join Club Afrique, they was going to Egypt, and it was around my sixteenth	2212.0225
1533		2212.3536	birthday. So my granddad was like, that's going to be your sweet sixteen, like	2215.1828
1535		2215.8123	what better way can you do that?	2217.0666
1537		2218.3489	And so again,	2219.3001
1539		2219.9716	I don't want to say people hated me, but	2221.6071
1541		2222.6050	<ts> um,	2223.2671
1543		2223.5609	like people had to like, fundraise and stuff to go. Oh I'm sorry.	2226.9904
1545		2227.3085	people had to fundraise and stuff to go.	2229.8593
1546	DCB_int_01	2230.2929	And they was just like, let's write a check.	2231.7105
1548		2232.9496	So do you feel like your grandparents were rich?	2234.8335
1549	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2235.5982	To me that's what I felt like. And then it was just like,	2237.6685
1551		2237.8912	Oh you going to Egypt. You got to have the	2239.3040
1553		2239.4626	mo- the top of the line phone that's gonna work.	2241.7567
1555		2242.0132	And this happened when razors had just came out, and it was like, Oh we're gonna get you the pink razor.	2245.9593
1557		2246.3765	Cause I got to talk to you every day,	2247.6215
1559		2247.9899	every minute. And it became a thing to where everybody else didn't have a phone, so it was kind of like, they was paying me-	2251.9721
1561		2252.1059	to use my phone, like per minute.	2253.5049
1562	DCB_int_01	2253.9625	<laugh>	2254.7435
1564		2254.8851	Boy, you [became like, the nine eight]- the-	2256.4845
1565	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2255.2171	[<laugh>]	2256.1101
1566	DCB_int_01	2256.8191	[the nine hundred number? /What- it just- it's/ so crazy.] So do you feel like you are still	2261.7664
1567	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2256.8611	[<laugh>]	2259.7101
1568	DCB_int_01	2262.2560	like, rich? Do you feel like you-	2264.2786
1569	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2264.3299	No, I feel like things have changed, and it's weird because	2268.5451
1571		2269.2387	I feel like that's why-	2270.7775
1573		2270.9920	I think that plays a part in me not driving and things like that because growing up my grandfather used to always say,	2275.4766
1575		2276.0314	You'll never have to drive, ever in your life. Like you're gonna be chauffeured everywhere you go.	2279.7431
1577		2279.9716	Um,	2280.6757
1579		2281.1222	I'm'a take you to school tomorrow. Even high school, like, I couldn't get a job my senior year. Like, he just didn't want that.	2286.2840
1581		2286.6372	Like, your only job is	2288.4698
1583		2288.9967	education. So I feel like,	2290.2277
1585		2290.6986	once he passed away in two thousand and eight,	2292.7496
1587		2292.8581	it was just like,	2293.5651
1589		2294.3951	Daddy wasn't gonna be around forever. And I didn't think about that.	2297.0343
1590	DCB_int_01	2297.4820	[Mm.]	2297.9902
1591	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2297.8504	[And] so it became real life.	2299.6957
1592		2300.8941	And so, my grandfather was definitely the bread winner,	2304.2514
1594		2304.4472	and so um,	2305.8216
1596		2306.5537	things changed. I was always getting everything I wanted.	2308.7919
1598		2309.1929	Even though my grandmother spoiled me, it wasn't like how my	2311.6537
1600		2311.9848	dad did.	2312.7589
1601	DCB_int_01	2312.9547	She spoiled in you different ways- He spoiled you because he had the financial means. [She-]	2316.6559
1602	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2316.3341	[No] /and love/, so like even [our-]	2318.5910
1603	DCB_int_01	2318.1387	[Right, but I'm] saying but hers- She does not necessarily have the means to back it up to do the- [the financial part.]	2323.1280
1604	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2321.9704	[Right, but she did.] She did,	2324.0594
1605		2324.4977	but	2325.0480
1607		2325.5655	it was just more so him.	2326.6660
1609		2326.9131	But my grandma did too.	2327.9483
1611		2328.6093	It's just that now,	2329.7145
1613		2329.7724	it became like-	2330.8801
1614	DCB_int_01	2331.4583	Are you more [independent or you feel] like you're still financially dependent on-	2334.5265
1615	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2332.2650	[It's just-]	2332.6846
1616		2336.4278	I'm more financially independent in a sense, but as far as like, living on my own? No.	2340.2001
1618		2340.4694	But I'm	2340.7258
1620		2340.9310	about to move out on my own [but like, my grandma- I still-]	2343.7474
1621	DCB_int_01	2342.4464	[So you still living at your childhood] house? [You still live in your-]	2345.1229
1622	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2344.1904	[No. I live] in- I live up the street now. So I live with my grandma but I don't pay like,	2348.5024
1623		2349.3464	rent and stuff. I just started paying my phone bill, that type of stuff. So I'm getting	2352.9182
1625		2353.7563	settled financially.	2354.8428
1626	DCB_int_01	2355.3837	/RD-NAME-3/, you are not financially independent, boo.	2357.3747
1627	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2357.3887	I know. That's [/crazy. Um-/]	2358.8797
1628	DCB_int_01	2358.1616	[But that's okay.]	2359.0849
