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1ROC_int_011.0481Alright, so, yeah, before I start asking questions, [um,] <laugh>5.8647
2ROC_se0_ag1_m_015.0627[<laugh>]5.4653
3ROC_int_016.1405do you consent to the interview?7.6791
4ROC_se0_ag1_m_017.8160Yes, I do.8.3186
5ROC_int_018.4165Okay cool, so like I said it's-10.5455
7 10.9325it seems more formal than it actually is. I just wanna know about14.8681 
9 14.9814what you perceive Rochester to be, what it was like to grow up here, where you went to school,19.7194 
11 20.2543what you wanna do next, just those sorts of questions. So they're open ended. You can take 'em in different,25.1837 
13 25.4216uh, directions.26.6216 
14ROC_se0_ag1_m_0126.7195Mm.27.0133
15ROC_int_0126.9760There are no like, right or wrong answers, [it's just], you know, your perspective30.6689
16ROC_se0_ag1_m_0129.0323[Yeah.]29.3447
17ROC_int_0130.9282about the city.31.6295
19 31.9260<ts>32.0309 
21 32.1467Um, so32.9487 
23 33.2938I usually begin, um, asking35.5541 
25 36.3049whe- in what part of Rochester did you grow up?38.6550 
26ROC_se0_ag1_m_0139.4015Um,40.1937
28 40.9666well, I mean, recently I just realized that I've lived all over Rochester.44.2959 
29ROC_int_0144.4172[Really?]45.1586
30ROC_se0_ag1_m_0144.6783[Um,]45.1632
31 45.3140but I can say, my early part of Rochester47.9427
33 48.1572was over by the- um,50.7497 
35 51.6252the transit station, where all the buses usually go for like the night.54.3950 
36ROC_int_0154.8986[Ah.]55.3187
37ROC_se0_ag1_m_0155.0266[Uh,] grew up in like, the projects over there57.5518
38 57.7465off of /RD-ADDRESS-4/.59.0707
39ROC_int_0159.7189[Oh.]59.8401
40ROC_se0_ag1_m_0159.7235[And], um,60.6468
41 61.7602I mean,62.4560
43 63.1787growing up, I mean, it just seems like64.9273 
45 65.2619it's-65.5557 
47 65.8961you know, that's just where we live.67.4488 
49 67.8078It's not until like, you know, you grow older and you realize, oh,70.8993 
51 71.2293we were in like, subsidized housing.73.1550 
53 73.5607Oh,74.1203 
55 74.4047it was a lot of drug activity going on.76.5683 
57 77.0847Oh,77.5930 
59 78.1059so and so that I used to slap up at the corner store,80.9456 
61 81.7429was actually like,82.7548 
63 82.9122the drug dealer on the block.84.3250 
64ROC_int_0184.5116[Mm-hm.] <laugh>85.7799
65ROC_se0_ag1_m_0184.6468[Um], (laughing)85.3602
67 85.7612I mean, because like, at the end, like they-87.9714 
68 88.3293they were always respectable. Cause like, you know, this- this is their neighborhood. Their family lives next door, like.93.8129
70 94.4925So, um,95.4111 
72 96.4929gro- uh, growing up over there was just kind of really-99.1274 
74 99.7103it was childhood. Like, you go outside, you play with all the other kids in the projects.103.8358 
76 104.9130Learn how to double dutch, and play jacks,107.8867 
78 108.0826hide and seek, tag.109.8172 
80 110.0363You know, you have your little drama that little kids have.112.7968 
82 113.2153I don't like you.114.0732 
84 114.3484I don't like you either.115.3975 
86 115.8778Come back the next day and it's all good.117.7849 
88 118.1719Um, (laughing)118.7548 
90 119.7329I guess like, what I notice also though is like,122.6394 
92 122.8337my household was different than everyone else's.125.3645 
94 125.6722I mean,126.3064 
96 126.5349pretty much nobody had a father in a household, but in the fact of,130.2559 
98 131.1966my mom always kept me, well kept, like,133.9337 
101 135.1834had nice,136.0884  
103 136.3713you know, clothes.137.2666 
105 137.4624I had stuff you know I'd go out and play in, but like139.7612 
107 140.2228I knew what I was eating at night. Like, never had to worry about meals.143.6816 
109 144.0080And once I started realizing, that that was different for the other kids,147.5751 
111 148.1813that kind of like,149.6258 
113 149.9660shedded a light151.0105 
115 151.4162in seeing seeing um,152.7684 
117 152.9829really like the age difference. Starting to notice the age difference between156.5302 
119 156.9126my mom and the other moms.158.8850 
121 159.4109My mom160.0833 
123 160.6977I guess you can say,161.7095 
125 162.0266to me, she wasn't that much older. Like, my mom had me when she was twenty-nine. I feel like that's around like,166.5543 
127 166.8096the ideal time to really have kids.168.6328 
129 169.1597But um,169.9337 
131 170.2648realizing that,171.3419 
133 172.5018the other parents were like,174.0504 
135 174.8286in their175.1410 
137 175.6680twenties, early twenties,177.7663 
139 178.1859some teens.179.2945 
141 179.7095Um, some having181.3276 
143 181.9664teenage daughters already, and having184.2652 
145 184.4377kids, and like the daughters having to take care of the kids.187.3396 
147 187.9571Um,188.3674 
149 188.9223so it's th- I can- I started noticing those type of differences. Not really,193.5001 
151 194.5259judging or anything. It's just like,195.9947 
153 196.1067oh,196.4657 
155 196.9635okay, Mommy's older than that person.198.8846 
157 199.1550Not knowing199.8451 
159 199.9710that's probably why they're in the situations that they're in.203.3412 
161 204.4789Um,204.8846 
163 205.1131after that, what ended up happening was, um,208.4191 
165 208.9262my mom ended up getting locked up for two and a half years.211.3882 
167 211.8265So after that, I ended up moving with my aunt.214.5543 
169 215.1873My aunt owned a house over off of /RD-ADDRESS-6/.219.1274 
171 220.0041By like Pudgie's221.0572 
173 221.2526and, um,222.0499 
175 223.1457it was literally like, if you cross the street you're in /RD-ADDRESS-4/226.3445 
177 226.7968and then like, you come back across the street, you're in /RD-ADDRESS-3/ technically.229.7985 
179 230.2415So, um,231.0668 
181 231.7103that neighborhood- that neighborhood gave me more of like, uh,234.7447 
183 235.3322the freedom to like, explore.236.8710 
185 237.0575It was like, okay, it's okay for the kids to go and ride their bikes, as long as they're in-241.0991 
187 241.6633It's okay to go outside, and play in the yard.243.8642 
189 244.4113Um,244.9336 
191 247.4795I guess,248.0997 
193 248.3515really my only issue there was like, the actual living situation that I went through.252.9246 
195 253.1345Um, within my family,254.9064 
197 255.4333I'm the- I'm the youngest256.9755 
199 258.2951grandchild, and also like260.0950 
201 260.5706the youngest261.2607 
203 261.5312like that my mom had.262.5699 
205 263.1387Um,263.5584 
207 264.2998but a lot of-264.9713 
209 265.2277a lot of the time,266.3608 
211 268.0896my other cousins were like, jealous of me.270.5050 
213 270.6728Based off of,271.6520 
215 272.2442basically I'm a only child because it's a fourteen year gap between my brother,276.1413 
217 276.6169and me.277.0738 
219 277.8665Um, also my mom had my brother when she was fifteen.281.0874 
221 281.6004So instead of allowing my mom to be a mom,283.9411 
223 284.8691everybody else in the family, felt like286.6305 
225 286.8636they wanted to raise him.287.8568 
227 288.4910Um,289.0132 
229 289.3163but when my mom had me, she was like, no,291.3493 
231 291.7492I'm gonna raise him.292.5559 
233 293.4325And me and my brother, turned out completely different.295.8012 
235 296.3188Uh, so297.3447 
237 298.9382it's a lot of- it was- it's just a lot of weird things that- that went on that like now I look back, and I'm like304.5253 
239 304.6279oh, okay,305.3740 
241 305.9335that's what that was, that's why this is.308.0120 
243 308.3851But growing up, it was really just like,310.4228 
246 311.8076I don't know. Like I remember just being that kid that's just like, hey,315.1871  
248 315.4389I wanna be friends with everybody,317.1129 
250 317.4066and- and doing that, and really like319.8281 
252 319.9794understanding like321.1358 
254 321.6674I don't understand why this person is being mean to me right now, but324.8381 
256 325.3313I don't like this feeling, so I kind of have to327.5042 
258 328.5067you know, protect myself.329.6980 
260 329.8356And that's when I learned a lot, when I was living with my aunt.332.9400 
262 333.4808Definitely put me in a space in where,335.8216 
264 336.2180I had to learn to fend for myself. I had to-338.6135 
266 339.1498And again,339.7353 
268 339.9472it's not that340.8611 
270 342.5712I was-343.4105 
272 344.2680/I mean, I-/ it- it was completely different from my mom's place. Like,347.2885 
274 348.1574I never had to ask for food at my mom's place. Like350.2172 
276 350.3618I go, I get what I want. Like,351.9565 
278 352.4026it's mine, like (laughing)353.4145 
280 353.8683um, there I would have to ask if I want a snack, if I want this.357.3829 
282 357.8912Oh, you can only have one glass of water. You can only- like,360.7915 
284 361.2939you can only do this. Now it's time to eat. Sit down and eat all of this. Oh, now it's time to do homework.366.3066 
286 367.1142Oh, you can't watch TV even though you finished your homework, cause J.R. didn't finish his homework, and he's gonna be distra- Like,372.8251 
288 373.3986it was just a lot of different rules, and a lot of different living situations that I didn't have to live with- like, never had to deal with.379.4732 
290 379.9255So it was definitely a big,381.2882 
292 381.8502adjustment for me.383.0019 
294 383.3190And then on top of that,384.6040 
296 384.8833um,385.3660 
298 387.2545money that my mom388.3724 
300 388.8807left389.3703 
302 389.6407for me, to ensure that,391.1375 
304 391.3753you know, nobody else had to come out of pocket to take care of me, understanding that,394.9460 
306 395.9578that wasn't being spent on me. That was being [spent] elsewhere.400.1484 
307ROC_int_01398.7378[Mm.]398.9541
308ROC_se0_ag1_m_01400.3771So,400.9366
310 401.6127in that time, ironically, I ended up basically living like405.2312 
312 405.7569the kids from the projects.407.3783 
314 407.5625Like,407.8506 
316 408.3262I would go weeks and weeks at a time without having my hair done.411.1892 
318 411.6788Um,412.1484 
320 413.0019rips in my clothes, stuff like that. And now mind you, my aunt's kids416.8022 
322 417.1379be fine.417.6555 
324 417.7476Wearing Jordans, doing this, doing that.419.8879 
326 420.4381Um,420.8438 
328 421.1981but again, I never really-422.2426 
330 423.1472never really thought about it, y- you just kind of like, okay I'm a kid.425.7433 
332 426.2283Um,426.6806 
334 428.5084but I can say,429.7068 
336 430.3258I remember it was just one night, where like, I was crying myself to sleep and I was just like, I don't wanna feel this anymore.435.3384 
338 435.5622Like, just tired of it.436.5869 
340 437.1185And I think that is439.1235 
342 439.5385the night, that like, I realize like,441.9667 
344 443.2770one, how strong I was, and really like my resilience. Like,446.5784 
346 447.1845so,447.7068 
348 447.7989from that- that I can say,449.9811 
350 450.4567if I didn't have that,451.7810 
352 452.5317I don't really know453.8327 
354 454.8107where I would be right now. I would say like,456.7831 
356 457.1913I face adversity.458.3032 
358 458.6110But like, that was like460.1484 
360 460.4657that defining moment for me.462.0324 
362 462.6806Um,463.0862 
364 463.4571after my mom came back home,465.0866 
366 466.0740uh,466.6289 
368 467.1092I mean, I was different,467.9065 
370 468.3075it's two and a half years later,469.6598 
372 470.0153was turning twelve.470.8395 
374 471.2405Um,471.6135 
376 474.0837we moved474.7179 
378 474.8624over-475.7111 
380 475.8556was living with my grandma for a bit, so that was off of /RD-ADDRESS-2/,478.8108 
382 478.9900um, by Salvatore's. I love Salvatore's. (whispered)481.5594 
383ROC_int_01481.6251Hm.481.9022
384ROC_se0_ag1_m_01482.0421[<laugh>]482.7412
385ROC_int_01482.3317[<laugh>]483.2125
386ROC_se0_ag1_m_01483.3104Um,483.7767
388 484.2652so it was over by Salvatore's. And486.5080 
390 487.0629being back with my mom,488.6576 
392 489.4410it was a bit different, because491.4822 
394 493.8416she didn't really understand how much I had matured, what had exactly happened to me, and I couldn't really explain it to her.501.1566 
396 501.7954Um,502.1484 
398 502.6009and then she also was trying to like, make up for lost time.505.8976 
400 506.4711And I think that probably one of the realest conversations we ever had. /It was mostly/ like, Ma like,510.3402 
402 510.6339you just gotta stop. Like,511.7810 
404 512.4571I don't fault you for anything, and you can't make up for lost time. Like,515.5661 
406 515.9345we can move on from, where we're at now.518.1680 
408 518.8068And get to re-know each other.520.1484 
410 520.2978But like,520.7874 
412 522.0626basically like,522.9510 
414 523.0536the reason my mom ended up going to jail, was making sure that she was taking care of me in the first place. So like,527.8412 
416 528.5220not ever gonna fault you,529.9395 
418 530.1540for that.530.9840 
420 531.0855Cause we got,531.5751 
422 532.1253parents out here that's533.0525 
424 533.3136not willing to do that.534.3262 
426 534.8577And,535.3427 
428 535.6411my mom is a pretty much like, by any means necessary type of person.539.0672 
430 540.2422So, um,541.2401 
432 542.1767<ts>542.2596 
434 542.3515we moved in543.3198 
436 543.6322with my grandma,544.7128 
438 545.2351and my aunt,545.9811 
