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1 | DCB_int_01 | 0.4473 | And your birthday? | 1.3892 |
2 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1.6270 | January twenty third | 2.7228 |
4 | | 2.9513 | nineteen ninety two. | 3.6647 |
5 | DCB_int_01 | 6.0556 | And where were you born? | 7.3472 |
6 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 7.9394 | Southeast Washington DC. | 9.1937 |
7 | DCB_int_01 | 11.6546 | And | 12.3773 |
9 | | 12.8063 | what do you consider your neighborhood- your childhood neighborhood or neighborhoods? | 16.1823 |
10 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 16.3828 | Woodland. | 16.8957 |
11 | DCB_int_01 | 17.1382 | Woodland? | 17.5065 |
12 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 17.6884 | Mm-hm. | 17.9215 |
13 | DCB_int_01 | 19.1933 | And how many years did you live in DC? | 21.3709 |
14 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 21.8885 | <ts> | 22.0470 |
16 | | 22.2522 | Um, from nineteen ninety two until | 24.9975 |
18 | | 25.6643 | um, | 26.1119 |
20 | | 26.2565 | late | 26.5689 |
22 | | 26.7368 | nineteen nineties. | 27.8512 |
24 | | 28.0051 | Um, | 28.3455 |
26 | | 28.5366 | I wanna say we moved about two thousand. | 30.0101 |
27 | DCB_int_01 | 30.3214 | Around two thousand. | 31.0255 |
28 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 31.2307 | Mm-hm. | 31.4405 |
29 | DCB_int_01 | 31.5804 | Perfect. | 31.9581 |
31 | | 32.5922 | And where other places- or what other places have you lived? | 35.1242 |
32 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 35.9110 | Um- I- | 36.3727 |
34 | | 36.6478 | Woodland, | 36.9602 |
36 | | 37.0581 | my whole life. | 37.5617 |
38 | | 37.8275 | Um, [/or-/] | 38.4523 |
39 | DCB_int_01 | 37.9627 | [/Woodland/, and] then- | 38.7554 |
40 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 39.1564 | From- | 39.4082 |
42 | | 39.9258 | /that area-/ I- | 40.6392 |
44 | | 41.0123 | Af- after that? [When I moved to Virginia?] | 42.5639 |
45 | DCB_int_01 | 41.7805 | [Mm-hm, after that.] Mm-hm. | 42.8203 |
46 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 42.8296 | Um, I lived in Virginia | 43.7156 |
47 | DCB_int_01 | 43.8555 | [Just- Okay.] | 44.4337 |
48 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 43.8881 | [my whole /lifed/.] Mm-hm. | 44.7041 |
49 | DCB_int_01 | 45.8792 | Um, | 46.5087 |
51 | | 47.2827 | where'd you go to school? | 47.8609 |
52 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 49.1887 | All of the schools? | 49.9161 |
53 | DCB_int_01 | 49.9208 | Mm-hm. | 50.1819 |
54 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 50.3637 | Okay. | 50.6202 |
56 | | 50.8767 | Um, | 51.3942 |
58 | | 51.8465 | starting out in DC I went to a Catholic school. I'm not sure the name of it. I cannot remember. Um, | 56.5876 |
60 | | 56.7274 | but it | 57.3383 |
62 | | 57.4502 | is off of um, | 58.8630 |
64 | | 59.3562 | Randolph Street. | 60.0463 |
66 | | 60.7644 | And then after that, | 62.0840 |
68 | | 62.3171 | when we moved to Virginia, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-3/ Elementary School. | 64.8864 |
69 | DCB_int_01 | 64.9190 | Mm-hm. | 65.2909 |
70 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 67.4871 | And then I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Middle School. | 68.7647 |
72 | | 72.3960 | And then I went to | 72.8856 |
74 | | 73.0488 | c- uh, | 73.4591 |
76 | | 73.6923 | /RD-SCHOOL-2/ High School. | 74.4943 |
78 | | 77.3153 | And that was for ninth grade, | 78.4146 |
80 | | 79.3426 | and then I went to /RD-SCHOOL-3/ High School where I graduated. | 81.6973 |
81 | DCB_int_01 | 81.9771 | /RD-SCHOOL-3/? | 82.5087 |
82 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 82.6346 | Mm-hm. | 82.8910 |
83 | DCB_int_01 | 85.2866 | And then [/??/] | 86.1119 |
84 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 85.9487 | [Uh], /RD-SCHOOL-2/ University for my bachelor's. | 87.4828 |
85 | DCB_int_01 | 89.1755 | Hence, that's where you met | 90.3074 |
87 | | 90.4986 | /RD-NAME-3/ | 90.7923 |
88 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 91.0162 | [Mm-hm.] | 91.2773 |
89 | DCB_int_01 | 91.1374 | [cause she] also went to /unintelligible/- | 91.8322 |
90 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 91.8322 | [<laugh>] | 92.4197 |
91 | DCB_int_01 | 92.2658 | [Now] I understand that, uh, connection. | 93.6927 |
92 | | 94.1123 | Occupation? | 94.6532 |
93 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 95.4599 | I'm a | 96.0894 |
95 | | 96.2794 | /RD-WORK-7/. | 97.2586 |
96 | DCB_int_01 | 98.8487 | /These little flies/. | 99.8885 |
97 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 102.0603 | Um, and I am a /RD-WORK-13/ | 104.9886 |
98 | DCB_int_01 | 110.8533 | By who? | 111.2963 |
99 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 111.6507 | /RD-WORK-13/ | 113.4785 |
100 | DCB_int_01 | 117.9211 | I will get that off the recording. | 119.2314 |
102 | | 119.5252 | And your dad was born in? | 121.6596 |
103 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 122.0420 | Southeast Washington [DC.] | 123.3756 |
104 | DCB_int_01 | 123.0445 | [DC.] | 123.3290 |
105 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 123.5994 | Mm-hm. | 123.8559 |
106 | DCB_int_01 | 124.4014 | And your mom? | 124.9843 |
107 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 125.3981 | DC. | 125.6977 |
108 | DCB_int_01 | 126.9649 | And | 127.6130 |
110 | | 127.8228 | what does your dad do? | 128.5736 |
112 | | 128.7088 | I know I just talked to him, but- | 129.7906 |
113 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 129.7160 | <laugh> [He's a plumber. <laugh>] | 131.4226 |
114 | DCB_int_01 | 130.1030 | [<laugh>] | 131.4319 |
115 | | 132.4659 | Um, and what does your mom do? | 133.6223 |
116 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 133.8135 | Um, she's a stay at home mom. | 134.8254 |
117 | DCB_int_01 | 137.1382 | Cool. | 137.4133 |
119 | | 138.7644 | Alright, so I'll type all that up. | 140.3591 |
121 | | 141.9025 | So, | 142.2942 |
123 | | 143.0589 | as much as you can remember, I want you to tell me a little bit about | 146.7088 |
125 | | 147.3243 | growing up | 148.1636 |
127 | | 148.4574 | um, | 149.1335 |
129 | | 149.3713 | Woodland Terrace. | 150.1489 |
130 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 150.3587 | Okay. | 150.7084 |
131 | DCB_int_01 | 150.7923 | Um, | 151.4918 |
133 | | 152.0420 | if you can remember your house, your siblings, your [family.] | 154.6392 |
134 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 154.1869 | [And would] you like me- Cause basically we moved in two thousand, but we went- | 157.9814 |
135 | | 158.1166 | we were | 158.6342 |
137 | | 158.8906 | in DC cause my grandmother still lived there until about | 161.5205 |
139 | | 161.8131 | four or five years ago. | 163.0115 |
141 | | 163.4311 | So, you want me to keep all of that my mind of my time in [/of in DC/?] | 166.2056 |
142 | DCB_int_01 | 165.6367 | [Most definitely.] I [mean you] tell me what you want. | 167.5019 |
143 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 166.4247 | [Okay.] | 166.7325 |
144 | DCB_int_01 | 167.6557 | The [whole point] is about telling stories, kind of your experience, | 170.3031 |
145 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 167.7991 | [Okay.] | 168.1768 |
146 | | 170.5549 | [Okay.] | 170.8953 |
147 | DCB_int_01 | 170.7041 | [and] it's actually great that you moved out- And kind of what you remember, [what stuck out] to you, [so that's-] that's actually- I'm really excited to hear that part too. | 176.8207 |
148 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 173.7292 | [Oh yes.] | 174.1908 |
150 | | 174.5452 | [<laugh>] | 174.9695 |
151 | | 176.9932 | Okay. | 177.3056 |
153 | | 177.4688 | Um, so we lived with my grandmother the majority of the time while we lived in DC. | 181.0068 |
155 | | 181.4638 | And I can't remember | 183.3476 |
157 | | 183.6320 | the | 184.2475 |
159 | | 185.2221 | address or anything cause I [was too] young. Um, but it was a townhouse type community, and she lived in the first | 190.7045 |
160 | DCB_int_01 | 186.0742 | [Mm.] | 186.2608 |
161 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 190.8910 | set of townhouses. | 191.7851 |
163 | | 192.2794 | Um, | 192.6897 |
165 | | 193.0674 | and the earliest I remember, | 194.4057 |
167 | | 194.5502 | um, is that it was a safe environment when I was younger. | 197.2547 |
169 | | 197.7385 | And I don't know if I perceived it as safe because I was so young, [um], but when I took /RD-NAME-1/ back | 202.5366 |
170 | DCB_int_01 | 200.9000 | [Mm-hm.] | 201.2404 |
171 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 202.7884 | about a month ago, like | 204.4333 |
173 | | 205.0161 | I called my brother, and I'm like, it looks so different. | 206.9652 |
175 | | 207.1098 | Like, it looks unsafe. | 208.3268 |
177 | | 208.8906 | But as a child, I'm like, | 210.0144 |
179 | | 210.1589 | we went | 210.5040 |
181 | | 210.6345 | every holiday. | 211.4738 |
183 | | 211.9075 | Um, Fourth of July, we would be outside, literally | 215.0923 |
185 | | 215.2170 | until one o'clock in the morning cause we were so young, | 217.2127 |
187 | | 217.5391 | um, playing with my cousins, everything. | 219.2691 |
189 | | 219.7727 | Um, | 220.1690 |
191 | | 220.7752 | so | 221.3021 |
193 | | 221.9771 | I- | 222.1776 |
195 | | 222.3314 | I do remember though, | 223.6744 |
197 | | 223.9308 | there are times when | 224.8401 |
199 | | 224.9660 | we heard gunshots, | 226.0618 |
200 | DCB_int_01 | 226.2156 | Mm. | 226.4208 |
201 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 226.4441 | but | 226.7845 |
203 | | 227.0725 | we were too young to equate it with | 228.7464 |
205 | | 229.4179 | it [being] | 229.8329 |
206 | DCB_int_01 | 229.5438 | [something] going on. | 230.3085 |
207 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 230.4204 | worrisome. | 230.9613 |
209 | | 231.4229 | Um, | 231.8613 |
211 | | 232.3882 | I remember that when we did move, we moved into | 235.3806 |
213 | | 235.6697 | a high rise type apartment | 237.2364 |
215 | | 237.5349 | building. Um, and I only remember that because my brother dropped me on my head. | 241.1008 |
217 | | 242.1792 | I remem- /while/ we were living there, someone was killed. | 244.2169 |
219 | | 244.7892 | Um, and | 245.7871 |
221 | | 245.9969 | we were in the car | 247.1020 |
223 | | 247.2233 | watching uh, the person | 248.4823 |
225 | | 248.6128 | /start/ to run | 249.1397 |
227 | | 249.4382 | to the apartment. | 250.2868 |
229 | | 250.7613 | And um, I think he made it maybe up three steps before they got him. | 254.0020 |
231 | | 254.6548 | Um, | 255.1677 |
233 | | 255.5827 | and at the time I didn't know what was going on, but [I talked] to my mother about it | 258.7663 |
234 | DCB_int_01 | 257.7172 | [Mm.] | 257.9083 |
235 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 258.9715 | as I got older. | 259.7129 |
237 | | 260.1605 | Um, and we moved after that. We | 261.8671 |
239 | | 262.2448 | couldn't live there anymore. | 263.0316 |
241 | | 263.4607 | Um, | 263.8664 |
243 | | 264.1182 | and about | 264.4865 |
245 | | 265.3398 | I wanna say a month later that building actually caught on fire. | 267.6060 |
247 | | 268.0910 | Um, | 268.4780 |
249 | | 268.7379 | don't remember what it was. I couldn't tell you the name or anything. | 271.0041 |
251 | | 271.8994 | After we moved from there | 273.1351 |
253 | | 273.4148 | is when we moved to Virginia. | 274.5386 |
255 | | 275.8011 | So going back, | 276.7943 |
257 | | 276.9855 | uh, still safe environment. Literally, I perceived it as a okay environment until I literally took /RD-NAME-1/ back | 282.3840 |
259 | | 282.5705 | a month ago. | 283.0974 |
261 | | 283.6289 | Um, | 284.0346 |
263 | | 284.1605 | and when I look at it now I see, | 285.7319 |
265 | | 286.1236 | you know, the drugs | 287.0830 |
267 | | 287.4187 | crackheads, | 288.1788 |
269 | | 288.6311 | um, | 289.1440 |
271 | | 289.3259 | but | 289.7269 |
273 | | 290.1232 | it still feels like home to me. | 291.4008 |
275 | | 291.8625 | Like even though we were there, I was on the phone with my dad. He was telling me to get out of southeast. | 295.3632 |
277 | | 295.8388 | I didn't feel | 296.9346 |
279 | | 297.5081 | worried, | 297.8905 |
281 | | 298.3136 | whereas when I take friends back, they're like, oh my gosh. There's black people everywhere. They feel unsafe. | 302.6688 |
283 | | 303.1491 | And I don't know if it's cause I grew up there, | 304.6633 |
285 | | 305.1436 | I view it as they're black. | 306.6031 |
287 | | 306.7430 | I'm black. They're not gonna hurt me. | 307.9647 |
289 | | 308.2398 | [Um], | 308.5942 |
290 | DCB_int_01 | 308.2444 | [Hm.] | 308.5429 |
291 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 308.6874 | unless you c- you know, you're being nosy or something like that. | 311.0316 |
293 | | 311.5120 | Um- | 311.9316 |
295 | | 312.5798 | I'm sorry. I don't know if I'm answering your [question fully.] | 314.3517 |
296 | DCB_int_01 | 313.7548 | [Mm, most] [definitely.] | 314.8739 |
297 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 314.6408 | [But] um, | 315.1491 |
298 | | 315.7366 | yeah. So, | 316.3894 |
300 | | 317.1250 | it was | 317.6985 |
302 | | 318.7663 | okay for me | 319.4378 |
304 | | 319.5777 | growing up there. | 320.2538 |
306 | | 320.4076 | Um, I don't feel like it hindered me. | 322.4687 |
308 | | 323.5586 | The only thing that I know hindered me is when we came to Virginia, | 325.8248 |
310 | | 326.2025 | me and my brother were behind. | 327.6107 |
312 | | 328.2623 | And of course, when we were in DC, we didn't know we were behind. [We were actually advanced] when we were in DC. | 331.7595 |
313 | DCB_int_01 | 330.1601 | [/Actually advanced/.] | 331.0274 |
314 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 332.2724 | But I actually had to go through a reading program that first year | 335.0504 |
316 | | 335.4514 | of being in DC- um, Virginia. Uh, second grade. | 337.8388 |
318 | | 338.3470 | Uh, full year. I had to meet with a reading teacher every single day | 341.5027 |
320 | | 342.0109 | because I wasn't reading at a second grade reading level. | 344.3284 |
321 | DCB_int_01 | 344.7154 | Mm. | 344.9952 |
322 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 344.9532 | And um, | 345.6480 |
323 | | 346.0665 | I remember the times where the teachers were- | 348.0622 |
325 | | 348.5238 | little undertones. | 349.4471 |
327 | | 349.6056 | It's cause she's from DC. | 350.7201 |
329 | | 351.1677 | She wasn't learning when she was in DC. | 352.6878 |
331 | | 353.2089 | And my mom's thinking- You know, I attended a Catholic school, a all girl's Catholic school, and my brother's the one that was in the public school | 358.1329 |
333 | | 358.3183 | because they didn't have a boy's Catholic school at the time. | 360.0436 |
335 | | 361.2466 | So, | 361.6616 |
337 | | 362.2864 | I guess those things have stuck with me. | 364.1562 |
339 | | 364.4535 | Um, | 364.9151 |
341 | | 365.8664 | knowing that DC treats | 367.4891 |
343 | | 367.9833 | children very different than Virginia does. Um, especially little black children. | 371.0364 |
345 | | 371.5306 | Um, | 371.9456 |
347 | | 372.6544 | and I've learned to not do that to other children, especially to my little cousins that are falling behind. You know, you never | 377.5167 |
349 | | 377.6985 | tell a child | 378.3560 |
351 | | 378.6124 | that they're falling [behind.] | 379.8108 |
352 | DCB_int_01 | 379.4937 | [Mm.] | 379.8854 |
353 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 380.3191 | Um, | 380.7247 |
355 | | 381.3635 | it made me work that much harder, | 382.5899 |
357 | | 382.8545 | of course. | 383.4187 |
359 | | 383.5959 | Um, and I- I equate that to me | 385.3725 |
361 | | 386.5335 | giving my all | 387.2190 |
363 | | 387.3496 | when it came to school work. | 388.3614 |
365 | | 389.1110 | Never again will I be labeled as b- | 390.9155 |
367 | | 391.0880 | being [behind], | 391.8248 |
368 | DCB_int_01 | 391.4657 | [Mm-hm.] | 392.0346 |
369 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 392.0766 | so. | 392.3610 |
370 | DCB_int_01 | 393.0605 | What's your favorite subject? | 394.1796 |
372 | | 394.8499 | Like in [school, what do y-] | 395.8058 |
373 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 395.1716 | [<sigh> Hm.] | 395.9690 |
374 | DCB_int_01 | 396.1042 | what do you remember like, | 396.9388 |
376 | | 397.3492 | being | 397.9740 |
378 | | 398.2165 | like, oh I love to go to this [class.] | 400.1283 |
379 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 399.6200 | [Well], | 399.9557 |
380 | | 400.1749 | it changed [um, as I] grew up. When I was younger actually uh, | 403.7222 |
381 | DCB_int_01 | 400.9758 | [<laugh>] | 401.7451 |
382 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 403.8621 | math was my favorite subject. Um, for some reason me and my siblings, math has never been a problem. We've all | 408.8409 |
384 | | 409.0741 | exceed- uh, excelled in math. Uh, whereas my mother, she cannot stand math. | 412.5013 |
386 | | 412.9011 | But um, | 413.5027 |
388 | | 413.7405 | always had A's in math, um, all of us. | 415.6523 |
390 | | 416.2538 | Uh, but I say about middle school is when I | 419.1529 |
392 | | 419.2928 | more so preferred science, | 420.8409 |
394 | | 421.0507 | um, [because] the biology | 422.6921 |
395 | DCB_int_01 | 421.6010 | [Hm.] | 421.8248 |
396 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 423.1397 | of how | 423.6340 |
398 | | 423.7785 | we can come | 424.4920 |
400 | | 424.6074 | from | 425.0037 |
402 | | 425.4887 | a woman has always amazed me, that | 427.6709 |
404 | | 427.9973 | for nine months, a child grows inside someone, so | 430.4313 |
406 | | 431.0270 | that was amazing to me. And in general, anything coming from life. | 434.0486 |
408 | | 434.6268 | Um, | 435.0371 |
410 | | 435.5221 | and then off- also that was a time when I begin to question, | 438.3233 |
412 | | 439.1207 | did we come from a god? | 440.1279 |
414 | | 440.4403 | Did we we come from | 441.3309 |
416 | | 441.5128 | basically dinosaurs, like they're telling us in school. | 443.3908 |
418 | | 443.9177 | Um, and it's because I had a student in my class that was a atheist, | 446.2025 |
420 | | 446.3657 | and I was in middle school, didn't know any better. | 447.9930 |
422 | | 449.0970 | My mother's a Catholic, which my father may have told you. She's Catholic. He's Baptist. | 452.6221 |
424 | | 453.2423 | We [never]- | 453.8298 |
425 | DCB_int_01 | 453.3962 | [He didn't.] | 453.8345 |
426 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 454.0478 | Okay. We never attended church. They shouldn't have been married to begin with. Um, | 457.1114 |
428 | | 457.6289 | and- Whereas my grandfather was a Mason. | 459.9138 |
430 | | 460.4687 | And | 461.0084 |
432 | | 461.7684 | of course [you know, that is-] | 462.7523 |
433 | DCB_int_01 | 462.1741 | [Y'all had a lot] going on. | 463.2466 |
434 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 463.2746 | Yeah, so they never wanted to force religion upon us. | 466.2915 |
436 | | 466.8172 | So I | 467.6845 |
438 | | 467.8244 | literally to this day have never walked foot in a church to attend church services with my parents | 471.9278 |
440 | | 472.0816 | as a whole. | 472.4920 |
442 | | 473.0830 | Um, I always went with friends. | 474.2441 |
444 | | 474.4679 | They said, you know, if you wanna go, go with friends. | 476.4123 |
446 | | 477.1491 | And I'm thankful for that | 477.9464 |
448 | | 478.2297 | because I think it led all of us to finding God by ourselves. All four of us believe in God. | 482.2071 |
450 | | 482.9346 | And | 483.3262 |
452 | | 483.4708 | never once was it- was it forced upon us. | 485.1296 |
454 | | 485.2928 | My little brother? Goes to church with his friends. | 486.9388 |
456 | | 487.3212 | I went to church with my friends. | 488.5335 |
458 | | 489.0698 | Um, | 489.4568 |
460 | | 490.4209 | but all of that | 491.2602 |
462 | | 491.8151 | coming together | 492.6404 |
464 | | 492.7710 | made me really- | 493.4844 |
466 | | 494.2771 | Well let me find out where science is coming from, | 496.2542 |
468 | | 496.4535 | and about that. | 497.0783 |
470 | | 497.4747 | Um, when I went to high school- | 499.1533 |
472 | | 500.3657 | Hm. What was it? | 501.1444 |
474 | | 501.6247 | I'd say at that point in time, | 503.2322 |
476 | | 503.4887 | I think literature | 504.4912 |
478 | | 504.6870 | was | 505.1393 |
480 | | 505.6523 | my | 506.0812 |
482 | | 506.4589 | big thing. | 506.9485 |
484 | | 507.2563 | Um, and I think because the school I was at, uh, when we went to /RD-SCHOOL-3/ High School, | 510.7523 |
486 | | 510.8736 | they offered more AP classes in literature. | 512.9532 |
487 | DCB_int_01 | 513.2470 | [Mm-hm.] | 513.7086 |
488 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 513.4148 | [So] I had to read a lot more. | 514.6831 |
