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1 | DCB_int_01 | 0.5051 | Perfect. | 1.0787 |
3 | | 1.5823 | And what's your birthday? | 2.4496 |
4 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2.9800 | September eighth, | 3.8939 |
6 | | 4.6167 | nineteen eighty two. | 5.5679 |
7 | DCB_int_01 | 8.1978 | And where do you consider your home town? Where were you born? | 10.7053 |
8 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 11.6751 | I was born | 12.3419 |
10 | | 12.6404 | um, on Scott Air Force Base in St. Louis- | 15.3309 |
12 | | 15.9172 | Well in Illinois. | 16.8871 |
14 | | 17.4280 | It wasn't really St. Louis. | 18.3233 |
16 | | 18.4352 | But we m- | 18.7709 |
18 | | 18.9714 | I lived in St. Louis, | 19.9413 |
20 | | 20.1838 | um, when I was- after I was born there. | 21.6514 |
22 | | 21.8613 | <sniff> | 22.0898 |
23 | DCB_int_01 | 22.5747 | Um, and then when'd you move to DC? | 24.2580 |
25 | | 25.0880 | Or, move to the area? | 26.1838 |
26 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 26.4309 | I moved um, to the area | 28.4563 |
28 | | 29.6612 | when I was three | 30.4818 |
30 | | 30.8688 | [so] | 31.3072 |
31 | DCB_int_01 | 30.8735 | [Mm.] | 31.0414 |
32 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 32.0625 | nineteen eighty five. | 33.0478 |
33 | DCB_int_01 | 38.3785 | And what neighborhoods do you claim, | 40.2203 |
35 | | 40.9291 | not just currently but | 42.1228 |
37 | | 42.3839 | around the area? | 43.2792 |
38 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 44.2631 | I grew up in Forestville, Maryland, | 45.9126 |
40 | | 46.1737 | which is sometimes called District Heights, Maryland, | 47.8290 |
42 | | 49.6849 | and um, | 50.4962 |
44 | | 50.6303 | I went to school in | 51.7214 |
46 | | 52.1271 | Northeast | 52.7565 |
48 | | 53.7218 | as a kid | 54.4119 |
50 | | 54.6450 | um, when we first moved here. | 56.1931 |
52 | | 56.2864 | Then I went to schools in uh, Maryland, but | 58.0898 |
54 | | 59.1016 | now I live | 59.7171 |
56 | | 59.9129 | back in Northeast | 60.8082 |
58 | | 60.9621 | in uh, Lincoln Heights. | 62.1232 |
60 | | 63.2598 | So Forestville and Lincoln Heights are where I- | 65.4793 |
62 | | 66.7663 | where I've resided. | 67.6802 |
63 | DCB_int_01 | 68.4729 | You don't live far from here. | 69.5155 |
64 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 69.8939 | No. | 70.0758 |
66 | | 70.6400 | I- | 70.8405 |
67 | DCB_int_01 | 71.0830 | Like down the street. | 72.2067 |
68 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 72.2067 | Three minutes, [like-] | 73.0507 |
69 | DCB_int_01 | 72.7429 | [<laugh>] | 73.3724 |
70 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 73.4237 | [<laugh>] | 74.4402 |
71 | DCB_int_01 | 73.9460 | [Okay.] | 74.4729 |
72 | | 74.7806 | I didn't- | 75.2189 |
74 | | 75.4929 | I knew you said you lived in Northea- I didn't even make that connection. | 78.0015 |
75 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 78.0715 | Mm-hm. | 78.3419 |
76 | DCB_int_01 | 78.5844 | Alright so where'd you go to school? | 79.5729 |
77 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 80.1511 | <ts> | 80.2118 |
79 | | 80.3283 | So I went to school- | 81.2737 |
81 | | 81.8100 | Uh, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Elementary School | 83.5073 |
83 | | 83.8383 | in Walker Mill. | 84.6124 |
85 | | 85.3351 | Um, | 85.7455 |
87 | | 86.3050 | before that I went to /RD-SCHOOL-6/ | 88.0898 |
89 | | 88.5327 | [um,] | 89.0783 |
90 | DCB_int_01 | 88.5374 | [Mm.] | 88.8078 |
91 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 89.6985 | in Lincoln Heights | 90.4678 |
93 | | 90.7709 | when we first moved here. | 91.8201 |
95 | | 92.4624 | And that was like my pre K three, | 94.3835 |
97 | | 94.6027 | pre K four | 95.2695 |
99 | | 95.7124 | days. | 96.0249 |
101 | | 96.7056 | My mom is a DC- | 97.5403 |
103 | | 97.6382 | DC teacher, so she taught there, and we went to school there. | 99.8753 |
105 | | 100.1364 | But | 100.2949 |
107 | | 101.0177 | after /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Elementary School, | 102.4445 |
109 | | 102.8036 | graduated from there and went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/ Middle School | 105.3029 |
111 | | 105.9965 | in Upper Marlboro, | 106.8685 |
112 | DCB_int_01 | 107.2928 | Mm-hm. | 107.6332 |
113 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 108.0762 | Maryland. | 108.5984 |
115 | | 108.9761 | And then | 109.6056 |
117 | | 109.8947 | went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ High School | 110.9858 |
119 | | 111.7634 | in Largo, Maryland. | 112.3835 |
121 | | 114.6264 | Then um, /RD-SCHOOL-8/ | 116.4076 |
123 | | 117.4976 | in Bowie, Maryland. It's where I graduated. | 118.9664 |
124 | DCB_int_01 | 120.6077 | And what's your current occupation? | 121.8341 |
125 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 122.4076 | I am | 123.1816 |
127 | | 123.4276 | the lead pastor of /RD-WORK-5/, | 125.5958 |
129 | | 127.5869 | and I am also | 128.6454 |
131 | | 129.1618 | the CEO of | 130.2809 |
133 | | 130.7006 | /RD-WORK-3/ | 131.6321 |
135 | | 132.4445 | /RD-WORK-4/ | 133.1952 |
137 | | 135.1059 | which is a multi media | 136.2436 |
139 | | 136.5187 | faith based | 137.1995 |
141 | | 137.5912 | uh, company. | 138.2627 |
142 | DCB_int_01 | 141.2924 | And what about your parents? Where was your dad and- your mom and dad born? | 143.9689 |
143 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 144.7663 | Um, my mom and dad are from Mississippi. | 146.5895 |
145 | | 147.0826 | So my father was born | 148.3042 |
147 | | 148.8125 | in | 149.2555 |
149 | | 149.4467 | uh, Hattiesburg, Mississippi, | 150.9994 |
151 | | 152.3610 | and my mother | 153.2096 |
153 | | 153.3017 | is from Smith- | 154.4861 |
155 | | 154.6167 | Smithville, Mississippi, | 155.7451 |
157 | | 156.4772 | the farmlands. | 157.2465 |
158 | DCB_int_01 | 158.0113 | Okay, I have no clue [where that is.] | 159.9219 |
159 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 159.1525 | [<laugh>] | 159.9079 |
160 | DCB_int_01 | 160.3649 | What'd your parents do? | 161.3347 |
161 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 161.8430 | So my dad | 162.5518 |
163 | | 162.7569 | um, | 163.3211 |
165 | | 163.9273 | he was in the Army National Guard. | 165.6608 |
167 | | 167.0223 | Um, | 167.4047 |
169 | | 167.5865 | so he is now l- | 168.4305 |
171 | | 168.6031 | a retired lieutenant colonel. | 169.9087 |
173 | | 171.2971 | And my mother | 172.0804 |
175 | | 172.7565 | uh, was a DC school teacher, so my mom has worked in DCPS | 175.7315 |
177 | | 176.3843 | maybe twenty five years, something like that. | 177.9219 |
178 | DCB_int_01 | 182.3190 | So | 182.7247 |
180 | | 183.0359 | let's start from the beginning. | 184.5794 |
181 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 184.9198 | Alright. | 185.2555 |
182 | DCB_int_01 | 185.6798 | You said you | 186.3000 |
184 | | 186.5424 | came here when you were about | 187.7688 |
186 | | 187.9973 | three | 188.5009 |
187 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 188.6361 | [Mm-hn.] | 188.9921 |
188 | DCB_int_01 | 188.8681 | [or] so. | 189.4474 |
189 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 189.6328 | [Mm-hm.] | 189.8613 |
190 | DCB_int_01 | 189.7913 | [And] you were in Northeast. | 191.2648 |
191 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 191.2928 | Mm-hm. | 191.5586 |
192 | DCB_int_01 | 191.7031 | Um, how did you guys start out in Northeast and then move to Maryland? | 194.8459 |
193 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 195.4929 | So | 195.9639 |
195 | | 196.2903 | uh, my mom | 197.0830 |
197 | | 197.3161 | taught at the | 198.1508 |
199 | | 198.2627 | private Christian school called /RD-SCHOOL-6/, which is now | 201.1024 |
201 | | 201.6095 | uh, | 201.9126 |
203 | | 202.0198 | closed up, | 202.6073 |
205 | | 202.8638 | condemned. | 203.3907 |
207 | | 203.7871 | Not condemned but it's- it's closed up. | 205.3584 |
209 | | 206.0532 | But um, | 206.6653 |
211 | | 206.8308 | so my mom working there we were able to go there | 208.7519 |
213 | | 209.5073 | um, until we were of age to go to | 211.3864 |
215 | | 211.9087 | PG County, | 212.5382 |
217 | | 213.1758 | and we moved to Forestville, | 214.4348 |
219 | | 215.1109 | um, | 215.6705 |
221 | | 215.8756 | started going to school, | 217.0181 |
223 | | 217.6289 | <ts> | 217.6895 |
225 | | 217.8574 | and uh, | 218.7247 |
227 | | 219.0091 | yeah. | 219.2796 |
229 | | 219.7587 | We lived in Forestville for most of my life, | 221.5399 |
231 | | 222.3233 | and uh, | 222.9061 |
233 | | 223.4424 | when I got married, | 224.2164 |
235 | | 224.8273 | my wife and I | 225.5267 |
237 | | 225.9405 | mo- lived briefly in Upper Marlboro before | 228.1694 |
239 | | 228.7010 | um, we moved here to DC. | 230.0252 |
240 | DCB_int_01 | 230.5603 | So tell me a little about your neighborhood in Forestville growing up. Was it [a lot] of kids? Did you live in a townhouse? [Apartment?] | 236.7433 |
241 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 234.2533 | [Hm.] | 234.5005 |
243 | | 236.3750 | [Mm-hm.] | 236.7480 |
244 | | 237.4230 | Yeah we lived in a townhouse- uh, townhouse complex. | 239.9134 |
246 | | 240.4352 | Um, | 241.0787 |
248 | | 241.7595 | had a lot of fun. | 242.3843 |
250 | | 242.9707 | You- There were uh- Growing up in the nineties, there were | 245.6425 |
252 | | 245.8570 | lot of | 246.3513 |
254 | | 246.4259 | you know, | 246.8082 |
256 | | 247.3864 | temptations to get pulled in the wrong direction. | 249.4836 |
258 | | 250.0944 | Um, | 250.7705 |
260 | | 251.6099 | you know, amidst of having fun | 253.4377 |
262 | | 253.9646 | we would um, also have to avoid certain things in the a- in the streets that we knew we weren't supposed to be involved in. | 259.4004 |
264 | | 259.9600 | And uh, | 260.6967 |
266 | | 261.1292 | yeah. It was pretty interesting just kind of | 262.8405 |
268 | | 263.2368 | experiencing | 264.1974 |
270 | | 264.9061 | the dynamics | 265.8760 |
272 | | 266.2631 | of | 266.8552 |
274 | | 267.4276 | being middle class black family, | 269.3161 |
276 | | 269.8150 | but having this | 270.9761 |
278 | | 271.6522 | um, | 272.3143 |
280 | | 273.7773 | kind of a | 274.6773 |
282 | | 274.8871 | hood mentality | 275.8663 |
284 | | 276.2440 | in the neighborhood. It was a unique hybrid | 278.1838 |
286 | | 278.9054 | in PG County | 279.8519 |
288 | | 280.4768 | um, | 281.0923 |
290 | | 281.9642 | especially with the gentrification that started coming to DC. | 284.6128 |
292 | | 285.2085 | We started having more elements of what a lot of people normally associated with | 288.5891 |
294 | | 289.1020 | Northeast and Southeast | 290.0998 |
296 | | 290.4589 | parts of DC | 291.3075 |
298 | | 291.8939 | as far as crime and drugs, things like that, | 294.0762 |
300 | | 294.5051 | you know, in our- in our community. | 296.2071 |
302 | | 296.3190 | So we were exposed to that, | 297.6000 |
304 | | 298.1550 | and tryna- | 298.7239 |
306 | | 298.9757 | for me as a kid, I was tryna walk the- | 300.5285 |
308 | | 301.3538 | walk the straight and narrow cause I- I grew up in a home where we- | 303.6748 |
310 | | 303.9079 | we learned about Jesus, learned about God, | 305.6425 |
312 | | 306.1601 | but | 306.4399 |
314 | | 306.6077 | you know, there were temptations pulling | 307.9227 |
316 | | 308.0672 | also. | 308.4589 |
318 | | 308.9800 | So you have this | 309.9032 |
320 | | 310.4721 | kind of dichotomy going on where it's like, you know, uh, | 313.0460 |
322 | | 313.4564 | I know I should do the right thing, but- | 315.9359 |
323 | DCB_int_01 | 316.4395 | <laugh> | 316.7799 |
324 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 316.8078 | You know. | 317.1342 |
326 | | 317.9549 | I could ask forgiveness. | 318.9761 |
328 | | 319.0787 | Um, so | 319.8760 |
330 | | 320.1465 | just growing up like that, I had to really | 321.6000 |
332 | | 322.2996 | make sure that um, | 323.6332 |
334 | | 324.2720 | I had a faith of my own in God, | 325.8294 |
336 | | 326.0252 | and that's really | 326.7014 |
338 | | 327.2318 | one of the strong points in my life that kept me from | 329.3441 |
340 | | 329.9409 | doing a lot of criminal activity that a lot of my friends ended up | 332.1651 |
342 | | 332.2724 | doing, | 332.7014 |
344 | | 333.3390 | um, | 333.8799 |
346 | | 334.3136 | and just getting involved in, so. | 335.6798 |
347 | DCB_int_01 | 336.5937 | Were you an only child? | 338.0859 |
348 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 338.3237 | No actually, I'm a middle child. So I have a older brother, | 341.1016 |
350 | | 341.3254 | and I have a younger brother. | 342.6870 |
352 | | 343.5916 | And so I'm dead smack in the middle. | 345.0837 |
354 | | 345.2131 | Three- my parents had three boys, so. | 346.9058 |
355 | DCB_int_01 | 347.5632 | So tell me about growing up | 348.6590 |
357 | | 348.8315 | as a middle child, and then talk a little bit about your brothers. | 352.0525 |
358 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 352.6866 | Um, | 353.2415 |
360 | | 353.4047 | middle child, | 354.0435 |
362 | | 354.3186 | um- | 354.8176 |
364 | | 355.7968 | It was pretty cool. | 356.5242 |
366 | | 357.2131 | I um- | 357.9778 |
368 | | 358.7799 | I was the skinniest of | 359.9596 |
370 | | 360.1181 | my brothers, so I got all their hand me downs. | 361.9879 |
372 | | 362.5148 | Even my l- younger brother was bigger than me. | 364.2716 |
374 | | 364.8591 | So | 365.2741 |
376 | | 365.7218 | it was just pretty fun | 366.6077 |
378 | | 366.8036 | to just get clothes from your little brother | 368.5895 |
380 | | 369.2784 | and no one buys you clothes because you can fit everybody else's. (laughing) | 372.0015 |
382 | | 372.4911 | But um- | 373.0274 |
384 | | 373.4797 | that's not true. They bought me clothes but | 374.8273 |
386 | | 375.5069 | I got a lot of hand me downs. | 376.3695 |
388 | | 376.7892 | It was pretty cool. Um, | 377.9456 |
390 | | 378.8269 | my older brother's three years older than me, so | 380.4123 |
392 | | 380.9287 | we kind of had a gap. | 381.7820 |
394 | | 381.8893 | We don't really- we didn't really play together as much as my little brother. He's just one year younger than me. | 385.0507 |
396 | | 385.5543 | So we had | 386.1698 |
398 | | 386.3050 | a lot more | 387.0045 |
400 | | 387.3204 | synergy | 387.9825 |
402 | | 388.5607 | playing with toys, playing sports together, things like that. | 391.2699 |
404 | | 391.9553 | But um, | 392.4356 |
406 | | 393.1758 | over all, it was pretty fun. We were video game | 395.0410 |
408 | | 395.4746 | fanatics, | 396.0948 |
410 | | 396.8036 | so when we were kids, | 398.3983 |
412 | | 398.6361 | of course, Nintendo, Sega Genesis. | 400.3835 |
414 | | 401.1482 | And then when the Nintendo Sixty Four came out when I was like, | 403.5869 |
416 | | 403.8807 | starting high school, | 404.6967 |
418 | | 404.7946 | I was just hooked. | 405.4754 |
420 | | 405.6887 | So I was like, well, | 406.3695 |
422 | | 406.9710 | no more homework for me. | 407.9736 |
424 | | 408.6310 | And we just- | 409.0507 |
426 | | 409.3958 | we would get a big bowl of cereal, | 410.6221 |
428 | | 411.1665 | uh, Frosted Flakes- | 412.2669 |
430 | | 412.5607 | we'd get a tub of it, | 413.5119 |
432 | | 414.2254 | and we would just go in the basement and just spend hours | 416.5615 |
434 | | 416.7993 | playing video games. | 417.6654 |
435 | DCB_int_01 | 417.6468 | What was your favorite? | 418.3602 |
436 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 418.7565 | <ts> | 418.8405 |
438 | | 419.8710 | My favorite video game was | 421.0647 |
440 | | 421.2186 | probably | 422.0532 |
442 | | 422.5475 | WCW vs NWO, | 424.4675 |
444 | | 424.6633 | which is a wrestling game. | 425.7544 |
446 | | 426.8549 | And it tied with like, GoldenEye Double O Seven. | 429.5955 |
448 | | 429.7867 | It's like a | 430.1410 |
450 | | 430.3975 | first person shooter game. | 431.5306 |
452 | | 432.2860 | So before all the new games like Halo and Call of Duty, | 435.0557 |
454 | | 435.4603 | it was Double Oh Seven, and it was just a first person shooter game. | 437.9782 |
456 | | 438.4165 | So tha- those were like revolutionary games, and I was like, man, | 441.6000 |
458 | | 442.1224 | no need to see the sunlight. | 443.0317 |
460 | | 443.2368 | I'm just in here. | 444.0155 |
462 | | 444.8362 | So I really feel bad for kids now having all this technology, | 447.0639 |
464 | | 447.2551 | tryna focus in school. | 448.2250 |
466 | | 448.8312 | I probably would have just | 449.5726 |
468 | | 449.6378 | flunked high school | 450.5685 |
469 | DCB_int_01 | 450.5564 | [<laugh>] | 452.4076 |
470 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 451.7968 | [with all the video] games that they have now. | 453.3402 |
471 | DCB_int_01 | 454.5467 | So | 455.0923 |
473 | | 455.2928 | how did your- did you guys move here because your dad was in the military? | 458.8459 |
474 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 459.2411 | Yeah, so my dad got stationed- | 461.2741 |
476 | | 461.7964 | my dad was stationed at- | 462.8036 |
477 | DCB_int_01 | 462.7616 | <cough> | 463.4937 |
478 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 463.6382 | Um, he was stationed at Scott Air Force Base | 465.5069 |
480 | | 465.9452 | um, where I- where I was born. | 467.3674 |
482 | | 467.6845 | And you know, being a military brat, | 469.0787 |
484 | | 469.6522 | people normally expect | 470.8226 |
486 | | 470.9660 | that I moved around a lot, | 472.0198 |
488 | | 472.1737 | but th- | 472.4115 |
490 | | 472.4954 | that was actually our last stop. | 473.6798 |
492 | | 474.1088 | After I was born, the last stop was | 475.8341 |
494 | | 476.3889 | the DC Armory. | 477.1164 |
496 | | 477.4882 | So my dad was working at the DC Armory right by RFK Stadium, | 480.4119 |