440 546.4521into like this big house. And that's when we moved over off549.4643 
442 549.7429/RD-ADDRESS-2/ off of550.9506 
444 551.1651/RD-ADDRESS-2/.551.6407 
447 552.2795Now this area,553.5385  
449 554.6716this I can say, is really like, the first time I moved away from the east side.558.3915 
450ROC_int_01558.8158Mkay.559.1864
451ROC_se0_ag1_m_01559.3707Um,559.8183
453 561.2265I don't know, it's just,562.1999 
455 562.3538/RD-ADDRESS-3/ is kind of like the-564.3402 
457 565.2821it's like the quirky area of Rochester. Like,567.6462 
459 567.9353pretty much anything can happen on /RD-ADDRESS-3/.570.2096 
461 570.6013Um,570.9697 
463 571.2401but,571.5758 
465 572.5644the living was nice and then, uh,574.9226 
467 575.1604really what ended up happening was the stuff that happened over the two and a half years, came to a bubble between my aunt and my mom.581.4356 
469 582.0277And582.5127 
471 583.5245they got into it, my mom's like, alright we moving.586.2838 
473 587.1278But we stayed over in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ area, moved off of /RD-ADDRESS-2/,590.9887 
475 592.0274which was really quiet.593.2537 
477 593.7993I realized that I like the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ a lot.595.5852 
479 595.7017/RD-ADDRESS-2/ is really a nice place.597.6415 
481 598.0460Um, even- even like now, [I'm just like,]600.0557 
482ROC_int_01599.5381[Mm-hm]599.8994
483ROC_se0_ag1_m_01601.1608yeah, let's go to /RD-ADDRESS-2/. (whispered)602.6296
485 602.7591Now they got a lot of, uh, restaurants and a lot of different stuff over there.606.0184 
487 606.5686Um,607.0023 
489 607.6784but yeah, we lived on /RD-ADDRESS-2/ in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ and then we moved on /RD-ADDRESS-1/ in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/. And in this time I was going through middle school.614.9514 
491 615.3244At this time, me and my mom's relationship was more stable.618.3168 
493 618.5780We had been together a while.619.6924 
495 620.1167Um,620.6530 
497 621.0260you know, mm,621.9539 
499 622.0926going through teenage things.623.5335 
501 624.4987Um,624.9184 
503 626.0841and then what ended up happening was,629.0765 
505 629.6221the income that we had in the house got cut tremendously.633.0913 
507 633.6870So we had to move from our place on /RD-ADDRESS-1/, and find something that was more feasible.638.5923 
509 639.1799So we ended up moving,640.3771 
511 641.1371to641.7433 
513 642.0930/RD-ADDRESS-5/.643.1795 
515 643.5991Which is like,644.8255 
517 646.2372hood central basically. (laughing) Um,648.9510 
519 649.8323and650.3825 
521 651.6229at first, I was a little like wary about it, because like,654.7766 
523 656.9141growing up it's like, <sigh> y- you don't-659.1511 
525 659.3563you drive through those places. You don't go and you- you know, live in those places.663.3431 
527 663.9632But,664.2745 
529 665.3190that's pretty much been667.1375 
531 667.7017where668.1913 
533 668.9700well, my mom's been. I've moved out of the house since then.671.4495 
535 671.7573But my mom is literally still there, and sh-674.1285 
537 674.8217don't nobody bother her. It's-676.4004 
539 677.9508you know, stuff happens around, in the neighborhood,680.9883 
541 681.2098but,681.5320 
543 683.8541it's not bad. And- and- and that's what I started realizing. Like,687.6194 
545 689.2980yeah, people say a lot about690.9487 
547 691.7601the environment, but it's- it's- it's not bad. You get to see-695.4158 
549 696.0033yeah you got the same people that's doing the same thing, but then you got people who are699.7966 
551 701.1861doing-701.7458 
553 701.8647doing it. Like,702.8741 
555 703.6481um, I done seen like people done graduated and seen people708.1618 
557 708.8146go. Move on to bigger and better things. Move out of712.0204 
559 712.2069the state, move713.3740 
561 714.9301across town to a better house. Like,717.4597 
563 718.1754so, um,719.0148 
565 719.5184yeah I would say720.7587 
567 722.1202like,722.6427 
569 722.8945/RD-ADDRESS-5/,724.3126 
571 724.4642definitely, really-725.8254 
573 728.1238I don't know. It made me really appreciate730.5853 
575 730.9164the beauty in the ugly.732.5304 
577 733.3044Cause like you look at it, and it's just like, <sigh>735.5444 
579 736.3841this could be so much better.737.6706 
581 737.8576It's like, run-down houses. I actually wro- ended up writing a poem, literally like, based on my street.742.6978 
582ROC_int_01742.7352Mm.743.0662
583ROC_se0_ag1_m_01743.1175Um,743.5838
585 744.5349it's like run-down houses everywhere, and then it's like you get to know the people.748.1486 
587 748.7595You get to know their story. You get to see their story develop from being /there- over there/ for so long. You're just like,753.5343 
589 754.2036/you know/, all these people755.2481 
591 755.4486pretty much just like me. They trying to make it.757.3101 
593 757.5059Some people know how, some people don't.759.2421 
595 759.8212And, um,760.5766 
597 761.0522yeah. Right now,762.4176 
599 762.9417I mean, the places that I've moved,764.5520 
601 765.6602since I've moved out, I lived out in Canandaigua.768.2085 
603 768.7400Um,769.2063 
605 769.7687I lived out there for like six months.771.6571 
607 772.6149That was-773.5102 
609 773.8413I didn't like that. I got into a lot of trouble in Canandaigua, just because it's778.0998 
611 778.1896nothing there.778.9572 
613 779.3909Like,779.7313 
615 780.1490um,780.5656 
617 781.5393<ts>781.6821 
619 781.7780ended up moving back.782.6716 
621 783.0540Moving in with my mom,784.0565 
623 784.2197and then I moved,785.3536 
625 785.5820um,786.1649 
627 786.3654over on,787.9116 
629 789.7068oh, I can't think of the name of it. (whispered)791.4917 
631 792.8486/RD-ADDRESS-3/793.5759 
633 793.8510I moved on /RD-ADDRESS-3/,795.1276 
635 795.6136uh, with a few friends.796.9992 
637 797.9532And that was different because,799.8750 
639 800.1408again,800.6483 
641 801.1100pretty much I've been on the east side.802.6534 
643 803.2211And803.6454 
645 804.2982in Rochester it's kind of like,805.7771 
647 806.1501you could spot somebody from the east side, if they're on the west side, and if you're on the west side, you can spot somebody on the east side. It's a weird type of thing.813.2366 
648ROC_int_01813.2273<laugh> [How do you spot] 'em, what do you-815.0505
649ROC_se0_ag1_m_01813.6749[So, /?/]814.2984
650 815.3983I don't know. I thi- [it's- it's-] it's kind of like-817.6691
651ROC_int_01816.3682[Yeah.]816.8205
652ROC_se0_ag1_m_01817.7904I think it's really more like-819.1060
654 819.8747like- like mannerisms, like if you let like the stereotypical tell you like,823.8137 
656 824.8022east side,825.5063 
658 825.8957/it's-/826.2205 
660 826.4809that's like the dirty side. (whispered)828.1099 
662 828.5733You know, like, the west side, you know, that's where you got all the flashy stuff and the nice houses.832.7500 
664 833.2631I mean,833.6781 
666 834.0371it's kind of true.835.3194 
668 836.2007Like it's definitely like, if you-838.0938 
670 839.4356For me it's always been like, looking at the people on the corner. Like,842.1634 
672 842.3219if you go to the west side,843.4830 
674 843.7208you're liable to see a dude like, decked out in jewelry or whatever, just standing on the corner. He looks nice, he looks849.8560 
676 850.0612like,850.3083 
678 850.5869they care about their appearance.851.8506 
680 852.2469You're on the east side,853.2495 
682 853.7344dude been trapping in the same outfit for seven days.856.1918 
684 857.0113Don't mean he don't got no money.858.2197 
686 858.6067It's just859.1282 
688 860.2147it's kind of like what they do. I don't know, it's weird, it's very weird.863.1950 
690 863.6827Um,864.1210 
692 865.1049so moving on866.5458 
694 866.7509the west side for the first time,868.7500 
696 869.7573was a bit uneasy because I'm like, I probably stick out like a sore thumb, because873.9213 
698 874.3596I mean, like, I've only been on the east side. I don't even know like,877.3194 
700 878.1681the backstreets over [here.]879.7262 
701ROC_int_01879.5583[Mm-hm.]880.2391
702ROC_se0_ag1_m_01880.0899[So] I'm just like, alright,881.1372
703 881.4682go to school, go to work,883.0676
705 883.4733walk to the corner store, that's about it.885.2918 
707 885.8747Um,886.3177 
709 886.9367and then it kind of just like, kind of went away. I started realizing that's really just a mentality.890.8675 
711 891.3711Like, it's like,891.9213 
713 893.9159I done been everywhere.894.8539 
715 895.0637So,895.5067 
717 895.7398you know what I mean? Like,896.3973 
719 897.6003what am I scared of? It's not that I'm of scared of anything. It's like, uh, it was just a little uneasy.902.4945 
721 903.1519Um, from there, I ended up moving into Brighton,906.7793 
723 907.2168for about a few months.908.5831 
725 908.7742Moved over across from /RD-ADDRESS-3/ and /RD-ADDRESS-3/.912.3262 
727 913.1096And that-913.7204 
729 915.0432that reminded me of Canandaigua.917.1838 
731 917.9392The people did not want us there.919.6645 
732ROC_int_01920.4385Mm.920.6270
733ROC_se0_ag1_m_01920.5935Like,921.1900
734 922.0472they would make922.7147
736 923.4216absurd complaints about us.924.9837 
738 925.4360Oh,925.9442 
740 926.1820there's a weed smell coming from their apartment,928.8947 
742 929.3330their dogs are barking. Now mind you,931.4546 
744 932.7929can't possibly be a weed smell because935.1278 
746 935.4356my roommate's at work.936.5360 
748 936.6246I dropped him off there. He didn't have a car.938.6343 
750 939.0120And I'm currently at school, while I'm talking on the phone.941.5428 
752 942.1583The dogs are not there.943.2448 
754 944.2342So I'm like, alright,945.5165 
756 946.2999this is like, some like,947.5076 
758 947.7396profiling type junk.949.0404 
759ROC_int_01949.0499Mm-hm.949.6139
760ROC_se0_ag1_m_01949.6279And, um,950.4487
762 950.8964in the end, it ended up getting really bad, but, uh, went in and basically was like look, y'all don't want us here.956.2902 
764 957.0876Don't lie to me.957.9315 
766 958.2160And (laughing)958.9294 
768 959.1800we don't wanna be here, honestly. So, uh, we agreed to like, terminate the lease.963.0129 
770 963.5492And, uh, we moved965.0040 
772 965.1241and ended up moving on /RD-ADDRESS-3/, which is in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ again.968.8311 
774 969.2834And that-969.8942 
776 970.3978that was like-971.4235 
778 971.6193that-971.8340 
780 972.2385that was- I would probably say that was home.973.9432 
782 974.2090Like,974.4701 
784 976.4584over there it was right behind /RD-ADDRESS-5/.978.6582 
786 978.8960I used to wake up in the morning,980.1037 
788 980.3974jog around the block.981.4932 
790 981.8849S- I'm like,982.4351 
792 982.8949/I could walk-/ I wake up and jog around the block. That's [cool.] (laughing)986.1456 
793ROC_int_01985.4303[<laugh>]986.2043
794ROC_se0_ag1_m_01986.7798Um,987.3300
796 988.4631a lot of just989.3211 
798 989.5764friendly people, like you just walk down the street and people just,992.0878 
800 992.3722hey how you doing? Hey, how you doing? I don't know you. Probably won't ever see you again.996.6469 
802 997.2112But it was just-998.0371 
804 998.1397it was just different.998.9803 
806 999.8896I could say like, living in all these different places in Rochester, you kind of really-1004.2855 
808 1005.6263Rochester seems divided,1007.2325 
810 1007.5997or it's- seems like it's being portrayed to be divided,1010.5373 
812 1011.1761but really,1011.9782 
814 1013.2957everybody knows somebody in some type of way.1016.2286 
816 1016.5492Um,1016.8896 
818 1017.7616definitely1018.6436 
820 1018.7672being, um,1019.8365 
822 1020.1676in the arts, like community, you start realizing that1022.9782 
824 1023.4538really really quick [like],1025.2164 
825ROC_int_011024.9730[Mm-hm.]1025.4859
826ROC_se0_ag1_m_011025.7152oh you know so and so?1026.8249
828 1026.9742Yeah I know so and so.1028.0233 
830 1028.4197Oh okay. Or you go to a show1029.9984 
832 1030.7864other people pop up.1031.8542 
834 1032.4231Hey what's up? Hey what's up?1034.7311 
836 1035.4129So it's, um,1036.1776 
838 1037.1381mm (I don't know intonation) that's-1038.0101 
840 1038.7923Well, right now I'm living on /RD-ADDRESS-3/,1040.4888 
842 1040.6427which is a new part of Rochester that I haven't lived in.1043.1055 
844 1043.7443Over on like the northeast side.1045.2959 
846 1045.9207It's pretty quiet though.1047.0725 
847ROC_int_011047.4875[Mm-hm]1047.8418
848ROC_se0_ag1_m_011047.4921[I like it.]1048.0750
849 1049.0915Very homey.1049.7956
851 1050.5265Yeah that's kind of1051.3192 
853 1051.5057all the places that I've lived in Rochester.1053.4408 
854ROC_int_011053.6973Yeah,1054.1645
856 1054.6728yeah, so- but you would overall say you're more of a-1057.5011 
858 1057.7007let me turn this up,1058.4592 
860 1058.7554more of a city-1059.9677 
861ROC_se0_ag1_m_011060.4490[Definitely more of a city guy.] I don't like the- nah, the- the suburbs, or1065.4548
862ROC_int_011060.6308[Uh, yeah] <laugh>1062.0147
863ROC_se0_ag1_m_011066.1869I don't even know what you call Canandaigua. You can't /unintelligible/1068.9986
864ROC_int_011069.0208Yeah,1069.3417
