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1 | ROC_int_01 | 1.0481 | Alright, so, yeah, before I start asking questions, [um,] <laugh> | 5.8647 |
2 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 5.0627 | [<laugh>] | 5.4653 |
3 | ROC_int_01 | 6.1405 | do you consent to the interview? | 7.6791 |
4 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 7.8160 | Yes, I do. | 8.3186 |
5 | ROC_int_01 | 8.4165 | Okay cool, so like I said it's- | 10.5455 |
7 | | 10.9325 | it seems more formal than it actually is. I just wanna know about | 14.8681 |
9 | | 14.9814 | what you perceive Rochester to be, what it was like to grow up here, where you went to school, | 19.7194 |
11 | | 20.2543 | what you wanna do next, just those sorts of questions. So they're open ended. You can take 'em in different, | 25.1837 |
13 | | 25.4216 | uh, directions. | 26.6216 |
14 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 26.7195 | Mm. | 27.0133 |
15 | ROC_int_01 | 26.9760 | There are no like, right or wrong answers, [it's just], you know, your perspective | 30.6689 |
16 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 29.0323 | [Yeah.] | 29.3447 |
17 | ROC_int_01 | 30.9282 | about the city. | 31.6295 |
19 | | 31.9260 | <ts> | 32.0309 |
21 | | 32.1467 | Um, so | 32.9487 |
23 | | 33.2938 | I usually begin, um, asking | 35.5541 |
25 | | 36.3049 | whe- in what part of Rochester did you grow up? | 38.6550 |
26 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 39.4015 | Um, | 40.1937 |
28 | | 40.9666 | well, I mean, recently I just realized that I've lived all over Rochester. | 44.2959 |
29 | ROC_int_01 | 44.4172 | [Really?] | 45.1586 |
30 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 44.6783 | [Um,] | 45.1632 |
31 | | 45.3140 | but I can say, my early part of Rochester | 47.9427 |
33 | | 48.1572 | was over by the- um, | 50.7497 |
35 | | 51.6252 | the transit station, where all the buses usually go for like the night. | 54.3950 |
36 | ROC_int_01 | 54.8986 | [Ah.] | 55.3187 |
37 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 55.0266 | [Uh,] grew up in like, the projects over there | 57.5518 |
38 | | 57.7465 | off of /RD-ADDRESS-4/. | 59.0707 |
39 | ROC_int_01 | 59.7189 | [Oh.] | 59.8401 |
40 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 59.7235 | [And], um, | 60.6468 |
41 | | 61.7602 | I mean, | 62.4560 |
43 | | 63.1787 | growing up, I mean, it just seems like | 64.9273 |
45 | | 65.2619 | it's- | 65.5557 |
47 | | 65.8961 | you know, that's just where we live. | 67.4488 |
49 | | 67.8078 | It's not until like, you know, you grow older and you realize, oh, | 70.8993 |
51 | | 71.2293 | we were in like, subsidized housing. | 73.1550 |
53 | | 73.5607 | Oh, | 74.1203 |
55 | | 74.4047 | it was a lot of drug activity going on. | 76.5683 |
57 | | 77.0847 | Oh, | 77.5930 |
59 | | 78.1059 | so and so that I used to slap up at the corner store, | 80.9456 |
61 | | 81.7429 | was actually like, | 82.7548 |
63 | | 82.9122 | the drug dealer on the block. | 84.3250 |
64 | ROC_int_01 | 84.5116 | [Mm-hm.] <laugh> | 85.7799 |
65 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 84.6468 | [Um], (laughing) | 85.3602 |
67 | | 85.7612 | I mean, because like, at the end, like they- | 87.9714 |
68 | | 88.3293 | they were always respectable. Cause like, you know, this- this is their neighborhood. Their family lives next door, like. | 93.8129 |
70 | | 94.4925 | So, um, | 95.4111 |
72 | | 96.4929 | gro- uh, growing up over there was just kind of really- | 99.1274 |
74 | | 99.7103 | it was childhood. Like, you go outside, you play with all the other kids in the projects. | 103.8358 |
76 | | 104.9130 | Learn how to double dutch, and play jacks, | 107.8867 |
78 | | 108.0826 | hide and seek, tag. | 109.8172 |
80 | | 110.0363 | You know, you have your little drama that little kids have. | 112.7968 |
82 | | 113.2153 | I don't like you. | 114.0732 |
84 | | 114.3484 | I don't like you either. | 115.3975 |
86 | | 115.8778 | Come back the next day and it's all good. | 117.7849 |
88 | | 118.1719 | Um, (laughing) | 118.7548 |
90 | | 119.7329 | I guess like, what I notice also though is like, | 122.6394 |
92 | | 122.8337 | my household was different than everyone else's. | 125.3645 |
94 | | 125.6722 | I mean, | 126.3064 |
96 | | 126.5349 | pretty much nobody had a father in a household, but in the fact of, | 130.2559 |
98 | | 131.1966 | my mom always kept me, well kept, like, | 133.9337 |
101 | | 135.1834 | had nice, | 136.0884 |
103 | | 136.3713 | you know, clothes. | 137.2666 |
105 | | 137.4624 | I had stuff you know I'd go out and play in, but like | 139.7612 |
107 | | 140.2228 | I knew what I was eating at night. Like, never had to worry about meals. | 143.6816 |
109 | | 144.0080 | And once I started realizing, that that was different for the other kids, | 147.5751 |
111 | | 148.1813 | that kind of like, | 149.6258 |
113 | | 149.9660 | shedded a light | 151.0105 |
115 | | 151.4162 | in seeing seeing um, | 152.7684 |
117 | | 152.9829 | really like the age difference. Starting to notice the age difference between | 156.5302 |
119 | | 156.9126 | my mom and the other moms. | 158.8850 |
121 | | 159.4109 | My mom | 160.0833 |
123 | | 160.6977 | I guess you can say, | 161.7095 |
125 | | 162.0266 | to me, she wasn't that much older. Like, my mom had me when she was twenty-nine. I feel like that's around like, | 166.5543 |
127 | | 166.8096 | the ideal time to really have kids. | 168.6328 |
129 | | 169.1597 | But um, | 169.9337 |
131 | | 170.2648 | realizing that, | 171.3419 |
133 | | 172.5018 | the other parents were like, | 174.0504 |
135 | | 174.8286 | in their | 175.1410 |
137 | | 175.6680 | twenties, early twenties, | 177.7663 |
139 | | 178.1859 | some teens. | 179.2945 |
141 | | 179.7095 | Um, some having | 181.3276 |
143 | | 181.9664 | teenage daughters already, and having | 184.2652 |
145 | | 184.4377 | kids, and like the daughters having to take care of the kids. | 187.3396 |
147 | | 187.9571 | Um, | 188.3674 |
149 | | 188.9223 | so it's th- I can- I started noticing those type of differences. Not really, | 193.5001 |
151 | | 194.5259 | judging or anything. It's just like, | 195.9947 |
153 | | 196.1067 | oh, | 196.4657 |
155 | | 196.9635 | okay, Mommy's older than that person. | 198.8846 |
157 | | 199.1550 | Not knowing | 199.8451 |
159 | | 199.9710 | that's probably why they're in the situations that they're in. | 203.3412 |
161 | | 204.4789 | Um, | 204.8846 |
163 | | 205.1131 | after that, what ended up happening was, um, | 208.4191 |
165 | | 208.9262 | my mom ended up getting locked up for two and a half years. | 211.3882 |
167 | | 211.8265 | So after that, I ended up moving with my aunt. | 214.5543 |
169 | | 215.1873 | My aunt owned a house over off of /RD-ADDRESS-6/. | 219.1274 |
171 | | 220.0041 | By like Pudgie's | 221.0572 |
173 | | 221.2526 | and, um, | 222.0499 |
175 | | 223.1457 | it was literally like, if you cross the street you're in /RD-ADDRESS-4/ | 226.3445 |
177 | | 226.7968 | and then like, you come back across the street, you're in /RD-ADDRESS-3/ technically. | 229.7985 |
179 | | 230.2415 | So, um, | 231.0668 |
181 | | 231.7103 | that neighborhood- that neighborhood gave me more of like, uh, | 234.7447 |
183 | | 235.3322 | the freedom to like, explore. | 236.8710 |
185 | | 237.0575 | It was like, okay, it's okay for the kids to go and ride their bikes, as long as they're in- | 241.0991 |
187 | | 241.6633 | It's okay to go outside, and play in the yard. | 243.8642 |
189 | | 244.4113 | Um, | 244.9336 |
191 | | 247.4795 | I guess, | 248.0997 |
193 | | 248.3515 | really my only issue there was like, the actual living situation that I went through. | 252.9246 |
195 | | 253.1345 | Um, within my family, | 254.9064 |
