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1 | DCB_int_01 | 0.4168 | How does it feel to be a- uh, Halloween baby? | 2.4876 |
2 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3.1264 | Um, it's fun. | 4.2916 |
4 | | 4.5162 | Like, | 5.0216 |
6 | | 5.1971 | it's really festive. | 6.4449 |
8 | | 6.6836 | Um, I usually dress up as a princess | 8.8947 |
10 | | 9.5826 | since it's my birthday | 10.7478 |
12 | | 11.2252 | and Halloween. | 12.0464 |
14 | | 12.7889 | Um, | 13.3013 |
16 | | 14.3402 | <ts> | 14.5297 |
18 | | 14.7192 | and I get a lot of candy and cake. | 16.5583 |
20 | | 17.8008 | Yeah. | 18.1026 |
21 | DCB_int_01 | 19.8348 | Um, where were you born? | 21.0983 |
22 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 21.2176 | <ts> In Washington, DC. | 22.6847 |
23 | DCB_int_01 | 23.7289 | And what neighborhoods did you have- what neighborhoods do you claim? | 26.8947 |
24 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 27.1685 | Um, <ts> | 28.1512 |
26 | | 28.7128 | so | 29.6955 |
28 | | 31.4698 | for like, | 32.2208 |
30 | | 32.4104 | the first | 33.2036 |
32 | | 34.9374 | eleven years of my life, | 36.4676 |
34 | | 37.2100 | um, | 37.8137 |
36 | | 38.1717 | I lived at, uh, /RD-ADDRESS-8/ | 41.0497 |
38 | | 41.1971 | Northwest Washington, DC, | 42.7500 |
40 | | 43.0345 | um, which I guess is like, | 44.4384 |
42 | | 44.7122 | Brightwood area? | 45.7721 |
44 | | 46.2424 | Or like Fort Stevens? | 47.6393 |
46 | | 48.3537 | And then | 49.0767 |
48 | | 49.4978 | <ts> we moved to- | 51.3018 |
50 | | 52.4320 | I think the technical term for my neighborhood I live in now is like, | 55.6593 |
52 | | 56.2700 | East Colonial Village but I've never heard anyone refer to it that way. | 60.3342 |
54 | | 60.5081 | But it's like, | 61.4347 |
56 | | 61.8699 | on the other side of Sixteenth Street opposite of Shepherd Park | 64.7759 |
58 | | 65.3936 | and my address there is, uh, | 67.0907 |
60 | | 67.4136 | /RD-ADDRESS-6/ Northwest Washington, DC. | 70.2043 |
61 | DCB_int_01 | 72.7818 | And have you lived in DC all your life? | 74.4244 |
62 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 74.5227 | Yeah. | 74.9228 |
63 | DCB_int_01 | 78.6064 | So no other places and you go to college in DC. | 81.0070 |
65 | | 81.1474 | Where'd you go to high- or where'd you go to school? | 82.6215 |
66 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 82.9514 | <ts> Well, um, um, my elementary school- | 85.3294 |
68 | | 85.8628 | I went to /RD-SCHOOL-1/ Elementary School, | 87.4563 |
70 | | 87.8564 | and then for middle school I went to /RD-SCHOOL-7/. | 90.9784 |
72 | | 91.6803 | Then for high school I went to the /RD-SCHOOL-3/ School. | 94.1863 |
74 | | 95.3866 | And now I'm at college at Georgetown. | 97.1760 |
75 | DCB_int_01 | 100.8602 | And you're a student obviously. | 102.6501 |
76 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 102.8029 | Yeah. | 103.1749 |
77 | DCB_int_01 | 103.1609 | What year are you? | 103.7856 |
78 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 104.0243 | I'm a junior. | 104.7473 |
79 | DCB_int_01 | 105.5826 | What's your major? | 106.2214 |
80 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 106.6847 | Um, I'm a Psychology major | 108.2149 |
82 | | 108.4379 | with a Cognitive Science minor. | 110.0804 |
83 | DCB_int_01 | 117.4492 | Where were you- where was your father born? | 118.7408 |
84 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 119.4638 | Uh, my father was born in Anacostia. | 121.4276 |
85 | DCB_int_01 | 124.3407 | What about mom? | 124.9584 |
86 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 125.3796 | <ts> | 125.6393 |
88 | | 125.9271 | She was born in DC, uh, | 128.2559 |
90 | | 128.6209 | like in Northeast, like Michigan Avenue area. | 131.4709 |
92 | | 132.4730 | I don't know what- | 133.1188 |
94 | | 133.4838 | She- sh- sh- she grew up on Delafield Place. | 136.3618 |
96 | | 137.4638 | But I don't know what that neighborhood is called. | 138.9470 |
97 | DCB_int_01 | 140.6841 | What does your father do? | 141.6809 |
98 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 141.9897 | <ts> Uh, my dad's an architect. He actually works here at Georgetown | 145.2943 |
99 | DCB_int_01 | 145.7786 | Hm! | 146.0594 |
100 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 146.1647 | in the basement of the building I currently live in. [<laugh>] | 149.6042 |
101 | DCB_int_01 | 149.3094 | [What building?] | 149.8008 |
102 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 149.9552 | [New South.] | 150.6976 |
103 | DCB_int_01 | 150.1150 | [New South? Are] you an RA? | 151.2171 |
104 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 151.4557 | Yeah. | 151.8207 |
105 | DCB_int_01 | 152.4384 | Huh. | 152.7403 |
106 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 153.2808 | Yeah. | 153.5686 |
107 | DCB_int_01 | 155.1971 | We'll talk about that. | 155.9552 |
108 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 155.9482 | We will. | 156.3764 |
109 | DCB_int_01 | 156.4098 | We will! | 156.8450 |
110 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 156.8380 | Yeah, [no. <laugh>] | 157.9260 |
111 | DCB_int_01 | 157.1679 | [Yes.] | 157.7154 |
112 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 158.0734 | Yeah. | 158.3121 |
113 | DCB_int_01 | 158.7894 | <laugh> | 159.2246 |
114 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 159.2667 | [<laugh>] | 159.8002 |
115 | DCB_int_01 | 159.5405 | [I love] it. | 160.3548 |
116 | | 160.7268 | Was your dad- I think I know your dad. Has he- how long has he been working at Georgetown? | 163.6944 |
118 | | 164.8105 | For several [years.] | 165.6598 |
119 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 165.4703 | [Like,] | 166.1301 |
120 | | 166.3197 | probably | 166.9584 |
122 | | 167.2322 | thirteen years. | 168.3062 |
123 | DCB_int_01 | 168.4730 | <ts> | 168.6836 |
125 | | 169.0065 | Because I used to work in New South. | 171.0070 |
126 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 171.1334 | [Okay.] | 171.6318 |
127 | DCB_int_01 | 171.3510 | [I used to] work in the office with /RD-NAME-3/- | 173.9833 |
128 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 173.9746 | The Office of Planning? | 174.8029 |
129 | DCB_int_01 | 174.8310 | Mm-hm. | 175.2751 |
130 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 175.3574 | Oh. | 175.7576 |
131 | DCB_int_01 | 175.9541 | [/?/] | 176.3682 |
132 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 175.9752 | [My dad's] /RD-NAME-4/? | 177.3229 |
133 | DCB_int_01 | 177.4492 | I think I know your dad. | 178.8180 |
134 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 178.7829 | Okay. | 179.1058 |
135 | DCB_int_01 | 179.0427 | Oh this is crazy! | 180.0675 |
136 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 180.1501 | [<ts> It's really crazy.] | 181.1500 |
137 | DCB_int_01 | 180.2273 | [This is- this is crazy.] | 181.2662 |
138 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 181.3294 | <laugh> Yeah. | 182.8105 |
139 | DCB_int_01 | 182.8877 | Okay. | 183.2246 |
141 | | 183.6598 | I'm sorry. | 183.9827 |
143 | | 184.0950 | That was really crazy. And what does your mom do? | 185.5691 |
144 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 185.7095 | <ts> My mom's also an architect. She's- | 187.6523 |
145 | DCB_int_01 | 187.5400 | [<laugh>] | 188.5297 |
146 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 187.8909 | [<laugh>] | 188.2700 |
147 | | 188.5859 | She's with the Smithsonian. Um, she used to work at the zoo, and now she's like downtown | 194.0664 |
149 | | 194.6771 | with like, | 195.1895 |
151 | | 195.3720 | the museums on the mall. | 196.5724 |
153 | | 197.1129 | I don't know which specific museum. | 198.5561 |
155 | | 198.6766 | Cause she works with all of them so I don't know where she is | 200.6350 |
157 | | 200.8035 | right now. | 201.3229 |
159 | | 201.7651 | But she just moved downtown. | 202.9444 |
160 | DCB_int_01 | 203.3585 | And what does she- like what is her function? | 205.1131 |
161 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 205.3785 | <ts> Um, | 206.0173 |
163 | | 206.1928 | well at the zoo she designed like, the exhibits, and then one of the research facilities for the animals in Front Royal, Virginia, | 211.8277 |
165 | | 212.3191 | which she still does work on. And then now, | 214.4109 |
167 | | 215.0497 | um, | 215.6253 |
169 | | 216.1150 | I don't really know cause the job is really new. Like, she just moved down there. | 219.4212 |
171 | | 219.7230 | Um, but I think she's just /involved/ in like, exhibit design and like, | 223.2106 |
173 | | 224.1857 | um, inter- like more of the interior stuff so like choosing paint colors and stuff. | 228.1026 |
174 | DCB_int_01 | 228.9573 | Hm. | 229.2311 |
176 | | 234.0394 | Alright. | 234.4957 |
178 | | 235.4066 | So | 235.8558 |
180 | | 236.4525 | th- Wow. | 237.0842 |
182 | | 237.3089 | This is a s- It's like a really small world. Okay. | 239.4287 |
183 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 239.4358 | Mm-hm. | 239.8078 |
184 | DCB_int_01 | 239.8148 | So before we get to- to college and dad and- and all of that, | 243.0140 |
186 | | 243.5756 | kind of tell me a little bit about growing up. | 245.2392 |
188 | | 246.0675 | Like your neighborhood, your house | 248.0313 |
189 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 248.9438 | [Um,] | 249.3440 |
190 | DCB_int_01 | 249.0632 | [that you li-] and then how'd you get to your new house? | 251.1129 |
191 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 251.1760 | <ts> Yeah so | 252.1425 |
193 | | 252.9152 | growing up I really liked, | 254.3682 |
195 | | 254.7543 | um, | 255.4212 |
197 | | 255.7300 | the first house we lived in, | 257.1269 |
199 | | 257.4358 | um, on Fourteenth Street. | 259.1047 |
201 | | 259.7786 | Um, I liked the neighborhood because | 261.4563 |
203 | | 261.7651 | there were a few kids in my neighborhood and like, | 263.8390 |
205 | | 264.2219 | especially my next door neighbors, uh, | 266.2630 |
207 | | 266.8386 | their grandkids were always over there. | 268.7970 |
209 | | 269.4919 | And, | 270.1096 |
211 | | 270.5713 | um, I was really close with them. | 272.0804 |
213 | | 272.4665 | All their names began with Ds. | 274.1231 |
215 | | 274.4530 | So there was Diamond, | 276.0675 |
217 | | 276.5993 | Dougie, | 277.1328 |
219 | | 277.3434 | which was a nickname, and then, uh, | 279.0842 |
221 | | 279.2106 | Demani. | 279.7792 |
223 | | 280.3126 | Um, | 280.7478 |
225 | | 281.0988 | and then the grandfather's name was Douglas. | 282.8450 |
227 | | 283.6874 | Um, and then there was | 284.9860 |
229 | | 285.8283 | Douglas's- the grandfather's son, | 288.2149 |
231 | | 288.4519 | his name was- his nickname was Toot. | 290.0594 |
233 | | 290.6069 | I never knew his real name. | 291.6598 |
235 | | 292.1933 | But, uh, | 292.9795 |
237 | | 293.3164 | I was really close with them. | 294.4034 |
239 | | 294.6064 | <ts> And then on | 295.5680 |
241 | | 295.7646 | the other side of our house, | 297.1123 |
243 | | 297.4914 | our other neighbor | 298.2495 |
245 | | 298.5934 | was this old lady. Her name was Miss /RD-NAME-1/. | 300.4676 |
247 | | 300.6976 | Um, | 301.1749 |
249 | | 301.7505 | she's | 302.5578 |
251 | | 303.2878 | I guess like my grandma in a sense. | 305.5340 |
253 | | 306.0815 | Um, | 306.6695 |
255 | | 306.9293 | her and my mom are really good friends and actually when we moved, | 309.9725 |
257 | | 310.3126 | she started crying, and it was like- | 311.8990 |
259 | | 312.0799 | it was like a very dramatic sob. | 313.7856 |
261 | | 314.3823 | Um, [just because we were so] close. Like, our house had, | 317.4919 |
262 | DCB_int_01 | 314.6350 | [<laugh>] | 315.8283 |
263 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 318.3747 | um, cause my parents are architects they were always like updating the house and we added a balcony | 322.5162 |
265 | | 322.6987 | to our house. | 323.5130 |
267 | | 323.7236 | And like, my mom would pass food to | 325.9822 |
269 | | 326.1577 | Miss /RD-NAME-1/ | 326.7613 |
271 | | 326.8877 | through her window | 327.7511 |
273 | | 327.9476 | from our balcony. | 328.8110 |
275 | | 329.6042 | So we were very close. | 330.6535 |
277 | | 331.2592 | Um, | 331.7997 |
279 | | 331.9752 | but yeah I really liked. the neighborhood | 333.3720 |
281 | | 333.9617 | Um, | 334.7478 |
283 | | 335.0848 | <ts> | 335.2954 |
285 | | 335.6955 | like a few blocks away some girls that I went to elementary school with | 339.5265 |
287 | | 339.8564 | lived there. | 340.5443 |
289 | | 341.0497 | Um, so they would come over to my house a lot. | 343.2662 |
291 | | 343.9330 | And, uh, | 344.8456 |
293 | | 345.4984 | we l- we were really close to | 346.9233 |
295 | | 347.1971 | a playground, a tennis court, and a Safeway. | 350.2068 |
297 | | 350.8386 | Um (laughing), | 351.3159 |
299 | | 351.7090 | and so we would | 352.4741 |
301 | | 352.7408 | walk there a lot. Um, and then one of my really good- | 355.0837 |
303 | | 355.2592 | like my best friend from elementary school, she lived on the other side of the Safeway. | 358.7549 |
305 | | 359.2883 | Um, so my sister and I would ride bikes to her house a lot. | 362.7543 |
307 | | 363.6668 | Um, | 364.2705 |
309 | | 364.4390 | but then, | 364.9655 |
311 | | 365.6885 | <ts> one day, | 366.3747 |
313 | | 367.1258 | uh, so like they were two main events that | 369.4633 |
315 | | 370.2775 | were why my parents thought we should move. The first one | 373.1820 |
317 | | 374.0243 | was that, um, | 375.3720 |
319 | | 375.6668 | <ts> so our neighbor | 376.7970 |
321 | | 377.4498 | whose family all | 378.6571 |
323 | | 378.9152 | had let- uh, | 380.2208 |
325 | | 380.4244 | their names began with the letter D, | 381.7090 |
327 | | 382.3688 | um, | 382.9304 |
329 | | 383.4709 | the one who didn't | 384.3817 |
331 | | 384.5291 | have a name that began with a D, | 385.7505 |
333 | | 385.9611 | Toot, | 386.4244 |
335 | | 386.7473 | he was like wrapped up in like, drugs. | 388.9304 |
337 | | 389.1901 | And like, | 389.7867 |
339 | | 390.2905 | we think there was like a drug deal that went down that involved our house | 393.2597 |
341 | | 393.7932 | because we saw someone run through | 395.4849 |
343 | | 396.1290 | our- | 396.5151 |
345 | | 396.7117 | They ran up the stairs onto our patio | 399.4773 |
347 | | 399.6247 | near our front door and then there was a side door, | 401.8800 |
349 | | 402.2781 | they ran down there. | 403.1328 |
351 | | 403.3153 | And then our gate was unlocked so they went to our backyard | 406.2003 |
353 | | 406.6145 | and we think they hid drugs under my dad's car and then came back and got them later. | 409.9892 |
355 | | 410.5508 | So that was one instance where my parents were like, mm, maybe we should move. | 413.7095 |
357 | | 414.2921 | And the second time, | 415.3785 |
359 | | 416.0594 | <ts> this homeless man came up on to our porch | 418.5583 |
361 | | 419.1760 | and was sleeping there. | 420.6766 |
363 | | 421.1679 | And we didn't know he was sleeping there cause like, | 422.6560 |
365 | | 422.8386 | nighttime everyone else was asleep. | 424.2424 |
367 | | 425.0848 | And one night my sister was going down the stairs, | 427.7295 |
369 | | 427.9190 | and my sister's just really funny. Like she doesn't really think anything's a big deal. | 431.3445 |
371 | | 431.8499 | So she came into the kitchen and- | 433.5119 |
373 | | 433.6523 | and | 434.1155 |
375 | | 434.3051 | my dad and my mom were sitting there and she was like, | 436.6075 |
377 | | 437.0918 | hey I think someone's just like, on our porch. <laugh> | 439.8870 |
379 | | 440.2169 | And it was a homeless man. | 441.1434 |
381 | | 441.6191 | And so | 442.3491 |
383 | | 443.0862 | that was a problem just because my mom's office | 445.4798 |
385 | | 446.0274 | was like, | 446.6100 |
387 | | 446.9539 | an extension so like, | 448.4895 |
389 | | 450.0268 | our living room- | 450.9183 |
391 | | 451.2482 | It was like the stairs where my sister was walking down and saw the homeless person. Then there was a living room and then my mom's office, | 456.4129 |
393 | | 456.8340 | which was like an extension of the house. | 458.7504 |