489 | | 515.6705 | Um, | 516.0575 |
491 | | 516.6544 | and I learned of course, at a very young age that | 518.8739 |
493 | | 519.3635 | reading | 519.7226 |
495 | | 519.8625 | is my key | 520.4209 |
497 | | 520.5468 | to going anywhere in life. | 521.5586 |
499 | | 521.9363 | Uh, so that came back with me at that point in time. | 523.9973 |
500 | DCB_int_01 | 524.3890 | What was [your favorite] book? | 525.3076 |
501 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 524.5429 | [And-] | 524.7714 |
502 | | 526.2681 | I love the uh, Series of Unfortunate Events, | 528.3840 |
504 | | 528.6124 | and I know that | 529.1813 |
506 | | 529.5823 | I [shouldn't cause] I'm | 530.3983 |
507 | DCB_int_01 | 529.8714 | [Mm?] | 530.0346 |
508 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 530.5475 | twenty three now, | 531.2050 |
510 | | 531.3356 | but I love the Series of Unfortunate Events. Um, and I started reading that when I was- I think that was the first book that the | 536.6035 |
512 | | 537.0325 | lady | 537.4008 |
514 | | 537.5769 | um, picked out for me to read and we went through that book, um, | 540.2254 |
516 | | 540.6404 | because it helped me- She actually had me reading | 542.7061 |
518 | | 542.8739 | books that a older child | 543.8252 |
520 | | 544.0117 | should have been reading in middle school | 545.0316 |
522 | | 545.7498 | to have me learn the bigger words. | 547.2186 |
523 | DCB_int_01 | 547.6569 | [Mm.] | 548.0066 |
524 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 547.7875 | [Um], | 548.1232 |
525 | | 548.2678 | so yeah, that's my uh, favorite book. And I've love Harry /Pottah/- Harry Potter of course. Um, | 551.6572 |
527 | | 551.7871 | Read all the books. I've seen all the movies. | 553.3259 |
528 | DCB_int_01 | 553.5217 | I just couldn't- | 554.2165 |
530 | | 554.6175 | I couldn't get into it past like, | 556.1236 |
532 | | 556.5281 | the second one, | 557.3535 |
534 | | 557.8151 | but I need to give it another chance. I [need to go back.] | 560.3890 |
535 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 559.7129 | [I think- Did] you watch the movie | 561.2050 |
536 | | 561.3729 | before you read it? | 562.0164 |
537 | DCB_int_01 | 562.1877 | I did. | 562.7146 |
538 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 562.8499 | That's why. | 563.3115 |
540 | | 564.1461 | [And I don't-] | 564.5751 |
541 | DCB_int_01 | 564.1461 | [But I wasn't] even a fan of the- I mean the first movie was great. The second one, I was like, alright I'm- | 567.9324 |
542 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 568.0816 | [Mm-hm.] | 568.3661 |
543 | DCB_int_01 | 568.1329 | [This is] not- | 568.5899 |
544 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 568.9058 | And I've noticed everyone that I've talked to that has watched the movie first, | 571.5637 |
546 | | 572.0113 | cannot read the book. Our little brother, | 573.3123 |
548 | | 573.5128 | uh /RD-NAME-2/, | 574.0257 |
549 | DCB_int_01 | 574.5328 | [Messed it up?] | 574.9991 |
550 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 574.5701 | [uh, watched] the movie first. | 575.7078 |
551 | | 576.0995 | Um, and the- the rest of us, we read the books, so. | 578.2818 |
553 | | 578.9625 | I would- | 579.3589 |
555 | | 579.7308 | And you might have to read- What books have you read? Cause you might have to go and read the third book. | 583.5217 |
556 | DCB_int_01 | 584.1279 | No, I only read the first one. | 585.2050 |
557 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 585.2190 | Okay. | 585.5081 |
559 | | 585.6200 | You might have to | 586.4127 |
561 | | 587.3814 | skip the two- first two, and go read the third book. | 589.4751 |
563 | | 589.6103 | Cause that was my favorite book, | 590.6967 |
565 | | 591.0465 | so. | 591.3123 |
566 | DCB_int_01 | 591.9790 | Okay. I'm'a give it a go again. I really am cause I- I wanna get into it. | 595.5870 |
567 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 595.8621 | [Yeah.] | 596.1465 |
568 | DCB_int_01 | 595.8621 | [I love] reading, but [it didn't] work out for me. | 597.8019 |
569 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 596.7480 | [Mm-hm.] | 597.0185 |
570 | DCB_int_01 | 597.9091 | [Okay.] | 598.2075 |
571 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 597.9511 | [Yeah.] | 598.1935 |
572 | DCB_int_01 | 598.5934 | So then you graduated from c- high school. | 600.3327 |
573 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 600.4772 | I went to college. Um, | 601.8388 |
575 | | 602.3051 | and I wouldn't even necessarily say I had a favorite subject, | 604.8219 |
577 | | 605.0644 | um, | 605.4607 |
579 | | 605.6286 | but I love political science. It's what I majored in. | 607.2466 |
581 | | 607.4191 | Um, I love politics. | 608.5382 |
582 | DCB_int_01 | 608.6455 | How- Wait. For- Before you even go there, how did you get | 610.6831 |
584 | | 610.8638 | from | 611.5120 |
586 | | 611.7638 | your high school, how did you decide to go to /RD-SCHOOL-2/? | 613.4378 |
587 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 614.1652 | Okay. | 614.4403 |
589 | | 614.9765 | Um, | 615.4428 |
591 | | 616.0257 | both my parents- I am the first person | 617.6192 |
593 | | 617.7731 | in my whole family to go to college. | 619.1860 |
595 | | 619.4984 | Um, | 619.8201 |
597 | | 620.0253 | literally, not even immediate family, the whole family. | 621.9231 |
599 | | 622.5235 | And um, | 623.6938 |
601 | | 624.6497 | my mother | 625.1720 |
603 | | 625.3585 | had me | 625.9274 |
605 | | 626.0906 | at a very young age. Um, | 627.4428 |
607 | | 628.0816 | by the time my mom was twenty one, she had four children. | 630.0436 |
609 | | 630.8549 | And | 631.5450 |
611 | | 631.7735 | I promised that I would never | 632.9905 |
613 | | 633.4102 | let her down. Like ever. | 634.5199 |
615 | | 634.7146 | Like she literally sacrificed her whole | 637.1254 |
617 | | 637.2839 | being to- | 637.9927 |
618 | DCB_int_01 | 638.0066 | What number are you? | 638.6973 |
619 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 639.2470 | I'm the second child. | 639.9837 |
620 | DCB_int_01 | 639.9126 | You se- Okay. | 640.4302 |
621 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 640.4022 | Well, | 640.6727 |
622 | | 640.9711 | technically I'm the third child. My mom's oldest son /RD-NAME-3/ passed away | 644.2818 |
624 | | 644.5149 | [um], when he was three. And I- I couldn't give you the details cause I don't | 647.2952 |
625 | DCB_int_01 | 644.5149 | [Okay.] | 644.7620 |
626 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 647.4420 | wanna talk about it cause it upsets her. | 648.8269 |
628 | | 649.3025 | Um, but I know that he was born | 650.7760 |
630 | | 650.9532 | um- | 651.3635 |
632 | | 652.8732 | I wanna say that he- | 654.2347 |
634 | | 654.7523 | Something happened with oxygen, | 655.9693 |
636 | | 656.1698 | and it | 656.7294 |
637 | DCB_int_01 | 656.5382 | [Hm.] | 656.7480 |
638 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 657.1770 | effected his brain development. | 658.5060 |
640 | | 658.7379 | Um, so | 659.7824 |
642 | | 660.7803 | she was | 661.4378 |
644 | | 661.7455 | sixteen at the time, so they took him from her | 664.0210 |
646 | | 664.4582 | cause they felt like she couldn't take care | 665.7265 |
648 | | 665.9456 | of him, | 666.2814 |
650 | | 666.4679 | and she was still in DC at the time. | 667.5543 |
652 | | 668.0859 | And | 668.7341 |
654 | | 669.0884 | she said something along the lines of he stopped breathing twice. | 672.2161 |
656 | | 673.0741 | Got him | 673.4564 |
658 | | 673.6989 | back to breathing, and then the third time he wasn't with her. | 676.3148 |
660 | | 676.4535 | He was on the bus somewhere with them, | 677.9923 |
662 | | 678.3420 | and he stopped breathing, and they called her and told her that her child had passed. | 680.8646 |
664 | | 682.0397 | I don't remember /RD-NAME-3/, but I know that /RD-NAME-2/ and I | 684.7430 |
666 | | 685.1627 | were born | 685.7502 |
668 | | 686.4916 | while he was still alive, and I [think] | 688.2775 |
669 | DCB_int_01 | 687.8625 | [Mm.] | 688.2029 |
670 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 688.6773 | he passed when she was pregnant with /RD-NAME-2/. | 690.4586 |
672 | | 690.9248 | But I'm not | 691.3352 |
674 | | 691.7315 | positive. | 692.2724 |
676 | | 692.6734 | Um, | 693.1211 |
678 | | 694.5561 | so she had all four of us by the time she was twenty one. | 696.3653 |
680 | | 696.6031 | Um, I'm the only girl, | 697.6896 |
682 | | 698.0766 | and I | 698.9625 |
684 | | 699.3029 | naturally had to take care of | 700.6820 |
686 | | 701.0131 | all of my brothers. Like I've always been the more mature one. The one that's, | 704.0486 |
688 | | 704.3051 | maybe we shouldn't do that. | 705.3076 |
690 | | 705.8298 | Um, but I just promised that I would never- She didn't finish | 708.3140 |
692 | | 708.4865 | um, | 708.7477 |
694 | | 708.8922 | high school. | 709.3352 |
696 | | 709.8528 | And I was like, I would never let her down. | 711.4988 |
698 | | 711.7925 | Like I need to be that one to go further, to show her that it wasn't in vain basically. | 715.7875 |
700 | | 716.9346 | Um, | 717.3029 |
702 | | 717.9837 | wanted to go to law school, still wanna go to law school. | 720.0342 |
704 | | 720.5378 | But I'd attended uh, | 722.0999 |
706 | | 722.4496 | law program through George Mason | 724.2542 |
708 | | 724.4069 | while I was living in Woodbridge. | 725.8337 |
710 | | 726.1415 | [Um, because] Caroline County is in Farmville. Not Farmville. Um, | 729.0884 |
711 | DCB_int_01 | 726.2534 | [Mm.] | 726.4586 |
712 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 729.6515 | <ts> | 729.7960 |
714 | | 730.0292 | Caroline County, Virginia, that's down by King's Dominion. | 731.8570 |
716 | | 732.2860 | So when I was still up here, | 733.3212 |
718 | | 733.6289 | I went through that program. | 734.6361 |
720 | | 735.0931 | Um, | 735.5128 |
722 | | 735.9651 | all three years, | 736.6552 |
724 | | 737.0364 | and basically I'm like, okay, yeah. I definitely still wanna be a lawyer. | 739.6802 |
726 | | 740.2491 | So when I was at | 741.1351 |
728 | | 741.4242 | /RD-SCHOOL-3/ High School, I went to another | 743.0224 |
730 | | 743.1996 | law program for uh, | 744.7010 |
732 | | 745.1487 | I wanna say two weeks in Louisiana. | 746.9812 |
733 | DCB_int_01 | 747.3309 | Mm-hm. | 747.6247 |
734 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 747.6200 | Um, and that was | 748.4034 |
735 | | 748.6027 | intense program where we actually did mock | 750.8875 |
737 | | 751.1533 | inter- uh, interviews, mock trial, everything. | 753.6620 |
739 | | 754.1935 | And I loved it, | 754.9431 |
741 | | 755.1390 | loved all the learning. | 755.9456 |
743 | | 756.4399 | Um, | 756.7896 |
745 | | 757.5217 | so I applied to go to George Mason. | 758.9112 |
747 | | 759.1071 | I got into George Mason, | 760.2728 |
749 | | 760.5468 | uh, but | 761.2742 |
751 | | 761.8011 | the- | 762.2254 |
753 | | 762.9622 | /RD-NAME-3/, my girlfriend at the time, | 764.4869 |
755 | | 764.9252 | did not get into George Mason. | 766.1469 |
757 | | 766.6074 | She got into Virginia State, which I got into Virginia State as well, | 769.1766 |
759 | | 769.6569 | and she was interested in /RD-SCHOOL-2/ for some reason. I didn't know why. | 772.2262 |
761 | | 772.8499 | So we all take a trip down to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ with two other friends, | 775.2373 |
763 | | 775.3818 | and we fall in love | 776.3892 |
765 | | 776.5337 | with /RD-SCHOOL-2/'s campus. Like, it's beautiful. | 778.2543 |
767 | | 778.7053 | George Mason is a good school, | 780.1881 |
769 | | 780.9248 | educational wise, but it's not beautiful. | 782.8180 |
771 | | 783.4055 | It's- | 783.7832 |
773 | | 784.0910 | You can get lost there, | 785.0316 |
775 | | 785.5306 | whereas we went to | 786.5098 |
777 | | 787.0321 | /RD-SCHOOL-1/ University, we were greeted as soon as we got there. The black students are running up to us saying, oh my gosh. Like, you're gonna love it here. | 793.1487 |
779 | | 793.7642 | They gave us dinner, fed my mom, | 795.7506 |
781 | | 796.0490 | fed my little brother, and at the time, /RD-NAME-2/ was about | 798.2627 |
783 | | 798.4632 | ten I wanna say. | 799.1254 |
785 | | 799.7222 | Let /RD-NAME-2/ go on his own little tour, and I'm like, | 802.0863 |
787 | | 802.3055 | this is home. This is family. | 803.6565 |
789 | | 804.2021 | And like, we're really big on family, | 805.7548 |
791 | | 805.8947 | whereas when I went to George Mason, | 807.3356 |
793 | | 807.9184 | I'm at the back of the tour crowd. Like, | 809.6845 |
795 | | 810.1461 | she- If I wanted to ask a question, she couldn't hear me, | 811.9087 |
797 | | 812.1139 | so. | 812.5615 |
799 | | 813.4894 | Whereas when I went into /RD-SCHOOL-2/, and I got in, th- /RD-SCHOOL-2/ only had four thousand students, and that included the grad students as well. | 818.2351 |
801 | | 819.0511 | So, | 819.4708 |
803 | | 820.0070 | I'm like, this is home for me, | 820.9291 |
805 | | 821.3581 | so. | 821.5866 |
807 | | 822.1088 | Um, | 822.5052 |
809 | | 823.6989 | said forget George Mason. | 824.9159 |
810 | DCB_int_01 | 824.9952 | <laugh> | 825.9651 |
811 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 825.9417 | Even though I got in, and that's where I literally I wanted to go from sixth grade up until | 829.7315 |
812 | | 829.8668 | applying. | 830.2864 |
814 | | 830.6221 | But | 830.8973 |
816 | | 831.3309 | I haven't regretted it. | 832.0816 |
818 | | 832.2437 | I enjoyed /RD-SCHOOL-2/. Um, it- it- it's a PWI, as you probably already know. | 835.6243 |
820 | | 836.2025 | Um, we had our | 837.3822 |
822 | | 837.8019 | issues with racism, | 838.7531 |
824 | | 839.3861 | but | 839.7498 |
826 | | 840.1368 | I was always raised to be strong minded, and | 842.0486 |
828 | | 842.6734 | don't worry about the fact that | 843.9557 |
830 | | 844.4733 | you got racist people | 845.3581 |
832 | | 846.0809 | everywhere, | 846.4725 |
834 | | 846.7477 | so. | 847.0880 |
836 | | 847.5543 | But yeah, um- | 848.1559 |
837 | DCB_int_01 | 848.4916 | What do you think was the- I- I'm sorry, just to keep going back to [that one, um, but what do you] think was the- | 852.9761 |
838 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 851.1949 | [Oh no, you're fine. You're fine] | 852.2244 |
839 | DCB_int_01 | 854.4729 | If you can think about kind of your experiences while at /RD-SCHOOL-2/, and you said it was | 857.7871 |
841 | | 858.0715 | you know, you had your issues with racism. What do you feel like was that moment that you're like, oh my God. I can't believe that really just happened. | 863.3861 |
842 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 863.4867 | <laugh> | 863.7218 |
844 | | 864.3280 | We- | 864.9808 |
846 | | 865.3259 | we were very close knit. I mean one of those friends that I went with, um- her name was /RD-NAME-2/- | 868.8650 |
848 | | 869.2649 | Uh, she went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ with me. Um, | 871.6523 |
850 | | 871.9647 | /RD-NAME-3/ actually didn't get in to /RD-SCHOOL-2/, even though we went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ partially for her. | 875.6099 |
852 | | 875.8197 | So she went to State for one year. | 876.8549 |
854 | | 877.2932 | But | 877.6150 |
856 | | 877.7548 | /RD-NAME-2/ went, | 878.3890 |
858 | | 878.5569 | uh, /RD-NAME-3/ went, and we were all at the same high school for three years together. | 881.8431 |
860 | | 882.2860 | Um, and /RD-NAME-2/ who we met while we were at /RD-SCHOOL-2/. | 884.7527 |
862 | | 885.1864 | Um, it's about two o'clock in the morning, and they have this really old restaurant called Macadoos, | 889.7782 |
864 | | 889.9507 | and we went to Macadoos. And we're out | 891.3729 |
866 | | 891.6387 | freshman year, playing, two o'clock in the morning. | 893.4700 |
868 | | 893.9410 | Um, cause it's that freedom that none of us have ever had! | 896.2957 |
869 | DCB_int_01 | 896.0766 | [Mm. Mm-hm.] | 896.9159 |
870 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 897.0931 | And we're walking back on Main Street. | 898.8359 |
872 | | 899.7695 | This truck speeds past us. | 901.3771 |
874 | | 902.0393 | We're walking, | 902.7760 |
876 | | 902.9719 | literally, across the street. Speeds past us | 905.1436 |
878 | | 905.4654 | within- | 906.0855 |
880 | | 906.5751 | closer than me and you are right now, | 908.0113 |
882 | | 908.6361 | almost hit us, and yells out the window, | 910.3987 |
884 | | 910.6354 | niggers. | 911.1296 |
886 | | 912.3233 | And I had never | 914.0253 |
888 | | 914.2118 | been in fear of my life until that very | 916.2495 |
890 | | 916.4955 | point in time. Cause I'm like, if they were to pull over, there's nothing we can do right now to defend ourselves. | 921.3402 |
892 | | 921.7366 | We have some pepper spray. | 922.9338 |
894 | | 923.0923 | That's what we have. | 923.7358 |
896 | | 924.6637 | And /RD-NAME-2/ here with us, that's from the inner city, | 927.1724 |
898 | | 927.5501 | so. | 928.0397 |
900 | | 929.5213 | We can't defend ourselves right now, | 930.9062 |
901 | DCB_int_01 | 931.0274 | [/Wow/.] | 931.3305 |
902 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 931.1114 | [so I] guess that was like the, | 932.6501 |
903 | | 933.3029 | oh my gosh. Like, I can't believe | 935.1856 |
905 | | 935.6519 | that just happened. | 936.5098 |
907 | | 936.9155 | [So-] | 937.3025 |
908 | DCB_int_01 | 936.9202 | [That it's still] happening in whatever- what- [two thousand] some- two thousand- [not too long ago.] | 941.1250 |
909 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 939.0278 | [Yeah.] | 939.3869 |
911 | | 940.4313 | [At the time it was] two thousand ten. | 941.9829 |
912 | DCB_int_01 | 942.0575 | Yeah. | 942.2907 |
913 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 942.4446 | So, and I'm just- | 943.7409 |
915 | | 944.5102 | I couldn't fathom that something like that would of really happened, and I'm just like, wow. | 947.7871 |
917 | | 948.1088 | Um, went home, | 949.3538 |
919 | | 949.7642 | and it wasn't to the point of | 950.6734 |
921 | | 950.8133 | tears- Like I didn't have a tear moment until later on, but I- | 953.4094 |
923 | | 953.5773 | In regards to my life, in regards to, I can't believe that just happened, | 956.8180 |
925 | | 957.3822 | that was that moment | 958.2728 |
927 | | 958.3929 | cause I- Like I said, I was in fear of my life, and | 960.6031 |
929 | | 961.9367 | like, wow. | 962.4496 |
931 | | 962.7714 | So, and all along, you know, we deal with racism while we were at Walmart. Uh, my roommate freshman year was Caucasian, | 968.2911 |
933 | | 968.5848 | and everywhere we would go, we would get looks. | 970.3894 |
935 | | 971.4047 | Why are you with her? Cause obviously we don't know anyone. We're gonna everywhere together. We're gonna to Walmart together. We're gonna go to dinner together. | 976.8230 |
937 | | 977.5400 | Looks. | 977.9550 |
939 | | 978.3466 | Dirty looks. | 978.9435 |
941 | | 979.3911 | Everywhere, | 979.7782 |
943 | | 980.2911 | so. | 980.5848 |
944 | DCB_int_01 | 981.0138 | So | 981.2656 |
946 | | 981.5081 | going back and I- You may not even think- | 983.3768 |
948 | | 983.6192 | <clears throat> | 983.8710 |
950 | | 984.1788 | I don't know if you remember cause you were quite young, | 985.8434 |
952 | | 986.2444 | but thinking about your time in DC, and actually as you go back with your- | 989.3861 |
954 | | 989.6146 | um, when you were going back to visit your grandmother, | 991.3492 |
956 | | 991.9833 | that time. | 992.6781 |
958 | | 993.3775 | Then when you moved to Virginia, | 994.5899 |
960 | | 994.9431 | um, Woodbridge, and then when you went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/, | 996.7337 |
962 | | 997.2233 | do you feel like, at different points you saw racism, | 999.8252 |
964 | | 1000.0863 | and do you feel like you saw it differently? | 1001.7358 |
965 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1001.8244 | Mm-hm. | 1002.0902 |
966 | DCB_int_01 | 1002.2114 | And how- how did it kind of manifest itself in each of those environ- well, /RD-SCHOOL-2/, we know but in the other two? | 1006.8732 |
967 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1006.9198 | Mkay. | 1007.2182 |
969 | | 1007.3395 | Um, and my minor while I was at /RD-SCHOOL-2/ was /Writer- Confessional Writing/. | 1010.3657 |
971 | | 1010.4962 | [Um], and I wrote a paper about an identity crisis that I had because of | 1014.6404 |
972 | DCB_int_01 | 1010.5289 | [Mm.] | 1010.7434 |
973 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1014.8782 | where I came from. I went from DC where there's black people everywhere, | 1018.1796 |
975 | | 1018.9711 | never had to really worry about my race. | 1021.3911 |
977 | | 1021.6243 | Like I- I- | 1022.0206 |
979 | | 1022.4636 | I- I- people think I'm joking. Like, we didn't know that we were black | 1025.6052 |