866 1069.8966right. That's like a point beyond [suburbs in] our minds right? Yeah.1073.8189 
867ROC_se0_ag1_m_011071.7766[Yeah]1072.4154
868 1073.8376I'm like, I need-1075.0963
870 1075.2922I need people.1076.3787 
872 1076.7076I need like community. Definitely like community.1079.5391 
873ROC_int_011080.1220Okay,1080.4820
875 1081.2679cool.1081.6223 
877 1082.1072Um, <ts>1082.9662 
879 1083.3942w- I wanted to talk, also, with you about y- schools you went to. So I know you went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/. [Um,]1089.1564 
880ROC_se0_ag1_m_011088.8533[Mm-hm]1089.1424
881ROC_int_011089.6040And1090.0936
883 1090.3808what made you decide to go to that particular high school? What was it?1094.2471 
884ROC_se0_ag1_m_011094.3031Um,1094.7787
886 1095.0258honestly, my mom picked every single school that I went to.1098.6302 
888 1099.0814Um,1099.4451 
890 1100.1632so it started of with pre-K at /RD-SCHOOL-3/.1102.7791 
892 1103.6033And then I went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/,1105.7995 
894 1106.6668um, from K through second.1108.9963 
896 1109.3553After /RD-SCHOOL-4/, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/, from third until six.1114.2522 
898 1114.7931At /RD-SCHOOL-2/, is where1117.1653 
900 1118.6575I started realizing why I was different from other people. Cause like,1121.7443 
902 1122.2759I was in fourth grade literally like a week. And they come up to me and are like,1125.9631 
904 1126.5646have you ever heard about the /RD-SCHOOL-3/?1128.6096 
906 1129.0200And I'm like,1130.0178 
908 1130.2463no.1131.2069 
909ROC_int_011131.2442<laugh>1131.6833
910ROC_se0_ag1_m_011131.7206And they're like (laughing)1132.6065
912 1132.8910so Monday, you're gonna go into this new class, and you're gonna sh- I'm like, I didn't even get to start with this new class yet.1139.5960 
914 1140.1183And they're like, no.1141.0674 
916 1141.7575We're doi- we're giving you the work and you're just basically sitting there cause you're getting it done. I'm like, okay so what's the /RD-SCHOOL-3/? And they basically broke it down. It's the /RD-SCHOOL-7/. You'll learn,1151.4599 
918 1152.1033um, at a faster rate. And you'll learn, you know, stuff like a grade ahead of you. I'm like,1156.2382 
920 1156.9609okay cool.1158.2199 
922 1158.4158So I go,1159.0160 
924 1159.2586I shadow this program. Everybody's looking at me like1162.3388 
926 1162.8024I'm a test subject, because they've already been here. They already been with these kids. So I'm the new guy.1167.9891 
928 1168.5133Um,1168.9376 
930 1170.2712and I decided to do it really because like,1172.4981 
932 1172.9691the other class was really just, so boring.1175.3646 
934 1175.8216And then I get into this /RD-SCHOOL-1/ class and I'm like, alright.1178.5152 
936 1179.5784What I liked about that is really1181.5232 
938 1182.4511even though the work- I mean, I- it still wasn't really that much more challenging for me,1186.7678 
940 1187.8088I found teachers that would1190.2052 
942 1191.1649teach me things that are challenging, even if it's on like a individual level.1195.0806 
944 1195.3717So,1195.8484 
946 1196.2041um, fourth grade is where I first learned how to play chess.1198.8051 
948 1199.1735Um,1199.7361 
950 1200.5382fifth grade I put a whole- Um, we dissected like, owl pellets.1205.9658 
952 1206.5813And I got to put like a whole skeletal system of a vole together. Which1211.6266 
954 1211.9622w- was dope.1212.8879 
955ROC_int_011213.1052Mm-hm.1213.4725
956ROC_se0_ag1_m_011213.4082And then, um,1214.4486
957 1214.5651in sixth grade I learned, uh, there's this game called Magic the Gathering.1219.4719
959 1220.5234It's like a card game. I ended up learning that.1223.0600 
961 1224.1325And by the time I got, um,1225.9790 
963 1226.5665into sixth grade, my mom had heard that /RD-SCHOOL-4/ was talking about doing a middle school1231.7330 
965 1232.1900for seventh and eighth.1233.5306 
967 1233.8850So I started a interview process. Got to shadow at the high school.1237.4661 
969 1238.5199Which was cool cause I mean, sixth grade, I'm in high school for a day.1241.9417 
971 1242.0419I'm the man. [<laugh>]1243.2391 
972ROC_int_011243.0630[Yeah.]1243.3786
973ROC_se0_ag1_m_011243.6541Um,1244.1247
975 1245.1416and I ended up getting into1247.8309 
977 1248.0827the middle school.1248.9345 
979 1249.6153Start at seventh grade,1251.0328 
981 1252.3477went through to eighth grade, and then1255.0759 
983 1255.4256went to ninth grade.1256.4049 
985 1256.6333Um,1257.1785 
987 1257.8290the middle school for /RD-SCHOOL-4/1260.1698 
989 1261.5189tried to like embody the high school like philosophy,1265.3643 
991 1266.3065but1266.8844 
993 1268.1037didn't end up really working out too well.1270.6310 
995 1270.7523Um, I remember like, my grade- well, like- yeah my grade, or my class1275.1540 
997 1275.6017was pretty much like the- the test subjects for certain things. Okay,1279.4396 
999 1279.8080we're gonna have them1281.2570 
1001 1282.2176move like this.1283.8993 
1003 1284.8506Okay that didn't work. Okay we're gonna have them do- So it was a lot of just constant changing.1289.2803 
1005 1289.6720Um, but the plus side, we did keep the same teachers.1292.3349 
1007 1292.5074Like, our teachers moved up with us. So like second year and eighth grade I didn't have to learn1296.5723 
1009 1297.1645new names, or new people, or1299.0390 
1011 1299.5846they didn't have to re-figure me out.1301.5494 
1013 1303.1336But once I got into the high school, the high school-1305.5586 
1015 1306.2393the high school is really where I would say I thrived,1308.9722 
1017 1309.1004because it allowed me to find myself as a individual.1312.2158 
1019 1312.6308It allowed me to work1313.7499 
1021 1313.9364at my own pace.1315.1735 
1023 1315.6841Um,1316.1597 
1025 1316.8871and it opened a lot of different opportunities.1319.1175 
1027 1319.2994Like, um,1320.1681 
1029 1320.3640I've always been into art.1321.5593 
1031 1322.1189So,1322.8370 
1033 1323.4152I think it was like,1324.5063 
1035 1325.0472by my tenth grade, I had maxed out all the art classes at my high school.1328.4518 
1037 1328.8871So my art teacher went and got me into a program where I took art classes with a guy who studied at Disney.1336.2890 
1039 1336.7226His name was /RD-NAME-4/.1338.0142 
1041 1338.1460Um,1338.5580 
1043 1339.2014and he offered1340.2932 
1045 1340.6290a certain amount of scholarships to1342.8921 
1047 1343.3303city school kids.1344.4436 
1049 1344.9798So for that year, I basically got to1347.8740 
1051 1348.1957learn under him1349.1469 
1053 1349.5200human forms, shading, and all this other stuff.1352.4471 
1055 1352.8405What I didn't know1353.9206 
1057 1354.0651was1354.7366 
1059 1354.8998after that he basically1356.7853 
1061 1357.8671hand picked who he wanted to come to his actual advanced class.1362.2409 
1063 1362.7183So my eleventh grade year,1364.7588 
1065 1365.0923I ended up really like,1366.5821 
1067 1367.0507diving into like1368.3360 
1069 1368.8319still lifes, and1370.5106 
1071 1370.7438sculpting, and all this different stuff.1372.9551 
1073 1373.3922And I was like, oh this is cool. (whispered) And it's stuff that like,1376.5070 
1075 1376.7099working with1377.3267 
1077 1377.7836oil paints, and mineral spir- These are things you would never work with,1381.0774 
1079 1381.3665like actually in school.1382.7087 
1081 1383.6856So I got to really really dive into like my interests.1386.9228 
1083 1387.3472Um,1387.8647 
1085 1388.6283got to play football. Always played football. Played football from like seven until seventeen.1393.4777 
1087 1394.0536Um, going to /RD-SCHOOL-4/ you're like, we don't have a football team, but1397.5321 
1089 1397.7888<snap>1397.9053 
1091 1398.5628we'll get you into /RD-SCHOOL-2/. So I played football for /RD-SCHOOL-2/.1401.4014 
1093 1401.9223Um,1402.4259 
1095 1405.6456I mean, I found poetry at [/RD-SCHOOL-4/.] Um,1408.5646 
1096ROC_int_011407.3499[Mm-hm.]1407.9747
1097ROC_se0_ag1_m_011409.7245I wanna say that was a mistake, but seeing as how my life turned out, can't be a mistake.1414.0605
1099 1414.4352<laugh>1414.9558 
1101 1415.7345Uh,1416.5498 
1103 1417.1606I don't know. /RD-SCHOOL-4/ is really-1419.1144 
1105 1419.9304like I said, it was really based off the individual. I mean, I- I meet people that are like,1423.6642 
1107 1424.0678/RD-SCHOOL-4/ didn't teach me anything. And I'm like,1426.6200 
1109 1426.7629uh, no, I remember you being there. You didn't wanna learn anything.1430.9351 
1111 1431.3827Um,1431.8257 
1113 1432.5717I had1433.5976 
1115 1433.8401the math teacher- the math teacher1435.5420 
1117 1435.9850I was1436.3021 
1119 1436.4653up1436.6471 
1121 1437.0936in- in- when I got to the middle school, I skipped up a grade in1440.8815 
1123 1441.0634math.1441.5560 
1125 1442.0538So seventh grade year, I was actually in the eighth grade class with the eighth graders taking math.1446.5348 
1127 1447.0617And then my eighth grade year, they had to get me a, um,1450.1055 
1129 1450.4459one on one like math teacher.1451.8867 
1131 1452.5255So when I got into the high school, I was already just like1455.4543 
1133 1455.6858a one year ahead.1456.9541 
1135 1458.0546So by the time I got to eleventh grade,1460.5823 
1137 1460.9770they had to have the math teacher- he would give me-1464.1571 
1139 1464.7773first he was like, well,1466.2415 
1141 1466.5481since you took this stuff last year, you have to teach your peers.1469.2898 
1143 1469.5649So I [would teach] them. And then he was like, based off of how well and how quick you teach them,1473.5599 
1144ROC_int_011469.8193[Mm.]1470.0515
1145ROC_se0_ag1_m_011473.9982then I'll teach you calculus.1475.3474
1147 1475.5992And I'm like, okay so first, you know, I'm not really learning nothing because I'm not teaching well.1479.6392 
1149 1480.1381But eventually, um,1481.7561 
1151 1482.0592he taught me- he taught me calculus and I'm sitting here I'm like, okay, (whispered)1485.3687 
1153 1485.9749derivatives1486.9961 
1155 1487.4484huh,1488.0685 
1157 1488.8659okay.1489.3182 
1159 1489.7401And, um,1490.6786 
1161 1491.2941the thing about /RD-SCHOOL-4/ is we don't take Regents.1493.8914 
1163 1494.6094[So],1495.2576 
1164ROC_int_011495.1771[Right.]1495.4662
1165ROC_se0_ag1_m_011495.8078we had-1496.7812
1167 1496.8931from ninth grade until eleventh grade, you kept a portfolio basically1502.0922 
1169 1502.2321all of your work.1503.1962 
1171 1503.6438Um, eleventh grade year,1505.1826 
1173 1505.3132you would have1506.3203 
1175 1506.9358what they called I-1507.8031 
1177 1507.9745I think it was like your summative portfolio.1510.0775 
1179 1510.5484Where you would display1511.9007 
1181 1512.3576your knowledge1513.2483 
1183 1513.5327in something in1514.9770 
1185 1515.2148all four areas. Science,1517.0567 
1187 1517.6489social studies, English, math.1519.7518 
1189 1520.8418And each one had a core like requirement.1523.0567 
1191 1523.5510So science you had to develop an original experiment,1526.5818 
1193 1527.5739carry the whole experiment out,1529.0474 
1195 1529.5510and then come back and report your findings.1532.0876 
1197 1533.1029Social Studies, you had to complete a ten page research paper.1536.0872 
1199 1536.6840Which,1537.0198 
1201 1537.7518oh my gosh,1538.7344 
1203 1539.4527<laugh>1540.0607 
1205 1541.0054I was-1541.6162 
1207 1541.8914I mean, my research paper ended up being fun, but it was just like, oh (whispering)1545.0050 
1209 1545.3827ten pages, (whispering)1546.0942 
1211 1546.4164ah. (whispering)1546.7769 
1213 1547.8867Stay tuned for college. Um, [<laugh>]1550.2963 
1214ROC_int_011549.5700[<laugh>]1550.2554
1215ROC_se0_ag1_m_011551.1216um,1551.5879
1217 1551.6718English, English it was- you had to write1554.3716 
1219 1554.5162a thesis paper, and then you had to defend it against the English teachers.1558.3759 
1221 1559.1546And then, uh, math, you had to basically apply1563.0423 
1223 1563.5972a real-life application problem.1565.5603 
1225 1566.0452And since I was doing calculus,1567.9244 
1227 1568.3067my teacher's like, okay so,1570.2453 
1229 1570.7816meteors coming to strike the earth.1572.4835 
1231 1572.9498You have to intercept it at the right time, so it'll fall, and I'm like,1576.0542 
1233 1577.2432this is big.1578.0499 
1234ROC_int_011578.0859[<laugh>]1579.2703
1235ROC_se0_ag1_m_011578.4310[This is big. (laughing)]1579.2203
1236 1579.7518Um,1580.2508
1238 1580.7113but the thing that I realized was like,1582.4039 
1240 1583.9380they were looking for1585.4954 
1242 1586.0130the work.1586.6798 
1244 1587.1402The- the- the- the-1588.5951 
1246 1589.0147the attempt, the effort,1590.3157 
1248 1590.5348the1591.0058 
1250 1591.6586okay,1592.3662 
1252 1593.2848this isn't working,1594.4038 
1254 1594.5303go back and correct it. They weren't really like,1597.0011 
1256 1597.4021you need to have the right answer to pass. And that was-1600.4692 
1258 1601.3691I would say that was also another like character building moment, because1604.8651 
1260 1605.7930I remember seeing a lot of people just like, break down and just start crying. I'm just like,1610.4186 
1262 1611.1589dude you got corrections. We all got corrections.1613.8680 