1629	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2359.2994	[<laugh>] /Minnie?/	2360.2086
1630	DCB_int_01	2359.3087	[Look, let me] find [somebody.]	2361.1226
1631	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2360.6796	[But that's what] I'm working towards, and so I'm tryna get it. Like, that was my- I said /for-, it's/ my twenty fifth birthday, that year	2365.6304
1632		2365.9428	[it was going to be] for me to get my own place, get on my own. So I was like, okay.	2368.9970
1633	DCB_int_01	2366.0268	[/Mm-hm/.]	2366.3625
1634	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2369.5286	Get off your phone- I got off her phone bill.	2371.2900
1636		2372.2832	And you know that was a bit for me like,	2373.7287
1638		2373.9992	sheesh. This stuff ain't no joke.	2375.5819
1639	DCB_int_01	2375.6918	It's expensive. Cause your money come in, [and then it go out and you] be like, [Wait!]	2379.1552
1640	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2377.7750	[Yeah.]	2378.5210
1642		2378.8288	[But even] like, college, like I didn't have to work. Like, it was just call home. Send me money.	2383.1875
1643		2384.5630	[/Unintelligible/]	2385.0619
1644	DCB_int_01	2384.8335	[Mm], I need the phone number you was calling.	2386.7779
1645	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2386.9178	I had two phones.	2388.4938
1646	DCB_int_01	2392.1064	Like two phone numbers?	2393.1183
1647	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2393.1183	Yep.	2393.3514
1648	DCB_int_01	2393.4214	For [what?]	2393.8550
1649	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2393.6359	[I had] a H- Ohio number and DC number.	2395.5885
1650	DCB_int_01	2396.3159	Oh okay.	2396.8335
1652		2397.0386	Cause just in case those in DC need to call you locally, they could	2399.7947
1654		2399.8981	ring you up.	2400.6934
1655	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2400.9730	[Mm-hm. And then- And then like- And then] the- It seemed like T Mobile had better service there, but I wasn't ready to let go of like,	2407.1688
1656	DCB_int_01	2401.3460	[And if your Ohio friends-]	2402.7915
1657		2407.5449	[<laugh>]	2408.4885
1658	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2407.9708	[DC.]	2408.5537
1659	DCB_int_01	2408.5304	So you need to have your [two phones. I underst-]	2410.6380
1660	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2409.5236	[Yeah. /I needed 'em/.]	2410.6380
1661	DCB_int_01	2410.8851	You know what I'm not gonna be mad at that. I understand cause at- in one point in college, I did too.	2414.6889
1663		2414.9780	Because I was not sure if I wanted to switch to T Mobile.	2417.4447
1664	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2417.4820	[Mm-hm.]	2417.9669
1665	DCB_int_01	2417.7431	[So I] had my T Mobile number's like four four four something. And then I had my	2421.9526
1666		2422.2323	eight three four number	2423.4167
1668		2423.5939	cause I was like, well, maybe I don't want to go from A [T and T.]	2426.0594
1669	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2425.4346	[Uh-huh.]	2425.8822
1670	DCB_int_01	2426.4837	It was a whole big thing, [so I understand that sys- /??/.]	2428.6706
1671	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2427.1832	[That's- But sometimes I] feel like being in school you kind of get handed things. And I think some people think it's a good thing, but I think	2433.1365
1672		2433.3137	it's like a bad thing too.	2434.8432
1673	DCB_int_01	2434.9038	Why?	2435.2535
1674	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2436.0928	Because like, I became so like, into thinking that everything was supposed to happen- happen [my way], and it even plays a role in my relationships.	2443.1047
1675	DCB_int_01	2439.8766	[Mm.]	2440.8383
1676		2443.8076	[Mm.]	2445.1785
1677	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2444.7868	[Like] you are really spoiled. Like you really think that everything /had to happen- You're like, that's/ not my way, it's just like-	2449.5560
1678	DCB_int_01	2450.6236	It's not gonna be anyway.	2451.5282
1679	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2451.5702	Anyway.	2452.0505
1681		2452.6147	And then so when I met my boyfriend in Ohio, he kind of like, shift things like,	2455.9755
1683		2456.4418	Well I might not can always be around.	2458.0344
1685		2458.1826	You gonna have to learn how to do this, and do that, do this, do- So, he kind of told me like,	2461.1500
1687		2461.4299	how to do this, how to do this.	2462.8381
1689		2463.5329	Cause he was	2464.2929
1691		2464.6100	independent.	2465.4447
1693		2466.2036	Like he had to go out and get everything on his own, work.	2469.2531
1694	DCB_int_01	2469.8500	I'm giving you a hard time, but I'm spoiled too. So I also had to [learn that lesson.]	2473.2781
1695	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2472.3808	[<laugh> It very- It really is.]	2475.6028
1696	DCB_int_01	2473.4952	[And it's a hard lesson! And-]	2476.1859
1697		2476.2979	um,	2476.8294
1699		2476.8800	my mom always wanted a girl, and then my brother- We're seven years apart.	2480.0781
1700	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2480.0827	Mm-hm.	2480.4464
1701	DCB_int_01	2480.7822	And-	2481.3883