498 | | 480.9854 | and uh, that's how we got here. | 482.2864 |
500 | | 482.8832 | And um, | 483.5080 |
502 | | 484.0991 | yeah, | 484.5933 |
504 | | 484.9617 | just been here ever since. | 485.8617 |
505 | DCB_int_01 | 486.7476 | So tell me about | 487.9646 |
507 | | 488.4869 | um- | 489.1537 |
509 | | 489.5815 | okay so your mom worked for DCPS, | 491.4280 |
510 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 491.3721 | Mm-hm. | 491.7358 |
511 | DCB_int_01 | 492.4165 | and so you were- | 493.6662 |
513 | | 493.9926 | well you were kind of in and out of | 495.5955 |
515 | | 496.4908 | the school system, or in DC [and in-] | 498.6497 |
516 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 498.1554 | [Mm-hm.] | 498.4911 |
517 | DCB_int_01 | 499.0181 | in um, Forestville. | 500.7874 |
518 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 500.8552 | [Mm-hm.] | 501.1245 |
519 | DCB_int_01 | 501.0313 | [So] tell me about elementary school. | 502.7845 |
520 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 503.0783 | [Yeah] yeah. | 503.5819 |
521 | DCB_int_01 | 503.0783 | [Like-] | 503.3254 |
522 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 504.4072 | Yeah, well, you know, I never went to school in my neighbor- | 506.8832 |
524 | | 506.9520 | in my city. It's so weird. | 508.2157 |
526 | | 508.5933 | I lived in Forestville, | 509.7078 |
528 | | 509.8990 | but went to elementary school in Walker Mill. | 511.7688 |
530 | | 512.0532 | Went to middle school in Upper Marlboro, | 513.6000 |
532 | | 513.9079 | went to high school in Largo. | 514.8778 |
534 | | 514.9944 | But there's a elementary, middle, and high school in Forestville. | 517.1719 |
536 | | 517.4843 | So I lived right on that | 518.3237 |
538 | | 519.0278 | edge of the city l- l- | 520.3835 |
540 | | 520.5560 | like the divisor in the countr- in the county. | 522.5145 |
542 | | 522.9341 | But I didn't go | 523.5590 |
544 | | 524.0159 | in any of my city's schools. Anyway, | 525.2050 |
546 | | 525.7400 | um, elementary school was pretty fun. | 527.4513 |
548 | | 527.7964 | I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Elementary School, | 529.2139 |
550 | | 529.4517 | which was | 529.9180 |
552 | | 530.2351 | I believe the first- | 531.5862 |
554 | | 532.2436 | if not the first, one of the first elementary schools | 534.8315 |
556 | | 535.8481 | um, to start uniforms. | 536.9811 |
558 | | 537.2038 | So before- | 537.8380 |
560 | | 538.0012 | before all these schools had uniforms, | 539.6612 |
562 | | 540.0482 | /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Elementary School | 541.4284 |
564 | | 541.8341 | had uniforms, | 542.7666 |
566 | | 542.8821 | home of the Bears. | 543.9312 |
568 | | 544.5887 | And I remember because | 546.0715 |
570 | | 546.2860 | we went to kindergarten there, I was like, | 547.7361 |
572 | | 548.5603 | why is everybody wearing white shirts and blue ties and blue pants? | 551.6332 |
574 | | 551.7404 | I was like, what is that? | 552.2953 |
576 | | 552.8922 | And um, | 553.6755 |
578 | | 553.9693 | they- they said that because the kids were having | 555.9126 |
580 | | 556.3789 | um, | 556.8638 |
582 | | 557.4420 | challenges, making fun of each other and not focusing in school, | 560.2677 |
584 | | 560.4682 | this school was test piloted- | 561.8193 |
586 | | 561.9778 | what if everybody wore the same thing? | 563.4513 |
588 | | 564.2300 | Would it help? | 564.6730 |
590 | | 565.2699 | And then they saw- they said it helped as far as kids being focused, so | 568.3742 |
592 | | 568.9058 | we all wore the same thing. | 569.9503 |
594 | | 570.2160 | <ts> | 570.3140 |
596 | | 570.5471 | So elementary school was pretty fun, had some fun teachers. | 572.7573 |
598 | | 573.2877 | Um, | 573.7960 |
600 | | 575.0596 | we used to uh, have those | 576.3559 |
602 | | 576.8082 | big posters on the wall in the school down the hallway like, | 579.4696 |
604 | | 579.9359 | DARE, | 580.6213 |
606 | | 580.8824 | say no to drugs, or | 581.9596 |
608 | | 582.4026 | Saved by the Bell. | 583.4797 |
610 | | 584.1138 | I actually went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Elementary School like, | 585.9266 |
612 | | 587.0456 | five years ago, to visit, | 588.2906 |
614 | | 588.6637 | and the same | 589.8014 |
615 | DCB_int_01 | 589.9553 | <laugh> | 591.1210 |
616 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 591.2936 | black girl from Saved by the Bell, Lisa, | 593.4280 |
617 | DCB_int_01 | 593.5679 | Mm-hm. | 593.7824 |
618 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 594.3932 | she is still | 595.6056 |
620 | | 595.7874 | on the wall (laughing). | 597.0045 |
622 | | 597.5908 | And I was just like, oh my gosh. | 599.6658 |
624 | | 600.1927 | Like, | 600.3932 |
626 | | 600.4958 | Lark Voorhies is her name I think. | 601.9740 |
627 | DCB_int_01 | 602.1978 | Mm. | 602.3470 |
628 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 602.4869 | Why- y'all couldn't get another poster? | 603.9685 |
630 | | 604.6167 | So /RD-SCHOOL-2/, | 605.4327 |
632 | | 605.7078 | God bless 'em. | 606.2673 |
634 | | 606.3513 | Hopefully they got a new poster now. But I was just like, man, y'all keeping it- um, | 609.3169 |
636 | | 609.6841 | <ts> | 609.7913 |
638 | | 610.2996 | keeping it traditional here. | 611.3068 |
640 | | 611.7591 | And the same Chester the Cheetos | 613.5170 |
642 | | 613.7315 | advertisement from when I was a kid is still there. | 615.5500 |
644 | | 616.1644 | But um, the school was great. | 617.3581 |
646 | | 617.4560 | Um, /RD-NAME-5/ was our principal. | 619.7361 |
648 | | 620.1838 | She was a great- great woman. | 621.2376 |
650 | | 621.3484 | She's been a delegate now in PG County, | 623.0177 |
652 | | 623.5819 | and she really | 624.2813 |
654 | | 624.8315 | is kind of like a Joe Clarke. | 625.8854 |
656 | | 626.0905 | She- she kind of whipped us into shape | 627.7447 |
658 | | 628.2343 | um, cause the school wasn't like- really struggling, | 630.3886 |
660 | | 630.8688 | and she came in and like, really | 632.2957 |
662 | | 632.4915 | cracked the whip. | 633.0045 |
664 | | 633.7260 | Um, | 634.3602 |
666 | | 634.9990 | yeah. | 635.2881 |
667 | DCB_int_01 | 636.6637 | Did you have a favorite subject- I mean I know you were still young, but did you have a class or a teacher that you were like, | 641.1902 |
669 | | 641.5166 | I really like them. | 642.5191 |
670 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 643.1067 | Yeah, uh, | 644.0299 |
672 | | 645.5302 | uh, Miss /RD-NAME-3/. | 646.8078 |
674 | | 647.0736 | Sh- she was a- I- Irish lady. | 648.4585 |
676 | | 648.8875 | Miss /RD-NAME-3/ was real cool. | 650.2164 |
678 | | 650.7422 | Um, | 651.3017 |
680 | | 651.4416 | my fourth grade teacher. | 652.3882 |
682 | | 652.9058 | Um- cause my mom was a English teacher in DC, | 655.0600 |
684 | | 655.4937 | but Miss /RD-NAME-3/ would really really- | 656.9858 |
686 | | 657.4230 | used to encourage me with like writing. | 659.1902 |
688 | | 659.8756 | Um, | 660.3839 |
690 | | 661.3072 | I didn't know later I would be | 662.3656 |
692 | | 662.8028 | a pastor or | 663.5955 |
694 | | 664.4675 | you know, a rapper, | 665.2415 |
696 | | 665.5819 | you know. | 665.9922 |
698 | | 666.3839 | So writing was gonna become something that I really did a lot of, but | 669.2924 |
700 | | 669.5955 | at the time, | 670.2576 |
702 | | 670.6819 | I was just interested in stories | 672.0388 |
704 | | 672.1181 | and writing. | 672.6683 |
706 | | 673.2838 | Um, | 673.8574 |
708 | | 674.2257 | so she was really really | 675.1199 |
710 | | 675.2831 | really great. | 675.8380 |
712 | | 676.3416 | And then um, Miss /RD-NAME-3/. | 677.9642 |
714 | | 678.5518 | Miss- Miss /RD-NAME-1/- | 679.2232 |
716 | | 679.5683 | There was a Miss /RD-NAME-3/, then a Miss /RD-NAME-3/. | 681.3344 |
718 | | 681.3996 | So Miss /RD-NAME-3/ was my sixth grade teacher, | 683.3301 |
720 | | 684.0575 | and she- she's also a pastor | 685.4890 |
722 | | 685.9413 | um, of a church. | 686.8133 |
724 | | 687.2411 | Um, but she was a great teacher. She was | 689.2135 |
726 | | 689.8010 | just awesome. | 690.4585 |
728 | | 690.8315 | She- she was very focused and helped us grow | 693.0977 |
730 | | 693.5722 | in o- in our- | 694.2390 |
732 | | 694.3882 | in our English and reading. So that's my favorite subject, English and reading. | 697.3305 |
734 | | 698.1605 | [And math-] | 698.7154 |
735 | DCB_int_01 | 698.1698 | [I can see] why. | 698.9112 |
736 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 699.2551 | yeah math, | 699.7820 |
738 | | 700.0291 | ugh- | 700.9944 |
740 | | 702.2487 | uh, it's tough. | 703.0460 |
742 | | 703.4097 | [<laugh>] | 704.2491 |
743 | DCB_int_01 | 704.0719 | [<laugh>] | 704.9718 |
744 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 704.7189 | It was like, uh, | 705.5442 |
745 | | 705.7354 | if I have to take it I will, | 706.6120 |
747 | | 706.7379 | but- | 706.8871 |
748 | DCB_int_01 | 707.2555 | So how- okay, so we went- | 708.4958 |
750 | | 708.7383 | then the next school, | 710.0672 |
751 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 711.0826 | [At /RD-SCHOOL-4/.] | 712.0478 |
752 | DCB_int_01 | 711.0872 | [you went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/.] | 712.3742 |
753 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 712.4954 | Mm-hm. | 712.8312 |
754 | DCB_int_01 | 712.8078 | How was middle school? Cause I know that's a weird time for- | 715.3491 |
755 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 715.6102 | Yeah. | 715.9973 |
757 | | 716.7200 | So middle school was interesting for a number of reasons. One, | 719.2881 |
759 | | 720.7429 | I went from a school- | 721.9646 |
761 | | 722.5055 | a elementary school that had uniforms to a middle school that didn't. | 724.7519 |
763 | | 725.7591 | So I had never shopped for school. I had never like, | 728.2351 |
765 | | 728.5895 | shopped for clothes | 729.9405 |
767 | | 730.0944 | to wear. | 730.5374 |
769 | | 730.8032 | I didn't know what was cool to wear cause we just wore uniforms. | 733.6522 |
771 | | 734.3237 | So that's back when Karl Kani was real hot. | 736.0991 |
772 | DCB_int_01 | 736.2903 | Mm. | 736.4255 |
773 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 736.7146 | It was just | 737.3208 |
775 | | 737.3954 | a t-shirt with a big brass square on your chest. | 740.1698 |
777 | | 740.8879 | I'm like, come on Karl. | 741.6794 |
779 | | 742.0898 | God bless you Karl if you hear this recording. | 743.7218 |
780 | DCB_int_01 | 743.9036 | [<laugh>] | 744.1787 |
781 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 743.9269 | [But] | 744.1041 |
782 | | 744.5937 | dog, it was like a big | 745.5263 |
784 | | 745.9460 | brass | 746.6034 |
786 | | 747.2784 | rectangle with his name. | 748.7612 |
788 | | 749.5586 | And the shirt would get heavy right there. | 751.3165 |
790 | | 751.5729 | If you washed it, it's like, metal- metal is like, on your chest. | 754.8078 |
792 | | 755.7264 | I'm like, why not | 756.5658 |
794 | | 756.7383 | use a silk screen or- | 757.7828 |
796 | | 758.3470 | <ts> | 758.4356 |
798 | | 759.0324 | anyway. So- | 759.7307 |
800 | | 760.4022 | so I got a- I got a Karl Kani shirt. | 761.9922 |
802 | | 762.0948 | We used to get those um, | 763.1346 |
804 | | 763.5310 | Warner Brothers shirts, | 764.8133 |
806 | | 764.9054 | like Bugs Bunny with his hop hop clothes on, and like, | 767.6238 |
808 | | 768.3466 | Disney- everybody was into hip hop. This was the nineties. | 770.8832 |
810 | | 771.2784 | And ninety five. | 772.0898 |
812 | | 772.8824 | So I would wear those kind of shirts. | 774.2300 |
814 | | 774.5797 | Went to /RD-NAME-4/, it was culture shock. | 776.2071 |
816 | | 776.6780 | I was small skinny dude with the glasses, | 778.8778 |
818 | | 779.3394 | and we was- first time going to school with white people | 781.3398 |
820 | | 781.9786 | because | 782.6780 |
822 | | 783.0499 | um- | 783.4976 |
824 | | 783.8473 | Again, I lived in Forestville, Maryland on that | 786.3140 |
826 | | 786.4818 | c- | 786.6031 |
828 | | 786.7569 | edge. | 787.2186 |
830 | | 788.5382 | We were all shocked, all my friends and I, we got bussed from Forestville, | 791.9829 |
832 | | 792.6264 | you know. | 793.0087 |
834 | | 794.0579 | Lower middle class, middle class-ish | 795.9685 |
836 | | 796.0898 | black people | 796.7472 |
838 | | 797.6099 | to farm land. <laugh> | 799.8481 |
840 | | 800.2910 | We would drive past trailer parks and cows. | 802.4581 |
842 | | 803.0177 | I'm like, what? | 803.4233 |
844 | | 803.8010 | What is this? Where we going? | 805.0927 |
846 | | 805.2838 | Bus driver you got the wrong way. | 806.7060 |
848 | | 807.1816 | This isn't the right way to school. I remember my friends like, what the heck? | 809.9782 |
850 | | 810.6264 | Where are they taking us? | 811.2932 |
852 | | 811.7828 | But um, | 812.4449 |
854 | | 813.1199 | in middle school, | 813.9499 |
856 | | 814.4208 | uh, I had some great experiences. I had a great art teacher, | 816.6357 |
858 | | 816.7802 | uh, Mr. /RD-NAME-1/, /RD-NAME-3/. | 818.8459 |
860 | | 819.3950 | And he really helped me get- | 820.8638 |
862 | | 820.9524 | cause I love comic books. So, | 822.3606 |
864 | | 822.4492 | he was a comic book artist, and so he really- | 824.2071 |
866 | | 824.5009 | I was in the art club, and | 825.6000 |
868 | | 826.5887 | I would draw and paint. | 827.6005 |
870 | | 827.9316 | He- his class was my favorite. | 829.0507 |
872 | | 829.6849 | I had some dope English teachers. | 830.8925 |
874 | | 831.1478 | First time I started rapping was | 832.6726 |
876 | | 832.9804 | in my English teacher's class, Miss /RD-SCHOOL-3/. | 834.9248 |
878 | | 835.4610 | We had to create this | 836.5661 |
880 | | 836.7993 | culture. | 837.3029 |
882 | | 837.6235 | We had to create a society | 838.6866 |
884 | | 839.1669 | using our imaginations, and so | 840.6497 |
886 | | 840.9388 | three of my friends, we created this uh- | 842.8506 |
888 | | 843.5955 | this- this uh, nation called the Reptil- the Reptiles. | 846.5844 |
890 | | 847.0833 | And I drew the flag. It was like a r- a lizard, with its like- | 850.0478 |
892 | | 850.1830 | the two- | 850.5840 |
894 | | 850.7472 | two deuces up | 851.3912 |
896 | | 851.4886 | peace sign. | 852.0482 |
898 | | 852.6077 | And they hated snakes, | 854.1884 |
900 | | 854.7620 | so | 855.1210 |
902 | | 855.2131 | Goodie Mob was a hip hop group that was real popular back then, | 857.9829 |
904 | | 858.6217 | and um, | 859.2605 |
906 | | 859.3911 | you know, the song was, who's that peaking in my window? (singing) <snap> | 862.2576 |
908 | | 862.4395 | /Blow/, <snap> | 863.5586 |
910 | | 864.0435 | Nobody now. So, | 865.3398 |
912 | | 865.5916 | don't ask us how we got | 866.7340 |
914 | | 867.0740 | [the- the-] the instrumental, but we got the instrumental. The- /mind/- This is nineteen ninety five, so | 871.0561 |
915 | DCB_int_01 | 867.0926 | [<laugh>] | 867.4936 |
916 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 871.4431 | there was no internet to like, | 872.6601 |
918 | | 873.0273 | download the beat from, but somehow- | 874.8738 |
920 | | 875.4520 | somehow we got the beat on a tape. | 877.5550 |
922 | | 877.9187 | And we wrote my first time writing a rap song. | 879.9553 |
924 | | 880.4402 | I was like, in t- | 881.1816 |
926 | | 881.6852 | eighth grade. | 882.1468 |
928 | | 882.5572 | So we were writing this rap song, and I was like- | 884.5062 |
930 | | 885.2698 | Yeah I remember it um, cause my name is /RD-NAME-6/. | 888.0349 |
932 | | 888.6831 | So my- my verse was, | 890.0493 |
934 | | 890.6170 | species number three. It be me little ST, the baddest one of them all, finna make them snakes fall. (rapping) | 895.6156 |
936 | | 895.7788 | That's all I remember that I wrote | 896.7441 |
938 | | 897.2372 | because we hated- cause we were the Rep- | 898.3050 |
940 | | 898.7853 | Uh, /RD-NAME-4/, s- you know, I was species number three. I was the third one, and we hated snakes. | 903.2185 |
942 | | 903.7641 | So I remember that, and I was like, man, rapping is | 905.7225 |
944 | | 905.8437 | cool, man. Like, | 906.6644 |
946 | | 906.8090 | I never thought I could rap. | 907.6856 |
948 | | 908.5004 | I grew up listening to it but I never thought I would be rapping. | 910.4868 |
950 | | 911.1536 | So | 911.6106 |
952 | | 911.9603 | that was great from a academics perspective. | 914.1087 |
954 | | 914.2766 | Um, | 914.7802 |
956 | | 915.0087 | socially, I was kind of awkward. | 916.5847 |
958 | | 917.1769 | Um, I had a guy who was a uh, | 918.7950 |
960 | | 918.8602 | somewhat of a- not somewhat, he was actually a bully, | 920.8035 |
962 | | 920.9574 | this big guy. | 921.6895 |
964 | | 922.0392 | I don't know where this guy came from, but he just saw me, and was like, hey, you're small. | 925.7975 |
966 | | 926.3792 | You know, you have glasses. | 927.6699 |
968 | | 928.1091 | Let's try you. | 928.8972 |
970 | | 929.4054 | So | 929.7831 |
972 | | 929.9556 | I had some insecurities. You know, | 931.8814 |
974 | | 932.2218 | uh, got me to the point where I actually was very suicidal, | 934.5847 |
976 | | 934.8832 | /RD-NAME-2/. | 935.1023 |
978 | | 935.5453 | So I tried to take my life twice in one day. | 937.6716 |
980 | | 938.3652 | Um, I remember that day because I made a um, | 940.9718 |
982 | | 941.3635 | noose out of a jump rope, | 942.6318 |
984 | | 943.2519 | and I put it around my neck, and I tried to to hang myself. And the one thing that kept me | 947.2282 |
986 | | 948.1095 | was | 948.9722 |
988 | | 949.7369 | my faith in God. | 950.8500 |
990 | | 951.0040 | There was like- | 951.4703 |
992 | | 951.5916 | there was a knowing that my life had purpose. | 953.5593 |
994 | | 954.2074 | Um, I got saved when I was six, and so I gave my life to Jesus Christ when I was six. So at this time I was like, | 958.9904 |