981 | | 1026.2627 | until we moved to Virginia. | 1027.2839 |
983 | | 1028.1978 | That- [Those] conversations never occurred. | 1029.9091 |
984 | DCB_int_01 | 1028.4589 | [Mm.] | 1028.6361 |
985 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1030.1143 | There was no reason for them to. | 1031.1063 |
987 | | 1031.5819 | Um, and then digging even further, | 1033.5543 |
989 | | 1033.7595 | I know I have pretty eyes. I know that I look like I'm biracial. I know this. | 1037.0770 |
991 | | 1037.5213 | Um, | 1037.8990 |
993 | | 1038.0249 | and you don't have the option to meet my brothers, but | 1040.0393 |
995 | | 1040.7714 | we all look like we're siblings. You can tell we're all related, but we all look very different. | 1044.1322 |
997 | | 1044.2524 | [And I'm] the one that has hazel eyes, | 1045.9311 |
998 | DCB_int_01 | 1044.3177 | [Mm.] | 1044.5182 |
999 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1046.0803 | light skin, was even lighter when I was a child. | 1048.1832 |
1001 | | 1048.9433 | So moving to Virginia, | 1050.2011 |
1003 | | 1051.4321 | second grade, | 1052.0943 |
1005 | | 1052.2481 | that very- very same teacher | 1053.5771 |
1007 | | 1055.0028 | told me as I'm filling out | 1056.4762 |
1009 | | 1056.6907 | my | 1057.0917 |
1011 | | 1057.2689 | forms to take my test, | 1058.6725 |
1013 | | 1058.9849 | why are you marking | 1059.9174 |
1015 | | 1060.0387 | African American? | 1060.8500 |
1017 | | 1061.9074 | I'm black. | 1062.4016 |
1019 | | 1062.5275 | What do you mean why am I | 1063.2363 |
1021 | | 1063.3529 | /barking/ African American? | 1064.6818 |
1023 | | 1064.9895 | Well you need to mark other, | 1066.3418 |
1025 | | 1066.4630 | or you need to mark Caucasian and Black. | 1068.3037 |
1027 | | 1069.8518 | And I'm like, well my mommy says | 1072.1972 |
1029 | | 1072.4024 | that I need to mark Black. | 1073.4644 |
1031 | | 1074.6161 | Like full fledged argument with this lady | 1076.4906 |
1033 | | 1077.1014 | [in second grade.] | 1077.9268 |
1034 | DCB_int_01 | 1077.1061 | [And you're eight.] | 1077.9268 |
1035 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1078.1926 | In second grade! When I'm about to take a test. | 1080.3550 |
1037 | | 1081.4834 | Um, | 1081.9357 |
1039 | | 1082.2015 | so | 1082.9289 |
1041 | | 1083.1294 | she gets offended, and I'm guessing assuming that my mother is Caucasian since she's about to call my Caucasian mother. | 1088.0943 |
1043 | | 1089.4325 | Um, | 1089.8895 |
1045 | | 1090.3791 | and I couldn't tell you cause I- I still- I was supposed to aks my mother how that conversation went. I don't know how it went, | 1094.8450 |
1047 | | 1095.1201 | but the teacher called her, | 1096.0853 |
1049 | | 1096.6309 | and we didn't really talk about it again- | 1098.3410 |
1051 | | 1098.7933 | about the race thing. | 1099.5767 |
1053 | | 1099.8798 | [It was just] come home, | 1100.9662 |
1054 | DCB_int_01 | 1099.8844 | [Mm.] | 1100.1968 |
1055 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1102.9433 | you know you're black. | 1103.9260 |
1057 | | 1105.0871 | You know you're my child. You know you're beautiful. | 1106.8496 |
1059 | | 1107.0501 | That's it. | 1107.3672 |
1061 | | 1107.6936 | That was the extent of our conversation. | 1109.2790 |
1063 | | 1109.9773 | Fast forwarding | 1110.7840 |
1065 | | 1112.1082 | to- Cause that was right when we moved to Virginia, | 1114.1599 |
1066 | DCB_int_01 | 1114.3360 | Mm-hm. | 1114.6577 |
1067 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1115.3338 | I guess second grade- | 1116.6861 |
1069 | | 1117.0638 | Well I don't even remember how it was, but about | 1119.1154 |
1071 | | 1119.8522 | ninth grade, I wanna say, is the next time th- | 1122.0239 |
1073 | | 1122.2151 | that identity came up in racism. | 1123.8285 |
1075 | | 1124.3927 | Um, my cousin /RD-NAME-2/ was over, | 1126.2205 |
1077 | | 1126.4583 | and I overheard them talking | 1128.4109 |
1079 | | 1128.6301 | about our relatives. | 1129.7166 |
1081 | | 1130.0196 | Cause til this time, like, I'm honestly believing that I'm black. | 1132.2951 |
1083 | | 1132.9468 | I'm just black, and I'm just lighter than everybody else, and I just have hazel eyes for no reason. | 1136.4580 |
1085 | | 1137.8428 | I hear them talking about my mother's | 1140.1452 |
1087 | | 1141.1337 | mother's | 1141.8564 |
1089 | | 1142.1782 | mother. So my mother's | 1143.2087 |
1091 | | 1143.5025 | grandmother, | 1143.9081 |
1092 | DCB_int_01 | 1144.0107 | Mm-hm. | 1144.3371 |
1093 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1144.5376 | and they're | 1145.0121 |
1095 | | 1145.2079 | Caucasian is what I | 1146.0519 |
1097 | | 1146.1965 | overhear. | 1146.6068 |
1099 | | 1147.6326 | So I'm like, okay, I'm just gonna sit on the steps. Cause if I come upstairs, obviously they're gonna stop talking. | 1150.5609 |
1101 | | 1152.0379 | Apparently, | 1152.7933 |
1103 | | 1153.0451 | these Caucasian relatives | 1154.4673 |
1105 | | 1154.9476 | decide that they're gonna accept that my great grandmother | 1158.1079 |
1107 | | 1158.5602 | is getting married to a black man, and she has | 1160.2854 |
1109 | | 1160.4859 | biracial children. | 1161.2134 |
1111 | | 1161.8708 | So they tell her to get | 1162.9246 |
1113 | | 1163.1147 | her | 1163.6322 |
1115 | | 1164.2338 | nigger | 1164.8772 |
1117 | | 1165.6839 | man and her porch monkeys | 1167.2693 |
1119 | | 1167.8055 | off their property. | 1168.5563 |
1121 | | 1169.4224 | And that was the extent of the | 1170.9239 |
1123 | | 1171.0824 | relations with our Caucasian family. | 1172.6818 |
1125 | | 1173.3859 | And | 1173.6703 |
1127 | | 1173.8289 | from that point forward, | 1174.9386 |
1129 | | 1175.7255 | I guess my family just took upon that we're not Caucasian. We're just gonna identify that we're black. | 1179.7123 |
1131 | | 1180.5982 | Furthermore, | 1181.3396 |
1133 | | 1182.8166 | I talked to my dad about it. | 1183.7818 |
1135 | | 1184.4533 | And I'm like, okay, so what am I? | 1185.6517 |
1137 | | 1186.1692 | Cause obviously I am | 1187.1997 |
1139 | | 1187.4084 | part Caucasian in there somewhere. | 1188.6254 |
1141 | | 1189.2782 | So that's when I sit down with him and find out that we are | 1191.3952 |
1143 | | 1191.7403 | Cherokee Indian as well | 1192.7941 |
1145 | | 1192.9701 | on his side of the family and on my mother's side of the family. | 1195.4881 |
1147 | | 1196.0196 | And I'm like, well y'all have me going on my whole life not knowing what I am. I'm just thinking I'm just lighter than everybody else, and | 1201.1523 |
1149 | | 1202.3321 | fine. And I'm like, and people are telling me, | 1204.1506 |
1151 | | 1204.8594 | You're biracial. Like, we can see that you're biracial. | 1207.1617 |
1153 | | 1207.4881 | And I'm like, no. Like, | 1208.5605 |
1155 | | 1209.1248 | which one is it? | 1209.6936 |
1157 | | 1210.4164 | Um, | 1210.8127 |
1159 | | 1211.0494 | so that- that was really rough for me. | 1212.8026 |
1160 | DCB_int_01 | 1212.8912 | Mm. | 1213.1384 |
1161 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1213.1244 | And it's- it's still | 1214.5885 |
1162 | | 1214.9336 | to this | 1215.3859 |
1164 | | 1215.6330 | point in time- And I think, like I said, it's cause when I was younger | 1217.9540 |
1166 | | 1219.3855 | we never | 1220.0103 |
1168 | | 1220.1222 | talked about | 1220.7564 |
1170 | | 1220.9009 | image in my home. Like, of course my father tells me I'm beautiful every day, but never | 1224.8446 |
1172 | | 1225.8331 | realizing that I have pretty eyes. It wasn't until I moved to Virginia that it was a constant- | 1230.2011 |
1174 | | 1230.4856 | In the course of a week, two, three people, oh you have beautiful eyes. What are you mixed with? What are you? | 1234.9293 |
1176 | | 1235.6556 | And it's like, do we really live in a society where we have to do that? It's- | 1238.4300 |
1178 | | 1238.6491 | Everything's about race. | 1239.6330 |
1180 | | 1239.8149 | Everything's about skin color. Everything's about eye color. Everything's about hair. | 1242.5648 |
1182 | | 1243.9823 | Um, next incident | 1245.2320 |
1184 | | 1245.4745 | is when uh, vacationing | 1246.9992 |
1186 | | 1247.4271 | in North Carolina, cause that's where we typically go to vacation. | 1249.8658 |
1188 | | 1250.4486 | Um, there of course, there's racist people everywhere. | 1252.3837 |
1190 | | 1253.0913 | So, | 1253.7442 |
1192 | | 1253.9866 | having those conversations where | 1255.7352 |
1194 | | 1256.3461 | my older brother, who is darker in skin tone, | 1259.2277 |
1196 | | 1259.6416 | gets | 1260.0519 |
1198 | | 1260.3177 | dirty looks | 1261.0265 |
1200 | | 1261.2456 | more so than I do. | 1262.1828 |
1202 | | 1262.6771 | Cause I guess they assume that I'm partially mixed with white, so they accept me more than they would accept him. | 1266.4389 |
1204 | | 1267.1384 | And that's still a | 1267.8937 |
1206 | | 1268.5186 | issue that we have with my brother now. Like, he feels like he's the black sheep of the family | 1271.4888 |
1208 | | 1271.9400 | cause he's darker. Like he is | 1273.6793 |
1210 | | 1274.0616 | your- about your complexion. | 1275.0548 |
1211 | DCB_int_01 | 1275.2413 | Mm. | 1275.5211 |
1212 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1275.5164 | And | 1276.0107 |
1213 | | 1276.2019 | I'm the lightest out of all of them, but | 1277.9260 |
1215 | | 1278.2338 | my two brothers that are | 1279.2270 |
1217 | | 1279.8005 | younger | 1280.2202 |
1219 | | 1280.4440 | are | 1280.7004 |
1221 | | 1281.0035 | like a- in between us basically. | 1282.4817 |
1223 | | 1283.1613 | Um, so I guess that would be | 1284.5975 |
1225 | | 1285.4414 | the extent of my | 1286.2994 |
1226 | DCB_int_01 | 1286.5932 | [Is your mother fair] skinned? | 1287.7356 |
1227 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1286.6072 | [race issues.] | 1287.3486 |
1228 | | 1288.8127 | No, my mom is about one shade lighter than you. I don't know why I'm so light. | 1292.3880 |
1230 | | 1292.6118 | I honestly don't know. | 1293.4558 |
1231 | DCB_int_01 | 1293.5444 | Mm. | 1293.7076 |
1232 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1293.6750 | Um, | 1294.0620 |
1233 | DCB_int_01 | 1294.3091 | [Cause my] mom's really fa- Like, my mom looks white. | 1296.3597 |
1234 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1294.3278 | [and-] | 1294.5703 |
1235 | DCB_int_01 | 1296.4809 | So, | 1296.8726 |
1236 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1296.9658 | Mkay, [and it's- it's cause our skin.] | 1298.4486 |
1237 | DCB_int_01 | 1297.2876 | [and I'm- But my dad's like-] | 1298.4533 |
1238 | | 1298.8030 | is African, so | 1299.9734 |
1240 | | 1300.1599 | it- | 1300.3138 |
1241 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1300.4537 | [Okay.] | 1300.8034 |
1242 | DCB_int_01 | 1300.6402 | [I] can understand where I but- | 1301.8094 |
1243 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1302.1545 | Yeah, and I don't- I don't know. | 1303.3342 |
1245 | | 1303.7352 | Um, | 1304.1455 |
1247 | | 1304.6118 | I have one other cousin /RD-NAME-3/ | 1306.0900 |
1249 | | 1306.2718 | who looks just like me. | 1307.4049 |
1251 | | 1308.0426 | [We have] | 1308.5229 |
1252 | DCB_int_01 | 1308.0426 | [/Because/ you're] fair sk- [Like, fair skin.] Mm-hm. | 1310.0570 |
1253 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1308.9285 | [fair skin], | 1309.7166 |
1255 | | 1310.0430 | hazel eyes, and I don't- And I guess it's just a mixture of | 1312.7847 |
1256 | | 1312.9153 | genes. And that's what I love about black people. Like, | 1314.6441 |
1258 | | 1314.9425 | [you don't know what they're gonna come out looking like. I- I- Yeah.] | 1317.0641 |
1259 | DCB_int_01 | 1314.9425 | [All different colors. Yeah. I love that.] | 1317.1108 |
1260 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1317.1994 | And it- it's amazing. It's beautiful. Um, | 1318.8780 |
1262 | | 1319.3338 | our hair, everything. I love it. | 1320.5835 |
1264 | | 1321.0078 | Um, and | 1321.8331 |
1266 | | 1322.4486 | it's through writing that paper | 1323.7542 |
1268 | | 1323.9454 | that I- I really came to resonate with my identity. Cause I- I literally have had identity crisis majority of my life. Like, where do I | 1330.4630 |
1270 | | 1330.9200 | fit in? | 1331.3711 |
1272 | | 1331.5856 | Um, [being picked] on, | 1332.8679 |
1273 | DCB_int_01 | 1332.0053 | [/?/] | 1332.4156 |
1275 | | 1332.8399 | Mm. | 1333.2363 |
1276 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1333.9311 | and I mean I don't- | 1334.8776 |
1278 | | 1335.0268 | I don't have nice hair. My mother, | 1336.4817 |
1280 | | 1336.6169 | um, | 1336.9992 |
1282 | | 1337.4317 | actually looks Ethiopian. | 1338.5229 |
1284 | | 1339.0404 | Her hair is like | 1339.9404 |
1286 | | 1340.2621 | jet black, | 1340.9056 |
1288 | | 1341.0035 | long, curly | 1341.9594 |
1290 | | 1342.1692 | hair. | 1342.4723 |
1292 | | 1342.9946 | Um, but we | 1343.5530 |
1294 | | 1343.7628 | got my father's hair. We got the brown genes. | 1345.7352 |
1296 | | 1345.8658 | Um, so my hair is- It's manageable, but it's not her hair. | 1348.7754 |
1298 | | 1349.4504 | But it's | 1350.0566 |
1300 | | 1350.9891 | the constant, | 1351.8378 |
1302 | | 1351.9823 | what are you mixed with? | 1353.0688 |
1303 | DCB_int_01 | 1353.7636 | Mm. | 1354.0806 |
1304 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1354.1040 | Where are you- why are you playing with us? You need to be over there playing with them. | 1357.6466 |
1306 | | 1358.2808 | So, | 1358.7890 |
1308 | | 1359.8708 | and it's- | 1360.2252 |
1310 | | 1360.4525 | Well where do I fit in | 1361.3758 |
1312 | | 1361.5017 | in this | 1361.9074 |
1314 | | 1362.1312 | whole | 1362.4622 |
1316 | | 1363.1430 | /mex/ of things- mess of things. Um, and like, I said, it was just weird cause growing up in DC, | 1367.5903 |
1318 | | 1368.3363 | we never had reason to | 1369.9544 |
1320 | | 1370.1502 | realize what color we were. We never talked about | 1372.0900 |
1322 | | 1372.2905 | our race, | 1372.7614 |
1324 | | 1373.0587 | so. | 1373.3058 |
1325 | DCB_int_01 | 1373.8561 | So, let me go back. Cause you talked about playing, and that- | 1376.1502 |
1327 | | 1376.4953 | Because I- Race, we could talk [about all day. Um], | 1378.7288 |
1328 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1377.6377 | [<laugh>] | 1378.6962 |
1329 | DCB_int_01 | 1378.9981 | cause I think it's just so fascinating- Especially like, | 1380.8446 |
1331 | | 1381.7679 | so I'm not from DC. I'm from Georgia, | 1383.3392 |
1332 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1383.6283 | [Okay.] | 1383.9454 |
1333 | DCB_int_01 | 1383.6283 | <clears throat> | 1383.9454 |
1334 | | 1384.1040 | so | 1384.4117 |
1336 | | 1384.6029 | race is a- a- | 1385.2557 |
1338 | | 1385.5297 | And then I had a bad incident with a police officer yesterday. | 1388.0570 |
1339 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1388.3600 | Oh, I'm sorry. | 1389.0268 |
1340 | DCB_int_01 | 1389.0268 | Um, | 1389.5864 |
1342 | | 1390.0200 | and so it's just like, really on my mind, but I don't want us to focus just [on that.] | 1392.8120 |
1343 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1392.5135 | [<laugh>] | 1392.8632 |
1344 | DCB_int_01 | 1392.9658 | But | 1393.2596 |
1346 | | 1393.6559 | when you talked about | 1394.3274 |
1348 | | 1394.6958 | playing, like as kids- So | 1396.5330 |
1350 | | 1396.7241 | you and your | 1397.3303 |
1352 | | 1397.6789 | two brothers are close in age? | 1399.5254 |
1354 | | 1399.7212 | Or [relatively?] | 1400.4719 |
1355 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1399.8798 | [Uh, all of us are.] | 1400.6212 |
1356 | | 1400.7890 | [/RD-NAME-2/'s] twenty four. I'm twenty three. /RD-NAME-2/'s twenty two. | 1403.5401 |
1357 | DCB_int_01 | 1400.8030 | [Oh.] | 1401.1061 |
1358 | | 1403.6462 | [Okay.] | 1403.9913 |
1359 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1403.6602 | [And /RD-NAME-2/'s] fifteen. | 1404.7607 |
1360 | | 1404.8679 | So he's a little | 1405.6839 |
1361 | DCB_int_01 | 1405.8005 | [So what did y'all] do- what did y'all do as like, kids? Like, what kind of game- do you [remember like, playing on the] stoop? | 1410.5508 |
1362 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1405.8052 | [far off.] | 1406.1316 |
1364 | | 1409.3385 | [And that was-] | 1410.0333 |
1365 | | 1410.6534 | And that's- Yeah, I was about to um, | 1412.3414 |
1367 | | 1412.4533 | go into that uh, when I came back to that. When I went back, like- And I actually almost broke down. They removed the stoops from in front of my grandmother's house. Like, we literally would jump | 1420.1413 |
1369 | | 1420.3977 | all the way around | 1421.1613 |
1371 | | 1421.3478 | the complex | 1422.1125 |
1373 | | 1422.3037 | on the stoops. | 1423.0451 |
1375 | | 1423.2596 | Um, and there was this really big playground behind my grandmother's house. | 1426.1926 |
1377 | | 1426.6390 | Um, and my father wouldn't let me get out the car, | 1428.2011 |
1379 | | 1428.4249 | so I couldn't even go behind to see if the playground was still back there. | 1430.9989 |
1381 | | 1431.4605 | Um, | 1431.8708 |
1383 | | 1432.0806 | but there was a really big playground, and it had this | 1433.7954 |
1385 | | 1433.9540 | big | 1434.2338 |
1387 | | 1434.3736 | like arc. | 1434.9752 |
1389 | | 1435.5233 | And the arc was- It was monkey bars, but as it came over, it would flip to where you could crawl up this way, and then you eventually were on top of the monkey bars and had to figure out how you were gonna get back down. | 1444.2725 |
1391 | | 1445.4173 | Um, we played | 1446.0694 |
1393 | | 1446.1927 | back there. Um, we would always walk to the candy lady's house. | 1448.7569 |
1395 | | 1449.4618 | Um, and that's- I really miss the candy lady's house. Um, | 1452.1795 |
1396 | DCB_int_01 | 1452.3822 | With the penny candy? | 1453.2369 |
1397 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1453.2986 | [Mm-hm.] | 1453.7171 |
1398 | DCB_int_01 | 1453.3030 | [Mm-hm.] | 1453.9506 |
1399 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1454.3383 | Um, and she had these little like, snow cone things. I don't even know what it was. Um, but it's not like the snow cones up here. Like, | 1460.2150 |
1401 | | 1460.3736 | I don't know how to explain it. | 1461.1182 |
1403 | | 1461.4750 | But you know, uh, bag of candy for a quarter. | 1463.7434 |
1405 | | 1463.8976 | Like a full bag of candy for a quarter. | 1465.4748 |
1406 | DCB_int_01 | 1465.8361 | [Hm.] | 1466.1577 |
1407 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1465.8493 | [Um], | 1466.1885 |
1408 | | 1466.3295 | and I really miss that, but uh, we | 1467.9729 |
1410 | | 1468.1271 | just went for walks. There's a pool down the street from my grandmother's house. | 1471.2061 |
1412 | | 1471.7083 | Um, | 1472.1753 |
1414 | | 1472.9199 | riding bikes. | 1473.8055 |
1416 | | 1474.1535 | Um, my dad was a- | 1475.5017 |
1418 | | 1477.1532 | We had our issues now, but | 1478.9551 |
1420 | | 1479.0873 | back at that time, like he was a very | 1480.7042 |
1422 | | 1480.9151 | hands on, | 1481.7301 |
1424 | | 1482.5540 | outside, | 1483.2986 |
1426 | | 1484.0608 | playground or | 1485.4794 |
1428 | | 1485.9112 | you know, we're gonna | 1486.9730 |
1430 | | 1488.1134 | just | 1488.4923 |
1432 | | 1488.7347 | w- walk | 1489.3823 |
1434 | | 1490.0520 | and explore | 1490.7745 |
1436 | | 1491.0829 | today, | 1491.3781 |
1438 | | 1491.5323 | type thing. | 1491.9464 |
1440 | | 1492.4179 | Um, but I say like, | 1493.3739 |
1442 | | 1493.5583 | if I really think about it, majority of our time was spent | 1496.1357 |
1444 | | 1496.2811 | jumping on those stoops. | 1497.2459 |
1446 | | 1497.7790 | And I don't know why it entertained us for hours, but we would literally [jump from stoop to stoop. <laugh>] | 1502.4265 |
1447 | DCB_int_01 | 1500.3117 | [Cause you were kids, and that's what we do- They] do s- | 1502.8406 |
1448 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1503.2547 | [Yup.] | 1503.6248 |
1449 | DCB_int_01 | 1503.2547 | [Kids are] the weirdest [little creatures.] | 1505.0164 |
1450 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1504.1315 | [Stoops.] | 1504.6778 |
1452 | | 1504.9283 | And actually, we would play on the clothing lines, now that I think about it. | 1507.8493 |
1453 | | 1508.0167 | [Um], | 1508.4705 |
1454 | DCB_int_01 | 1508.2370 | [Mm-hm.] | 1508.7216 |
1455 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1508.7657 | the line wasn't there anymore, but the | 1510.4531 |
1457 | | 1510.5412 | bar was still there. | 1511.4620 |
1459 | | 1511.8050 | Um, and I was very flexible as a child, so I would literally grab on and spin | 1515.4398 |
1461 | | 1515.5631 | around | 1516.0698 |
1463 | | 1516.3121 | the thing constantly. | 1517.3959 |
1465 | | 1518.0253 | Um, | 1518.4747 |
1467 | | 1519.6334 | and that's how I know now that things have changed so much to what we're afraid of. Like, my parents would | 1523.9945 |