395 | | 459.3383 | And that- and there was a door to my mom's office on the outside | 462.6866 |
397 | | 463.0727 | that you could get to it from the patio | 464.8767 |
399 | | 465.2347 | near our front door. | 466.1650 |
401 | | 466.7984 | And so my mom was afraid that like if we left | 469.2903 |
403 | | 469.7255 | that door unlocked | 470.6731 |
405 | | 470.9118 | that the homeless man would come into the house | 472.9318 |
407 | | 473.2968 | because everything was connected. | 474.7358 |
409 | | 475.4798 | So that's when we decided we should move. | 477.2854 |
411 | | 477.5630 | So then we moved to, uh, /RD-ADDRESS-2/ Street, | 480.2374 |
413 | | 480.8481 | and | 481.5459 |
415 | | 482.2099 | when we- my parents first showed us the house, I was really impressed just because I never thought we'd be able to live | 487.3535 |
417 | | 488.0624 | in that type of neighborhood. | 489.2636 |
419 | | 489.9771 | <ts> It's just like, really nice. And the houses were so big. | 492.9113 |
421 | | 493.3394 | And our house on Fourteenth Street was | 494.8627 |
423 | | 495.1645 | pretty small. | 495.8297 |
425 | | 496.4544 | Um, so I thought that was cool. | 498.0128 |
427 | | 498.7077 | <ts> But I don't really like change so I still didn't [really wanna move] | 502.1035 |
428 | DCB_int_01 | 501.2401 | [<laugh>] | 502.0122 |
429 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 502.6018 | but, um, I glad we did cause like the neighborhood we live in now, | 505.7817 |
431 | | 506.3924 | there's like no | 507.3400 |
433 | | 507.9701 | like you would never find it on purpose whereas like, | 510.7077 |
435 | | 510.9674 | Fourteenth Street there was like a | 512.2590 |
437 | | 512.6942 | bus stop and- right out in front of our house and like apartments and stuff. | 516.4269 |
439 | | 516.7498 | So there was always people there and there was never any parking. | 519.2838 |
441 | | 519.7946 | But now | 520.4895 |
443 | | 520.8265 | there's all the parking in the world. | 522.2584 |
445 | | 522.6796 | Um, | 523.2833 |
447 | | 523.5009 | and like I feel safer up there just because like, | 526.1245 |
449 | | 526.3421 | it's mostly old people | 527.6899 |
451 | | 527.9005 | so | 528.2371 |
452 | DCB_int_01 | 528.1953 | <laugh> | 528.6375 |
453 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 528.6726 | I don't view them as a threat. | 529.8448 |
455 | | 529.9712 | And like, | 530.5187 |
457 | | 531.1364 | I walk my dog at like, | 532.5457 |
459 | | 533.0160 | anytime, even at night, and I feel | 535.0516 |
461 | | 535.3886 | pretty safe, | 536.0695 |
463 | | 536.2450 | so. | 536.5608 |
465 | | 536.9329 | <ts> | 537.1294 |
467 | | 537.4998 | Yeah, I appreciate our house now. | 539.6688 |
468 | DCB_int_01 | 541.0376 | So how many siblings do you have? | 542.3011 |
469 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 542.4345 | I have a little sister and a older brother. | 544.0403 |
470 | DCB_int_01 | 544.6510 | Okay, so you're in the middle. How old is your little sister? | 547.1181 |
471 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 547.2903 | My little sister's seventeen. | 548.7644 |
473 | | 549.2698 | And my older brother is thirty four. | 551.0651 |
474 | DCB_int_01 | 551.6337 | Oh! Okay, [there's] a- | 552.8621 |
475 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 552.3426 | [/Yeah/.] | 552.5743 |
476 | | 553.2833 | [Yeah, he- he's] from my dad's second marriage. | 555.8648 |
477 | DCB_int_01 | 553.3043 | [there's some space.] | 554.2309 |
478 | | 556.5246 | [Huh.] | 556.8475 |
479 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 556.5387 | [So like] my half brother, but | 558.0970 |
480 | | 558.9042 | that doesn't matter. | 559.7396 |
481 | DCB_int_01 | 559.7887 | Are you guys really close? | 560.7504 |
482 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 561.4242 | Yeah, | 561.9912 |
484 | | 562.1596 | I'm closer to my little sister just because we've lived together the longest, | 565.8238 |
486 | | 566.5047 | and also we're closer in age but | 568.6650 |
488 | | 569.1494 | now that we're all getting older, | 570.6656 |
490 | | 571.0236 | um, | 571.4096 |
492 | | 571.5781 | our relationship with our brother has improved a lot. | 573.7768 |
493 | DCB_int_01 | 574.3000 | Okay. Did he live in the same house with you all? | 576.2725 |
494 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 576.6235 | Yeah but then he went to college. | 578.1607 |
496 | | 578.4555 | And then [uh,] | 579.2347 |
497 | DCB_int_01 | 578.7714 | [<laugh>] | 579.2979 |
498 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 580.0754 | /?/ plus he wasn't interested in us when we were y- younger just because like, | 583.6553 |
500 | | 584.2028 | we were little kids. | 585.3049 |
502 | | 585.9771 | Like my- and my brother was a teen. | 587.5425 |
504 | | 587.8162 | He did not care that these | 589.1710 |
506 | | 589.5290 | two babies were in the house. | 591.0522 |
508 | | 591.6612 | So yeah. | 592.5246 |
509 | DCB_int_01 | 593.5705 | Okay, so how did you- okay so going back to- | 596.9539 |
511 | | 597.1699 | Let's go back to elementary school. | 598.4825 |
512 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 598.5387 | Mm-hm. | 598.8616 |
513 | DCB_int_01 | 599.0792 | Talk about- you talked about your best friend lived over | 601.3043 |
514 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 602.1888 | On [the-] | 602.4500 |
515 | DCB_int_01 | 602.3254 | [More] behind the Safeway. | 603.4874 |
516 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 603.4944 | Yeah. | 603.7768 |
517 | DCB_int_01 | 604.1035 | So how | 604.9528 |
519 | | 606.4620 | how did you guys become friends? Was it from school or was it because she lived behind the Safeway in the same neighborhood? | 610.9318 |
520 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 611.0230 | It was from school. | 612.2163 |
522 | | 612.6937 | We both went to /RD-SCHOOL-1/ | 613.9010 |
524 | | 614.9118 | but we didn't become friends until the second grade. | 616.9809 |
526 | | 617.3108 | Um, and we both entered in the first grade. | 619.2552 |
528 | | 619.7255 | But that's just because we weren't in the same class, like the same homeroom | 622.8785 |
530 | | 623.1002 | uh, in the first grade. | 624.2725 |
532 | | 624.9744 | Um, | 625.5430 |
534 | | 625.6413 | <ts> | 625.8027 |
536 | | 626.1537 | I don't really know how we became friends. | 628.0192 |
538 | | 628.6931 | I just remember like, | 630.0198 |
540 | | 630.5041 | I thought our moms looked alike | 632.1116 |
542 | | 632.2450 | because they're both like the same skin tone and they have the exact same haircut. | 635.8758 |
544 | | 636.3567 | And I always thought that was really cool. | 637.6764 |
546 | | 637.8729 | Um, | 638.2309 |
548 | | 638.4977 | so I guess I just started talking to her about that. | 640.4755 |
550 | | 641.0932 | And then we became friends that way. | 642.7568 |
552 | | 644.2379 | Yeah I really can't remember how we became friends. | 646.3070 |
553 | DCB_int_01 | 647.2547 | Did you have a favorite subject in school? | 648.8340 |
554 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 649.3675 | Mm, <ts> | 650.1397 |
556 | | 651.1575 | <ts> | 651.3681 |
558 | | 652.1315 | I guess like, | 652.9669 |
560 | | 653.8022 | uh, English. | 655.1920 |
562 | | 655.4026 | I'm not really good at math. | 656.4345 |
564 | | 657.2347 | /math/ | 657.6418 |
566 | | 657.9701 | I hate math because of that. <laugh> | 660.1412 |
568 | | 660.5954 | And | 661.2061 |
570 | | 661.4518 | science was just okay. | 662.7153 |
572 | | 663.4787 | And I really liked reading. | 664.6122 |
574 | | 664.7844 | So yeah I guess like English and | 666.2093 |
576 | | 666.5673 | reading. | 667.0938 |
578 | | 667.6413 | Those were my favorites. | 668.6240 |
579 | DCB_int_01 | 669.0382 | But you're doing | 669.7104 |
581 | | 669.8718 | cognitive [science?] | 671.8445 |
582 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 671.4933 | [Right?] Yeah, so, | 672.5884 |
583 | | 673.1991 | um, | 673.5500 |
585 | | 674.2590 | should I tell you why? | 675.1926 |
586 | DCB_int_01 | 675.8086 | Okay! We're gonna- yeah let's skip over and then we'll come back to [high school cause I know that's] a big deal in DC. | 680.1046 |
587 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 678.2093 | [Sure yeah.] | 679.0446 |
588 | | 680.2590 | Well no like high school is when I | 681.7768 |
590 | | 682.0754 | figured out what I wanted to major in | 683.6680 |
591 | DCB_int_01 | 683.7601 | Huh. | 684.0549 |
592 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 684.1742 | in the tenth grade | 685.0797 |
594 | | 685.2482 | in my health class. | 686.1888 |
596 | | 686.7082 | Because we all had to choose a sub- like a mind altering substance and research it and I chose alcohol. | 692.0133 |
598 | | 692.7504 | And I just thought like, | 693.7768 |
600 | | 694.5036 | the way the brain works was so cool. | 696.9674 |
602 | | 697.7396 | Um, | 698.3292 |
604 | | 698.5257 | and also like, | 699.3330 |
606 | | 699.9420 | I was fascinated with drug addiction | 701.9355 |
608 | | 702.6866 | when I was in the tenth grade. | 704.0414 |
610 | | 704.5398 | No particular [reason.] | 705.8227 |
611 | DCB_int_01 | 705.5138 | [Okay.] | 706.0263 |
612 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 706.2228 | I just (laughing)- | 706.9247 |
614 | | 707.5354 | I just thought it was like, | 708.5392 |
616 | | 708.8621 | really interesting | 709.7325 |
618 | | 710.1326 | and like, | 710.6100 |
620 | | 710.8065 | the way people paint addicts | 712.3842 |
622 | | 712.8546 | is like it's solely on them, | 714.3637 |
624 | | 714.8411 | and they don't really look at like, | 716.2379 |
626 | | 716.7012 | just the fact that it's- | 717.9139 |
628 | | 718.3070 | I mean sure they started taking the drugs but after awhile | 720.9393 |
630 | | 721.6483 | it's something that they can't control and they feel like they need the drug. | 724.3913 |
632 | | 725.2196 | Um, | 725.6267 |
634 | | 725.8583 | that was interesting to me. | 726.9674 |
636 | | 727.4939 | Plus like, | 728.3643 |
638 | | 728.6942 | with the whole psychology thing, my | 730.1526 |
640 | | 730.3141 | grandfather h- has Alzheimer's | 732.3848 |
641 | DCB_int_01 | 732.6164 | [Mm.] | 732.9042 |
642 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 732.7007 | [and my] grandmother is bipolar. | 734.1326 |
643 | | 734.5749 | And my, | 734.9820 |
645 | | 735.1909 | uh, uncle | 736.2860 |
647 | | 736.5106 | is schizophrenic. | 737.4723 |
649 | | 737.9285 | So like, | 738.6515 |
651 | | 739.4167 | mental illness was also really interesting to me. | 741.5960 |
653 | | 743.5214 | That's why I chose psychology and cognitive science. | 745.8870 |
654 | DCB_int_01 | 747.3534 | So- | 747.9203 |
656 | | 748.2775 | so when you got to Georgetown did you- | 750.1714 |
658 | | 750.6197 | is it- | 750.9226 |
660 | | 751.4352 | is it something that you want to- | 752.9806 |
662 | | 753.4077 | What do you want to do with that? Is it some- because you want to study mental illnesses [in- in mental] health or is it | 757.9710 |
663 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 756.4722 | [Yeah.] | 757.1267 |
664 | DCB_int_01 | 758.5690 | kind of trying to understand these conditions more? What i- | 761.6676 |
665 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 762.0559 | Yeah I wanna | 762.7816 |
667 | | 763.2721 | do clinical research about these | 765.1437 |
669 | | 765.4543 | different | 765.8504 |
671 | | 765.9824 | mental illnesses. | 766.9842 |
673 | | 767.7220 | Um, | 768.2733 |
675 | | 768.7737 | and like I want to conduct clinical trials. | 771.2301 |
677 | | 771.7468 | But recently | 773.0777 |
679 | | 773.2334 | I've been having a change of heart because | 774.9648 |
681 | | 775.2975 | I listened to this podcast, um, | 777.2442 |
683 | | 777.4212 | I think it's called like Codeswitch? NPR. | 779.7006 |
685 | | 780.2528 | <ts> Yeah. | 780.7500 |
687 | | 780.9153 | And they did one about like, | 782.0266 |
689 | | 782.5293 | cognitive behavioral therapy with this group of boys in Chicago | 786.1395 |
691 | | 786.5825 | and like, | 787.0002 |
693 | | 787.2763 | how | 787.8582 |
695 | | 788.7204 | it was like | 789.4424 |
697 | | 789.5699 | going to these therapy sessions was like helping them deal with their aggression | 792.7500 |
699 | | 793.2763 | and it was like decreasing the number of fights and like gang violence in Chicago. | 797.2334 |
701 | | 797.9413 | Um, and I just think that | 799.1205 |
703 | | 799.2763 | would also be really interesting to do. | 801.0531 |
705 | | 801.6336 | Just because it's all like about impulse control and like why people do the things they do | 805.7364 |
707 | | 806.4655 | and also showing | 807.4000 |
709 | | 807.8813 | people that there's, uh, healthier outlets | 810.3448 |
711 | | 810.5259 | to express themselves | 812.1541 |
713 | | 812.6284 | instead of just immediately jumping to like | 814.5680 |
715 | | 814.7308 | being aggressive. | 815.6227 |
717 | | 816.0687 | So I'm thinking about that | 817.0144 |
719 | | 817.5099 | right now. | 818.0408 |
721 | | 818.4726 | But | 818.8478 |
723 | | 819.4849 | currently | 820.0725 |
725 | | 820.3556 | I work in a lab | 821.4104 |
727 | | 822.0121 | that specializes in like aphasia. | 824.4655 |
728 | DCB_int_01 | 824.7558 | Mm. | 825.0743 |
729 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 825.0672 | Um, | 825.6619 |
730 | | 825.9450 | <ts> | 826.0937 |
732 | | 826.8157 | and I'm also really interested in Linguistics so like with that | 829.7364 |
734 | | 830.4018 | I like | 831.0035 |
736 | | 832.1220 | that like | 832.7591 |
738 | | 833.9059 | combines the psychology and linguistics. | 836.3914 |
740 | | 837.0319 | Um, | 837.5345 |
742 | | 838.1928 | but I'm seeing that I think I wanna work with like, | 840.5430 |
744 | | 840.7595 | actually | 841.3117 |
746 | | 841.5948 | physically work with patients because like working in the lab is | 844.2211 |
748 | | 844.4760 | really boring. | 845.1980 |
750 | | 845.9413 | Cause all I do is transcribe things. | 847.7742 |
752 | | 848.4726 | And I'm like really good with people so I feel like I'd be better working with actual patients and like, | 853.2621 |
754 | | 853.6019 | people who have suffered from strokes. | 855.5486 |
756 | | 856.1857 | So we'll see. | 856.8228 |
758 | | 857.4104 | <ts> | 857.6723 |
759 | DCB_int_01 | 857.8917 | I'm sorry, and you have a transcription homework due tomorrow. | 860.2319 |
760 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 860.4726 | No it's so funny. I thought that was due on Friday. | 862.7096 |
762 | | 862.8582 | So you sent out that email and I was [like] wow, I got to do this | 865.7116 |
763 | DCB_int_01 | 864.2994 | [<laugh>] | 864.5471 |
765 | | 865.7081 | [<laugh>] | 866.1895 |
766 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 866.2161 | tonight (laughing). [<laugh>] | 868.4972 |
767 | DCB_int_01 | 867.5840 | [<laugh>] | 868.8016 |
768 | | 869.6086 | Good good. | 870.2315 |
769 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 870.1932 | Yeah. [<laugh>] | 871.0639 |
770 | DCB_int_01 | 870.7100 | [Hm.] | 871.0214 |
771 | | 871.2904 | Glad we sent that email out. | 872.4372 |
773 | | 872.8620 | Um, | 873.4707 |
775 | | 873.5911 | so let's go back to high school for a minute because I know in DC h- like your high school is a really big part of- | 879.6973 |
777 | | 879.9521 | for most people, high school is a big part of | 882.0616 |
779 | | 882.4622 | your identity or like it's a big part. | 884.6708 |
781 | | 885.0319 | So how'd you end up going to, um, | 887.5449 |
783 | | 888.0162 | /RD-SCHOOL-3/. | 888.6321 |
784 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 889.0285 | Well my high s- or my middle school asked me to leave, | 891.7114 |
786 | | 891.8955 | so. | 892.5538 |
788 | | 893.2617 | [Um-] | 893.7572 |
789 | DCB_int_01 | 893.2759 | [I'm sorry.] What? | 894.0546 |
790 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 894.4410 | Yeah so, | 895.3188 |
792 | | 896.5859 | um, | 897.2017 |
794 | | 897.3716 | when I was in the eighth- | 898.1786 |
796 | | 898.4901 | so like like I said I'm bad at math. | 900.3306 |
798 | | 900.6604 | When I was in the eighth grade I w- like I wasn't failing math. | 903.6052 |