197 | | 255.4333 | I'm the- I'm the youngest | 256.9755 |
199 | | 258.2951 | grandchild, and also like | 260.0950 |
201 | | 260.5706 | the youngest | 261.2607 |
203 | | 261.5312 | like that my mom had. | 262.5699 |
205 | | 263.1387 | Um, | 263.5584 |
207 | | 264.2998 | but a lot of- | 264.9713 |
209 | | 265.2277 | a lot of the time, | 266.3608 |
211 | | 268.0896 | my other cousins were like, jealous of me. | 270.5050 |
213 | | 270.6728 | Based off of, | 271.6520 |
215 | | 272.2442 | basically I'm a only child because it's a fourteen year gap between my brother, | 276.1413 |
217 | | 276.6169 | and me. | 277.0738 |
219 | | 277.8665 | Um, also my mom had my brother when she was fifteen. | 281.0874 |
221 | | 281.6004 | So instead of allowing my mom to be a mom, | 283.9411 |
223 | | 284.8691 | everybody else in the family, felt like | 286.6305 |
225 | | 286.8636 | they wanted to raise him. | 287.8568 |
227 | | 288.4910 | Um, | 289.0132 |
229 | | 289.3163 | but when my mom had me, she was like, no, | 291.3493 |
231 | | 291.7492 | I'm gonna raise him. | 292.5559 |
233 | | 293.4325 | And me and my brother, turned out completely different. | 295.8012 |
235 | | 296.3188 | Uh, so | 297.3447 |
237 | | 298.9382 | it's a lot of- it was- it's just a lot of weird things that- that went on that like now I look back, and I'm like | 304.5253 |
239 | | 304.6279 | oh, okay, | 305.3740 |
241 | | 305.9335 | that's what that was, that's why this is. | 308.0120 |
243 | | 308.3851 | But growing up, it was really just like, | 310.4228 |
246 | | 311.8076 | I don't know. Like I remember just being that kid that's just like, hey, | 315.1871 |
248 | | 315.4389 | I wanna be friends with everybody, | 317.1129 |
250 | | 317.4066 | and- and doing that, and really like | 319.8281 |
252 | | 319.9794 | understanding like | 321.1358 |
254 | | 321.6674 | I don't understand why this person is being mean to me right now, but | 324.8381 |
256 | | 325.3313 | I don't like this feeling, so I kind of have to | 327.5042 |
258 | | 328.5067 | you know, protect myself. | 329.6980 |
260 | | 329.8356 | And that's when I learned a lot, when I was living with my aunt. | 332.9400 |
262 | | 333.4808 | Definitely put me in a space in where, | 335.8216 |
264 | | 336.2180 | I had to learn to fend for myself. I had to- | 338.6135 |
266 | | 339.1498 | And again, | 339.7353 |
268 | | 339.9472 | it's not that | 340.8611 |
270 | | 342.5712 | I was- | 343.4105 |
272 | | 344.2680 | /I mean, I-/ it- it was completely different from my mom's place. Like, | 347.2885 |
274 | | 348.1574 | I never had to ask for food at my mom's place. Like | 350.2172 |
276 | | 350.3618 | I go, I get what I want. Like, | 351.9565 |
278 | | 352.4026 | it's mine, like (laughing) | 353.4145 |
280 | | 353.8683 | um, there I would have to ask if I want a snack, if I want this. | 357.3829 |
282 | | 357.8912 | Oh, you can only have one glass of water. You can only- like, | 360.7915 |
284 | | 361.2939 | you can only do this. Now it's time to eat. Sit down and eat all of this. Oh, now it's time to do homework. | 366.3066 |
286 | | 367.1142 | Oh, you can't watch TV even though you finished your homework, cause J.R. didn't finish his homework, and he's gonna be distra- Like, | 372.8251 |
288 | | 373.3986 | it was just a lot of different rules, and a lot of different living situations that I didn't have to live with- like, never had to deal with. | 379.4732 |
290 | | 379.9255 | So it was definitely a big, | 381.2882 |
292 | | 381.8502 | adjustment for me. | 383.0019 |
294 | | 383.3190 | And then on top of that, | 384.6040 |
296 | | 384.8833 | um, | 385.3660 |
298 | | 387.2545 | money that my mom | 388.3724 |
300 | | 388.8807 | left | 389.3703 |
302 | | 389.6407 | for me, to ensure that, | 391.1375 |
304 | | 391.3753 | you know, nobody else had to come out of pocket to take care of me, understanding that, | 394.9460 |
306 | | 395.9578 | that wasn't being spent on me. That was being [spent] elsewhere. | 400.1484 |
307 | ROC_int_01 | 398.7378 | [Mm.] | 398.9541 |
308 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 400.3771 | So, | 400.9366 |
310 | | 401.6127 | in that time, ironically, I ended up basically living like | 405.2312 |
312 | | 405.7569 | the kids from the projects. | 407.3783 |
314 | | 407.5625 | Like, | 407.8506 |
316 | | 408.3262 | I would go weeks and weeks at a time without having my hair done. | 411.1892 |
318 | | 411.6788 | Um, | 412.1484 |
320 | | 413.0019 | rips in my clothes, stuff like that. And now mind you, my aunt's kids | 416.8022 |
322 | | 417.1379 | be fine. | 417.6555 |
324 | | 417.7476 | Wearing Jordans, doing this, doing that. | 419.8879 |
326 | | 420.4381 | Um, | 420.8438 |
328 | | 421.1981 | but again, I never really- | 422.2426 |
330 | | 423.1472 | never really thought about it, y- you just kind of like, okay I'm a kid. | 425.7433 |
332 | | 426.2283 | Um, | 426.6806 |
334 | | 428.5084 | but I can say, | 429.7068 |
336 | | 430.3258 | I remember it was just one night, where like, I was crying myself to sleep and I was just like, I don't wanna feel this anymore. | 435.3384 |
338 | | 435.5622 | Like, just tired of it. | 436.5869 |
340 | | 437.1185 | And I think that is | 439.1235 |
342 | | 439.5385 | the night, that like, I realize like, | 441.9667 |
344 | | 443.2770 | one, how strong I was, and really like my resilience. Like, | 446.5784 |
346 | | 447.1845 | so, | 447.7068 |
348 | | 447.7989 | from that- that I can say, | 449.9811 |
350 | | 450.4567 | if I didn't have that, | 451.7810 |
352 | | 452.5317 | I don't really know | 453.8327 |
354 | | 454.8107 | where I would be right now. I would say like, | 456.7831 |
356 | | 457.1913 | I face adversity. | 458.3032 |
358 | | 458.6110 | But like, that was like | 460.1484 |
360 | | 460.4657 | that defining moment for me. | 462.0324 |
362 | | 462.6806 | Um, | 463.0862 |
364 | | 463.4571 | after my mom came back home, | 465.0866 |
366 | | 466.0740 | uh, | 466.6289 |
368 | | 467.1092 | I mean, I was different, | 467.9065 |
370 | | 468.3075 | it's two and a half years later, | 469.6598 |
372 | | 470.0153 | was turning twelve. | 470.8395 |
374 | | 471.2405 | Um, | 471.6135 |
376 | | 474.0837 | we moved | 474.7179 |
378 | | 474.8624 | over- | 475.7111 |
380 | | 475.8556 | was living with my grandma for a bit, so that was off of /RD-ADDRESS-2/, | 478.8108 |
382 | | 478.9900 | um, by Salvatore's. I love Salvatore's. (whispered) | 481.5594 |
383 | ROC_int_01 | 481.6251 | Hm. | 481.9022 |
384 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 482.0421 | [<laugh>] | 482.7412 |
385 | ROC_int_01 | 482.3317 | [<laugh>] | 483.2125 |
386 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 483.3104 | Um, | 483.7767 |
388 | | 484.2652 | so it was over by Salvatore's. And | 486.5080 |
390 | | 487.0629 | being back with my mom, | 488.6576 |
392 | | 489.4410 | it was a bit different, because | 491.4822 |
394 | | 493.8416 | she didn't really understand how much I had matured, what had exactly happened to me, and I couldn't really explain it to her. | 501.1566 |
396 | | 501.7954 | Um, | 502.1484 |
398 | | 502.6009 | and then she also was trying to like, make up for lost time. | 505.8976 |
400 | | 506.4711 | And I think that probably one of the realest conversations we ever had. /It was mostly/ like, Ma like, | 510.3402 |
402 | | 510.6339 | you just gotta stop. Like, | 511.7810 |
404 | | 512.4571 | I don't fault you for anything, and you can't make up for lost time. Like, | 515.5661 |
406 | | 515.9345 | we can move on from, where we're at now. | 518.1680 |
408 | | 518.8068 | And get to re-know each other. | 520.1484 |
410 | | 520.2978 | But like, | 520.7874 |
412 | | 522.0626 | basically like, | 522.9510 |
414 | | 523.0536 | the reason my mom ended up going to jail, was making sure that she was taking care of me in the first place. So like, | 527.8412 |