1264 1614.0732If you sit here and cry about it, you're gonna stay in eleventh grade.1616.8511 
1266 1617.3174And like, I don't wanna stay in eleventh grade.1619.5510 
1268 1619.7048Or I don't wanna have to redo any of this over. So like,1622.6273 
1270 1623.0750alright, go back and make your corrections.1625.0397 
1272 1626.1338And then, um,1627.1363 
1274 1627.7332after you pass it,1628.7998 
1276 1629.3268it was pretty much like okay,1630.9634 
1278 1631.3738senior year you have your senior project.1633.4504 
1280 1633.5996And senior project, you had to pick1635.9096 
1282 1636.4878some type of skill, or talent that you had1638.9032 
1284 1639.1643no background in.1640.4466 
1286 1641.1402And you did it for1643.1360 
1288 1643.5836eight months.1644.3763 
1290 1644.7213And at the end, you'll have- um,1646.7344 
1292 1648.4832you'll have like a final meeting. So basically you would have to get1651.4861 
1294 1651.8777two community experts,1653.3081 
1296 1653.5786based off of whatever your project was.1655.5929 
1298 1656.0452You would have to get1656.9405 
1300 1657.0477two advisors, who are1658.4932 
1302 1658.6786teachers in the building. And then you would have to have two students.1662.0033 
1304 1662.6607And1663.2016 
1306 1663.3788the idea was1664.7217 
1308 1665.3734you would want1666.0262 
1310 1666.1987the students to be juniors.1667.6955 
1312 1668.8379So like,1669.3963 
1314 1669.5688before I got to my senior year, I sat on probably like five different senior committees, really, so you kno- understand and know what it looks like and how the process goes.1677.6625 
1316 1678.1987Um, my senior project was capoeira.1680.8845 
1318 1681.5455Which, uh, that year I ended up quitting football because1684.9308 
1320 1685.2152I had to focus on that and I couldn't get injured.1687.2856 
1322 1687.7938Um,1688.1668 
1324 1689.6671and1690.2127 
1326 1690.5484the senior project is re- was another- Like,1692.8659 
1328 1693.6241I could say /RD-SCHOOL-4/ definitely f- I found my identity and- and- and1697.7841 
1330 1698.1804developed, again, like a lot of- a lot of different character,1700.8978 
1332 1701.2195uh,1701.6252 
1334 1702.0728traits.1702.6324 
1335ROC_int_011702.6447Mm-hm.1703.0138
1336ROC_se0_ag1_m_011703.3784It's like,1704.1245
1338 1704.8752okay,1705.4254 
1340 1706.7998I know I don't really feel like waking up1708.8561 
1342 1709.0239on1709.8108 
1344 1709.9414Sunday afternoon to go do this,1712.4795 
1346 1712.8418knowing that Sundays is1714.4039 
1348 1714.6697Crossfit workout days and1716.7586 
1350 1717.3602I gotta go to school tomorrow. And then, m- also senior year I had a job. And I'm just like,1722.4744 
1352 1722.9825<sigh> alright.1724.0549 
1354 1724.6693Um,1725.0983 
1356 1725.2568but luckily like senior year I didn't really have much classes1727.7281 
1358 1727.9100because I had- um,1729.3742 
1360 1729.8964like I said, you work at your own pace.1731.4527 
1362 1731.7511So,1732.1894 
1364 1732.9774I was just racking up credits in my first three years.1735.7938 
1366 1736.0083Getting whatever I needed out the way1737.7697 
1368 1738.7956so senior year, I could have that like relax time and focus really just on my project, but still, it's still-1744.9821 
1370 1745.7048I mean, it still was a push. Like,1747.1130 
1372 1747.6586you still1748.2927 
1374 1748.5947are1749.0330 
1376 1749.4480a seventeen year old, eighteen year old like,1751.9866 
1378 1752.6794okay I got all this free time, or1754.8325 
1380 1755.0703I'm ahead of the game, so1756.5999 
1382 1756.7725I'm'a just slack a little bit.1758.2038 
1384 1758.6794And I guess it was really just1760.3580 
1386 1761.0097making sure that I'm just like, no,1763.0427 
1388 1763.3644no, I gotta hold myself accountable, I still got this.1765.8952 
1390 1766.4455Um,1766.8092 
1392 1767.6205graduating /RD-SCHOOL-4/ and going into college,1770.8146 
1394 1772.4501and really the real world, cause when I went into college I was going to school, but I was also1777.5840 
1396 1778.3627at that time, like really working and supporting myself.1781.5883 
1398 1783.8358It developed me for the real world.1785.6205 
1400 1785.9096I remember,1786.5624 
1402 1787.0101um, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/1788.6561 
1404 1789.1830sitting in freshman seminar and these kids are like, ha,1793.2992 
1406 1793.5883I gotta go home and have my mom wash my clothes because I don't know how. And I'm like,1797.7091 
1408 1799.3085what do you mean?1799.7841 
1410 1800.5644What are you talking about?1801.5140 
1412 1802.3848Or, oh, I gotta go and ask so-and-so for money because- I'm like,1805.9753 
1414 1806.4882you don't have a job.1807.2622 
1416 1807.6213Oh my gosh,1808.5119 
1418 1808.9257this college campus is literally your world. Like,1811.9520 
1420 1812.5721you don't-1813.0151 
1422 1814.0876you don't know there's so much1816.0682 
1424 1816.6324like literally less than ten miles away from you. Like,1819.4631 
1426 1819.7708you've never been to the city. You've just been-1821.8272 
1428 1822.2562you haven't even been to Fairport. You're just1824.0234 
1430 1824.9921in this bubble, in this dome.1826.7594 
1432 1827.2583And that,1827.9018 
1434 1828.5080that right there made me /realize-/ I'm like oh, (whispered)1831.3139 
1436 1833.2583like,1833.8923 
1438 1835.0255you can be book smart,1836.4046 
1440 1836.8942but like,1837.5983 
1442 1838.5915there's a different type of something out here,1841.4032 
1444 1841.7809that you definitely need in life.1843.6509 
1446 1843.8921And it's like, luckily I have it, but I don't know how to convey it or express it to these people.1848.7403 
1447ROC_int_011848.7403Mm-hm.1849.0388
1448ROC_se0_ag1_m_011849.4631And, um,1850.2838
1450 1852.1209my freshman year, my learning community was-1855.5720 
1452 1856.4516it was like the beginning of like,1858.6991 
1454 1859.0255alternative literacies and like discourse communities.1862.1812 
1456 1862.7081And I remember like, being in class and1865.6399 
1458 1866.1202/RD-SCHOOL-2/-1866.6517 
1460 1867.1926/RD-SCHOOL-2/1867.7662 
1462 1868.0459main thing is like, okay (whispered),1869.5025 
1464 1869.7945we got diversity1870.9323 
1466 1871.7052quote, unquote.1872.9221 
1468 1873.2345Cause I'm like in this class with1875.5101 
1470 1876.1862forty other kids.1877.5991 
1472 1878.3533And,1879.3185 
1474 1880.1392I'm the only one from the inner-city.1881.7855 
1476 1882.7364Pretty much the only one of any type of color.1885.3232 
1478 1886.0133There was another guy who was1887.4075 
1480 1888.5313Puerto Rican1889.3380 
1482 1890.1761-ish.1890.6564 
1484 1891.6636So it was like-1892.7174 
1486 1893.1464but he lived in mo-1894.3214 
1488 1894.6618he lived in the suburb.1895.6737 
1490 1895.9954So I'm like-1896.6144 
1492 1897.3558So we're reading all these like scholarly articles on these different alternative literacies, and1903.0061 
1494 1903.7615you get these kids who are just like, raising their hand. And like their views are like, so like,1908.2601 
1496 1908.5725close minded. And I'm just like, um,1911.3532 
1498 1911.9671no,1912.6339 
1500 1913.1037it's not really how it works. And everybody's looking at me like,1916.3629 
1502 1917.2909what?1917.7106 
1504 1918.3494And like I'm1919.1001 
1506 1919.3986speaking from like my experience and they're just like,1921.9200 
1508 1923.2350no, no. And I had a professor1926.0094 
1510 1927.2299who was like,1928.1672 
1512 1928.4423no like, yes that's really how it is. Like1931.1561 
1514 1931.6865cause she like, dove into it. She was actually going for her1935.7013 
1516 1936.3774doctorate1936.8844 
1518 1937.0429at the time1937.7470 
1520 1937.9522in1938.3486 
1522 1938.4699what she was teaching.1939.7614 
1524 1940.1764So,1940.6661 
1526 1941.3469she's like, yeah this is-1942.9929 
1528 1943.3333this is what the like1944.4699 
1530 1944.7823inner-city is like. These are s- real life situations that1948.1769 
1532 1948.7924other people have to come from.1950.1713 
1534 1950.6238And1951.1600 
1536 1952.6708I just remember feeling like, I'm like, okay, now I'm just like that-1955.8649 
1538 1956.0875that outside-1957.3791 
1540 1957.7615that outside guy. Like,1959.2490 
1542 1959.9764I'm a commuter.1960.8390 
1544 1961.8136I'm in a class with1962.9035 
1546 1964.0459privileged kids who never really faced any adversity.1967.5618 
1548 1968.2367Who never really s- s- had to deal with anyone1971.9950 
1550 1972.2748like me.1972.9136 
1552 1973.5933And they're probably f- trying to figure out, um, what is he doing here?1977.3795 
1554 1977.9111So, um,1978.7085 
1556 1978.8996yeah it was-1979.8835 
1558 1982.2185college was very interesting.1983.9950 
1560 1984.3448College was a very interesting experience /?/1987.2626 
1562 1988.2558um,1988.7500 
1564 1989.9111I enjoyed it1990.8763 
1566 1991.4487for what it was,1992.5072 
1568 1993.0294but I'm glad that1994.5355 
1570 1995.3096I was a commuter.1996.2841 
1571ROC_int_011996.8390Mm-hm.1997.3629
1572ROC_se0_ag1_m_011997.4872Um,1997.9348
1574 1999.9107like,2000.2558 
1576 2000.4376the education I got from /RD-SCHOOL-2/2002.4804 
1578 2002.6017was-2003.4359 
1580 2004.5865was top tier,2005.5265 
1582 2005.8244[but again], um,2007.2257 
1583ROC_int_012005.8321[Mm-hm.]2006.2965
1584ROC_se0_ag1_m_012008.5919had to take it into your own hands.2010.2738
1586 2010.6657I remember2011.3885 
1588 2011.9760like by the time like eleventh grade, I'm like oh, um, I want a class about so and so and so and so. They're like,2018.4236 
1590 2019.2257create it. I'm like,2020.4427 
1592 2020.7345you're gonna be my advisor? Yeah I'll be your advisor. Okay, so I-2024.1744 
1594 2024.6642by the time eleventh grade, I was creating my own classes and2028.1847 
1596 2029.2760doing the work and basically making my own like, assignments and curriculum. Like, do you think this is enough? I remember I had- I had one, um,2036.8227 
1598 2037.3730she was actually my2038.4081 
1600 2038.9304actual English advisor.2040.4100 
1602 2040.6382She's like,2041.2338 
1604 2042.1419that's too much. I'm like,2043.5548 
1606 2044.2169really? You sure?2045.1122 
1608 2045.3267I- I- just- I feel like it's not enough. She's like no no no,2048.0749 
1610 2048.3964no no.2048.9117 
1612 2050.1470Scale it down a bit, and then2051.7837 
1614 2052.7023it was- it was nice. It was dope.2054.0405 
1616 2054.1746I got to- I got to learn, again, a lot about myself and a lot-2057.9096 
1618 2058.6230I would say like college2059.7887 
1620 2060.4963took me outside of myself and really learning about2063.6484 
1622 2063.9329other people.2064.7607 
1624 2065.1531Um, I'm a very introverted type of person.2067.2237 
1626 2067.6994And I would say,2068.7299 
1628 2069.0050up until2069.9893 
1630 2070.1925seventeen and I started slam poetry.2072.4357 
1632 2073.4755I was still very just-2075.2288 
1634 2076.3152I saw the world around me, but it was just like, I don't wanna participate in that. So I'm'a just stay in my bubble.2081.2754 
1635ROC_int_012081.2987Mm-hm.2081.7790
1636ROC_se0_ag1_m_012081.7151Um,2082.1427
1637 2083.2711but2083.6908
1639 2083.9368in finding my voice, I started realizing that like no, like,2087.3920 
1641 2087.8723I gotta start doing something about this.2089.6162 
1643 2090.0720And, um,2090.8833 
1645 2091.4615I would say college definitely2093.1215 
1647 2093.3154helped,2093.9189 
1649 2094.5018um, with,2095.3469 
1651 2095.6628the education2096.6968 
1653 2096.8880of how to do that,2098.2449 
1655 2098.6692um,2099.1635 
1657 2099.7137but also really2100.8235 
1659 2102.1280pushing me and encouraging me to do that,2104.2212 
1661 2104.3630and allowing me to do that. I remember one time,2106.6603 
1663 2107.0240I did like a flash performance in the hallway2109.2899 
1665 2110.0118and, (laughing)2110.7065 
1667 2112.6789um,2113.1686 
1669 2114.2352everybody just stopped.2115.2191 
1671 2115.7646Like,2116.0864 
1673 2116.6692it's like,2117.0936 
1675 2118.2779two hundred students just backing up the hallways.2121.1025 
1677 2121.4942So like people are coming out of class and everybody's just like crowding around. And they're like-2125.5311 
1679 2126.1839Next thing I know, I get campus security. <sound effect>2128.9257 
1681 2129.0796Running. <sound effect>2131.6162 
1683 2132.0300Move, move, move, move, move, what are you doing?2134.1983 
1685 2134.4361Luckily I had my advisor, like right there with me.2137.3318 
1687 2137.6255She's like, no,2138.5010 
1689 2138.7621he's doing a performance, da da da da,2140.8138 
1691 2141.0236stop, you gotta wait until after he's done. (laughing)2143.3073 
1693 2143.7223So, (laughing)2144.3285 
1694ROC_int_012144.5855[Wow.]2144.8313
1695ROC_se0_ag1_m_012144.6968[they] waited until after I was done. And they're like, you can't do that, it's a fire hazard. And I'm like, well,2150.5477
1696 2150.9353it was2151.2144
1698 2151.4988nobody here when I started. Like, (laughing)2153.3267 
1700 2153.9702so, um, I ended up2155.5089 
1702 2155.6477getting like, a little like, e-mail from the Dean.2158.5200 
1704 2158.7392It was just,2159.3780 
1706 2159.7510kind of weird, because like,2161.2478 
1708 2162.4544on the same token, and we're like, I would get reprimanded.2164.9164 