800 | | 904.0725 | I was getting like C minuses. | 905.6369 |
802 | | 906.2032 | But I guess like, | 907.0972 |
804 | | 907.5878 | /RD-SCHOOL-7/ is all about test scores and I'm not very good at standardized tests. | 911.8210 |
806 | | 912.1607 | So they framed it as a- | 913.3825 |
808 | | 913.5524 | like, | 913.8355 |
810 | | 913.9771 | they were asking me to leave because of my test scores | 916.3910 |
812 | | 916.6883 | but like, | 917.1201 |
814 | | 917.2759 | out of all the girls | 918.2245 |
816 | | 918.4693 | I know I wasn't the only one failing. | 919.7364 |
818 | | 920.2319 | And I know wasn't | 921.0177 |
820 | | 921.8247 | like the worst one. | 922.8582 |
822 | | 923.4175 | So I think it's because I was black. | 924.4651 |
823 | DCB_int_01 | 926.8478 | You didn't f- there weren't- How many black students were in your class? | 929.0281 |
824 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 929.3608 | <ts> Like five. | 930.4014 |
825 | DCB_int_01 | 930.8799 | Mm. | 931.1630 |
826 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 931.1489 | And it was like | 931.9842 |
827 | | 933.3646 | they wanted like a certain type of | 934.8441 |
829 | | 935.0918 | black girl. | 936.1466 |
830 | DCB_int_01 | 937.3188 | What do you mean? | 937.8143 |
831 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 938.3806 | I think like | 939.1947 |
833 | | 940.0583 | cause when I- I got there in the sixth grade and, um, | 942.7666 |
835 | | 942.9577 | I was having like a hard time just because I- | 944.6284 |
837 | | 944.9823 | I was used to public school. | 946.2353 |
839 | | 946.7945 | So this private school was a lot harder | 948.3802 |
841 | | 948.7170 | and | 949.0922 |
843 | | 949.3329 | I had never been to a predominantly white school before. | 951.3433 |
845 | | 951.8389 | So I was struggling, but eventually I figured it out and I | 955.3258 |
847 | | 955.6798 | became pretty popular I guess and | 957.5274 |
849 | | 957.9521 | had a lot of friends | 959.0494 |
851 | | 959.6157 | and so | 960.4864 |
853 | | 961.3966 | I guess they just wanted like a | 963.0743 |
855 | | 963.4495 | black girl that was like, | 964.6317 |
857 | | 966.2669 | I don't know, that would just like, be silent and like follow all the rules and stuff. | 971.3537 |
859 | | 972.4268 | I don't really know how to explain it. | 973.7293 |
861 | | 974.0266 | But | 974.7275 |
863 | | 976.6175 | that's the best that I can [do.] | 977.7843 |
864 | DCB_int_01 | 977.5874 | [You weren't] that girl. | 978.3702 |
865 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 978.3985 | No. | 978.9153 |
866 | DCB_int_01 | 979.1135 | You were not that girl. | 980.1895 |
867 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 980.2956 | No. | 980.6213 |
868 | DCB_int_01 | 981.0885 | So | 981.4849 |
870 | | 981.7893 | I didn't- Okay. | 982.5043 |
872 | | 983.0494 | So tell me about- Okay, going back to public school, what do you mean- what was different from public school to private school? | 988.7308 |
873 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 988.8795 | [I just-] | 989.2334 |
874 | DCB_int_01 | 988.9644 | [Kind of for] your- personal experience. | 990.4947 |
875 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 990.4126 | I just- | 990.9365 |
876 | | 991.2975 | I really was unprepared when I got to that private school. Like I realized | 995.3821 |
878 | | 996.4581 | I just | 997.0427 |
880 | | 997.2055 | was not | 997.6090 |
882 | | 998.1187 | ready | 998.5434 |
884 | | 998.7204 | in terms of- | 999.3362 |
886 | | 999.6548 | Academically. [And] also socially, I just wasn't prepared | 1002.3802 |
887 | DCB_int_01 | 1000.4618 | [Mm.] | 1000.6742 |
888 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1002.8869 | for that change. Like I was really behind in my math class | 1005.5345 |
890 | | 1006.0512 | because my | 1006.8087 |
892 | | 1006.9715 | math teacher specifically- | 1008.9577 |
894 | | 1009.0851 | Cause I left after the- | 1009.9559 |
896 | | 1010.0762 | I left public school after the fifth grade. | 1011.5345 |
898 | | 1012.1786 | That year my math teacher had got engaged | 1015.1276 |
900 | | 1015.2550 | so she wasn't really interested in like | 1016.6779 |
902 | | 1017.0035 | teaching. <laugh> She was more so interested in planning her wedding. | 1019.7077 |
904 | | 1020.2174 | So I didn't really learn a lot | 1021.4674 |
906 | | 1021.7364 | and like, | 1022.3381 |
908 | | 1024.1503 | I just wasn't being challenged in public school. | 1026.6038 |
910 | | 1027.4816 | And then when I got to private school, I was just really behind | 1030.3769 |
912 | | 1030.5397 | and I had to get | 1031.5803 |
914 | | 1031.8493 | a tutor | 1032.4651 |
916 | | 1033.1559 | for math specifically. Everything else I could figure out. | 1035.7468 |
918 | | 1036.0512 | Um, | 1036.4193 |
920 | | 1036.5892 | but math was just | 1037.7572 |
922 | | 1037.9767 | not good for me. | 1039.4745 |
923 | DCB_int_01 | 1040.0904 | So what happened- how did you- so what happened when you got to high school? | 1042.5680 |
924 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1043.1909 | <ts> Well I had been used to p- | 1044.4156 |
926 | | 1044.5896 | private school so | 1045.7506 |
928 | | 1045.9629 | high school was fine and like, | 1047.2230 |
930 | | 1047.7539 | /RD-SCHOOL-4/'s pretty like, uh, | 1049.3821 |
932 | | 1049.6015 | progressive. | 1050.4197 |
934 | | 1050.7241 | They call themselves progressive. | 1052.2292 |
936 | | 1052.7558 | Um, | 1053.1664 |
938 | | 1053.3433 | so it was like a nice change from /RD-SCHOOL-7/ which was all girls, | 1056.8161 |
940 | | 1057.3471 | and they required us to wear uniforms. | 1059.4283 |
942 | | 1060.0795 | Um, | 1060.5892 |
944 | | 1060.9715 | or like there was a strict dress code. | 1062.6280 |
946 | | 1063.0073 | There was uniforms for the sixth grade and then there was a strict dress code | 1065.6690 |
948 | | 1066.0300 | for seventh and eighth grade. | 1067.4458 |
950 | | 1068.0262 | Um, | 1068.5430 |
952 | | 1068.9011 | and I just- | 1069.5453 |
954 | | 1070.4868 | I was- | 1071.2128 |
956 | | 1072.1503 | I was in like a better environment- academic environment when I went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/, | 1076.4868 |
958 | | 1077.2867 | <ts> um, because the classes sizes were smaller | 1080.4483 |
960 | | 1081.0144 | and the teachers were actually helpful and | 1083.9450 |
962 | | 1084.6459 | they | 1085.0918 |
964 | | 1085.4812 | weren't | 1085.9767 |
966 | | 1086.4410 | discriminating against me. | 1087.7081 |
967 | DCB_int_01 | 1087.8143 | What was the racial makeup? | 1089.0319 |
968 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1089.4070 | It was pretty diverse | 1090.7166 |
970 | | 1090.9573 | [I'd say.] | 1091.6440 |
971 | DCB_int_01 | 1091.1555 | [Mm.] | 1091.4529 |
972 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1091.9059 | Like my friend group, | 1093.1418 |
974 | | 1094.3948 | um, | 1095.0389 |
976 | | 1095.3292 | was maybe like, | 1096.0583 |
978 | | 1096.6742 | three black girls, | 1097.8351 |
980 | | 1098.0799 | two black boys, | 1099.2196 |
982 | | 1099.8214 | and like, | 1100.1258 |
984 | | 1100.3310 | three white girls | 1101.4495 |
986 | | 1101.8389 | and then one Asian girl. | 1103.2122 |
988 | | 1103.6794 | Or one Asian boy | 1104.6958 |
990 | | 1105.3400 | and then, uh, | 1106.0479 |
992 | | 1106.5788 | like one | 1107.1593 |
994 | | 1107.3787 | white boy. | 1107.8742 |
995 | DCB_int_01 | 1108.8370 | What happened to your best friend in the neighborhood? Did she- | 1110.8515 |
997 | | 1111.2480 | was she still in public school or did she also go to private school? | 1113.7456 |
998 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1113.7964 | She stayed in | 1114.5060 |
1000 | | 1114.6742 | public school | 1115.6652 |
1002 | | 1116.6038 | cause /RD-SCHOOL-1/ only goes up to the sixth grade so she stayed there and then she went to, | 1120.2777 |
1004 | | 1120.8795 | um, Carroll, | 1121.9130 |
1005 | DCB_int_01 | 1122.3065 | Mm-hm. | 1122.6635 |
1006 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1123.9559 | which, is that a private school? | 1125.4354 |
1007 | DCB_int_01 | 1127.3042 | Mm, the middle school? | 1128.5642 |
1008 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1128.8445 | Yeah. | 1129.2126 |
1009 | DCB_int_01 | 1130.6638 | I think I was thinking the high school | 1132.0212 |
1010 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1131.9902 | [Oh.] | 1132.2231 |
1011 | DCB_int_01 | 1132.1610 | [but] I- [we did miss-] we did miss some grades in there. Wait a minute, [I- I think] I made her like, | 1135.7458 |
1012 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1132.7124 | [Sorry.] | 1133.1395 |
1014 | | 1134.5654 | [Yeah yeah.] | 1135.0779 |
1015 | DCB_int_01 | 1136.1186 | fifteen. | 1136.6699 |
1016 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1136.6389 | [No.] | 1137.1437 |
1017 | DCB_int_01 | 1136.7942 | [/Tell me./] | 1137.1126 |
1018 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1137.2990 | Yeah I don't know. I just know she w- ended up going to Carroll | 1139.6676 |
1020 | | 1140.9436 | and yeah. | 1141.9842 |
1022 | | 1142.2319 | But most people- If you got to /RD-SCHOOL-1/ you're sposta to go to | 1144.5397 |
1024 | | 1145.0989 | Deal and then Wilson | 1146.4368 |
1025 | DCB_int_01 | 1146.6675 | Mm-hm. | 1147.0002 |
1026 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1147.1205 | just cause they're all | 1147.9842 |
1027 | DCB_int_01 | 1148.1470 | [In the same neighborhood.] | 1149.3504 |
1028 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1148.1541 | [in that same neighborhood.] | 1149.3646 |
1029 | | 1149.8813 | Um, | 1150.3273 |
1031 | | 1151.3254 | but | 1151.8564 |
1033 | | 1152.6675 | the pu- | 1152.9294 |
1035 | | 1153.1418 | public schools weren't really | 1154.1895 |
1037 | | 1154.3452 | teaching | 1155.0177 |
1039 | | 1156.2282 | enough | 1156.8157 |
1041 | | 1157.7997 | in my parents' opinion. | 1158.7500 |
1043 | | 1159.3471 | And my opinion I guess. | 1160.5222 |
1044 | DCB_int_01 | 1162.3981 | So how did you end up at Georgetown? | 1164.2811 |
1045 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1164.9436 | <exhale> | 1165.4320 |
1047 | | 1166.0762 | Uh, | 1166.5930 |
1049 | | 1168.7166 | the money. | 1169.3608 |
1051 | | 1170.1041 | Cause my dad works here they pay for two thirds of my tuition. | 1172.9965 |
1053 | | 1174.2353 | Um, | 1174.6954 |
1055 | | 1176.0758 | and I- I mean | 1177.0427 |
1057 | | 1177.2621 | I always thought I would go to college in New York | 1179.0956 |
1059 | | 1179.2442 | cause I really love New York City | 1180.7166 |
1061 | | 1181.4953 | but, um, | 1182.0162 |
1063 | | 1182.1790 | my mom didn't want me to go there | 1183.2480 |
1065 | | 1183.5948 | and then I didn't get in <laugh> to NYU <laugh> so that was definitely off the table. | 1188.0050 |
1067 | | 1188.4197 | Um, and out of all the s- | 1189.3541 |
1069 | | 1189.5028 | the schools I got into | 1190.7204 |
1071 | | 1191.2655 | Georgetown just made the most sense in terms of like, | 1193.6227 |
1073 | | 1194.1720 | the name | 1194.8869 |
1075 | | 1195.3966 | and the | 1196.3594 |
1077 | | 1196.5293 | academics here | 1197.4849 |
1079 | | 1197.8318 | and the money, | 1198.4442 |
1081 | | 1199.3042 | so. | 1199.6086 |
1082 | DCB_int_01 | 1199.9271 | When you came in did you know- you knew that you wanted to study psychology, | 1203.4991 |
1084 | | 1203.7681 | cognitive science because of | 1205.1131 |
1086 | | 1205.4529 | the high school [experience?] | 1206.6604 |
1087 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1206.5471 | [Yeah] I still knew that even though I came in undecided. | 1209.1054 |
1088 | DCB_int_01 | 1211.0352 | And so | 1211.9696 |
1090 | | 1212.1891 | <clears throat> | 1212.7500 |
1092 | | 1213.3754 | okay so now you're studying- You're- you're declared- Well obviously cause you're a junior [now.] | 1217.0717 |
1093 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1216.9078 | [Mm-hm.] | 1217.1980 |
1094 | DCB_int_01 | 1217.5561 | So how'd you end up in linguistics? | 1219.3188 |
1095 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1219.5807 | <ts> | 1219.7010 |
1097 | | 1220.2178 | Yeah so one of my friends, | 1221.9450 |
1099 | | 1222.3131 | um, | 1222.7733 |
1101 | | 1223.0140 | from my freshman /door/- dorm, she lived on my floor | 1225.4037 |
1103 | | 1225.8980 | and she's a linguistics major. | 1227.3765 |
1105 | | 1227.7397 | And one night we were in an Uber | 1229.2830 |
1107 | | 1229.8351 | and the driver was asking us about our majors, | 1231.9243 |
1109 | | 1232.0904 | and so he started talking to her about linguistics, and I didn't realize how much you could do with linguistics. | 1236.7578 |
1111 | | 1237.2763 | Cause I didn't really know what it was like coming into | 1240.1149 |
1113 | | 1240.5397 | Georgetown, | 1241.2405 |
1115 | | 1241.7431 | and so hearing her talk about it I was like, oh like, | 1244.0904 |
1117 | | 1244.6638 | maybe I can get into this. And plus with the cognitive science minor, | 1248.0829 |
1119 | | 1248.6179 | you have to take two classes in like these different areas, and I hate- | 1251.7751 |
1121 | | 1251.9521 | Like I don't really like math. | 1253.1697 |
1123 | | 1253.7077 | I don't really like science- | 1255.0356 |
1125 | | 1255.4603 | Like- | 1255.7364 |
1127 | | 1255.9559 | like actual science. Psychology is like a social science so I'm okay there. | 1259.5661 |
1129 | | 1260.0829 | So I decided to do- do my two c- requirements in philosophy and linguistics. | 1264.3118 |
1131 | | 1264.8653 | And so I took the Intro to Linguistics class, and I was like, I'm doing really well here. Like I can really do this. | 1269.3504 |
1133 | | 1269.9096 | So | 1270.3769 |
1135 | | 1271.1768 | I plan on to keep taking linguistics until I graduate. | 1274.0683 |
1137 | | 1274.3169 | I just think it's really interesting. | 1275.7044 |
1138 | DCB_int_01 | 1276.5255 | Warms my heart. | 1277.6440 |
1139 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1277.6227 | Yeah. [<laugh>] | 1278.6634 |
1140 | DCB_int_01 | 1277.8210 | [I'm melting] over here. | 1279.3258 |
1141 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1279.4179 | Yeah. [<laugh>] | 1280.6567 |
1142 | DCB_int_01 | 1279.7576 | [I'm melting.] | 1280.6921 |
1143 | | 1281.7539 | Um, what has been your experience- And this is not on my little sheet, but what has been your experience with | 1286.6071 |
1145 | | 1286.9257 | AAE this semester, kind of thinking about the class and thinking about | 1290.5684 |
1147 | | 1290.9506 | kind of your own experiences and some of these kind of educational experiences that you've had? | 1295.4670 |
1148 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1296.0404 | Um, | 1296.5784 |
1150 | | 1297.0922 | I'd say that | 1297.9417 |
1152 | | 1298.6638 | I definitely code switch, I guess, between Standard English and AAE | 1303.1135 |
1154 | | 1303.5807 | depending on who I'm around. | 1304.8336 |
1156 | | 1305.8318 | Um, | 1306.4406 |
1158 | | 1306.6812 | especially since I'm | 1308.0333 |
1160 | | 1308.6816 | like I'm black and so | 1310.3523 |
1162 | | 1310.9115 | in these professional spaces AAE is like, looked down upon. | 1314.4227 |
1164 | | 1315.0922 | But it isn't fair but | 1316.1965 |
1166 | | 1316.3948 | that's just the way it is so- | 1318.5184 |
1168 | | 1319.4104 | And because I do work in a lab | 1321.1984 |
1170 | | 1321.6090 | I'm the only black person in that lab. | 1323.6697 |
1172 | | 1324.1291 | And, | 1324.5751 |
1174 | | 1325.1839 | um, | 1325.6157 |
1176 | | 1326.1295 | <ts> | 1326.2640 |
1178 | | 1326.6321 | so just | 1327.3895 |
1180 | | 1327.6161 | I'm more mindful | 1328.7345 |
1182 | | 1328.9540 | of my language I guess because of your class. | 1331.7827 |
1183 | DCB_int_01 | 1332.7949 | Hm. | 1333.0922 |
1184 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1333.3754 | Yeah. | 1333.7789 |
1185 | DCB_int_01 | 1334.2815 | What spaces do you feel like you have the liberty t- to- | 1336.6812 |
1187 | | 1337.0989 | to- | 1337.7997 |
1189 | | 1337.9979 | to speak AAE? | 1339.0472 |