1702	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2481.3930	You younger, he-	2482.2230
1703	DCB_int_01	2482.1950	I'm the [young- Uh-huh, I'm] the baby.	2483.5846
1704	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2482.7686	[Okay.]	2483.1602
1705		2483.6312	Okay.	2484.0369
1706	DCB_int_01	2484.2514	And	2485.1885
1708		2485.3186	um, so, when we went to church- Had all the church ladies [were like],	2488.8898
1709	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2488.2556	[Uh-huh.]	2488.7033
1710	DCB_int_01	2489.2442	you know-	2489.7571
1712		2490.2141	They-	2490.5654
1714		2490.6485	Mimi, that's what they called me. Oh Mimi got to come sit with us, and so I had all the fluffy [dresses, and I had] really long pony tails, so this one lady- She was the church lady, she did my hair.	2499.7147
1715	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2495.2115	[Mm-hm.]	2495.7338
1716	DCB_int_01	2500.3069	Like, and so I was really really spoiled, and my brother didn't have all this cause my mom was just starting out [with him.]	2505.2858
1717	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2504.6516	[Uh-huh.]	2505.2438
1718	DCB_int_01	2505.5842	And she had just moved	2506.7686
1720		2506.9737	by herself, so I underst- It was very [hard for me] to get older	2510.5164
1721	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2509.0009	[Mm-mm.]	2509.6351
1722	DCB_int_01	2510.7635	and realize, look, everything [is not gonna be your way.]	2513.2255
1723	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2512.1391	[Not gonna be handed] to you. Mm-mm.	2514.3353
1724	DCB_int_01	2514.4321	And we weren't rich by any means, but my mom made a lot of sacrifices so I could [go to Africa and-]	2520.0555
1725	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2518.8618	[And it made people hate me.] Even- [/People/.] Cause I was- I don't feel like I was like-	2523.3790
1726	DCB_int_01	2520.5626	[Mm-hm.]	2521.0149
1727	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2523.6961	I'm always been like the compassionate type person, very people person,	2526.8611
1729		2527.1968	but because of how my grandfather treated me- I'm not gonna say people envied it, but they really just didn't like me.	2531.4540
1731		2531.9063	So like, if school lunch was like,	2534.2496
1733		2534.3545	nasty or if my grandpa didn't want me to eat the school lunch, he would come like,	2537.4540
1735		2537.9156	bring me like,	2538.3049
1737		2538.5182	Chinese [food. <laugh>]	2542.0350
1738	DCB_int_01	2539.3818	[That's what my mom would do! ]	2540.6827
1739		2542.2576	So then I had to start eating in the office. [Like I couldn't even eat in the cafeteria.]	2545.8388
1740	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2543.9689	[Yeah. Me too. Th- Me too.] That's how it was for [me too. <laugh>]	2547.5687
1741	DCB_int_01	2546.7853	[<laugh>]	2547.3122
1742	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2547.8613	And so- And like, I would be the one that could leave out, go get my food from the truck. Like, it was- it-	2552.3563
1744		2552.5755	if people really hated it- And it's just so funny cause one guy	2555.3767
1746		2555.7311	outside of school had came up to me and was like,	2557.9507
1748		2558.4216	You know a girl mentioned to me that you get your food sent to- And I'm just like, why is a dead beat- And he went to a whole different school.	2562.0895
1751		2565.2143	And another girl in my school was talking to me about him,	2567.3161
1753		2567.7451	and we wasn't even friends necessarily, and I'm just like, that's weird. Uh- it's not my fault. Like,	2571.9312
1755		2572.6447	heh-	2572.9431
1756	DCB_int_01	2573.5120	You wished you was- They was- They was watching you.	2575.5077
1757	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2575.4984	They was.	2576.9299
1758	DCB_int_01	2577.5454	So, okay. One thing that you keep talking about I want to go back to- Cause I was gonna ask later but this is a good- And then we got off on this- all this other stuff [/about being in school/], so- You know I'm scatterbrained /RD-NAME-3/. You got to- You know I got to come back.	2588.3004
1759	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2583.7074	[/??/ <laugh>]	2585.5446
1761		2586.5891	[Oh, it's fine. I-] it's just fine.	2588.8972
1762	DCB_int_01	2589.0138	Go go.	2589.5594
1763	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2590.1784	[Yes.]	2590.8079
1764	DCB_int_01	2590.6773	[Girl], are you- You've talked about like,	2592.5798
1765	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2592.6217	[Mm-hm.]	2593.3352
1766	DCB_int_01	2593.0694	[two or] three different times. Tell me,	2594.9905
1767		2595.4743	first of all, how did you get introduced to go go?	2597.6099
1768	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2599.4890	So you know go go, it stands from different age groups, so like I said, being that- my- my mom	2604.2580
1770		2604.5844	and her friends, cause they were all younger of course-	2607.3868
1772		2607.6841	they had their genre	2609.0177
1774		2609.4280	of go go, like the bands they listened to. Like Backyard, Red Essence, EU,	2613.7447
1776		2614.2157	Sugar Bears	2614.9990
1778		2615.3161	and stuff like that.	2616.1974