416 | | 528.5220 | not ever gonna fault you, | 529.9395 |
418 | | 530.1540 | for that. | 530.9840 |
420 | | 531.0855 | Cause we got, | 531.5751 |
422 | | 532.1253 | parents out here that's | 533.0525 |
424 | | 533.3136 | not willing to do that. | 534.3262 |
426 | | 534.8577 | And, | 535.3427 |
428 | | 535.6411 | my mom is a pretty much like, by any means necessary type of person. | 539.0672 |
430 | | 540.2422 | So, um, | 541.2401 |
432 | | 542.1767 | <ts> | 542.2596 |
434 | | 542.3515 | we moved in | 543.3198 |
436 | | 543.6322 | with my grandma, | 544.7128 |
438 | | 545.2351 | and my aunt, | 545.9811 |
440 | | 546.4521 | into like this big house. And that's when we moved over off | 549.4643 |
442 | | 549.7429 | /RD-ADDRESS-2/ off of | 550.9506 |
444 | | 551.1651 | /RD-ADDRESS-2/. | 551.6407 |
447 | | 552.2795 | Now this area, | 553.5385 |
449 | | 554.6716 | this I can say, is really like, the first time I moved away from the east side. | 558.3915 |
450 | ROC_int_01 | 558.8158 | Mkay. | 559.1864 |
451 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 559.3707 | Um, | 559.8183 |
453 | | 561.2265 | I don't know, it's just, | 562.1999 |
455 | | 562.3538 | /RD-ADDRESS-3/ is kind of like the- | 564.3402 |
457 | | 565.2821 | it's like the quirky area of Rochester. Like, | 567.6462 |
459 | | 567.9353 | pretty much anything can happen on /RD-ADDRESS-3/. | 570.2096 |
461 | | 570.6013 | Um, | 570.9697 |
463 | | 571.2401 | but, | 571.5758 |
465 | | 572.5644 | the living was nice and then, uh, | 574.9226 |
467 | | 575.1604 | really what ended up happening was the stuff that happened over the two and a half years, came to a bubble between my aunt and my mom. | 581.4356 |
469 | | 582.0277 | And | 582.5127 |
471 | | 583.5245 | they got into it, my mom's like, alright we moving. | 586.2838 |
473 | | 587.1278 | But we stayed over in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ area, moved off of /RD-ADDRESS-2/, | 590.9887 |
475 | | 592.0274 | which was really quiet. | 593.2537 |
477 | | 593.7993 | I realized that I like the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ a lot. | 595.5852 |
479 | | 595.7017 | /RD-ADDRESS-2/ is really a nice place. | 597.6415 |
481 | | 598.0460 | Um, even- even like now, [I'm just like,] | 600.0557 |
482 | ROC_int_01 | 599.5381 | [Mm-hm] | 599.8994 |
483 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 601.1608 | yeah, let's go to /RD-ADDRESS-2/. (whispered) | 602.6296 |
485 | | 602.7591 | Now they got a lot of, uh, restaurants and a lot of different stuff over there. | 606.0184 |
487 | | 606.5686 | Um, | 607.0023 |
489 | | 607.6784 | but yeah, we lived on /RD-ADDRESS-2/ in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ and then we moved on /RD-ADDRESS-1/ in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/. And in this time I was going through middle school. | 614.9514 |
491 | | 615.3244 | At this time, me and my mom's relationship was more stable. | 618.3168 |
493 | | 618.5780 | We had been together a while. | 619.6924 |
495 | | 620.1167 | Um, | 620.6530 |
497 | | 621.0260 | you know, mm, | 621.9539 |
499 | | 622.0926 | going through teenage things. | 623.5335 |
501 | | 624.4987 | Um, | 624.9184 |
503 | | 626.0841 | and then what ended up happening was, | 629.0765 |
505 | | 629.6221 | the income that we had in the house got cut tremendously. | 633.0913 |
507 | | 633.6870 | So we had to move from our place on /RD-ADDRESS-1/, and find something that was more feasible. | 638.5923 |
509 | | 639.1799 | So we ended up moving, | 640.3771 |
511 | | 641.1371 | to | 641.7433 |
513 | | 642.0930 | /RD-ADDRESS-5/. | 643.1795 |
515 | | 643.5991 | Which is like, | 644.8255 |
517 | | 646.2372 | hood central basically. (laughing) Um, | 648.9510 |
519 | | 649.8323 | and | 650.3825 |
521 | | 651.6229 | at first, I was a little like wary about it, because like, | 654.7766 |
523 | | 656.9141 | growing up it's like, <sigh> y- you don't- | 659.1511 |
525 | | 659.3563 | you drive through those places. You don't go and you- you know, live in those places. | 663.3431 |
527 | | 663.9632 | But, | 664.2745 |
529 | | 665.3190 | that's pretty much been | 667.1375 |
531 | | 667.7017 | where | 668.1913 |
533 | | 668.9700 | well, my mom's been. I've moved out of the house since then. | 671.4495 |
535 | | 671.7573 | But my mom is literally still there, and sh- | 674.1285 |
537 | | 674.8217 | don't nobody bother her. It's- | 676.4004 |
539 | | 677.9508 | you know, stuff happens around, in the neighborhood, | 680.9883 |
541 | | 681.2098 | but, | 681.5320 |
543 | | 683.8541 | it's not bad. And- and- and that's what I started realizing. Like, | 687.6194 |
545 | | 689.2980 | yeah, people say a lot about | 690.9487 |
547 | | 691.7601 | the environment, but it's- it's- it's not bad. You get to see- | 695.4158 |
549 | | 696.0033 | yeah you got the same people that's doing the same thing, but then you got people who are | 699.7966 |
551 | | 701.1861 | doing- | 701.7458 |
553 | | 701.8647 | doing it. Like, | 702.8741 |
555 | | 703.6481 | um, I done seen like people done graduated and seen people | 708.1618 |
557 | | 708.8146 | go. Move on to bigger and better things. Move out of | 712.0204 |
559 | | 712.2069 | the state, move | 713.3740 |
561 | | 714.9301 | across town to a better house. Like, | 717.4597 |
563 | | 718.1754 | so, um, | 719.0148 |
565 | | 719.5184 | yeah I would say | 720.7587 |
567 | | 722.1202 | like, | 722.6427 |
569 | | 722.8945 | /RD-ADDRESS-5/, | 724.3126 |
571 | | 724.4642 | definitely, really- | 725.8254 |
573 | | 728.1238 | I don't know. It made me really appreciate | 730.5853 |
575 | | 730.9164 | the beauty in the ugly. | 732.5304 |
577 | | 733.3044 | Cause like you look at it, and it's just like, <sigh> | 735.5444 |
579 | | 736.3841 | this could be so much better. | 737.6706 |
581 | | 737.8576 | It's like, run-down houses. I actually wro- ended up writing a poem, literally like, based on my street. | 742.6978 |
582 | ROC_int_01 | 742.7352 | Mm. | 743.0662 |
583 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 743.1175 | Um, | 743.5838 |
585 | | 744.5349 | it's like run-down houses everywhere, and then it's like you get to know the people. | 748.1486 |
587 | | 748.7595 | You get to know their story. You get to see their story develop from being /there- over there/ for so long. You're just like, | 753.5343 |
589 | | 754.2036 | /you know/, all these people | 755.2481 |
591 | | 755.4486 | pretty much just like me. They trying to make it. | 757.3101 |
593 | | 757.5059 | Some people know how, some people don't. | 759.2421 |
595 | | 759.8212 | And, um, | 760.5766 |
597 | | 761.0522 | yeah. Right now, | 762.4176 |
599 | | 762.9417 | I mean, the places that I've moved, | 764.5520 |
601 | | 765.6602 | since I've moved out, I lived out in Canandaigua. | 768.2085 |
603 | | 768.7400 | Um, | 769.2063 |
605 | | 769.7687 | I lived out there for like six months. | 771.6571 |
607 | | 772.6149 | That was- | 773.5102 |
609 | | 773.8413 | I didn't like that. I got into a lot of trouble in Canandaigua, just because it's | 778.0998 |
611 | | 778.1896 | nothing there. | 778.9572 |
613 | | 779.3909 | Like, | 779.7313 |
615 | | 780.1490 | um, | 780.5656 |
617 | | 781.5393 | <ts> | 781.6821 |
619 | | 781.7780 | ended up moving back. | 782.6716 |
621 | | 783.0540 | Moving in with my mom, | 784.0565 |
623 | | 784.2197 | and then I moved, | 785.3536 |
625 | | 785.5820 | um, | 786.1649 |
627 | | 786.3654 | over on, | 787.9116 |
629 | | 789.7068 | oh, I can't think of the name of it. (whispered) | 791.4917 |
631 | | 792.8486 | /RD-ADDRESS-3/ | 793.5759 |
633 | | 793.8510 | I moved on /RD-ADDRESS-3/, | 795.1276 |
635 | | 795.6136 | uh, with a few friends. | 796.9992 |