1190 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1339.8143 | When I'm at home. I go home a lot. I go home- I've gone home every weekend. | 1343.4316 |
1192 | | 1343.6086 | Especially this year. | 1344.4410 |
1194 | | 1345.0781 | And, um, | 1345.9134 |
1196 | | 1346.1187 | I'm on the board for the Black Student Alliance | 1348.7308 |
1197 | DCB_int_01 | 1348.9715 | Mm. | 1349.3042 |
1198 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1349.2900 | so when I'm with them | 1350.4156 |
1199 | | 1351.1489 | it's definitely okay. | 1352.5576 |
1201 | | 1352.7629 | It's definitely what's expected of me. | 1354.6529 |
1203 | | 1355.4245 | Um, and I just feel really comfortable there. | 1357.2834 |
1204 | DCB_int_01 | 1359.1239 | So let's talk about what you do on campus, [um,] | 1362.3306 |
1205 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1361.5278 | [Mm.] | 1362.0021 |
1206 | DCB_int_01 | 1362.9790 | like cause this is a really- Georgetown's a very interesting | 1365.3433 |
1208 | | 1365.5769 | place [and space] | 1366.9219 |
1209 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1366.0866 | [Yeah.] | 1366.7166 |
1210 | DCB_int_01 | 1367.2476 | for so many reasons, right? | 1368.5126 |
1211 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1368.5118 | Everyone's always doing something. | 1369.9629 |
1212 | DCB_int_01 | 1370.0054 | Everyone's doing something but I think | 1371.7114 |
1214 | | 1372.4052 | the level of diversity [and how people] are, you know, | 1375.1265 |
1215 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1373.5944 | [I'm sorry (whispered).] | 1374.1678 |
1216 | | 1375.4603 | [Yeah.] | 1375.9509 |
1217 | DCB_int_01 | 1375.4816 | [socioeconomic] status, | 1377.2159 |
1218 | | 1377.6406 | race, so many things make this place very interesting. | 1380.3138 |
1219 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1380.3731 | Mm-hm. | 1380.7500 |
1220 | DCB_int_01 | 1380.8303 | So | 1381.4249 |
1222 | | 1381.5807 | let's talk about your experience as an RA. Is this your first year as an RA? | 1384.3202 |
1223 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1384.5751 | This is my second year. | 1385.5944 |
1224 | DCB_int_01 | 1385.8139 | What [dorm-] what residence hall were you in last year? | 1387.8780 |
1225 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1386.1578 | [I-] | 1386.3560 |
1226 | | 1388.0974 | I was in New South. | 1389.0672 |
1227 | DCB_int_01 | 1389.5840 | Oh do you- did you request first year students? | 1391.8705 |
1228 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1391.9909 | No. | 1392.2882 |
1229 | DCB_int_01 | 1392.6250 | No? | 1392.8586 |
1230 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1393.4745 | But | 1393.7223 |
1232 | | 1393.9842 | that's where I was placed and | 1395.2938 |
1234 | | 1395.5982 | I needed the money, | 1396.3485 |
1236 | | 1396.5255 | so. <laugh> | 1398.0262 |
1237 | DCB_int_01 | 1398.0941 | So talk about that. | 1399.0639 |
1238 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1399.5240 | Um, | 1400.1399 |
1240 | | 1401.2371 | uh, well first of all, | 1402.5326 |
1242 | | 1403.5378 | um, | 1404.2245 |
1244 | | 1404.4056 | when I was a freshman | 1405.5594 |
1246 | | 1405.7435 | like I was getting- | 1406.6991 |
1248 | | 1406.8903 | In addition to my dad- like the tuition | 1409.4104 |
1250 | | 1409.8988 | from Georgetown because of my dad, | 1411.3329 |
1252 | | 1411.9417 | I was also getting some other financial assistance but then Georgetown took that away and then made my parents pay back what Georgetown had given me which really sucked. | 1419.2513 |
1254 | | 1419.8742 | Um, | 1420.3273 |
1256 | | 1420.8582 | and I've actu- they've actually done this to like other girls | 1423.3683 |
1258 | | 1423.6798 | who have coincidentally been black. | 1425.1380 |
1260 | | 1425.3575 | But we don't need to get into that. | 1426.3556 |
1262 | | 1426.8370 | Um, | 1427.3325 |
1264 | | 1427.5236 | <ts> so when that happened, my parents were like well, | 1430.2673 |
1266 | | 1430.6567 | we can't afford to pay for housing so you either need to become an RA or live at home. | 1434.5692 |
1268 | | 1434.9860 | And at the time I didn't know how to drive so like, | 1437.4070 |
1270 | | 1437.6194 | I didn't- | 1438.0937 |
1272 | | 1438.4618 | I couldn't live at home because | 1439.8422 |
1274 | | 1440.4905 | I didn't wanna rely on my dad getting me | 1442.4585 |
1276 | | 1442.7275 | to and from campus every day. | 1444.3344 |
1278 | | 1444.9007 | So I applied to become an RA | 1446.1466 |
1280 | | 1446.3135 | and like, | 1446.7241 |
1282 | | 1446.9153 | I knew I'd be good with it- good at it | 1448.8690 |
1284 | | 1449.4000 | cause I'm good with people and like interacting and like | 1451.7219 |
1286 | | 1452.1607 | I'm a big sister, | 1453.3508 |
1288 | | 1453.5594 | and I love being a big sister so like, | 1455.2725 |
1290 | | 1455.6052 | I'm good at helping people and I'm comfortable doing that. | 1458.0121 |
1292 | | 1458.7029 | Um, | 1459.1489 |
1294 | | 1459.5665 | and I didn't mind being placed with freshmen. | 1461.5345 |
1296 | | 1462.2636 | Um, | 1462.6883 |
1298 | | 1463.0494 | and plus I- | 1463.6935 |
1300 | | 1464.1749 | I wanted to live alone, <laugh> | 1465.6656 |
1301 | DCB_int_01 | 1465.9771 | <laugh> [That's a-] that's a [great reason.] | 1467.9167 |
1302 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1466.1399 | [so. <laugh>] | 1466.9257 |
1304 | | 1467.3433 | [It's been] so exciting living alone. I love living alone. | 1470.2952 |
1305 | | 1470.7878 | Um, so I don't mind living with freshmen. | 1472.6567 |
1307 | | 1473.1805 | They are loud | 1473.9592 |
1309 | | 1474.4830 | but | 1474.9644 |
1311 | | 1475.8634 | that's fine. | 1476.4581 |
1313 | | 1476.7524 | I'm good at tuning them out. | 1477.7718 |
1315 | | 1478.3381 | Um, | 1478.8478 |
1317 | | 1479.0956 | and like, | 1479.6619 |
1319 | | 1480.4547 | I find that they really do appreciate the stuff I do for them even when | 1483.6869 |
1321 | | 1483.8638 | I don't think it's a big deal. | 1485.0248 |
1323 | | 1485.4424 | Like every Sunday I bake cookies for them | 1487.0423 |
1325 | | 1487.6440 | and they think it's the greatest thing in the world but | 1489.5170 |
1327 | | 1489.9629 | I don't really see | 1490.7416 |
1329 | | 1491.1593 | the value in it just because it's like the same cookie dough | 1493.6511 |
1331 | | 1493.8746 | every (laughing) Sunday. | 1494.7170 |
1333 | | 1495.1559 | It's like pre-made. | 1496.1541 |
1335 | | 1496.4231 | I just put it in the oven but they really like it. | 1498.2837 |
1337 | | 1498.9502 | Um, | 1499.3821 |
1339 | | 1499.6581 | and this year specifically | 1501.0356 |
1341 | | 1501.7860 | I'm like- I think I'm a way better RA just because | 1504.2282 |
1343 | | 1504.5680 | I'm more comfortable interacting | 1506.0516 |
1345 | | 1506.4905 | with all these residents and like, | 1508.1541 |
1347 | | 1508.7204 | I've been actively putting myself out there | 1510.7308 |
1349 | | 1511.0989 | to connect with my residents cause like last year | 1513.2834 |
1351 | | 1513.7930 | I didn't really like | 1514.4301 |
1353 | | 1515.0672 | m- | 1515.2230 |
1355 | | 1515.7185 | It's not that I didn't wanna talk to them- my residents, | 1517.7502 |
1357 | | 1518.0870 | but I didn't think they needed me as much as | 1519.8568 |
1359 | | 1520.2744 | I now see that they do. | 1521.5415 |
1361 | | 1522.3061 | Um, but next year I'm gonna be in /RD-WORK-3/ with, uh, upperclassmen | 1525.8284 |
1363 | | 1526.4868 | which is great. | 1527.0743 |
1365 | | 1527.7397 | <ts> I am nervous about having roommates again though | 1529.8776 |
1367 | | 1530.1395 | cause my first experience with roommates | 1532.0620 |
1369 | | 1532.2249 | wasn't very good. | 1533.0106 |
1370 | DCB_int_01 | 1533.0389 | Oh you're not gonna be an RA next year. | 1534.2636 |
1371 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1534.3344 | No I am. | 1534.9573 |
1373 | | 1535.1697 | I'm gonna just be in like | 1536.3907 |
1375 | | 1536.5613 | a suite. | 1537.1418 |
1377 | | 1537.4179 | So I'll be living with other people. | 1538.6567 |
1378 | DCB_int_01 | 1539.1026 | As an RA? You [don't get your] own room? | 1540.8653 |
1379 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1539.9096 | [Yeah.] | 1540.2140 |
1380 | | 1540.9149 | I get my own room but then I | 1542.2386 |
1382 | | 1542.4339 | share a [bathroom] | 1543.3188 |
1383 | DCB_int_01 | 1543.1418 | [Oh so it's Copley] style. | 1544.9469 |
1384 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1543.6515 | [with two-] | 1544.2390 |
1386 | | 1544.9044 | Yeah yeah. | 1545.4141 |
1387 | DCB_int_01 | 1545.4637 | I have- I haven't been in the new- | 1546.7096 |
1388 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1546.7662 | <ts> Okay [yeah.] | 1547.4741 |
1389 | DCB_int_01 | 1547.1485 | [in-] in the buil- in the | 1548.5642 |
1390 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1548.8374 | [Mm-hm.] | 1549.2126 |
1391 | DCB_int_01 | 1548.8445 | [like living] part. | 1549.8568 |
1392 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1549.9063 | Yeah. | 1550.2744 |
1393 | DCB_int_01 | 1550.7983 | Oh. | 1551.9804 |
1395 | | 1552.5114 | Mm. | 1552.9149 |
1397 | | 1553.5590 | Mkay. | 1554.1466 |
1398 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1554.3277 | Yeah. | 1554.6816 |
1399 | DCB_int_01 | 1555.5665 | I think residence life is really good. Make sure you put that on your resume. | 1559.6432 |
1400 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1559.7360 | [Yeah.] | 1560.0546 |
1401 | DCB_int_01 | 1559.7926 | [Um], those are a lot of transferable skills [and I] think, um, it's really interesting | 1564.1432 |
1402 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1561.8355 | [Mm-hm.] | 1562.2815 |
1403 | DCB_int_01 | 1565.2122 | people don't think | 1566.2144 |
1405 | | 1566.7170 | that you learn- you learn how to manage a budget right? [You have] your floor funds? | 1570.3344 |
1406 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1568.9115 | [Yup.] | 1569.1310 |
1407 | | 1570.4406 | [Yup.] | 1570.6954 |
1408 | DCB_int_01 | 1570.5326 | [You guys] still have to do that? | 1571.2508 |
1409 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1571.2971 | [Yup. <laugh>] | 1573.9205 |
1410 | DCB_int_01 | 1571.5236 | [Yup.] | 1571.8280 |
1412 | | 1572.4622 | [<laugh>] | 1574.4797 |
1413 | | 1574.9115 | To buy your cookie dough. | 1575.8519 |
1414 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1575.9804 | [Yeah.] | 1576.4406 |
1415 | DCB_int_01 | 1576.2140 | [Um,] | 1576.9007 |
1416 | | 1577.1839 | and- and all those things that you learn and- and | 1579.9417 |
1418 | | 1580.3877 | the students reply- repl- rely on you. | 1582.6812 |
1419 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1582.6600 | Mm-hm. | 1583.0494 |
1420 | DCB_int_01 | 1583.2546 | Like they rely on you for the answers when they know the answer. | 1586.2178 |
1421 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1586.4939 | Yup. | 1586.8903 |
1422 | DCB_int_01 | 1587.4495 | Like they just want you to say it to s- | 1589.0140 |
1423 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1589.0352 | They want [reassurance.] | 1589.9979 |
1424 | DCB_int_01 | 1589.8634 | [They] do. And validation. | 1591.0922 |
1425 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1591.1064 | Yup. | 1591.4391 |
1426 | DCB_int_01 | 1592.2319 | Even though it's the same thing | 1593.7114 |
1428 | | 1593.9380 | they | 1594.1928 |
1430 | | 1594.4406 | just said five minutes ago. | 1596.0758 |
1431 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1596.2215 | Mm-hm. | 1596.6250 |
1432 | DCB_int_01 | 1596.9294 | Um, | 1597.5311 |
1434 | | 1597.8851 | do you- how do you think it'll be with upperclassmen? | 1599.9238 |
1435 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1600.8016 | Um, | 1601.4245 |
1437 | | 1601.9596 | <ts> | 1602.1861 |
1439 | | 1602.7524 | I guess like I'll have to like | 1604.1824 |
1441 | | 1604.3594 | be more intentional with my interactions | 1606.5255 |
1443 | | 1607.0281 | just because like | 1607.8493 |
1445 | | 1608.2569 | maybe they won't be as actively in like seeking me out. | 1611.0389 |
1447 | | 1611.8813 | Um, | 1612.3273 |
1449 | | 1612.7945 | but I think that's like- | 1613.7431 |
1451 | | 1615.0002 | I think it'll be better in some ways just because I'll be more- | 1617.8389 |
1453 | | 1619.3042 | I don't know. I feel like now with freshman | 1621.1064 |
1455 | | 1622.0125 | I- | 1622.6284 |
1457 | | 1623.1310 | I d- I can do the bare minimum <laugh> and they appreciate it. | 1626.0062 |
1459 | | 1626.5887 | But with the upperclassmen I'll have to like put in more effort | 1629.2291 |
1461 | | 1629.6619 | in the interactions that I do have with them just to make sure that they're getting the most out of it | 1633.6939 |
1463 | | 1634.6284 | and that I'm being like, | 1635.6902 |
1465 | | 1636.3202 | as helpful as I can be for them. | 1637.7289 |
1467 | | 1638.4410 | So | 1638.8869 |
1469 | | 1639.4745 | in this case I'm excited for the change. | 1641.2867 |
1471 | | 1642.0017 | Plus I'm trying to become more comfortable with change since I'm about to graduate | 1645.2409 |
1473 | | 1645.6231 | in a year. | 1646.0974 |
1474 | DCB_int_01 | 1647.1664 | Why does change make you so uncomfortable? | 1648.7166 |
1475 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1649.6723 | I just- | 1650.3236 |
1477 | | 1650.8728 | Why? I don't see the point in changing | 1652.6496 |
1479 | | 1652.8336 | things that work | 1653.7185 |
1481 | | 1654.2211 | that are like, | 1654.7379 |
1483 | | 1654.9149 | I'm- | 1655.1909 |
1485 | | 1655.5095 | I like routines | 1656.5430 |
1487 | | 1657.0002 | so | 1657.4462 |
1489 | | 1658.9257 | change is r- | 1659.5486 |
1491 | | 1659.7751 | messes up the routine. | 1660.8438 |
1492 | DCB_int_01 | 1661.7926 | Does the beginning of semesters like | 1663.1630 |
1494 | | 1663.4957 | unnerve you sometime- like, | 1664.7416 |
1496 | | 1665.0885 | bother you when it's the new semester? | 1666.7520 |
1497 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1667.2334 | Um, | 1667.8068 |
1499 | | 1669.5028 | y- uh, | 1670.3664 |
1501 | | 1670.8195 | no, just because like, | 1672.2707 |
1503 | | 1672.4335 | with preregistration I'm able to like | 1674.3590 |
1505 | | 1674.5330 | mentally [prepare] | 1675.8568 |
1506 | DCB_int_01 | 1675.5878 | [<laugh>] | 1677.9238 |
1507 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1676.0479 | [for what my schedule's gonna be] | 1677.4424 |
1508 | | 1677.9450 | and I've been lucky | 1678.7591 |
1510 | | 1679.1626 | I've been able to get all the classes I sign up for. | 1681.3966 |
1512 | | 1681.8992 | [So like] | 1682.4868 |
1513 | DCB_int_01 | 1682.0479 | [Hm.] | 1682.2603 |
1514 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1683.0672 | with preregistration I'm able to like know | 1685.0281 |
1516 | | 1685.3750 | what's gonna happen (laughing) <laugh> | 1686.4339 |
1517 | DCB_int_01 | 1686.8303 | [<laugh>] | 1688.3452 |
1518 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1686.8515 | [so like] | 1687.5453 |
1520 | | 1687.6869 | [I'm okay] | 1688.3452 |
1521 | | 1688.5646 | cause I- I'm able to like | 1689.8742 |
1523 | | 1690.3344 | assess everything | 1691.2900 |
1525 | | 1691.8280 | and mentally prepare before the semester starts. | 1693.8638 |
1526 | DCB_int_01 | 1694.4443 | <ts> Okay I'm gonna give you a tip. | 1695.7681 |
1528 | | 1696.0795 | Working with upperclassmen is different. It's so funny our paths our very similar. [I] worked with freshmen for two years | 1701.7327 |
1529 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1699.7718 | [Mm-hm.] | 1700.1187 |
1530 | | 1701.7751 | Mm-hm. | 1702.1432 |
1531 | DCB_int_01 | 1702.1716 | and then my third year I wasn't a | 1703.8351 |
1533 | | 1703.9596 | senior. I was a grad student at that point. | 1705.5665 |
1534 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1705.6656 | Oh okay. | 1706.0620 |
1535 | DCB_int_01 | 1706.1187 | Um, | 1706.5363 |
1537 | | 1706.7204 | but I also had upperclassmen, and you do have to be more intentional. [And they'll] need you | 1710.7058 |
1538 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1709.8534 | [Yeah.] | 1710.1649 |