1780		2616.4912	So I was introduced	2617.2139
1782		2617.4051	to it at that point,	2618.8972
1784		2619.1770	and then once I started going to it became like fast paced and	2622.4679
1786		2622.8689	not as slow as theirs was. And so,	2625.0091
1788		2625.3775	just being in school- So like in school, people started go go bands. Like, it was a go go band in /RD-SCHOOL-3/, and then it became to like, oh, come see us	2632.1889
1790		2632.7193	at this place. Come see us at that place.	2634.3746
1792		2634.5844	Okay.	2635.0740
1794		2635.1906	And then it became to me being interested in all the other bands, so I was like,	2638.2623
1796		2638.8405	/at the/ [go go.]	2639.3861
1797	DCB_int_01	2639.0783	[How do you start] a go go band? Like just any kind of like-	2641.4844
1798	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2641.4797	Mm-hm.	2641.9320
1799	DCB_int_01	2642.0766	You [just get some] people to [sing, play the congos.]	2644.4593
1800	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2642.1791	[Like-]	2642.5755
1802		2642.9625	[Yep. Sing. Yep.]	2644.4733
1803		2644.6633	Mm-hm. Come up with a name.	2646.1181
1805		2646.6124	Mm-hm.	2646.9621
1806	DCB_int_01	2647.0973	What's your favorite band?	2647.9833
1807	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2648.3423	TCB.	2649.0278
1808	DCB_int_01	2649.5314	TCB.	2650.0956
1810		2650.3556	Why?	2650.6400
1811	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2651.9176	Cause they older, but they got that	2654.0113
1813		2654.4170	young feel. They [just-]	2655.9231
1814	DCB_int_01	2655.5360	[Have you ever] seen them [perform?]	2656.7939
1815	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2656.6633	[Mm-hm.]	2657.0317
1816	DCB_int_01	2657.1902	So tell me about the first time you went to-	2659.2979
1818		2660.0393	the first time you went to the go go.	2661.6153
1819	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2662.4395	It was weird because I don't like being hot.	2664.7989
1821		2665.1906	I really hate being hot, and I didn't think about no place could be so packed.	2668.6540
1823		2669.1389	And you're like,	2670.1834
1825		2670.6963	so close to each other. I'm talking about like,	2672.3470
1827		2672.7340	you really don't want to dress dress up because people gonna step on your shoes. You have to be ready for that.	2676.8502
1829		2677.6522	But for me it was just being packed- But it was so fun. Like, I'm dancing but then on- once you leave, you're like drenched. Like,	2683.4657
1831		2684.0672	but it was amazing. I- What I did- What I di- di- didn't like about the go gos back then was like, of course the neighborhood stuff. So once the go go bands started calling all the neighborhoods,	2690.6781
1833		2691.0231	they like rowdy. Like, they jumping up jumping up jumping up. Like,	2694.0622
1835		2694.6171	I didn't like that part of it, but	2696.0766
1837		2696.4636	the music in itself.	2697.5174
1839		2698.2903	[Uh-huh.]	2698.6260
1840	DCB_int_01	2698.3369	[So when] you talk about-	2699.4047
1841		2700.9808	when you- where were you for your first g- where- where were you	2703.7960
1843		2704.0152	that was so hot, packed. I mean, and that's generally- Cause [/I've been/]	2706.9481
1844	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2706.4958	[That's when I] was going to the um, DC Tunnel.	2709.1350
1845	DCB_int_01	2710.5887	Where is that?	2711.0457
1846	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2711.3394	Off of uh, think- I want to say Queens Chapel Road. You know where Stadium is?	2714.9672
1847	DCB_int_01	2715.4848	Mm-hm.	2716.0583
1848	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2716.1457	It's over- It's over there. It was [in the back, like a little white house.]	2718.8572
1849	DCB_int_01	2717.0876	[/Oh, I go to the little bank/ over there.]	2718.8549
1850	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2718.9440	Mm-hm.	2719.6196
1851	DCB_int_01	2720.4123	Um, that's the only reason I know where that is is because I go to the Credit Un-	2723.7964
1853		2724.0482	/?/-	2724.2674
1854	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2724.2347	And then I was doing the Le Pearl, the Mad Chef. That's a	2727.4055
1855		2727.6340	largo.	2728.3241
1856	DCB_int_01	2729.6985	I've heard of	2731.1300
1858		2731.9040	Mad Chef.	2732.9205
1859	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2733.1957	Mm-hm.	2733.9883
1861		2734.5188	Then the Market Lounge off of Florida Avenue.	2736.9155
1862	DCB_int_01	2738.5895	Do you still go to go gos now?	2739.7272
1863	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2741.2089	Uh, I went to one this year. Yeah.	2743.6429
1865		2744.0486	But it's different now, and I'm not into the club scene no more.	2746.6400
1867		2746.8918	But I had my moments when I wanted let my hair down and I called it like, be ratchet.	2750.7294
1869		2750.9392	And so like-	2751.6992
1871		2752.1877	[<laugh>]	2753.8524
1872	DCB_int_01	2752.2483	[When was your last be ratchet moment?]	2753.9316
1873		2754.3559	Why is that fun- [No that's] a- like a [legit question.]	2756.7061
1874	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2754.8595	[Uh-]	2755.2186
1876		2755.8201	[Oh,]	2756.6781
1877		2756.8599	probably-	2757.9524