637 | | 797.9532 | And that was different because, | 799.8750 |
639 | | 800.1408 | again, | 800.6483 |
641 | | 801.1100 | pretty much I've been on the east side. | 802.6534 |
643 | | 803.2211 | And | 803.6454 |
645 | | 804.2982 | in Rochester it's kind of like, | 805.7771 |
647 | | 806.1501 | you could spot somebody from the east side, if they're on the west side, and if you're on the west side, you can spot somebody on the east side. It's a weird type of thing. | 813.2366 |
648 | ROC_int_01 | 813.2273 | <laugh> [How do you spot] 'em, what do you- | 815.0505 |
649 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 813.6749 | [So, /?/] | 814.2984 |
650 | | 815.3983 | I don't know. I thi- [it's- it's-] it's kind of like- | 817.6691 |
651 | ROC_int_01 | 816.3682 | [Yeah.] | 816.8205 |
652 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 817.7904 | I think it's really more like- | 819.1060 |
654 | | 819.8747 | like- like mannerisms, like if you let like the stereotypical tell you like, | 823.8137 |
656 | | 824.8022 | east side, | 825.5063 |
658 | | 825.8957 | /it's-/ | 826.2205 |
660 | | 826.4809 | that's like the dirty side. (whispered) | 828.1099 |
662 | | 828.5733 | You know, like, the west side, you know, that's where you got all the flashy stuff and the nice houses. | 832.7500 |
664 | | 833.2631 | I mean, | 833.6781 |
666 | | 834.0371 | it's kind of true. | 835.3194 |
668 | | 836.2007 | Like it's definitely like, if you- | 838.0938 |
670 | | 839.4356 | For me it's always been like, looking at the people on the corner. Like, | 842.1634 |
672 | | 842.3219 | if you go to the west side, | 843.4830 |
674 | | 843.7208 | you're liable to see a dude like, decked out in jewelry or whatever, just standing on the corner. He looks nice, he looks | 849.8560 |
676 | | 850.0612 | like, | 850.3083 |
678 | | 850.5869 | they care about their appearance. | 851.8506 |
680 | | 852.2469 | You're on the east side, | 853.2495 |
682 | | 853.7344 | dude been trapping in the same outfit for seven days. | 856.1918 |
684 | | 857.0113 | Don't mean he don't got no money. | 858.2197 |
686 | | 858.6067 | It's just | 859.1282 |
688 | | 860.2147 | it's kind of like what they do. I don't know, it's weird, it's very weird. | 863.1950 |
690 | | 863.6827 | Um, | 864.1210 |
692 | | 865.1049 | so moving on | 866.5458 |
694 | | 866.7509 | the west side for the first time, | 868.7500 |
696 | | 869.7573 | was a bit uneasy because I'm like, I probably stick out like a sore thumb, because | 873.9213 |
698 | | 874.3596 | I mean, like, I've only been on the east side. I don't even know like, | 877.3194 |
700 | | 878.1681 | the backstreets over [here.] | 879.7262 |
701 | ROC_int_01 | 879.5583 | [Mm-hm.] | 880.2391 |
702 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 880.0899 | [So] I'm just like, alright, | 881.1372 |
703 | | 881.4682 | go to school, go to work, | 883.0676 |
705 | | 883.4733 | walk to the corner store, that's about it. | 885.2918 |
707 | | 885.8747 | Um, | 886.3177 |
709 | | 886.9367 | and then it kind of just like, kind of went away. I started realizing that's really just a mentality. | 890.8675 |
711 | | 891.3711 | Like, it's like, | 891.9213 |
713 | | 893.9159 | I done been everywhere. | 894.8539 |
715 | | 895.0637 | So, | 895.5067 |
717 | | 895.7398 | you know what I mean? Like, | 896.3973 |
719 | | 897.6003 | what am I scared of? It's not that I'm of scared of anything. It's like, uh, it was just a little uneasy. | 902.4945 |
721 | | 903.1519 | Um, from there, I ended up moving into Brighton, | 906.7793 |
723 | | 907.2168 | for about a few months. | 908.5831 |
725 | | 908.7742 | Moved over across from /RD-ADDRESS-3/ and /RD-ADDRESS-3/. | 912.3262 |
727 | | 913.1096 | And that- | 913.7204 |
729 | | 915.0432 | that reminded me of Canandaigua. | 917.1838 |
731 | | 917.9392 | The people did not want us there. | 919.6645 |
732 | ROC_int_01 | 920.4385 | Mm. | 920.6270 |
733 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 920.5935 | Like, | 921.1900 |
734 | | 922.0472 | they would make | 922.7147 |
736 | | 923.4216 | absurd complaints about us. | 924.9837 |
738 | | 925.4360 | Oh, | 925.9442 |
740 | | 926.1820 | there's a weed smell coming from their apartment, | 928.8947 |
742 | | 929.3330 | their dogs are barking. Now mind you, | 931.4546 |
744 | | 932.7929 | can't possibly be a weed smell because | 935.1278 |
746 | | 935.4356 | my roommate's at work. | 936.5360 |
748 | | 936.6246 | I dropped him off there. He didn't have a car. | 938.6343 |
750 | | 939.0120 | And I'm currently at school, while I'm talking on the phone. | 941.5428 |
752 | | 942.1583 | The dogs are not there. | 943.2448 |
754 | | 944.2342 | So I'm like, alright, | 945.5165 |
756 | | 946.2999 | this is like, some like, | 947.5076 |
758 | | 947.7396 | profiling type junk. | 949.0404 |
759 | ROC_int_01 | 949.0499 | Mm-hm. | 949.6139 |
760 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 949.6279 | And, um, | 950.4487 |
762 | | 950.8964 | in the end, it ended up getting really bad, but, uh, went in and basically was like look, y'all don't want us here. | 956.2902 |
764 | | 957.0876 | Don't lie to me. | 957.9315 |
766 | | 958.2160 | And (laughing) | 958.9294 |
768 | | 959.1800 | we don't wanna be here, honestly. So, uh, we agreed to like, terminate the lease. | 963.0129 |
770 | | 963.5492 | And, uh, we moved | 965.0040 |
772 | | 965.1241 | and ended up moving on /RD-ADDRESS-3/, which is in the /RD-ADDRESS-2/ again. | 968.8311 |
774 | | 969.2834 | And that- | 969.8942 |
776 | | 970.3978 | that was like- | 971.4235 |
778 | | 971.6193 | that- | 971.8340 |
780 | | 972.2385 | that was- I would probably say that was home. | 973.9432 |
782 | | 974.2090 | Like, | 974.4701 |
784 | | 976.4584 | over there it was right behind /RD-ADDRESS-5/. | 978.6582 |
786 | | 978.8960 | I used to wake up in the morning, | 980.1037 |
788 | | 980.3974 | jog around the block. | 981.4932 |
790 | | 981.8849 | S- I'm like, | 982.4351 |
792 | | 982.8949 | /I could walk-/ I wake up and jog around the block. That's [cool.] (laughing) | 986.1456 |
793 | ROC_int_01 | 985.4303 | [<laugh>] | 986.2043 |
794 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 986.7798 | Um, | 987.3300 |
796 | | 988.4631 | a lot of just | 989.3211 |
798 | | 989.5764 | friendly people, like you just walk down the street and people just, | 992.0878 |
800 | | 992.3722 | hey how you doing? Hey, how you doing? I don't know you. Probably won't ever see you again. | 996.6469 |
802 | | 997.2112 | But it was just- | 998.0371 |
804 | | 998.1397 | it was just different. | 998.9803 |
806 | | 999.8896 | I could say like, living in all these different places in Rochester, you kind of really- | 1004.2855 |
808 | | 1005.6263 | Rochester seems divided, | 1007.2325 |
810 | | 1007.5997 | or it's- seems like it's being portrayed to be divided, | 1010.5373 |
812 | | 1011.1761 | but really, | 1011.9782 |
814 | | 1013.2957 | everybody knows somebody in some type of way. | 1016.2286 |
816 | | 1016.5492 | Um, | 1016.8896 |
818 | | 1017.7616 | definitely | 1018.6436 |
820 | | 1018.7672 | being, um, | 1019.8365 |
822 | | 1020.1676 | in the arts, like community, you start realizing that | 1022.9782 |
824 | | 1023.4538 | really really quick [like], | 1025.2164 |
825 | ROC_int_01 | 1024.9730 | [Mm-hm.] | 1025.4859 |
826 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1025.7152 | oh you know so and so? | 1026.8249 |
828 | | 1026.9742 | Yeah I know so and so. | 1028.0233 |
830 | | 1028.4197 | Oh okay. Or you go to a show | 1029.9984 |
832 | | 1030.7864 | other people pop up. | 1031.8542 |
834 | | 1032.4231 | Hey what's up? Hey what's up? | 1034.7311 |
836 | | 1035.4129 | So it's, um, | 1036.1776 |
838 | | 1037.1381 | mm (I don't know intonation) that's- | 1038.0101 |