1539 | DCB_int_01 | 1711.0002 | but in different [ways.] | 1712.1753 |
1540 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1711.8072 | [Yeah.] | 1712.2319 |
1541 | DCB_int_01 | 1712.3098 | And, um, | 1713.4424 |
1543 | | 1713.8389 | but that's the really good- They don't- They're not as needy. | 1716.2669 |
1544 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1716.3560 | Yeah that's the thing. I'm- | 1717.3117 |
1546 | | 1717.4533 | Like it's really draining | 1718.5434 |
1547 | DCB_int_01 | 1718.7487 | [<laugh>] | 1719.6973 |
1548 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1718.7629 | [to have to be like,] | 1719.7044 |
1549 | | 1719.9592 | excited to see my freshmen all the time | 1722.1820 |
1551 | | 1722.8374 | when I really just wanna go lay down. | 1724.5009 |
1553 | | 1725.1451 | So | 1725.4991 |
1555 | | 1725.6760 | <ts> yeah. | 1726.2565 |
1556 | DCB_int_01 | 1726.7874 | Yup. | 1727.0635 |
1558 | | 1727.2971 | Where- where did you live as a first year student? | 1729.3102 |
1559 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1729.6302 | I lived in VCW | 1730.9752 |
1561 | | 1731.3221 | with three other girls | 1732.5963 |
1562 | DCB_int_01 | 1732.9715 | Mm. | 1733.3537 |
1563 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1733.8917 | which was interesting. | 1734.7500 |
1564 | DCB_int_01 | 1735.2126 | So what's after college? | 1736.3832 |
1565 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1737.7893 | <laugh> You sound like my mom. | 1739.2617 |
1567 | | 1740.3660 | My mom wants me to go to grad school | 1741.8992 |
1569 | | 1742.5222 | which I agree I should go to grad school. I don't necessarily know if it should be right after | 1746.2457 |
1571 | | 1746.3773 | college but | 1747.2338 |
1573 | | 1747.7364 | my mom thinks I should go because Trump is president so I might not find a job. | 1751.1201 |
1575 | | 1751.8210 | But like that's her being afraid that | 1753.4320 |
1577 | | 1753.7223 | I won't have a job. | 1754.6213 |
1579 | | 1755.1522 | But I'm not necessarily too afraid cause my parents told me I can live at home for free | 1758.8572 |
1581 | | 1759.2480 | as long as I'm trying to get a degree. | 1760.6142 |
1583 | | 1761.0460 | So I might take them up on that. But I also feel like I need to leave DC at some point in my life. | 1764.7878 |
1585 | | 1765.5665 | [S-] | 1765.8638 |
1586 | DCB_int_01 | 1765.5807 | [Why?] | 1765.8709 |
1587 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1766.3877 | I've been here | 1767.1168 |
1589 | | 1767.2796 | for so long (laughing) | 1768.3981 |
1591 | | 1768.8936 | and like I didn't go abroad | 1770.4793 |
1593 | | 1770.8161 | while I was here cause like, | 1772.1045 |
1595 | | 1772.6071 | I didn't want to. | 1773.4707 |
1597 | | 1773.6123 | Like I love- | 1774.3061 |
1599 | | 1774.6105 | I don't like change. | 1775.4245 |
1601 | | 1775.8634 | And I- I love my house. I love my mom. | 1777.9700 |
1603 | | 1778.4868 | I love my sister. | 1779.3292 |
1605 | | 1779.4920 | I love my dog. I did not wanna leave them. | 1781.4316 |
1607 | | 1782.0546 | S- but | 1782.7500 |
1609 | | 1783.0356 | at some point | 1783.8992 |
1611 | | 1784.1328 | I should go experience something else. | 1786.1928 |
1612 | DCB_int_01 | 1787.4387 | What else do you do on campus? | 1788.6280 |
1613 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1789.0639 | Um, I'm the vice president of programming for the Black Student Alliance. | 1792.6034 |
1614 | DCB_int_01 | 1793.9555 | So what does that entail? | 1794.9092 |
1615 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1795.2834 | Right now I'm planning our | 1796.6921 |
1617 | | 1796.8407 | big event | 1797.4849 |
1619 | | 1797.7964 | [on-] | 1798.0725 |
1620 | DCB_int_01 | 1797.7964 | [Visions?] | 1798.5043 |
1621 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1798.5892 | Yeah. | 1799.1485 |
1623 | | 1799.7572 | I'm not particularly excited (laughing). <laugh> | 1801.9027 |
1624 | DCB_int_01 | 1801.8568 | Why not? | 1802.2956 |
1625 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1803.0885 | Planning it as been hell. <laugh> [Like my committee members] aren't really helpful. | 1807.6112 |
1626 | DCB_int_01 | 1805.1272 | [<laugh]> | 1806.1436 |
1627 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1808.0833 | Everything is on me. | 1809.1664 |
1629 | | 1809.5628 | People say they're gonna help you and then don't. | 1811.2830 |
1631 | | 1811.9201 | Um, | 1812.4730 |
1633 | | 1813.6019 | <ts> | 1813.8426 |
1635 | | 1814.1258 | it's all on me. | 1814.8124 |
1637 | | 1815.0389 | And I'm tired. | 1815.7397 |
1638 | DCB_int_01 | 1817.0281 | It's only a couple more weeks right? | 1818.1749 |
1639 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1818.8940 | <ts> Yeah. | 1819.5807 |
1640 | DCB_int_01 | 1821.2017 | Where is it? | 1821.6619 |
1641 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1822.0300 | It's at the Washington Court Hotel on New Jersey Avenue. | 1824.4227 |
1642 | DCB_int_01 | 1824.5825 | Mm. | 1824.9082 |
1643 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1826.2461 | You should come. | 1826.9398 |
1644 | DCB_int_01 | 1827.5061 | Okay. | 1827.9026 |
1646 | | 1828.1645 | I'll come. | 1828.6812 |
1648 | | 1829.0140 | Let me know. | 1829.4812 |
1650 | | 1829.6369 | Give me the information. | 1830.5132 |
1651 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1831.0498 | [Yeah.] | 1831.3683 |
1652 | DCB_int_01 | 1831.1772 | [Our-] Visions was like | 1832.3310 |
1653 | | 1832.6425 | one of the most memorable | 1833.9663 |
1655 | | 1834.9078 | things. | 1835.9979 |
1656 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1836.0333 | Yeah? | 1836.5572 |
1657 | DCB_int_01 | 1837.2480 | Um, | 1838.0620 |
1659 | | 1838.8974 | <ts> | 1839.0531 |
1661 | | 1839.2301 | but it is a lot. [It-] | 1840.4335 |
1662 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1840.2848 | [It is.] | 1840.8157 |
1663 | DCB_int_01 | 1840.6034 | [I wasn't] on the committee [but-] | 1841.8564 |
1664 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1841.6652 | [Yeah.] | 1842.1254 |
1665 | | 1842.3065 | It's a lot. | 1842.8374 |
1666 | DCB_int_01 | 1844.5151 | But just a couple more weeks then [it's over.] | 1845.9946 |
1667 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1845.6123 | [Fundraising] is a lot. | 1846.8865 |
1668 | DCB_int_01 | 1847.2334 | Yeah. | 1847.5520 |
1669 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1847.7502 | Mm-hm. | 1848.2599 |
1670 | DCB_int_01 | 1850.0691 | And people are not doing what they say they will do. | 1852.2494 |
1671 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1852.6671 | And then giving me an attitude when I ask them to do the bare minimum. | 1855.4391 |
1673 | | 1855.7293 | That gets on my nerves. | 1856.6921 |
1675 | | 1856.9752 | <ts> | 1857.2017 |
1677 | | 1858.1432 | But, | 1858.4122 |
1679 | | 1858.6388 | you know, | 1859.0210 |
1681 | | 1859.4033 | I'll make it through. | 1860.1820 |
1682 | DCB_int_01 | 1861.4886 | <laugh> | 1862.1116 |
1684 | | 1862.3948 | Okay. | 1862.7204 |
1686 | | 1863.1734 | When is it? [April-] | 1864.4264 |
1687 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1864.2424 | [It's] May first. | 1865.1909 |
1688 | DCB_int_01 | 1865.5944 | Oh last day of classes? | 1866.4156 |
1689 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1866.5047 | Yup. | 1866.8728 |
1691 | | 1868.2603 | From seven thirty to one AM. | 1869.8247 |
1692 | DCB_int_01 | 1871.2192 | Are y'all taking busses again? | 1872.3023 |
1694 | | 1872.6038 | Or do they have busses? | 1873.6019 |
1695 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1873.8497 | <clears throat> No. | 1874.6496 |
1697 | | 1875.0460 | Cause we can't afford it. | 1875.8475 |
1699 | | 1876.3202 | But the Law Center shuttle | 1877.5612 |
1701 | | 1877.6652 | drops you off right in front of the hotel. | 1879.3895 |
1702 | DCB_int_01 | 1880.3735 | Mm. | 1880.6425 |
1703 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1880.8690 | Mm-hm. | 1881.2017 |
1704 | DCB_int_01 | 1882.6246 | Okay. Well I have my own car so | 1883.8988 |
1705 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1883.9555 | [<laugh>] | 1884.5713 |
1706 | DCB_int_01 | 1884.2781 | [but] | 1884.5613 |
1707 | | 1884.8657 | I'm just asking for the students. [Okay.] | 1886.5575 |
1708 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1886.2107 | [Yeah.] | 1886.5222 |
1709 | DCB_int_01 | 1887.7964 | Um, | 1888.6405 |
1711 | | 1888.9261 | then my other question for you- So we're gonna move kind of off of that. We're gonna | 1892.1257 |
1713 | | 1892.4372 | move on from that. | 1893.3716 |
1715 | | 1893.8318 | So tell me about- | 1895.7897 |
1717 | | 1897.1418 | Have you- Do you travel around DC a lot or do you seem to stay in Northwest? | 1900.6405 |
1718 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1901.1667 | Um, | 1901.8109 |
1720 | | 1901.9950 | I typically stay in Northwest | 1903.7360 |
1722 | | 1904.3735 | because | 1904.9610 |
1724 | | 1905.2230 | I don't like driving. | 1906.4122 |
1726 | | 1907.6623 | And now that I can drive | 1909.0780 |
1728 | | 1909.8780 | I'd just rather go to places where I for sure know | 1912.7703 |
1730 | | 1912.9614 | that I'm guaranteed parking | 1914.2427 |
1732 | | 1914.8586 | because I don't know how to parallel park cause for DC tests you don't have to know that. | 1917.7326 |
1734 | | 1918.3810 | So I can just like pull in to spaces | 1920.1578 |
1736 | | 1920.4480 | but I- | 1920.7807 |
1738 | | 1920.9577 | like | 1921.1064 |
1740 | | 1921.5028 | I don't know how to- Like backing in to f- spaces is very hard for me. | 1924.5249 |
1742 | | 1925.3225 | Um, so like I like going places where I know there's gonna be parking and just like | 1929.1876 |
1744 | | 1929.5840 | I know how to get there. Cause like trying to drive somewhere | 1932.0516 |
1746 | | 1932.5330 | and like having my phone talk to me | 1934.1399 |
1748 | | 1934.5222 | is very confusing for me (laughing). | 1936.1999 |
1750 | | 1936.9756 | Um, | 1937.4357 |
1752 | | 1938.0091 | but I'm pretty good with directions like I- | 1939.6231 |
1754 | | 1940.2602 | I pay attention where my | 1941.1239 |
1756 | | 1941.2442 | parents drive me places- have driven me places so | 1943.6481 |
1758 | | 1944.2569 | I'm pretty good with directions but I'd rather for sure know where I'm going. | 1947.4212 |
1760 | | 1948.3556 | So I don't really like- | 1949.1726 |
1762 | | 1949.4924 | and I've really only stayed in Northwest | 1951.5169 |
1764 | | 1952.1611 | and like some parts of Northeast, | 1953.6477 |
1766 | | 1953.9167 | so. | 1954.3273 |
1767 | DCB_int_01 | 1955.8746 | When did you- when did you learn how to drive? | 1957.2267 |
1768 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1957.9063 | Actually April sixth will be a full year | 1960.3060 |
1770 | | 1960.4376 | since I got my license. | 1961.4853 |
1771 | DCB_int_01 | 1961.8251 | Oh like | 1962.3843 |
1773 | | 1962.7524 | like you're new. | 1963.4745 |
1774 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1963.6585 | Yes! | 1964.1399 |
1776 | | 1964.3310 | <laugh> [Cause I-] | 1965.9167 |
1777 | DCB_int_01 | 1965.5982 | [Oh.] | 1965.9025 |
1778 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1966.1999 | I learned how to drive on a stick shift | 1967.8746 |
1780 | | 1968.4551 | cause all my parents drive is stick shifts. | 1970.1611 |
1782 | | 1970.3310 | And then the car that my parents were gonna give me is a stick shift. | 1972.5863 |
1784 | | 1973.3154 | So that was like, | 1973.9667 |
1786 | | 1974.1507 | the first hurdle, <laugh> learning how to drive that (laughing). | 1977.3433 |
1788 | | 1978.0300 | And it's funny cause, um, | 1979.3579 |
1790 | | 1979.6481 | I actually took the test once before and failed. | 1981.6373 |
1792 | | 1982.3593 | Um, | 1982.7416 |
1794 | | 1983.2017 | and that was in a manual car. | 1984.8482 |
1795 | DCB_int_01 | 1986.5542 | Oh well congratulations. | 1988.3806 |
1796 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1988.3381 | Thank you (whispered). | 1988.8478 |
1797 | DCB_int_01 | 1988.9044 | It's almost your one year anniversary. | 1990.8128 |
1798 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 1990.9331 | Yeah. | 1991.2658 |
1799 | DCB_int_01 | 1992.2710 | So thinking about DC, um, | 1994.8407 |
1801 | | 1995.9096 | wow. | 1996.3344 |
1803 | | 1999.0780 | This feels like the city is kind of your- you're still- even in the city you are- | 2002.8836 |
1805 | | 2003.5348 | have only explored like | 2004.5896 |
1807 | | 2005.1134 | half of it. | 2005.7254 |
1808 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2005.8213 | Yeah I know. | 2006.4938 |
1809 | DCB_int_01 | 2006.8690 | So do you feel like a stranger in your own city? | 2008.6405 |
1810 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2009.1880 | Um, | 2009.6693 |
1812 | | 2010.0162 | not really. | 2010.8303 |
1814 | | 2012.1187 | I don't- | 2012.5151 |
1816 | | 2012.8124 | I don't feel that way. | 2013.8671 |
1818 | | 2014.1332 | Cause like I know- | 2015.0535 |
1820 | | 2015.2163 | I know a lot of stuff about different parts of DC | 2017.6373 |
1822 | | 2018.2319 | because of my dad. | 2019.1451 |
1824 | | 2019.8459 | He's- he's old, | 2020.6783 |
1826 | | 2020.9048 | and he's been [out here for] a long time. | 2022.6179 |
1827 | DCB_int_01 | 2021.4003 | [<laugh>] | 2021.8322 |
1828 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2023.3754 | Well my dad's like sixty seven. | 2024.9610 |
1830 | | 2025.7043 | So | 2026.1857 |
1832 | | 2027.0464 | I just like listen to him talk about the city | 2028.9506 |
1834 | | 2029.6231 | but I don't necessar- and like, | 2030.9044 |
1836 | | 2031.3150 | I'm not a very adventurous person. | 2032.9827 |
1838 | | 2033.6481 | I like to stay at home. | 2034.9577 |
1840 | | 2035.6585 | So I don't really go out a lot. | 2036.9894 |
1842 | | 2037.9592 | [I don't-] I don't feel the need to. | 2039.3292 |
1843 | DCB_int_01 | 2037.9846 | [Where d-] | 2038.2536 |
1844 | | 2039.8109 | What has been your dad's most- | 2041.4603 |
1846 | | 2042.7204 | <ts> | 2042.9540 |
1848 | | 2043.9733 | What's been your dad's best story about the city? | 2046.2498 |
1849 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2046.9082 | Um, | 2047.6373 |
1851 | | 2048.2390 | I guess just like, | 2049.3221 |
1853 | | 2050.6004 | <ts> when- | 2051.3862 |
1855 | | 2052.4409 | when my brother was first born, | 2054.6283 |
1857 | | 2055.4566 | he went to this night club called Faces a lot. | 2058.5188 |
1859 | | 2058.8809 | Do you know where that is? | 2059.8638 |
1861 | | 2060.5292 | I think it's on Georgia Avenue, | 2061.9379 |
1863 | | 2062.7562 | um, | 2063.1951 |
1865 | | 2063.7897 | which isn't very helpful. | 2064.9223 |
1867 | | 2065.8992 | I can't- uh- yeah. <laugh> | 2067.6589 |
1868 | DCB_int_01 | 2067.5628 | It is a long street. | 2068.3839 |
1869 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2068.4518 | It is (laughing). | 2069.0110 |
1871 | | 2069.3012 | Um, | 2069.6410 |
1872 | DCB_int_01 | 2069.6906 | Mm-hm. | 2070.0445 |
1873 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2070.1012 | but he used to go to that night club a lot, and my mom th- and like | 2072.9186 |
1875 | | 2073.5911 | my brother was seven when | 2074.9473 |
1877 | | 2075.1526 | my dad met my mom. | 2076.1861 |
1879 | | 2077.0780 | And so | 2077.8213 |
1881 | | 2078.1682 | my mom would take care of my brother | 2079.9846 |
1883 | | 2080.1544 | when my dad would go out to this night club | 2081.9808 |
1885 | | 2082.1436 | and like, | 2082.6038 |
1887 | | 2083.2621 | my mom would tell me like, | 2084.3806 |
1889 | | 2084.6496 | you know, you're dad like, | 2085.8076 |
1891 | | 2086.2040 | he didn't really like, | 2086.9261 |
1893 | | 2087.1667 | check to see if /RD-NAME-2/, my brother- | 2089.0143 |
1895 | | 2089.4674 | He didn't check to see if /RD-SCHOOL-2/ was doing his homework, and he was like, failing school when I met | 2093.5065 |
1897 | | 2094.0091 | your father, and all this stuff. | 2095.4037 |
1899 | | 2095.9063 | And I just think it's weird to think about my dad as like this social person, | 2099.1473 |