996 | | 959.5779 | twelve. | 960.0769 |
998 | | 960.5851 | And at twelve, I was like, man, my life would be better if I'm not in it. | 963.2278 |
1000 | | 963.9459 | And so | 964.5008 |
1002 | | 965.0231 | you know, I had low self esteem. | 966.4872 |
1004 | | 966.9488 | Um, I had some just challenges with- | 968.2171 |
1006 | | 968.4398 | challenges in my home like not getting along with my parents, and | 971.1583 |
1008 | | 971.7318 | you know, I didn't have many friends. So I just felt like a outcast for this part of my life. | 975.4517 |
1010 | | 976.1185 | And I thank God that I didn't take my life because | 978.5292 |
1012 | | 979.3965 | I didn't know what I was gonna become, | 981.3118 |
1014 | | 981.7874 | [you know?] | 982.1418 |
1015 | DCB_int_01 | 981.8014 | [Mm-hm.] | 982.2444 |
1016 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 982.6034 | Um, I didn't know I'd be a speaker that travels around the country and talks to kids and be a pastor here in DC and | 987.5589 |
1018 | | 987.9599 | be a hip hop artist and stuff. Like I didn't know all that- | 990.1515 |
1020 | | 990.8090 | to help people, encourage people. | 992.3447 |
1022 | | 992.6730 | So I feel like the devil- | 993.6801 |
1024 | | 994.0765 | I believe in the devil. | 994.8645 |
1026 | | 995.0231 | If you're listening to this recording, | 996.0909 |
1028 | | 996.4546 | I believe in the devil and God. | 997.7042 |
1030 | | 998.3978 | So | 998.8222 |
1032 | | 999.0087 | I believe that the devil wanted me to- | 1000.5428 |
1034 | | 1001.2142 | to- to kill myself so that | 1002.7157 |
1036 | | 1003.2519 | I wouldn't reach my potential, my purpose. | 1005.0087 |
1038 | | 1006.1278 | All throughout the Bible | 1006.9671 |
1040 | | 1007.3308 | I started noticing like, | 1008.2634 |
1042 | | 1008.6737 | Satan would try to kill significant people when they were children. | 1011.3584 |
1044 | | 1011.4936 | You know, | 1011.8667 |
1046 | | 1012.1324 | the King tried to kill | 1013.0790 |
1048 | | 1013.5546 | uh, Moses. Or Pharaoh tried to kill Moses, all the babies, so Moses wouldn't come, and then | 1017.1859 |
1050 | | 1017.5776 | the King tried to kill Jesus, | 1018.7899 |
1052 | | 1018.8738 | p- so Jesus wouldn't become and be the Messiah. | 1020.8043 |
1054 | | 1021.1540 | So I feel- not that I'm Moses or Jesus, but I just f- | 1023.3677 |
1056 | | 1023.4890 | I just see a pattern of, | 1024.6594 |
1058 | | 1025.1303 | let's take him out of the equation before he can do some damage. | 1027.9840 |
1060 | | 1028.7103 | So | 1029.1019 |
1062 | | 1030.4076 | once I got past that part, | 1032.1515 |
1064 | | 1032.4965 | where I realized my life had purpose, | 1033.9141 |
1066 | | 1034.5424 | um, | 1034.9714 |
1068 | | 1035.2278 | it didn't matter what the dude said or tried to shove me or stuff. I learned to avoid him. | 1038.5851 |
1070 | | 1039.0701 | Um, | 1039.5877 |
1072 | | 1039.9141 | and I got my little brother on him a little bit cause my little brother was bigger than me, so my little brother was tryna fight him. | 1043.9277 |
1074 | | 1044.6924 | So | 1045.0607 |
1076 | | 1045.3918 | I w- I made it through middle school, | 1047.0040 |
1078 | | 1047.3864 | and uh- | 1048.1138 |
1080 | | 1049.0371 | and yeah. | 1049.5593 |
1082 | | 1049.7411 | But that was a very difficult time | 1051.1447 |
1084 | | 1051.3265 | cause that's when you're tryna | 1052.4689 |
1086 | | 1053.0507 | figure out everything. Y- you're not necessarily a little kid anymore, but you're not a | 1056.5385 |
1088 | | 1057.3545 | teenager either. | 1058.1938 |
1090 | | 1058.3512 | You're really- It's the tween. | 1059.5589 |
1092 | | 1059.8387 | [You're not a teen], you're a tween, so I was in between | 1062.2820 |
1093 | DCB_int_01 | 1059.8387 | [Mm-hm.] | 1060.2770 |
1094 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1063.1633 | what- | 1063.5084 |
1096 | | 1064.0621 | who I was and didn't know exactly where I was going | 1066.4355 |
1098 | | 1066.5568 | and who I was gonna be. | 1067.3448 |
1100 | | 1067.9556 | But God was the center for my | 1069.9451 |
1102 | | 1070.8082 | uh- | 1071.4657 |
1104 | | 1071.7687 | s- sustaining me in that time, | 1073.3774 |
1106 | | 1073.5267 | you know. | 1073.8158 |
1108 | | 1074.4313 | So yeah. | 1074.8090 |
1110 | | 1074.9209 | So that was middle school. | 1075.6110 |
1111 | DCB_int_01 | 1075.9036 | So how did you- | 1076.5937 |
1113 | | 1076.8128 | how d- how did you fare in high school then? | 1078.6034 |
1115 | | 1078.7946 | Like how was high school for you? | 1080.1466 |
1116 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1080.2494 | Okay, so | 1081.0048 |
1118 | | 1083.1346 | I just- I just told you all that, | 1084.8459 |
1120 | | 1085.0371 | God was significant in my life in middle school. | 1087.0794 |
1122 | | 1088.0994 | N- this is nineteen ninety five, summer of going into nineteen ninety six. | 1091.4894 |
1123 | DCB_int_01 | 1091.6292 | Mm-hm. | 1091.9510 |
1124 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1092.0536 | I w- | 1092.2914 |
1126 | | 1092.5618 | I said, well I'm going in the total opposite direction. | 1094.9621 |
1128 | | 1095.3071 | Thank you God for keeping me from killing myself, | 1097.1629 |
1130 | | 1097.6665 | but | 1098.3660 |
1132 | | 1098.9488 | I won't be punked again, homie. | 1100.2125 |
1134 | | 1100.9900 | So I went- | 1101.8993 |
1136 | | 1102.1837 | I got- I went into a very rebellious stage. I started hanging with | 1104.7716 |
1138 | | 1105.2240 | my older brother and some of his friends, was smoking weed. | 1107.7734 |
1140 | | 1108.2630 | Um, | 1108.9578 |
1142 | | 1109.4894 | you know, | 1109.9836 |
1144 | | 1110.2774 | just | 1110.5665 |
1146 | | 1110.9861 | being rebellious. | 1111.8161 |
1148 | | 1112.2253 | I- I hit a growth spurt the summer after eighth grade. I remember looking up to the sky and just saying- | 1116.1841 |
1150 | | 1116.5945 | you know, cursing God. | 1117.5643 |
1152 | | 1118.3186 | Um, again, | 1119.0460 |
1154 | | 1119.4563 | uh, | 1119.7454 |
1156 | | 1119.9319 | God- | 1120.2397 |
1158 | | 1120.3749 | I knew God called me | 1121.5173 |
1160 | | 1122.0163 | to- to live for him. | 1123.3965 |
1162 | | 1124.0575 | I- I went from being suicidal and depressed | 1126.5941 |
1164 | | 1126.9578 | to being extremely prideful and thinking I don't need God | 1129.3359 |
1166 | | 1129.4757 | within a matter of months. | 1130.4689 |
1168 | | 1130.8315 | <laugh> | 1131.0833 |
1170 | | 1131.7921 | Um, | 1132.2210 |
1172 | | 1132.4215 | hey. | 1132.6360 |
1174 | | 1133.1023 | The young- | 1133.4287 |
1176 | | 1133.7505 | the young | 1134.0815 |
1177 | DCB_int_01 | 1133.9929 | Mm-hm. | 1134.3007 |
1178 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1134.4359 | twelve year old mind. <laugh> | 1135.5177 |
1180 | | 1135.9420 | So God helped me, and then I was like, okay, thanks God. Now I don't need you | 1139.4241 |
1182 | | 1139.6526 | cause I'm not gonna be vulnerable anymore. | 1141.2379 |
1183 | DCB_int_01 | 1141.5643 | Mm. | 1141.7509 |
1184 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1141.9689 | So | 1142.4352 |
1186 | | 1142.8595 | I started hanging with dudes that were | 1144.3936 |
1188 | | 1144.9298 | you know, selling drugs, getting in gang fights. | 1147.3872 |
1190 | | 1147.8348 | The- the bad of- | 1148.5331 |
1192 | | 1148.6636 | the badder influence of my neighborhood. | 1150.3796 |
1194 | | 1150.9018 | And we went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ High School, so mind you, Forestville is a | 1154.0073 |
1196 | | 1154.5611 | lower middle class | 1156.2490 |
1198 | | 1156.7713 | neighborhood | 1157.5360 |
1200 | | 1157.8484 | that had some | 1158.6411 |
1202 | | 1158.9302 | elements of | 1159.7509 |
1204 | | 1160.2020 | drug use, | 1161.0367 |
1206 | | 1161.1439 | drug abuse, drug dealing, | 1162.3330 |
1208 | | 1162.8226 | crime, criminal, gun shots here and there. | 1164.8836 |
1210 | | 1166.0446 | And well then I go to /RD-SCHOOL-2/, | 1167.5406 |
1212 | | 1168.6967 | which if you're listening to this recording, you don't know where /RD-SCHOOL-2/ is, it's like- | 1171.9654 |
1214 | | 1172.9201 | P- | 1173.0134 |
1216 | | 1173.1019 | Prince George's County at one time was the most affluent black county in America, and /RD-SCHOOL-2/ was like, the mecca of it. | 1178.3804 |
1218 | | 1178.9014 | So this was nineteen ninety six. | 1180.5428 |
1220 | | 1180.9251 | We were going to school with kids pulling up in | 1182.9591 |
1222 | | 1183.1960 | Benzes | 1183.7555 |
1224 | | 1183.9607 | and like, | 1184.4177 |
1226 | | 1184.7569 | Lexuses, and I'm like, y'all are rich dudes, you know. | 1187.5546 |
1228 | | 1188.1002 | And- and they- | 1188.8836 |
1230 | | 1189.0188 | and there was this kind of | 1190.0388 |
1232 | | 1190.5424 | c- social cast | 1191.8667 |
1234 | | 1191.9879 | system | 1192.5708 |
1236 | | 1193.0557 | in /RD-SCHOOL-2/ High School | 1194.1795 |
1238 | | 1194.7157 | kind of like uh, Romeo and Juliet. | 1196.3151 |
1240 | | 1197.2465 | Um, the- like, | 1197.9689 |
1242 | | 1198.1138 | you got the haves and the have nots, and they don't like each other. | 1200.8696 |
1244 | | 1201.3545 | So they called us | 1202.3757 |
1246 | | 1202.5284 | dirty Forestville bamas, and | 1204.2723 |
1248 | | 1204.4682 | we called them rich /RD-SCHOOL-2/ bamas, and there were lots of fights. | 1207.3032 |
1250 | | 1207.8628 | So I found myself | 1208.7802 |
1252 | | 1209.4330 | hitting a growth spurt, | 1210.3283 |
1254 | | 1211.1023 | uh, got a little facial hair. | 1212.3287 |
1256 | | 1212.4639 | I got like one | 1213.2939 |
1258 | | 1213.5026 | s- | 1213.6518 |
1260 | | 1214.0015 | piece of s- | 1214.4678 |
1262 | | 1215.0413 | beard | 1215.3537 |
1264 | | 1215.4470 | [that came in], | 1216.0951 |
1265 | DCB_int_01 | 1215.4517 | [<laugh>] | 1217.1909 |
1266 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1216.5847 | [and I thought I was] grown. | 1217.7085 |
1267 | | 1218.5898 | Um, I started hanging with seniors being a freshman, so you know that's- that gave me some cool points. | 1222.9158 |
1269 | | 1223.3168 | And s- and some of the guys that didn't wanna h- catch my back in middle school, they all wanted to impress me because I was hanging with the seniors cause my older brother was a senior. | 1230.4825 |
1271 | | 1230.8742 | And I was a freshman. | 1231.5597 |
1273 | | 1232.3792 | But in the midst of that, I'm sitting at the senior table at lunch. I'm hanging with senior girls. I'm talking to girls cause my brother's cool, he plays football. | 1238.2964 |
1275 | | 1238.8875 | You know, I'm- I'm- | 1239.5776 |
1277 | | 1239.7314 | I'm hanging with drug dealers. One of my- | 1241.1676 |
1279 | | 1241.4800 | One of my friends /RD-NAME-1/- I wanted to be just like /RD-NAME-1/. | 1243.5037 |
1281 | | 1244.6730 | Um, he used to grow out his pinky nail and- | 1246.6314 |
1283 | | 1246.7386 | and cut up cocaine. | 1247.7738 |
1285 | | 1248.5618 | And um, I was hanging with these guys, | 1250.7802 |
1287 | | 1250.8828 | and I remember | 1251.5962 |
1289 | | 1251.9646 | a moment | 1252.7713 |
1291 | | 1253.4847 | um, in ninth grade where | 1254.8789 |
1293 | | 1255.5597 | we were riding to the /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Suitland game. | 1257.5030 |
1295 | | 1257.7408 | And back then, /RD-SCHOOL-2/ and Suitland High School had a crazy beef. | 1260.3054 |
1297 | | 1261.1120 | And they- | 1261.4058 |
1299 | | 1261.6238 | uh, /RD-NAME-1/- | 1262.2720 |
1301 | | 1262.4398 | believe- I believe /RD-NAME-1/ had a gun on him, | 1263.8527 |
1303 | | 1264.5847 | and I just told him, let me out the car. | 1266.1422 |
1305 | | 1266.4219 | Like the Holy Spirit of God- | 1267.8721 |
1307 | | 1268.2626 | You know, I believe the Holy Spirit of God speaks to believers, and although I was in a rebellious state of mind, | 1272.3427 |
1309 | | 1272.4173 | I was still saved. | 1273.2566 |
1311 | | 1273.8628 | And- | 1274.0773 |
1313 | | 1274.2673 | and there was a knowing to get out of that car. | 1276.2304 |
1315 | | 1276.8505 | And so they let me out, and I just kind of stood around the- | 1279.0234 |
1317 | | 1279.4011 | the football game | 1280.2498 |
1319 | | 1280.6170 | by myself, and they went off and did something stupid. | 1282.7759 |
1321 | | 1283.5733 | So | 1284.0163 |
1323 | | 1284.1795 | I- I was at this crossroads, | 1285.9001 |
1325 | | 1286.1286 | as a um, | 1286.8222 |
1327 | | 1287.5123 | fourteen year old now, | 1288.6500 |
1329 | | 1289.6712 | and the thing- | 1290.6084 |
1331 | | 1290.8369 | the straw that broke the camel's back for me, in high school, | 1293.2838 |
1333 | | 1293.7361 | where I turned my life | 1294.7060 |
1335 | | 1295.3681 | uh, from being rebellious toward God to um- | 1297.6203 |
1337 | | 1297.7835 | repenting is what we call it when we turn from our sin | 1299.9926 |
1339 | | 1300.2024 | and- and go back toward living for God. | 1301.7785 |
1341 | | 1302.3800 | My twin towers fell. | 1303.5504 |
1343 | | 1304.5750 | Uh, my first tower was my older brother. | 1306.4309 |
1345 | | 1307.0464 | He got arrest- well, | 1308.1375 |
1347 | | 1308.3054 | he almost got arrested. He got chewed up by police dogs in a high speed chase. | 1311.8014 |
1349 | | 1312.9438 | He got- got kicked out of the house. | 1314.7950 |
1351 | | 1314.9069 | Bail bondsmen were looking for him. | 1316.6415 |
1353 | | 1317.8667 | And then my second tower was Tupac Shakur. | 1319.9696 |
1355 | | 1320.4406 | So | 1320.8509 |
1357 | | 1321.6296 | we used to listen to Thug Life, Tupac Shakur. | 1323.7687 |
1359 | | 1324.3423 | You know, this- smoking weed, drinking, we listening to Tupac, | 1328.1612 |
1361 | | 1328.6683 | and I remember when he got killed. | 1330.1977 |
1363 | | 1330.4215 | It was right after my birthday. | 1331.5173 |
1365 | | 1332.1888 | Cause I was born September eighth, and he died like, September | 1335.0040 |
1367 | | 1335.3910 | thirteenth or s- s- like, seven days or something after my birthday | 1337.6712 |
1369 | | 1338.1049 | in Las Vegas. And like, we were listening to WPGC, and I was like, | 1341.1439 |
1371 | | 1342.5894 | Pac is dead. | 1343.6712 |
1373 | | 1343.9929 | And it just like- we were all riding to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ High School, and we were just like- | 1347.3677 |
1375 | | 1348.5195 | we were just so taken aback cause Tupac was our role model. | 1351.5410 |
1377 | | 1351.7136 | You know what I'm saying? | 1352.3057 |
1379 | | 1352.8455 | So | 1353.3304 |
1381 | | 1353.4890 | I found myself- | 1354.5708 |
1383 | | 1355.6712 | if the guy that invented Thug Life | 1357.6110 |
1385 | | 1357.9269 | and was living this fast life in the streets, | 1359.7081 |
1387 | | 1359.8294 | he died. And my older brother got caught up | 1362.5152 |
1389 | | 1362.8183 | in this same stuff, | 1363.8581 |
1391 | | 1363.9607 | and he just got a- | 1364.7755 |
1393 | | 1364.9201 | chewed up by police dogs, in the hospital, | 1367.2049 |
1395 | | 1367.6432 | kicked out the house. | 1368.4266 |
1397 | | 1368.7716 | What's about to happen to | 1369.9840 |
1399 | | 1370.5704 | /RD-NAME-6/? | 1371.6848 |
1401 | | 1372.0765 | <laugh> | 1372.9345 |
1403 | | 1373.0604 | So I remember I had a moment where I said, you know, | 1375.2986 |
1405 | | 1376.0120 | God if you're real, show me you're real. | 1377.6242 |
1407 | | 1378.2770 | Like I know last year I cursed you out, but I mean, | 1380.1561 |
1409 | | 1380.7763 | I- I want a real relationship with you, not some fake religion, not some- | 1384.3003 |
1411 | | 1385.3122 | you know, just | 1386.4359 |
1413 | | 1386.6084 | saying- | 1386.9908 |
1415 | | 1387.1680 | catchy church sayings, and | 1388.4177 |
1417 | | 1388.9108 | I want something real | 1390.2583 |
1419 | | 1391.0417 | or- | 1391.4194 |
1421 | | 1391.6479 | or I'm next. | 1392.4686 |
1423 | | 1393.3265 | And that's when | 1394.4258 |
1425 | | 1395.8667 | I started um, really paying attention in church, | 1398.0722 |
1427 | | 1398.4266 | started taking more notes, | 1399.7182 |
1429 | | 1400.3419 | and just started | 1401.2558 |
1431 | | 1401.5216 | changing my life- or God started changing my life, or I started | 1403.9696 |
1433 | | 1404.3427 | pulling back from some of those negative influences from my neighborhood. I stopped hanging with them by the lockers. | 1408.7106 |
1435 | | 1409.0697 | I started going to the library reading the Bible on my own, wait til the first bell ring and I go straight to class. | 1413.8993 |
1437 | | 1414.3469 | And, oh where you at /RD-NAME-2/- they didn't call me /RD-NAME-2/, they called me /RD-NAME-2/. Hey where you at, man? Where you been? | 1418.2405 |
1439 | | 1418.6869 | Nah man, I ain't about that no more. | 1420.0672 |
1441 | | 1420.6873 | And- and from there, | 1421.8484 |
1443 | | 1422.1795 | I started just teaching people the Bible whatever I was learning | 1424.8641 |
1445 | | 1425.1766 | in the library. | 1425.7921 |
1447 | | 1426.4449 | And then it grew into the cafeteria. | 1428.1235 |
1449 | | 1428.5478 | So I was leading a Bible study | 1429.8861 |
1451 | | 1430.3186 | in the- in uh, eleventh and- my junior and senior year of high school I was leading a Bible study every morning | 1434.6737 |
1453 | | 1435.1447 | in the cafeteria before the first bell would ring, and we'd pray. | 1437.5589 |
1455 | | 1438.2770 | And so when the Columbine incident happened in nineteen ninety nine, | 1441.1540 |
1457 | | 1441.6763 | when Eric and Dylan uh, shot up their school | 1443.8807 |
1459 | | 1444.0672 | in uh, | 1444.4822 |
1461 | | 1444.5987 | Columbine, Colorado, | 1445.6386 |
1463 | | 1446.1561 | that | 1446.5385 |
1465 | | 1446.6597 | next school day, | 1447.8115 |
1467 | | 1448.1227 | the whole cafeteria was full of- | 1450.4402 |
1469 | | 1450.7246 | the wh- I felt like the whole school | 1452.3753 |