840 | | 1038.7923 | Well, right now I'm living on /RD-ADDRESS-3/, | 1040.4888 |
842 | | 1040.6427 | which is a new part of Rochester that I haven't lived in. | 1043.1055 |
844 | | 1043.7443 | Over on like the northeast side. | 1045.2959 |
846 | | 1045.9207 | It's pretty quiet though. | 1047.0725 |
847 | ROC_int_01 | 1047.4875 | [Mm-hm] | 1047.8418 |
848 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1047.4921 | [I like it.] | 1048.0750 |
849 | | 1049.0915 | Very homey. | 1049.7956 |
851 | | 1050.5265 | Yeah that's kind of | 1051.3192 |
853 | | 1051.5057 | all the places that I've lived in Rochester. | 1053.4408 |
854 | ROC_int_01 | 1053.6973 | Yeah, | 1054.1645 |
856 | | 1054.6728 | yeah, so- but you would overall say you're more of a- | 1057.5011 |
858 | | 1057.7007 | let me turn this up, | 1058.4592 |
860 | | 1058.7554 | more of a city- | 1059.9677 |
861 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1060.4490 | [Definitely more of a city guy.] I don't like the- nah, the- the suburbs, or | 1065.4548 |
862 | ROC_int_01 | 1060.6308 | [Uh, yeah] <laugh> | 1062.0147 |
863 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1066.1869 | I don't even know what you call Canandaigua. You can't /unintelligible/ | 1068.9986 |
864 | ROC_int_01 | 1069.0208 | Yeah, | 1069.3417 |
866 | | 1069.8966 | right. That's like a point beyond [suburbs in] our minds right? Yeah. | 1073.8189 |
867 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1071.7766 | [Yeah] | 1072.4154 |
868 | | 1073.8376 | I'm like, I need- | 1075.0963 |
870 | | 1075.2922 | I need people. | 1076.3787 |
872 | | 1076.7076 | I need like community. Definitely like community. | 1079.5391 |
873 | ROC_int_01 | 1080.1220 | Okay, | 1080.4820 |
875 | | 1081.2679 | cool. | 1081.6223 |
877 | | 1082.1072 | Um, <ts> | 1082.9662 |
879 | | 1083.3942 | w- I wanted to talk, also, with you about y- schools you went to. So I know you went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/. [Um,] | 1089.1564 |
880 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1088.8533 | [Mm-hm] | 1089.1424 |
881 | ROC_int_01 | 1089.6040 | And | 1090.0936 |
883 | | 1090.3808 | what made you decide to go to that particular high school? What was it? | 1094.2471 |
884 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1094.3031 | Um, | 1094.7787 |
886 | | 1095.0258 | honestly, my mom picked every single school that I went to. | 1098.6302 |
888 | | 1099.0814 | Um, | 1099.4451 |
890 | | 1100.1632 | so it started of with pre-K at /RD-SCHOOL-3/. | 1102.7791 |
892 | | 1103.6033 | And then I went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/, | 1105.7995 |
894 | | 1106.6668 | um, from K through second. | 1108.9963 |
896 | | 1109.3553 | After /RD-SCHOOL-4/, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/, from third until six. | 1114.2522 |
898 | | 1114.7931 | At /RD-SCHOOL-2/, is where | 1117.1653 |
900 | | 1118.6575 | I started realizing why I was different from other people. Cause like, | 1121.7443 |
902 | | 1122.2759 | I was in fourth grade literally like a week. And they come up to me and are like, | 1125.9631 |
904 | | 1126.5646 | have you ever heard about the /RD-SCHOOL-3/? | 1128.6096 |
906 | | 1129.0200 | And I'm like, | 1130.0178 |
908 | | 1130.2463 | no. | 1131.2069 |
909 | ROC_int_01 | 1131.2442 | <laugh> | 1131.6833 |
910 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1131.7206 | And they're like (laughing) | 1132.6065 |
912 | | 1132.8910 | so Monday, you're gonna go into this new class, and you're gonna sh- I'm like, I didn't even get to start with this new class yet. | 1139.5960 |
914 | | 1140.1183 | And they're like, no. | 1141.0674 |
916 | | 1141.7575 | We're doi- we're giving you the work and you're just basically sitting there cause you're getting it done. I'm like, okay so what's the /RD-SCHOOL-3/? And they basically broke it down. It's the /RD-SCHOOL-7/. You'll learn, | 1151.4599 |
918 | | 1152.1033 | um, at a faster rate. And you'll learn, you know, stuff like a grade ahead of you. I'm like, | 1156.2382 |
920 | | 1156.9609 | okay cool. | 1158.2199 |
922 | | 1158.4158 | So I go, | 1159.0160 |
924 | | 1159.2586 | I shadow this program. Everybody's looking at me like | 1162.3388 |
926 | | 1162.8024 | I'm a test subject, because they've already been here. They already been with these kids. So I'm the new guy. | 1167.9891 |
928 | | 1168.5133 | Um, | 1168.9376 |
930 | | 1170.2712 | and I decided to do it really because like, | 1172.4981 |
932 | | 1172.9691 | the other class was really just, so boring. | 1175.3646 |
934 | | 1175.8216 | And then I get into this /RD-SCHOOL-1/ class and I'm like, alright. | 1178.5152 |
936 | | 1179.5784 | What I liked about that is really | 1181.5232 |
938 | | 1182.4511 | even though the work- I mean, I- it still wasn't really that much more challenging for me, | 1186.7678 |
940 | | 1187.8088 | I found teachers that would | 1190.2052 |
942 | | 1191.1649 | teach me things that are challenging, even if it's on like a individual level. | 1195.0806 |
944 | | 1195.3717 | So, | 1195.8484 |
946 | | 1196.2041 | um, fourth grade is where I first learned how to play chess. | 1198.8051 |
948 | | 1199.1735 | Um, | 1199.7361 |
950 | | 1200.5382 | fifth grade I put a whole- Um, we dissected like, owl pellets. | 1205.9658 |
952 | | 1206.5813 | And I got to put like a whole skeletal system of a vole together. Which | 1211.6266 |
954 | | 1211.9622 | w- was dope. | 1212.8879 |
955 | ROC_int_01 | 1213.1052 | Mm-hm. | 1213.4725 |
956 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1213.4082 | And then, um, | 1214.4486 |
957 | | 1214.5651 | in sixth grade I learned, uh, there's this game called Magic the Gathering. | 1219.4719 |
959 | | 1220.5234 | It's like a card game. I ended up learning that. | 1223.0600 |
961 | | 1224.1325 | And by the time I got, um, | 1225.9790 |
963 | | 1226.5665 | into sixth grade, my mom had heard that /RD-SCHOOL-4/ was talking about doing a middle school | 1231.7330 |
965 | | 1232.1900 | for seventh and eighth. | 1233.5306 |
967 | | 1233.8850 | So I started a interview process. Got to shadow at the high school. | 1237.4661 |
969 | | 1238.5199 | Which was cool cause I mean, sixth grade, I'm in high school for a day. | 1241.9417 |
971 | | 1242.0419 | I'm the man. [<laugh>] | 1243.2391 |
972 | ROC_int_01 | 1243.0630 | [Yeah.] | 1243.3786 |
973 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1243.6541 | Um, | 1244.1247 |
975 | | 1245.1416 | and I ended up getting into | 1247.8309 |
977 | | 1248.0827 | the middle school. | 1248.9345 |
979 | | 1249.6153 | Start at seventh grade, | 1251.0328 |
981 | | 1252.3477 | went through to eighth grade, and then | 1255.0759 |
983 | | 1255.4256 | went to ninth grade. | 1256.4049 |
985 | | 1256.6333 | Um, | 1257.1785 |
987 | | 1257.8290 | the middle school for /RD-SCHOOL-4/ | 1260.1698 |
989 | | 1261.5189 | tried to like embody the high school like philosophy, | 1265.3643 |
991 | | 1266.3065 | but | 1266.8844 |
993 | | 1268.1037 | didn't end up really working out too well. | 1270.6310 |
995 | | 1270.7523 | Um, I remember like, my grade- well, like- yeah my grade, or my class | 1275.1540 |
997 | | 1275.6017 | was pretty much like the- the test subjects for certain things. Okay, | 1279.4396 |
999 | | 1279.8080 | we're gonna have them | 1281.2570 |
1001 | | 1282.2176 | move like this. | 1283.8993 |
1003 | | 1284.8506 | Okay that didn't work. Okay we're gonna have them do- So it was a lot of just constant changing. | 1289.2803 |
1005 | | 1289.6720 | Um, but the plus side, we did keep the same teachers. | 1292.3349 |
1007 | | 1292.5074 | Like, our teachers moved up with us. So like second year and eighth grade I didn't have to learn | 1296.5723 |
1009 | | 1297.1645 | new names, or new people, or | 1299.0390 |