1469 | | 1524.4218 | let us spin around it. Like, not worry that it's concrete under us. | 1527.9156 |
1471 | | 1528.3297 | And it's like- | 1528.9554 |
1473 | | 1529.5759 | It was- Everything was fine then, you know. | 1531.0519 |
1475 | | 1531.2633 | No worry | 1531.7392 |
1477 | | 1531.9110 | in the world. | 1532.4617 |
1478 | DCB_int_01 | 1532.9375 | And now, everything [is-] | 1534.1888 |
1479 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1534.0698 | [Mm-hn.] | 1534.4355 |
1480 | DCB_int_01 | 1534.5979 | You can't even walk outside. | 1535.7698 |
1481 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1535.9020 | [No.] | 1536.3117 |
1482 | DCB_int_01 | 1535.9328 | [Like] | 1536.2720 |
1483 | | 1536.4923 | Southeast is- | 1537.3515 |
1485 | | 1537.9462 | I mean you probably don't even remember- I don't know if you were aw- | 1540.1050 |
1487 | | 1540.5853 | Not that you don't remember, you may just not have been aware because you were eight, | 1543.5453 |
1489 | | 1543.7832 | [six.] | 1544.2943 |
1490 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1543.7876 | [Mm-hm.] | 1544.1445 |
1491 | | 1544.3780 | <laugh> | 1544.6908 |
1492 | DCB_int_01 | 1544.7481 | Um, but like turf wars. Like, that's what your dad talked a lot about was the [turf wars.] [You do?] | 1549.3426 |
1493 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1548.1046 | [And I do.] | 1548.6069 |
1495 | | 1548.8492 | [I do remember.] | 1549.4968 |
1496 | | 1549.7083 | Um, | 1550.0828 |
1498 | | 1550.2282 | cause my mom is um, | 1551.8363 |
1500 | | 1552.3738 | from- What i- It's something with a d, | 1553.8711 |
1502 | | 1554.6069 | where's she actually from. | 1555.8317 |
1503 | DCB_int_01 | 1556.3295 | In D- Deanwood? | 1557.2856 |
1504 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1557.6072 | Yes. | 1558.0434 |
1506 | | 1558.3958 | That's where my mother grew up. | 1559.4400 |
1508 | | 1559.9196 | And my father's from Woodland. | 1561.2061 |
1510 | | 1561.5277 | And there's Berry Farms. | 1562.7260 |
1511 | DCB_int_01 | 1563.3517 | That [is very much-] | 1564.4223 |
1512 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1563.4706 | [And I r-] | 1564.1755 |
1513 | | 1564.5544 | And I do remember cause I- I was a nosy child, very very nosy [child.] | 1567.7392 |
1514 | DCB_int_01 | 1567.4880 | [<laugh> That's great.] | 1569.2415 |
1515 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1567.8669 | [So I remember them going] back and forth | 1569.9156 |
1516 | | 1570.1799 | um, constantly uh, cause | 1571.8932 |
1518 | | 1572.7831 | the family is so | 1573.9947 |
1520 | | 1574.1621 | dispersed that | 1575.0917 |
1522 | | 1575.4354 | when they moved, you know, even though you're from Deanwood, | 1577.7874 |
1524 | | 1578.1707 | or- | 1578.3646 |
1526 | | 1578.6730 | Whatever, it's- it's Deanwood right? | 1579.7215 |
1527 | DCB_int_01 | 1579.7171 | Mm-hm. | 1579.9859 |
1528 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1580.2238 | You | 1580.9155 |
1530 | | 1581.2591 | moved to Berry Farms, so you resonated with them. | 1583.8843 |
1532 | | 1584.5981 | So you know, f- fighting with family, your own family. | 1586.8538 |
1534 | | 1587.5015 | So, I- I do remember | 1588.8805 |
1536 | | 1589.2367 | constantly you know, getting killed from it, like, | 1591.5762 |
1538 | | 1591.7700 | and then my- my Uncle /RD-NAME-2/, my mother's | 1593.5323 |
1540 | | 1594.0081 | older brother was actually murdered | 1595.5678 |
1542 | | 1595.7654 | in DC. | 1596.2280 |
1544 | | 1596.8624 | And it's- | 1597.6422 |
1545 | DCB_int_01 | 1598.4000 | Was it a turf thing? | 1599.2591 |
1546 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1599.4618 | Mm-hm. | 1599.7173 |
1547 | DCB_int_01 | 1600.6640 | Wow. | 1600.9547 |
1548 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1601.3557 | Still don't know, | 1601.9725 |
1550 | | 1602.2148 | to this day, | 1602.6598 |
1552 | | 1602.8404 | who killed him. | 1603.3338 |
1554 | | 1603.4704 | Shot seventeen times in cold blood. | 1605.2415 |
1556 | | 1606.8452 | Yup. | 1607.1052 |
1557 | DCB_int_01 | 1607.3072 | When was this? | 1607.9813 |
1558 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1608.2941 | He was eighteen at the time. | 1609.6114 |
1560 | | 1609.8405 | Um, | 1610.2590 |
1562 | | 1613.7037 | I wanna say | 1614.5452 |
1564 | | 1614.6950 | it was about | 1615.4352 |
1566 | | 1616.2590 | ninety three or ninety four. | 1617.5808 |
1567 | DCB_int_01 | 1618.2064 | Wow. | 1618.6425 |
1569 | | 1618.9950 | [Yeah.] | 1619.4003 |
1570 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1619.0032 | [Mm.] | 1619.4217 |
1571 | DCB_int_01 | 1620.0341 | And it still- They still exist. | 1621.5277 |
1572 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1621.6819 | Mm-hm. | 1621.9903 |
1573 | DCB_int_01 | 1622.3031 | Um, | 1622.8891 |
1575 | | 1623.7526 | so I work at /RD-WORK-4/ too, and th- | 1625.1580 |
1577 | | 1625.4217 | there's one /RD-WORK-1/ in Southeast, and so | 1627.1180 |
1579 | | 1627.2501 | kids- | 1627.5806 |
1581 | | 1628.4617 | A lot of the neighborhood from both | 1629.8011 |
1583 | | 1630.0081 | turfs come to the /RD-WORK-1/, | 1631.3519 |
1585 | | 1631.8843 | but when they take kids home on this street, | 1633.4528 |
1587 | | 1633.5894 | the other kids have to duck down. And when they go on the other street- It's just crazy. | 1636.4487 |
1588 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1636.4355 | And my mom was asking /RD-NAME-1/ how that goes. Um, cause /it's on/ Benning Road, | 1639.7304 |
1589 | | 1639.9991 | and there's two Benning Roads, | 1641.2107 |
1591 | | 1641.3561 | [so] when they said Benning Road, I didn't know which one it was. And /RD-NAME-1/ actually took me past it so I could find out which one it was. | 1646.2018 |
1592 | DCB_int_01 | 1641.6116 | [/Hm/.] | 1641.8363 |
1593 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1646.6556 | Um, but she asked, you know, how are the kids playing together? | 1649.2065 |
1595 | | 1649.8139 | The same /unintelligible/, and it's- | 1650.6289 |
1597 | | 1650.8316 | They're too little | 1651.3911 |
1599 | | 1651.7171 | to- | 1652.0299 |
1601 | | 1653.2724 | Here, they know they can play here, but when they go home, it's, we go our separate ways. | 1657.3141 |
1602 | DCB_int_01 | 1657.5145 | Yeah. | 1657.7436 |
1603 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1657.8229 | And it's crazy to watch these kids grow up, | 1659.4486 |
1605 | | 1660.0346 | and they turn around and kill each other | 1661.3210 |
1606 | DCB_int_01 | 1662.0430 | Yup. | 1662.2104 |
1608 | | 1662.6245 | [/inaudible/.] | 1663.5850 |
1609 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1662.6421 | [because of what they're being] told by someone else. | 1664.6688 |
1610 | DCB_int_01 | 1665.5367 | Do you f- | 1666.0213 |
1612 | | 1666.2681 | Have you been- Okay. | 1667.2549 |
1614 | | 1668.1487 | So I remember coming to DC when I was a- | 1670.2590 |
1616 | | 1670.4793 | eleven, | 1670.9551 |
1618 | | 1671.3605 | and we went to the monuments and all [the] museums, | 1673.8579 |
1619 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1673.0208 | [Mm-hm.] | 1673.3116 |
1620 | DCB_int_01 | 1674.5540 | but when it's in your back yard, | 1675.9110 |
1622 | | 1676.2018 | do you ever play tourist? Have you ever played tourist? | 1679.0303 |
1624 | | 1679.2675 | Or is that like, oh, the- | 1680.2544 |
1626 | | 1680.3910 | the monuments and museums, they're right there. I don't need to go to that. | 1682.6688 |
1627 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1683.0124 | We- No. | 1683.7570 |
1629 | | 1684.0654 | Um, | 1684.5148 |
1631 | | 1684.9333 | I actually didn't go | 1686.2676 |
1633 | | 1686.3954 | to the monuments, and I may not remember it. I- I seriously doubt that they took us actually, | 1690.4355 |
1635 | | 1690.8628 | but | 1691.1668 |
1637 | | 1691.5495 | I didn't go | 1692.1663 |
1639 | | 1692.2324 | to the monuments until I was in middle school. | 1693.8757 |
1641 | | 1694.1974 | When I was in Virginia, we took a trip back | 1695.5984 |
1643 | | 1695.8407 | to go | 1696.2989 |
1645 | | 1696.4311 | to monuments um, and I've been telling my parents I'm gonna take /RD-NAME-2/. | 1699.2766 |
1647 | | 1699.8625 | Um, | 1700.3075 |
1649 | | 1700.4881 | cause | 1700.9728 |
1651 | | 1702.5538 | in my family, education was import- important, but those | 1705.8801 |
1653 | | 1706.0211 | structural things, the materialistic things, weren't important. | 1709.2587 |
1655 | | 1709.7345 | They never took us to go see | 1711.4131 |
1657 | | 1711.5894 | the Lincoln Memorial, | 1712.7789 |
1659 | | 1712.9419 | never took us to walk on the mall. They never took us to stand where Martin Luther King Junior stood, | 1717.0563 |
1661 | | 1717.6995 | type things. | 1718.3075 |
1663 | | 1718.7569 | So no, | 1719.4574 |
1665 | | 1719.6380 | I- I didn't know what any of that stuff was | 1721.3254 |
1667 | | 1721.6508 | um, literally until I moved | 1723.0827 |
1669 | | 1723.4880 | to Virginia, and I heard | 1724.3075 |
1671 | | 1724.4793 | the, you're from DC, and you never- | 1726.2637 |
1673 | | 1726.4575 | No, I haven't, | 1727.3563 |
1675 | | 1727.6949 | so. | 1728.0738 |
1676 | DCB_int_01 | 1728.1443 | [<laugh>] | 1730.4573 |
1677 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1728.7831 | [Um, <laugh> sorry.] <laugh> | 1730.5366 |
1678 | | 1730.9551 | Um, | 1731.3473 |
1680 | | 1732.4223 | but I do realize the beauty in those things, and I love museums. | 1734.7699 |
1682 | | 1734.9417 | And | 1735.2589 |
1684 | | 1735.4880 | I love | 1735.8625 |
1686 | | 1735.9991 | taking walks and love the cherry blossoms and everything. | 1737.9156 |
1688 | | 1738.3870 | But no, they never | 1739.2367 |
1690 | | 1739.7390 | took us to any of that stuff. Um, | 1741.2942 |
1692 | | 1741.7259 | they took us to a couple like, basketball games, like the Wizards and | 1744.2857 |
1694 | | 1744.7703 | the um- | 1745.3431 |
1696 | | 1745.9636 | <ts> | 1746.0826 |
1698 | | 1746.3205 | the Harlem Globe Trotters. And they would always take us to the circus. | 1748.7393 |
1700 | | 1749.3340 | That [was fun.] | 1749.7129 |
1701 | DCB_int_01 | 1749.4838 | [Hm.] | 1749.6997 |
1702 | | 1750.7130 | Did you- | 1751.1266 |
1704 | | 1751.3601 | Okay. So going- Did you- | 1752.7258 |
1706 | | 1753.1796 | Did you talk to your grandmother a lot? | 1754.5718 |
1707 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1754.8935 | Mm-hm. | 1755.1975 |
1708 | DCB_int_01 | 1755.6072 | Do you remember her telling you [stories?] | 1757.2549 |
1709 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1756.6816 | [<laugh>] | 1757.0340 |
1710 | | 1757.2764 | Mm-hm. | 1757.5407 |
1711 | DCB_int_01 | 1757.4922 | What are your- some of your [fondest like, memories of her] storytelling? | 1759.9859 |
1712 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1758.1707 | [<laugh>] | 1759.3074 |
1714 | | 1759.9330 | Um, | 1760.3427 |
1715 | | 1761.0345 | and my mom says that she's lying, but my grandmother [swore that she went to a segregated school.] | 1765.6907 |
1716 | DCB_int_01 | 1763.3733 | [<laugh>] | 1765.3999 |
1717 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1766.0299 | Um, | 1766.4617 |
1719 | | 1767.2019 | and that- | 1767.8011 |
1721 | | 1767.9949 | Cause she's | 1768.4839 |
1723 | | 1769.2323 | a little lighter- She was a little lighter than me actually. | 1771.0298 |
1724 | DCB_int_01 | 1771.2237 | Mm. | 1771.5277 |
1725 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1771.6775 | Um, | 1772.0872 |
1727 | | 1772.8054 | and | 1773.2680 |
1729 | | 1773.6248 | they swear that she looked just like me when she was a child, but I don't know. | 1776.3910 |
1731 | | 1776.7787 | But | 1777.1664 |
1733 | | 1777.2942 | she was picked on obviously. | 1779.0521 |
1735 | | 1779.2503 | Um, | 1779.6645 |
1737 | | 1779.8055 | cause you know, going to a segregated school, | 1781.6112 |
1739 | | 1781.8843 | where should she fit in? | 1782.8272 |
1740 | DCB_int_01 | 1783.3250 | [Mm-hm.] | 1783.9418 |
1741 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1783.4308 | [Um], | 1783.7083 |
1742 | | 1784.1930 | especially in DC where people are typically darker in skin tone in DC. | 1787.8667 |
1744 | | 1788.3866 | So, where should she fit in? Um, she said that | 1790.8979 |
1746 | | 1791.0961 | she was beat up in school. The teachers would beat the crap out of her. | 1794.7479 |
1748 | | 1795.3911 | Um- | 1795.8449 |
1749 | DCB_int_01 | 1796.7437 | Because she was lighter? | 1797.5323 |
1750 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1797.8055 | <ts> | 1797.9332 |
1752 | | 1798.5016 | She said she felt like she was picked on. | 1799.6368 |
1754 | | 1799.9416 | Mm-hm. | 1800.2456 |
1755 | DCB_int_01 | 1800.3866 | Hm. | 1800.5452 |
1756 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1801.1047 | And um- | 1801.9595 |
1758 | | 1803.1182 | I'm tryna remember what else | 1803.9993 |
1760 | | 1804.2108 | she said. | 1804.7174 |
1762 | | 1805.0076 | Um, | 1805.4350 |
1764 | | 1806.5056 | but | 1806.7347 |
1766 | | 1806.9726 | my grandmother | 1808.1048 |
1768 | | 1808.9507 | didn't grow up in DC. | 1810.0918 |
1770 | | 1811.5848 | Um, | 1811.9989 |
1772 | | 1812.6333 | my grandmother, I wanna say | 1814.3692 |
1774 | | 1815.2724 | grew up in North Carolina? I think that's where she met my grandfather, | 1818.5628 |
1776 | | 1818.7082 | and then they moved to DC later. | 1820.1930 |
1778 | | 1820.9904 | [Um], | 1821.3913 |
1779 | DCB_int_01 | 1820.9992 | [I think that's] what your dad said. [/Yeah/.] | 1822.4663 |
1780 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1821.9993 | [Yes.] | 1822.4619 |
1781 | | 1822.9069 | Um, | 1823.4482 |
1783 | | 1824.4307 | and I remember her um- | 1826.0652 |
1785 | | 1826.7349 | Cause my grandmother was an alcoholic, so it depend on the day | 1829.2814 |
1787 | | 1829.8271 | um, | 1830.1090 |
1789 | | 1830.5981 | what she was feeling that day, I guess you could say. | 1832.5851 |
1791 | | 1833.0521 | And | 1833.6116 |
1793 | | 1834.4046 | sometimes, and you know, it was like, ab- about the growing up hard, | 1837.7876 |
1795 | | 1838.0740 | [growing up] a woman, | 1839.0829 |
1796 | DCB_int_01 | 1838.2855 | [/Hm/.] | 1838.4881 |
1797 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1839.7173 | um, cause my grandmother I guess was born in about | 1841.7918 |
1799 | | 1842.8844 | nineteen | 1843.5894 |
1801 | | 1844.0299 | thirty or nineteen fortyish? | 1845.3120 |
1803 | | 1845.8011 | Um, | 1846.2681 |
1805 | | 1846.5060 | so always telling me, you know, you got to be a young lady, | 1848.7963 |
1807 | | 1849.3515 | um, | 1849.7920 |
1809 | | 1849.9683 | and to this day, I remember, and I tell people all the time. My grandmother drunk beer, | 1853.2631 |
1811 | | 1853.3953 | but she would pour | 1854.1134 |
1813 | | 1854.2544 | the beer into a glass. | 1855.3735 |
1815 | | 1856.8098 | Always drunk out a straw. | 1857.7834 |
1817 | | 1857.9993 | Never put her lips on the rim of a cup. | 1859.7478 |
1819 | | 1860.3910 | Um, and she would yell at me for it. | 1861.6599 |
1821 | | 1861.8097 | Like, you're a young lady. | 1862.8494 |
1823 | | 1863.2459 | Why are you doing that? You shouldn't do that. | 1864.6734 |
1825 | | 1865.9230 | And I- I guess it confused me because I guess my family grew up in DC, but she didn't grew up in DC. She grew | 1871.0230 |
1827 | | 1871.3401 | i- up in the South somewhere. | 1872.4266 |
1828 | DCB_int_01 | 1872.8509 | [Mm-hm.] | 1873.2053 |
1829 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1872.9908 | Not- not positive. I think it was North Carolina. | 1875.1625 |
1830 | DCB_int_01 | 1875.3257 | I think [that's what he said.] | 1876.2210 |
1831 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1875.5869 | [/In the South.] | 1876.1977 |
1832 | | 1876.5008 | Um, | 1876.8598 |
1834 | | 1877.6292 | and I wanna say cause her /lan/-her last name | 1879.4617 |
1836 | | 1879.6144 | was uh- her maiden name was /RD-NAME-3/, | 1881.2418 |
1838 | | 1881.4236 | so I think she grew up | 1882.6686 |
1840 | | 1882.9391 | wherever the /RD-NAME-3/ farm is, I think is where she's from. | 1885.4571 |
1842 | | 1886.2486 | But um, | 1886.8594 |
1844 | | 1887.7174 | you know, and then | 1888.4775 |
1846 | | 1888.5847 | of course, depending on the day, she would tell me- she would remember that her relatives that are older than her were actually slaves. | 1895.2235 |
1848 | | 1896.1841 | According to her, I don't know if she was telling the truth, but they were slaves so. | 1899.9972 |
1850 | | 1900.3795 | You know, she was that first generation coming out of slavery is what [she was tryna say.] | 1903.8161 |
1851 | DCB_int_01 | 1903.1155 | [<laugh>] | 1903.8103 |
1852 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1904.1553 | Um, | 1904.5703 |
1854 | | 1904.9480 | and it was just hilarious to us, /that/ | 1906.6313 |
1856 | | 1906.8272 | um- | 1907.1956 |
1858 | | 1907.9043 | And | 1908.4825 |
1860 | | 1908.6504 | just education was important to her. Like, I- My fondest memories of her are her- | 1912.8225 |
1862 | | 1913.2935 | She lived in a three level townhouse, so we would literally go all the way up to the top | 1916.3185 |
1864 | | 1916.4771 | and count every single one of those steps | 1918.1044 |
1866 | | 1918.9624 | back and forth until we learned how to count. | 1920.5618 |
1868 | | 1920.9721 | That's how all of us- like, literally it's how all /bran/ ch- /RD-NAME-1/ children learned how to count | 1924.4122 |
1870 | | 1924.9950 | the [steps.] | 1925.4800 |
1871 | DCB_int_01 | 1925.2608 | [Mm-hm.] | 1925.8577 |
1872 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1926.1095 | Um, and I remember and I aksed /RD-NAME-2/, cause /RD-NAME-2/ was | 1928.4911 |
1874 | | 1928.6310 | three when she passed, | 1929.6102 |
1876 | | 1929.7687 | and he still remembers | 1930.7059 |
1878 | | 1930.8458 | that that's how he learned how to count | 1931.9183 |
1880 | | 1932.1748 | steps. | 1932.6131 |
1882 | | 1933.0654 | so. | 1933.4058 |
1883 | DCB_int_01 | 1934.6216 | Wow. | 1934.9527 |
1885 | | 1935.4889 | And she- | 1935.7874 |
1887 | | 1936.0392 | Uh- | 1936.5101 |
1889 | | 1936.7666 | Did- She just passed a couple years ago- a few years [ago /right/?] | 1938.8882 |
1890 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1938.4545 | [Two thousand] and | 1939.4151 |
1891 | | 1939.6611 | eleven. | 1940.1973 |
1892 | DCB_int_01 | 1940.3978 | Mm-hm. | 1940.7522 |
1893 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1940.7615 | Mm-hm. | 1941.0273 |
1894 | DCB_int_01 | 1941.0646 | I remember your dad | 1941.6941 |
1896 | | 1941.8666 | was saying it was a few years ago. | 1943.4473 |
1898 | | 1943.8530 | Um, do you remember the story about | 1945.4664 |
1900 | | 1946.0155 | your mom's car? Your mom's brand new car? | 1948.3469 |
1901 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1949.1116 | It depends on which one. She had a lot of <laugh> [cars.] | 1951.6762 |
1902 | DCB_int_01 | 1951.0840 | [Um], | 1951.5363 |
1903 | | 1952.1647 | <ts> | 1952.3792 |
1905 | | 1953.0273 | think it was a- | 1953.9039 |
1907 | | 1954.2303 | Was it an Escalade or something that got keyed up. | 1956.4219 |
1909 | | 1959.5869 | I don't know if you were in the car. It may have been just your dad and your mom. | 1962.1235 |
1910 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1962.6690 | Mm-mm. | 1963.0934 |
1912 | | 1963.3953 | I remember a- | 1964.0621 |
1914 | | 1964.2299 | a car being keyed up. | 1965.4610 |
1916 | | 1965.6242 | Um, | 1966.1044 |
1918 | | 1966.9391 | I remember | 1967.8950 |
1920 | | 1968.5525 | her having a lot of issues with the woman in the neighborhood. | 1970.9574 |
1922 | | 1971.2744 | Um, because she was younger, | 1972.3516 |
1924 | | 1972.5987 | she had no business being with my father. | 1973.9836 |
1926 | | 1974.1701 | Um, I'm pretty sure he probably told you that [too.] | 1975.8196 |
1927 | DCB_int_01 | 1975.6704 | [He] didn't, so [I didn't- He didn't-] | 1977.1299 |
1928 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1976.3838 | [<laugh>] | 1977.0972 |
1929 | DCB_int_01 | 1977.3211 | You know what? He talks- He talked about your mom- | 1979.6991 |
1931 | | 1980.0069 | about- | 1980.4172 |
1933 | | 1981.9688 | Excuse me, about them meeting, but he didn't talk a lot about- | 1984.4029 |
1934 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1984.6733 | And that's- that's debatable too. | 1985.9370 |
1936 | | 1986.4219 | Um, | 1986.7623 |
1937 | DCB_int_01 | 1986.7576 | [<laugh>] | 1988.6216 |
1938 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 1987.0421 | [so according to him, when we were] children, what he would tell us when he was putting us to bed, | 1990.8887 |
1939 | | 1991.3448 | he was walking down the street, | 1992.5152 |
1941 | | 1992.6504 | and he saw my mother getting off the bus. | 1994.2020 |