1879		2758.0868	When did we go? I want to say Feb-	2759.8477
1881		2760.1601	no March.	2761.5170
1883		2762.1558	Me and one of my close friends went.	2763.5873
1884	DCB_int_01	2765.0830	So who are you- Who is in your circle in- Like, I know you said you met your best friend in-	2769.4754
1886		2770.0303	What was it? Elementary or middle school?	2771.5633
1887	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2771.5399	I met her in middle school. Mm-hm.	2772.9575
1888	DCB_int_01	2773.4937	And so who do you hang out with?	2774.8786
1890		2775.0371	Are you still close- Like your	2776.2168
1892		2776.5794	school [friends?]	2777.3628
1893	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2776.9198	[My circle] of friends it's the Fab Five.	2780.2817
1894		2781.8764	Um, it's five friends.	2783.6612
1896		2783.8057	I told you one passed away,	2785.3631
1898		2785.5870	so it was four of us now, but that's who-	2787.3169
1900		2787.8065	that's my circle.	2788.5839
1901	DCB_int_01	2788.6120	And how'd you- But how'd y'all meet? Was it- It wasn't college. It was- This was all before you went to college.	2792.8972
1902	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2793.6806	S- kind of sort of. So I'm the link, so- Well I'm not- I'm not the link, and I wasn't the link.	2797.4937
1904		2797.8527	I'm the one that pull everybody	2799.3589
1906		2799.5174	together so to speak. So it was me and my best friend /RD-NAME-2/.	2802.2394
1908		2802.7057	We've known each other since seventh grade.	2804.0859
1910		2804.7387	And then, <laugh>	2805.9650
1912		2806.3556	it's not funny but	2807.2229
1914		2807.7311	I was-	2808.2021
1916		2808.3559	Towards my ninth grade year I became a part of a group called Keep it Tight	2811.4008
1918		2811.5769	in church which is not to have sex [until] your married,	2814.3280
1919	DCB_int_01	2813.4607	[Mm-hm.]	2813.7404
1920	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2814.6824	which is how I met my friend Jelly.	2816.3703
1922		2818.0618	[/Okay/.]	2818.4535
1923	DCB_int_01	2818.1271	[/RD-NAME-2/?]	2818.5188
1924	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2818.6960	Yes, her real name is /RD-NAME-3/. We call her /RD-NAME-2/.	2820.5704
1925	DCB_int_01	2820.8036	Oh.	2821.0507
1926	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2821.2139	And so,	2822.1698
1928		2822.3983	I met /RD-NAME-2/ ninth grade.	2823.7645
1930		2824.5514	/RD-NAME-2/,	2825.3115
1932		2825.6332	the one that passed away is who I've known since pre K.	2827.8341
1934		2828.7807	And then we just met /RD-NAME-2/, I want to say three years ago through my best friend /RD-NAME-2/.	2833.5543
1936		2833.9367	And so m- It was	2835.2843
1938		2835.7832	And/RD-NAME-2/ birthday- I started a mentoring program, so these are people that wanted to be mentors-	2839.1533
1940		2839.6149	So I introduced them to each other, even though I had other mentors that had applied we all went to dinner together.	2844.2907
1942		2844.4119	And then that's how we formed the Fab Five.	2846.6035
1943	DCB_int_01	2847.5396	And how long have y'all been like, the [Fab] Five?	2849.8477
1944	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2849.1436	[Ba-]	2849.3767
1945		2849.9969	For three years.	2851.0973
1946	DCB_int_01	2851.2372	For three years. Now who's the one that died?	2852.8226
1947	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2853.0558	/RD-NAME-2/. [The one I've known since pre K.]	2854.6400
1948	DCB_int_01	2853.5116	[/That's the one in the-/]	2854.5514
1949		2854.8032	in the car accident.	2856.0389
1950	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2856.0109	Yes.	2856.4492
1951	DCB_int_01	2856.5471	Can you tell me about that?	2857.4704
1953		2857.9320	Like,	2858.2724
1955		2858.9485	I know you showed me the vid- And I- If it's too	2861.0876
1957		2861.3954	traumatic then you don't have to. But I just remember-	2863.7828
1959		2864.9578	I remember us talking like bits and pieces [about it.]	2867.6285
1960	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2867.0177	[Mm-hm.]	2867.6472
1961		2869.9180	Talk about it in what sense? Like our friendship? How it happened? How it [affected] me?	2873.4001
1962	DCB_int_01	2872.7846	[Mm-hm.]	2873.1203
1963	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2873.6332	All that type of stuff.	2874.3186
1965		2874.9808	So me and Brittany met each other in pre-K.	2876.8167
1967		2876.8958	My grandfather- I guess /??/ his occupation. My grandfather was a DC fire fighter.	2880.9341
1968	DCB_int_01	2881.5403	[Hm.]	2881.6895
1969	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	2881.5497	[Once] he retired he became a fire inspector.	2883.5722
1970		2884.3089	And so, /RD-NAME-2/ grandma worked on the fire department. And so, once they knew that their grandkids was going to the same school. /So it was all,/ y'all have to go see each other!	2892.2534
1972		2892.6544	And so me and /RD-NAME-2/ began-	2894.1652
1974		2894.3610	Our every Friday ritual was to go to McDonald's and get a fish sandwich. This was every Friday.	2898.7383
1976		2898.8875	And she would spend the night	2899.7362
1978		2900.2071	over my house. And our communication	2902.3987
1980		2902.7193	went all the way up	2903.6472