1471 | | 1452.8929 | tried to squeeze into that cafeteria to pray. | 1454.6113 |
1473 | | 1455.6848 | Now, we were- we were leading a Bible study every morning | 1457.9790 |
1475 | | 1458.2168 | and praying. Every morning we had about fifteen, twenty students. | 1460.5902 |
1477 | | 1461.1532 | But | 1461.4563 |
1479 | | 1462.1651 | when tragedy struck America- cause we had never seen | 1465.0421 |
1481 | | 1465.6250 | a terrorist attack- | 1466.9574 |
1483 | | 1467.0926 | It was like a- It was a terrorist attack | 1468.7060 |
1485 | | 1469.1956 | by | 1469.7598 |
1487 | | 1470.7483 | American teenagers on their own school. | 1472.7942 |
1489 | | 1472.9481 | It was just- | 1473.6335 |
1491 | | 1474.2770 | If you wanna- if you- | 1475.2282 |
1493 | | 1475.3635 | you're listening to this, and you weren't around in nineteen ninety nine, it was like, | 1477.9747 |
1495 | | 1478.4631 | the biggest shock in- of the country. | 1480.2490 |
1497 | | 1480.9112 | And so | 1481.5873 |
1499 | | 1482.1608 | going into school that next school day, the whole cafeteria was full of people wanting to pray. | 1485.6522 |
1501 | | 1486.3050 | And so that- | 1487.0837 |
1503 | | 1487.2609 | those were the days when I started really walking in- | 1489.4944 |
1505 | | 1489.5783 | in my faith with the Lord. | 1490.4736 |
1507 | | 1490.8175 | I started out just teaching whatever my pastor taught the Sunday before. | 1493.4847 |
1509 | | 1494.3333 | I'd be like, come on pastor, | 1495.1307 |
1511 | | 1495.5690 | give me some good stuff cause I gotta have five days of material now. I got [Monday], | 1498.6407 |
1512 | DCB_int_01 | 1498.3656 | [<laugh>] | 1501.1354 |
1513 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1498.7759 | [Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday Bible Study, man.] | 1500.8229 |
1514 | | 1501.4058 | Don't- | 1501.6856 |
1516 | | 1501.8907 | Come on. | 1502.3804 |
1518 | | 1502.9760 | And after awhile, I ran out of stuff to preach that he had preached. I used to preach whatever he preached but after awhile- | 1507.2426 |
1520 | | 1507.5131 | you know, he's preaching fifty two times a year, | 1509.1952 |
1522 | | 1509.5636 | and I'm tryna teach | 1510.6081 |
1524 | | 1511.2422 | however many days there is- school days there is a year. Two hundred something. | 1514.0400 |
1526 | | 1514.2171 | So that wasn't adding up. | 1515.2558 |
1528 | | 1515.8340 | So I was like, uh, I need some more messages. | 1519.1587 |
1530 | | 1519.5084 | So I started sitting at the front of the bus, | 1521.1579 |
1532 | | 1521.7874 | reading a proverb a day | 1523.0930 |
1534 | | 1523.2842 | and just tryna ask God to give me interpretation. | 1525.3405 |
1536 | | 1525.7042 | I know I wasn't interpreting it the best, | 1527.1439 |
1538 | | 1527.7408 | but I was doing the best I could. | 1529.0324 |
1540 | | 1529.5873 | And the kids in the back | 1530.5059 |
1542 | | 1530.6458 | throwing stuff, | 1531.4571 |
1544 | | 1531.5410 | the bus driver said, I'm turning the bus around! | 1533.3513 |
1546 | | 1533.4538 | Aw man, blank you. Blank blank. I'm like, | 1535.5988 |
1548 | | 1535.7527 | <sigh> | 1536.4128 |
1550 | | 1537.1084 | so | 1537.5001 |
1552 | | 1538.1389 | my- my friends I used to hang with I distanced myself, and they're like, lighting stuff on fire in the back of the bus and | 1543.2053 |
1554 | | 1543.3638 | hitting people in the head and throwing stuff. | 1544.9108 |
1556 | | 1545.2045 | And I'm- I went all the way to the front of the bus so I could focus on a message | 1548.6271 |
1558 | | 1548.7157 | to share with my peers. | 1549.8488 |
1560 | | 1550.4445 | And that's kind of- that was high school in a nut shell. I graduated | 1553.0650 |
1562 | | 1553.8437 | um, from high school in two thousand. | 1555.6250 |
1564 | | 1556.1647 | I had one person sign my year book. | 1557.7221 |
1566 | | 1558.3609 | And- So I went from being | 1559.7085 |
1568 | | 1559.8670 | a depressed nobody in middle school | 1561.6902 |
1570 | | 1562.4538 | to | 1562.9061 |
1572 | | 1563.2465 | n- ninth grade, | 1564.1464 |
1574 | | 1564.4029 | a person that | 1565.0744 |
1576 | | 1565.3728 | had all th- | 1565.8997 |
1578 | | 1566.0209 | getting all this clout. Like my brother was | 1567.8441 |
1580 | | 1568.0913 | kind of passing the baton of the legacy he built in the school. He was a- | 1571.4241 |
1582 | | 1571.9603 | you know, number sixty five, | 1573.2566 |
1584 | | 1573.6856 | played on defensive line. He big guy- big strong man, had all this | 1576.9997 |
1586 | | 1577.4054 | respect, | 1577.7971 |
1588 | | 1578.1561 | and I was following his footsteps. You know, we were | 1579.8022 |
1590 | | 1580.0586 | hanging out with the dudes, sell drugs and use 'em and | 1582.0299 |
1592 | | 1582.3982 | then I just- God called me away from that. | 1584.1142 |
1594 | | 1584.2681 | So I went from tryna- | 1585.3918 |
1596 | | 1586.2440 | From being a depressed nobody in middle school to | 1588.2397 |
1598 | | 1588.3143 | a big somebody | 1589.2282 |
1600 | | 1589.5220 | to a | 1589.8950 |
1602 | | 1590.7017 | saved- | 1591.4151 |
1604 | | 1592.2824 | walking the path that I felt was right- | 1593.7035 |
1606 | | 1594.1278 | in a matter of | 1595.0650 |
1608 | | 1595.6805 | a few years. | 1596.3567 |
1610 | | 1597.0794 | So | 1597.2752 |
1612 | | 1597.7369 | that was high school. | 1598.3757 |
1613 | DCB_int_01 | 1598.9387 | So how did- | 1599.3957 |
1615 | | 1599.5076 | how did you end up at /RD-SCHOOL-2/? | 1600.7060 |
1616 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1601.4847 | Uh, went to /RD-SCHOOL-8/. | 1602.9861 |
1618 | | 1603.2892 | Um, | 1603.8348 |
1620 | | 1604.2346 | I wanted to go to Howard University but my- | 1605.6848 |
1622 | | 1605.8807 | I didn't do well on the SAT at all. | 1607.4194 |
1624 | | 1607.5919 | I got like a | 1608.1049 |
1626 | | 1608.8836 | nine twenty five the first time. The second time I got a eight | 1611.3118 |
1628 | | 1611.5589 | something. | 1611.9832 |
1630 | | 1612.2630 | Well this isn't for me. | 1613.2562 |
1631 | DCB_int_01 | 1613.3168 | <laugh> | 1614.1888 |
1632 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1615.3265 | So my- my SAT scores weren't good enough to go to Howard so | 1617.9832 |
1634 | | 1618.6034 | I went to what they call thirteenth grade. I went across the street to /RD-SCHOOL-8/. | 1622.2405 |
1636 | | 1622.8175 | And um, | 1623.5076 |
1638 | | 1623.6055 | I didn't treat it like thirteenth grade. | 1624.9485 |
1640 | | 1625.0744 | Some of the- some of the richer kids were skipping class. I'm like, you guys are | 1627.8255 |
1642 | | 1627.9840 | dumb. | 1628.2498 |
1644 | | 1628.3757 | Like, | 1628.5342 |
1646 | | 1629.5496 | You- your mom's paying for this, right? Cause I'm paying for my education. I'm- you must have somebody silver spooning you, man. | 1635.1626 |
1648 | | 1635.5216 | Security guards would have say, yo, go to class! | 1637.4660 |
1650 | | 1637.6106 | Go to class. I'm like, this is not high school. This is college. | 1639.8861 |
1652 | | 1640.5237 | /RD-SCHOOL-2/ was- | 1640.9854 |
1654 | | 1641.0786 | was really great. I loved it cause you could have a class every hour on the hour, | 1644.1049 |
1656 | | 1644.3986 | and I was able to work around my work schedule. I was working and going to- | 1647.3164 |
1658 | | 1647.5542 | there. | 1647.7687 |
1660 | | 1648.4635 | I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ for two and a half years, | 1650.4825 |
1662 | | 1650.6318 | and then I finished up at /RD-SCHOOL-3/. | 1651.9141 |
1664 | | 1652.6683 | I went three years at /RD-SCHOOL-3/. | 1653.9273 |
1666 | | 1654.7386 | At /RD-SCHOOL-3/- | 1655.7178 |
1668 | | 1656.2914 | Well at /RD-SCHOOL-2/ I was um, | 1657.6623 |
1670 | | 1658.3652 | just kind of mentoring | 1659.2651 |
1672 | | 1659.4330 | um- | 1659.8200 |
1674 | | 1660.1185 | tryna start and mentor teenagers, | 1661.6199 |
1676 | | 1662.1188 | um, tryna share- share about God with- | 1663.9793 |
1678 | | 1664.2020 | with some of the younger kids in my neighborhood. | 1665.8480 |
1680 | | 1666.5428 | And then um, | 1667.3868 |
1682 | | 1668.1608 | in college at /RD-SCHOOL-3/, | 1669.2846 |
1684 | | 1669.7788 | Campus Crusade for Christ | 1671.1607 |
1686 | | 1671.6055 | um, has a um, | 1673.0324 |
1688 | | 1673.3495 | organization for HBCU. It's called the Impact Movement. | 1676.0679 |
1690 | | 1676.7149 | And so it's a uh, campus ministry, | 1678.3842 |
1692 | | 1678.8459 | and I became the- the uh- the teacher for Impact Movement at /RD-SCHOOL-8/ for those- | 1683.0180 |
1694 | | 1683.5169 | two of those three years. | 1684.4262 |
1696 | | 1685.4194 | And uh, at /RD-SCHOOL-3/ I majored in, um, fine arts, | 1687.9094 |
1698 | | 1688.6217 | concentration computer graphics. | 1690.0578 |
1700 | | 1691.1490 | I thought I was gonna be a cartoon | 1692.6784 |
1702 | | 1692.9395 | animator | 1693.4851 |
1704 | | 1694.0761 | and a comic book artist cause that's | 1695.5309 |
1706 | | 1695.6988 | you know- | 1695.9553 |
1708 | | 1696.6034 | I love drawing, and I do voi- voices and impersonations. | 1699.6110 |
1710 | | 1699.6763 | I would do some now but | 1700.8035 |
1712 | | 1700.9387 | it would make you laugh, and then | 1701.8853 |
1714 | | 1702.1604 | it would ruin this recording. | 1703.0697 |
1715 | DCB_int_01 | 1703.7085 | [<laugh>] | 1704.1888 |
1716 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1703.8857 | [But] um- | 1704.6038 |
1717 | | 1705.1820 | but yeah. | 1705.6110 |
1719 | | 1706.1367 | I would like impersonate | 1707.0926 |
1721 | | 1707.3025 | Power Rangers, Batman, Scooby Doo. | 1709.2049 |
1723 | | 1709.4847 | So I thought I would be a voice over artist | 1711.4711 |
1725 | | 1711.9234 | and a uh, | 1712.5902 |
1727 | | 1712.7196 | visual artist, a comic book artist. So I- I would draw comic books in my basement. When I was wasn't playing video games, I'd draw comic books. | 1718.2871 |
1729 | | 1718.8735 | Cause I wasn't- I'm not very athletic. I didn't like to play sports but I- I like to be creative and draw and write. | 1723.3172 |
1731 | | 1723.8115 | So | 1724.2778 |
1733 | | 1724.9621 | I thought I would do that but | 1725.9133 |
1735 | | 1726.5101 | at /RD-SCHOOL-8/ is when God gave me clarity. I was interning at | 1730.1659 |
1737 | | 1730.6683 | /RD-WORK-9/, | 1731.7936 |
1739 | | 1732.9858 | and I just hated it. | 1733.8857 |
1741 | | 1734.1561 | No offense /RD-WORK-3/, | 1735.0701 |
1743 | | 1735.3685 | but I just- | 1736.1052 |
1745 | | 1736.7662 | I just- | 1737.2232 |
1747 | | 1738.4495 | you ever felt like you just w- | 1739.7411 |
1749 | | 1740.0163 | you weren't in the right place? | 1741.4058 |
1751 | | 1742.1052 | I thought this is what I wanted to do with my life, | 1744.0345 |
1753 | | 1744.7013 | but I went to this um- | 1745.9743 |
1755 | | 1746.7064 | this conference for teenagers called uh, Acquire the Fire. | 1749.7501 |
1757 | | 1750.7153 | Uh, Acquire the Fire | 1751.7645 |
1759 | | 1751.9836 | by Teen Mania, | 1752.9115 |
1761 | | 1753.0934 | it's a ministry. They- they- | 1754.3384 |
1763 | | 1754.6077 | They do these stadium events all over the country, and they have speakers and | 1757.3774 |
1765 | | 1757.7785 | rock bands and rappers and | 1759.4291 |
1767 | | 1760.0761 | um, | 1760.3885 |
1769 | | 1761.0087 | you know, prayer and | 1762.0205 |
1771 | | 1762.7806 | multimedia like- | 1763.8391 |
1773 | | 1764.3893 | They would make little short films and- | 1765.9840 |
1775 | | 1766.0959 | and | 1766.2545 |
1777 | | 1766.4538 | skits, and I'm like, man, | 1767.5123 |
1779 | | 1767.8014 | <clap> | 1767.9366 |
1781 | | 1768.1977 | this is so cool. Man, like | 1769.4334 |
1783 | | 1769.9370 | it's- it's the performing arts meets the visual arts meets ministry. | 1773.1672 |
1785 | | 1773.6522 | And I was like, | 1774.1464 |
1787 | | 1774.4728 | this is what I wanna do. | 1775.5779 |
1789 | | 1775.9230 | Not sitting in /RD-WORK-9/ designing stuff for their website. | 1778.5109 |
1791 | | 1779.2745 | I was doing some real menial things there. | 1781.3541 |
1793 | | 1782.0909 | The int- so I quit the internship there. | 1783.5259 |
1794 | DCB_int_01 | 1783.5119 | <laugh> | 1784.2393 |
1795 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1784.8175 | Miss- | 1785.1113 |
1797 | | 1785.3258 | Uh, I'm not gonna say her name, but | 1786.6081 |
1799 | | 1787.1256 | she- sh- | 1787.4147 |
1801 | | 1787.5500 | she wasn't | 1788.0163 |
1803 | | 1788.1282 | seem- didn't seem too thrilled about it cause I did a short film | 1790.6648 |
1805 | | 1791.0693 | at /RD-SCHOOL-8/ called The Road to Damascus. | 1793.4987 |
1807 | | 1794.0722 | So I took a cinematography class. I had never l- | 1796.4456 |
1809 | | 1796.6823 | thought I would do films but I said- | 1797.9599 |
1811 | | 1798.5708 | we had to do a five minute short film, so | 1800.0489 |
1813 | | 1800.4872 | my friend worked at /RD-SCHOOL-8/ Television. We got two cameras. | 1803.4330 |
1815 | | 1803.8154 | Thanksgiving | 1804.4449 |
1817 | | 1804.5661 | two thousand four- | 1805.6386 |
1819 | | 1805.8437 | Thanksgiving weekend, we filmed it in three days. A forty minute short film, we shot it in uh, | 1809.7548 |
1821 | | 1810.3376 | uh, | 1810.6127 |
1823 | | 1810.9298 | uh- what was it? Kentland, um- | 1812.6877 |
1825 | | 1812.9815 | we were over behind the Public Playhouse filming. We were filming all over | 1815.3771 |
1827 | | 1815.4796 | PG County. | 1815.9786 |
1829 | | 1816.3703 | And basically I played this | 1817.4754 |
1831 | | 1817.8391 | drug dealer who | 1818.6737 |
1833 | | 1819.0141 | w- | 1819.1074 |
1835 | | 1819.1727 | got locked up in a juvenile detention center but came out | 1821.7035 |
1837 | | 1822.0625 | and had a encounter with Christ | 1823.3262 |
1839 | | 1823.7924 | and changed his life around. | 1824.7996 |
1841 | | 1825.4897 | So | 1825.9467 |
1843 | | 1826.1880 | uh, one day I might show it you, | 1827.3444 |
1845 | | 1827.6055 | but it's a- | 1828.2164 |
1847 | | 1828.5568 | it's a no budget film. | 1829.4241 |
1849 | | 1829.9650 | I paid my actors with pizza | 1831.1074 |
1850 | DCB_int_01 | 1831.7928 | <laugh> | 1832.2218 |
1851 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1832.2440 | um, | 1832.9527 |
1853 | | 1833.5216 | because I was a college student with no money. | 1835.2422 |
1855 | | 1835.8391 | But we- we did some screenings of the film at my church, | 1838.5482 |
1857 | | 1838.9807 | and lot of people got saved. | 1840.4635 |
1859 | | 1840.8925 | Um, I- I preached the gospel | 1842.5152 |
1861 | | 1842.7064 | of Jesus Christ at the um- | 1844.1332 |
1863 | | 1844.6963 | after the movie showing we had a praise band, | 1846.6640 |
1865 | | 1846.9997 | lot of kids got saved, and I said, man, this is what I wanna do with my life. | 1849.6844 |
1867 | | 1850.1367 | I wanna make multi media ministry, | 1852.1791 |
1869 | | 1852.4589 | multi media ministry. So that's how my company /RD-WORK-7/ got started in college. | 1856.0260 |
1871 | | 1856.6450 | You know um, we- we help make the Bible make sense through multi media venues, | 1859.9650 |
1873 | | 1860.5805 | so | 1861.0141 |
1875 | | 1861.0887 | rapping, preaching, | 1862.3524 |
1877 | | 1862.5890 | consulting, | 1863.2791 |
1879 | | 1864.0951 | clothing. | 1864.6314 |
1881 | | 1865.4987 | We make all kind of things, video blogs, written blogs, | 1867.9001 |
1883 | | 1868.4725 | uh- | 1869.0087 |
1885 | | 1869.3025 | we have all kinds of resources to help people grow. | 1871.0883 |
1887 | | 1871.8204 | So I started that in college and this f- | 1873.2053 |
1889 | | 1873.3219 | this movie was a great catalyst for that, so I went back to my internship at /RD-WORK-3/. | 1876.7153 |
1891 | | 1877.2189 | I mean this is my senior year at /RD-SCHOOL-8/, my senior year. | 1880.0539 |
1893 | | 1880.5984 | My- my /professor/ told me I had to take an internship so I | 1883.4147 |
1895 | | 1883.5313 | do this internship, and I just told | 1884.9582 |
1897 | | 1885.4140 | my intern | 1886.1711 |
1899 | | 1886.3093 | supervisor, I said, you know, Miss so and so, | 1888.3376 |
1901 | | 1889.3122 | last night was incredible. | 1890.4126 |
1903 | | 1890.5292 | Like | 1890.8183 |
1905 | | 1890.9255 | fifty- | 1891.2240 |
1907 | | 1891.3452 | fifty kids gave their life to Jesus Christ. | 1893.3398 |
1909 | | 1894.1045 | And she was like, | 1894.5474 |
1911 | | 1894.7992 | is that | 1895.1070 |
1913 | | 1895.1909 | what you wanted to happen? | 1896.5043 |
1915 | | 1896.7390 | I was like, uh, | 1897.6343 |
1917 | | 1897.7182 | yeah. | 1898.4177 |
1919 | | 1899.6755 | I am a Christian. <sigh> | 1900.9951 |
1921 | | 1901.2236 | And uh, I just told her, you know | 1902.5991 |
1923 | | 1903.6063 | I can't- | 1904.0120 |
1925 | | 1904.4445 | I can't keep driving up here to Odenton and doing this. Like | 1906.8832 |
1927 | | 1907.6572 | I don't wanna do this for a living. | 1908.7716 |
1929 | | 1908.9162 | I'm sorry. | 1909.3545 |
1931 | | 1909.4711 | Sorry Big Bird. | 1910.2171 |
1933 | | 1911.0273 | So | 1911.4144 |
1935 | | 1911.6149 | I said goodbye to all the um- | 1913.0277 |
1937 | | 1913.4847 | The characters weren't there but | 1914.3986 |
1939 | | 1914.5432 | I would see Big Bird on the screen and stuff. | 1915.9280 |
1941 | | 1916.4212 | So I just like, you know- | 1917.3025 |
1943 | | 1917.4423 | this isn't for me. | 1918.1511 |
1945 | | 1918.5941 | I gotta go. | 1919.1117 |
1947 | | 1919.5453 | And that's when I went and started my own- started my company, | 1921.9047 |
1949 | | 1922.3932 | and then I got hired as a youth pastor um, | 1924.2164 |
1951 | | 1924.4309 | and the rest is kind of history, how I got into | 1926.1235 |
1953 | | 1926.6411 | my full time | 1927.2613 |
1955 | | 1927.4058 | career | 1927.8208 |
1957 | | 1928.1461 | in ministry and in music and multimedia. | 1930.5381 |