1710 2165.7137Like they had, uh, /RD-NAME-4/2167.9706 
1712 2168.0830from /RD-SCHOOL-7/ come up.2170.0584 
1714 2170.4967And they're like-2171.2614 
1716 2172.0868I get another email.2173.0660 
1718 2174.2305We want you to have lunch with /RD-NAME-4/.2176.2776 
1720 2176.5247So I'm [like-]2177.2334 
1721ROC_int_012177.1728[Mm.]2177.5132
1722 2178.3832Course.2178.9727
1723ROC_se0_ag1_m_012179.1173You know?2179.5416
1725 2179.8260[/Yeah./]2180.2282 
1726ROC_int_012179.9694[Mm-hm.]2180.3984
1727ROC_se0_ag1_m_012180.5616Um,2180.9766
1729 2181.1491now mind you like,2181.9092 
1731 2182.3009Me and him we had-2183.0749 
1733 2183.8210It was three other students.2185.0800 
1735 2185.2385They kind of pretty much got pushed to the side. Cause we were just sitting here and then we're like, /??/ I-2189.3314 
1737 2189.5132I got all these theories. I'm like,2191.0100 
1739 2191.5929what if2192.1244 
1741 2192.2259in, um-2192.9766 
1743 2193.8159I use like, again, like my environment I was like, um, so if we're talking about like alternative literacies like,2199.5175 
1745 2199.8113how do you feel about if you take2201.6718 
1747 2202.0121someone. I'm like hey,2203.2665 
1749 2203.8120be honest with you man, from the hood. So,2205.6378 
1751 2206.3708I'm like, you take a drug dealer,2207.7230 
1753 2207.9142alright? Mm-mm,2208.8608 
1756 2209.1452he has skills.2210.1478  
1758 2210.5383Has- he has very reputable skills. You take him out of the environment,2213.8303 
1760 2214.0821you put him in a place where he can learn to- and- and hone those skills, and brush up on those skills. He's like,2218.6692 
1762 2219.8536you know what (whispered), I think you might be onto something, young man. I'm like-2222.3424 
1764 2222.7574A-2222.8554 
1766 2223.3403it was awesome. It was- it was one of- one of- one of the biggest- uh,2226.2593 
1768 2227.0753one of my favorite like college experiences.2229.2051 
1770 2229.8952But yeah, it was just like weird. It's like,2231.6857 
1772 2232.8421so you reprimand me for expressing myself, but2236.1703 
1774 2236.6972this big wig come to town and you want me to talk to him?2240.1000 
1776 2240.5056So I don't really know how you guys feel about me. I don't really know how to feel about that.2244.5157 
1778 2245.1359Um,2245.4810 
1780 2246.1979but basically,2247.2097 
1782 2247.3823in the end2248.3394 
1784 2248.4765of my college career,2249.9375 
1786 2251.1965they waited until2252.5849 
1788 2252.9906my-2253.8252 
1790 2254.4641the-2254.8045 
1792 2254.9490yeah, the spring semester of my senior year,2257.3644 
1794 2257.8109to basically be like,2259.1445 
1796 2259.3729yeah,2259.8159 
1798 2260.3755you don't have2261.3174 
1800 2262.0028the number of amount of credits to graduate.2265.1724 
1802 2265.8486But I'm like,2266.5247 
1804 2266.6786okay, pull up my degree evaluation let's- let's figure this out.2270.6409 
1806 2271.0885So they pull up my degree evaluation2273.0907 
1808 2273.1805and I pass.2274.9960 
1810 2275.8342Fulfilled every core requirement.2277.9698 
1812 2278.8930Everything for my major, which was English. Everything for my minor, which was visual performing arts and I took another one, which was communications.2287.1965 
1814 2287.5882So I was like, so you want me to come back for a year and spend forty thousand dollars to take a bunch of intro level classes?2293.4297 
1816 2293.9193And they're like,2294.7015 
1818 2296.3988well, like,2297.3127 
1820 2297.5552you can t-2297.9282 
1822 2298.0448I'm like,2298.3945 
1824 2299.3597there is no more classes I can take.2301.6434 
1826 2301.8672If you see that like,2303.0609 
1828 2303.2661I made five different classes for me to take.2306.1606 
1830 2306.5663And they're just like,2307.2890 
1832 2308.1796oh, well- I'm like yeah, no, I'm not- I'm not doing this. So,2311.8202 
1834 2312.1653um,2312.5663 
1836 2313.0046I guess,2313.4009 
1838 2313.6341technically I got-2314.4361 
1840 2314.9443I don't know.2315.3453 
1842 2315.9982Kicked out,2316.5064 
1844 2316.8282dropped out.2317.4017 
1846 2318.1839Um,2318.6445 
1848 2320.4304I think that was also another like <sound effect>2322.9064 
1850 2323.2549moment for me.2324.1222 
1852 2324.5979Like, okay, so what do I do now?2326.4257 
1854 2326.7241I'm like,2327.1578 
1856 2327.5122am I a failure?2328.5147 
1858 2328.7420I'm like,2329.2409 
1860 2329.8984I don't know if I'm a failure, I just don't w- wanna spend that like-2333.1811 
1862 2333.7080I could go back,2334.5567 
1864 2334.7327but it's like,2335.3342 
1866 2336.7284no. C- also like at that time like, I felt like2340.1258 
1868 2340.4809my spirit calling for something else. Like,2343.1845 
1870 2344.9713in college-2345.7539 
1872 2345.8307college take- took2347.0043 
1874 2347.2015a lot- a lot of time.2348.8301 
1876 2349.1714Also like, personal things that I went through in college, I ended up losing my best friend in college.2353.3482 
1878 2353.6653Um,2354.2062 
1880 2355.1527my junior year,2356.2718 
1882 2356.5003uh, spring semester I had to go get a pacemaker.2359.2969 
1884 2359.6373Literally came out of surgery, went2361.8428 
1886 2362.0667passed all my finals.2363.5023 
1888 2363.8474Like- (laughing)2364.4308 
1889ROC_int_012364.7121Mm.2364.9856
1890ROC_se0_ag1_m_012364.9845like,2365.2922
1891 2365.5207I'm like,2365.8891
1893 2366.0336okay- nah, no you need to- you need to take some time, figure out what exactly you want to do in life.2371.7352 
1895 2372.3274And I'm like, I want to help2374.2905 
1897 2374.4444my community. I wanna help2376.0018 
1899 2376.7059that place2377.4415 
1901 2377.7492ten miles away.2378.6352 
1903 2379.2553So, how do I do that?2380.7055 
1905 2381.2930And, um,2382.2676 
1907 2383.3295by this time, I was on rock bottom,2385.2156 
1909 2385.3764and our executive directer /RD-NAME-3/,2388.1892 
1911 2388.8463she was like,2389.6186 
1913 2390.7191n- this is the universe working I swear. Like, (laughing)2393.5448 
1915 2394.0997me and her was having a meeting, she just called me up one day. She's like, come over, let's have a meeting. I'm like, alright.2398.7801 
1917 2399.1904I'm thinking I'm in trouble. She's like, so2401.0263 
1919 2401.4788what are you doing? I'm like,2402.4626 
1921 2403.3859/man/ I just got kicked out of college. She was like, oh,2405.5495 
1923 2406.2116great, so2406.8924 
1925 2407.4041/RD-WORK-4/2408.2295 
1927 2408.5979they've been contacting me, and they want me to talk to you, and they really want you to join their program. I'm like, what's /RD-WORK-4/?2415.0781 
1929 2415.5491And I found out that basically /RD-WORK-4/ would allow me to work in schools and really get to2421.6563 
1931 2422.3325work with the community how I want.2423.9103 
1932ROC_int_012424.0845Mm.2424.3550
1933ROC_se0_ag1_m_012424.5721So I'm like,2425.4321
1935 2426.5839no brainer, sign me up. She's like, well, deadline's in two days. So,2429.8013 
1937 2430.1603<snap>2430.2955 
1939 2430.3981get to work. So, (laughing) <laugh>2432.2349 
1941 2432.8683I went and found a computer and was just like, frantically typing, now /RD-WORK-4/ is like,2437.1150 
1943 2437.8891extensive. Like, it's basically-2440.4957 
1945 2441.7546it's slightly less extensive than the Peace Corps. Cause I found out the Peace Corps, you gotta do like video interviews and Skype and [all that.] But, um,2449.2456 
1946ROC_int_012447.9623[Mm.]2448.2365
1947ROC_se0_ag1_m_012450.6864I went for my interview for /RD-WORK-4/,2453.0972
1949 2454.0344left,2454.6499 
1951 2455.0451literally got called a half an hour later and they're like, we want you. And I'm like,2458.7848 
1953 2459.0878cool.2459.5401 
1955 2460.3188And2460.8799 
1957 2462.3880that really started like,2463.7822 
1959 2464.6915me getting into the community.2466.5957 
1961 2466.7494Um,2467.3109 
1963 2468.1222from /RD-WORK-4/ and- and- and just really like again,2471.6498 
1965 2471.7893taking advantage of the system.2473.2409 
1967 2473.8005I think I'm like the only /RD-WORK-4/ in Rochester.2476.5376 
1969 2477.7966I went to nine different sites. Like,2479.8052 
1971 2480.8403I had my own site that I was at,2482.6169 
1973 2482.7801from Monday through Friday.2484.1155 
1975 2484.2171And then like, on the weekends, I would do Upward Bound at U of R.2487.8801 
1977 2488.2392And then, um, I did some Upward Bound at MCC and then I hosted something at2494.1459 
1979 2494.9060Monroe. And I'm just like going to all these different places cause I'm like,2498.8077 
1981 2500.8500it's community service at the end of the day. Like,2502.8271 
1983 2502.9845I wanna go2503.7212 
1985 2503.9641everywhere. I wanna offer my service everywhere touch- excuse me, touch as many people as possible.2508.8042 
1987 2509.9035And, um,2510.7428 
1989 2511.8946it allowed me a lot of different connections that,2514.0442 
1991 2514.1701I mean, I still have today that still allows me do certain things in the community.2517.9179 
1993 2518.2396I'm like, alright,2518.8878 
1995 2519.2468I want a event2519.8903 
1997 2520.3006over here.2520.8509 
1999 2521.0082Okay let's contact so and so.2522.9154 
2001 2523.3583Um,2523.8386 
2003 2524.6500yeah.2524.9484 
2005 2525.9323I mean, now-2526.5431 
2007 2527.7881um,2528.4676 
2009 2528.7801I mean, now I'm at /RD-SCHOOL-2/.2529.9552 
2011 2530.1883But, uh,2530.8691 
2013 2531.7691earlier this year I did a contract at /RD-SCHOOL-4/2535.8060 
2015 2536.1930from September to June.2538.0209 
2017 2538.8648Which I got from being in /RD-WORK-4/, [um,]2541.3956 
2018ROC_int_012540.9427[Mm-hm.]2541.3592
2019ROC_se0_ag1_m_012542.1697doing music integration.2543.9975
2021 2544.6270And2545.1213 
2023 2546.1833yeah. I'm like it- it- it was- it was nice,2548.3842 
2025 2548.7479it was really nice.2549.3914 
2027 2549.8856But I was really looking for- My thing was, what I started realizing,2553.2651 
2029 2553.4749um, as in /RD-WORK-4/ is like,2555.0696 
2031 2555.8530you make progress with kids,2557.4197 
2033 2557.9408but then like, something may happen at home,2560.3189 
2035 2560.7292that you have no idea about. And they come the next day and it's just like, yo what's going on?2565.9645 
2037 2566.7805Something coulda happened.2568.0908 
2039 2568.7576Um, at /RD-SCHOOL-2/ I'm allowed to- I have that connection with the home, the school, the student, the parent and it's like that full circle.2576.3139 
2041 2576.8128So I feel like right now, I'm finally at that place where I'm-2579.5872 
2043 2581.0793this is the job that I want. Like, this is how I feel like I can2584.4401 
2045 2585.1349really2585.8017 
2047 2586.0955make some type of2587.3918 
2049 2587.7683impact or change amongst these2589.8713 
2051 2590.6313youth.2591.0510 
2052ROC_int_012591.4333Yeah, /I know/.2592.1182
2053ROC_se0_ag1_m_012591.9742And then with it being a all male school and2594.9340
2054 2595.5495kids that2596.1277
2056 2596.7152are like me,2597.5313 
2058 2598.0675I'm like, yo look,2599.0607 
2060 2600.0026I'm a living example. [Like- (laughing)]2601.7506 
2061ROC_int_012601.6288[<laugh>]2602.1950
2062ROC_se0_ag1_m_012602.0815[like] it's- it's not easy,2603.9288
2063 2604.0564but it can be done.2605.2565
2065 2605.6109And2606.0306 
2067 2607.4609<ts> yeah it's [like],2608.6593 
2068ROC_int_012608.4550[Yeah.]2608.9419
2069ROC_se0_ag1_m_012609.1676school2609.8064
2071 2610.0209job-ish2610.9208 
2073 2611.5445area.2611.9921 
2074ROC_int_012612.1273Mm-hm,2612.5563
2076 2613.0413that's cool.2613.8246 
2078 2614.4308Um,2614.9904 
2080 2615.7737okay, great. [So, I have] a- like2618.2311 
2081ROC_se0_ag1_m_012617.1400[<laugh>]2617.7135
2082ROC_int_012618.7055a couple more questions. [Um,]2620.4401
2083ROC_se0_ag1_m_012619.9972[Mm-hm.]2620.3749
2084ROC_int_012620.6127that are more so geared toward, like,2622.8415
2086 2623.0007your thoughts about Rochester.2624.5882 
2087ROC_se0_ag1_m_012624.5975[Mm-hm.]2624.9473
2088ROC_int_012624.7794[And] sort of how it's changing,2626.4907
2089 2626.8451the things that you like,2628.1647
2091 2628.5144what you wanna see improved,2630.1266 
2093 2630.5229those sorts of [things.]2631.5488 
2094ROC_se0_ag1_m_012631.3343[Mkay.]2631.6780
2095 2631.8565So I got a lot about [Rochester],2633.4714
2096ROC_int_012632.9710[Ooh], tell [me. <laugh>]2634.8688
2097ROC_se0_ag1_m_012633.9016[I got a lot about Rochester.]2635.2500
2098 2635.6510Um,2636.2105
2100 2639.5212growing up as a kid, I would say,2642.0147 
2102 2642.5556from like,2643.5861 
2104 2644.0897I guess like,2644.8964 
2106 2645.6984three2646.4358 
2108 2646.5683to like nine,2648.0380 
2110 2648.3644Rochester was-2649.5255 
2112 2650.1736it was fun. I remember like mid-town downtown used to be booming. McCurdy's, you had Sibley's [like],2656.6647 
2113ROC_int_012656.5037[/?/]2656.6782
2114ROC_se0_ag1_m_012657.3067it was like the place to be.2658.6216
2116 2659.1252Um,2659.7302 
2118 2660.6582I remember like all the festivals, all- all of that stuff.2663.8523 
2120 2664.3419And then,2665.3304 
2122 2666.7188I don't know exactly what happened, but then just2669.5958 
2124 2669.9035stuff started shutting down.2671.8375 
2126 2672.0520Um,2672.6022 
2128 2674.3508I don't know if it was a lack of me not paying attention,2677.2838 
2130 2678.1359or if this was already just,2680.5588 