1982		2904.2301	until high school	2905.1766
1984		2905.5263	cause we went to the /RD-SCHOOL-4/.	2907.0231
1986		2907.4101	I went to a different high school than she did	2909.6239
1988		2910.1368	but then college, we kind of	2911.7921
1990		2912.1838	came back in contact.	2913.9173
1992		2914.0851	And then she /joined my ??/ program,	2915.5848
1994		2915.6446	after I had graduated.	2916.7943
1996		2917.3445	And so, um	2918.8133
1998		2919.6340	when the Fab Five started it became a every weekend thing. Like, we had to do something every weekend. We was going out of town.	2924.7014
2000		2925.0837	We was big on birthdays. We do it real big for each other's birthday.	2928.6544
2002		2928.9575	And so um,	2930.0579
2004		2930.8086	<ts>	2931.0418
2006		2931.7925	in December of two thousand and thirteen,	2934.6637
2008		2936.1232	let me rewind.	2937.1397
2010		2937.4708	Um,	2938.0991
2012		2938.2810	we all supposed to go on a cruise for Drea's twenty fifth birthday.	2941.0461
2014		2941.5217	And Brittany had paid her money. We had all paid our money.	2943.7319
2016		2943.9685	And then randomly, Brittany was like,	2945.9456
2018		2946.6077	I'm not gonna be able to go.	2947.7641
2020		2948.1745	She was like, um,	2949.3499
2022		2949.4446	I got something to do	2950.4488
2024		2951.8570	in December.	2952.6917
2026		2952.8595	/???/ of what she had to do.	2954.3657
2028		2954.7676	Uh, she was just like, I know I'm'a have something to do.	2957.2555
2030		2957.7218	So I have to pull out.	2958.7197
2032		2958.9575	So- But we never paid no attention to it. We were just like,	2961.1304
2034		2961.9126	Okay.	2962.3369
2036		2963.4001	So, December seventh, when we got the phone call- When we got the phone call, to came to us as if	2969.0737
2038		2969.2089	her sister had passed away.	2971.1999
2040		2972.4822	And so	2973.3169
2042		2973.7692	um,	2974.3416
2044		2974.6400	I called the Fab,	2975.8430
2046		2976.0622	and I'm like, y'all we need to go check on Brittany.	2977.7548
2048		2977.9646	I heard that her sister passed away, and we just need to go and be there for her.	2981.2182
2050		2982.7896	We get to Brittany house, and um,	2985.6992
2052		2986.0571	her brother like,	2986.7939
2054		2987.0037	Y'all here to see Brittany?	2987.9456
2056		2988.0855	We like, yeah.	2988.8362
2058		2989.3771	No! On our way to- Somebody had called us back, and was like, well you know it was both of 'em.	2992.7379
2060		2993.6285	So at this point, like, our minds just all over the place. So then when we get to her house, her brother like, well did you want to see Brittany? Y'all here to see Brittany?	2999.3628
2062		2999.7358	So at this time, we feel relief- Still sad that her sister passed, but we feel relief cause he like, y'all want to see Brittany? Okay, go upstairs. So we like,	3004.9757
2064		3005.1762	<sigh> Thank God. Dodged that bullet.	3006.9715
2066		3007.4191	We get upstairs,	3008.5895
2068		3009.5687	and her grandmother come to the door,	3011.1296
2070		3011.4187	and she was like, hey y'all. We like, hey, Miss /RD-NAME-1/.	3013.7968
2072		3014.8273	And she's like, Brittany not here. So we like, okay, maybe she at the hospital	3018.3612
2074		3018.9202	for /RD-NAME-2/.	3019.6103
2076		3020.0206	And so she looked	3020.9672
2078		3021.2376	different.	3021.9744
2080		3022.6120	And so,	3023.6519
2082		3023.9643	we c- Jelly was just like, Miss /RD-NAME-1/ are you sure? Cause we heard some things.	3028.1842
2084		3028.7892	And so she called us into her living room,	3030.8147
2086		3030.8745	and she told us that it was actually Brittany that had passed instead of the sister.	3034.6307
2088		3036.3933	I immediately	3037.4564
2090		3037.8574	left the house.	3039.5267
2092		3040.3323	Um,	3040.9291
2094		3041.1902	call my grandma and my mom. They had got there	3043.4704
2096		3043.6336	in probably less than ten minutes.	3045.1257
2098		3045.6153	And so we were all very	3047.1156
2100		3047.5446	over r- hysterical. And my grandmother didn't know what to do. She said, but I know somebody that can. She took us to church.	3053.2275
2101	DCB_int_01	3053.5633	Hm.	3053.8430
2102	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3054.2627	I'm talking about like, we in pajamas. Like,	3056.3983
2104		3056.5475	but she didn't know what else to do with us, so they prayed over us in church. And it's funny, that's how I Ms. /RD-NAME-1/	3060.4632
2106		3061.0694	Weird.	3061.4890
2108		3062.3517	And it wasn't i-	3062.7946
2110		3063.2936	/When I realized I hadn't knew her/ til I came here, she's like,	3065.1902
2112		3065.3721	You were the group that came to the church and we prayed over.	3067.8761
2114		3069.1071	/Like that/.	3069.8671
2116		3070.9897	And so um,	3072.3886
2118		3073.0461	<ts> it really took a toll on us because /RD-NAME-2/ was a part of our everyday routine. Group chat, hanging out,	3078.1088
2120		3078.5285	and so it was hard.	3079.7408
2122		3080.3563	And so,	3081.0968
2124		3081.2314	once the cruise- So we said, maybe /RD-NAME-2/ kind of knew.	3083.9316
2125	DCB_int_01	3084.4958	Something was gonna happen (whispered).	3085.5123
2126	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3085.5077	Something was gonna happen because the week before she passed,	3088.4208