1901 | | 2099.4287 | who was going out to night clubs and stuff. | 2101.1418 |
1903 | | 2101.8355 | Because who he is now I guess is like completely different. | 2104.5043 |
1905 | | 2104.9968 | Um, he doesn't have very many friends | 2106.8869 |
1907 | | 2107.3824 | cause either they've died | 2108.6354 |
1909 | | 2109.1380 | or he- Yeah I know. | 2110.0654 |
1911 | | 2110.4376 | He has really old friends | 2112.0374 |
1913 | | 2112.3418 | cause he's really old (laughing). | 2113.5240 |
1915 | | 2114.0337 | But like, um, | 2114.9610 |
1917 | | 2115.8884 | yeah, he doesn't really like a lot of people. | 2117.7543 |
1919 | | 2118.2710 | So just thinking about him being social | 2119.9488 |
1921 | | 2120.3239 | is very funny. | 2120.9823 |
1923 | | 2121.4212 | And he took a gap year | 2122.6004 |
1925 | | 2123.0818 | between, | 2123.7260 |
1927 | | 2124.0870 | uh, | 2124.6250 |
1929 | | 2125.0497 | starting a- Cause he- he went to Howard | 2127.4778 |
1931 | | 2127.6265 | and then eventually Georgia Tech. | 2128.8199 |
1933 | | 2129.2942 | He took a gap year between graduating from high school and going to Howard, | 2132.4584 |
1935 | | 2133.0531 | and he just tells me he has interesting stories but he won't tell me what they are. | 2136.3064 |
1936 | DCB_int_01 | 2139.5982 | So you- | 2140.0579 |
1938 | | 2140.1898 | your dad's just this mystery man? | 2141.5986 |
1939 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2142.2498 | I mean yeah cause | 2143.6373 |
1941 | | 2144.2602 | I don't really think he likes talking about how he grew up. | 2147.0322 |
1943 | | 2147.8675 | Cause he was poor. | 2148.7241 |
1945 | | 2149.4532 | <ts> And then his mom died when he was like, in his twenties and | 2152.5155 |
1947 | | 2152.7774 | him and his brother don't have a good relationship. | 2154.9931 |
1949 | | 2155.9842 | I guess he just likes how his life is now. | 2158.0229 |
1951 | | 2158.1757 | Like for him, he's made it in life cause he never thought | 2160.5684 |
1953 | | 2161.0214 | he'd be a- doing the things he does | 2163.2513 |
1955 | | 2163.9025 | and like living where he live- where we live now. | 2166.0941 |
1957 | | 2166.6179 | Um, | 2167.0356 |
1959 | | 2167.5169 | so I think he just likes life now | 2169.3150 |
1961 | | 2169.5628 | compared to how it was. | 2170.6034 |
1962 | DCB_int_01 | 2170.7208 | How do you th- | 2171.0464 |
1964 | | 2171.3225 | How do you think your dad defines success and then how do you define success? | 2174.5043 |
1965 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2175.7651 | I think for my dad just | 2176.8482 |
1967 | | 2177.1172 | being able to | 2178.1719 |
1969 | | 2179.4815 | pay for things | 2180.6071 |
1971 | | 2181.2513 | cause like money was such a big issue for him growing up, | 2183.5419 |
1973 | | 2184.1365 | the fact that like, | 2185.0214 |
1975 | | 2185.3612 | he really wants my sister and I to graduate debt free from college and like, | 2188.9614 |
1977 | | 2189.3862 | the way it's going now I am gonna graduate debt free. | 2191.5028 |
1979 | | 2191.9629 | I'm really grateful about that, um, so I guess for him just | 2194.6405 |
1981 | | 2195.3437 | the fact that he's like, | 2196.5754 |
1983 | | 2197.4603 | present | 2198.1282 |
1985 | | 2198.3239 | cause like he didn't know his dad. | 2199.5698 |
1987 | | 2200.2606 | Um, | 2200.7491 |
1989 | | 2201.0393 | so | 2201.6269 |
1991 | | 2202.4055 | he just thinks | 2203.3966 |
1993 | | 2203.8850 | the fact that he's around | 2205.0955 |
1995 | | 2205.8530 | and paying for stuff, | 2207.2163 |
1997 | | 2207.5278 | he's like, | 2208.2427 |
1999 | | 2208.9011 | made it. | 2209.3258 |
2001 | | 2210.1470 | But I think like, | 2210.9327 |
2003 | | 2211.7539 | as a father and a husband it's way deeper than that. | 2214.3631 |
2005 | | 2215.2409 | Um, | 2215.7435 |
2007 | | 2216.9327 | you actually have to be like emotionally present and like, | 2219.3154 |
2009 | | 2219.7401 | more involved. | 2220.7453 |
2011 | | 2221.2409 | It's not just about like, | 2222.1611 |
2013 | | 2222.7133 | dropping us off places and picking us up. It's like, | 2225.4216 |
2015 | | 2226.4622 | actually | 2227.2125 |
2017 | | 2227.4886 | talking to us about our days and like, | 2229.7439 |
2019 | | 2230.6287 | my dad's like- | 2231.5065 |
2021 | | 2232.8232 | <ts> | 2233.0285 |
2023 | | 2233.9063 | He's a gemini | 2234.8507 |
2025 | | 2235.1239 | so like he can be nice but he can also be very mean. <laugh> And like, | 2239.0106 |
2027 | | 2240.0691 | he yells a lot | 2241.0531 |
2029 | | 2241.3504 | [and so] like, | 2241.9875 |
2030 | DCB_int_01 | 2241.3645 | [Mm.] | 2241.7680 |
2031 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2242.3456 | my sister and I don't like interacting with him a lot. | 2244.8090 |
2033 | | 2245.2055 | Like we're more- we're closer with our mom | 2247.0177 |
2035 | | 2247.3221 | just cause like, | 2247.9278 |
2037 | | 2248.6571 | our mom's a scorpio. | 2249.8322 |
2039 | | 2250.0374 | She's nicer. | 2250.9648 |
2041 | | 2251.3824 | I'm also a scorpio, so we al- We're always on the same page. | 2254.5226 |
2043 | | 2255.1030 | Um, | 2255.6693 |
2045 | | 2256.1932 | and like, | 2256.8869 |
2047 | | 2257.1134 | she's more like a | 2258.1682 |
2049 | | 2258.4443 | calm person. | 2259.4920 |
2051 | | 2259.9733 | My dad's- | 2260.6641 |
2053 | | 2261.1455 | has a temper. | 2261.8605 |
2055 | | 2264.3806 | That has nothing to do with | 2265.4306 |
2057 | | 2265.6335 | success | 2266.4195 |
2059 | | 2266.6358 | but- | 2267.0039 |
2061 | | 2267.4711 | Sorry. | 2267.8746 |
2063 | | 2268.0445 | Um, | 2268.4055 |
2065 | | 2269.0427 | I don't know what success is for me. | 2270.5009 |
2067 | | 2270.9610 | I'll figure that out. | 2271.7539 |
2069 | | 2273.1243 | I don't think I'm- | 2273.7401 |
2071 | | 2273.9596 | I mean- | 2274.3914 |
2073 | | 2274.6604 | I don't know. | 2275.1488 |
2075 | | 2275.9771 | I don't know. | 2276.6283 |
2076 | DCB_int_01 | 2276.8053 | How do you think your mom defines success? | 2278.4335 |
2077 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2279.3649 | Mm, | 2279.7189 |
2079 | | 2281.6302 | uh, | 2282.5009 |
2081 | | 2282.9186 | I don't really know | 2283.8884 |
2083 | | 2284.5579 | because like, | 2285.4499 |
2085 | | 2286.9577 | I don't think my mom would consider | 2288.3593 |
2087 | | 2288.6000 | where she is in life right now successful just because | 2291.4428 |
2089 | | 2291.9950 | she's still struggling. | 2293.3966 |
2091 | | 2293.8638 | Like, | 2294.1045 |
2093 | | 2294.6637 | um, | 2295.0672 |
2095 | | 2295.9238 | so | 2296.3981 |
2097 | | 2296.6783 | with architecture you can practice being an architect without being a registered architect | 2300.4797 |
2099 | | 2301.0035 | but if you're a registered architect you can get higher paying jobs. | 2303.9029 |
2101 | | 2304.3772 | And my mom's been trying to get registered | 2305.8426 |
2103 | | 2306.0549 | for like ever but because she had my sister and I | 2308.6405 |
2105 | | 2309.1951 | it's been harder for her cause you have to take like | 2310.9648 |
2107 | | 2311.6160 | a total of like ten tests. | 2312.8478 |
2109 | | 2313.3221 | You have to actually pass those tests but like she doesn't have time to study because she was taking care of us | 2317.2338 |
2111 | | 2317.7576 | or she was taking care of her parents. | 2319.5344 |
2113 | | 2319.7822 | And she's been taking care of her parents since she was twelve. | 2321.9596 |
2115 | | 2322.5400 | And she's like, | 2323.0993 |
2117 | | 2323.3541 | fifty two now | 2324.1682 |
2119 | | 2324.7062 | so she's just tired. | 2325.7893 |
2121 | | 2325.9775 | And so I don't think she's like | 2327.2729 |
2123 | | 2327.6198 | very happy | 2328.3914 |
2125 | | 2328.9435 | with | 2329.2267 |
2127 | | 2329.8921 | where she's at right now. | 2330.8407 |
2128 | DCB_int_01 | 2332.3951 | So how do you think your mom like- If you think about- | 2334.5400 |
2130 | | 2335.3541 | Okay l- so this is a- | 2336.5505 |
2132 | | 2337.7114 | it's kind of like a personal question. You don't have to answer if you don't want, but like thinking about | 2340.7241 |
2134 | | 2341.1488 | middle class because when I- when I think about your parents are architects like, that's very middle class [maybe] even upper class America. | 2347.7576 |
2135 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2346.3489 | [Mm-hm.] | 2346.6604 |
2136 | DCB_int_01 | 2348.3098 | How do you feel like- do your parents feel like they're a part of the middle class? | 2351.4570 |
2137 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2351.8038 | Oh. | 2352.2427 |
2139 | | 2352.6462 | Yeah. | 2353.0285 |
2140 | DCB_int_01 | 2353.8072 | But they- but your mom doesn't feel like she's made it. | 2355.8388 |
2141 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2356.8694 | I mean | 2357.4853 |
2143 | | 2358.9860 | I- my mom | 2360.0762 |
2145 | | 2360.4160 | doesn't really care about like, m- | 2362.1332 |
2147 | | 2362.4234 | [material stuff.] My dad's more into material things like | 2365.2055 |
2148 | DCB_int_01 | 2362.4376 | [Money.] | 2363.0676 |
2150 | | 2363.3296 | [Hm.] | 2363.5874 |
2151 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2365.6939 | he likes looking good. He gets like two thousand dollar custom made suits | 2369.0889 |
2153 | | 2369.7260 | and, um, that's like looking good is really important to him but like my mom couldn't care less about how she looks. | 2374.4081 |
2155 | | 2375.0959 | Um, | 2375.6339 |
2157 | | 2376.6958 | yeah. | 2377.2621 |
2158 | DCB_int_01 | 2378.3947 | Does your dad buy like really nice things for your mom? | 2380.4689 |
2159 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2381.1667 | No. [<laugh>] | 2382.5259 |
2160 | DCB_int_01 | 2382.2498 | [No?] | 2382.5542 |
2161 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2383.1630 | He's very selfish. [<laugh>] | 2385.7114 |
2162 | DCB_int_01 | 2385.2088 | [Mm.] | 2385.6251 |
2163 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2386.2536 | [Mm-hm.] | 2386.6783 |
2164 | DCB_int_01 | 2386.2606 | [Is it reci-] does she buy nice things for him? | 2388.2215 |
2165 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2388.6108 | No. | 2388.9789 |
2166 | DCB_int_01 | 2390.4655 | [/?/] | 2390.7628 |
2167 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2390.4797 | [I mean] well | 2391.2442 |
2168 | | 2392.1149 | they just- Like my parents don't [care-] | 2393.8180 |
2169 | DCB_int_01 | 2393.4853 | [They just] have a- | 2394.2215 |
2170 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2394.3843 | They don't care about p- like my dad doesn't care about Christmas. | 2396.8124 |
2172 | | 2397.1734 | Like literally, he said to me, I don't give a shit about Christmas <laugh> | 2399.8606 |
2174 | | 2400.3985 | cause [like] | 2400.9789 |
2175 | DCB_int_01 | 2400.6675 | [/inaudible/] | 2401.0639 |
2176 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2401.3258 | presents and stuff, | 2402.5434 |
2178 | | 2402.7628 | that just wasn't | 2403.4920 |
2180 | | 2403.8713 | the concern when he was growing up and like, | 2405.9454 |
2182 | | 2406.4268 | my mom, | 2407.1276 |
2184 | | 2407.7810 | her family | 2408.6283 |
2186 | | 2409.2938 | is kind of crazy. | 2410.1432 |
2188 | | 2410.3527 | So like | 2410.7986 |
2190 | | 2411.0959 | growing up | 2411.7543 |
2192 | | 2412.6958 | her main concern was taking care of everything because her mother | 2415.4212 |
2194 | | 2416.2394 | became bipolar when she was twelve so [she's had to] take care of everything and like, | 2419.9558 |
2195 | DCB_int_01 | 2418.1295 | [/Mm./] | 2418.6179 |
2196 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2420.5505 | because my m- | 2421.2991 |
2198 | | 2421.4495 | my grandma became bipolar, | 2422.7845 |
2200 | | 2422.9473 | my grandfather started drinking. | 2424.2852 |
2202 | | 2424.7170 | So he was addicted to alcohol for awhile and then we think that's what like, | 2427.5486 |
2204 | | 2428.4022 | made him become- | 2429.4428 |
2206 | | 2429.5915 | Like | 2429.8888 |
2208 | | 2430.1224 | it | 2430.2923 |
2210 | | 2430.5613 | messed with him so much that | 2431.7505 |
2212 | | 2432.3523 | he started getting dementia and now Alzheimer's. | 2434.8269 |
2214 | | 2435.1030 | And then like, | 2435.6269 |
2216 | | 2435.8038 | her brother is no help | 2436.8515 |
2218 | | 2437.1347 | because like | 2437.7010 |
2220 | | 2437.9842 | it's not his fault he's schizophrenic but like | 2439.7680 |
2222 | | 2440.2960 | he's just no help | 2441.1738 |
2224 | | 2441.5278 | because of that. | 2442.1153 |
2226 | | 2442.6108 | So it's all been on her so she doesn't really care about like, | 2444.9186 |
2228 | | 2445.7114 | [presents] and stuff. | 2446.4447 |
2229 | DCB_int_01 | 2445.8642 | [Hm.] | 2446.0766 |
2230 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2446.7208 | She wants to make- she likes to make sure that like | 2448.3843 |
2232 | | 2448.5967 | my sister and I when we were little we had | 2450.0620 |
2234 | | 2450.2885 | like good Christmases. | 2451.5840 |
2236 | | 2452.0583 | Just that we were like happy but like, | 2453.9313 |
2238 | | 2455.3329 | my sister and I don't really care about l- | 2456.9044 |
2240 | | 2457.1593 | I guess because of that we don't- | 2458.3314 |
2242 | | 2458.4872 | my sister and I don't care about like, | 2459.6481 |
2244 | | 2460.1365 | getting the most presents and stuff on Christmas and like, on our birthdays. | 2463.2584 |
2245 | DCB_int_01 | 2464.8553 | Do you have a lot of family- do you have like family traditions? | 2467.3895 |
2246 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2467.7647 | <ts> | 2467.9134 |
2248 | | 2469.6477 | Mm, | 2470.0016 |
2250 | | 2472.9082 | um, | 2473.3824 |
2252 | | 2474.7770 | I guess. Like | 2475.7751 |
2254 | | 2475.8996 | we go to dinner on people's birthdays but I feel like everybody does that (laughing). | 2480.0549 |
2256 | | 2480.5505 | Um- | 2481.0035 |
2257 | DCB_int_01 | 2481.1309 | No not everybody doesn't do that. | 2482.3458 |
2258 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2482.3456 | Okay. | 2482.8269 |
2259 | | 2482.9614 | So yeah we go to dinner for everyone's birthday. | 2485.2763 |
2261 | | 2485.8284 | Um- | 2486.2815 |
2262 | DCB_int_01 | 2487.2867 | Thankfully. | 2487.8813 |
2263 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2488.0766 | Yeah. | 2488.5438 |
2265 | | 2488.7632 | I specifically like | 2490.0162 |
2267 | | 2490.1365 | my birthday and my mom's birthday cause we're three days apa- or two days apart. | 2494.2636 |
2269 | | 2495.2800 | It's a fun time. | 2496.1224 |
2271 | | 2496.6321 | And we're both scorpios. | 2497.7718 |
2273 | | 2498.5151 | <ts> [I like it.] | 2499.1734 |
2274 | DCB_int_01 | 2498.7487 | [Is she two] days early or two days after? | 2500.3839 |
2275 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2500.3668 | <ts> Two days after. | 2501.1880 |
2276 | | 2501.9242 | Yeah. | 2502.1861 |
2277 | DCB_int_01 | 2502.6108 | Where- Do you always go to the same place? Since [you don't like] change. | 2505.6902 |
2278 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2504.7770 | [So-] | 2505.2159 |
2279 | | 2505.7822 | Well so my mom- We always go to Cactus Cantina. | 2508.2994 |
2280 | DCB_int_01 | 2508.3702 | Mm-hm. | 2508.6745 |
2281 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2508.9152 | Um, | 2509.2267 |
2283 | | 2509.7435 | that's like, | 2510.3523 |
2285 | | 2510.6708 | our favorite restaurant. | 2511.8601 |
2287 | | 2512.0341 | It is so good. | 2513.2021 |
2289 | | 2513.5702 | And my brother used to work there, like right when he got- | 2515.8921 |
2291 | | 2516.1257 | right when he got out of college and didn't have a job, that was like, his job. | 2519.4711 |
2293 | | 2520.0516 | It's so good. | 2520.8232 |
2295 | | 2521.2338 | Um, | 2521.7293 |
2297 | | 2522.0125 | <ts> | 2522.2532 |
2299 | | 2522.8336 | my- my mom and my sister make fun of me cause like, | 2525.1313 |
2301 | | 2525.8463 | out of my sister and I, I guess I'm like- | 2527.9490 |
2303 | | 2528.8053 | They call me high maintenance, which I resent. | 2530.5013 |
2305 | | 2530.6429 | I feel like that is | 2531.3968 |
2307 | | 2531.5561 | incorrect. | 2532.1578 |