1943 | | 1994.6543 | And that was the woman he was gonna marry. | 1996.1884 |
1945 | | 1996.7852 | So my father was thirty five, and my mother, sixteen. | 1999.7042 |
1947 | | 2000.4025 | So, and I tell him all the time, you had no business talking to my mother, but I- I wouldn't be here if you didn't. | 2005.0980 |
1948 | DCB_int_01 | 2005.5818 | [<laugh>] | 2006.7289 |
1949 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2005.5958 | [But] | 2006.0248 |
1950 | | 2006.9527 | apparently in the neighborhood, my father, of course, thirty five, have had numerous girlfriends in the neighborhood, | 2012.0294 |
1952 | | 2012.5097 | so I remember her saying you know, she was constantly attacked, | 2015.9183 |
1954 | | 2016.1841 | badgered. | 2016.7530 |
1956 | | 2016.8975 | She's not from Woodland. | 2017.8721 |
1958 | | 2019.0226 | You know? She's from Deanwood. | 2020.2024 |
1959 | DCB_int_01 | 2020.3283 | So that's an- Yeah. First of all, you count- you crossing, | 2022.6877 |
1961 | | 2022.9908 | not only just neighborhoods, you're crossing /qua-/ quadrants [so- and] wards. So she's ward seven, | 2027.2468 |
1962 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2025.1719 | [Mm-hm.] | 2025.6661 |
1963 | DCB_int_01 | 2027.5359 | Northeast. | 2028.1235 |
1965 | | 2028.5058 | That's ward [eight], Southeast. [That's a] whole lot. [That's a lot] going on [/with that/.] | 2032.3422 |
1966 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2029.4419 | [Mm-hm.] | 2029.8569 |
1968 | | 2030.2952 | [<laugh>] | 2030.6216 |
1970 | | 2031.1112 | [Yes.] | 2031.5449 |
1972 | | 2031.9506 | [And she-] she constantly had to deal with that. And I remember that she constantly was calling my cousins coming up. Like I- They- they- <laugh> They were- I tell people my mother and my father are crazy, and they never- Cause they came to Virginia, and they calmed down. | 2042.6123 |
1973 | | 2043.1532 | But | 2043.4516 |
1975 | | 2044.3096 | they- I remember | 2045.2655 |
1977 | | 2045.3681 | her calling my cousin /RD-NAME-2/, my cousin /RD-NAME-1/, | 2047.8208 |
1979 | | 2048.1647 | my cousin /RD-NAME-2/. Like, coming to fight people because she was constantly attacked. | 2051.8111 |
1981 | | 2052.3753 | Um, | 2052.8089 |
1983 | | 2053.4279 | because that's not where she should have been. | 2054.8221 |
1985 | | 2055.3677 | So | 2055.8526 |
1987 | | 2056.2070 | um, | 2056.5800 |
1989 | | 2057.1443 | that- that's what I do remember. I don't remember anyone keying the car up. | 2059.6984 |
1991 | | 2059.8849 | But it could have happened. Um, | 2061.4563 |
1993 | | 2061.8853 | and what I do remember, | 2063.0790 |
1995 | | 2063.3075 | is my mom starting fights with people with golf clubs and what not, getting out the car with my cousin /RD-NAME-2/ fighting people with people cutting them off. | 2070.0955 |
1997 | | 2070.5898 | Um, | 2070.9441 |
1999 | | 2071.6051 | and that's just the difference in- | 2073.1485 |
2001 | | 2073.4330 | in culture I guess you could say, and what's perceived as okay. And like, my mom literally has come all the way down. | 2078.8548 |
2003 | | 2079.2651 | Cause I'm like five, six, remembering like sun roof- my cousin /RD-NAME-2/ and the sun roof, | 2083.6855 |
2005 | | 2083.8476 | golf club. Like, I can't believe you just did that. Throwing cans and | 2086.9018 |
2006 | DCB_int_01 | 2087.5546 | Oh, [wow.] | 2088.1468 |
2007 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2087.7085 | [<sigh>] craziness. | 2088.7530 |
2008 | | 2088.8789 | Craziness. | 2089.4897 |
2010 | | 2089.7776 | That's what I do remember. | 2090.6030 |
2012 | | 2090.7569 | [And that's] only okay in DC. | 2092.1697 |
2013 | DCB_int_01 | 2090.7708 | [/Huh/.] | 2091.0273 |
2014 | | 2092.3562 | So she was- Okay. So, | 2093.8344 |
2016 | | 2094.0629 | okay, now I'm getting a whole [different side, which is] great because | 2096.5237 |
2017 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2095.1109 | [<laugh>] | 2095.8942 |
2018 | DCB_int_01 | 2096.8967 | he kind of left out a lot of details. He's like, yes, | 2098.9764 |
2020 | | 2099.1023 | I w- something about he was getting off the bus, and she was getting off the bus, | 2101.8208 |
2022 | | 2102.4538 | and he knew- Like, he didn't tell me the age difference, | 2104.9671 |
2024 | | 2105.1536 | and he knew that | 2105.9929 |
2026 | | 2106.2307 | um, | 2106.6737 |
2028 | | 2107.0467 | she was fine, and this was who he was gonna [marry.] | 2109.5169 |
2029 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2108.9900 | [<laugh>] | 2109.5402 |
2030 | DCB_int_01 | 2110.2163 | Um, | 2110.5847 |
2032 | | 2111.0930 | and so now to kind of hear some more, | 2113.2566 |
2033 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2113.1586 | Mm-hm. | 2113.4757 |
2034 | DCB_int_01 | 2113.6657 | filling in some of the meat | 2114.8688 |
2035 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2115.0833 | [Okay.] | 2115.5169 |
2036 | DCB_int_01 | 2115.0926 | [behind] it. | 2115.7967 |
2037 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2115.8620 | Oh yeah, and I can- I can keep telling you the rest of that [s- that] story. [So], | 2119.0794 |
2038 | DCB_int_01 | 2117.6805 | [Oh, okay.] | 2118.1701 |
2040 | | 2118.4172 | [Mm-hm.] | 2118.7390 |
2041 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2119.2845 | he's from Woodland, still lives with my grandmother. At thirty five years of age, should not be living with my grandmother. | 2124.3986 |
2043 | | 2124.7763 | So my mother comes over. | 2125.8068 |
2045 | | 2126.3792 | My mother and my grandmother get into it. | 2128.3702 |
2047 | | 2128.9857 | Um, I don't remember why they got into it, but they got into it. | 2131.8394 |
2049 | | 2131.9455 | Um, but I guess they eventually worked it out cause my mother | 2134.1044 |
2051 | | 2134.2210 | and my grandmother- | 2135.0044 |
2053 | | 2135.2049 | my- my | 2135.7924 |
2055 | | 2136.0908 | paternal grandmother had a great relationship. | 2137.6855 |
2057 | | 2138.2346 | But I remember that when my mother went to go take my father to meet her mother, | 2141.9929 |
2059 | | 2143.0048 | that was a different story. | 2144.0759 |
2061 | | 2144.4631 | According to her, my grandmother pulled out a knife, | 2146.5894 |
2063 | | 2146.7619 | and she was gonna stab my father. | 2147.9090 |
2064 | DCB_int_01 | 2148.2400 | /Oh, [okay]/. | 2148.9441 |
2065 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2148.4126 | [Um, and it's] | 2148.9581 |
2066 | | 2149.1493 | age difference. | 2149.9933 |
2067 | DCB_int_01 | 2150.1367 | [Yeah.] | 2150.5237 |
2068 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2150.1926 | [Um], | 2150.5937 |
2069 | | 2152.1557 | why are you, | 2152.9811 |
2071 | | 2153.0650 | grown man, talking to my child? basically. Cause my mother was a child, and I can- I know she was a child. | 2157.0180 |
2073 | | 2157.5682 | Um, | 2157.9133 |
2075 | | 2159.0790 | and they just | 2160.0629 |
2077 | | 2161.0607 | apparently- and if I do the math, | 2163.2278 |
2079 | | 2163.4749 | I wanna say /RD-NAME-2/ was conceived | 2165.1629 |
2081 | | 2166.5711 | the following year. | 2167.3172 |
2083 | | 2167.6238 | So | 2167.9968 |
2085 | | 2168.2113 | April I think is when they met? | 2169.3024 |
2087 | | 2169.8107 | And /RD-NAME-2/ was conceived the | 2171.0743 |
2089 | | 2171.1956 | next January- | 2171.9696 |
2091 | | 2172.1095 | not January. Uh, /this/ | 2173.2472 |
2093 | | 2174.0155 | September, October | 2174.8967 |
2095 | | 2175.3397 | um, | 2175.6195 |
2097 | | 2175.8293 | ish of that year. | 2176.6127 |
2099 | | 2176.9484 | So Robert was born | 2178.0022 |
2101 | | 2178.5758 | following year over. | 2179.4198 |
2103 | | 2179.9921 | So | 2180.5190 |
2105 | | 2181.9832 | that- that's what I know from what he told me, from- well | 2184.4452 |
2107 | | 2184.6457 | /mixing/ together what my mother [told] me. [Um-] | 2186.8268 |
2108 | DCB_int_01 | 2185.8523 | [Mother.] | 2186.1647 |
2110 | | 2186.3698 | [Getting both] [pieces, mm-hm.] | 2187.6475 |
2111 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2187.0646 | [Yes, but when] I was a child, like the story ended | 2189.2702 |
2112 | | 2189.5639 | with the- | 2190.0908 |
2114 | | 2190.4825 | and I mean, it's cause we're so little, we don't realize- Well obviously, | 2192.9760 |
2116 | | 2193.2231 | something had to happen in between. | 2194.6313 |
2117 | DCB_int_01 | 2194.9251 | Right. | 2195.2515 |
2118 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2195.2841 | Got off the bus, | 2196.1748 |
2120 | | 2196.3613 | the woman he was gonna marry, | 2197.5830 |
2122 | | 2198.4258 | story ends! He- he gets his bride | 2200.4355 |
2124 | | 2200.8039 | is /[way] it end/. We're fine with that of course, | 2202.8043 |
2125 | DCB_int_01 | 2200.9624 | [/Hm/.] | 2201.3168 |
2126 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2203.4151 | so. | 2203.8161 |
2127 | DCB_int_01 | 2204.1926 | And did y'all live- | 2205.0506 |
2129 | | 2205.3024 | As far as you can remember, or what you've been told, did- | 2207.4567 |
2131 | | 2207.6245 | did y'all live with y'alls grandmother for awhile? | 2209.3579 |
2132 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2209.3731 | Mm-hm. We lived with my grandmother um, | 2211.2138 |
2133 | DCB_int_01 | 2211.3117 | For a [long time.] | 2212.0625 |
2134 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2211.5076 | [until I was] five | 2212.6174 |
2135 | DCB_int_01 | 2213.0557 | [Okay.] | 2213.3681 |
2136 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2213.1629 | [Um], | 2213.5126 |
2137 | | 2213.9789 | at least. | 2214.5525 |
2139 | | 2214.8089 | And then we moved into that apartment I was telling you about. | 2216.8734 |
2140 | DCB_int_01 | 2216.8921 | And by then, | 2217.8526 |
2142 | | 2218.2350 | it was | 2218.6826 |
2144 | | 2219.0790 | three, not- It wasn't- Other- Your | 2220.7809 |
2146 | | 2221.0560 | youngest brother hadn't been born yet. | 2222.5004 |
2147 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2224.1697 | D- /RD-NAME-2/. | 2224.7199 |
2148 | DCB_int_01 | 2224.8691 | /RD-NAME-2/ [hadn't.] | 2225.7691 |
2149 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2225.3308 | [Yes], /RD-NAME-2/ was born in Virginia, [in Alexandria], [Virginia.] | 2228.0759 |
2150 | DCB_int_01 | 2227.0514 | [Okay.] | 2227.4244 |
2152 | | 2227.8523 | [Right.] Okay, [so] | 2228.7475 |
2153 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2228.3885 | [Mm-hm.] | 2228.7522 |
2154 | DCB_int_01 | 2228.9014 | but the other f- | 2229.4936 |
2156 | | 2229.8107 | the others of you are already born, so [it was] | 2231.3401 |
2157 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2231.0743 | [All of- | 2231.5266 |
2158 | DCB_int_01 | 2231.4753 | [all of the-] | 2232.1328 |
2159 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2231.8530 | [All four] of [us.] | 2232.6690 |
2160 | DCB_int_01 | 2232.3706 | [It was] the grandkids, | 2233.5783 |
2161 | | 2234.1647 | your mom and dad, | 2235.1252 |
2163 | | 2235.5542 | your grandma- | 2236.2350 |
2165 | | 2236.4075 | who else lived there? | 2237.0603 |
2166 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2237.6945 | My | 2238.4312 |
2168 | | 2238.8416 | brother- my dad's brothers. | 2239.9875 |
2170 | | 2240.1040 | So my uncles, Uncle /RD-NAME-2/, | 2241.6381 |
2172 | | 2241.8993 | [Uncle /RD-NAME-2/-] | 2242.6743 |
2173 | DCB_int_01 | 2241.9785 | [So y'all had a house] full. | 2243.1536 |
2174 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2243.3774 | A house full. | 2244.0582 |
2176 | | 2244.2261 | Litera- Cause /uh/, my grandmother lived in a | 2245.8208 |
2178 | | 2246.0434 | big house, like a- She lived in the- And it's so weird in DC cause the one that conjoins | 2251.0514 |
2180 | | 2251.4384 | the townhouses- the biggest townhouse. | 2252.9853 |
2182 | | 2253.7081 | So if I had to explain, like you turn into Reynold's Place, | 2256.5385 |
2184 | | 2257.1493 | and then | 2257.7275 |
2186 | | 2258.1087 | it | 2258.3652 |
2188 | | 2258.5424 | is like a- | 2259.2651 |
2190 | | 2261.3494 | like a- | 2261.7458 |
2192 | | 2261.9370 | How do I explain? Like, it comes like this. | 2263.8010 |
2194 | | 2264.7102 | So it | 2265.1672 |
2195 | DCB_int_01 | 2265.3304 | Kind of [like an 'L', 'V', 'L'], | 2267.2935 |
2196 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2265.4936 | [h- like a 'L'. Like a- a s- a-] | 2267.3028 |
2197 | | 2267.5033 | [Yeah, like a] slanted ['L'.] | 2268.9488 |
2198 | DCB_int_01 | 2267.5126 | kind of thing? | 2268.1421 |
2200 | | 2268.5431 | [And so the one] that's in [the middle right there-] | 2270.2066 |
2201 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2269.4139 | [The one in the middle right] here is the one that my grandmother lived in, so this is the three level one that's the biggest house. And there was | 2274.8369 |
2202 | | 2274.9488 | uh- like- | 2275.3918 |
2204 | | 2276.1087 | eight or ten rooms in that house. | 2277.6428 |
2206 | | 2278.2449 | So, three levels. Yeah, it was a really big house. | 2280.4924 |
2207 | DCB_int_01 | 2280.7769 | Oh, okay. So [it didn't] feel cramped. It didn't feel like- | 2283.4522 |
2208 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2281.1487 | [And-] | 2281.4192 |
2209 | | 2283.4662 | No, it didn't, but when I look at it now, I know we were cramped, [but I didn't-] | 2286.6743 |
2210 | DCB_int_01 | 2286.1101 | [Yeah, cause you're] telling me all these people are in this one house. | 2288.7947 |
2211 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2288.7388 | Cause I remember that my- my cousins lived there at a point in time. My Uncle /RD-NAME-2/'s | 2292.4225 |
2212 | | 2292.7116 | daughter, /RD-NAME-3/ | 2293.7827 |
2214 | | 2293.9881 | and um, | 2294.8227 |
2216 | | 2295.4336 | /RD-NAME-2/ lived with us. | 2296.4594 |
2218 | | 2296.8184 | And I remember all of us slept in one bed, one really big bed. | 2300.2026 |
2220 | | 2300.7062 | And I remember, <laugh> | 2301.8159 |
2222 | | 2302.1190 | because of course, it's time to go to bed, but we're packed like sardines so why are we going to bed? There- We're little. | 2306.4217 |
2224 | | 2306.8321 | Um, and every night, | 2307.6387 |
2226 | | 2307.8719 | my dad would, go to bed! | 2308.8045 |
2228 | | 2309.0796 | Go to bed! and he would come in there and spank all of us. | 2310.8188 |
2230 | | 2311.2187 | Um, and I'm saying spank cause it's what- We're in Virginia now, but he would whoop all of us. | 2315.0376 |
2232 | | 2315.4666 | Um, | 2315.7557 |
2234 | | 2316.3152 | it's time to go to bed. | 2317.0100 |
2236 | | 2317.6290 | So, | 2318.1140 |
2238 | | 2318.7341 | and I also remember that when we- And my mom's amazed that I remember, cause I remember little things from when I was like | 2323.8668 |
2240 | | 2324.5709 | one, two and three, | 2325.3636 |
2242 | | 2325.6807 | when it was just me and /RD-NAME-2/. | 2326.7765 |
2243 | DCB_int_01 | 2327.2661 | [Hm.] | 2327.4666 |
2244 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2327.3873 | [Um], and she's telling me you know, /RD-NAME-3/ was there as well, but he didn't live with us. | 2330.4777 |
2245 | | 2330.8507 | And I remember Mom and Dad had this little toddler bed, like tiny tiny toddler bed, and we slept right beside them in the bed. | 2336.5150 |
2247 | | 2337.4522 | And I tell her like- And she's like, I can't | 2339.1029 |
2249 | | 2339.2241 | believe you remember that. But I remember that we slept [right] beside them | 2341.5043 |
2250 | DCB_int_01 | 2340.8969 | [Hm.] | 2341.0928 |
2251 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2341.6290 | in my grandmother's house. And we were in the room over from my grandmother. | 2344.0724 |
2253 | | 2345.4852 | And then my uncles lived on the third floor | 2347.3038 |
2255 | | 2347.5311 | with | 2347.8528 |
2257 | | 2348.3378 | their children | 2348.8134 |
2259 | | 2348.9626 | basically. | 2349.4149 |
2261 | | 2349.9558 | Um, and then throughout the years, interchanging, in and out. | 2352.6650 |
2263 | | 2353.1452 | Um, | 2353.5462 |
2265 | | 2353.8762 | and when we lived in the- | 2355.0372 |
2267 | | 2355.3356 | the high rise, we lived with my mother's | 2356.9956 |
2269 | | 2357.2614 | family. My cousin /RD-NAME-1/, and I think my cousin /RD-NAME-2/ may have lived there at one point in time. | 2360.6362 |
2271 | | 2361.4615 | Um, | 2361.8999 |
2273 | | 2362.7951 | and then we- | 2363.4759 |
2275 | | 2363.7790 | we lived with people, I wanna say until | 2366.4590 |
2277 | | 2369.1635 | two thousand and- literally, until /RD-NAME-2/ was born, so until two thousand and- | 2373.3403 |
2279 | | 2374.4594 | early two thousand, two thousand one, we lived with [people.] | 2376.4924 |
2280 | DCB_int_01 | 2376.3805 | [And] what changed? | 2377.1965 |
2281 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2378.4637 | I think | 2379.1351 |
2283 | | 2381.4433 | we moved to Virginia, and | 2383.1639 |
2285 | | 2383.7736 | my um, | 2384.6082 |
2287 | | 2384.9113 | mom I guess probably just got tired of living with people. | 2387.0842 |
2289 | | 2387.3827 | Um, of course, you know, you're family but | 2389.4390 |
2291 | | 2390.8554 | and you can deal with family | 2391.8299 |
2293 | | 2391.9372 | for [so long, basically.] Um, | 2393.7743 |
2294 | DCB_int_01 | 2392.1377 | [/So long/. Mm, yes.] | 2393.4200 |
2295 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2394.3619 | and my father's always wanted his own- Like he grew up in a cramped home, and I don't know if he went into details about | 2399.3547 |
2297 | | 2399.6251 | him being in a foster home or anything. Did he tell you [about any of that?] Okay. | 2402.1792 |
2298 | DCB_int_01 | 2401.2746 | [Mm-hm.] | 2401.6943 |
2299 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2402.5849 | So | 2403.1445 |
2301 | | 2403.6807 | you want your own | 2404.4128 |
2303 | | 2404.5620 | eventually. Like, [you] constantly having to share ten brothers and sisters. Like, you have to share everything. | 2409.5968 |
2304 | DCB_int_01 | 2405.3593 | [Right.] | 2405.6531 |
2305 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2410.0677 | And he didn't want us to do that. | 2410.9537 |
2307 | | 2411.5832 | So they found a townhouse. So we moved to- We- That's the first house- We lived in a townhouse on /??/ Place. | 2416.4035 |
2309 | | 2416.9024 | Um, | 2417.3500 |
2311 | | 2417.6111 | and | 2418.1754 |
2313 | | 2418.9774 | I mean it was small. | 2419.8528 |
2315 | | 2420.2445 | My brothers had to share a room, | 2421.3496 |
2317 | | 2421.6154 | but | 2422.0677 |
2319 | | 2422.7252 | it was our own, I guess you could say so. | 2424.4691 |
2321 | | 2425.6384 | But I don't- I did- I don't really know exactly why, but I'm assuming that's why that they | 2429.6018 |
2323 | | 2430.0215 | finally- And I mean my dad had | 2431.6663 |
2325 | | 2432.0767 | been making | 2432.7621 |
2327 | | 2433.7413 | enough- I guess once, like, there was a point in time- Cause my mom said my dad wasn't making a lot of money. Like he was making minimum wage when he started out as a plumber. | 2439.5501 |
2328 | DCB_int_01 | 2440.0631 | [Hm.] | 2440.3288 |
2329 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2440.0770 | [And there] was a | 2440.5293 |
2330 | | 2440.7811 | point in time when it shifted, and then he started making a lot more money than he was making. | 2444.3331 |
2332 | | 2444.9906 | Um, | 2445.3776 |
2334 | | 2445.5315 | so he went from making like seven dollars an hour to jumping to about like fourteen, fifteen dollars an hour, | 2449.8622 |
2336 | | 2450.3331 | you know, and eventually coming to the point now where he's making over thirty something dollars an hour. | 2454.1101 |
2338 | | 2454.6638 | So | 2455.2094 |
2340 | | 2455.5777 | I don't know when it shift, but I'm assuming that probably coincided with them being able to | 2460.2593 |
2342 | | 2460.4225 | move to Virginia cause Virginia's more expensive than living in DC of course. | 2463.2983 |
2344 | | 2463.6900 | Um- Well at that time it was. Now | 2465.1355 |
2346 | | 2465.6018 | it's | 2465.7277 |
2348 | | 2465.8863 | reverse. | 2466.2733 |
2350 | | 2466.5344 | But | 2466.7069 |
2351 | DCB_int_01 | 2467.5171 | Right. | 2467.7642 |
2353 | | 2467.9135 | [Now], DC, everybody's | 2469.2610 |
2354 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2468.0160 | [so.] | 2468.2492 |
2355 | DCB_int_01 | 2469.5082 | being pushed out | 2470.3242 |
2357 | | 2470.4827 | because it's so expensive. | 2471.9002 |
2358 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2471.8956 | Mm-hm. | 2472.2873 |
2359 | DCB_int_01 | 2472.5530 | Um, | 2473.1126 |
2361 | | 2473.6850 | do you feel like, | 2474.6922 |
2363 | | 2475.4615 | kind of on the outside looking in, | 2477.2801 |
2365 | | 2477.6997 | um- | 2478.2919 |
2367 | | 2478.7675 | continuing to go back. Do you go into DC for any other reason? Like do you just go in, like, to hang out with your friends, | 2483.4433 |