2127		3088.7379	she made individual dates with all of us.	3090.7943
2129		3091.5170	And those dates was like, how much she loved us, how much she cared about us. Like,	3095.3441
2131		3095.7218	just that one on one that she wanted with each	3097.8574
2133		3098.4123	member	3098.9471
2135		3099.0468	of the Fab.	3099.8998
2137		3100.7985	And it was the weirdest thing ever. And then that weekend	3103.2979
2139		3103.4424	before, we had like a big pow wow sleepover. Like, getting our feelings out with stuff we wanted to do, or stuff like that.	3108.6264
2141		3109.1020	And she was kind of like- I'm not gonna say she was reserved, but she was like,	3111.6806
2143		3112.0012	had like a calm	3113.4234
2145		3114.4026	space, and we was like,	3115.6382
2147		3116.1558	wow. And then our last conversation with /RD-NAME-2/ was about cops, like,	3119.6425
2149		3120.6777	sh- how she liked people in uniform, but it had to be a PG cop.	3123.8578
2151		3124.4022	And so when she died, I'm just like- She was in PG, cops, all these things. I'm like, Brittany kind of-	3129.9324
2152	DCB_int_01	3126.1974	[/It was all these things/.]	3127.5730
2153	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3130.3835	I feel like she knew	3131.5120
2155		3132.4445	what was going on. But even still, it plays	3135.4521
2157		3135.7727	a big part in our lives. And I think I was- I was in a good space until Thursday,	3139.7781
2159		3140.3796	until the trial when I was asked to speak.	3142.0909
2161		3142.4302	I feel like I was really at a good space in my life,	3144.9108
2163		3145.5450	and I feel like,	3146.0859
2165		3146.2398	reopening that, has put me at a set back in a sense that, I didn't want to see how she died.	3151.6569
2167		3152.2817	And so the fact that video has to keep like,	3153.9941
2169		3154.3132	replaying,	3155.0550
2171		3155.5866	and I really had to see a psychiatrist on Wednesday.	3157.9273
2172	DCB_int_01	3159.4101	And it doesn't help that you have it on your phone.	3161.1110
2173	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3161.7498	I don't. It's on the news.	3163.8807
2175		3164.2118	It's not in my phone. I [didn't save it to my] phone. It's like, on a website	3167.6395
2176	DCB_int_01	3165.3267	[Oh okay.]	3166.0262
2177		3167.8027	Oh, [okay.]	3168.6234
2178	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3168.1664	[of the news.] Yeah I don't look at it. [Like even] if I show people like, I won't look at it.	3171.8723
2179	DCB_int_01	3169.8439	[Okay.]	3170.3289
2180	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3172.0308	But-	3172.5437
2181	DCB_int_01	3173.2152	Cause it was horrific. [/inaudible/]	3175.2389
2182	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3174.1524	[It was horrific.]	3175.2389
2183	DCB_int_01	3175.4674	But you know what, /RD-NAME-3/, I think- I commend you because, you know	3179.0380
2185		3179.6209	mental health is so important. And it's a community- [Especially black] people	3183.1122
2186	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3181.7845	[Mm-hm.]	3182.4139
2187		3183.1822	[Mm-hm.]	3183.7790
2188	DCB_int_01	3183.4060	[We don't]-	3184.0075
2189		3184.5810	We don't take enough care in that. It's very stigmatized, [and I commend] you. Like, if you realize you have an issue-	3190.5018
2190	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3187.8964	[Mm-hm.]	3188.5665
2191	DCB_int_01	3191.0100	like look, I just need to get some things off my chest. [And that- that] doesn't mean you crazy, or,	3194.9024
2192	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3192.8752	[Mm-hm.]	3193.4161
2193		3195.1076	[Mm-hm.]	3195.6251
2194	DCB_int_01	3195.1309	[you gonna] go out and [shoot up fifteen peo-] You just	3197.4903
2195	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3196.3386	[Mm-hm.]	3197.0520
2196		3197.6302	[Yeah, I knew it wasn't crazy.] It's just, it's a lot to deal with, and so like I tell people [all the time-]	3201.9935
2197	DCB_int_01	3197.6349	[/having/ some issues.]	3199.1130
2199		3201.4526	[And she was young. You guys are young.]	3203.3131
2200	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3202.3526	[She was young!] Yeah. And so, losing my grandfather-	3205.1270
2201		3205.4441	It was hard. Of course it was hard, but I also felt like he got to live his life.	3209.1266
2202	DCB_int_01	3209.2572	[Mm-hm.]	3209.7328
2203	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3209.5463	[So when I] think about my best friend, it's just like-	3211.6119
2204		3211.9558	She was working on her Masters. She would have been	3213.6065
2206		3213.7697	finished her Masters.	3214.8189
2208		3215.2665	She would- She had just got the	3216.7073
2210		3216.9125	position she wanted in HR for the Secret Service.	3219.6858
2212		3220.7769	No kids. She was my right hand in my mentoring programs. So it was just like-	3225.3594
2214		3225.8070	All the stuff was just like, damn. Did she have to go out like that? Like did it have to be so- Did she have to lose half of her face? Did she really have to	3232.2453
2216		3232.6557	go out like that? Just getting up because her sisters call her like, can you come and get us?	3236.5247