2132 2680.7124uh, uh, a constant thing, but I do remember like being around like eleven and start,2686.0477 
2134 2687.2134realizing the violence and the crime rate started going up.2690.5836 
2136 2691.3250Um,2691.8006 
2138 2692.0990and I think that had a lot to do with a lot of things2695.4190 
2140 2696.0427shutting down.2697.0778 
2142 2697.6514And2698.2156 
2144 2699.3207I also remember2700.3279 
2146 2700.7837being like fourteen, fifteen and all of a sudden they're like-2703.6420 
2148 2704.3834it-2704.5187 
2150 2705.3067it felt like it was a war on the youth. Like,2707.7815 
2152 2708.0100realistically, [you're like,]2709.2422 
2153ROC_int_012708.8273[Mm.]2709.0779
2154ROC_se0_ag1_m_012709.5383oh,2709.9276
2156 2710.3729now you got a curfew. I'm like,2712.0487 
2158 2712.2119my parents don't give me a curfew. What do you [mean? Like]2715.3018 
2159ROC_int_012714.7518[I remember those days.]2715.8938
2160ROC_se0_ag1_m_012715.8659<laugh>2716.4207
2161ROC_int_012716.7052[/ do.]2717.1528
2162ROC_se0_ag1_m_012716.7844[I'm like,]2717.1482
2163 2717.5025what are you talking about? And then like, they're like, okay, the curfew is non-constitutional so we can't pass it, but still. Like,2725.1439
2165 2725.8282we were kicked out of2726.8960 
2167 2727.2830everything. [Like,]2728.4580 
2168ROC_int_012728.0402[Mm-hm.]2728.3885
2169ROC_se0_ag1_m_012728.9150couldn't go to the mall if you were a certain age,2731.3572
2171 2731.7862um, couldn't go to the movies, couldn't do this, couldn't do that. And I'm just like,2735.9735 
2173 2736.5936so what am I supposed to do?2738.2105 
2175 2738.4903And like, I'm not a kid that cause trouble, but like,2741.1994 
2177 2741.8336you got nothing for me to do. So, pretty much nothing but trouble to do. Like,2745.9778 
2178ROC_int_012746.1503Mm-hm.2746.6492
2179ROC_se0_ag1_m_012746.8870um,2747.4139
2181 2748.2206I remember in that phase,2750.0100 
2183 2750.1499that was a phase where I was like, no, I don't wanna be here. I gotta get out. I wanna get out. I wanna move. Like,2756.6628 
2185 2756.8587that's the-2757.5348 
2187 2758.0337that's the2758.7052 
2189 2758.9290end goal. Like,2759.9968 
2191 2760.4304get Rochester, Rochester don't got nothing for me.2763.3856 
2193 2764.6679And,2765.4233 
2195 2767.9587I had the opportunity,2769.5907 
2197 2770.2062probably around when I was like2771.6564 
2199 2772.2906seventeen-ish2773.3759 
2201 2773.9867to2774.5509 
2203 2774.8540<clears throat>2775.3436 
2205 2775.4415help open a downtown youth art center.2778.6030 
2207 2779.0553Cause also with2780.2525 
2209 2780.8260like, the war on like2782.0384 
2211 2782.3974youth, like2783.1621 
2213 2783.6937arts was2784.8315 
2215 2785.6090getting shut down. Art programs, art teachers were getting fired, or moved, or2790.2952 
2217 2790.7149all types of stuff.2791.8142 
2219 2792.2152And then, um,2793.2550 
2221 2796.6356it's like, okay.2797.6790 
2223 2798.5929Then I started /realizing/ like okay so this is-2800.5606 
2225 2801.2041is this part of the recession? Is this-2803.0366 
2227 2803.4458what is all of this coming from?2804.9519 
2229 2805.3436Um, but then I had the opportunity to join, um, it was like a downtown like initiative2809.9680 
2231 2810.3924where a lot of different like business owners downtown are like, okay, we're gonna try and like,2815.4190 
2233 2816.3551get something for the youth to do. We're gonna try and2819.6051 
2235 2820.2719revitalize downtown a bit.2822.4064 
2237 2822.8633And, um, together we brainstormed, and opened,2826.6916 
2239 2826.8454uh, what was called the /RD-WORK-2/.2828.2805 
2241 2829.4462And the idea of the /RD-WORK-2/ was2831.5538 
2243 2831.8149it's a drop-in center. So,2833.4609 
2245 2834.4297any kids that's outside and that don't got nothing to do, or2838.0108 
2247 2838.4071up at /RD-ADDRESS-4/ and the police are harassing, just come down to the center.2842.3974 
2249 2842.7331And, um,2843.6564 
2251 2844.2906we'll get you in some type of art. Whatever you're interested in. whether it be2847.4229 
2253 2847.8379music recording, poetry, dance, singing, visual arts, screen printing,2853.6840 
2255 2854.2669all that type of stuff.2855.3250 
2257 2855.4952Um,2855.9035 
2259 2856.9655and it ran- it ran for three years. And2859.2970 
2261 2859.8285I think it was pretty successful.2861.4326 
2263 2861.8429Um,2862.3045 
2265 2862.6356a lot of people that2864.0800 
2267 2864.8587are doing a lot of different stuff in the community, I'd be like, oh yeah I know so and so from the /RD-WORK-2/. And I know that person from the /RD-WORK-2/, like,2871.1742 
2269 2871.5568hey,2872.0850 
2271 2872.4674da da da da da da,2873.2647 
2273 2873.9408let's try and bring the /RD-WORK-2/ back.2875.3992 
2275 2875.4971Um,2875.9867 
2277 2877.3250and I think that-2878.3741 
2279 2878.6026like, that really started like,2880.2859 
2281 2880.6671kick-starting- it started something.2882.6768 
2283 2883.0778Like,2883.4555 
2285 2883.9498it was like okay, so you got this program,2886.7429 
2287 2887.0646and it's not that it was like-2888.5043 
2289 2889.5255I think we ended up serving2891.8616 
2291 2892.1693probably like a hundred and fifty kids,2894.6535 
2293 2895.4462which,2895.8565 
2295 2896.4161isn't a lot,2897.0922 
2297 2897.7963but it's,2898.2859 
2299 2898.5190a lot.2898.8874 
2301 2899.3164Like2899.6135 
2303 2899.7862when you hold monthly shows and you got these kids coming up and performing on stage. And you got2905.4470 
2305 2905.8142parents coming in and you got the news coming in and- and showing what's actually happening.2910.2291 
2307 2910.9154And2911.4982 
2309 2911.6277I think that also started like,2913.9684 
2311 2916.7335something where like2918.0256 
2313 2918.1769the art started just,2919.7726 
2315 2920.6492getting more notice.2921.8429 
2317 2922.0294Now also like,2923.0693 
2319 2923.6370the arts in Rochester are always been a thing,2925.9405 
2321 2926.5746but2927.0036 
2323 2927.9268I realized that,2929.4003 
2325 2929.6789from2930.4670 
2327 2930.8820my age group,2932.1037 
2329 2932.6072and where like2933.7823 
2331 2934.4211a lot of people were doing it, there was like a gap.2937.2690 
2333 2938.2808So like, I mean, I'm-2939.9595 
2335 2940.1320I'm twenty-four. So right now that like-2942.8120 
2337 2943.0172the people who are like, before me in like that- I would say like our age,2947.0879 
2339 2947.6473wa- would be like,2949.5218 
2341 2950.8787thirty, thirty-five-ish area.2953.4013 
2343 2954.1789And2954.7851 
2345 2954.9016it was just like a ga- like2956.2539 
2347 2956.5709nobody was doing nothing with that. And then you have2959.2335 
2349 2959.5401the older people who2960.7431 
2351 2961.3353have a thriving thing, but you know they're like,2963.3823 
2353 2963.8159older. So they kind of have their own little circle.2965.8571 
2355 2966.3094Um,2966.7617 
2357 2967.8249but with2968.5896 
2359 2968.7202the youth,2969.3683 
2361 2969.7087we started really just2971.4899 
2363 2971.6426I guess, making a loud noise to where we started getting mentors.2974.4450 
2365 2974.7854And then we also started getting older and taking more leadership positions.2978.5239 
2367 2978.8783So, um,2979.7643 
2369 2980.4590when I was eighteen, I started being a teaching artist.2982.4594 
2371 2982.8464So I was going around and teaching at rec centers and2986.4963 
2373 2986.9720/RD-WORK-5/, and2988.8511 
2375 2989.2043anywhere I could really2990.4167 
2377 2990.8550teach.2991.3493 
2379 2991.7270So at that point, I became- I started becoming like a- a- a youth leader.2995.9644 
2381 2996.3980Um,2996.9110 
2383 2997.9741and2998.4870 
2385 2998.7808encouraging and bringing up more and more and more artists.3001.7033 
2387 3002.0810And,3002.6825 
2389 3003.3073then,3004.0534 
2391 3004.8927again with rock bottom,3006.4501 
2393 3006.8511um,3007.3827 
2395 3008.0343really just,3008.9389 
2397 3009.2187doing a lot of different community shows. And different things like that.3012.8698 
2399 3014.0390Now it seems like the arts are just like3016.0394 
2401 3016.2119on-3016.6833 
2403 3016.8913on fire like,3018.3243 
2405 3018.4396here in Rochester3019.8105 
2407 3020.5006it's like,3021.5171 
2409 3022.6595you go to a open mic,3023.8072 
2411 3023.9325and you see concert-3025.3069 
2413 3025.6566really concert level talent.3027.0182 
2415 3027.2327I've3027.6710 
2417 3027.8435been to open mics and other places, and I'm just like3030.7765 
2419 3031.4619this is not like home. It's not that it's bad, it's just like3035.3077 
2421 3035.5175the quality is just completely different.3037.8711 
2423 3038.4400And3039.1021 
2425 3040.8507around that time is where I started like, really being like, yo Rochester3045.0695 
2427 3045.5031is really dope. It's just- it's a diamond in the rough. Like we have3049.1589 
2429 3049.6986so much talent, so much potential.3051.9088 
2431 3052.5756And it's just a matter of3054.3382 
2433 3055.0423figuring out how to-3057.2420 
2435 3058.0534how to harness that.3058.9813 
2437 3059.6854And3060.2916 
2439 3060.8231what3061.3873 
2441 3061.6613I started realizing was3063.2374 
2443 3063.7969the reason why it was hard to harness, is because a lot of people had the crab in the bucket mentality. Yo,3069.0415 
2445 3069.4285I wanna be the one to make it out.3070.7714 
2447 3071.1491I don't wanna help you make it out.3072.4921 
2449 3072.6459I don't want to tell you that you good, or that you dope or3075.1121 
2451 3075.2634that I see potential in you.3076.6642 
2453 3076.9906Because3077.7087 
2455 3078.9257then that mean less opportunities for me.3080.8690 
2457 3081.4938So,3082.0394 
2459 3082.2632I'm like,3082.7388 
2461 3083.3217that's not- that's not the way.3084.9117 
2463 3086.0110So really just starting to really like,3087.8715 
2465 3089.7553bri- literally bring people together. Connecting people together. Um,3093.8109 
2467 3095.4149and3096.2822 
2469 3096.7858yeah. Now it's ye- it's-3098.5768 
2471 3098.6825it is what it is [right now.] Um,3100.5709 
2472ROC_int_013099.7246[Mm-hm.]3100.1475
2473ROC_se0_ag1_m_013101.8299I don't know.3102.2729
2475 3102.4361/When/ you go like,3103.2556 
2477 3104.3281Monday nights, they got a open mic over here at Clarissa's. Uh, Tuesday nights they got a open mic out in3111.1394 
2479 3111.6943Henrietta.3112.6316 
2481 3112.7854Uh, Wednesday nights, they got a open mic,3115.4806 
2483 3116.2395um, I think somewhere out in like, East Rochester. Thursday nights they got a open mic3120.6026 
2485 3121.1449on3121.7639 
2487 3121.8851East Main, like.3122.9063 
2489 3123.3026It's always something to do, and then it's-3125.5688 
2491 3126.4128a lot of people are putting on a lot more events.3129.2374 
2493 3129.7876Bringing a lot more artists together.3131.3403 
2495 3131.5222Um,3131.9978 
2497 3132.0910ButaPub has been like3133.5865 
2499 3134.2302the hip-hop place, you can go there, you get a nice hip-hop show, no drama.3138.4641 
2501 3138.9164Um,3139.5505 
2503 3140.3514I mean, me personally, I've put on a few shows.3142.7449 
2505 3142.8274I guess,3143.3450 
2507 3143.5735I would say my favorite show would be, uh, the community experience that I put on last year3148.1449 
2509 3148.6409with our executive director.3150.1423 
2511 3150.6646Um,3151.1355 
2513 3151.2323where it was basically,3152.3141 
2515 3153.4892everybody comes in for free.3154.8834 
2517 3155.0250I invite a bunch of artists,3156.5154 
2519 3156.7345and literally people get on stage and just like, freestyle live collab. So you'll have a person spitting, you'll have a person playing. /And you-/3164.4820 
2521 3164.9203dancers just jump up and get in the mix. And everybody's just sharing the space and3169.2568 
2523 3169.6333seeing what it is.3170.6871 
2525 3171.1161Um,3171.6244 
2527 3172.6968right now,3173.5688 
2530 3174.6646right now my goal is to have3176.9622  
2532 3177.5917like, a-3178.2306 
2534 3179.3450So we have like music festivals and everything here.3181.7965 
2536 3181.9830But I wanna have one dedicated just for,3185.3310 
2538 3185.4336like,3185.9838 
2540 3186.4314local artists. I would probably make it like, a tri-city type of thing, Syracuse, Buffalo,3191.7834 
2542 3191.9441Rochester.3192.6646 
2544 3193.0936But really like,3194.2395 
2546 3196.2632pouring into3197.5082 
2548 3197.9512local3198.6086 
2550 3198.8651artists like,3199.6193 
2552 3201.1021they got all these people headlining,3202.7481 
2554 3203.2444and3203.6154 
2556 3203.8486not that,3204.2776 
2558 3204.4175you know, they famous so yeah. You know they got talent, but like, realistically3208.5197 
2560 3210.6599I know people that's better than 'em that lives right here, like.3213.6710 
2561ROC_int_013213.7775Mm-hm,3214.2259
2562ROC_se0_ag1_m_013214.4157[<sigh>]3214.8554
2563ROC_int_013214.5906[mm-hm.]3215.0681
2564ROC_se0_ag1_m_013215.3593Danielle Ponder, oh my [gosh.] (whispered)3217.5386
2565ROC_int_013217.0178[Incredible.]3217.8198
2566ROC_se0_ag1_m_013218.1556[Oh]3218.7186
2567ROC_int_013218.5985[<laugh>]3219.4159
2568ROC_se0_ag1_m_013219.1157[my] g- like-3219.8673
2569ROC_int_013219.8201Every [single time.]3221.0114
2570ROC_se0_ag1_m_013220.4394[like-] (laughing).3221.1771
2571 3221.5408like,3221.8103
2573 3223.1204absolutely amazing [like absolutely amazing.]3226.1653 