2369 | | 2484.1054 | um, or is it- Are you mostly like | 2486.1653 |
2370 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2486.6968 | [Um], | 2487.1165 |
2371 | DCB_int_01 | 2486.8740 | [Northern] Virginia kind of girl? | 2488.0864 |
2372 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2489.0236 | I go- I say in the course of a year, maybe three to four times a year. | 2492.4963 |
2374 | | 2492.8367 | Um, and that could be just going to the /waff/, | 2494.6599 |
2376 | | 2495.0469 | um, | 2495.5179 |
2378 | | 2495.6904 | going to | 2496.7069 |
2380 | | 2497.1266 | um, | 2497.5462 |
2382 | | 2497.8808 | just | 2498.2958 |
2384 | | 2498.5849 | walk around. | 2499.3123 |
2385 | DCB_int_01 | 2499.8626 | [Hm.] | 2500.0537 |
2386 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2499.8719 | [Uh], walking down, uh, where | 2501.7743 |
2387 | | 2502.0168 | um- | 2502.3805 |
2389 | | 2503.6104 | What is that road? | 2504.3005 |
2391 | | 2504.9300 | Uh, Pennsylvania Avenue down | 2506.2729 |
2393 | | 2506.3895 | where the President's house is, | 2507.7091 |
2394 | DCB_int_01 | 2507.9096 | Mm. | 2508.0868 |
2395 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2508.0728 | down just looking at like, the shops and everything. | 2510.0720 |
2396 | | 2510.6595 | Um, | 2511.1724 |
2398 | | 2511.3310 | we could go visit a family member. Actually, including visiting family members, probably like seven or eight times over the course of the year. | 2516.3611 |
2399 | DCB_int_01 | 2516.3984 | You- So you still have a [lot of] family live in DC. | 2517.9185 |
2400 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2516.7574 | [Um]- | 2516.9253 |
2401 | | 2518.2542 | Yes, there's only | 2519.3733 |
2403 | | 2519.7277 | three family members that actually live in | 2521.0333 |
2405 | | 2522.1792 | uh, Virginia now. All of our family still lives in DC. | 2524.2915 |
2406 | DCB_int_01 | 2524.7998 | Oh, what [part?] They still live in Southeast? | 2526.5064 |
2407 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2525.0842 | [Um-] | 2525.2941 |
2408 | | 2526.6976 | Mm-hm. | 2527.0240 |
2410 | | 2527.5125 | [Um, my f-] my father's family does. | 2529.4755 |
2411 | DCB_int_01 | 2527.7503 | [Mm!] | 2528.2212 |
2412 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2529.6387 | Um, | 2530.0024 |
2414 | | 2530.4361 | all of his brothers actually. The only brother of his that does not live in Southeast DC anymore is my Uncle /RD-NAME-2/. | 2535.3963 |
2416 | | 2535.9791 | Um, and I don't know if he told you, the oldest three have different father. | 2539.1546 |
2417 | DCB_int_01 | 2539.9834 | [Mm-hm.] | 2540.2492 |
2418 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2540.1559 | [So], Uncle /RD-NAME-2/, Aunt /RD-NAME-2/, and Uncle /RD-NAME-3/, all have different | 2543.6718 |
2419 | | 2543.9562 | fathers. | 2544.4738 |
2421 | | 2544.6650 | They're /RD-NAME-2/, | 2545.2432 |
2423 | | 2545.8062 | and | 2546.3798 |
2425 | | 2546.9859 | my Uncle /RD-NAME-2/ and- | 2548.3428 |
2427 | | 2548.5014 | Well actually all three of them live in Maryland. | 2549.8863 |
2429 | | 2550.0681 | /Now that I think/- all three of them. | 2551.0613 |
2431 | | 2551.3259 | Um, and it's cause of the g- age gap. Like there's a twenty year age gap, | 2554.3661 |
2433 | | 2554.9956 | so my [dad-] | 2555.6671 |
2434 | DCB_int_01 | 2555.3547 | [Oh], between the first three and the | 2556.7862 |
2435 | | 2556.9121 | [next set.] | 2557.6331 |
2436 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2557.1208 | [The next] set. | 2557.9461 |
2437 | | 2558.1093 | Mm-hm. | 2558.4544 |
2439 | | 2558.7435 | Um, | 2559.1538 |
2441 | | 2559.3030 | so they were able you know- they weren't caught up, you know, in the foster homes. | 2562.8561 |
2443 | | 2563.6943 | My grandmother going through I guess like a- seriously, like a mid life crisis, what she went through. | 2567.8583 |
2445 | | 2568.7396 | Sorry. | 2569.0147 |
2447 | | 2569.2560 | Um, so | 2570.0767 |
2449 | | 2571.2284 | they were able to- You know, my Uncle /RD-NAME-2/ joined the military. | 2574.0681 |
2451 | | 2574.3479 | My Aunt /RD-NAME-2/, | 2575.2432 |
2453 | | 2576.1932 | I wanna say started working for the US postal /sarv-/ service. | 2579.5505 |
2455 | | 2579.7557 | And I don't know what my Uncle /RD-NAME-3/ does, and I was actually having a conversation with my parents about it. Like, I don't really remember my Uncle /RD-NAME-3/ growing up | 2585.3407 |
2457 | | 2585.5086 | a lot. Like I know he was there, | 2586.9028 |
2459 | | 2587.4705 | um, and I saw him because my- my f- father's brother just passed a couple months ago. | 2591.2521 |
2461 | | 2591.9748 | Um, and he was at the funeral, and I was talking to /RD-NAME-2/ about it, | 2594.3214 |
2463 | | 2594.5336 | and I'm like, I don't- | 2595.0652 |
2465 | | 2596.7998 | I | 2596.9397 |
2467 | | 2597.1402 | couldn't tell you anything about Uncle /RD-NAME-3/. Like, I honestly don't remember him | 2599.9414 |
2469 | | 2600.0907 | growing up. | 2600.4730 |
2470 | DCB_int_01 | 2600.7714 | Mm-hm. | 2601.0932 |
2471 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2601.0792 | And I told him that my extent of remembering is that he's over seven feet tall. | 2604.0401 |
2472 | | 2604.6277 | And it was just a tall uncle. | 2605.6209 |
2474 | | 2605.7969 | That's all. | 2606.1699 |
2476 | | 2606.3424 | Tall uncle. | 2606.8041 |
2478 | | 2607.3869 | So, uh, but he was never really there growing up. | 2609.1915 |
2480 | | 2610.3665 | And I don't know if it's cause he felt a- a difference between- | 2613.0838 |
2482 | | 2613.4755 | You know, we're big on, we're /RD-NAME-1/. | 2614.8464 |
2484 | | 2615.0143 | And like you always hear- it's like, we'll never /defny/ the fact that we're /RD-NAME-1/. | 2617.5369 |
2485 | DCB_int_01 | 2617.8435 | Hm. | 2618.1513 |
2486 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2618.1419 | He's /RD-NAME-2/. | 2618.7341 |
2487 | | 2619.3776 | Um, | 2619.8113 |
2489 | | 2619.9232 | [and-] | 2620.5107 |
2490 | DCB_int_01 | 2620.0864 | [That changes] it. | 2620.7718 |
2491 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2621.1402 | Yeah. | 2621.3733 |
2493 | | 2621.7557 | [So I] think | 2622.7862 |
2494 | DCB_int_01 | 2622.1147 | [Hm.] | 2622.3152 |
2495 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2622.9028 | he felt like they were treated differently | 2624.8647 |
2497 | | 2625.3403 | by | 2625.8439 |
2499 | | 2626.0537 | my biological | 2626.9910 |
2501 | | 2627.1915 | grandfather, | 2627.6857 |
2503 | | 2628.0355 | who passed before I was born, so I couldn't tell you anything about the man cause I don't remember him. | 2631.0745 |
2505 | | 2631.7087 | But | 2632.0164 |
2507 | | 2632.8091 | you know there was that shift | 2633.8350 |
2509 | | 2634.0821 | of, | 2634.5484 |
2511 | | 2634.9028 | these are /RD-NAME-1/. These are /RD-NAME-2/, | 2636.4730 |
2513 | | 2636.9859 | type thing. | 2637.4056 |
2515 | | 2637.8299 | Um, but going back to what- what you were saying of course, um, | 2640.2360 |
2517 | | 2640.3712 | visiting DC. Um, you know we go over to | 2643.1724 |
2519 | | 2643.6714 | one of my um, | 2644.5387 |
2521 | | 2644.8091 | cousins lived off of Benning Road, my mother's family. | 2647.3504 |
2522 | DCB_int_01 | 2647.8575 | [Hm.] | 2648.1233 |
2523 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2647.8762 | [Um], | 2648.2539 |
2524 | | 2649.6201 | and then my uncles, you know, they're- they're | 2651.3640 |
2526 | | 2651.6065 | in and out of | 2652.2873 |
2528 | | 2652.4458 | where they're | 2652.8095 |
2530 | | 2652.9576 | living. You know, drugs and everything. And then my father had a- a- | 2655.7506 |
2532 | | 2656.8511 | a brother- We believe was a brother, my Uncle um, | 2659.3318 |
2534 | | 2660.4590 | /RD-NAME-2/. Uh, we- we didn't know it wasn't his brother. | 2662.8278 |
2536 | | 2663.0936 | Um, | 2663.4666 |
2538 | | 2664.3852 | [So we would] go to visit | 2665.6710 |
2539 | DCB_int_01 | 2664.4831 | [Oh, okay.] | 2665.1406 |
2540 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2665.8202 | him | 2666.1839 |
2542 | | 2666.3005 | of course, um, until he passed. | 2667.6760 |
2544 | | 2668.1890 | But- | 2668.5107 |
2545 | DCB_int_01 | 2669.1029 | And that's the one who just passed recently. | 2670.4691 |
2546 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2670.4738 | F- no. My Uncle /RD-NAME-2/ just passed [recently. Um-] | 2672.8181 |
2547 | DCB_int_01 | 2671.7969 | [Oh, okay. Okay.] | 2672.5383 |
2548 | | 2673.0605 | I remember your dad was talking, but I didn't know who. | 2674.5154 |
2550 | | 2674.7019 | He didn't say names. | 2675.5878 |
2551 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2675.7091 | Oh, okay. | 2676.1147 |
2552 | DCB_int_01 | 2676.1614 | Mm-hm. | 2676.4738 |
2553 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2676.4691 | Um, but he- he passed some years back. | 2678.5336 |
2554 | | 2678.7994 | But um, definitely in and out to see family over the course of the year. Um, I say probably no more than ten times a year, | 2684.1606 |
2555 | DCB_int_01 | 2684.2445 | Mm-hm. | 2684.5709 |
2556 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2684.6828 | but definitely at least seven, | 2685.6807 |
2558 | | 2685.8392 | eight times a year, going to go visit family. | 2687.5972 |
2559 | DCB_int_01 | 2688.2220 | If you could- | 2688.7349 |
2561 | | 2689.7363 | Do you think you'll ever like, go back? Or you- | 2692.0397 |
2562 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2692.0584 | I want to move back to DC. | 2693.2568 |
2564 | | 2693.7044 | Um, | 2694.1427 |
2565 | DCB_int_01 | 2694.2546 | [Oh really?] | 2694.7349 |
2566 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2694.2593 | [I don't-] | 2694.7302 |
2567 | | 2694.9028 | Yeah, I don't like living in Virginia. Like, this whole Virginia is for lovers is bull crap. | 2698.2915 |
2568 | DCB_int_01 | 2698.4781 | [<laugh>] | 2700.4132 |
2569 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2698.5620 | Um, [especially since I'm homosexual.] Like, it's- No. Like, | 2702.3518 |
2570 | | 2702.6455 | I'm like- That's where I'm accepted for who I am. | 2704.5014 |
2572 | | 2705.0563 | Um, | 2705.4386 |
2574 | | 2706.0774 | and it depends on where y- where you're going on where you'll | 2708.4963 |
2576 | | 2708.6315 | be | 2708.8542 |
2578 | | 2709.0139 | accepted. | 2709.5362 |
2580 | | 2709.7180 | Um, and that's part of the identity crisis as well, which I wrote in the paper. | 2712.5530 |
2582 | | 2712.9261 | Um, cause I didn't tell my parents until I was in high school, | 2715.0978 |
2584 | | 2715.6434 | um, whereas I knew | 2716.7345 |
2586 | | 2717.1682 | at a early age. | 2717.8396 |
2588 | | 2718.4551 | But um, | 2719.1312 |
2590 | | 2719.7456 | I guess, overall um, | 2721.4849 |
2592 | | 2721.9605 | I- I- | 2722.3661 |
2594 | | 2723.0516 | That- I feel like that's home | 2724.1800 |
2596 | | 2724.2966 | even though I was only there until I was eight, actually living there. | 2726.6922 |
2598 | | 2726.9719 | We- Even though we moved out- We were still there, and this is | 2729.6484 |
2600 | | 2729.8676 | currently how often we go. | 2731.0753 |
2602 | | 2731.5498 | We were | 2732.0673 |
2604 | | 2732.7435 | in DC every weekend | 2733.9092 |
2606 | | 2734.3895 | after we moved. Like, literally co- Like it was like we never moved from there, you know. | 2737.4297 |
2607 | DCB_int_01 | 2737.5043 | Right. | 2737.7827 |
2608 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2738.7062 | So, | 2739.1631 |
2610 | | 2739.3683 | and I- I don't wanna move to Southeast. I wanna move to Northwest, DC. | 2742.0914 |
2612 | | 2742.3992 | It's where I would prefer to live at. | 2743.6255 |
2614 | | 2743.7829 | Um, there's so much opportunity there, you know. | 2745.5828 |
2616 | | 2746.0024 | I like that | 2746.6319 |
2618 | | 2746.8604 | in DC you can- There's a store on every corner. Like you don't have to | 2749.6384 |
2620 | | 2749.8062 | have a car. | 2750.4450 |
2622 | | 2750.7108 | Gas is expensive. You can walk | 2751.9838 |
2624 | | 2752.1237 | wherever you have to go. | 2752.7905 |
2625 | DCB_int_01 | 2753.9748 | Yeah. Oh, most definitely. [I'm-] I personally don't like public transportation, | 2757.2004 |
2626 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2755.1161 | [Mm-hm.] | 2755.4332 |
2627 | | 2757.2471 | <laugh> | 2757.8672 |
2628 | DCB_int_01 | 2757.9045 | but | 2758.1843 |
2630 | | 2758.3988 | it is- | 2758.8371 |
2632 | | 2758.9443 | i- | 2759.0609 |
2634 | | 2759.2941 | for DC, it makes the most sen- I live in Southern Maryland now, [so.] | 2762.9275 |
2635 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2762.7435 | [Mm-hm.] | 2763.1678 |
2636 | DCB_int_01 | 2763.2750 | But DC, it makes the most sense. [Um, I] went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/, so I know like | 2767.1965 |
2637 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2764.9397 | [Mm-hm.] | 2765.2894 |
2638 | DCB_int_01 | 2767.5824 | I live- You know, I- | 2768.4590 |
2640 | | 2768.8507 | Well I was in the bubble. I was mostly th- | 2770.2776 |
2641 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2770.2682 | [<laugh>] | 2770.7765 |
2642 | DCB_int_01 | 2770.5340 | [It's a] bubble. Trust, it's a bubble. | 2772.0028 |
2643 | | 2772.7302 | And so coming back here as an adult is so different. Like my eyes are open. I'm [just like], | 2777.1588 |
2644 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2776.5993 | [Mm-hm.] | 2777.0236 |
2645 | DCB_int_01 | 2777.8863 | this is nothing like you see on TV. | 2779.5043 |
2647 | | 2780.6968 | And they make it very much like, oh, it's this great- | 2783.3873 |
2649 | | 2783.5365 | I mean it's great. Those- | 2784.6929 |
2651 | | 2785.0007 | But, | 2785.3364 |
2652 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2785.5264 | /That's ??/. | 2786.4124 |
2653 | DCB_int_01 | 2785.5358 | [it's real life outside] of | 2786.9067 |
2654 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2787.3077 | [Yes.] | 2787.9232 |
2655 | DCB_int_01 | 2787.3170 | [these] six streets. | 2788.6319 |
2656 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2788.7252 | Mm-hm. | 2789.1961 |
2657 | DCB_int_01 | 2789.5365 | And | 2790.0681 |
2658 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2790.6556 | Yeah. | 2790.8701 |
2659 | DCB_int_01 | 2790.8701 | it just blew my mind. | 2791.6348 |
2660 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2791.8482 | And it's interesting talking to people that- You know, that's the nation's capital. | 2794.7858 |
2662 | | 2795.1449 | Um, | 2795.5598 |
2664 | | 2795.7091 | and then being an investigator now, I get to speak with | 2798.8507 |
2666 | | 2798.9719 | you know, twenty people over the course of a week. | 2801.0236 |
2668 | | 2801.1262 | And you know, telling them that I'm from DC, | 2802.5064 |
2670 | | 2802.9447 | and it's- Once they got into the government, they never expected it to be like that. | 2806.2636 |
2672 | | 2806.4035 | You know, cause they're from like | 2807.4106 |
2674 | | 2807.9236 | everywhere but | 2808.4318 |
2676 | | 2808.6323 | [DC.] | 2808.9587 |
2677 | DCB_int_01 | 2808.7629 | [DC.] Mm-hm. | 2809.5509 |
2678 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2809.6943 | And it's like, literally, you can go one street over | 2812.5480 |
2680 | | 2812.7951 | and be killed. | 2813.4573 |
2682 | | 2814.2873 | So- And it- it's- | 2815.5183 |
2684 | | 2816.0300 | And I- I always tell /RD-NAME-1/, you know if you're not from there, | 2818.4874 |
2686 | | 2819.3034 | don't go where you're not supposed to be going. Know where you're going, and go there and come back. | 2822.7015 |
2688 | | 2823.2097 | Cause it's not safe, depending on where you go. | 2825.0190 |
2690 | | 2825.5972 | Um, but | 2826.2360 |
2692 | | 2826.7582 | I could see myself moving back to Southeast if- /We/ know, once they're done cause | 2830.2682 |
2694 | | 2830.6133 | it's gentrification. Like they're- they're cleaning it all out. | 2832.9121 |
2696 | | 2833.2568 | Um, I give them maybe ten more years before they | 2835.6022 |
2698 | | 2835.7607 | clean it [all up.] | 2836.4182 |
2699 | DCB_int_01 | 2836.1618 | [Maybe] not even that long, [/but/ it's coming quickly.] | 2838.6284 |
2700 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2837.1550 | [Yeah, and it's- They're taking- Yeah.] They're taking back the nation's capital. | 2840.3759 |
2701 | | 2840.7862 | Um, and it- /it's cause/ when my father was a child, you know there was- | 2843.6819 |
2703 | | 2843.8730 | care free, no- Like, that was when DC began to boom, | 2847.1173 |
2705 | | 2847.4437 | when he was a child. | 2848.2923 |
2706 | DCB_int_01 | 2848.4089 | Mm-hm. | 2848.8938 |
2707 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2848.9265 | So it was safe. My grandmother | 2850.5585 |
2709 | | 2850.7625 | worked at the Treasury, like | 2851.8070 |
2711 | | 2852.4878 | everything was fine, | 2853.0380 |
2713 | | 2853.5323 | so. | 2853.8167 |
2714 | DCB_int_01 | 2854.5441 | And now it's just- it's so- | 2856.0176 |
2716 | | 2856.7438 | Can you talk about what you see? Like how gentrification- how you feel like it's affecting- | 2860.8379 |
2718 | | 2861.1783 | Do you think it's a good thing, a bad thing? | 2862.9070 |
2719 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2863.4852 | [Um-] | 2863.8350 |
2720 | DCB_int_01 | 2863.7091 | [Cause] there's a very- You know, /variety of/ opinions. | 2865.9799 |
2721 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2866.0079 | And I think it depends, and I guess it- it- Cause I was actually speaking with someone about it, um, | 2870.3246 |
2723 | | 2870.6043 | that- | 2871.0193 |
2725 | | 2871.2945 | He's from DC as well, but none of his family lives there anymore, | 2874.0316 |
2726 | DCB_int_01 | 2874.1796 | Mm. | 2874.4827 |
2727 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2874.5387 | whereas me, my family still lives in there, in these ghettos, in these projects. | 2878.1011 |
2729 | | 2878.6700 | So it's directly and personally affecting them, | 2881.0609 |
2730 | DCB_int_01 | 2881.6111 | Yeah. | 2881.9096 |
2731 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2882.2220 | but | 2882.5717 |
2733 | | 2884.3016 | on the other side, I know that | 2885.9150 |
2735 | | 2886.3522 | in those same projects, are where you have crack | 2888.7302 |
2737 | | 2889.0893 | cocaine, | 2889.6115 |
2739 | | 2890.3576 | where people are being killed every day. | 2892.3999 |
2741 | | 2893.0516 | And I think that it's for the greater, | 2895.1499 |
2743 | | 2895.4763 | however, I think in the same process, | 2897.5280 |
2745 | | 2898.5946 | realize that these are real people that we're talking about | 2900.9447 |
2747 | | 2901.1686 | [that you're-] you're literally | 2902.4136 |
2748 | DCB_int_01 | 2901.1732 | [/Yeah/.] | 2901.5323 |
2749 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2902.5581 | putting out of their homes, and not giving them somewhere else to go. | 2905.0423 |
2751 | | 2906.2686 | It's, we're gonna knock this down on this date. | 2908.3203 |
2753 | | 2909.4301 | Be gone. | 2909.8637 |
2754 | DCB_int_01 | 2911.3780 | Mm. | 2911.5599 |
2755 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2911.6485 | So people turn into the streets, | 2913.3830 |
2757 | | 2913.5975 | /turning to life/, and I know my father probably didn't go into great detail. Like, one of my mother's sisters was a prostitute | 2919.0007 |
2759 | | 2919.9286 | for over twenty years. | 2921.0384 |
2761 | | 2921.7611 | And it's like you- you're pushing people back into that life because people don't know in Virginia there are still prostitutes walking around in DC. | 2928.0502 |
2763 | | 2928.1808 | Everywhere. | 2928.6331 |
2765 | | 2929.8723 | And it's cause | 2930.4551 |
2767 | | 2931.0986 | they- they don't know. | 2931.8214 |
2769 | | 2932.1151 | Sh! | 2932.4788 |
2771 | | 2933.1550 | Um, | 2933.6166 |
2773 | | 2935.2801 | yeah, they- they don't know, | 2936.3619 |
2775 | | 2936.6976 | and | 2937.1639 |
2777 | | 2938.4648 | you push people to that life, you know. You're pushing people back to the streets, back to selling drugs, | 2942.4598 |
2779 | | 2942.9214 | back to selling themselves. | 2944.0871 |
2781 | | 2944.8938 | Back to you know, even | 2946.3253 |
2783 | | 2946.8651 | selling, | 2947.3827 |
2785 | | 2947.5272 | you know, children | 2948.4038 |
2787 | | 2949.0380 | you- [you-] | 2949.6815 |
2788 | DCB_int_01 | 2949.2478 | [It's become-] Human trafficking [is] ridiculous. | 2951.4580 |
2789 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2950.4742 | [Yes.] | 2950.8519 |
2790 | | 2951.7145 | Yeah, and it's- that's my worry, | 2953.2661 |
2792 | | 2953.5552 | I guess in the- in the long run. | 2955.1313 |
2794 | | 2955.2805 | Um, so I guess I'm just- I'm- I'm caught in the middle | 2957.5979 |
2795 | DCB_int_01 | 2957.8824 | [Right.] | 2958.3860 |