2218		3236.8558	And so that plays another part of me wanting to drive because /RD-NAME-2/ had just started driving. That accident was probably like /RD-NAME-2/ probably like, tenth time ever driving.	3243.1682
2219	DCB_int_01	3244.6836	But it wasn't her fault.	3245.6722
2220	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3245.6069	I know it wasn't her fault, but that kind of like,	3247.7425
2221	DCB_int_01	3249.2708	[Gives you pause. Yeah.]	3250.5810
2222	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3249.2754	[Shook me u- Yeah], like-	3251.0986
2223		3251.4017	So I was at that point where /RD-NAME-2/ was like, oh /RD-NAME-3/, I did it, you know what I'm saying? Now I'm not the last one not to have my license. You should be next. You should go.	3257.3551
2225		3257.6395	I'm like, oh, I'm going. I'm going. I'm going. And then when that happened, I'm like,	3260.5294
2226	DCB_int_01	3261.2661	I'm good.	3261.7417
2227	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3261.7044	I'm good.	3262.2360
2228		3262.5764	So like even now,	3263.6722
2230		3263.9939	getting the car, it's not- it's not good for me. I'm talking about like, if a	3266.7159
2232		3267.1309	bus coming right here, I'm like holding on to the rail.	3269.9892
2234		3270.2644	I'm like,	3270.8442
2236		3271.0237	real shook up.	3271.8637
2238		3272.5014	[It's real bad.]	3273.2241
2239	DCB_int_01	3272.5946	[So you'd rather] do public [transportation?]	3274.9867
2240	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3274.1287	[I'd rather]	3275.0240
2241		3275.4297	do public transportation. But it's weird	3277.1317
2243		3277.8626	because our friend Jelly is in a Car Club.	3280.2220
2245		3281.1219	<ts> And so I'm around them.	3282.6419
2247		3282.7067	They speed. They do all types of stuff they want to do.	3285.0190
2249		3285.3500	And I be okay with it.	3286.3616
2251		3286.4363	It- it-	3286.8888
2253		3287.3038	it's weird. It's just [/but/]	3288.7027
2254	DCB_int_01	3288.3063	[No, because] there's certain associations. Right? That's	3290.3102
2255	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3290.4641	[<laugh>] Yeah. [<laugh> /I- I-/ different.] Mm-hm.	3295.8171
2256	DCB_int_01	3290.4827	[I- I think th- th- that's recreational. ]	3292.3759
2258		3292.9168	[Right? So in your mind, that's something completely different.]	3295.0011
2259		3295.9465	But in a car-	3297.3290
2261		3297.4391	But you don't mind flying?	3298.6044
2262	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3298.8888	Right.	3299.2199
2264		3300.6047	It's the weirdest thing ever.	3301.7751
2265	DCB_int_01	3301.8171	Mm-hm. But because it's- j- th- [th-] And riding the bus is very different cause that's not	3306.2970
2266	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3303.5505	[<laugh>]	3304.1894
2267	DCB_int_01	3306.6980	like,	3307.0291
2269		3307.6667	the kind of car that [she was- She was in a small personal car.]	3311.1406
2270	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3308.7625	[Yes m- Right. Mm-hm. Personal-] Mm-hm.	3311.7141
2271	DCB_int_01	3311.7374	And so it's very different. So it's not- It's not weird	3313.7411
2273		3313.8212	because the car club is very recreational. That's- They- It's an [activity.]	3317.3411
2274	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3316.9214	[/tivity/.] Yeah that [/probably is. Bus/-]	3318.5861
2275	DCB_int_01	3317.8633	[Riding the bus is- You're	3318.9311
2276		3319.0943	doing [something- get] some- But riding in the car, that conjures up all the memories.	3322.8888
2277	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3319.2622	[/Something to/]	3319.9523
2279		3322.1008	[Yeah /that] probably [is/. Yep.]	3324.3110
2280	DCB_int_01	3323.1826	[And all the sadness] that comes with that. And [so, it's] okay. And you may not want to do that for quite some time.	3329.2945
2281	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3325.5047	[Mm-hm.]	3325.9978
2282	DCB_int_01	3329.5789	And	3329.9100
2284		3330.2970	you know.	3330.6980
2285	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3330.8239	But I need to. I can't be on the train forever.	3332.9164
2286	DCB_int_01	3333.4293	No.	3333.8676
2288		3334.3899	But at the same time, guess what?	3335.8820
2290		3336.3156	[You getting where you] got to go, /ain't you/?	3337.5886
2291	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3336.3436	[<laugh>]	3336.8659
2292		3337.7367	Yeah.	3338.6040
2294		3338.9490	But I like to get up and go too.	3340.4132
2296		3340.8189	And the train sometimes be in the way.	3342.5488
2298		3343.1550	So that's something I'm working on, so	3345.4200
2300		3345.7044	I'm been praying about it.	3347.0753
2301	DCB_int_01	3347.3877	And that's all you can do.	3348.2877
2302	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3348.4882	[Yeah.]	3349.2342
2303	DCB_int_01	3348.7913	[And that's all you] can do. Okay.	3349.8264
2304		3350.1571	So let's	3350.9350
2306		3351.0897	stop being sad, [/and we gonna-/ <clears throat>]	3353.4771
2307	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3352.0689	[<laugh>]	3354.2931
2308	DCB_int_01	3354.2278	But thank you for sharing.	3355.2490
2309	DCB_se2_ag2_f_01	3355.2770	Mm-hm.	3355.6687
2310	DCB_int_01	3355.6687	Um,	3356.2408