1011 | | 1299.5846 | they didn't have to re-figure me out. | 1301.5494 |
1013 | | 1303.1336 | But once I got into the high school, the high school- | 1305.5586 |
1015 | | 1306.2393 | the high school is really where I would say I thrived, | 1308.9722 |
1017 | | 1309.1004 | because it allowed me to find myself as a individual. | 1312.2158 |
1019 | | 1312.6308 | It allowed me to work | 1313.7499 |
1021 | | 1313.9364 | at my own pace. | 1315.1735 |
1023 | | 1315.6841 | Um, | 1316.1597 |
1025 | | 1316.8871 | and it opened a lot of different opportunities. | 1319.1175 |
1027 | | 1319.2994 | Like, um, | 1320.1681 |
1029 | | 1320.3640 | I've always been into art. | 1321.5593 |
1031 | | 1322.1189 | So, | 1322.8370 |
1033 | | 1323.4152 | I think it was like, | 1324.5063 |
1035 | | 1325.0472 | by my tenth grade, I had maxed out all the art classes at my high school. | 1328.4518 |
1037 | | 1328.8871 | So my art teacher went and got me into a program where I took art classes with a guy who studied at Disney. | 1336.2890 |
1039 | | 1336.7226 | His name was /RD-NAME-4/. | 1338.0142 |
1041 | | 1338.1460 | Um, | 1338.5580 |
1043 | | 1339.2014 | and he offered | 1340.2932 |
1045 | | 1340.6290 | a certain amount of scholarships to | 1342.8921 |
1047 | | 1343.3303 | city school kids. | 1344.4436 |
1049 | | 1344.9798 | So for that year, I basically got to | 1347.8740 |
1051 | | 1348.1957 | learn under him | 1349.1469 |
1053 | | 1349.5200 | human forms, shading, and all this other stuff. | 1352.4471 |
1055 | | 1352.8405 | What I didn't know | 1353.9206 |
1057 | | 1354.0651 | was | 1354.7366 |
1059 | | 1354.8998 | after that he basically | 1356.7853 |
1061 | | 1357.8671 | hand picked who he wanted to come to his actual advanced class. | 1362.2409 |
1063 | | 1362.7183 | So my eleventh grade year, | 1364.7588 |
1065 | | 1365.0923 | I ended up really like, | 1366.5821 |
1067 | | 1367.0507 | diving into like | 1368.3360 |
1069 | | 1368.8319 | still lifes, and | 1370.5106 |
1071 | | 1370.7438 | sculpting, and all this different stuff. | 1372.9551 |
1073 | | 1373.3922 | And I was like, oh this is cool. (whispered) And it's stuff that like, | 1376.5070 |
1075 | | 1376.7099 | working with | 1377.3267 |
1077 | | 1377.7836 | oil paints, and mineral spir- These are things you would never work with, | 1381.0774 |
1079 | | 1381.3665 | like actually in school. | 1382.7087 |
1081 | | 1383.6856 | So I got to really really dive into like my interests. | 1386.9228 |
1083 | | 1387.3472 | Um, | 1387.8647 |
1085 | | 1388.6283 | got to play football. Always played football. Played football from like seven until seventeen. | 1393.4777 |
1087 | | 1394.0536 | Um, going to /RD-SCHOOL-4/ you're like, we don't have a football team, but | 1397.5321 |
1089 | | 1397.7888 | <snap> | 1397.9053 |
1091 | | 1398.5628 | we'll get you into /RD-SCHOOL-2/. So I played football for /RD-SCHOOL-2/. | 1401.4014 |
1093 | | 1401.9223 | Um, | 1402.4259 |
1095 | | 1405.6456 | I mean, I found poetry at [/RD-SCHOOL-4/.] Um, | 1408.5646 |
1096 | ROC_int_01 | 1407.3499 | [Mm-hm.] | 1407.9747 |
1097 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1409.7245 | I wanna say that was a mistake, but seeing as how my life turned out, can't be a mistake. | 1414.0605 |
1099 | | 1414.4352 | <laugh> | 1414.9558 |
1101 | | 1415.7345 | Uh, | 1416.5498 |
1103 | | 1417.1606 | I don't know. /RD-SCHOOL-4/ is really- | 1419.1144 |
1105 | | 1419.9304 | like I said, it was really based off the individual. I mean, I- I meet people that are like, | 1423.6642 |
1107 | | 1424.0678 | /RD-SCHOOL-4/ didn't teach me anything. And I'm like, | 1426.6200 |
1109 | | 1426.7629 | uh, no, I remember you being there. You didn't wanna learn anything. | 1430.9351 |
1111 | | 1431.3827 | Um, | 1431.8257 |
1113 | | 1432.5717 | I had | 1433.5976 |
1115 | | 1433.8401 | the math teacher- the math teacher | 1435.5420 |
1117 | | 1435.9850 | I was | 1436.3021 |
1119 | | 1436.4653 | up | 1436.6471 |
1121 | | 1437.0936 | in- in- when I got to the middle school, I skipped up a grade in | 1440.8815 |
1123 | | 1441.0634 | math. | 1441.5560 |
1125 | | 1442.0538 | So seventh grade year, I was actually in the eighth grade class with the eighth graders taking math. | 1446.5348 |
1127 | | 1447.0617 | And then my eighth grade year, they had to get me a, um, | 1450.1055 |
1129 | | 1450.4459 | one on one like math teacher. | 1451.8867 |
1131 | | 1452.5255 | So when I got into the high school, I was already just like | 1455.4543 |
1133 | | 1455.6858 | a one year ahead. | 1456.9541 |
1135 | | 1458.0546 | So by the time I got to eleventh grade, | 1460.5823 |
1137 | | 1460.9770 | they had to have the math teacher- he would give me- | 1464.1571 |
1139 | | 1464.7773 | first he was like, well, | 1466.2415 |
1141 | | 1466.5481 | since you took this stuff last year, you have to teach your peers. | 1469.2898 |
1143 | | 1469.5649 | So I [would teach] them. And then he was like, based off of how well and how quick you teach them, | 1473.5599 |
1144 | ROC_int_01 | 1469.8193 | [Mm.] | 1470.0515 |
1145 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1473.9982 | then I'll teach you calculus. | 1475.3474 |
1147 | | 1475.5992 | And I'm like, okay so first, you know, I'm not really learning nothing because I'm not teaching well. | 1479.6392 |
1149 | | 1480.1381 | But eventually, um, | 1481.7561 |
1151 | | 1482.0592 | he taught me- he taught me calculus and I'm sitting here I'm like, okay, (whispered) | 1485.3687 |
1153 | | 1485.9749 | derivatives | 1486.9961 |
1155 | | 1487.4484 | huh, | 1488.0685 |
1157 | | 1488.8659 | okay. | 1489.3182 |
1159 | | 1489.7401 | And, um, | 1490.6786 |
1161 | | 1491.2941 | the thing about /RD-SCHOOL-4/ is we don't take Regents. | 1493.8914 |
1163 | | 1494.6094 | [So], | 1495.2576 |
1164 | ROC_int_01 | 1495.1771 | [Right.] | 1495.4662 |
1165 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1495.8078 | we had- | 1496.7812 |
1167 | | 1496.8931 | from ninth grade until eleventh grade, you kept a portfolio basically | 1502.0922 |
1169 | | 1502.2321 | all of your work. | 1503.1962 |
1171 | | 1503.6438 | Um, eleventh grade year, | 1505.1826 |
1173 | | 1505.3132 | you would have | 1506.3203 |
1175 | | 1506.9358 | what they called I- | 1507.8031 |
1177 | | 1507.9745 | I think it was like your summative portfolio. | 1510.0775 |
1179 | | 1510.5484 | Where you would display | 1511.9007 |
1181 | | 1512.3576 | your knowledge | 1513.2483 |
1183 | | 1513.5327 | in something in | 1514.9770 |
1185 | | 1515.2148 | all four areas. Science, | 1517.0567 |
1187 | | 1517.6489 | social studies, English, math. | 1519.7518 |
1189 | | 1520.8418 | And each one had a core like requirement. | 1523.0567 |
1191 | | 1523.5510 | So science you had to develop an original experiment, | 1526.5818 |
1193 | | 1527.5739 | carry the whole experiment out, | 1529.0474 |
1195 | | 1529.5510 | and then come back and report your findings. | 1532.0876 |
1197 | | 1533.1029 | Social Studies, you had to complete a ten page research paper. | 1536.0872 |
1199 | | 1536.6840 | Which, | 1537.0198 |
1201 | | 1537.7518 | oh my gosh, | 1538.7344 |
1203 | | 1539.4527 | <laugh> | 1540.0607 |
1205 | | 1541.0054 | I was- | 1541.6162 |
1207 | | 1541.8914 | I mean, my research paper ended up being fun, but it was just like, oh (whispering) | 1545.0050 |
1209 | | 1545.3827 | ten pages, (whispering) | 1546.0942 |
1211 | | 1546.4164 | ah. (whispering) | 1546.7769 |
1213 | | 1547.8867 | Stay tuned for college. Um, [<laugh>] | 1550.2963 |
1214 | ROC_int_01 | 1549.5700 | [<laugh>] | 1550.2554 |
1215 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1551.1216 | um, | 1551.5879 |
1217 | | 1551.6718 | English, English it was- you had to write | 1554.3716 |