1959 | | 1931.0184 | But that's kind of how it happened, | 1931.7551 |
1961 | | 1931.8997 | straight from college on. | 1932.8789 |
1963 | | 1933.2892 | Yeah. | 1933.5177 |
1964 | DCB_int_01 | 1934.4725 | So let's talk about- | 1936.2677 |
1966 | | 1936.4962 | <clears throat> | 1936.8738 |
1968 | | 1937.3168 | cause I do wanna get to | 1938.2308 |
1970 | | 1938.4219 | kind of where you are currently | 1939.7975 |
1971 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1939.9047 | Mm-hm. | 1940.1612 |
1972 | DCB_int_01 | 1940.2300 | in your ministry. But let's talk about- so, | 1942.2210 |
1974 | | 1943.1303 | you went- | 1944.1375 |
1976 | | 1945.0468 | at that- after you left /RD-SCHOOL-2/, | 1946.3372 |
1977 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1946.4631 | Mm-hm. | 1946.6963 |
1978 | DCB_int_01 | 1946.7709 | what happened? | 1947.2325 |
1980 | | 1947.6615 | Were you- | 1947.8993 |
1981 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1948.5008 | Yeah. | 1948.7340 |
1983 | | 1948.8692 | Soon as I graduated from /RD-SCHOOL-3/ | 1950.1515 |
1985 | | 1950.5618 | University, | 1951.1866 |
1987 | | 1951.3872 | I was hired at /RD-WORK-3/ | 1953.1999 |
1988 | DCB_int_01 | 1953.4657 | Mm-hm. | 1953.6801 |
1989 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1953.7408 | to be the Youth um- | 1954.9158 |
1991 | | 1955.0184 | a Youth Discipleship Director. | 1956.4406 |
1993 | | 1956.9442 | So I basically was overseeing creative elements for the youth ministry | 1960.3469 |
1995 | | 1960.8599 | and you know, teaching- teaching the kids | 1962.7716 |
1997 | | 1963.1820 | and uh, overseeing like their small group ministry. Like, we would get the kids and break 'em up in groups | 1967.4381 |
1999 | | 1967.5826 | and discussed what we learned in church | 1969.0468 |
2001 | | 1969.5364 | and break it down. So | 1970.4130 |
2003 | | 1970.8362 | I was doing creative things | 1972.0532 |
2005 | | 1972.4495 | at the uh, youth ministry. | 1973.8624 |
2007 | | 1974.3427 | Um, and I was teaching. | 1975.6949 |
2008 | DCB_int_01 | 1977.3211 | And so then | 1978.3889 |
2010 | | 1979.2422 | um- | 1979.7132 |
2012 | | 1979.8111 | How long have you been married? | 1980.6924 |
2013 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1981.1866 | Uh, seven [years.] | 1982.1892 |
2014 | DCB_int_01 | 1982.0773 | [Okay], so | 1982.6741 |
2015 | | 1982.8828 | we're at the point where you almost met your wife now? | 1985.1443 |
2016 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1985.1070 | Yeah. | 1985.3075 |
2017 | | 1985.4520 | [Almost.] | 1985.7225 |
2018 | DCB_int_01 | 1985.5500 | [So how'd] that happen? | 1986.2774 |
2019 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1986.8090 | So I met her in the youth ministry. | 1988.0473 |
2020 | DCB_int_01 | 1988.1554 | Oh. | 1988.3139 |
2021 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1988.6170 | <laugh> | 1989.4843 |
2022 | DCB_int_01 | 1989.5076 | And I didn't know that. | 1990.2343 |
2023 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 1990.3469 | Yeah. | 1990.8459 |
2025 | | 1990.9485 | Yeah, so | 1991.5453 |
2027 | | 1991.6432 | she- | 1991.9556 |
2029 | | 1992.0582 | she came from New Jersey. | 1993.2053 |
2031 | | 1993.7357 | She- | 1994.0450 |
2033 | | 1994.1694 | she um- | 1995.1548 |
2035 | | 1996.0392 | she felt- | 1996.4589 |
2037 | | 1997.0977 | she went into a time of fasting and prayer which is basically | 1999.5410 |
2039 | | 2000.1181 | where you seek God for clarity on our life. | 2001.8433 |
2041 | | 2002.0019 | You- you- | 2002.5008 |
2043 | | 2002.6127 | you don't eat food for awhile, | 2003.8344 |
2045 | | 2003.9883 | and you just go into some prayer. | 2005.3219 |
2047 | | 2005.8395 | And she felt God calling her to move to Maryland. | 2007.5589 |
2049 | | 2008.3516 | And it was crazy cause she doesn't have any family in Maryland. She's from New Jersey. | 2011.5037 |
2051 | | 2011.6203 | Her fam- her family was like, what? Why you going to Maryland? | 2013.7268 |
2053 | | 2014.4262 | But she went to Maryland. I tell her, | 2015.7225 |
2055 | | 2016.1375 | everybody, she came to Maryland because I was here. | 2017.9047 |
2057 | | 2018.0994 | <exhale> | 2019.1113 |
2059 | | 2020.5474 | That's why she came. | 2021.3914 |
2061 | | 2021.7458 | And so she came to Maryland, | 2022.9675 |
2063 | | 2023.4804 | and | 2023.7695 |
2065 | | 2023.9933 | she actually visited | 2024.9714 |
2067 | | 2025.1579 | the church I was working at. | 2026.2257 |
2069 | | 2026.8832 | And- | 2027.3448 |
2071 | | 2027.4567 | and she started volunteering in the youth ministry where I was on staff at, and that's how we met. | 2030.9014 |
2073 | | 2031.5589 | So we had a mutual connection to wanna see young people | 2033.9230 |
2075 | | 2034.3520 | live better lives, l- ultimately live | 2036.1845 |
2077 | | 2036.3710 | lives for Jesus Christ. | 2037.3304 |
2079 | | 2037.8107 | And she's a teacher | 2038.6827 |
2081 | | 2039.1117 | also. So she was teaching elementary school | 2041.0421 |
2083 | | 2041.6156 | and working with teenagers | 2042.8781 |
2085 | | 2043.1346 | in a volunteer basis. | 2044.1511 |
2087 | | 2044.6594 | And I was teaching | 2045.5360 |
2089 | | 2045.6665 | teenagers | 2046.2494 |
2091 | | 2046.7110 | and working with them | 2047.4478 |
2093 | | 2047.7042 | from a full time capacity on- on staff at the church. | 2050.0374 |
2095 | | 2050.4775 | So | 2050.8645 |
2097 | | 2051.8437 | that's how my wife /RD-NAME-2/ and I met, | 2053.1447 |
2099 | | 2053.7648 | and um, after being friends and serving in ministry for about a year and a half, | 2057.4800 |
2101 | | 2057.6572 | uh, we got married | 2058.5898 |
2103 | | 2059.1540 | um, in uh, two thousand eight. | 2060.7114 |
2105 | | 2061.4423 | And uh, yeah, been married seven years. | 2062.8599 |
2106 | DCB_int_01 | 2063.3495 | When'd you move to DC? | 2064.2914 |
2107 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2064.9955 | We moved to DC in two thousand thirteen. | 2066.8500 |
2109 | | 2067.0087 | So from two thousand eight to two thousand thirteen | 2068.9345 |
2111 | | 2069.9137 | I moved from Forestville, and I was living in Upper Marlboro briefly | 2073.2698 |
2113 | | 2073.9692 | um, cause I didn't wanna be anywhere near DC. | 2075.6945 |
2115 | | 2076.8509 | You know? | 2077.2659 |
2117 | | 2077.4664 | I was kind of like- if- | 2078.5098 |
2119 | | 2078.6403 | if you're familiar with the story of um, | 2080.3190 |
2121 | | 2081.1629 | uh, | 2081.4008 |
2123 | | 2081.5033 | Jonah | 2081.8764 |
2125 | | 2081.9836 | in the Bible. | 2082.5059 |
2127 | | 2082.9908 | He really hated the Ninevites. | 2084.4177 |
2129 | | 2084.5237 | I can't stand this city! | 2086.2210 |
2131 | | 2086.3982 | I hate Nineveh! | 2087.2888 |
2133 | | 2087.9556 | And you know, DC when I was growing up | 2089.7136 |
2135 | | 2090.4305 | um, was you know, Chocolate City. It was the murder capital of the world. Choppa City. | 2094.4499 |
2137 | | 2095.0048 | And my mom worked in DC Public Schools, so we would ride in DC, and I would duck | 2098.4915 |
2139 | | 2098.6127 | in the back of the car. | 2099.4474 |
2141 | | 2099.9510 | I would duck in the back of the car cause I didn't wanna get shot. | 2101.7928 |
2143 | | 2102.2440 | That's how scared I was of DC. | 2103.5309 |
2145 | | 2104.7153 | So I didn't wanna live th- | 2105.4707 |
2147 | | 2105.6106 | I didn't wanna live anywhere near DC. We moved to Upper Marlboro briefly, | 2108.0866 |
2149 | | 2108.2813 | but | 2108.4212 |
2151 | | 2108.5144 | in Upper Marlboro from two thousand eight to two thousand thirteen, | 2110.9112 |
2153 | | 2111.8810 | God started really moving on my heart to | 2113.7275 |
2155 | | 2114.5004 | give me a burden for the city | 2115.7175 |
2157 | | 2116.1418 | that I didn't wanna be in. | 2117.0510 |
2159 | | 2117.6386 | And my heart got softened toward it | 2119.2892 |
2161 | | 2119.3918 | to come and help | 2120.0773 |
2163 | | 2120.5890 | and be a part of the solution. | 2121.7594 |
2165 | | 2122.9191 | And so | 2123.4460 |
2167 | | 2123.9916 | after much prayer, | 2124.9288 |
2169 | | 2125.7390 | fasting, consideration- | 2127.0120 |
2171 | | 2127.2032 | We some praying, fasting people. | 2128.4434 |
2173 | | 2129.1429 | Uh, my wife and I | 2130.2481 |
2175 | | 2130.4579 | uh, felt led by God to move from Upper Marlboro into DC, | 2133.3617 |
2177 | | 2133.8840 | and that's when I resigned from my position as the youth | 2136.3227 |
2179 | | 2136.7004 | minister | 2137.2273 |
2181 | | 2137.7204 | at /RD-WORK-3/ | 2138.5597 |
2183 | | 2139.0493 | in two thousand thirteen | 2140.0518 |
2185 | | 2140.3176 | because God wanted me to come to DC | 2141.9916 |
2187 | | 2142.5465 | and uh, start /RD-WORK-5/ | 2144.3918 |
2189 | | 2145.0866 | um, here in /RD-WORK-5/. | 2146.3083 |
2191 | | 2146.8958 | I didn't know it would be in /RD-WORK-5/ back then, | 2148.7004 |
2193 | | 2149.3065 | but I knew that God wanted me to be | 2151.0913 |
2195 | | 2151.1752 | out of Maryland | 2152.2197 |
2197 | | 2152.4808 | and | 2152.6487 |
2199 | | 2152.7746 | in- | 2153.1896 |
2201 | | 2153.5486 | I wanted to- he wanted me to live where I lead. | 2155.3205 |
2203 | | 2155.8976 | And so we do live here in the community | 2157.3058 |
2205 | | 2157.9912 | um, about three minutes from um, /RD-WORK-5/ where we worship. | 2160.7283 |
2207 | | 2161.2412 | So | 2161.5770 |
2209 | | 2162.2846 | that's how we got to DC. We came in twenty thirteen. | 2164.6067 |
2211 | | 2165.1010 | Uh, we were able to move here, | 2166.7983 |
2213 | | 2167.4919 | and God miraculously worked it out. We were able to sell our home | 2170.8492 |
2215 | | 2171.5533 | and move here | 2173.0081 |
2217 | | 2173.7297 | and start doing ministry, | 2175.4690 |
2219 | | 2175.8094 | and ever since then, we just been kind of | 2177.8004 |
2221 | | 2178.6864 | seeing God's Grace. | 2180.0060 |
2223 | | 2180.5131 | Um, people coming into the church. | 2182.2990 |
2225 | | 2182.4715 | You know, we're able to help people physically and spiritually. | 2184.9708 |
2227 | | 2185.5910 | We help feed people, | 2186.6763 |
2229 | | 2186.8535 | give people clothing. | 2187.8420 |
2231 | | 2187.9492 | We help people with their bills. | 2189.2129 |
2233 | | 2189.9263 | Uh, of course we share the Gospel of Jesus Christ with them. | 2192.4664 |
2235 | | 2192.9187 | We've seen people's lives change. People have gotten saved. | 2195.2968 |
2237 | | 2195.8564 | People have- | 2196.3040 |
2239 | | 2196.4859 | that were on drugs, | 2197.5339 |
2241 | | 2198.1074 | people that were selling drugs, people that were in criminal activity, | 2200.4528 |
2243 | | 2201.0264 | they're now, you know, tryna live their lives for Jesus. | 2203.2646 |
2245 | | 2203.8603 | We have some people that have | 2204.7089 |
2247 | | 2204.8395 | re-entered into society recently who come to the church, | 2207.1942 |
2249 | | 2207.3155 | and then we have some very affluent people that come to this church. | 2209.4744 |
2251 | | 2210.0468 | So we're just a big hybrid of um, | 2212.1777 |
2253 | | 2213.1383 | social economic | 2214.3133 |
2255 | | 2214.9615 | goodness | 2215.5991 |
2257 | | 2215.7810 | <laugh> | 2216.4151 |
2259 | | 2216.6157 | from different | 2217.2358 |
2261 | | 2217.6601 | stages and areas of the DC Metropolitan area. | 2220.1548 |
2263 | | 2220.6910 | And everybody gathers in the gym in /RD-WORK-5/. | 2223.2871 |
2265 | | 2223.8233 | And the one thing we have in common is that we love God, and we- | 2226.3040 |
2267 | | 2226.4346 | we have a love for each other. | 2227.4184 |
2269 | | 2227.9908 | Even though we may have different skin tones, we may have different bank account | 2231.3854 |
2271 | | 2231.4880 | state- uh, statuses, | 2232.8869 |
2273 | | 2233.3858 | we may live in d- different size houses, | 2235.2172 |
2275 | | 2235.9679 | we all have the same God, and so | 2237.7118 |
2277 | | 2238.4066 | /RD-WORK-5/ is | 2239.4977 |
2279 | | 2240.3359 | the vision that God gave me | 2241.6648 |
2281 | | 2241.9865 | when he- when I felt him leading me to leave | 2243.8704 |
2283 | | 2244.3693 | /RD-WORK-3/ and come to DC. | 2245.7821 |
2285 | | 2246.0141 | <clears throat> | 2246.3312 |
2287 | | 2246.9001 | And w- we've been worshipping | 2248.2057 |
2289 | | 2248.8026 | at /RD-WORK-5/ | 2249.8610 |
2291 | | 2250.0522 | um, in /RD-WORK-5/ | 2251.3205 |
2293 | | 2251.6924 | since June twenty fourteen, | 2253.0493 |
2295 | | 2253.1519 | so | 2253.4083 |
2297 | | 2253.6555 | about a year and half now. | 2254.5414 |
2298 | DCB_int_01 | 2254.9471 | So two questions. My first one is | 2257.0641 |
2300 | | 2257.6971 | how- | 2258.2473 |
2302 | | 2259.0773 | how were you led to Northeast | 2260.9471 |
2303 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2261.0823 | [Mm-hm.] | 2261.4787 |
2304 | DCB_int_01 | 2261.2315 | [versus] Southeast, Northwest, [Southwest?] | 2263.8428 |
2305 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2263.5210 | [Oh] yeah. | 2264.1119 |
2306 | DCB_int_01 | 2264.4758 | And then how did you end up at | 2266.0658 |
2308 | | 2266.1637 | /RD-WORK-4/? Cause there's other community centers, [and so] those two things. | 2270.2333 |
2309 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2268.6724 | [Mm, yeah.] | 2269.2273 |
2310 | | 2270.3545 | Yeah, um, we ended up in Northeast because- | 2272.2710 |
2312 | | 2272.3969 | it was really- really full circle. | 2273.7398 |
2314 | | 2274.2387 | Um, | 2274.7330 |
2316 | | 2275.5618 | remember um, when earlier in the conversation I- | 2277.4037 |
2318 | | 2277.8140 | I mentioned how I went to school at l- | 2279.5206 |
2320 | | 2279.6092 | um, [/RD-SCHOOL-6/-] | 2280.8029 |
2321 | DCB_int_01 | 2280.4439 | [Mm-hm.] | 2280.8123 |
2322 | | 2281.1014 | Down the street. | 2281.6280 |
2323 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2281.7250 | Down the street from where I live now. <laugh> | 2283.1659 |
2325 | | 2283.9865 | So | 2284.3549 |
2327 | | 2284.5321 | when I was three years old, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-6/, | 2286.5465 |
2329 | | 2286.6444 | and then when my sons- I have twin sons by the way. I didn't say that earlier. | 2289.4301 |
2331 | | 2289.8187 | So my wife /RD-NAME-2/, | 2290.9331 |
2333 | | 2291.4460 | we have twin sons, /RD-NAME-2/ and /RD-NAME-2/, so | 2293.3345 |
2335 | | 2294.0514 | /RD-NAME-2/ and /RD-NAME-2/ were three | 2295.2685 |
2337 | | 2295.5063 | when we moved to DC. | 2296.3409 |
2339 | | 2296.9378 | So | 2297.3201 |
2341 | | 2297.7724 | it was really full circle. Sometimes God does that. He'll- | 2299.8008 |
2343 | | 2300.1494 | <clears throat> | 2300.8115 |
2345 | | 2301.3291 | so it's kind of those markers of his testament. | 2303.4973 |
2347 | | 2303.5766 | /RD-NAME-2/ you were three when you were in this land. | 2305.4045 |
2348 | DCB_int_01 | 2305.5339 | Mm-hm. | 2305.9442 |
2349 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2305.9442 | If- your sons are three, | 2306.9514 |
2350 | | 2307.4456 | living in the same community. | 2308.4575 |
2352 | | 2308.8632 | So | 2309.2409 |
2354 | | 2310.3320 | um, | 2310.8216 |
2356 | | 2311.3380 | I had a friend that mine that lives | 2312.5504 |
2358 | | 2312.8908 | on Fifty Fifth Street in Northeast. | 2314.2244 |
2360 | | 2314.6906 | Um, | 2315.1709 |
2362 | | 2315.4833 | he- he's my music engineer. He was um, | 2317.3578 |
2364 | | 2317.9582 | mixing and mastering my music, | 2319.2451 |
2366 | | 2319.5296 | so basically he was | 2320.6207 |
2368 | | 2320.9564 | making it sound very polished | 2322.4439 |
2370 | | 2322.8449 | so that I could um, | 2323.7542 |
2372 | | 2324.2333 | you know, | 2324.6203 |
2374 | | 2325.1332 | uh, | 2325.4643 |
2376 | | 2325.5669 | make good quality music. | 2326.6160 |
2378 | | 2326.8725 | He started getting sick | 2327.6885 |
2380 | | 2328.0755 | um, on Fifty Fifth Street, | 2329.2144 |
2382 | | 2329.7484 | and so we uh, | 2330.7182 |
2384 | | 2331.0446 | took him in to our home in Upper Marlboro | 2333.0124 |
2386 | | 2333.5486 | and his family, | 2334.3646 |
2388 | | 2334.7190 | and uh, | 2335.3159 |
2390 | | 2335.6364 | we just started growing our relationship. | 2337.2172 |
2392 | | 2337.5949 | I was doing /RD-WORK-8/ projects on Fifty Fifth. | 2340.1595 |
2394 | | 2340.5978 | Just | 2340.7936 |
2396 | | 2340.9557 | kept coming back to the Lincoln Heights area, kept coming back to Lincoln Heights area. | 2343.6881 |
2398 | | 2344.1591 | And that's at the same area I didn't wanna live in, but that's where I was from. I had went to school here. | 2347.9966 |
2400 | | 2348.8115 | And I just- I didn't want my family around the violence that can be in the neighborhood and the trouble. I wanted to live a nice cushy life. | 2355.1799 |
2402 | | 2355.6788 | Why can't I do ministry where it's all nice and peachy keen? | 2358.8123 |
2404 | | 2359.4499 | And God just started breaking my heart, breaking my heart, breaking my heart. | 2362.4668 |
2406 | | 2362.8119 | In two thousand seven, | 2363.9030 |
2408 | | 2364.3600 | just before I got married, | 2365.4511 |
2410 | | 2365.7204 | I went to Australia | 2366.5877 |
2412 | | 2367.3151 | uh, and visited Hillsong Church in Australia, | 2369.4787 |
2414 | | 2369.9729 | in B- Baulkham Hills- | 2371.2086 |
2416 | | 2371.4453 | Baulkham Hills- Bauk- Hills. | 2373.0540 |
2418 | | 2373.3058 | <ts> | 2373.4456 |
2420 | | 2374.5274 | You can look up Hillsong. You'll find it. | 2375.8937 |
2422 | | 2376.1315 | It's a big church in Australia. | 2377.2972 |
2424 | | 2377.7623 | And there I had a vision | 2378.9980 |
2426 | | 2379.5342 | that | 2379.8606 |
2428 | | 2379.9726 | I was in DC and not in Upper Marlboro | 2381.7258 |
2430 | | 2382.8775 | helping people. | 2383.4791 |
2432 | | 2383.9722 | And so that was the start of it. | 2384.8674 |
2434 | | 2385.4830 | From there I started getting promptings from God in my prayers, | 2388.1921 |