2796 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2957.8870 | [of] | 2958.2834 |
2797 | | 2958.7205 | [what you need to do.] | 2959.5972 |
2798 | DCB_int_01 | 2958.8464 | [You see the effects] of the [real life] people, but you also see like, it could be a good thing. | 2963.5699 |
2799 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 2960.4458 | [Mm-hm.] | 2960.7955 |
2800 | | 2963.5839 | And I- And I- Reason why I say it could be a good thing because um, I went to Atlanta, Georgia in um, | 2968.3250 |
2802 | | 2968.9778 | college for uh, s- uh, community service for a week. | 2971.4153 |
2804 | | 2971.9982 | And they're further along in this gentrification process than DC is, | 2974.9964 |
2806 | | 2975.2995 | and I'm seeing the positive that's coming out of it. | 2977.0376 |
2808 | | 2977.6811 | Um, and I love black people, and people say I'm racist, but I'm not. But I j- I love my own race. I love what we've come to be | 2984.3852 |
2810 | | 2984.6043 | as a society, where we're going, where we can be. | 2986.5814 |
2812 | | 2987.1969 | So | 2987.5979 |
2814 | | 2987.7471 | literally, the whole time I'm there- I'm there for a week- I see two white people the whole time I'm there. | 2990.9541 |
2816 | | 2991.5975 | Black | 2991.9752 |
2818 | | 2992.1618 | ran businesses, black owned businesses. | 2994.0456 |
2820 | | 2994.7625 | And I see what it could be, what DC could be | 2997.3131 |
2822 | | 2997.6675 | once | 2998.2830 |
2824 | | 2998.6187 | they're done. | 2999.1456 |
2826 | | 2999.6679 | And in my job, you know, seeing black people working in the DEA, | 3003.2338 |
2828 | | 3003.7048 | things that I never knew. Like I- Literally seeing so many black people that have done so many positive things for their lives, | 3008.9170 |
2830 | | 3009.5276 | and majority of them work in DC. | 3011.3088 |
2832 | | 3012.4501 | So I'm like, what could we be in those ten years, | 3015.0800 |
2834 | | 3015.3691 | [if we're] able to clean up these projects, and clean them up the right way, | 3018.5025 |
2835 | DCB_int_01 | 3015.4064 | [Mm.] | 3015.8167 |
2836 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3018.9863 | and give people the right opportunities. | 3020.7396 |
2838 | | 3021.5509 | And | 3022.1664 |
2840 | | 3022.8332 | so many intelligent people, because m- | 3024.5818 |
2842 | | 3025.1822 | And I mean, it may just be me, but my father's | 3027.7001 |
2844 | | 3028.1478 | line, you know- We have intelligent people in our family, very very intelligent people. | 3031.5972 |
2846 | | 3032.4272 | I was given the opportunity | 3033.6861 |
2848 | | 3034.0172 | to go to school | 3034.7493 |
2850 | | 3035.8637 | whereas | 3036.4932 |
2852 | | 3036.7112 | still, I'm literally still the only one that has went to college and graduated. | 3040.2317 |
2854 | | 3041.2948 | And it's- My other families weren't given the opportunity. | 3043.7137 |
2856 | | 3043.9142 | You know, that little cousin I was telling you about that I lived with, | 3045.8354 |
2858 | | 3046.0405 | I haven't spoken to her in over seven years. I don't know where my little cousin is. | 3049.4946 |
2859 | DCB_int_01 | 3050.0401 | Mm. | 3050.3106 |
2860 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3050.5204 | Could be on the streets selling herself for all I know. | 3052.6980 |
2862 | | 3052.8565 | Like I honestly don't know. | 3053.7332 |
2864 | | 3053.8637 | And she's literally one year older than my b- my little brother. | 3056.1800 |
2866 | | 3056.8888 | You [know], | 3057.1825 |
2867 | DCB_int_01 | 3056.9541 | [/Wow- oh/.] | 3057.5556 |
2868 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3057.3644 | [seventeen] year old little girl, | 3058.4882 |
2869 | | 3058.8239 | don't know where she is. | 3059.6446 |
2871 | | 3060.1423 | Father doesn't know where she is. | 3061.1635 |
2873 | | 3062.9681 | Like, | 3063.2618 |
2875 | | 3063.5975 | craziness, | 3064.2224 |
2877 | | 3064.3856 | so. | 3064.8006 |
2879 | | 3065.7098 | And like I say- I- I r- | 3066.4921 |
2881 | | 3066.6179 | I- I realize what they're going through. I resonate with a lot of them, cause like I said, that- my mom's sister, | 3071.7587 |
2883 | | 3071.8719 | like a- | 3072.1668 |
2885 | | 3072.3428 | having serious conversations with her. Like I can't believe that she was a prostitute. | 3075.3178 |
2887 | | 3075.9053 | [Um, and it's] cause I- I mainly grew up in Virginia, | 3078.2228 |
2888 | DCB_int_01 | 3075.9939 | [/Mm/.] | 3076.4182 |
2889 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3078.6646 | I was | 3079.2381 |
2891 | | 3079.4619 | tainted by society. Like, I was very secluded. I didn't [know all these things.] | 3082.7819 |
2892 | DCB_int_01 | 3081.9100 | [Yeah, you were in the bubble.] | 3082.7959 |
2893 | | 3083.0617 | You [were in the bubble.] | 3083.8730 |
2894 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3083.2109 | [I- I was in the] [bubble.] | 3084.1528 |
2895 | DCB_int_01 | 3084.0164 | [Mm-hm.] | 3084.4687 |
2896 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3084.6692 | [Um, and I had-] | 3085.4293 |
2897 | DCB_int_01 | 3084.8185 | [That bubble will] get you. | 3085.7837 |
2898 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3086.0168 | And I had to be brought back out the bubble once I was old enough [to understand.] | 3088.8379 |
2899 | DCB_int_01 | 3088.1664 | [You had to pop] it. | 3088.9917 |
2900 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3089.1736 | [Mm-hm.] | 3089.5420 |
2901 | DCB_int_01 | 3089.4114 | [Mm-hm.] | 3089.8171 |
2902 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3090.0456 | Um, and having those conversations that, you know, and you know, being exposed, you know, she ended up | 3093.7794 |
2904 | | 3094.0265 | getting Hepatitis B | 3095.0524 |
2906 | | 3095.4580 | because of [the lifestyle] she- life that she lived. | 3097.2428 |
2907 | DCB_int_01 | 3095.8392 | [Mm.] | 3096.1517 |
2908 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3097.9189 | Drugs, | 3098.5344 |
2910 | | 3098.9121 | and it's just | 3099.7095 |
2912 | | 3099.9519 | the environment she was in, | 3100.7073 |
2914 | | 3101.1923 | so. | 3101.4347 |
2915 | DCB_int_01 | 3101.8206 | Yeah, I- The- What I appreciate about your dad, was he was just really- His candor | 3105.3318 |
2917 | | 3105.5696 | about like, kind of the drug game, and how | 3107.6387 |
2919 | | 3107.8299 | like it just ran rampant through the neighborhood. [Like], | 3110.4592 |
2920 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3110.3199 | [Mm-hm.] | 3110.6137 |
2921 | DCB_int_01 | 3111.0753 | you know, cause sometimes I know like, we're- It's a tape recorder, but | 3113.8404 |
2923 | | 3114.7159 | like, | 3115.1215 |
2925 | | 3115.9189 | I think sometimes we have to | 3116.8188 |
2927 | | 3116.9867 | talk about the reality. Like, [all of] DC is not Capitol Hill. | 3120.3626 |
2928 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3118.1524 | [We do.] | 3118.4695 |
2929 | DCB_int_01 | 3120.7951 | [Um- Even Capitol] Hill is not even Capitol Hill in [some cases.] | 3123.4157 |
2930 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3120.8091 | [N- <laugh>] | 3121.5412 |
2932 | | 3122.7769 | [Mm-hm.] | 3123.1452 |
2933 | DCB_int_01 | 3123.5276 | But I think it's important to realize, just because that's where you | 3126.0397 |
2935 | | 3126.3055 | were, doesn't mean that's where you are, that's where you have to stay. | 3128.6929 |
2936 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3128.9447 | No. | 3129.2012 |
2937 | DCB_int_01 | 3129.2758 | And I think that was really- | 3130.2084 |
2939 | | 3130.6560 | It was great kind of hearing his story | 3132.5305 |
2941 | | 3132.7812 | from the- | 3133.5272 |
2943 | | 3134.1147 | being in that lifestyle, and then moving and- and | 3136.2584 |
2945 | | 3136.4602 | really, you know, trying to better himself. | 3138.1901 |
2946 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3138.2414 | Yeah. | 3138.4512 |
2947 | DCB_int_01 | 3138.6646 | And I think that that's what- | 3139.7790 |
2949 | | 3140.3852 | those are the kinds of stories that just- I love to hear. | 3142.6467 |
2950 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3142.7400 | Yeah, | 3142.9125 |
2952 | | 3143.0477 | and people are amazed | 3144.2601 |
2954 | | 3144.4128 | that | 3144.7065 |
2956 | | 3145.0329 | um- And we were amazed when we- Cause we didn't know when we were younger that my dad | 3147.9239 |
2958 | | 3148.1011 | did drugs, was strung out on drugs. I didn't find out I think- And I was always mature, so I found out when I was about ten. | 3152.7582 |
2959 | DCB_int_01 | 3153.0986 | Mm-hm. | 3153.4250 |
2960 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3153.3644 | Whereas, they couldn't tell my brothers until they were like fifteen, sixteen cause they couldn't handle it! Like, the would have broke down | 3158.1147 |
2961 | | 3158.5297 | type thing. | 3158.9074 |
2963 | | 3159.4483 | Um, | 3159.8493 |
2965 | | 3160.4089 | but you know, realizing that I'm very thankful | 3162.3615 |
2967 | | 3162.6553 | that- | 3162.9770 |
2969 | | 3163.5645 | Where could we have been | 3164.5577 |
2971 | | 3164.7163 | if my father didn't wake up | 3166.0732 |
2973 | | 3166.4462 | and realize- Cause I don't know if he told you how long- He was using drugs until | 3169.7883 |
2975 | | 3170.0634 | I was about ten, | 3170.7023 |
2977 | | 3171.1126 | until- literally until /RD-NAME-2/ was born. | 3172.6374 |
2979 | | 3173.3694 | And it was | 3173.8824 |
2981 | | 3174.0351 | hidden from us. | 3174.7998 |
2982 | DCB_int_01 | 3175.4246 | Mm. | 3175.6158 |
2983 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3175.6065 | And I thank them for hiding that from us, you know. | 3177.6162 |
2984 | | 3177.8260 | Um, | 3178.1664 |
2986 | | 3178.7493 | but | 3179.1083 |
2988 | | 3180.1901 | you know, had- had he not woken up | 3181.6904 |
2990 | | 3181.8256 | and realized that, | 3182.7909 |
2992 | | 3183.6535 | you know- But there's another side to that, that I'm quite sure he didn't go into detail, um, cause I don't even think he realizes. | 3188.4645 |
2994 | | 3189.0660 | He had to turn from one drug | 3190.3156 |
2996 | | 3190.6280 | to [another hard] drug, | 3191.4860 |
2997 | DCB_int_01 | 3190.8752 | [/Right/.] | 3191.2062 |
2998 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3191.7332 | [alcohol.] | 3192.2041 |
2999 | DCB_int_01 | 3191.8171 | [Mm-hm.] | 3192.3906 |
3000 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3192.8744 | My father drinks alcohol every day. | 3194.2313 |
3002 | | 3194.9214 | And it's [/inaudible/-] | 3195.8447 |
3003 | DCB_int_01 | 3195.5836 | [/RD-NAME-2/] I- I got to get you on my list too sir. | 3197.7984 |
3004 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3198.2915 | He's from DC? | 3198.9024 |
3005 | DCB_int_01 | 3199.3454 | [He is. He worked] at /RD-WORK-4/ like, | 3201.9473 |
3007 | | 3202.5814 | [a long time] | 3203.3834 |
3008 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3202.5861 | [/Oh/.] | 3203.0337 |
3009 | | 3203.6632 | No one [told me that he's from] DC. | 3205.1682 |
3010 | DCB_int_01 | 3203.9197 | [in DC.] | 3204.7124 |
3011 | misc | 3205.0335 | /Talking/ me? | 3205.6149 |
3012 | DCB_int_01 | 3205.7277 | Uh-huh. | 3206.1008 |
3013 | misc | 3206.3059 | [/inaudible/] | 3206.9820 |
3014 | DCB_int_01 | 3206.3199 | [Aren't you from DC?] | 3207.3924 |
3015 | misc | 3207.4996 | [Yes.] | 3207.8027 |
3016 | DCB_int_01 | 3207.7421 | [Like] you were born in DC. | 3208.8752 |
3017 | misc | 3209.0291 | Yes. | 3209.3042 |
3018 | DCB_int_01 | 3209.2762 | Mm-hm. | 3209.6259 |
3019 | | 3209.8078 | What [neighborhood did you] grow up in? | 3210.9210 |
3020 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3209.9698 | [/?/] | 3210.3382 |
3021 | misc | 3211.2381 | Southeast. | 3211.8549 |
3022 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3212.4971 | No one told me that. We're from [Southeast.] | 3215.1083 |
3023 | misc | 3215.0011 | [What] part? | 3215.4627 |
3024 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3215.9010 | Woodland. | 3216.5025 |
3025 | misc | 3217.1635 | Brookland? | 3217.6123 |
3026 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3217.7510 | Woodland. | 3218.3805 |
3027 | misc | 3218.7349 | Woodland? [That's why] you look familiar. My aunt is /RD-NAME-3/. I grew up in Woodland. | 3221.7565 |
3028 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3219.2758 | [Mm-hm.] | 3219.6115 |
3029 | misc | 3222.0024 | /RD-ADDRESS-8/. | 3223.2987 |
3030 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3224.0448 | Around the corner. | 3224.5950 |
3032 | | 3224.8422 | [<laugh>] | 3225.4307 |
3033 | DCB_int_01 | 3224.8515 | [See?] [So /RD-NAME-2/, when am- when am-] when am I gonna schedule [you?] | 3227.6912 |
3034 | misc | 3225.3691 | [/inaudible/ that's crazy.] | 3226.7819 |
3035 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3227.4767 | [Oh.] | 3227.7565 |
3036 | | 3227.9197 | My dad is outside! You may know him. | 3229.9888 |
3037 | misc | 3230.1287 | Who's your dad? | 3230.6043 |
3039 | | 3230.7163 | He [looked familiar, he smiled] at me. Like, <clap> | 3232.4835 |
3040 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3231.0054 | [/RD-NAME-3/.] | 3231.7468 |
3041 | misc | 3232.6234 | what's up? He was /at the dancing [school/.] | 3234.3393 |
3042 | DCB_int_01 | 3233.8964 | [Was he-] | 3234.3253 |
3043 | misc | 3234.5806 | I ain't know, you know, back in the day, you see somebody dancing in front, | 3237.6815 |
3045 | | 3238.0032 | old dude, you know about like, | 3239.4907 |
3047 | | 3239.7098 | okay, let me- let me go /ahead/. | 3240.8603 |
3048 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3240.8664 | <laugh> | 3241.7224 |
3049 | misc | 3241.7324 | Nah, I gotta go sell /ducks/. | 3243.1592 |
3050 | DCB_int_01 | 3243.1825 | Alright, go sell [some /ducks/.] | 3244.5581 |
3051 | misc | 3243.9706 | [/Call me/ next] week. | 3244.7026 |
3052 | | 3245.1923 | Next week. | 3245.8264 |
3053 | DCB_int_01 | 3246.0304 | That's | 3246.3149 |
3055 | | 3246.4734 | No, seriously, yeah. Next [week will be good.] | 3248.2686 |
3056 | misc | 3247.5552 | [I'm serious, call me.] | 3248.4598 |
3057 | | 3249.0706 | [/Let me know/.] | 3249.8727 |
3058 | DCB_int_01 | 3249.0846 | [I-] | 3249.3131 |
3059 | misc | 3250.9871 | But call me. | 3251.6026 |
3061 | | 3251.9838 | Cause I- Monday I have a- | 3253.0516 |
3063 | | 3253.2288 | a meeting. | 3253.6624 |
3064 | DCB_int_01 | 3253.6111 | No, Monday I'll be at a conference. | 3255.2105 |
3065 | misc | 3255.3644 | [Okay.] | 3255.7328 |
3066 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3255.7328 | <laugh> | 3256.1478 |
3067 | misc | 3256.4369 | Good talking to you. | 3257.1176 |
3068 | DCB_int_01 | 3257.5839 | Okay, good. I'll send you a email. | 3258.9164 |
3069 | misc | 3259.2987 | Alright. | 3259.5832 |
3070 | DCB_int_01 | 3259.6111 | Cool. | 3259.9236 |
3072 | | 3260.2127 | Alright I'm sorry, | 3260.7256 |
3074 | | 3260.8608 | but- | 3261.0613 |
3075 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3261.1313 | No, you're [fine.] | 3261.8400 |
3076 | DCB_int_01 | 3261.5602 | [I-] | 3261.7794 |
3077 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3261.9706 | [<laugh>] | 3262.2737 |
3078 | DCB_int_01 | 3261.9706 | [I knew-] only reason I knew he was from DC is because he used to work at /RD-WORK-4/ | 3265.6811 |
3079 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3265.7510 | Okay. | 3266.1054 |
3080 | DCB_int_01 | 3266.3992 | like fifteen, twenty years ago. | 3267.7514 |
3082 | | 3268.0312 | Like, in DC, and then he moved, and his family's here, all that. | 3270.6553 |
3084 | | 3270.9537 | Anyway, | 3271.2754 |
3086 | | 3271.5599 | so, | 3271.8303 |
3088 | | 3271.9376 | no, he- | 3272.4971 |
3090 | | 3272.6556 | he- | 3272.9914 |
3092 | | 3273.1639 | he was- | 3273.5369 |
3094 | | 3273.6628 | he went into- he talked about drugs, and he talked about | 3276.1248 |
3096 | | 3276.5900 | drinking, but he didn't really go [into-] | 3278.7023 |
3097 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3278.4831 | [<sigh>] | 3278.7256 |
3098 | | 3279.0893 | Mm-hm. And I- I- | 3279.9379 |
3100 | | 3280.0778 | I honestly- And it's- I have these conversations with him | 3282.4746 |
3102 | | 3283.0003 | when he's vulnerable to have those conversations. | 3285.5183 |
3103 | DCB_int_01 | 3285.7095 | [Mm.] | 3285.9333 |
3104 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3285.8120 | [And] I explain to him- | 3286.9498 |
3105 | | 3287.0757 | cause, my father had a education, but his education stopped at high school. | 3290.2966 |
3106 | DCB_int_01 | 3290.8048 | [Mm-hm.] | 3291.2758 |
3107 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3290.8888 | [So] he doesn't | 3291.8680 |
3108 | | 3291.9986 | know, you know, the science behind things that I'm explaining to them | 3295.0516 |
3110 | | 3295.7743 | where | 3296.2919 |
3112 | | 3297.5789 | your body gets used to that something, | 3299.7705 |
3114 | | 3300.1575 | and you have to pull that something from somewhere else. | 3301.9376 |
3116 | | 3302.2453 | And he's found it in alcohol. | 3303.4950 |
3117 | DCB_int_01 | 3304.0498 | [Mm-hm.] | 3304.4182 |
3118 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3304.2690 | [So] my father is a alcoholic. | 3305.7891 |
3119 | | 3306.1190 | Um, | 3306.5433 |
3121 | | 3306.6786 | and he raised us to be honest- it's why you found that he's very honest- was always raised to be very honest about anything. There's no need to hide anything. | 3311.6772 |
3122 | DCB_int_01 | 3311.9663 | Yup, [he does] say- in fact he said- | 3313.2894 |
3123 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3312.2263 | [Um-] | 3312.4594 |
3124 | DCB_int_01 | 3313.5226 | qu- um, [you almost quoted him directly.] | 3314.8561 |
3125 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3313.7743 | [<laugh>] | 3314.9214 |
3126 | | 3315.1686 | [Mm-hm.] | 3315.5649 |
3127 | DCB_int_01 | 3315.3970 | [Yup.] | 3315.6022 |
3128 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3316.0359 | And he- he honestly is a alcoholic. Um, | 3318.5060 |
3130 | | 3318.6832 | and it's affected our lives | 3320.2919 |
3132 | | 3321.6115 | more so here recently in the past five to eight years I wanna say. | 3325.5459 |
3134 | | 3325.8303 | Um, it's gotten worse, | 3326.9354 |
3136 | | 3327.0893 | and it's cause him and my mother are having problems. | 3328.9731 |
3137 | DCB_int_01 | 3329.3135 | [Hm.] | 3329.5886 |
3138 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3329.4767 | [Um], and it's because she- | 3330.9350 |
3139 | | 3331.8256 | And it's- it's realizing that- and I'm- I'm bringing this up because it- it relates back to where we're from- | 3336.0642 |
3141 | | 3336.2356 | that eventually | 3337.2614 |
3143 | | 3337.9515 | it- society will get you. | 3339.0566 |
3145 | | 3339.9426 | And she had us at a early age, so | 3341.9710 |
3147 | | 3342.3755 | /RD-NAME-2/'s about to be sixteen. She's ready to live her life now | 3344.6463 |
3149 | | 3345.4530 | cause she didn't get to live it before. And that's what- I don't know what I would do if I was twenty three years old, and I had four babies, | 3350.3899 |
3150 | DCB_int_01 | 3351.1965 | Yeah. | 3351.4577 |
3151 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3351.9053 | two of 'em in elementary [school already.] | 3353.5513 |
3152 | DCB_int_01 | 3353.0617 | [So your mom's] what- forty-five-ish? [Somewhere thereabouts?] | 3355.5692 |
3153 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3354.8744 | [Forty seven.] | 3355.5412 |
3154 | DCB_int_01 | 3355.6997 | Forty- Mm-hm. | 3356.1847 |
3155 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3356.1800 | Forty seven, and she's ready to live her life cause she- she couldn't. | 3358.4602 |
3156 | | 3359.8253 | She- she honestly couldn't. | 3360.8791 |
3158 | | 3361.1682 | So I'm sorry- I said forty seven. My mom's only forty two, sorry. | 3363.3084 |
3160 | | 3363.5276 | She's forty two. | 3364.0219 |
3162 | | 3364.4322 | Um, | 3364.8239 |
3164 | | 3365.2342 | and she never got to experience prom, | 3367.7417 |
3166 | | 3368.5810 | going out with the friends. | 3369.8913 |
3168 | | 3370.1478 | She was at home | 3370.8006 |
3170 | | 3370.9358 | with three babies. | 3371.6725 |
3172 | | 3372.0875 | And during these times when, I don't remember, | 3373.6158 |
3174 | | 3373.7743 | when he was out, strung out on drugs. | 3375.3784 |
3176 | | 3376.0079 | I- we don't remember. | 3376.8239 |
3178 | | 3377.0151 | She never- | 3377.5280 |
3179 | DCB_int_01 | 3378.6739 | [She always found a way to make- Mm.] | 3380.3899 |
3180 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3378.6879 | [She wasn't that mom that said], your father's doing blah blah blah blah blah while I'm doing- | 3382.8006 |
3181 | | 3382.8985 | we [never knew any of that.] | 3384.1994 |
3182 | DCB_int_01 | 3383.1969 | [Keeping up the appearances], [yeah.] | 3384.8884 |