2309 | | 2532.3985 | But like, | 2532.7524 |
2310 | DCB_int_01 | 2532.7666 | Hm. | 2533.0710 |
2311 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2533.2975 | I guess I'm like, | 2534.0195 |
2313 | | 2534.6920 | bougier. | 2535.4637 |
2315 | | 2535.6548 | Like | 2535.9238 |
2317 | | 2536.2040 | I'm- I'm just like my dad. Like we like really fancy restaurants (laughing). | 2539.4603 |
2319 | | 2539.9134 | And like, we either go big | 2541.2230 |
2321 | | 2541.3504 | or we go home. Like, | 2542.4193 |
2323 | | 2543.1313 | <ts> for our birthdays, | 2544.0658 |
2325 | | 2544.3631 | you know the Capitol Grille? | 2545.5311 |
2326 | DCB_int_01 | 2545.7859 | Mm-hm. | 2546.1682 |
2327 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2546.5009 | Yeah we like to go there and it's like, | 2548.0229 |
2329 | | 2548.3385 | not very | 2549.3154 |
2331 | | 2549.4782 | affordable. | 2550.1578 |
2333 | | 2550.9435 | But | 2551.4957 |
2335 | | 2552.1045 | it's our birthday so we do it anyway. | 2553.9238 |
2336 | DCB_int_01 | 2557.6868 | Mkay. | 2558.1753 |
2338 | | 2559.1734 | And mom is cool with Cactus Cantina? | 2560.9261 |
2339 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2561.0606 | Yeah. | 2561.4994 |
2340 | DCB_int_01 | 2561.8180 | And your sister's probably cool with- | 2563.1630 |
2341 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2563.2550 | My sister just s- | 2564.3452 |
2343 | | 2564.9257 | any- Like | 2565.6689 |
2345 | | 2566.6429 | one year, we went to, um, Chipotle | 2569.2338 |
2347 | | 2569.4462 | for my sister. | 2570.1187 |
2348 | DCB_int_01 | 2570.2319 | <laugh> Capitol Grille, | 2572.8694 |
2350 | | 2573.0535 | [Chipotle.] | 2573.9879 |
2351 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2573.4641 | [Yeah.] | 2573.9667 |
2352 | DCB_int_01 | 2574.2003 | Okay. | 2574.6533 |
2354 | | 2576.4584 | And how did Dad feel about that? He was like, mm? | 2578.7986 |
2355 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2579.6056 | Yeah my [dad, he's so fake. He's like, I wanna go with the house. Like whatever you all want to eat] | 2584.8482 |
2356 | DCB_int_01 | 2580.3418 | [<laugh>] | 2584.5113 |
2357 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2585.3083 | but then when we would tell him like- | 2586.6958 |
2359 | | 2586.8657 | Cause there's sometimes where I like- | 2588.1753 |
2361 | | 2588.5080 | Cause like | 2588.9327 |
2363 | | 2589.2442 | I resent that they call me high maintenance cause like, sure I'd love to go to the Capitol Grille all the time but I also | 2593.8992 |
2365 | | 2594.2461 | could eat at McDonald's and like, get a fish fillet and be content with life. | 2597.4428 |
2367 | | 2597.8605 | Or like Red Lobster. | 2598.9223 |
2369 | | 2599.2409 | But Red Lobster is like a big issue in our house just because like | 2602.1220 |
2371 | | 2602.5933 | my mom, my sister and I love it, but like, | 2604.5400 |
2373 | | 2604.7170 | my dad, | 2605.3470 |
2375 | | 2606.0479 | first of all, like, he's allergic to shellfish so | 2608.0441 |
2377 | | 2608.4588 | he doesn't like going there. But they have options for him | 2610.3489 |
2379 | | 2610.6392 | but even that, like, he does not wanna eat [there.] | 2612.4230 |
2380 | DCB_int_01 | 2612.1257 | [<laugh>] | 2612.7770 |
2381 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2612.8761 | So he'll be like, oh yeah, like I'll go wherever you guys wanna go. And then when we tell him, | 2616.2427 |
2383 | | 2616.6179 | he's like, no I don't really wanna do that, | 2618.5859 |
2385 | | 2619.1876 | [so.] | 2619.7893 |
2386 | DCB_int_01 | 2619.3575 | [<exhale>] | 2619.8318 |
2387 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2620.0129 | <ts> | 2620.2323 |
2389 | | 2620.9544 | Yeah. | 2621.4782 |
2391 | | 2621.6127 | He'd rather like, | 2622.6108 |
2393 | | 2622.9648 | r- invest in like, | 2624.2461 |
2395 | | 2625.1663 | high quality things. | 2626.3768 |
2397 | | 2626.7986 | And that applies to like, | 2627.8534 |
2399 | | 2628.2852 | material things also | 2629.5736 |
2401 | | 2630.2036 | like, | 2630.6000 |
2403 | | 2631.3858 | <ts> my mom will have like, | 2632.6995 |
2405 | | 2633.2517 | shoes like | 2634.2427 |
2407 | | 2634.6533 | sh- worn out shoes | 2635.8850 |
2409 | | 2636.0691 | that she probably shouldn't be wearing anymore but she just wears them because they're there. | 2639.1384 |
2411 | | 2639.6339 | And like, she doesn't care | 2640.8303 |
2413 | | 2641.2196 | but my dad is like, | 2642.4372 |
2415 | | 2642.6496 | if like | 2643.3504 |
2417 | | 2643.8713 | his dress shoes get like, the smallest like | 2646.4409 |
2419 | | 2647.2055 | mark on them or like scuff, | 2648.7770 |
2421 | | 2649.2938 | he takes them to his shoe guy | 2650.7986 |
2423 | | 2651.0181 | and gets them shined and stuff. | 2652.6321 |
2425 | | 2653.0143 | And he's like, | 2653.6656 |
2427 | | 2654.0337 | really into that. | 2654.8903 |
2429 | | 2655.8601 | Um, | 2656.3556 |
2431 | | 2656.9685 | and like he doesn't like shopping at like stores like, uh, | 2659.6656 |
2433 | | 2660.4938 | uh, you know, like TJ Maxx and stuff | 2662.4405 |
2435 | | 2663.5561 | <ts> but my mom loves TJ Maxx. | 2665.2763 |
2436 | DCB_int_01 | 2665.7010 | So how do you feel- th- has that like, you know, cause thinking about Georgetown right and thinking about the socioeconomic climate [here right?] | 2671.2550 |
2437 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2670.7029 | [Yeah.] | 2671.2763 |
2438 | DCB_int_01 | 2671.6727 | Th- | 2671.9700 |
2440 | | 2672.1540 | that we have so many students in the top one percent [and we have] more students in the top one percent than we do in the- | 2677.0568 |
2441 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2674.6641 | [Mm-hm.] | 2675.0338 |
2442 | DCB_int_01 | 2677.4957 | the bottom half right? How does- | 2679.1947 |
2444 | | 2680.6287 | where do you- Not necessarily where do you see yourself but how does that feel like on this kind of campus and- | 2685.0318 |
2445 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2685.7185 | Um, | 2686.1715 |
2447 | | 2687.2588 | it's just been weird for me like trying to make friends because | 2690.1328 |
2449 | | 2690.8619 | a lot of the, | 2691.3433 |
2451 | | 2691.8034 | uh, the m- a lot of the black students here that I've encountered | 2694.9648 |
2453 | | 2695.5736 | they're in the Georgetown Scholarship Program | 2697.8388 |
2455 | | 2698.5650 | and so like, | 2699.5773 |
2457 | | 2700.1295 | and- and I'm not | 2701.1488 |
2459 | | 2701.2904 | but I still get some type of assistance from the school. | 2704.1503 |
2461 | | 2704.6287 | So like when I was a freshman, | 2705.9596 |
2463 | | 2706.4339 | I noticed that it was like, | 2707.5311 |
2465 | | 2707.7152 | harder for me to like, | 2709.1593 |
2467 | | 2709.5061 | become friends with people in the pro- the Scholarship Program, | 2712.4197 |
2469 | | 2713.4108 | um, | 2713.9842 |
2471 | | 2714.6354 | just because I guess they made assumptions about me because I wasn't in the p- | 2717.5561 |
2473 | | 2717.8463 | program with them | 2718.7666 |
2475 | | 2719.0993 | that like I had all this money | 2720.6425 |
2477 | | 2721.2725 | when that's not necessarily true. | 2723.0614 |
2479 | | 2723.8605 | Um, | 2724.3206 |
2481 | | 2725.3258 | but in terms of being in school with like a bunch of rich people, | 2728.2990 |
2483 | | 2728.7137 | I've been used to that since | 2729.8180 |
2485 | | 2729.9879 | middle school cause /RD-SCHOOL-3/ | 2731.6939 |
2487 | | 2732.0125 | was just a bunch of rich people. | 2733.3504 |
2488 | DCB_int_01 | 2734.9968 | So | 2735.5632 |
2490 | | 2735.7755 | thinking about- | 2736.4339 |
2492 | | 2736.6958 | Let's look at DC for a minute. | 2738.2036 |
2494 | | 2738.3664 | Um, | 2738.8903 |
2496 | | 2739.5415 | talking about rich people | 2740.6712 |
2498 | | 2740.8128 | and talking about kind of the city and looking at the landscape of the city- | 2743.9346 |
2500 | | 2744.6354 | I mean you're | 2745.2371 |
2502 | | 2745.9987 | like twelve | 2746.8765 |
2503 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2747.1667 | [<laugh>] | 2748.4339 |
2504 | DCB_int_01 | 2747.2588 | [but um,] | 2748.3631 |
2505 | | 2748.9223 | [<laugh>] | 2750.7062 |
2506 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2749.2409 | [<laugh>] | 2750.6575 |
2507 | DCB_int_01 | 2751.7751 | have you noticed the city changing? | 2753.6623 |
2508 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2754.3489 | Um, | 2755.0639 |
2510 | | 2755.3187 | yeah. | 2755.9346 |
2511 | DCB_int_01 | 2756.6213 | What do you- how- what have you noticed? | 2758.1361 |
2512 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2758.6854 | I notice | 2759.4216 |
2514 | | 2759.7684 | way more white people in like, Petworth- the Petworth area. | 2763.2867 |
2515 | DCB_int_01 | 2763.4920 | [Hm.] | 2763.8176 |
2516 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2763.6689 | [Cause] I went to- to like kindergarten over there, | 2765.6906 |
2517 | | 2766.3489 | um, | 2766.8515 |
2519 | | 2767.1347 | and it was- | 2767.7010 |
2521 | | 2767.9842 | it's just way different now | 2769.3292 |
2523 | | 2769.6689 | and like the types of stores that they're building in Petworth | 2772.5400 |
2525 | | 2774.1328 | like it's a complete | 2775.2938 |
2527 | | 2775.5840 | like mismatch to how I remember Petworth, | 2777.8038 |
2529 | | 2778.1507 | um, when I was in kindergarten. | 2779.7364 |
2530 | DCB_int_01 | 2780.7982 | What about your neighborhood now? Who- what's the demographic makeup of your current neighborhood? | 2784.7878 |
2531 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2785.0427 | Um, | 2785.5311 |
2533 | | 2785.7859 | it's just like old black people. | 2787.4990 |
2535 | | 2787.8784 | There's like some young white families but it's not a lot. | 2791.0568 |
2536 | DCB_int_01 | 2791.6019 | Oh and has it always been like- | 2793.5274 |
2537 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2793.8318 | I think | 2794.3810 |
2539 | | 2794.5226 | like the people have | 2795.4428 |
2541 | | 2796.0941 | the black families that live there, they've just been passing down their houses | 2799.7964 |
2542 | DCB_int_01 | 2799.7751 | Mm. | 2800.1503 |
2543 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2800.2111 | and like saving them for their kids, which is why it's been able to stay mostly black. | 2804.5151 |
2545 | | 2805.0602 | Um, | 2805.4353 |
2547 | | 2805.9775 | cause like even the house we bought | 2807.4357 |
2549 | | 2807.8463 | that was | 2808.2710 |
2551 | | 2808.5188 | a family's house and the siblings just didn't want it anymore. | 2811.2159 |
2553 | | 2811.9025 | It- cause it was their parents' house but their parents had died so they didn't feel like they needed it anymore. | 2815.7576 |
2555 | | 2816.5292 | Um, | 2816.9327 |
2557 | | 2817.3292 | but yeah. My neighborhood's | 2818.9190 |
2559 | | 2819.3296 | s- mostly | 2820.2781 |
2561 | | 2820.6958 | black people. | 2821.3187 |
2562 | DCB_int_01 | 2822.5222 | Do you see that changing in a few years? Like [as-] | 2824.9614 |
2563 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2824.7420 | [<ts>] | 2824.9827 |
2564 | | 2826.1295 | Honestly, no. | 2827.0497 |
2566 | | 2827.9912 | I mean | 2828.4868 |
2568 | | 2829.8034 | just because | 2830.7208 |
2570 | | 2830.9756 | the houses will probably s- remain s- with the family. | 2834.4868 |
2572 | | 2834.7699 | Like even my brother has said like, | 2836.2777 |
2574 | | 2836.8199 | when our parents pass, | 2837.9525 |
2576 | | 2838.2144 | we're keeping this house. | 2839.3487 |
2578 | | 2840.2744 | I'm like, okay yeah, sounds good. | 2841.8671 |
2580 | | 2842.3951 | Um, | 2842.8694 |
2582 | | 2843.1101 | I don't really see my neighborhood changing too much. | 2845.2833 |
2583 | DCB_int_01 | 2846.6213 | So let's talk about a couple of DC cultural things, [um,] | 2850.1507 |
2584 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2849.5773 | [Mm-hm.] | 2850.1153 |
2585 | DCB_int_01 | 2850.4763 | and interesting we talked about kind of music today in class but let's talk about | 2853.8034 |
2587 | | 2853.9633 | go go music. | 2854.6358 |
2588 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2854.6641 | <laugh> | 2855.0606 |
2589 | DCB_int_01 | 2855.0464 | Were you a big- | 2855.6906 |
2590 | | 2856.4905 | I don't- | 2856.7949 |
2592 | | 2856.9152 | I don't know if I see you as a- a go goer. | 2858.9823 |
2593 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2859.3433 | So I went to a go go once (laughing). [<laugh>] | 2862.6321 |
2594 | DCB_int_01 | 2861.0818 | [<laugh>] | 2862.2215 |
2595 | | 2863.1418 | Oh. | 2863.4249 |
2597 | | 2863.5594 | Tell me about that. | 2864.3877 |
2598 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2865.2371 | I don't know if it was like an authentic go go because it was- You know Sidwell? | 2868.9152 |
2599 | DCB_int_01 | 2869.0780 | Mm. | 2869.3258 |
2600 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2869.3400 | It was the- Yeah. | 2870.3027 |
2602 | | 2870.4514 | <laugh> | 2870.9327 |
2604 | | 2871.9733 | All my- | 2872.5438 |
2606 | | 2872.7845 | all my black friends were like, you have to go. | 2874.7949 |
2608 | | 2875.0073 | So I went, | 2875.6302 |
2610 | | 2876.4514 | and I was like, I'm not having fun. | 2877.9167 |
2612 | | 2878.1969 | But I don't like parties or crowds | 2880.0728 |
2614 | | 2881.1064 | so | 2881.6939 |
2616 | | 2882.1116 | I just shouldn't have been there in the first place. | 2883.7468 |
2618 | | 2884.2182 | But it was just like, | 2885.2021 |
2620 | | 2885.7897 | it was so- | 2886.3985 |
2622 | | 2886.6179 | it was just really noisy to me. | 2888.2885 |
2624 | | 2888.9894 | And it was hot. [I just did not- I wasn't having] fun. | 2891.1526 |
2625 | DCB_int_01 | 2889.6943 | [<laugh>] | 2890.6924 |
2626 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2891.8817 | Um, | 2892.3489 |
2628 | | 2892.6533 | but like i- it was fine. Like I'm glad I did it, | 2894.9752 |
2630 | | 2895.2513 | um, | 2895.6619 |
2632 | | 2896.2323 | <ts> | 2896.3881 |
2634 | | 2896.7066 | but | 2897.4853 |
2636 | | 2899.0851 | yeah. | 2899.7435 |
2638 | | 2899.9063 | I- like I like Chuck Brown. | 2901.1805 |
2640 | | 2901.6406 | <laugh> | 2902.3485 |
2642 | | 2902.8269 | That's about the only go go (laughing) | 2904.4409 |
2644 | | 2904.9577 | I like. | 2905.5665 |
2646 | | 2906.4514 | And that's just because of my parents. | 2908.0441 |
2647 | DCB_int_01 | 2908.8765 | I feel like you're an old soul in this little | 2911.4957 |
2649 | | 2911.9063 | young body [here.] | 2913.1380 |
2650 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2912.7558 | [I- I feel] that way too. | 2913.8955 |
2651 | DCB_int_01 | 2914.2211 | Yeah. | 2914.6075 |
2652 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2914.5792 | Yeah. | 2914.9048 |
2653 | DCB_int_01 | 2914.9898 | I feel like you're maybe like, | 2916.2640 |
2655 | | 2917.1347 | Lisa May and you're about eighty seven [years old.] | 2920.2494 |
2656 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2919.4141 | [<laugh>] | 2920.5043 |
2657 | DCB_int_01 | 2920.9331 | With the little bun. | 2922.0445 |
2658 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2922.1861 | Yeah. | 2922.5400 |
2659 | DCB_int_01 | 2922.5754 | I just want you to have a string of [pearls,] | 2924.3947 |
2660 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2923.8567 | [<laugh>] | 2924.4089 |
2661 | DCB_int_01 | 2924.5717 | and maybe like your little church hat. | 2926.1049 |
2662 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2926.3597 | Yeah, | 2926.8482 |
2664 | | 2927.3508 | I feel like I'm | 2928.4055 |
2666 | | 2929.0356 | really mature I [guess. Like] I'm | 2931.2231 |
2667 | DCB_int_01 | 2930.3239 | [Mm-hm.] | 2930.7487 |
2668 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2931.5698 | I'm really ready to graduate. | 2933.0181 |
2670 | | 2933.1809 | Like I don't wanna be here anymore. | 2934.6604 |
2671 | DCB_int_01 | 2934.7878 | Really? | 2935.3754 |
2672 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2935.6231 | I'm not really having fun here. [<laugh>] Yeah. | 2939.0393 |
2673 | DCB_int_01 | 2937.9946 | [Really?] | 2938.6405 |