1219 | | 1554.5162 | a thesis paper, and then you had to defend it against the English teachers. | 1558.3759 |
1221 | | 1559.1546 | And then, uh, math, you had to basically apply | 1563.0423 |
1223 | | 1563.5972 | a real-life application problem. | 1565.5603 |
1225 | | 1566.0452 | And since I was doing calculus, | 1567.9244 |
1227 | | 1568.3067 | my teacher's like, okay so, | 1570.2453 |
1229 | | 1570.7816 | meteors coming to strike the earth. | 1572.4835 |
1231 | | 1572.9498 | You have to intercept it at the right time, so it'll fall, and I'm like, | 1576.0542 |
1233 | | 1577.2432 | this is big. | 1578.0499 |
1234 | ROC_int_01 | 1578.0859 | [<laugh>] | 1579.2703 |
1235 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1578.4310 | [This is big. (laughing)] | 1579.2203 |
1236 | | 1579.7518 | Um, | 1580.2508 |
1238 | | 1580.7113 | but the thing that I realized was like, | 1582.4039 |
1240 | | 1583.9380 | they were looking for | 1585.4954 |
1242 | | 1586.0130 | the work. | 1586.6798 |
1244 | | 1587.1402 | The- the- the- the- | 1588.5951 |
1246 | | 1589.0147 | the attempt, the effort, | 1590.3157 |
1248 | | 1590.5348 | the | 1591.0058 |
1250 | | 1591.6586 | okay, | 1592.3662 |
1252 | | 1593.2848 | this isn't working, | 1594.4038 |
1254 | | 1594.5303 | go back and correct it. They weren't really like, | 1597.0011 |
1256 | | 1597.4021 | you need to have the right answer to pass. And that was- | 1600.4692 |
1258 | | 1601.3691 | I would say that was also another like character building moment, because | 1604.8651 |
1260 | | 1605.7930 | I remember seeing a lot of people just like, break down and just start crying. I'm just like, | 1610.4186 |
1262 | | 1611.1589 | dude you got corrections. We all got corrections. | 1613.8680 |
1264 | | 1614.0732 | If you sit here and cry about it, you're gonna stay in eleventh grade. | 1616.8511 |
1266 | | 1617.3174 | And like, I don't wanna stay in eleventh grade. | 1619.5510 |
1268 | | 1619.7048 | Or I don't wanna have to redo any of this over. So like, | 1622.6273 |
1270 | | 1623.0750 | alright, go back and make your corrections. | 1625.0397 |
1272 | | 1626.1338 | And then, um, | 1627.1363 |
1274 | | 1627.7332 | after you pass it, | 1628.7998 |
1276 | | 1629.3268 | it was pretty much like okay, | 1630.9634 |
1278 | | 1631.3738 | senior year you have your senior project. | 1633.4504 |
1280 | | 1633.5996 | And senior project, you had to pick | 1635.9096 |
1282 | | 1636.4878 | some type of skill, or talent that you had | 1638.9032 |
1284 | | 1639.1643 | no background in. | 1640.4466 |
1286 | | 1641.1402 | And you did it for | 1643.1360 |
1288 | | 1643.5836 | eight months. | 1644.3763 |
1290 | | 1644.7213 | And at the end, you'll have- um, | 1646.7344 |
1292 | | 1648.4832 | you'll have like a final meeting. So basically you would have to get | 1651.4861 |
1294 | | 1651.8777 | two community experts, | 1653.3081 |
1296 | | 1653.5786 | based off of whatever your project was. | 1655.5929 |
1298 | | 1656.0452 | You would have to get | 1656.9405 |
1300 | | 1657.0477 | two advisors, who are | 1658.4932 |
1302 | | 1658.6786 | teachers in the building. And then you would have to have two students. | 1662.0033 |
1304 | | 1662.6607 | And | 1663.2016 |
1306 | | 1663.3788 | the idea was | 1664.7217 |
1308 | | 1665.3734 | you would want | 1666.0262 |
1310 | | 1666.1987 | the students to be juniors. | 1667.6955 |
1312 | | 1668.8379 | So like, | 1669.3963 |
1314 | | 1669.5688 | before I got to my senior year, I sat on probably like five different senior committees, really, so you kno- understand and know what it looks like and how the process goes. | 1677.6625 |
1316 | | 1678.1987 | Um, my senior project was capoeira. | 1680.8845 |
1318 | | 1681.5455 | Which, uh, that year I ended up quitting football because | 1684.9308 |
1320 | | 1685.2152 | I had to focus on that and I couldn't get injured. | 1687.2856 |
1322 | | 1687.7938 | Um, | 1688.1668 |
1324 | | 1689.6671 | and | 1690.2127 |
1326 | | 1690.5484 | the senior project is re- was another- Like, | 1692.8659 |
1328 | | 1693.6241 | I could say /RD-SCHOOL-4/ definitely f- I found my identity and- and- and | 1697.7841 |
1330 | | 1698.1804 | developed, again, like a lot of- a lot of different character, | 1700.8978 |
1332 | | 1701.2195 | uh, | 1701.6252 |
1334 | | 1702.0728 | traits. | 1702.6324 |
1335 | ROC_int_01 | 1702.6447 | Mm-hm. | 1703.0138 |
1336 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1703.3784 | It's like, | 1704.1245 |
1338 | | 1704.8752 | okay, | 1705.4254 |
1340 | | 1706.7998 | I know I don't really feel like waking up | 1708.8561 |
1342 | | 1709.0239 | on | 1709.8108 |
1344 | | 1709.9414 | Sunday afternoon to go do this, | 1712.4795 |
1346 | | 1712.8418 | knowing that Sundays is | 1714.4039 |
1348 | | 1714.6697 | Crossfit workout days and | 1716.7586 |
1350 | | 1717.3602 | I gotta go to school tomorrow. And then, m- also senior year I had a job. And I'm just like, | 1722.4744 |
1352 | | 1722.9825 | <sigh> alright. | 1724.0549 |
1354 | | 1724.6693 | Um, | 1725.0983 |
1356 | | 1725.2568 | but luckily like senior year I didn't really have much classes | 1727.7281 |
1358 | | 1727.9100 | because I had- um, | 1729.3742 |
1360 | | 1729.8964 | like I said, you work at your own pace. | 1731.4527 |
1362 | | 1731.7511 | So, | 1732.1894 |
1364 | | 1732.9774 | I was just racking up credits in my first three years. | 1735.7938 |
1366 | | 1736.0083 | Getting whatever I needed out the way | 1737.7697 |
1368 | | 1738.7956 | so senior year, I could have that like relax time and focus really just on my project, but still, it's still- | 1744.9821 |
1370 | | 1745.7048 | I mean, it still was a push. Like, | 1747.1130 |
1372 | | 1747.6586 | you still | 1748.2927 |
1374 | | 1748.5947 | are | 1749.0330 |
1376 | | 1749.4480 | a seventeen year old, eighteen year old like, | 1751.9866 |
1378 | | 1752.6794 | okay I got all this free time, or | 1754.8325 |
1380 | | 1755.0703 | I'm ahead of the game, so | 1756.5999 |
1382 | | 1756.7725 | I'm'a just slack a little bit. | 1758.2038 |
1384 | | 1758.6794 | And I guess it was really just | 1760.3580 |
1386 | | 1761.0097 | making sure that I'm just like, no, | 1763.0427 |
1388 | | 1763.3644 | no, I gotta hold myself accountable, I still got this. | 1765.8952 |
1390 | | 1766.4455 | Um, | 1766.8092 |
1392 | | 1767.6205 | graduating /RD-SCHOOL-4/ and going into college, | 1770.8146 |
1394 | | 1772.4501 | and really the real world, cause when I went into college I was going to school, but I was also | 1777.5840 |
1396 | | 1778.3627 | at that time, like really working and supporting myself. | 1781.5883 |
1398 | | 1783.8358 | It developed me for the real world. | 1785.6205 |
1400 | | 1785.9096 | I remember, | 1786.5624 |
1402 | | 1787.0101 | um, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-4/ | 1788.6561 |
1404 | | 1789.1830 | sitting in freshman seminar and these kids are like, ha, | 1793.2992 |
1406 | | 1793.5883 | I gotta go home and have my mom wash my clothes because I don't know how. And I'm like, | 1797.7091 |
1408 | | 1799.3085 | what do you mean? | 1799.7841 |
1410 | | 1800.5644 | What are you talking about? | 1801.5140 |
1412 | | 1802.3848 | Or, oh, I gotta go and ask so-and-so for money because- I'm like, | 1805.9753 |
1414 | | 1806.4882 | you don't have a job. | 1807.2622 |
1416 | | 1807.6213 | Oh my gosh, | 1808.5119 |
1418 | | 1808.9257 | this college campus is literally your world. Like, | 1811.9520 |
1420 | | 1812.5721 | you don't- | 1813.0151 |
1422 | | 1814.0876 | you don't know there's so much | 1816.0682 |
1424 | | 1816.6324 | like literally less than ten miles away from you. Like, | 1819.4631 |
1426 | | 1819.7708 | you've never been to the city. You've just been- | 1821.8272 |
1428 | | 1822.2562 | you haven't even been to Fairport. You're just | 1824.0234 |