3183 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3384.7858 | [We] never knew. | 3385.3267 |
3184 | | 3385.6298 | Um, | 3386.0355 |
3186 | | 3386.2080 | and it's like, you lived your life. Let me go live mine. I got my children | 3389.5466 |
3188 | | 3389.6725 | to eighteen. | 3390.2647 |
3190 | | 3390.9070 | One, he's sixteen. | 3391.9469 |
3192 | | 3392.7302 | He can take care of himself now. | 3394.0219 |
3194 | | 3394.6933 | And he can't- my father | 3396.1715 |
3196 | | 3396.6599 | was born in the fifties. | 3397.8070 |
3198 | | 3398.3199 | He can't- | 3398.7209 |
3200 | | 3398.8841 | a woman shouldn't be doing that. | 3400.0918 |
3202 | | 3400.5534 | A woman should be at home taking- like, that's why I said my mother's a stay at home mom. | 3403.2568 |
3204 | | 3403.9469 | She should be at home taking care of her children, | 3405.5136 |
3206 | | 3405.8633 | so they're having that little | 3406.8146 |
3208 | | 3407.2995 | crisis right now, and he's resorting | 3408.8791 |
3210 | | 3409.0329 | to more and more alcohol. | 3410.1008 |
3212 | | 3411.0566 | Because of that, | 3411.5649 |
3214 | | 3411.9379 | so. | 3412.1944 |
3215 | DCB_int_01 | 3413.5933 | Um, | 3414.0969 |
3217 | | 3414.5713 | last thing cause I know- I know you all have some stuff to do, and I appreciate you [taking the time-] | 3418.5513 |
3218 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3417.7328 | [Oh, ask all the questions] that you [need to ask. You're fine.] | 3419.7227 |
3219 | DCB_int_01 | 3418.9778 | [This is- this] is great. | 3420.0596 |
3220 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3420.1248 | [<laugh>] | 3420.9723 |
3221 | DCB_int_01 | 3420.1983 | [No, this is-] | 3420.8558 |
3222 | | 3421.2381 | And what I love is um, | 3423.7374 |
3224 | | 3424.1431 | being able to- it was great talking to your dad first, | 3426.5760 |
3226 | | 3426.9397 | um, because he was very much | 3428.4085 |
3228 | | 3429.1732 | a lot more general. | 3430.4182 |
3229 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3430.6141 | Mm-hm. | 3430.9498 |
3230 | DCB_int_01 | 3430.9638 | Um, | 3431.2762 |
3232 | | 3431.4441 | he elaborated on certain things, but [other things] he just | 3433.8210 |
3233 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3433.1169 | [Mm-hm.] | 3433.4200 |
3234 | DCB_int_01 | 3433.9842 | totally skimmed over, and so then | 3435.4530 |
3236 | | 3435.6162 | for you- like some things, I- I- I've totally ac- actually forgot he said, and then for you to | 3439.1449 |
3238 | | 3439.3827 | fill in all those detail- | 3440.4132 |
3240 | | 3440.9447 | Great. | 3441.3691 |
3241 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3441.5089 | [<laugh>] | 3442.4042 |
3242 | DCB_int_01 | 3441.7281 | [Absolutely wonderful.] | 3442.4089 |
3243 | | 3443.4569 | Um, | 3444.1283 |
3245 | | 3445.2754 | <ts> | 3445.4200 |
3247 | | 3445.6251 | three things. One, | 3446.6696 |
3249 | | 3447.1639 | what's your favorite- | 3447.8913 |
3251 | | 3448.0172 | this is just crazy, but what's your favorite TV show or book? And why? | 3451.1868 |
3252 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3451.6158 | Um, | 3451.9982 |
3254 | | 3452.4878 | my favorite book again, is the Series of Unfortunate [Events], | 3454.8379 |
3255 | DCB_int_01 | 3454.4882 | [Mm-hm.] | 3454.8519 |
3256 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3455.0430 | um, | 3455.4674 |
3258 | | 3455.7005 | and it's because it- | 3456.4652 |
3260 | | 3457.4526 | at every hook, | 3458.3246 |
3262 | | 3458.9681 | uh, the oldest | 3459.8260 |
3264 | | 3460.1058 | s- | 3460.2084 |
3266 | | 3460.3576 | sibling | 3460.8798 |
3268 | | 3461.0524 | found a way | 3461.6399 |
3270 | | 3461.8812 | to | 3462.2169 |
3272 | | 3462.3522 | turn it around. And I don't know if it's cause I'm- n- as I gotten older, I realize that it resonated a lot with my life. | 3466.8565 |
3273 | DCB_int_01 | 3467.1643 | Cause [you had to be] the older [sibling even though you weren't the oldest.] | 3469.5878 |
3274 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3467.3636 | [Um], | 3467.7040 |
3276 | | 3468.2169 | [I had to be the oldest. Yeah.] | 3469.5972 |
3277 | DCB_int_01 | 3469.7977 | [Right.] | 3470.0728 |
3278 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3469.8769 | [And I] had to always do what was in the best interest of me and my brothers. | 3472.8659 |
3279 | | 3473.0430 | Always. And I still am to this day. Like I- I helped take care of he- his two children that he | 3477.1126 |
3281 | | 3477.3691 | made. Like, I literally today was watching his youngest child. | 3479.6585 |
3283 | | 3480.1808 | Um, | 3480.5445 |
3285 | | 3481.6485 | and | 3482.3059 |
3287 | | 3483.3830 | favorite /TVree/ show. | 3484.4509 |
3289 | | 3484.8798 | Um, | 3485.2482 |
3291 | | 3485.7984 | it depends. Like I like- | 3487.0609 |
3293 | | 3487.3640 | like Law and Order type | 3488.2640 |
3295 | | 3488.6323 | things, [so Law and] Order SVU is probably my favorite TV [show.] | 3491.5513 |
3296 | DCB_int_01 | 3489.0193 | [Mm.] | 3489.5416 |
3298 | | 3491.4021 | [It's] one of my [faves.] | 3492.3393 |
3299 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3491.8264 | [Honestly.] | 3492.3720 |
3300 | | 3492.7905 | Um, | 3493.2288 |
3302 | | 3494.7815 | and I like that, | 3495.6721 |
3304 | | 3495.7934 | you know, there's no need to hide anything I said before. Like, face the facts | 3499.5925 |
3306 | | 3500.0495 | and let's find a way to move forward. | 3501.3411 |
3308 | | 3501.9623 | So I like those real life- | 3503.6410 |
3310 | | 3504.1259 | things really could happen. | 3505.2776 |
3312 | | 3505.4781 | Um, and I like helping people. I love giving back, um, and I actually started volunteering here with the cheerleaders. | 3509.8088 |
3314 | | 3510.1865 | Um, I didn't know what the Boys and Girls Club was | 3512.3128 |
3316 | | 3512.7558 | um, until I got a little bit older and really realized their mission, until I met /RD-NAME-1/. | 3516.6155 |
3318 | | 3516.9885 | Cause /RD-NAME-1/ grew up in a Boys and Girls Club. | 3518.4339 |
3320 | | 3519.1101 | And I think it's amazing that you're getting them at this age | 3522.1679 |
3322 | | 3522.7367 | before it turns into problems. And then | 3524.7138 |
3324 | | 3524.9843 | literally there's a child on the cheerleading squad- | 3527.4311 |
3326 | | 3528.0093 | I have five to seven mind you- | 3529.3849 |
3328 | | 3529.6087 | that's a bully. | 3530.1170 |
3330 | | 3530.6858 | I was bullied. | 3531.2780 |
3331 | DCB_int_01 | 3532.4426 | [Hm.] | 3532.6664 |
3332 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3532.4519 | [So it's] | 3532.8856 |
3333 | | 3533.4404 | counteracting that now, | 3534.4476 |
3335 | | 3534.7787 | explaining to her why she needs to stop it now. | 3536.7045 |
3337 | | 3537.3421 | Before | 3537.8084 |
3339 | | 3538.1162 | you have those incidents where those children are hurting themselves, | 3540.8999 |
3341 | | 3541.1238 | killing themselves | 3541.7812 |
3343 | | 3542.0097 | because of what you're doing | 3542.9283 |
3345 | | 3543.1241 | to them. | 3543.4505 |
3347 | | 3544.1255 | So, and you wouldn't believe six years old, | 3545.8228 |
3349 | | 3546.3730 | looks like a little angel, | 3547.4129 |
3351 | | 3547.8698 | bullying another six year old, | 3549.0868 |
3353 | | 3549.8504 | so. | 3550.1488 |
3355 | | 3551.2213 | Yeah, but that's- that's probably | 3552.4243 |
3357 | | 3552.5549 | my favorite TV show. | 3553.4175 |
3359 | | 3553.6134 | Um, and like I said, feel free- if you need to ask more questions, like I understand it's important. It's your dissertation [it's important stuff.] | 3558.5269 |
3360 | DCB_int_01 | 3558.0420 | [No, no, no.] | 3558.5269 |
3361 | | 3558.6854 | Uh- but this is- [This is great.] | 3560.1309 |
3362 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3559.5248 | [<laugh>] | 3560.1123 |
3363 | DCB_int_01 | 3560.2988 | Um, | 3560.7744 |
3365 | | 3561.7478 | are you familiar with go go? | 3563.9720 |
3366 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3564.6715 | Yes, I love go go. | 3565.7066 |
3367 | DCB_int_01 | 3566.1682 | [Oh!] | 3566.4014 |
3368 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3566.2009 | [That's] my favorite music. | 3567.2314 |
3369 | DCB_int_01 | 3567.4820 | Really? | 3567.8129 |
3370 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3567.9996 | Mm-hm. | 3568.2934 |
3371 | DCB_int_01 | 3568.3960 | Why? | 3568.6571 |
3372 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3568.6431 | I love a variety of music. I love country music too, | 3570.3684 |
3373 | | 3570.4989 | but I- I [love-] | 3571.5388 |
3374 | DCB_int_01 | 3571.0678 | [I'm a fan of] country music as [well.] | 3572.4946 |
3375 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3572.2335 | [Yes], but I love- | 3573.4179 |
3376 | | 3573.5520 | I love love love go go, and it's cause I love dancing. | 3575.6549 |
3377 | DCB_int_01 | 3577.3895 | Why- um, do you have a favorite go go band or a song? | 3580.0416 |
3378 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3580.4472 | Um, | 3580.8949 |
3380 | | 3582.2798 | let's see. | 3582.8067 |
3382 | | 3584.3454 | I don't- | 3584.6858 |
3384 | | 3587.9627 | I actually- I like the song Welcome to DC actually. I probably shouldn't like the song /but/ have you /seard/- heard the song Welcome to [DC?] | 3593.2679 |
3385 | DCB_int_01 | 3593.0115 | [I have not] but I'm'a make note [to go listen to] it. | 3594.9372 |
3386 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3594.1306 | [Okay yes.] | 3594.7600 |
3387 | | 3594.9512 | Please [listen to Welcome] | 3595.8931 |
3388 | DCB_int_01 | 3595.2263 | [Let me- let me write] that [on my-] | 3596.5599 |
3389 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3596.1309 | [to DC.] | 3596.7604 |
3390 | DCB_int_01 | 3596.8350 | my [notes.] | 3597.5251 |
3391 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3596.9843 | [Um], | 3597.3386 |
3392 | | 3598.2887 | very very out there. Um, I [think] | 3601.1144 |
3393 | DCB_int_01 | 3600.8673 | [/I'm sorry/.] | 3601.3895 |
3394 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3601.6320 | CCB is probably | 3602.6299 |
3396 | | 3602.8863 | my [favorite.] | 3603.5158 |
3397 | DCB_int_01 | 3603.1754 | [Mm], mm-hm. | 3603.8129 |
3398 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3603.8551 | Um, | 3604.2747 |
3400 | | 3604.3913 | and it's a v- | 3605.1047 |
3402 | | 3605.4265 | variety, | 3606.2098 |
3404 | | 3606.3730 | and they're /areays/- always speaking the truth. | 3608.0237 |
3406 | | 3608.7651 | In this new go go where they're just taking other songs and turning into go go music- it's like, no. | 3612.7414 |
3408 | | 3613.0771 | It's speaking | 3614.0284 |
3410 | | 3614.1403 | the truth. I love Chuck Brown. | 3615.4692 |
3412 | | 3615.9343 | Um, | 3616.2701 |
3414 | | 3616.9835 | and it's- I- I remember | 3618.2471 |
3416 | | 3618.5456 | um- and that's why I can't- I can't complain | 3620.5553 |
3418 | | 3620.7698 | at | 3621.0589 |
3420 | | 3621.4494 | you know, what environment I was exposed to. Cause as I'm older, I'm remembering | 3624.9466 |
3422 | | 3625.2963 | the late nights, and that's why my dad's dancing. Like, that's what we used to do all night. | 3628.2794 |
3423 | DCB_int_01 | 3628.6058 | Mm-hm. | 3628.8669 |
3424 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3628.8622 | Like he would [literally-] | 3629.7295 |
3425 | DCB_int_01 | 3629.1747 | [That's what he was just] [saying.] | 3630.1585 |
3426 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3629.9207 | [Yeah.] He would | 3630.5222 |
3427 | | 3630.6248 | put me on his toes, like his feet, | 3632.2708 |
3429 | | 3632.7138 | and we would dance all night. | 3633.6837 |
3431 | | 3633.8924 | Literally. And with my uncles as well. That's- that's honestly what we did. | 3636.8670 |
3433 | | 3637.3569 | And it's- I love music. Um, music | 3639.7338 |
3435 | | 3640.0789 | speaks to the soul. | 3641.0161 |
3437 | | 3641.5430 | Like I love the older music. Like you will | 3643.4595 |
3439 | | 3643.5294 | l- | 3643.6880 |
3441 | | 3643.9071 | catch me listening to all the old school. Like I love | 3646.2701 |
3443 | | 3647.1140 | Marvin Gaye. | 3647.7902 |
3445 | | 3647.9161 | Um, /RD-NAME-1/ was | 3648.6202 |
3447 | | 3648.7694 | actually complaining the other night cause I'm listening to Marvin Gaye. | 3651.2675 |
3449 | | 3651.7012 | And I'm like, this is | 3652.5358 |
3451 | | 3652.8203 | our music, | 3653.5850 |
3453 | | 3654.0839 | honestly. | 3654.5409 |
3455 | | 3655.0258 | And I was telling her that they should have signed me up for jazz. Like I loved jazz. I loved /byue/- | 3658.2234 |
3457 | | 3658.3726 | blues. Like I love all types of music. | 3659.7948 |
3459 | | 3660.3590 | But | 3660.6481 |
3461 | | 3660.8393 | yeah. | 3661.0212 |
3463 | | 3661.1424 | I think | 3661.4222 |
3465 | | 3662.0144 | CCB probably. | 3662.8490 |
3467 | | 3663.5287 | [<laugh>] | 3663.8131 |
3468 | DCB_int_01 | 3663.5333 | [Did you] um- | 3664.3307 |
3469 | | 3664.8809 | Did you have any experience or do you have any experience from mumbo sauce? | 3667.9677 |
3470 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3668.7045 | I love Mumbo Sauce, too. | 3669.6417 |
3472 | | 3670.1628 | [<laugh>] | 3670.5731 |
3473 | DCB_int_01 | 3670.3540 | [Why?] | 3670.7410 |
3474 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3671.5477 | Um, I think the same thing, uh, speaking | 3674.1543 |
3476 | | 3674.3687 | the truth. Um, | 3675.3619 |
3478 | | 3676.8343 | and I love Rare Essence as well. | 3678.0979 |
3480 | | 3678.3777 | Um, | 3678.8533 |
3482 | | 3679.5714 | but I'm tryna think what's that song that Mumbo- I think it's called | 3682.7224 |
3484 | | 3682.8622 | Anthem or something like that. I can't remember what the name of the song is that Mumbo Sauce sings. | 3686.7371 |
3486 | | 3687.3713 | Um- | 3687.8129 |
3487 | DCB_int_01 | 3688.2467 | Oh, you're talking about the group. | 3689.1840 |
3489 | | 3690.0653 | [I was talking about the] | 3690.8207 |
3490 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3690.0699 | [Oh, you're talking about the- | 3690.8766 |
3491 | DCB_int_01 | 3691.0585 | food. | 3691.4688 |
3492 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3691.6553 | [Oh yes. I love mumbo sauce] too. [Yes, I love-] And /RD-NAME-1/ doesn't- | 3695.3332 |
3493 | DCB_int_01 | 3691.7299 | [But the group is great too.] | 3693.4412 |
3495 | | 3693.7338 | [<laugh>] | 3694.3820 |
3496 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3695.4358 | <sigh> | 3695.7902 |
3498 | | 3695.9813 | Told her- I said, you don't what mumbo sauce- You don't know what fried chicken is til you go to DC. | 3699.2967 |
3500 | | 3699.7665 | Um- | 3700.0882 |
3501 | DCB_int_01 | 3700.0882 | Where- where do you get your- your f- | 3701.5943 |
3503 | | 3701.7482 | your best fried- your chicken wings and mumbo sau- [Where do you get] yours? | 3704.8117 |
3504 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3703.9025 | [And what] | 3704.3734 |
3506 | | 3704.7931 | street is that? Um, | 3706.1208 |
3507 | | 3706.8436 | and then it's this- cause I was so young that I could drive you there, but I don't remember the name of the street cause I was too little. | 3711.6604 |
3509 | | 3712.0742 | But basically, where we would go to Reynold's Place | 3714.7181 |
3511 | | 3715.4082 | is | 3715.7859 |
3513 | | 3716.1356 | coming down that hill. | 3717.2967 |
3515 | | 3717.5333 | And I don't know- Do you know where Reynold's Place is? | 3718.9369 |
3516 | DCB_int_01 | 3719.2213 | I think- | 3719.6736 |
3518 | | 3720.4103 | So you're off of- I think I do. | 3722.6019 |
3519 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3723.8131 | Cause let me- let me describe to you what's in that area cause maybe you'll remember it from there. This | 3727.7626 |
3521 | | 3727.8652 | carry out that we went to, right behind it was like a- a type of Best Way type store. It was like a grocery store. | 3733.3009 |
3523 | | 3734.0097 | Um, | 3734.4900 |
3525 | | 3734.6578 | so you came- The carry out was right here and to the left, there was like a long | 3738.9466 |
3527 | | 3739.3336 | driveway that she went down to the | 3740.8770 |
3529 | | 3741.0682 | carry out- I mean the uh, grocery store. | 3742.5172 |
3531 | | 3742.9229 | And to the left of that was some other restaurants. | 3744.9046 |
3532 | DCB_int_01 | 3745.0631 | But up on the hill, are there like two big apartment- Like you [go into a set] of apartments [on one side] and there's [another-] | 3749.7622 |
3533 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3747.5800 | [Yes.] | 3748.1348 |
3535 | | 3748.7130 | [Yes.] | 3749.0814 |
3537 | | 3749.4078 | [Mm-hm.] | 3749.7575 |
3538 | DCB_int_01 | 3749.8648 | I think I know where you're talking about. | 3750.8626 |
3539 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3750.8720 | Okay. And that's the carry out that we always went to. And we went to this other carry out, where the- the lady was killed actually, | 3756.3777 |
3541 | | 3756.4849 | where we went to go get uh, fish sandwiches. | 3758.1962 |
3543 | | 3758.4154 | I don't remember what it's called, | 3758.9982 |
3545 | | 3759.7058 | [but-] | 3759.8877 |
3546 | DCB_int_01 | 3759.8877 | Okay, well | 3760.3913 |
3548 | | 3760.5405 | s- | 3760.6757 |
3550 | | 3760.7876 | [Um,] when was the last time you had some mumbo sauce? | 3762.9419 |
3551 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3760.8016 | [Um-] | 3761.1420 |
3552 | | 3763.5621 | I actually had mumbo sauce when I took /RD-NAME-1/ to DC | 3765.4401 |
3554 | | 3765.7711 | um, | 3766.1955 |
3555 | DCB_int_01 | 3766.3353 | Hm. | 3766.4846 |
3556 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3766.6524 | about a month ago. | 3767.2959 |
3558 | | 3767.5524 | Um, | 3767.9207 |
3560 | | 3768.1539 | and people from here don't like it for some reason. Say, I don't like sweet chicken, and it tastes funny, and no- | 3772.5234 |
3562 | | 3772.6944 | Mm. | 3772.9555 |
3564 | | 3773.0674 | They don't know what mumbo sauce is. Um, | 3774.3730 |
3566 | | 3774.8953 | and the | 3775.6227 |
3568 | | 3775.8372 | Top China out here has mumbo sauce, but it doesn't taste like the Mumbo sauce in DC. | 3779.4078 |
3569 | DCB_int_01 | 3779.8788 | Is- okay. So now, let me ask you | 3781.7066 |
3571 | | 3782.0703 | cause I've gotten | 3782.6672 |
3573 | | 3782.8945 | a variety of | 3783.7851 |
3575 | | 3784.2701 | answers. | 3784.7410 |
3577 | | 3785.1700 | Now the carry out, is that different from like the Chinese | 3788.0796 |
3579 | | 3788.3548 | restaurant? | 3788.8723 |
3581 | | 3789.2909 | Or is that the same thing for you? | 3790.5871 |
3582 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3791.2819 | Like if I- when I equate the word carry out? | 3793.4408 |
3583 | DCB_int_01 | 3793.4362 | Mm-hm. | 3793.7532 |
3584 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3795.8970 | And I say, no. It's different | 3797.2959 |
3586 | | 3797.6876 | because of being in Virginia. | 3798.8580 |
3588 | | 3799.1937 | The [Chinese] restaurant here- Chinese | 3801.5625 |
3589 | DCB_int_01 | 3799.2963 | [Okay, so-] | 3799.7532 |
3590 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3801.7571 | here is | 3802.5638 |
3592 | | 3802.8622 | strict Chinese food, and they sell | 3804.8486 |
3594 | | 3805.6367 | fried chicken too. | 3806.3314 |
3596 | | 3807.0064 | But the carry out in DC, you know, you had your- your fish sandwiches, your uh, fried chicken, your soul food, your collard greens. | 3814.1768 |
3598 | | 3814.6990 | That's what was at our carry out. | 3816.0933 |
3600 | | 3816.5922 | Um, | 3816.9699 |
3602 | | 3817.1144 | and if- I think they sold tuna salad as well actually at that [carry out.] | 3820.3587 |
3603 | DCB_int_01 | 3819.9670 | [<laugh>] | 3820.3913 |
3604 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3820.7597 | I (laughing) don't remember. | 3821.7902 |
3606 | | 3822.1818 | Um, | 3822.6015 |
3608 | | 3822.7740 | and then you know your french fries. And as a child, I didn't like french fries for some crazy reason, so I never ate the french fries. | 3827.0488 |
3610 | | 3827.5197 | [Um-] | 3827.9301 |
3611 | DCB_int_01 | 3827.6363 | [Mm.] | 3827.9254 |
3612 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3828.4570 | But I've noticed in DC too, you know, they have like, the crinkly | 3830.7977 |
3614 | | 3830.9236 | french [fries.] Um, and out here they have the straight | 3832.9695 |
3615 | DCB_int_01 | 3831.1463 | [Mm-hm.] | 3831.5939 |
3616 | DCB_se2_ag2_f_02 | 3833.1513 | like | 3833.4544 |
3618 | | 3833.6596 | shoe | 3833.9767 |
3620 | | 3834.3637 | french fries. But I never | 3835.5197 |
3622 | | 3835.6134 | liked them. I still don't like them to this day. | 3837.0169 |
3624 | | 3837.4599 | Um, | 3837.8830 |
3626 | | 3838.5405 | but you know, you add your hot sauce and your ketchup and all that stuff, but | 3841.1611 |
3628 | | 3841.8325 | yeah. | 3841.9817 |