2436 | | 2388.6211 | other revelations. Some of them came and prophesied to me | 2391.2078 |
2438 | | 2391.3524 | about being bold, to go where God called me. I'm like, | 2393.7584 |
2440 | | 2393.9263 | how do you know what God was telling me? | 2395.5432 |
2442 | | 2396.4385 | Get out of here Prophet! <sigh> | 2398.1684 |
2444 | | 2398.4482 | And a prophet is a person that hears from God and can give you | 2400.6164 |
2446 | | 2401.0967 | a direct message | 2401.9955 |
2448 | | 2402.1214 | if you don't know what a prophet is and you're listening to this recording. | 2404.1684 |
2450 | | 2405.0124 | So after all this confirmation, I was like, okay, God, | 2407.7520 |
2452 | | 2408.2706 | work on this hard heart cause I still don't wanna go. | 2410.2570 |
2454 | | 2410.7326 | And what did it for me was my friend. | 2412.3413 |
2456 | | 2413.3473 | You know, we took him in for four months, his wife and his daughter. | 2415.7767 |
2458 | | 2415.9259 | We became their God- his G- | 2417.0963 |
2460 | | 2417.2688 | his daughter's Godfather and mother, | 2418.7796 |
2462 | | 2419.6318 | and God just softened my heart for the city. | 2421.3757 |
2464 | | 2422.4855 | And uh, | 2423.2315 |
2466 | | 2423.5579 | from there, | 2424.2527 |
2468 | | 2425.1713 | God began to move me out of the comfort of working in, | 2427.9912 |
2470 | | 2428.7140 | you know, the mega church in Upper Marlboro, /RD-WORK-3/, an awesome beautiful church. | 2431.9500 |
2472 | | 2432.9374 | Um, | 2433.3944 |
2474 | | 2433.9399 | but God had called me | 2435.1663 |
2476 | | 2435.6232 | out of comfort | 2436.3460 |
2478 | | 2437.6504 | into this place. | 2438.5410 |
2480 | | 2439.4363 | And by God's Grace, we moved to Northeast | 2441.6512 |
2482 | | 2441.9776 | because it's where I w- | 2442.8915 |
2484 | | 2443.0034 | was- was when I was a kid. | 2444.3405 |
2486 | | 2444.4058 | It's where | 2444.8768 |
2488 | | 2445.2218 | God told me specifically he wanted us to go in Ward Seven. We didn't wanna go in the nice part of Northeast. | 2449.3718 |
2490 | | 2449.9395 | Like when I say nice part I mean down New York Avenue where | 2452.1964 |
2492 | | 2452.9518 | you see bigger houses. We wanted to be right in the middle of | 2455.5164 |
2494 | | 2455.8696 | the challenges in- in the community. | 2457.6508 |
2496 | | 2458.4109 | And by God's Grace we do have some amazing people in our neighborhood. | 2461.1993 |
2498 | | 2461.4359 | You know, our neighborhood's not all | 2462.5504 |
2500 | | 2463.3897 | what the media portrays it to be, | 2464.7373 |
2502 | | 2465.0730 | but we do have some elements unfortunately of people who | 2467.6423 |
2504 | | 2468.7462 | do things they shouldn't do. | 2469.8513 |
2506 | | 2471.1849 | Um, | 2471.7072 |
2508 | | 2472.4392 | and so God wants us right there | 2474.3405 |
2510 | | 2474.9094 | to be a light in the midst of this- the darkness that surround us. | 2477.9216 |
2512 | | 2478.3506 | So that's why we moved here into Ward Seven, right here, | 2480.6716 |
2514 | | 2481.0540 | right off East Capitol Street. | 2482.0378 |
2516 | | 2482.6673 | And um, | 2483.4320 |
2518 | | 2483.5813 | that's where we are. | 2484.3180 |
2520 | | 2485.1433 | And so um- | 2486.0246 |
2522 | | 2486.1820 | so yeah, that's- that's- | 2486.9048 |
2524 | | 2487.2078 | that's why we | 2488.0145 |
2526 | | 2488.1451 | came to this neighborhood. | 2489.7118 |
2528 | | 2490.2854 | Um, not to be the dun dun da dun! Saviors of- hey, we're here to save Ward Seven! No, Jesus is here to save Ward Seven. | 2495.9916 |
2530 | | 2496.4346 | We're just vessels that he's using | 2497.9640 |
2532 | | 2498.4711 | to- to be light in a dark place, to be salt where there's no flavor. | 2501.5020 |
2534 | | 2501.9823 | Or there's a lack of flavor. | 2503.1060 |
2536 | | 2503.3100 | There are many churches here in the neighborhood, and we been connecting with them. | 2505.9073 |
2538 | | 2506.6394 | But um, we know God called us here to come along side them and help. | 2509.5630 |
2540 | | 2510.1867 | So we don't think we're the big dog coming in. We don't think we're the super super church. | 2514.2807 |
2542 | | 2514.6304 | We don't think we know it all. | 2515.7122 |
2544 | | 2515.8136 | We just wanna come along what God's already been doing and- and | 2518.0612 |
2546 | | 2518.1871 | play our part. | 2518.7000 |
2548 | | 2519.7958 | You asked me another question. | 2520.6351 |
2550 | | 2520.7750 | What was the [s-] | 2521.1713 |
2551 | DCB_int_01 | 2521.0268 | [How'd] you end up | 2521.5583 |
2552 | | 2521.6784 | inside /RD-WORK-5/? | 2522.8721 |
2553 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2522.8908 | Oh yes! | 2523.5669 |
2555 | | 2524.5647 | So I didn't know where we would be worshipping | 2526.3366 |
2557 | | 2526.6770 | with /RD-WORK-5/, so we were just- | 2528.0806 |
2559 | | 2528.7742 | I went to- knocked on doors. I asked principals. | 2531.5579 |
2561 | | 2531.8704 | I said, hey, | 2532.4019 |
2563 | | 2533.4686 | would you mind a church being in here? | 2534.5690 |
2565 | | 2534.8441 | Yes I would. | 2535.5156 |
2566 | DCB_int_01 | 2535.6368 | [<laugh>] | 2537.0124 |
2567 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2536.1124 | [Mm-hm, so you know.] | 2537.0357 |
2568 | | 2537.8983 | [Lot of-] | 2538.3040 |
2569 | DCB_int_01 | 2537.9123 | [<cough>] | 2538.3180 |
2570 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2538.6024 | A lot of people didn't want a church in their building for different reasons. They got to be responsible for them if something breaks, | 2544.5651 |
2572 | | 2544.6351 | blase | 2544.9382 |
2574 | | 2545.0547 | blah. | 2545.6842 |
2576 | | 2546.1913 | The- so it's- in DCPS, it's all about whatever the principal says, | 2548.9891 |
2578 | | 2550.2481 | and principals just weren't responding to emails, phone calls, in person | 2554.0798 |
2580 | | 2554.7140 | visitations. | 2555.7165 |
2582 | | 2556.2714 | Um, and so, I just began praying. I would drive around Ward Seven DC and just pray. I'd say, God, will you just show me? | 2561.7818 |
2584 | | 2561.9729 | Just show me God, where. | 2562.9475 |
2586 | | 2563.4872 | So I got a phone call from a friend | 2564.7369 |
2588 | | 2565.9586 | who used to uh, pastor a church that was in /RD-WORK-5/. | 2568.6677 |
2590 | | 2569.5257 | Um, and they stopped having services in uh, /RD-WORK-6/ | 2573.0777 |
2592 | | 2573.6652 | /RD-WORK-4/ back in two thousand twelve. | 2575.5572 |
2594 | | 2575.6737 | And he said, hey /RD-NAME-2/, I know you're looking for a building, man. | 2577.6974 |
2596 | | 2578.1871 | Well have you thought about /RD-WORK-5/ | 2579.5020 |
2598 | | 2579.8983 | /RD-WORK-6/ | 2580.8309 |
2600 | | 2580.9661 | on Benning Road? | 2581.4966 |
2602 | | 2582.1773 | I said, you know, | 2582.7229 |
2604 | | 2584.0145 | I had thought about it, but | 2585.2269 |
2606 | | 2586.3040 | man, | 2586.7330 |
2608 | | 2587.0629 | I guess I didn't think enough about it. | 2588.0001 |
2610 | | 2588.9840 | So | 2589.3058 |
2612 | | 2589.4969 | came in, | 2590.0425 |
2614 | | 2590.7140 | met with the interim director at the time, | 2592.8169 |
2616 | | 2593.6691 | and uh, did a- did a walk through, | 2595.2032 |
2618 | | 2595.2824 | prayed about it, | 2595.9446 |
2620 | | 2596.9658 | and felt the peace of God to- hey, say, | 2599.4045 |
2622 | | 2600.1214 | we're gonna be here. | 2600.7882 |
2624 | | 2601.4643 | And we've been here since June twenty fourteen, | 2604.0149 |
2626 | | 2604.8869 | and uh, I'm so glad we're here. | 2606.4012 |
2628 | | 2606.9001 | Cause it's a great place, and um- | 2608.5088 |
2630 | | 2608.8538 | you know, great staff, great people. | 2610.1175 |
2632 | | 2610.9988 | And everybody knows what it- where it is. | 2613.1985 |
2634 | | 2614.1684 | You know, it- | 2614.5181 |
2636 | | 2615.3761 | some of the buildings we were looking for, | 2616.8123 |
2638 | | 2617.9862 | kind of in the cut- | 2619.2358 |
2640 | | 2619.4690 | or we were looking at rather- were like, in the cut, kind of off to the side. | 2622.9102 |
2642 | | 2623.4371 | The school was up in the- in the neighborhood | 2625.2172 |
2644 | | 2625.5902 | but | 2625.7581 |
2646 | | 2626.3083 | /RD-WORK-10/- whenever I tell people we worship in the /RD-WORK-2/- oh, /RD-WORK-4/? Oh yeah, man! | 2631.3104 |
2648 | | 2631.7441 | I know where that is! | 2632.4202 |
2650 | | 2632.6906 | That's by the police station. | 2633.5067 |
2652 | | 2634.0662 | You know, my cousin | 2634.6957 |
2654 | | 2634.8263 | got locked up. | 2635.4977 |
2656 | | 2635.8276 | Just joking. | 2636.2286 |
2658 | | 2636.6903 | But | 2636.8954 |
2660 | | 2637.1286 | people- people say things- | 2638.6533 |
2662 | | 2639.0124 | people know where this is. It's a landmark. It's a staple in the community. | 2642.0106 |
2664 | | 2642.4151 | And it's so many families here that we get to partner with, so we get to do | 2645.1476 |
2666 | | 2645.6605 | some different um, | 2646.7190 |
2668 | | 2647.1247 | things for the kids here. | 2648.1913 |
2670 | | 2648.4804 | Um, | 2648.7882 |
2672 | | 2649.3011 | during the holidays, you know, | 2650.6347 |
2674 | | 2650.7233 | back to school stuff we try to partner with the /RD-WORK-2/. | 2652.7889 |
2676 | | 2653.5583 | So it's- it's so great to- | 2654.6250 |
2678 | | 2654.7323 | w- when you come to a community to try to help families, | 2657.1523 |
2680 | | 2657.4263 | and you got so many h- families that already come to the building that you worship in, it's like, | 2660.7556 |
2682 | | 2661.5530 | thank you God. | 2662.1871 |
2684 | | 2662.6627 | People already here to help. <laugh> | 2664.1490 |
2686 | | 2664.6806 | Don't have to go knocking on doors. They already coming in. So | 2666.8768 |
2688 | | 2667.3105 | that's how we got to /RD-WORK-5/, and | 2668.8865 |
2690 | | 2669.3190 | that's how /RD-WORK-5/ | 2670.3775 |
2692 | | 2671.4780 | got started and- | 2672.2753 |
2694 | | 2672.7649 | You know, wanted- we wanted to come along side churches that are already doing work here | 2675.8180 |
2696 | | 2676.2889 | and just do our part. | 2677.1143 |
2698 | | 2677.5246 | And we wanted to live where we lead. | 2679.2732 |
2700 | | 2679.5296 | We didn't wanna live somewhere | 2680.6114 |
2702 | | 2681.5615 | else. We wanted to be right in the midst | 2683.5013 |
2704 | | 2683.5666 | of | 2684.0282 |
2706 | | 2684.5131 | where | 2685.1007 |
2708 | | 2685.6835 | um, the community is, where the people are that we wanna serve and help, so. | 2688.8671 |
2709 | DCB_int_01 | 2690.3406 | So | 2690.6810 |
2711 | | 2690.9048 | I'm gonna | 2691.2488 |
2713 | | 2691.5903 | kind of shift gears a little bit. | 2693.2258 |
2714 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2693.2398 | Okay. | 2693.4543 |
2715 | DCB_int_01 | 2694.0185 | Um, | 2694.6060 |
2717 | | 2695.3054 | when you think about DC, | 2696.7276 |
2719 | | 2696.9375 | after much | 2697.8421 |
2721 | | 2699.0812 | anguish and | 2700.0278 |
2723 | | 2700.5594 | heartache and | 2701.3987 |
2725 | | 2701.5759 | finally you broke down, and God was like, move, and you were like, [okay] God, | 2704.3596 |
2726 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2703.7022 | [Yeah.] | 2703.8747 |
2727 | DCB_int_01 | 2704.4995 | I'm [moving.] | 2705.1010 |
2728 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2704.6487 | [Yeah.] | 2704.8353 |
2729 | DCB_int_01 | 2706.3402 | Have you- | 2706.8718 |
2731 | | 2707.1469 | so let's talk about your experience in DC. Have you been a tourist in your town? | 2711.0601 |
2732 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2711.3797 | [<laugh>] | 2712.1444 |
2733 | DCB_int_01 | 2711.9206 | [You know] people come from all over the [world and all over the] country to come see the monuments and [do all this touristy] stuff | 2717.3482 |
2734 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2713.6179 | [Yeah.] | 2714.2893 |
2736 | | 2716.1405 | [Yeah, yeah.] | 2716.8399 |
2737 | | 2717.3843 | [<laugh>] | 2717.6950 |
2738 | DCB_int_01 | 2717.6175 | [and] you're down the street. | 2718.4661 |
2739 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2718.7319 | I know. That's- that's the- that's the | 2720.5784 |
2741 | | 2720.7230 | common thing with so many of my friends. | 2722.4669 |
2743 | | 2722.8306 | We say that. /You know/, I haven't been to this monument, I haven't been to that. | 2725.6085 |
2745 | | 2725.8976 | I would ride past it, but to actually | 2727.4364 |
2747 | | 2728.1871 | catch the Metro and go do a day | 2730.2749 |
2749 | | 2730.3822 | in DC? | 2731.0630 |
2751 | | 2732.2613 | No. | 2732.5971 |
2753 | | 2733.0587 | <laugh> It's sad, isn't it? | 2733.9540 |
2755 | | 2734.4715 | I have not been a tourist in my own city. | 2736.0511 |
2757 | | 2736.8205 | Um, | 2737.3241 |
2759 | | 2737.7857 | I haven't, | 2738.2194 |
2761 | | 2738.5225 | and it's- it's sad. | 2739.4271 |
2763 | | 2739.5949 | I think because | 2740.3736 |
2765 | | 2740.5042 | it's so close, | 2741.2409 |
2767 | | 2741.8366 | the awe factor's not there. | 2743.2588 |
2769 | | 2743.7344 | I have been to some of the museums and things like that like the Holocaust Museum. I been to the | 2747.9345 |
2771 | | 2748.3775 | Air and Space, the Smithsonian, things like that. | 2750.5971 |
2773 | | 2751.0867 | But | 2751.3898 |
2775 | | 2752.3876 | like, I haven't made it to some of the ones I really wanna get to. Like, I haven't been to the Martin Luther King one yet. | 2756.1354 |
2777 | | 2756.3499 | You know? | 2756.7416 |
2779 | | 2757.3898 | Um, | 2757.9586 |
2781 | | 2758.2058 | I haven't like, | 2758.6907 |
2783 | | 2758.8947 | been at the White House. | 2760.0371 |
2785 | | 2760.3542 | I've drove- | 2760.6713 |
2787 | | 2760.8205 | driven- you know, driven past it so many times, but- | 2762.6903 |
2789 | | 2763.2545 | like, this- | 2763.7674 |
2791 | | 2764.2524 | well I've driven past the Martin Luther King statue. Like, yo, that's what's up. But the monument- but like, | 2767.9676 |
2793 | | 2769.2592 | the tourist thing is not | 2770.6114 |
2795 | | 2771.2957 | there | 2771.8599 |
2797 | | 2772.7925 | for me. | 2773.1935 |
2799 | | 2773.9349 | But w- I probably should do that. | 2775.0633 |
2801 | | 2775.5390 | It's getting kind of | 2775.9866 |
2803 | | 2776.1265 | cold now, but I probably should do it. | 2777.6081 |
2804 | DCB_int_01 | 2777.6734 | Go at night. It's so much better at night. [I pro-] | 2780.1914 |
2805 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2779.7111 | [Oh yeah?] | 2780.1028 |
2806 | | 2780.4385 | Oh cause everything's lit up. | 2781.2079 |
2807 | DCB_int_01 | 2781.5203 | It's lit up, but there's just this kind of | 2783.5847 |
2809 | | 2784.6480 | awe | 2785.3754 |
2811 | | 2785.8137 | and this | 2786.8628 |
2813 | | 2787.0633 | like, reverence of like, knowing you're in greatness | 2789.5102 |
2815 | | 2789.6408 | [but] | 2789.8320 |
2816 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2789.7201 | [Yeah], yeah [yeah.] | 2790.4894 |
2817 | DCB_int_01 | 2790.2563 | [thinking] about the struggle- It's just- | 2791.7158 |
2818 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2791.7624 | Mm-hm. | 2792.1961 |
2819 | DCB_int_01 | 2792.4292 | The reflective | 2793.4037 |
2820 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2793.4597 | Yeah. | 2793.7488 |
2821 | DCB_int_01 | 2793.8187 | moment, [it was just-] | 2795.3155 |
2822 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2794.5788 | [Uh-huh.] | 2794.9658 |
2823 | | 2795.7807 | [<laugh>] | 2796.5127 |
2824 | DCB_int_01 | 2795.7947 | [I can't- And I went] the same day. I went in the daytime and at night [on the very] same day. | 2799.5017 |
2825 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2798.5038 | [Oh, wow.] | 2799.0773 |
2826 | | 2799.6415 | It was [different.] | 2800.2058 |
2827 | DCB_int_01 | 2799.8794 | [The- I don't know] how that happened. | 2800.9472 |
2828 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2801.2398 | <laugh> | 2801.6361 |
2829 | DCB_int_01 | 2801.8133 | And I felt totally different when I went back that night | 2804.0748 |
2830 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2804.1401 | Yeah yeah. | 2804.6297 |
2831 | DCB_int_01 | 2804.9514 | than I did in the day. | 2805.9773 |
2832 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2806.1172 | Wow. | 2806.4109 |
2833 | DCB_int_01 | 2806.9647 | Um, | 2807.3237 |
2834 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2807.3284 | [Yeah.] | 2807.6035 |
2835 | DCB_int_01 | 2807.5009 | [so] most definitely take some time, [even] if you're not- well, maybe now it's cold. But you know how | 2811.8327 |
2836 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2809.3474 | [Mm.] | 2809.5386 |
2837 | DCB_int_01 | 2812.2571 | you have community group? That could be a | 2814.3084 |
2838 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2814.2516 | Oh [yeah.] | 2815.0163 |
2839 | DCB_int_01 | 2814.6060 | [great] | 2815.0303 |
2840 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2815.5246 | [Outing.] | 2815.8743 |
2841 | DCB_int_01 | 2815.5246 | [like] | 2815.8417 |
2842 | | 2816.4478 | reflective [time] | 2817.7385 |
2843 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2817.4364 | [Yeah.] | 2817.7954 |
2844 | DCB_int_01 | 2818.4016 | um, [just] to change it up, | 2819.7527 |
2845 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2818.7047 | [Mm.] | 2818.8726 |
2846 | | 2820.0092 | Yeah, [that'd be good.] | 2820.7412 |
2847 | DCB_int_01 | 2820.1957 | [but it's getting] a little- | 2821.2168 |
2848 | | 2821.4034 | It's like fifty- It's [getting a little brisk] | 2822.8431 |
2849 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2822.0841 | [<laugh>] | 2824.0612 |
2850 | DCB_int_01 | 2823.0027 | [being out there. I don't know.] | 2823.9819 |
2851 | | 2824.1125 | We might have to wait til [spring to do that one.] | 2825.6688 |