2674 | | 2940.5471 | Why? | 2940.9577 |
2675 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2941.5169 | It's- | 2941.8355 |
2677 | | 2942.0408 | I've had like a really hard time making friends and like keeping friendships, | 2945.3862 |
2679 | | 2945.5207 | and it's really- been really weird for me because | 2947.3754 |
2681 | | 2947.7930 | in high school and middle school I had like all the friends in the world, | 2950.4164 |
2683 | | 2950.8623 | and I was really popular, | 2951.8251 |
2685 | | 2952.4055 | but here, | 2953.1347 |
2687 | | 2953.2833 | I've just had a harder time | 2954.4301 |
2689 | | 2955.0885 | making like meaningful connections | 2957.3649 |
2691 | | 2958.0870 | and like, | 2958.5825 |
2693 | | 2958.8161 | I don't have a best friend here | 2959.9912 |
2695 | | 2960.5859 | which is why I go home so often. | 2961.8247 |
2697 | | 2962.9048 | <ts> Cause my best friend's at my house, my sister. | 2964.9054 |
2698 | DCB_int_01 | 2966.1399 | Why do you th- | 2966.6000 |
2700 | | 2967.0248 | I mean well it- | 2967.6265 |
2702 | | 2967.8147 | I mean and I don't know if you know the answer cause if you knew the answer then you'd have a best friend, | 2971.4532 |
2703 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2971.7718 | <laugh> | 2972.5009 |
2704 | DCB_int_01 | 2972.7062 | but | 2973.1380 |
2706 | | 2973.7680 | can you think- can you point to maybe one or two factors that- | 2976.9294 |
2708 | | 2977.4674 | Is it | 2977.8143 |
2710 | | 2978.3664 | just | 2978.6920 |
2712 | | 2978.9044 | you can't find the right group, you can't find- or is it- | 2981.7189 |
2714 | | 2981.8746 | Do you feel like it's you? Is it them? | 2983.3258 |
2715 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2983.5169 | Um, | 2984.0125 |
2717 | | 2984.2673 | I feel like- | 2985.0106 |
2719 | | 2985.3575 | So the first mistake I made was when I was a freshman. I applied to the Living Well Community | 2990.0813 |
2721 | | 2990.7628 | in VCW so that I could have a bathroom in my room. | 2992.9827 |
2723 | | 2993.2234 | <ts> | 2993.4287 |
2725 | | 2993.8180 | But like that cut me off from like, | 2995.8709 |
2726 | DCB_int_01 | 2996.0691 | Mm-hm. | 2996.4089 |
2727 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 2996.6142 | everyone else | 2997.2938 |
2729 | | 2997.5769 | cause I was like the only black girl on my floor | 2999.5207 |
2731 | | 3000.0091 | and like a lot of people | 3001.3046 |
2733 | | 3001.5453 | especially in my building, you made friends with the people that were on your floor. | 3004.6405 |
2735 | | 3005.1951 | And so I wasn't really connecting with the other people on my floor except for like the one Indian girl I lived with and we're still friends today. | 3010.4830 |
2737 | | 3011.2304 | But like, | 3012.0020 |
2739 | | 3012.9931 | so that was | 3013.7152 |
2741 | | 3014.3735 | mistake never one. | 3015.0814 |
2743 | | 3015.7043 | And then I guess just like | 3017.0606 |
2745 | | 3017.5915 | I've always struggled | 3019.2338 |
2747 | | 3019.4957 | with like- | 3020.0762 |
2749 | | 3021.1451 | Well not- not even always, but like, | 3022.8553 |
2751 | | 3024.2144 | being like, black enough. | 3025.7010 |
2753 | | 3026.2602 | Some people | 3026.9186 |
2755 | | 3027.2796 | tell me that I'm not. | 3028.3556 |
2757 | | 3028.8411 | So like, | 3029.4924 |
2759 | | 3030.1082 | I don't really wanna like, | 3031.0639 |
2761 | | 3031.2692 | encounter that cause if I try to become friends with someone and they tell- and they reject me cause I'm black- not black enough to them | 3036.0091 |
2763 | | 3036.6816 | I just don't wanna deal with that. So like, | 3038.2319 |
2765 | | 3038.6142 | that's also | 3039.2513 |
2767 | | 3039.3787 | been what's stopping me in putting myself out there. | 3041.3791 |
2769 | | 3041.8251 | But like even | 3042.5047 |
2771 | | 3042.7029 | I'm in BSA and like, | 3043.8497 |
2773 | | 3044.8478 | I guess I'd- I'd say I'm friends with the board members but like | 3047.6977 |
2775 | | 3048.2144 | none of them are like my best friends. | 3049.9417 |
2776 | DCB_int_01 | 3050.3593 | What does it mean to be black enough? | 3051.7539 |
2777 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3051.8884 | <ts> | 3052.1369 |
2779 | | 3052.3031 | I don't know! Like, | 3053.5278 |
2781 | | 3053.8605 | just I- I don't know. Like people | 3055.6231 |
2783 | | 3056.0762 | tell me I talk white and stuff and that like I'm an Oreo. | 3059.1809 |
2785 | | 3060.2710 | And | 3060.9719 |
2787 | | 3062.2107 | <ts> | 3062.3806 |
2789 | | 3062.5575 | I don't know. | 3063.1168 |
2791 | | 3063.5132 | Like | 3063.8601 |
2793 | | 3064.1049 | cause there's no one way of being black | 3065.9383 |
2795 | | 3067.3824 | in my opinion. | 3068.2461 |
2797 | | 3068.4938 | So I don't see like, | 3069.5061 |
2799 | | 3069.7043 | why people are saying that to me. | 3071.1054 |
2801 | | 3072.9648 | I don't know. | 3073.5736 |
2802 | DCB_int_01 | 3076.8830 | I think this is just absolute | 3078.3352 |
2804 | | 3078.5731 | fascinating [actually.] | 3079.6604 |
2805 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3079.3187 | [<laugh>] | 3080.0953 |
2806 | DCB_int_01 | 3080.1399 | No, and I- and I say that in- in all honesty, no jesting, | 3083.4953 |
2808 | | 3083.9555 | because I- | 3084.5642 |
2810 | | 3085.4816 | The concept of not being | 3087.2159 |
2812 | | 3087.5274 | black enough, [right?] | 3088.8370 |
2813 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3088.2848 | [Mm-hm.] | 3088.7237 |
2814 | DCB_int_01 | 3089.0140 | We- we've talked about kind of what it means to talk white and we're gonna talk more about that kind of this idea of like speaking while black and- | 3095.0494 |
2816 | | 3095.5095 | and what does that mean and- and these concepts of, | 3098.2603 |
2818 | | 3098.4089 | <clears throat> | 3098.9257 |
2820 | | 3099.9167 | um, | 3100.6246 |
2822 | | 3101.9979 | all the consequences of being a black person and | 3104.5859 |
2824 | | 3104.9115 | some of the social [consequences, um,] | 3107.0918 |
2825 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3106.3344 | [Mm-hm.] | 3106.7025 |
2826 | DCB_int_01 | 3107.5236 | and thinking about like, the Trayvon Martin case and- and Rachel Jeantel. Like, she was- she was too black. | 3112.3344 |
2827 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3112.4689 | [Yeah.] | 3112.9219 |
2828 | DCB_int_01 | 3112.5680 | [Right?] | 3112.9856 |
2829 | | 3113.3608 | And so- | 3113.9555 |
2831 | | 3115.4674 | and so the social consequences of not being black enough | 3118.6246 |
2833 | | 3118.8157 | in a place where | 3120.0333 |
2835 | | 3121.7647 | embracing blackness | 3123.4920 |
2837 | | 3125.9625 | when the black community is small, right? [So] | 3128.4018 |
2838 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3127.9842 | [Mm-hm.] | 3128.3594 |
2839 | DCB_int_01 | 3128.5859 | when you embrace some bit of blackness, | 3130.6644 |
2841 | | 3130.8795 | why is that not accepted? | 3132.4793 |
2842 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3133.4603 | I don't know (whispered). | 3133.9346 |
2843 | DCB_int_01 | 3136.5326 | <ts> | 3136.7308 |
2845 | | 3137.0918 | Mm, that would be interesting for you to write about this in one of your reflections | 3140.7345 |
2847 | | 3141.0389 | if it fits with one of the readings in- [in kind of] this idea of- | 3144.0262 |
2848 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3142.7237 | [Yeah.] | 3143.0281 |
2849 | DCB_int_01 | 3145.2975 | this notion of | 3146.2532 |
2850 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3147.7539 | <clears throat> | 3148.0441 |
2851 | DCB_int_01 | 3148.0371 | does not being black enough mean being | 3150.0262 |
2852 | | 3150.3236 | white though? | 3150.9790 |
2853 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3152.1116 | Well no cause | 3153.1876 |
2855 | | 3155.0069 | I- | 3155.3113 |
2857 | | 3155.7360 | [/?/] | 3155.9555 |
2858 | DCB_int_01 | 3155.7502 | [Or acting] white? | 3156.5713 |
2859 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3156.9577 | Well | 3157.3895 |
2861 | | 3159.1239 | I don't know. <laugh> | 3160.8653 |
2862 | DCB_int_01 | 3162.7241 | So how you feel like BS- do you feel like your au- your interactions with BSA are authentic? | 3167.1272 |
2864 | | 3167.4175 | Like with the [people with] BSA is it a- like are they authentic interactions? | 3171.1168 |
2865 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3167.8068 | [<ts>] | 3168.0516 |
2866 | | 3171.2796 | Yeah. | 3171.7610 |
2868 | | 3173.9130 | I j- Yeah. | 3174.7500 |
2870 | | 3175.4674 | I just think I'm like- | 3176.2319 |
2872 | | 3176.8549 | I just feel like, | 3177.5415 |
2874 | | 3178.3627 | I'm not like a partier, | 3179.4812 |
2876 | | 3180.0333 | and that's how like the black community connects here. | 3182.0788 |
2878 | | 3183.0531 | And I j- I would rather not go to a party ever. | 3185.5449 |
2880 | | 3186.4197 | Um, | 3187.0781 |
2882 | | 3187.5240 | so like I don't- they don't see me out and stuff | 3189.5911 |
2884 | | 3190.2777 | so like- | 3190.8936 |
2886 | | 3192.9436 | Sorry, what was your question? | 3194.0915 |
2887 | DCB_int_01 | 3194.1399 | No keep going. | 3194.9599 |
2888 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3194.9965 | Oh. | 3195.4141 |
2890 | | 3196.1574 | Like yeah it's authentic | 3197.3962 |
2892 | | 3197.5307 | with- when I'm with BSA | 3199.1135 |
2894 | | 3199.5240 | just because like those are the people I know well | 3201.4920 |
2896 | | 3201.6760 | and they know me well | 3202.5892 |
2898 | | 3203.1343 | but like | 3203.6157 |
2900 | | 3203.7856 | people have /already/ came in with like established friend- friend groups. | 3207.3646 |
2902 | | 3207.9096 | So it's kind of hard to like, | 3209.2546 |
2904 | | 3209.4458 | enter those | 3210.3165 |
2906 | | 3210.6604 | late into the game. | 3211.6302 |
2907 | DCB_int_01 | 3212.5859 | Are there other students from D- | 3213.6973 |
2909 | | 3213.9380 | DC | 3214.3769 |
2911 | | 3214.6388 | that you know coming into Georgetown? | 3216.4864 |
2912 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3217.1276 | Um, yeah. | 3218.2744 |
2913 | DCB_int_01 | 3219.2159 | Were you not close at- I mean not because y'all are just from DC y'all should be automatic [friends.] | 3223.2550 |
2914 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3222.6604 | [No so] like | 3223.7860 |
2915 | | 3224.0054 | one girl I know here, we went to elementary school together. | 3226.5821 |
2917 | | 3227.9130 | And like, | 3228.5147 |
2919 | | 3228.8657 | I don't think she remembers who I am. | 3230.3594 |
2921 | | 3230.5505 | But like I know her. | 3231.4566 |
2923 | | 3232.5184 | <laugh> | 3233.4529 |
2925 | | 3233.5874 | And then | 3234.2315 |
2927 | | 3234.4126 | three other girls, we went to middle school together. | 3236.6708 |
2929 | | 3237.2725 | <ts> Two of them I- | 3238.1362 |
2931 | | 3238.6671 | like we see each other and we pretend like we don't know each other, | 3240.7500 |
2933 | | 3241.2126 | um, cause like, | 3242.2390 |
2935 | | 3242.6213 | <ts> | 3242.8690 |
2937 | | 3243.7114 | just | 3244.3344 |
2939 | | 3244.9078 | /RD-SCHOOL-3/ culture. | 3246.4651 |
2941 | | 3247.5736 | I'd rather not hang out with them. | 3248.6850 |
2943 | | 3249.0672 | But one of them | 3249.7681 |
2945 | | 3250.0300 | we were best friends in middle school | 3251.6865 |
2947 | | 3252.0729 | and like I hang out with her but, um, | 3254.3806 |
2949 | | 3254.7983 | she's like | 3255.5203 |
2951 | | 3256.0725 | in Blue and Gray, | 3257.0210 |
2953 | | 3257.2546 | a group that gives [tours] and then | 3258.6321 |
2954 | DCB_int_01 | 3257.9242 | [Mm-hm.] | 3258.3702 |
2955 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3258.8940 | she's also in | 3259.7647 |
2957 | | 3260.0408 | Gr- the Grace Notes, | 3261.1310 |
2959 | | 3261.5769 | which is one of the a capella groups. | 3262.9361 |
2961 | | 3263.1343 | So she's always with them. | 3264.1537 |
2962 | DCB_int_01 | 3264.4622 | So she's a- | 3264.9648 |
2964 | | 3265.0922 | she's displaying a very different kind of identity as well. | 3268.0441 |
2965 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3268.1928 | Yeah. | 3268.6034 |
2967 | | 3269.7643 | Well | 3270.1749 |
2969 | | 3271.0851 | also | 3271.6302 |
2971 | | 3271.8214 | all of the people I've been talking about are white. | 3273.5345 |
2972 | DCB_int_01 | 3273.6760 | Mm-hm. | 3274.1291 |
2973 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3274.1786 | Yeah. | 3274.5538 |
2975 | | 3275.4175 | Um, | 3275.8988 |
2977 | | 3276.9223 | yeah. | 3277.3754 |
2979 | | 3277.8355 | Plus I like, | 3278.4443 |
2981 | | 3280.2353 | cause, um, | 3280.9432 |
2983 | | 3281.6298 | <ts> | 3281.7785 |
2985 | | 3282.1607 | all- | 3282.6675 |
2987 | | 3282.8940 | like my mom, my dad, my brother and my | 3285.3150 |
2989 | | 3285.6973 | sister in law all went to Howard. | 3287.1980 |
2991 | | 3287.7856 | So I feel like this pressure to have black friends. | 3289.9346 |
2993 | | 3290.9398 | <ts> So and like, | 3292.1503 |
2995 | | 3292.6529 | I don't actively seek out white friends but like | 3294.5054 |
2997 | | 3295.6302 | that's also | 3296.2461 |
2999 | | 3297.0389 | cause like I feel like I can't really connect to them | 3299.5307 |
3001 | | 3300.1790 | as well as I can to like | 3301.7576 |
3003 | | 3301.9629 | black girls on campus. | 3303.1863 |
3004 | DCB_int_01 | 3304.2707 | Mm. | 3304.5255 |
3006 | | 3305.1343 | Are you involved in like any other social groups like sororities or? | 3308.6071 |
3007 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3308.9186 | No. | 3309.2230 |
3008 | DCB_int_01 | 3309.4495 | Besides Res Life, BSA? | 3311.2688 |
3009 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3311.4670 | <ts> Yeah that's all I do. | 3312.5583 |
3010 | DCB_int_01 | 3313.3117 | I mean that's a lot actually. | 3314.3014 |
3011 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3314.2956 | It is a lot. | 3314.9469 |
3012 | DCB_int_01 | 3314.9823 | Residence Life takes a lot of time. | 3316.2353 |
3013 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3316.2777 | I'm tired. | 3316.8511 |
3014 | DCB_int_01 | 3318.0333 | And you're tryna graduate. | 3318.9999 |
3015 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3319.6019 | Yeah I can't wait (whispered). | 3320.3169 |
3016 | DCB_int_01 | 3320.7983 | How are your grades? Pretty good? | 3321.9804 |
3017 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3322.8653 | Yeah. | 3323.2617 |
3019 | | 3323.4458 | They're fine. | 3323.9413 |
3021 | | 3324.0799 | [<laugh>] Yeah. <laugh> | 3325.9230 |
3022 | DCB_int_01 | 3324.2428 | [They're fine.] | 3324.5825 |
3023 | | 3326.1965 | Well you're doing well in my class so that's really all that matters for me. | 3328.8157 |
3024 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3328.8370 | Yeah. <laugh> | 3329.9059 |
3025 | DCB_int_01 | 3330.2994 | I'm selfish. | 3330.9719 |
3027 | | 3331.4249 | Um, | 3331.9559 |
3029 | | 3332.1611 | so what about thinking about, | 3333.6831 |
3031 | | 3334.2424 | um, | 3334.7237 |
3033 | | 3335.2192 | so you like Chuck Brown | 3336.6675 |
3034 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3336.8020 | [<laugh>] | 3337.4478 |
3035 | DCB_int_01 | 3336.9011 | [and you're like a] eighty two- eighty seven year old woman inside deep down. | 3340.0654 |
3036 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3340.1503 | Yeah. | 3340.6388 |
3037 | DCB_int_01 | 3340.6459 | Um, mumbo sauce? | 3342.0404 |
3038 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3342.7312 | Okay. | 3343.1630 |
3040 | | 3343.5665 | [I've never had] it, | 3344.4797 |
3041 | DCB_int_01 | 3343.5878 | [/??/] | 3344.1218 |
3042 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3345.4566 | but I don't like sauces. [<laugh> But my sister's had it and she said it was great.] | 3350.6567 |
3043 | DCB_int_01 | 3346.8795 | [<laugh>] | 3350.6638 |
3044 | | 3351.4212 | So we just gonna take her word for it. | 3352.5467 |
3045 | DCB_se3_ag2_f_01 | 3352.6812 | Yeah I mean like I- I wanna try it | 3354.7312 |
3047 | | 3356.0833 | because she said it was good so like I trust her. | 3358.3273 |
3049 | | 3359.8776 | So one day I'll try it. | 3361.0568 |