2574ROC_int_013224.6524[Mm-hm.]3225.1161
2576 3225.9508[Every] time [yeah.]3226.9859 
2577ROC_se0_ag1_m_013226.8507[And] then you got- you got Danielle Ponder, you got, um, Jimmie Highsmith. You got3231.5451
2578 3231.8762David Haygood, like,3232.9673
2579ROC_int_013233.0652Mm-hm.3233.5268
2580ROC_se0_ag1_m_013233.6854and these people are3235.0096
2582 3236.1369top3236.5006 
2584 3236.6498tier like,3237.6850 
2586 3238.8367name me five people that's better than 'em, [like.] (laughing)3241.8431 
2587ROC_int_013241.7126[Mm-hm.]3242.2208
2588ROC_se0_ag1_m_013242.3887And it's like I wanna- I wanna do something that really like,3245.5736
2590 3246.6274plays into that.3247.5554 
2592 3248.1242Um, I don't really know how to do it.3249.7656 
2594 3249.9801I don't know what's the first step.3251.3556 
2596 3251.9140I don't know any of that, [but,]3253.4808 
2597ROC_int_013253.2896[Mm.]3253.4528
2598ROC_se0_ag1_m_013254.4926I mean,3254.9542
2600 3255.0895I believe-3255.7112 
2602 3256.2365believe in it.3256.8054 
2604 3257.0479I believe it'll [happen.]3258.1005 
2605ROC_int_013257.5964[Yeah.]3257.9787
2606 3258.7592So,3259.4236
2608 3259.7372you're looking to stay in Rochester though, long term? Or are [you]3263.7695 
2609ROC_se0_ag1_m_013263.6156[<sigh>]3264.2964
2610ROC_int_013264.3663wanting to [move eventually?]3265.9937
2611ROC_se0_ag1_m_013265.0844[I have-] I have- I have a love hate relationship in what I wanna do with life.3269.7788
2612 3270.0632Um,3270.5015
2614 3270.7394because,3271.6253 
2616 3273.1454I want to stay,3274.3158 
2618 3275.1726but I know3276.1239 
2620 3276.2871in order for me to3277.8212 
2622 3278.1009do and build what I want to,3279.8868 
2624 3280.0687I have to leave.3281.0794 
2626 3281.4058I don't have my eyes set on like3283.3315 
2628 3283.4481any particular place to move to. I'm not like, oh,3286.2831 
2630 3286.5384I wanna go move to Atlanta, and I'm going to go to Atlanta, and I'm gonna make it.3289.8864 
2632 3290.2548I feel like,3290.9356 
2634 3291.1408I have to have literally like-3292.8567 
2636 3294.0399I think the path that I have to take is I literally just have3296.8932 
2638 3297.0634to-3297.4765 
2640 3297.7331to travel3298.4044 
2642 3298.6935to a [bunch of different places.]3300.1052 
2643ROC_int_013299.1353[Mm-hm.]3299.7368
2644ROC_se0_ag1_m_013300.5295And, um,3301.2336
2646 3302.3667definitely,3303.0568 
2648 3304.8614buying a house in Rochester.3306.1612 
2650 3306.3710[??] um,3307.4621 
2651ROC_int_013306.4176[Mkay.]3306.8792
2652ROC_se0_ag1_m_013308.0963want to,3308.8750
2654 3309.5418frequent Rochester, cause home- like,3311.8021 
2656 3313.1730I've been a lot of places, but there's no pla- like there's literally no place like here.3317.1598 
2658 3317.5457Like,3317.8627 
2660 3318.2358I've not found a place that is like3320.4833 
2662 3321.4252my town. My home town.3323.0052 
2664 3323.2156And I love it.3324.2264 
2666 3324.4596I- I love it. I have grown to love Rochester.3327.3786 
2668 3327.5138And I've grown to find the beauty in it.3329.7881 
2670 3330.3896And,3330.7813 
2672 3331.3082I guess the real reason why I really wanna just travel is to like,3334.3391 
2674 3334.6888to share that.3335.5923 
2676 3335.8068You say you're from New York and they're like,3337.3269 
2678 3337.4194oh you're from the city. I'm like,3338.9060 
2680 3339.1874no,3339.8075 
2682 3339.9847like,3340.3857 
2684 3340.9266from upstate, [like],3342.5036 
2685ROC_int_013341.9268[<laugh>]3342.6648
2686ROC_se0_ag1_m_013343.0876[yeah.]3343.3763
2687ROC_int_013343.1171[How] do you feel like we're different from like3345.3835
2688 3345.6210downstate?3346.4464
2689ROC_se0_ag1_m_013347.5410<sigh>3348.3010
2691 3348.7654I don't-3349.1777 
2693 3349.3176it's-3349.6160 
2695 3349.6906it's-3350.0356 
2697 3352.6795I don't know. It's- it's- somethi- it's something about us. Like-3356.5952 
2699 3357.6443like you can hear somebody from the city and be like, okay yeah, they're from the city.3361.0984 
2701 3361.4761But like, you hear somebody from3363.6677 
2703 3364.1899Rochester and you're like,3365.3510 
2705 3367.5647where they from?3368.2082 
2706ROC_int_013368.4227Okay, yeah [so]3369.5091
2707ROC_se0_ag1_m_013369.0801[Like.]3369.4152
2708ROC_int_013370.0938do you think that Rochesterians have an accent? Or certain people who live here sound like they're from3375.3273
2710 3375.7423Rochester maybe, more than others?3377.6016 
2711ROC_se0_ag1_m_013377.6109I mean, I ge- uh,3378.3757
2713 3379.1404this is new for me. This whole like, Rochesterian accent thing.3382.9453 
2714ROC_int_013383.0199Yeah.3383.3836
2715ROC_se0_ag1_m_013383.3836Um,3383.8394
2716 3384.9539everybody sound n-3385.7605
2718 3386.1429normal to me pretty much.3387.6723 
2720 3387.9707But I guess like, the Rochester accent is like,3390.1285 
2722 3390.2777in the a's or something like Rochester (atypical pronunciation) or [something like that.]3393.4321 
2723ROC_int_013392.6884[<laugh>]3393.6770
2724ROC_se0_ag1_m_013394.0656/Cause I/ get people that, um,3395.8068
2726 3396.5865come from- from like out of town, they'll be like, yo what's up with the accent? I'm like,3400.3811 
2728 3401.7508what accent?3402.5948 
2730 3402.7673Like, [<laugh>]3403.4599 
2731ROC_int_013403.0191[Right], right.3403.8398
2732ROC_se0_ag1_m_013403.8901what accent? Like3404.8050
2734 3406.0314you hear- you can hear- in New York City you can hear a Bronx accent be like, okay.3409.1497 
2736 3409.4909You hear a Brooklyn accent be like,3410.8152 
2738 3410.9411okay,3411.4493 
2739ROC_int_013411.9156Mm-hm.3412.2420
2740ROC_se0_ag1_m_013412.2280But like,3413.1047
2741 3413.9160I don't know. Like, I think3415.3429
2743 3415.5620to me, everybody in Rochester pretty much3417.5426 
2745 3418.2094be speaking English, or they're not from3420.6621 
2747 3420.8206Rochester. So that's understandable that they have an accent, or like, English is not their first speaking language.3426.0979 
2749 3426.5315Cause, I mean we have,3427.7812 
2751 3428.2230a diverse [culture,]3429.4820 
2752ROC_int_013429.1627[Yeah],3429.5267
2753ROC_se0_ag1_m_013429.7571uh, [a very] diverse culture. So like,3431.9113
2754ROC_int_013429.9758[mm-hm.]3430.3634
2755ROC_se0_ag1_m_013433.0724I guess I never-3434.1157
2757 3434.8105never really thought about it. I'm still waiting for somebody to be like, okay,3438.5222 
2759 3439.2449this right here is a Rochester accent and I can hear it and be like-3442.9834 
2761 3443.9067cause I be like, do I have a Rochester accent? And they're like,3446.1624 
2763 3447.4167nah nah, I'm like, well, I've been here my whole life, so it-3450.3217 
2765 3451.0631I would think I would have-3452.0178 
2767 3452.2976have some type of-3453.1556 
2769 3453.6032if there is an accent, I think I would have it.3455.7248 
2770ROC_int_013455.8834Mm-hm.3456.4103
2771ROC_se0_ag1_m_013456.5735/And it's like/ ah,3457.4552
2773 3457.6963ah.3458.3023 
2774ROC_int_013458.9457Yeah.3459.2908
2775ROC_se0_ag1_m_013459.2955But it's3459.7897
2777 3460.3726I think3460.8715 
2779 3460.9694with Rochester3462.0792 
2781 3462.2144it's more so like,3463.8511 
2783 3465.6638because of what our city gets portrayed as.3468.6014 
2784ROC_int_013469.1750Mm. <ts>3469.7058
2786 3470.2043I'm glad you brought that up. I was just gonna ask you like, what are the stereotypes about sort of this place,3475.9241 
2788 3476.3448people who live here, especially black people in the city?3479.4497 
2789ROC_se0_ag1_m_013480.0279I mean, the stereotype,3481.0444
2791 3481.1890uh, is basically-3482.5774 
2793 3483.6685Everybody looks at the statistics, which3485.5943 
2795 3485.9067came out recently.3486.9139 
2797 3487.6634Rochester is poor.3488.8105 
2799 3489.0110Rochester is3490.5265 
2801 3491.1979basically a smaller Chiraq.3493.1657 
2803 3493.7147Um,3494.3815 
2805 3496.0695the people are dumb. The kids don't3498.1165 
2807 3498.5428educate themselves. They just drop out of school. Everybody's having babies.3502.5778 
2809 3502.9881Or,3503.6316 
2811 3503.9999um,3504.5082 
2813 3505.4862[STD's, or]3507.2208 
2814ROC_int_013506.5026[Mm-hm.]3506.9850
2815ROC_se0_ag1_m_013507.6871like,3508.0229
2817 3508.3539Rochester gets a lot of- a- a lot of negativity.3511.3429 
2819 3511.5469And-3512.1530 
2820ROC_int_013514.0555So how do you try to move through I guess, or navigate your way through3517.9104
2822 3519.2675those kinds of stereotypes right, that exist about3521.9999 
2824 3522.2937us, or like people who live in the city? Like how do you see yourself in relation to that?3526.8759 
2825ROC_se0_ag1_m_013527.1513In relation to that, it's kind of like <sigh>3529.9059
2827 3530.3302I mean like, you know it's out there. You know it happens. You can't ignore-3533.9673 
2829 3534.5781you can't ignore it.3535.3195 
2831 3535.4641Especially like I said, living on /RD-ADDRESS-5/. Like,3538.2234 
2833 3538.5638there's been times where,3540.1445 
2835 3541.6832man done got popped literally by3543.4913 
2837 3543.8200the tire of my mom's car. So like,3546.1201 
2839 3546.7110I'm like okay, I can't ignore this, but3549.0145 
2841 3549.4715I- it's really just- it doesn't-3551.6409 
2843 3551.7994it doesn't define me as a person.3553.3802 
2845 3553.8406Like the actions that happen in my city,3555.6125 
2847 3555.9576doesn't define me as a person,3557.7761 
2849 3558.0186doesn't define the person next to me as a person.3560.1018 
2851 3560.6240We still have our own dreams, we're still entitled to our own goals and3564.1491 
2853 3564.4009it's really just-3565.5795 
2855 3566.6434it-3566.8198 
2857 3567.4447it really drove me to-3569.0161 
2859 3569.2958to make3569.9393 
2861 3570.2890them- I'm like,3570.9791 
2863 3571.1750I'm- I'm gonna prove you wrong. I- I- I- I'm3573.9249 
2865 3574.4892gonna definitely prove you wrong. So if that means3576.9045 
2867 3577.2729consciously having to do3578.7825 
2869 3579.0305the complete opposite,3580.4247 
2871 3580.7978of what you're talking about,3582.1500 
2873 3582.4473just so I could be like ha ha,3584.0513 
2875 3584.2891you can't say that because3585.8372 
2877 3586.7128I'm not that,3587.4739 
2879 3588.0428then,3588.7689 
2881 3589.1141that's what I'm gonna do.3590.3870 
2883 3590.5689And it's really a- a- a conscious choice. Like,3593.7863 
2885 3595.1187it's hard,3595.6643 
2887 3595.7575like, it's hard to be3597.4548 
2889 3599.0962positive.3599.9496 
2891 3600.0603It's hard to3601.1607 
2893 3602.1819stay on-3603.3569 
2895 3604.5298I guess you could say like, the straight and narrow. Like,3606.8902 
2897 3607.4824especially, again like,3608.5736 
2899 3608.8487<clears throat>3609.1657 
2901 3610.5926I have friends who,3611.9402 
2903 3612.3039didn't make the same choices /I had/.3613.9860 
2905 3614.4756So it's like, okay,3615.8652 
2907 3616.8910times get hard.3617.7490 
2909 3617.9210<exhale> /it's hard times again/ (laughing)3619.5948 
2910ROC_int_013619.5948Mm-hm.3620.0891
2911ROC_se0_ag1_m_013620.0891times be getting hard.3621.1662
2912 3621.6278And3622.2946
2914 3622.5324it be like yo, alright,3624.1691 
2916 3625.4736I know,3626.1497 
2918 3626.6293if-3627.4553 
2920 3628.8681I know my resume could go and get me a new job,3630.9187 
2922 3631.2731but like realistically, the type of money I make,3633.3853 
2924 3634.0941I need to call up my boy right now and say3635.9406 
2926 3636.1679no,3636.6063 
2928 3636.9420no,3637.4363 
2930 3637.6641no.3637.9714 
2932 3638.2102Don't do it.3638.8911 
2934 3639.0081Don't do it.3639.4821 
2936 3639.5624Why? Cause you feed into statistic that's what they expect of you.3642.6761 
2938 3643.0073That's what they waiting for you to do.3644.4714 
2940 3644.8631Like,3645.2361 
2942 3646.1314last year,3646.6630 
2944 3647.1479last year, I got locked up3648.7178 
2946 3648.9495for the first time3649.9678 
2948 3650.3713ever.3650.7932 
2950 3651.2268And3651.9029 
2952 3652.3133was nothing criminal.3653.4417 
2954 3653.7343Ended up being I had a- um,3655.4829 
2956 3656.4854I had a bunch of tickets on my license.3658.2867 
2958 3658.7096And3659.2831 
2960 3659.6608they locked me up for it.3660.7881 
2962 3661.5062And I'm like,3662.7372 
2964 3663.4553this is wild.3664.4951 
2966 3664.9381I'm like,3665.6189 
2968 3666.5316cause realistically, they didn't have to lock me up.3668.7978 
2970 3669.5439I'm like,3670.2247 
2972 3670.9521you really just looked for3672.5456 
2974 3672.9047any reason3673.7393 
2976 3674.7279to lock me- Man like,3675.6884 
2978 3675.9822you would swear I did something [criminal.]3677.9220 
2979ROC_int_013677.6482[Mm. Mm.]3678.3479
2980ROC_se0_ag1_m_013678.2239[Like,]3678.5736
2981 3679.5248how tight the handcuffs were,3681.2828
2983 3681.7584how rude they were talking to me.3683.4184 
2985 3683.7448Like,3684.0758 
2987 3685.4083cop cars are just not comfortable.3687.5719 
2989 3688.2387And3688.8542 
2991 3690.9258me being the person I am,3693.1056 
2993 3693.1988and like,3693.8796 
2995 3693.9822the resilient,3695.3540 
2997 3695.4887like-3695.8753 
2999 3696.9198I'm a r- I'm- I'm- I'm a rebel, like I'm- I'm a rebel.3699.4933 
3001 3699.6044And if I- if I definitely know I didn't do anything3702.4581 
3003 3703.1389wrong,3703.6891 
3005 3704.7336then3705.1253 