2852 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2824.9740 | [/I should/ wait, right?] | 2825.7014 |
2853 | | 2826.2703 | [<laugh>] | 2827.6691 |
2854 | DCB_int_01 | 2826.3309 | [Um,] | 2826.9977 |
2855 | | 2827.7857 | so what about- | 2828.6996 |
2857 | | 2828.8209 | what [about] | 2829.4550 |
2858 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2829.1007 | [<laugh>] | 2829.4597 |
2859 | DCB_int_01 | 2829.6089 | um- | 2829.9306 |
2861 | | 2830.0845 | I know y- okay. | 2830.7700 |
2863 | | 2831.1139 | This is what I think is really interesting, | 2832.8345 |
2864 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2833.0397 | [Mm-hm.] | 2833.2355 |
2865 | DCB_int_01 | 2833.1003 | [and this] is what I was telling /RD-NAME-2/ | 2834.4572 |
2866 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2834.7742 | Mm-hm. | 2835.0494 |
2867 | DCB_int_01 | 2835.3151 | is um, | 2836.7653 |
2869 | | 2838.0977 | <ts> | 2838.1537 |
2871 | | 2838.2470 | I love the fact that you | 2839.3194 |
2873 | | 2839.5106 | didn't come in and say, we need to build this big building. | 2841.6695 |
2874 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2841.8794 | [Oh yeah.] | 2842.3596 |
2875 | DCB_int_01 | 2841.8887 | [But we gonna] just meet the people where they are, and [we're gonna] take 'em where | 2844.9790 |
2876 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2843.9905 | [Yeah.] | 2844.2470 |
2877 | | 2845.2961 | [Mm-hm.] | 2845.5992 |
2878 | DCB_int_01 | 2845.3940 | [God] sees fit. | 2846.2846 |
2879 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2846.4572 | Mm-hm. | 2846.7509 |
2880 | DCB_int_01 | 2847.0214 | And you go out and do street ministry- can you think of some- | 2849.5289 |
2882 | | 2849.6781 | some times- some- [some] stories- some | 2852.1448 |
2883 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2850.6293 | [Mm-hm.] | 2850.9277 |
2884 | DCB_int_01 | 2852.4478 | interesting moments that you've had kind of being out in the community? | 2855.3761 |
2885 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2855.5895 | Yeah. | 2855.7667 |
2886 | DCB_int_01 | 2855.8599 | Good, bad, [otherwise.] | 2857.2308 |
2887 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2856.9417 | [Yeah yeah.] | 2857.2728 |
2888 | | 2858.3219 | Um, | 2858.8442 |
2890 | | 2859.4644 | yeah, so being in the community, doing ministry out- | 2861.9299 |
2892 | | 2862.3356 | we do a lot of outreach, | 2863.4920 |
2894 | | 2863.9303 | um, | 2864.3872 |
2896 | | 2864.8489 | w- and basically | 2865.9120 |
2898 | | 2866.4529 | we'll um, give away groceries, | 2868.4241 |
2900 | | 2868.9650 | uh, give away lunches, | 2870.4059 |
2902 | | 2870.5598 | uh, | 2870.8628 |
2904 | | 2871.4970 | answer biblical questions from um, a- a | 2873.4496 |
2906 | | 2873.5895 | PA system outside. | 2874.8764 |
2908 | | 2875.6645 | Um, | 2876.1494 |
2910 | | 2877.0960 | and- and so one of the instances that comes to mind- | 2879.1803 |
2912 | | 2879.6035 | there was a lady- We were on Minnesota Avenue in front of the Unity Health Care Center, | 2882.9701 |
2913 | DCB_int_01 | 2883.1566 | Mm, mm-hm. | 2883.5576 |
2914 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2883.9680 | and uh, I was on the back of a- a Uhaul truck that we rented | 2887.5759 |
2916 | | 2888.3593 | to uh, | 2888.9654 |
2918 | | 2889.4783 | <ts> | 2889.5763 |
2920 | | 2889.7535 | haul the gas generator that was powering the sound system outside. So we turned the back of a pickup into a stage. | 2894.7183 |
2922 | | 2895.7488 | We were facing um, | 2896.9658 |
2924 | | 2897.1885 | a kind of hot spot area | 2898.6386 |
2926 | | 2899.1096 | where, you know, a lot of people hang out. | 2900.5831 |
2928 | | 2900.9328 | It's been prone to have some criminal activity happening. | 2902.9238 |
2930 | | 2903.6454 | And so we intentionally pointed these speakers right | 2906.2940 |
2932 | | 2906.6344 | toward the liquor store, the bus stop, the McDonalds. And we were like, hey, | 2909.8553 |
2934 | | 2910.7272 | we giving away some gift cards | 2912.3668 |
2936 | | 2912.7090 | if you- if uh- if I can answer your question | 2914.8726 |
2938 | | 2914.9985 | about the Bible. | 2915.7294 |
2940 | | 2916.3122 | So we did like a sweepstakes where we um- | 2918.0655 |
2942 | | 2918.3593 | you had to write down a question | 2919.4737 |
2944 | | 2919.7535 | about- | 2919.9540 |
2946 | | 2920.0705 | from the B- the- | 2920.7187 |
2948 | | 2920.9378 | about the Bible that you wanted me to answer, | 2922.2796 |
2950 | | 2923.0443 | and if it was | 2923.6691 |
2952 | | 2924.0142 | p- picked- I would randomly select, and you'd get a gift card. | 2926.2664 |
2954 | | 2926.3643 | And we gave away thirty five gift cards | 2927.9625 |
2956 | | 2928.5034 | to help people, | 2929.1376 |
2958 | | 2929.3894 | in addition to about three hundred lunches that day. | 2931.1333 |
2960 | | 2931.8700 | And um, | 2932.6114 |
2962 | | 2932.9880 | one lady in particular, | 2934.1957 |
2964 | | 2935.2262 | she was just heckling me. | 2936.2427 |
2966 | | 2936.4991 | She was heckling me like, | 2937.3571 |
2968 | | 2938.0472 | oh, | 2938.4016 |
2970 | | 2938.5741 | oh he's scared to answer my question, | 2940.3216 |
2972 | | 2940.4894 | my /blankety/ blank question. | 2941.5992 |
2974 | | 2942.0282 | Oh he /blankety/ blank out of his mind. | 2943.7814 |
2976 | | 2944.5508 | And so she was just kind of | 2945.6221 |
2978 | | 2945.7713 | like heckling, heckling. I could tell she was | 2947.5153 |
2980 | | 2947.6785 | you know, high on some type of drug. | 2949.0913 |
2982 | | 2949.8514 | And um, | 2950.6161 |
2984 | | 2950.7746 | so | 2951.0637 |
2986 | | 2951.6641 | I talked to her | 2952.4568 |
2988 | | 2953.0117 | and basically found out that | 2954.9048 |
2990 | | 2955.4271 | her- | 2955.6555 |
2992 | | 2956.0192 | her brother was killed. | 2957.3797 |
2994 | | 2958.2703 | Um, | 2958.7785 |
2996 | | 2959.1469 | and her question was you know, how do you forgive somebody | 2961.6509 |
2998 | | 2962.2804 | who had your brother killed? | 2963.7760 |
3000 | | 2964.5873 | Um, cause I wanna go kill the girl- | 2966.2147 |
3002 | | 2966.4898 | that- the- | 2966.8768 |
3004 | | 2967.0074 | my brother's ex girlfriend who had him killed. | 2969.0031 |
3006 | | 2970.4381 | And so I talked to her about God's forgiveness and how God has forgiven her of so much, | 2973.9120 |
3008 | | 2974.0752 | and that God's wrath has not come down upon her | 2976.2236 |
3010 | | 2976.6013 | to the point of bringing her to death | 2977.8090 |
3012 | | 2978.2660 | and that he's given her time to repent. | 2979.7348 |
3014 | | 2980.3771 | And so as | 2981.2071 |
3016 | | 2981.4869 | you have been forgiven, you should also forgive. | 2983.3381 |
3018 | | 2984.2846 | And um, | 2985.0680 |
3020 | | 2985.9073 | from there, one of our- one of our leaders prayed with her, | 2988.4708 |
3021 | DCB_int_01 | 2988.5687 | Mm. | 2988.7925 |
3022 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 2989.0443 | and she just started crying. | 2990.5458 |
3024 | | 2991.3478 | And just- just to see | 2992.5508 |
3026 | | 2992.9833 | the love of Christ in- | 2994.2843 |
3028 | | 2994.6713 | w- when the- | 2995.1982 |
3030 | | 2995.3241 | when the Bible's articulated and you see | 2997.4690 |
3032 | | 2997.8980 | God's word seep into a hard heart | 3000.1304 |
3034 | | 3001.0117 | and turn that person, | 3002.0702 |
3036 | | 3002.7696 | change the way they think. You know the- the word repent means to change the way you think. | 3005.9112 |
3038 | | 3006.5780 | Um, w- another time we- we were on Division Avenue | 3009.1286 |
3040 | | 3009.7628 | at Marvin Gaye Park. | 3010.7793 |
3042 | | 3012.1490 | We partner with McLain Bible Church, and w- uh- we do a big | 3014.9001 |
3044 | | 3014.9981 | carnival- back to school carnival and concert | 3017.0206 |
3046 | | 3017.8366 | every year. We've done it for three years now, so | 3019.7764 |
3048 | | 3020.4245 | got like, | 3021.0027 |
3050 | | 3021.3758 | uh, moon bounce and rock climbing walls and | 3024.0914 |
3052 | | 3024.1781 | pony rides and | 3025.1391 |
3054 | | 3025.3954 | just turned Marvin Gaye Park into a carnival | 3027.1460 |
3056 | | 3027.4180 | and a concert. | 3028.0843 |
3058 | | 3028.7585 | And um, | 3029.5944 |
3060 | | 3030.4489 | in the middle of the concert | 3031.4267 |
3062 | | 3031.7145 | I was sharing the- | 3032.3059 |
3064 | | 3032.4163 | the message of Jesus Christ, the love of God, | 3034.1353 |
3066 | | 3035.0806 | and um, | 3035.7784 |
3068 | | 3036.5276 | it was a drunk guy | 3037.4541 |
3070 | | 3037.9785 | uh, who was like- | 3039.1494 |
3072 | | 3039.7438 | I said, you know the bad news is we all deserve to go to Hell. | 3041.6875 |
3074 | | 3042.1804 | And he was like, no, no no! Not the babies, not the babies. | 3045.5543 |
3076 | | 3045.9722 | Not the babies. | 3046.7016 |
3078 | | 3047.4428 | He was shaking his cane at me, and some people were looking at me upset because | 3050.6512 |
3080 | | 3051.3058 | you know the- the Bible teaches us that we've all sinned and we all deserve God's judgement, | 3054.6719 |
3082 | | 3055.4486 | even the little ones. We all deserve God's judgement. | 3057.4238 |
3084 | | 3057.7895 | That's bad news. But the good news is- so when I shared the good news, | 3060.7268 |
3086 | | 3061.2118 | that- that he gives us a way | 3062.5523 |
3088 | | 3062.8795 | to escape the judgement we deserve by putting our faith in Jesus Christ, | 3066.0248 |
3090 | | 3066.6043 | um, | 3067.1800 |
3092 | | 3068.1972 | you know that guy will raise his hand for salvation. | 3069.9901 |
3094 | | 3070.2543 | So | 3070.5618 |
3096 | | 3071.1138 | to see people | 3072.2572 |
3098 | | 3072.5765 | who are very hostile toward | 3074.2393 |
3100 | | 3074.5705 | God, | 3075.0318 |
3102 | | 3075.9268 | in a moment, | 3076.5024 |
3104 | | 3076.7429 | <snap> | 3076.8730 |
3106 | | 3077.9494 | God does something in their conscience | 3079.6753 |
3108 | | 3080.3456 | where they are- they are awakened. <snap> | 3081.4416 |
3110 | | 3081.6663 | You know the Bible says, awake O sleeper, | 3083.2710 |
3112 | | 3083.7668 | rise from the dead | 3084.6145 |
3114 | | 3084.9260 | that I may shine upon you. You see somebody's conscience get awakened, like | 3087.8317 |
3116 | | 3088.3403 | <snap> | 3088.4507 |
3118 | | 3088.6873 | I was dead in my sin, | 3089.7193 |
3120 | | 3089.8770 | I was lost in my sin, and now | 3091.3216 |
3122 | | 3092.2978 | I'm made alive in Christ. I can see him. | 3094.0710 |
3124 | | 3094.2366 | Man. | 3094.5599 |
3126 | | 3094.9226 | I w- Uh, that song, Amazing Grace, | 3096.6061 |
3128 | | 3096.8742 | how sweet the sound. | 3097.7968 |
3130 | | 3098.1122 | Save the rest like me. | 3098.9914 |
3132 | | 3099.3177 | I once was lost, but now am found, was blind | 3101.5374 |
3134 | | 3102.1722 | but now I see. Like, that song is amazing because that what's happens | 3105.3614 |
3136 | | 3105.6447 | when a person is converted, when a person goes from being a sinner, | 3108.0340 |
3138 | | 3108.5268 | on their way to hell, | 3109.2168 |
3140 | | 3109.6298 | to a person who is a saint | 3110.7377 |
3142 | | 3110.9860 | on their way to heaven | 3111.6800 |
3144 | | 3112.0979 | because of their faith in Jesus Christ. | 3113.4226 |
3146 | | 3113.7025 | So, | 3114.0613 |
3148 | | 3115.0854 | those are some of my golden moments, | 3116.6619 |
3150 | | 3117.2468 | seeing people's | 3118.4604 |
3152 | | 3119.0399 | eyes open | 3119.9655 |
3153 | DCB_int_01 | 3120.3046 | [Mm.] | 3120.4583 |
3154 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3120.3124 | [to] understand who God is | 3121.8146 |
3155 | | 3122.2167 | and- | 3122.3153 |
3157 | | 3122.4454 | and to have an opportunity to talk about the misconceptions. | 3125.4096 |
3159 | | 3125.7918 | One last thing I'll share is a woman | 3127.0653 |
3161 | | 3127.6803 | uh, spoke to me recently and | 3129.2377 |
3163 | | 3129.6743 | thought that she would go to hell because she use marijuana, | 3132.0596 |
3165 | | 3132.7930 | you know, for medicinal purposes, and I was explaining to her that you know- | 3135.7529 |
3167 | | 3136.4114 | you know, | 3136.9318 |
3169 | | 3137.3024 | you didn't earn your way into heaven. | 3138.5522 |
3171 | | 3138.7020 | You know, salvation's a free gift, and so she thought she was going to hell because she had hepatitis C, | 3142.9177 |
3173 | | 3143.6594 | and her doctor prescribed her to take- | 3145.1148 |
3175 | | 3145.4736 | drink marijuana | 3146.3922 |
3177 | | 3146.9363 | uh, in doses. | 3148.0203 |
3179 | | 3148.4897 | And uh, I said, you know the use of medication | 3151.0988 |
3181 | | 3151.5483 | to help your body- | 3152.4551 |
3183 | | 3152.8296 | if you're not abusing that medication, you're not in sin. | 3154.9429 |
3185 | | 3155.4072 | You know, we take percocets and all that kind of stuff, but if you're abusing percocets, you're damaging your temple. And the Bi- The Bible says your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit. | 3161.7499 |
3187 | | 3162.1600 | So just | 3162.4474 |
3189 | | 3162.8066 | breaking down misconceptions that people have like, if I do this thing, I'm going to hell. | 3166.4802 |
3191 | | 3166.8784 | If I do that thing, I'm going to hell. | 3168.1873 |
3193 | | 3168.5146 | You know, versus | 3169.2361 |
3195 | | 3169.5752 | no you've done enough to | 3170.6072 |
3197 | | 3170.7964 | earn your way into hell already. | 3171.8964 |
3199 | | 3172.2907 | But when you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and believe in your heart God raised him from the dead, | 3175.9130 |
3201 | | 3176.4334 | you are saved | 3177.3600 |
3203 | | 3177.7779 | by faith in Jesus Christ. It's- it's- it's a undeserved gift | 3180.8680 |
3205 | | 3180.9626 | God gives you. You didn't earn your way into heaven anyway. | 3183.1902 |
3206 | DCB_int_01 | 3183.7816 | Mm. | 3183.9196 |
3207 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3184.1561 | And then when you are saved, | 3185.3340 |
3209 | | 3185.4641 | God leads you on that path of righteousness, and it's not that you're not going to make mistakes or fall into sin, | 3189.6315 |
3211 | | 3190.0692 | but God, his job is to help you | 3191.4560 |
3213 | | 3191.7596 | stay up and stay focused | 3192.9542 |
3215 | | 3193.2775 | as you keep walking. | 3194.0109 |
3217 | | 3194.1370 | So explaining things like that to people | 3195.8511 |
3219 | | 3196.2558 | who think that | 3196.8092 |
3221 | | 3197.4242 | they can like lose their salvation or | 3199.0407 |
3223 | | 3199.4586 | fall off the salvation ship | 3200.8810 |
3225 | | 3201.1372 | <laugh> | 3201.3502 |
3227 | | 3201.6735 | because, | 3202.0874 |
3229 | | 3202.5014 | oh, | 3202.7104 |
3231 | | 3202.8760 | I did this. | 3203.4477 |
3233 | | 3203.7079 | Well I guess I deserve to go to hell now. | 3205.1430 |
3235 | | 3205.2840 | Well you've always deserved to go to hell. | 3206.3721 |
3236 | DCB_int_01 | 3206.4746 | <laugh> | 3207.0030 |
3237 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3207.1212 | But | 3207.4327 |
3239 | | 3208.0990 | that's the bad news. | 3208.8915 |
3241 | | 3208.9664 | The [good news] is | 3209.8456 |
3242 | DCB_int_01 | 3209.1478 | [Right.] | 3209.3488 |
3243 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3210.2271 | Jesus died once and for all, so you don't have to. | 3212.2654 |
3245 | | 3212.6676 | So when we explain that to people, | 3214.1146 |
3247 | | 3215.2422 | and to see those misconceptions break down, those are my golden moments. | 3218.0089 |
3248 | DCB_int_01 | 3218.0838 | Mm-hm. | 3218.4360 |
3249 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3218.6595 | Those are my golden moments cause people are awakened to | 3220.7491 |
3251 | | 3221.0675 | <snap> | 3221.1818 |
3253 | | 3221.3277 | truth. | 3221.7574 |
3255 | | 3222.0768 | It's like, ah, I get it now. | 3223.3700 |
3257 | | 3223.5553 | That makes sense. | 3224.2965 |
3259 | | 3224.8603 | You know? | 3225.1521 |
3261 | | 3225.2782 | So. | 3225.4990 |
3262 | DCB_int_01 | 3226.3930 | Okay, I know we have um, | 3227.8006 |
3264 | | 3228.4393 | just a little more time so | 3229.6181 |
3266 | | 3229.8232 | couple other thing. | 3230.7962 |
3267 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3230.9468 | Mm-hm. | 3231.1715 |
3268 | DCB_int_01 | 3231.5688 | There are two things that are very unique to DC. Well, there's a couple things, [but two] things. | 3235.4562 |
3269 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3234.7426 | [Mm.] | 3234.9122 |
3270 | | 3235.5864 | Mm-hm. | 3235.8347 |
3271 | DCB_int_01 | 3236.3897 | Go go music. | 3237.1427 |
3272 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3237.4621 | Yeah. | 3237.8485 |
3274 | | 3238.1284 | Yeah yeah yeah. | 3238.7159 |
3275 | DCB_int_01 | 3238.9524 | What does that mean to you? Do you like it? Do you not like it? | 3241.3328 |
3276 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3241.3407 | Yeah. | 3241.7468 |
3278 | | 3242.4722 | You know, I- I- | 3243.0558 |
3280 | | 3243.3712 | go go music had to grow on me because | 3245.4187 |
3282 | | 3245.7092 | growing up as a kid, | 3246.7254 |
3284 | | 3247.4863 | uh, I remember being in- in /RD-SCHOOL-2/ Elementary School | 3249.7849 |
3286 | | 3250.0294 | and hearing um, | 3250.8958 |
3288 | | 3251.7671 | Doing da butt. (singing) | 3252.7606 |
3290 | | 3252.8750 | <sings> | 3253.7818 |
3292 | | 3253.8843 | <sings> | 3254.4166 |
3294 | | 3254.5506 | <sings> | 3255.5284 |
3296 | | 3255.6270 | <sings> | 3256.0212 |
3298 | | 3256.5367 | You know, Spike Lee's um, School Days, and I was like, that's tight. | 3259.5653 |
3300 | | 3259.9708 | <sings> | 3261.4178 |
3302 | | 3261.6612 | <sings> | 3261.9372 |
3304 | | 3262.0594 | <sings> | 3262.2763 |
3306 | | 3262.8125 | So you know, | 3263.4473 |
3308 | | 3263.5695 | that was hot. | 3264.0860 |
3310 | | 3264.7523 | But um, you know, EU, that's, you know, shout out to them. | 3266.7502 |
3312 | | 3267.2194 | But um, | 3267.8108 |
3314 | | 3269.0370 | um, | 3269.4628 |
3316 | | 3269.5495 | it was just good | 3270.4287 |
3318 | | 3270.7875 | to | 3271.3356 |
3320 | | 3271.7446 | to- to really | 3272.5332 |
3322 | | 3273.4991 | experience a unique sound | 3275.8844 |
3324 | | 3276.1092 | from our city. | 3277.0820 |
3326 | | 3278.0085 | Um, | 3278.3161 |
3328 | | 3278.4856 | and then as I | 3279.0652 |
3330 | | 3279.4634 | got older, go go music | 3280.9734 |
3332 | | 3281.3953 | started not being so original. | 3283.0581 |
3334 | | 3283.4208 | It was just | 3283.9373 |
3336 | | 3284.7180 | taking | 3285.2778 |
3338 | | 3286.0545 | hip hop or rap music | 3287.1536 |
3340 | | 3287.2758 | and just | 3287.6504 |
3342 | | 3288.0919 | repeating chants, repeating chants, repeating chants, repeating chants. | 3291.3367 |
3344 | | 3291.5378 | Repeat this rap hook. Repeat this rap hook. | 3293.2874 |
3346 | | 3293.4136 | I'm'a repeat this rap hook. | 3294.6437 |
3348 | | 3295.2863 | And it just started losing its | 3296.9501 |
3350 | | 3297.6115 | um, | 3298.1477 |
3352 | | 3298.6248 | creativi- | 3299.1531 |
3354 | | 3299.2911 | creative edge and a- and original edge to me. | 3301.3097 |
3356 | | 3301.7543 | I really like you know, Chuck Brown. He- he has some original music. You know, | 3304.9202 |
3358 | | 3305.5077 | um, but some of the newer bands just weren't really doing it for me. | 3308.2666 |
3360 | | 3308.8501 | And then um, | 3309.9186 |
3362 | | 3310.6834 | then I got exposed to gospel go go music. | 3312.7205 |
3364 | | 3313.2886 | So, they call it three g. | 3314.3452 |
3366 | | 3315.0115 | And gospel go go is so cool to me | 3317.0183 |
3368 | | 3317.4826 | um, because | 3318.4288 |
3370 | | 3318.7797 | you have people, | 3319.5604 |
3372 | | 3319.8600 | so- so you have | 3320.7313 |
3374 | | 3321.2991 | um, | 3321.8028 |
3376 | | 3322.0827 | American culture, | 3323.0289 |
3378 | | 3324.1841 | then you have, you know, hip hop culture which is a subculture. | 3326.4670 |
3380 | | 3327.1175 | Um, and then you have go go culture, which is also a subculture of American culture. | 3330.6767 |
3382 | | 3330.9054 | Then you got gospel go go culture. | 3332.4549 |
3384 | | 3333.1281 | And so gospel go go culture are people who are saved. They love Jesus Christ, | 3336.8579 |
3386 | | 3337.2640 | but their music, | 3338.2447 |
3388 | | 3338.8598 | um, | 3339.2304 |
3390 | | 3339.3723 | it- it- | 3339.6444 |
3392 | | 3339.7626 | it's a genre | 3340.8153 |
3394 | | 3341.3594 | style | 3341.9942 |
3396 | | 3342.5649 | of go go | 3343.3022 |
3398 | | 3343.4481 | but it's- it's gospel music. | 3344.9542 |
3400 | | 3345.4628 | And just | 3345.8827 |
3402 | | 3345.9832 | the worship of God- worshipping God to the congos and the timbales. | 3349.2546 |
3404 | | 3350.1890 | So I say that to say | 3351.1392 |
3406 | | 3351.6242 | go go | 3352.4679 |
3408 | | 3352.5497 | is a unique flavor, | 3353.7286 |
3410 | | 3354.9823 | and it goes through its moments. | 3356.7447 |
3412 | | 3357.2021 | Like right now | 3357.8487 |
3414 | | 3358.0921 | go go is kind of in a dry spell right now. | 3359.6731 |
3416 | | 3359.7993 | Not a lot of people like it. | 3360.6233 |
3418 | | 3361.3803 | But it's kind of like when I used to eat chicken. I'm a pescatarian now, but when I would eat chicken, I would eat Chick-fil-A all the time. | 3366.6034 |
3420 | | 3367.1001 | And I would eat Chick fil- chicken Chick-fil-A all the time | 3369.3386 |
3422 | | 3369.6934 | to the point I got tired of it. | 3370.7659 |
3424 | | 3371.4913 | But then | 3371.9053 |
3426 | | 3372.4533 | after two weeks of no Chick-fil-A, | 3373.7771 |
3428 | | 3374.2502 | I want that chicken again. I'm'a go | 3375.4251 |
3430 | | 3375.5473 | back to that chicken. | 3376.3398 |
3432 | | 3376.7459 | So as much as people | 3377.6488 |
3434 | | 3378.7636 | like go go then don't like it. Some like it then don't like it. | 3381.4130 |
3436 | | 3381.8073 | This is the one place you can go to get go go, | 3383.5490 |
3438 | | 3383.9393 | so when you wanna like it again, it'll be here waiting on you. | 3386.2813 |
3440 | | 3387.1881 | But yeah, um, | 3387.9293 |
3442 | | 3388.8115 | go go in of itself, it can be very misogynistic. It can be very explicit. | 3392.5925 |
3444 | | 3393.0765 | Uh, a lot of profanity, | 3394.2553 |
3446 | | 3394.4051 | just like, you know, hip hop music, | 3395.5406 |
3448 | | 3396.0689 | uh, which it- | 3396.5066 |
3450 | | 3396.6130 | which a lot of the | 3397.2557 |
3452 | | 3397.3858 | go go bands get their | 3398.4424 |
3454 | | 3398.8002 | hooks from. | 3399.3167 |
3456 | | 3399.4863 | Not a lot of original stuff, | 3400.4640 |
3458 | | 3400.9766 | just | 3401.2447 |
3460 | | 3402.0293 | take something from a rapper | 3403.1490 |
3462 | | 3403.3452 | and repeat it repeat it, make a chant, repeat it, repeat it. Make your booty bounce! | 3406.2903 |
3464 | | 3406.5269 | Repeat it, repeat it, repeat it. | 3407.3548 |
3466 | | 3407.9896 | Versus the gospel go go music, they w- they would take some Christian music | 3411.0718 |
3468 | | 3411.3912 | and do some things. And I've seen some gospel g- gospel go go bands do original music too. | 3414.7060 |
3470 | | 3415.2185 | So | 3415.4708 |
3472 | | 3415.7823 | I do like go go music | 3416.9336 |
3474 | | 3417.3476 | um, but some times, I get tired of it when it's not original enough. | 3420.5244 |
3476 | | 3420.8792 | Every song sounds the same. | 3422.2315 |
3478 | | 3423.0161 | Gotta be creative if you wanna keep attention | 3424.6040 |
3480 | | 3424.9628 | long time, that's what I say. | 3425.8894 |
3481 | DCB_int_01 | 3426.2048 | Well now that you're a pescatarian, I don't know if this one is | 3428.3102 |
3483 | | 3428.4048 | as [much relevant], | 3429.7325 |
3484 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3428.8099 | [<laugh>] | 3429.7719 |
3485 | DCB_int_01 | 3429.8665 | but what about mumbo sauce? | 3431.1479 |
3486 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3431.5461 | Yeah, I love- I love mumbo sauce. It's very sweet. I think it's like a mixture of- | 3435.4902 |
3488 | | 3436.1226 | Uh, what is it? It's- | 3437.1831 |
3490 | | 3437.2896 | dang (whispered), somebody told me before. | 3438.3817 |
3492 | | 3439.0195 | Somebody made mumbo sauce | 3440.3836 |
3494 | | 3440.6359 | for me one time at a church I was at, and I said, wow, you actually made it. | 3444.0463 |
3496 | | 3444.4909 | It's like mustard and something- you don't think mustard's in it. Something's in it that I didn't think was in it. | 3447.7988 |
3498 | | 3448.2443 | It's very sweet. It's very | 3449.2457 |
3500 | | 3449.6469 | very unique. | 3450.2147 |
3502 | | 3450.7824 | And I think the Pope, | 3451.6932 |
3504 | | 3451.9770 | uh, somebody tweeted that the Pope | 3453.3925 |
3506 | | 3453.4753 | will be asking for some mumbo sauce while he's here in DC. | 3455.8951 |
3508 | | 3456.3012 | I thought that was funny. | 3457.0384 |
3510 | | 3457.7757 | But um, | 3458.4144 |
3512 | | 3459.3203 | again, if it's the only place you can go to get it, | 3461.0708 |
3514 | | 3461.5045 | where will you go to get it? | 3462.2457 |
3516 | | 3462.8095 | So I do like mumbo sauce and, | 3464.5049 |
3518 | | 3464.9179 | uh, although I don't eat chicken anymore, I don't eat any land animals at all, | 3468.1548 |
3520 | | 3468.6910 | uh, salmon is my chicken, | 3469.8531 |
3522 | | 3470.2119 | so | 3470.5194 |
3524 | | 3470.6771 | I will whip up some mumbo sauce on some salmon in a heart beat. | 3473.2478 |
3526 | | 3474.0432 | <ts> | 3474.1536 |
3528 | | 3474.4138 | And that will be my lean protein | 3476.0855 |
3530 | | 3476.2432 | with some mumbo sauce. | 3477.1816 |
3532 | | 3478.0332 | [<laugh>] | 3479.1253 |
3533 | DCB_int_01 | 3478.2500 | [Hm.] | 3478.5339 |
3534 | | 3479.4555 | Alright. | 3479.7906 |
3536 | | 3480.1455 | Last thing. | 3480.9340 |
3537 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3480.9853 | Mm-hm. | 3481.2534 |
3538 | DCB_int_01 | 3481.8881 | What's your favorite book? | 3482.9408 |
3539 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3484.0053 | Favorite book. | 3485.4947 |
3541 | | 3486.1926 | <ts> | 3486.2517 |
3543 | | 3486.3148 | Um, other than the Bible, | 3487.7578 |
3545 | | 3488.0022 | that's probably like | 3488.4075 |
3547 | | 3488.5503 | a given, right? | 3489.2323 |
3549 | | 3489.8070 | Other than the Bible, | 3490.7296 |
3551 | | 3490.8084 | my favorite book | 3491.7231 |
3553 | | 3492.3264 | I would say is, um, | 3494.1242 |
3555 | | 3495.3731 | man there's so many books I read. | 3496.7609 |
3557 | | 3497.6283 | It's kind of hard to say my favorite. (whispered) | 3499.0121 |
3559 | | 3500.2295 | I think | 3501.0890 |
3561 | | 3503.3087 | my favorite book | 3504.4797 |
3563 | | 3504.8099 | would have to be | 3506.1070 |
3565 | | 3507.7274 | one of my leadership books. | 3508.9773 |
3567 | | 3510.0802 | Um, I love leadership reading, | 3511.5232 |
3569 | | 3512.3670 | and I'm kind of narrowing it down in my head while I'm | 3513.9401 |
3571 | | 3514.0978 | kind of buying for time. | 3514.9534 |
3572 | DCB_int_01 | 3515.1259 | <laugh> | 3516.8015 |
3573 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3516.8567 | So my favorite book I guess- | 3518.3549 |
3575 | | 3520.0493 | Mm, | 3520.1952 |
3577 | | 3520.3450 | see I don't wanna break any categories like, | 3521.5633 |
3579 | | 3522.1704 | story book | 3522.9905 |
3581 | | 3523.3453 | /Uh mm/. | 3523.9328 |
3583 | | 3525.3591 | Yeah. | 3525.7455 |
3585 | | 3525.9110 | Uh, | 3526.3369 |
3587 | | 3526.4630 | I think my favorite leadership book would have to be | 3528.5290 |
3589 | | 3529.1283 | John Maxwell's, uh, | 3530.7521 |
3591 | | 3530.8423 | Twenty One Irrefutable Laws of Leadership. | 3532.9596 |
3593 | | 3533.9531 | He goes through these laws of leadership, | 3535.5253 |
3595 | | 3535.6357 | and it's just so rich. | 3536.8934 |
3597 | | 3537.5321 | It's so rich. | 3538.6478 |
3599 | | 3538.9672 | He talks about the McDonald's brothers | 3540.4142 |
3601 | | 3541.4028 | and w- and what happened with them, | 3543.1573 |
3603 | | 3543.5279 | how they sold their business to Ray Kroc, and Ray Kroc was a leader | 3546.5431 |
3605 | | 3546.9965 | that took the McDonald's | 3547.9979 |
3607 | | 3548.5893 | company where it is now. | 3549.8115 |
3609 | | 3550.3477 | It's- | 3550.6986 |
3611 | | 3550.8711 | you learn so much. And since I'm a entrepreneur | 3552.9371 |
3613 | | 3553.2762 | for a multi media company, | 3554.4590 |
3615 | | 3555.1765 | I just love reading rich material | 3557.3379 |
3617 | | 3557.8250 | about lead- expanding my leadership. | 3559.2956 |
3619 | | 3559.8318 | So John C. Maxwell gets it. | 3561.2975 |
3621 | | 3561.8456 | Thank you John. | 3562.5158 |
3623 | | 3563.3043 | Twenty One Irrefutable Laws of Leadership, | 3564.9445 |
3625 | | 3565.0312 | that's probably my favorite | 3566.1105 |
3627 | | 3566.2288 | book. | 3566.5127 |
3628 | DCB_int_01 | 3568.0070 | Last question before I ask you to do one more favor for me. | 3570.9892 |
3629 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3571.0182 | Mm-hm. | 3571.2626 |
3630 | DCB_int_01 | 3572.3272 | If you had to leave a piece of advice | 3574.3773 |
3631 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3574.6066 | Mm-hm. | 3574.9050 |
3632 | DCB_int_01 | 3575.3014 | to | 3576.2386 |
3634 | | 3577.4079 | people today, not even just youth. I would just say youth, but | 3579.8839 |
3635 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3580.0890 | [Mm-hm.] | 3580.3082 |
3636 | DCB_int_01 | 3580.0984 | [to people] today, what would that piece of advice be and why? | 3582.7143 |
3637 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3583.3799 | Mm. | 3583.7669 |
3639 | | 3584.1493 | Piece of advice. | 3585.1331 |
3641 | | 3587.6465 | Mm. | 3587.9169 |
3643 | | 3588.4438 | <ts> | 3588.5697 |
3645 | | 3588.9975 | Piece of advice I would leave to people would be | 3590.9839 |
3647 | | 3599.2967 | Proverbs chapter three | 3600.3505 |
3649 | | 3600.5650 | verses five and six. | 3601.6224 |
3651 | | 3604.5320 | So | 3604.6719 |
3653 | | 3604.7605 | Proverbs chapter three verse five and six | 3606.6490 |
3655 | | 3607.6177 | says, trust in the Lord | 3608.7881 |
3657 | | 3609.4176 | with all your heart. | 3610.1403 |
3659 | | 3611.9122 | Don't lean on your own understanding. | 3613.4917 |
3661 | | 3614.6948 | In all your ways acknowledge him, | 3616.0144 |
3663 | | 3616.7139 | and he will make your path straight. | 3617.8143 |
3665 | | 3619.1934 | I just think that's one of the richest pieces of advice | 3621.4829 |
3667 | | 3622.0844 | you could give anybody. | 3622.9050 |
3668 | DCB_int_01 | 3623.2268 | Hm. | 3623.4040 |
3669 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3624.1500 | If you trust in God with all your heart, | 3625.6270 |
3671 | | 3627.0958 | first of all, he's the creator of your life. | 3628.9703 |
3673 | | 3629.7164 | Um, | 3630.1687 |
3675 | | 3630.3960 | when I was a teenager, you know, you've heard my story, when I was a teenager, I was seeking- | 3633.7533 |
3677 | | 3634.1357 | I was aimlessly seeking my significance | 3636.2899 |
3679 | | 3636.6478 | in popularity, status, | 3638.2099 |
3681 | | 3638.3218 | clothes, | 3638.9746 |
3683 | | 3639.7906 | relationships, | 3640.7465 |
3685 | | 3641.1475 | tryna get money, | 3642.1407 |
3687 | | 3642.9054 | tryna help my friends sell drugs. | 3644.3265 |
3689 | | 3644.8161 | I was trying to find | 3646.4761 |
3691 | | 3646.8911 | a reason to keep living. | 3648.1361 |
3693 | | 3649.0022 | Even when I was suicidal in middle school, I was trying to find a reason for living. | 3652.4994 |
3695 | | 3653.1802 | God was that reason. | 3654.2293 |
3697 | | 3654.6257 | The fact that there was this su- | 3655.7716 |
3699 | | 3655.8975 | there's a superior being that exists | 3657.5715 |
3701 | | 3657.8652 | that I can't see with my eyes, but I know he's with me, | 3660.2946 |
3703 | | 3660.6583 | and he speaks to me in unique ways, through his word, | 3662.7928 |
3705 | | 3663.2730 | through- through- through | 3663.7766 |
3707 | | 3663.9025 | thoughts, | 3664.3943 |
3709 | | 3664.6999 | through different revelations he would give me. It's like, yo, | 3666.8308 |
3711 | | 3667.1747 | if I trust in him with all of my heart- all of my- which is my soul, my- my everything, | 3671.1111 |
3713 | | 3672.0055 | and I don't | 3672.7076 |
3715 | | 3673.4219 | just lean on my own understanding, but I put my trust in him before what I think is best, | 3677.1988 |
3717 | | 3678.2153 | and in all my ways I acknowledge him in it, | 3680.1446 |
3719 | | 3680.7788 | he'll make my path straight. And that's- that's true for me. | 3682.7931 |
3721 | | 3683.7257 | I'm- I was a l- a kid with low self esteem from Forestville, | 3686.6109 |
3723 | | 3687.0725 | and just to see what God has done with me | 3688.9004 |
3725 | | 3689.4226 | and my life from a business standpoint, | 3691.4917 |
3727 | | 3691.7856 | as a artist. You know, | 3692.9933 |
3729 | | 3693.4409 | I performed at the Stellar Awards this year, and | 3695.5485 |
3731 | | 3695.9868 | you know, my music has been | 3697.2085 |
3733 | | 3697.8462 | on the radio, and, | 3699.1844 |
3735 | | 3700.1963 | you know, | 3700.7139 |
3737 | | 3701.1289 | I'm talking to MTV right now about putting one of my music videos on MTV. | 3704.5176 |
3739 | | 3704.9420 | Like, I didn't think any of that would happen. | 3706.5227 |
3741 | | 3706.9050 | You know? | 3707.1988 |
3742 | DCB_int_01 | 3707.2594 | Mm-hm. | 3707.5439 |
3743 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3707.6231 | But | 3707.8330 |
3745 | | 3707.9775 | I submitted my life to Jesus, | 3709.8695 |
3747 | | 3710.4524 | and he has | 3711.1891 |
3749 | | 3711.4083 | lined up my life. | 3712.4388 |
3751 | | 3712.5553 | So that's from a business standpoint. | 3713.9729 |
3753 | | 3714.2153 | Financially | 3715.0966 |
3755 | | 3715.3519 | all that kind of stuff. | 3716.0514 |
3757 | | 3716.5596 | From- from the ministry standpoint, | 3718.0051 |
3759 | | 3718.5460 | God showed me my purpose in life. | 3720.0521 |
3761 | | 3720.2480 | Mines happens to be | 3721.1841 |
3763 | | 3721.3612 | a pastor, | 3721.9767 |
3765 | | 3722.3171 | but not everybody's called to be a pastor, but if you trust in God with all your heart, you don't lean on your own understanding, | 3725.9309 |
3767 | | 3726.1407 | you acknowledge him, he'll make your path straight. | 3727.7623 |
3769 | | 3728.0933 | He'll show you which way to go. | 3729.1705 |
3771 | | 3729.6974 | Cause a lot of dudes I talk to in the neighborhood, | 3731.4879 |
3773 | | 3732.5417 | they following the block boys. They following you know, what people around the neighborhood tell 'em | 3735.8559 |
3775 | | 3736.1683 | [they should be] doing. | 3736.8817 |
3776 | DCB_int_01 | 3736.1730 | [Mm-hm.] | 3736.5860 |
3777 | DCB_se3_ag3_m_01 | 3737.0030 | They're following the bad patterns of their fathers and their uncles. | 3739.7669 |
3779 | | 3740.0653 | My daddy locked up, and it's all I know. | 3741.6694 |
3781 | | 3742.1310 | Well we got to break that cycle. | 3743.3340 |
3783 | | 3743.6698 | You gotta trust in the Lord and not in what your daddy's doing, | 3745.8275 |
3785 | | 3746.1306 | if your daddy's not doing what's of the Lord. | 3747.5994 |
3787 | | 3748.0611 | So I think Proverbs chapters three verse five and six would be what I would leave. | 3751.0919 |
3789 | | 3751.7623 | If I could give it- | 3752.2892 |
3791 | | 3752.4244 | if I could give any advice | 3753.5948 |
3793 | | 3754.5227 | that kind of sums up what- | 3755.5392 |
3795 | | 3756.1734 | what you- what a person should do with their life. | 3757.6597 |