3007 3705.4377I'm gonna talk.3706.1465 
3009 3706.8040But then,3707.5442 
3011 3707.7447having to understand and humble myself, I'm like, okay,3710.4818 
3013 3711.0694again, I'm a black man3712.5751 
3015 3712.8068in Rochester.3713.7074 
3017 3713.8613These are cops,3714.7892 
3019 3714.9104I'm a black man in America.3716.3233 
3021 3718.5708This is,3719.5722 
3023 3720.5934how you need to conduct yourself, in order3722.7290 
3025 3723.2326to-3723.8574 
3027 3724.7136It becomes,3725.6277 
3029 3725.7644not about3726.6213 
3031 3729.2046being right or wrong.3730.3983 
3033 3730.6921It becomes,3731.9033 
3035 3732.5234I need to make sure I make out of this situation alive.3735.4424 
3036ROC_int_013735.7362Mm.3736.0486
3037ROC_se0_ag1_m_013736.0392Um,3736.4962
3038 3738.0198and then,3738.4815
3040 3738.6307that whole aspect like,3739.9736 
3042 3740.1601cops in Rochester.3741.6615 
3044 3741.9926Um,3742.4169 
3046 3743.0733I done ha- I've had a few3744.8731 
3048 3747.1673instances. I remember, um,3749.1397 
3050 3750.2390playing basketball after school at /RD-SCHOOL-4/, me and my boys,3753.3119 
3052 3753.4029I'm like, fourteen years old.3754.8418 
3054 3755.3530We outside, hey, ha ha we playing.3757.4653 
3056 3758.5984Three cop cars pull up, boom, boom, boom,3760.4403 
3058 3760.8459get out the car.3761.3902 
3060 3761.7942We all just freeze.3763.0830 
3062 3764.1088They just come up to me, start questioning me.3765.6895 
3064 3766.3983Where were you yesterday at six o'clock?3768.5106 
3066 3770.3233I was at-3770.8222 
3068 3771.1160I was at home.3771.9786 
3070 3772.2118Like,3772.6594 
3072 3773.2271and they're like,3774.0105 
3074 3774.8032oh wait nah my bad.3776.0808 
3076 3776.3419You don't look like him, you're not him.3777.7175 
3078 3777.9506Apparently some guy shot a six year old3780.5423 
3080 3780.6416on /RD-ADDRESS-5/3781.9176 
3082 3782.4079the day before.3783.1486 
3084 3783.8014But I'm like,3784.6221 
3086 3786.6353I'm a kid.3787.5493 
3088 3789.3258I ended up- um, I ended up telling my mom.3791.3355 
3090 3792.1830And she went to the school, and the school got like a picture of the guy. The guy had a beard.3796.5428 
3092 3797.0266The guy had-3797.8659 
3094 3798.5840he had braids.3799.6891 
3096 3800.5564And at this time I had long hair. But like,3802.6874 
3098 3804.6726n- looked nothing like the guy.3806.3326 
3099ROC_int_013806.5962[Mm-hm.]3807.1588
3100ROC_se0_ag1_m_013806.9015[Um,]3807.4331
3101 3807.6802I remember being like, around driving age,3809.9126
3103 3810.1457and, um, I had pulled up,3811.9876 
3105 3812.2207it's like,3812.6963 
3107 3812.8595ten thirty at night,3813.7501 
3109 3814.0439I'm on /RD-ADDRESS-5/,3815.0418 
3111 3815.5629pull up to my house.3816.5514 
3113 3818.7523All of a sudden,3819.5543 
3115 3819.8154cop3820.1232 
3117 3820.7387pulls up behind me and puts on his lights.3822.7982 
3119 3822.9164I'm like,3823.6518 
3121 3824.7336I know I didn't do anything.3826.0439 
3123 3826.7993Like,3827.2318 
3125 3827.7913so I get out my car,3828.8404 
3127 3828.9489cause3829.3671 
3129 3829.5866I'm home.3830.3233 
3131 3831.5030Get out the car,3832.3936 
3133 3832.4857<sound effect>,3832.8914 
3135 3832.9986<sound effect>,3833.3204 
3137 3833.6188<sound effect>,3833.9918 
3139 3834.1877just guns3834.9664 
3141 3835.2182pulled. I'm like-3835.8990 
3143 3837.4890And in this moment, I really don't know what to do.3839.5629 
3145 3840.1411I don't- like, I instantly just like,3841.5306 
3147 3841.6744freeze.3842.4445 
3149 3843.0787And3843.6802 
3151 3843.9693my mom, luckily was like in the kitchen and the kitchen is like right by the door, so she saw the flashing lights.3849.2075 
3153 3849.5776So she opens the door and all she screams is, /RD-NAME-2/ get back in the car, get back in the car. So I'm just like,3855.0740 
3155 3855.6988but I'm-3856.1092 
3157 3856.2910I didn't do nothing. I'm home. Like,3858.2390 
3158ROC_int_013858.2670Mm-hm.3858.7659
3159ROC_se0_ag1_m_013859.1109and they're just like,3859.9363
3161 3860.0342get in the car, da da da.3861.2419 
3163 3862.7235So,3863.4043 
3165 3863.9965long story short, apparently they stopped me, because the light above my license plate,3868.9299 
3167 3869.1479was3869.7074 
3169 3870.2483quote unquote,3871.0029 
3171 3871.1376out.3871.4793 
3172ROC_int_013872.1648Mm.3872.7756
3173ROC_se0_ag1_m_013873.5170And,3874.5009
3175 3876.1317they didn't end up giving me a ticket.3877.5489 
3177 3877.6718They didn't end up doing anything.3879.1067 
3179 3880.0626And I ended up going in the house after just sitting in the car for like forty-five minutes.3884.2207 
3181 3884.5751But it's just like,3885.6895 
3183 3886.2491why?3886.6687 
3185 3887.0884And like for what? So,3888.4441 
3187 3888.8421when I actually ended up getting locked up, I'm like okay, like, you gotta keep your wits about yourself because you know how3895.0613 
3189 3896.3284you will get.3896.9719 
3190ROC_int_013897.7506Mm-hm3898.2495
3191ROC_se0_ag1_m_013898.4314And3899.0143
3193 3899.2707this- at this point you understand. This is about survival. Like,3903.0605 
3195 3904.9443you need to make it out alive, otherwise your mom's gonna kill you again. (laughing)3908.8647 
3197 3909.7646But like, no, but like, it like3911.5551 
3199 3911.9328yeah it's-3912.8701 
3201 3914.0673that aspect of it,3915.6527 
3203 3916.1703I don't think will ever really change.3918.0494 
3205 3918.4458Um,3918.9540 
3207 3919.2897because, again, like,3920.3657 
3209 3922.9023the stereotypes.3924.0681 
3210ROC_int_013925.0177Yeah.3925.4483
3211ROC_se0_ag1_m_013925.4903Like,3925.9179
3213 3926.8600um,3927.3916 
3215 3928.3987however, on the plus side,3929.6064 
3217 3930.1007Rochester has done some cool things.3932.1139 
3218ROC_int_013932.3191Mm-hm.3932.7114
3219ROC_se0_ag1_m_013932.7388Last year we did a- uh,3934.0910
3221 3934.7183a peaceful protest3936.1287 
3223 3936.5856July eighth.3937.4555 
3225 3938.8180And, um,3940.0211 
3227 3941.3267me and my boys was actually like,3943.8994 
3229 3944.2865part of the people who were like, organizing it, and like was keeping it together3948.0494 
3231 3948.4644and running it.3949.1265 
3233 3950.2258And,3950.9952 
3235 3952.2915I mean, that was about3953.3232 
3237 3953.4619the police brutality, and everybody was getting gunned down across America, really for no apparent reason.3960.0261 
3239 3960.5763And3961.1079 
3241 3961.8108the way it ended,3962.7794 
3243 3963.0134was very ironic.3964.2899 
3245 3964.4317Like,3964.7189 
3247 3967.4203being met with police with riot gear, and tear gas, and they ended up locking up seventy-four people. And it's like,3975.2097 
3249 3977.0702nobody did anything to them.3979.1312 
3251 3979.3772Literally like,3980.1279 
3253 3980.8600being there, being a part of it,3982.7345 
3255 3983.3873knowing what the mission is,3985.0846 
3257 3985.3504knowing how we were managing,3987.0652 
3259 3987.4429everything.3988.0584 
3261 3990.3525It was completely peaceful.3991.7234 
3262ROC_int_013992.1699Mm-hm.3992.5756
3263ROC_se0_ag1_m_013993.0558Nobody's like,3993.9791
3265 3994.5573the po- F the police.3996.1706 
3267 3996.4504Nobody's like,3997.6010 
3269 3998.3377oh, throwing anything. Like,3999.9371 
3271 4001.0236and we had a bunch of- we had a bunch of allies who would like link themselves like, around us.4006.6692 
3273 4007.1635And then you had like- um,4009.3457 
3275 4009.9600it was like women and kids, you stay4012.5013 
3277 4012.8231in the inside.4013.6997 
3279 4014.6229And like, we had like the men4016.7108 
3281 4017.1398on the outside, on the borders.4018.6459 
3283 4019.0376Like,4019.3593 
3285 4019.7044okay, moving the masses this way.4021.6616 
3287 4022.0440But I remember like, walking through downtown,4024.1656 
3289 4024.3101and4024.8184 
3291 4025.4479it started off with like,4027.0799 
3293 4027.4669fifty of us.4028.3284 
3295 4028.9113Then we just started walking.4030.2169 
3297 4030.8650Then it turned to like a hundred.4032.4085 
3299 4032.7861Then it's just like,4033.5975 
3301 4034.0440I turned around, I'm just like,4035.5361 
3303 4036.4034all of these people. (whispered)4037.6717 
3305 4038.0541All of these people. Like literally,4040.1372 
3307 4040.9299to the point where like4042.1330 
3309 4042.5619disrupting traffic, disrupting4044.8410 
3311 4045.7083everything. But then we had people getting out of their cars. Like,4049.3080 
3313 4049.4292what are you guys marching for? And they seeing the signs, and they're hearing the chants and they're like nah, I feel you. And they4054.4407 
3315 4054.9769park they car and they come and join us. And I'm like, yo like,4058.0393 
3317 4058.5103this is powerful.4059.3729 
3319 4059.7646And- and4060.5246 
3321 4061.2474I would probably say we ended up with like,4062.7861 
3323 4064.9159three hundred to four hundred people.4066.4780 
3324ROC_int_014066.7485Mm.4067.0515
3325ROC_se0_ag1_m_014067.2567And still,4067.9608
3327 4068.2313nobody,4069.4296 
3329 4069.6616nobody threw a punch,4070.9346 
3331 4071.0978nobody threw a slur, nobody threw a yell, no anything.4074.3758 
3333 4075.1265And, um,4075.8901 
3335 4077.0558I mean, Rochester actually, we made-4079.0282 
3337 4079.6018I think we're like number four,4080.8981 
3339 4081.3177on like Blavity4082.4596 
3341 4082.7895for like,4083.4703 
3343 4084.9764things that were going on that week.4086.4825 
3345 4087.7404And just like,4088.4491 
3347 4089.1346for me I say that's a positive thing. I say that's a positive thing, because4093.5678 
3349 4094.6963it could have went completely left.4096.7153 
3350ROC_int_014096.8738Mm.4097.1723
3351ROC_se0_ag1_m_014097.5220Um,4098.0302
3352ROC_int_014098.1188Right.4098.5198
3353ROC_se0_ag1_m_014098.9523completely left.4100.0155
3354ROC_int_014100.4678Yeah.4100.8688
3356 4100.9900[I-]4101.0693 
3357ROC_se0_ag1_m_014100.9947[But] it shows-4102.1278
3358ROC_int_014102.7013I might have been there actually.4104.2401
3360 4104.6784Um,4105.2053 
3362 4105.5026at the, protest you were talking [about.]4107.5962 
3363ROC_se0_ag1_m_014107.2465[Mm-hm.]4107.5729
3364ROC_int_014107.9040Yup.4108.1744
3366 4108.3749This was last year?4109.2189 
3367ROC_se0_ag1_m_014109.2842Mm-hm.4109.5453
3368ROC_int_014109.7831Last summer?4110.4639
3369ROC_se0_ag1_m_014110.4732Mm-hm.4110.8043
3370ROC_int_014110.9162Yeah,4111.3359
3372 4111.9968yup.4112.2859 
3373ROC_se0_ag1_m_014113.1346It was just- it was- it was wild. And it-4115.2375
3375 4115.4334it went to like,4116.8871 
3377 4118.9434three in the morning.4120.0065 
3378ROC_int_014120.3702Mm-hm. Yeah, I don't think I stayed til the end, but I [definitely] came for the4124.2206
3379ROC_se0_ag1_m_014123.3347[Mm.]4123.5445
3380ROC_int_014124.6356first part of the rally and the march4126.4775
3381ROC_se0_ag1_m_014126.6220Yeah.4126.9539
3382ROC_int_014126.9391for sure.4127.4427
3383ROC_se0_ag1_m_014127.8484But yeah, I'm like it [went- and] it went4129.6051
3384ROC_int_014128.8229[Yeah.]4129.1540
3385ROC_se0_ag1_m_014129.8569pretty late.4130.4072
3387 4130.5331Um,4130.9108 
3389 4131.1626[but yeah,]4131.7128 
3390ROC_int_014131.3087[Yeah.]4131.5776
3391ROC_se0_ag1_m_014131.9459I mean,4132.3749
3393 4133.9510I guess it's- I mean,4134.8171 
3395 4134.9861every city has a ugly side, but4136.8939 
3397 4137.0924it still doesn't deter me from4138.8905 
3399 4139.0985really wanting4140.1934 
3401 4140.9516my city to be prosperous and really understanding that like, again,4144.8039 
3403 4145.8204so much potential.4146.8183 
3405 4147.0509So much potential.4147.9222 
3407 4148.2393Right now,4148.8968 
3409 4149.4330I don't really know how to feel because a lot of gentrification been going on, lowkey.4153.3219 
3411 4153.6191They trying to like, make it kind of like a touristy type place.4156.6827 
3413 4157.4893But4157.8344 
3415 4158.7343I think4159.3452 
3417 4159.8336at the same time,4161.0413 
3419 4161.4936like, you know,4162.3423 
3421 4163.1769like downtown definitely needs- it needs it.4165.8057 
3423 4166.1554It n-4166.3839 
3425 4166.5223Cause4167.0413 
3427 4167.6661downtown has been barren for a bit.4169.8111 
3429 4170.4779So like,4171.0048 
3431 4171.3534you know, I understand.4172.4025 
3433 4172.5983But at the same it's like,4174.0765 
3435 4174.7340don't forget about4175.6106 
3437 4176.8089us actual people, that actually live in the city,4179.7361 
3438ROC_int_014180.4542Yeah.4180.7992
3439ROC_se0_ag1_m_014180.8319so.4181.2469
3440ROC_int_014182.6411Yeah.4182.9582
3442 4183.4657No I think that's absolutely right.4185.0553 
3444 4185.2791<laugh>4185.8200 
3446 4186.2350More work to be done. [<laugh>]4187.9920 
3447ROC_se0_ag1_m_014187.2828[<laugh>]4188.0582
3448ROC_int_014188.6551Well, thank you. I'll just wrap up. Uh, do you consent to me still using the interview,4193.1210
3450 4193.2329before I turn off the recorder. Yeah? [Okay.]4195.4886 
3451ROC_se0_ag1_m_014195.2582[Yeah.]4195.4931
3452ROC_int_014195.7654Always have to ask at the beginning [/and the/ end.]4197.7314
3453ROC_se0_ag1_m_014197.0786[<laugh>]4197.4237
3454ROC_int_014198.2397Um, I really appreciate you taking the time out to talk to me.4201.5334
3456 4201.9903Um,4202.4520 
3458 4202.6245yeah,4202.9369 
3460 4203.1141thanks.4203.6783