1430 | | 1824.9921 | in this bubble, in this dome. | 1826.7594 |
1432 | | 1827.2583 | And that, | 1827.9018 |
1434 | | 1828.5080 | that right there made me /realize-/ I'm like oh, (whispered) | 1831.3139 |
1436 | | 1833.2583 | like, | 1833.8923 |
1438 | | 1835.0255 | you can be book smart, | 1836.4046 |
1440 | | 1836.8942 | but like, | 1837.5983 |
1442 | | 1838.5915 | there's a different type of something out here, | 1841.4032 |
1444 | | 1841.7809 | that you definitely need in life. | 1843.6509 |
1446 | | 1843.8921 | And it's like, luckily I have it, but I don't know how to convey it or express it to these people. | 1848.7403 |
1447 | ROC_int_01 | 1848.7403 | Mm-hm. | 1849.0388 |
1448 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1849.4631 | And, um, | 1850.2838 |
1450 | | 1852.1209 | my freshman year, my learning community was- | 1855.5720 |
1452 | | 1856.4516 | it was like the beginning of like, | 1858.6991 |
1454 | | 1859.0255 | alternative literacies and like discourse communities. | 1862.1812 |
1456 | | 1862.7081 | And I remember like, being in class and | 1865.6399 |
1458 | | 1866.1202 | /RD-SCHOOL-2/- | 1866.6517 |
1460 | | 1867.1926 | /RD-SCHOOL-2/ | 1867.7662 |
1462 | | 1868.0459 | main thing is like, okay (whispered), | 1869.5025 |
1464 | | 1869.7945 | we got diversity | 1870.9323 |
1466 | | 1871.7052 | quote, unquote. | 1872.9221 |
1468 | | 1873.2345 | Cause I'm like in this class with | 1875.5101 |
1470 | | 1876.1862 | forty other kids. | 1877.5991 |
1472 | | 1878.3533 | And, | 1879.3185 |
1474 | | 1880.1392 | I'm the only one from the inner-city. | 1881.7855 |
1476 | | 1882.7364 | Pretty much the only one of any type of color. | 1885.3232 |
1478 | | 1886.0133 | There was another guy who was | 1887.4075 |
1480 | | 1888.5313 | Puerto Rican | 1889.3380 |
1482 | | 1890.1761 | -ish. | 1890.6564 |
1484 | | 1891.6636 | So it was like- | 1892.7174 |
1486 | | 1893.1464 | but he lived in mo- | 1894.3214 |
1488 | | 1894.6618 | he lived in the suburb. | 1895.6737 |
1490 | | 1895.9954 | So I'm like- | 1896.6144 |
1492 | | 1897.3558 | So we're reading all these like scholarly articles on these different alternative literacies, and | 1903.0061 |
1494 | | 1903.7615 | you get these kids who are just like, raising their hand. And like their views are like, so like, | 1908.2601 |
1496 | | 1908.5725 | close minded. And I'm just like, um, | 1911.3532 |
1498 | | 1911.9671 | no, | 1912.6339 |
1500 | | 1913.1037 | it's not really how it works. And everybody's looking at me like, | 1916.3629 |
1502 | | 1917.2909 | what? | 1917.7106 |
1504 | | 1918.3494 | And like I'm | 1919.1001 |
1506 | | 1919.3986 | speaking from like my experience and they're just like, | 1921.9200 |
1508 | | 1923.2350 | no, no. And I had a professor | 1926.0094 |
1510 | | 1927.2299 | who was like, | 1928.1672 |
1512 | | 1928.4423 | no like, yes that's really how it is. Like | 1931.1561 |
1514 | | 1931.6865 | cause she like, dove into it. She was actually going for her | 1935.7013 |
1516 | | 1936.3774 | doctorate | 1936.8844 |
1518 | | 1937.0429 | at the time | 1937.7470 |
1520 | | 1937.9522 | in | 1938.3486 |
1522 | | 1938.4699 | what she was teaching. | 1939.7614 |
1524 | | 1940.1764 | So, | 1940.6661 |
1526 | | 1941.3469 | she's like, yeah this is- | 1942.9929 |
1528 | | 1943.3333 | this is what the like | 1944.4699 |
1530 | | 1944.7823 | inner-city is like. These are s- real life situations that | 1948.1769 |
1532 | | 1948.7924 | other people have to come from. | 1950.1713 |
1534 | | 1950.6238 | And | 1951.1600 |
1536 | | 1952.6708 | I just remember feeling like, I'm like, okay, now I'm just like that- | 1955.8649 |
1538 | | 1956.0875 | that outside- | 1957.3791 |
1540 | | 1957.7615 | that outside guy. Like, | 1959.2490 |
1542 | | 1959.9764 | I'm a commuter. | 1960.8390 |
1544 | | 1961.8136 | I'm in a class with | 1962.9035 |
1546 | | 1964.0459 | privileged kids who never really faced any adversity. | 1967.5618 |
1548 | | 1968.2367 | Who never really s- s- had to deal with anyone | 1971.9950 |
1550 | | 1972.2748 | like me. | 1972.9136 |
1552 | | 1973.5933 | And they're probably f- trying to figure out, um, what is he doing here? | 1977.3795 |
1554 | | 1977.9111 | So, um, | 1978.7085 |
1556 | | 1978.8996 | yeah it was- | 1979.8835 |
1558 | | 1982.2185 | college was very interesting. | 1983.9950 |
1560 | | 1984.3448 | College was a very interesting experience /?/ | 1987.2626 |
1562 | | 1988.2558 | um, | 1988.7500 |
1564 | | 1989.9111 | I enjoyed it | 1990.8763 |
1566 | | 1991.4487 | for what it was, | 1992.5072 |
1568 | | 1993.0294 | but I'm glad that | 1994.5355 |
1570 | | 1995.3096 | I was a commuter. | 1996.2841 |
1571 | ROC_int_01 | 1996.8390 | Mm-hm. | 1997.3629 |
1572 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 1997.4872 | Um, | 1997.9348 |
1574 | | 1999.9107 | like, | 2000.2558 |
1576 | | 2000.4376 | the education I got from /RD-SCHOOL-2/ | 2002.4804 |
1578 | | 2002.6017 | was- | 2003.4359 |
1580 | | 2004.5865 | was top tier, | 2005.5265 |
1582 | | 2005.8244 | [but again], um, | 2007.2257 |
1583 | ROC_int_01 | 2005.8321 | [Mm-hm.] | 2006.2965 |
1584 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2008.5919 | had to take it into your own hands. | 2010.2738 |
1586 | | 2010.6657 | I remember | 2011.3885 |
1588 | | 2011.9760 | like by the time like eleventh grade, I'm like oh, um, I want a class about so and so and so and so. They're like, | 2018.4236 |
1590 | | 2019.2257 | create it. I'm like, | 2020.4427 |
1592 | | 2020.7345 | you're gonna be my advisor? Yeah I'll be your advisor. Okay, so I- | 2024.1744 |
1594 | | 2024.6642 | by the time eleventh grade, I was creating my own classes and | 2028.1847 |
1596 | | 2029.2760 | doing the work and basically making my own like, assignments and curriculum. Like, do you think this is enough? I remember I had- I had one, um, | 2036.8227 |
1598 | | 2037.3730 | she was actually my | 2038.4081 |
1600 | | 2038.9304 | actual English advisor. | 2040.4100 |
1602 | | 2040.6382 | She's like, | 2041.2338 |
1604 | | 2042.1419 | that's too much. I'm like, | 2043.5548 |
1606 | | 2044.2169 | really? You sure? | 2045.1122 |
1608 | | 2045.3267 | I- I- just- I feel like it's not enough. She's like no no no, | 2048.0749 |
1610 | | 2048.3964 | no no. | 2048.9117 |
1612 | | 2050.1470 | Scale it down a bit, and then | 2051.7837 |
1614 | | 2052.7023 | it was- it was nice. It was dope. | 2054.0405 |
1616 | | 2054.1746 | I got to- I got to learn, again, a lot about myself and a lot- | 2057.9096 |
1618 | | 2058.6230 | I would say like college | 2059.7887 |
1620 | | 2060.4963 | took me outside of myself and really learning about | 2063.6484 |
1622 | | 2063.9329 | other people. | 2064.7607 |
1624 | | 2065.1531 | Um, I'm a very introverted type of person. | 2067.2237 |
1626 | | 2067.6994 | And I would say, | 2068.7299 |
1628 | | 2069.0050 | up until | 2069.9893 |
1630 | | 2070.1925 | seventeen and I started slam poetry. | 2072.4357 |
1632 | | 2073.4755 | I was still very just- | 2075.2288 |
1634 | | 2076.3152 | I saw the world around me, but it was just like, I don't wanna participate in that. So I'm'a just stay in my bubble. | 2081.2754 |
1635 | ROC_int_01 | 2081.2987 | Mm-hm. | 2081.7790 |
1636 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2081.7151 | Um, | 2082.1427 |
1637 | | 2083.2711 | but | 2083.6908 |
1639 | | 2083.9368 | in finding my voice, I started realizing that like no, like, | 2087.3920 |
1641 | | 2087.8723 | I gotta start doing something about this. | 2089.6162 |
1643 | | 2090.0720 | And, um, | 2090.8833 |
1645 | | 2091.4615 | I would say college definitely | 2093.1215 |
1647 | | 2093.3154 | helped, | 2093.9189 |
1649 | | 2094.5018 | um, with, | 2095.3469 |
1651 | | 2095.6628 | the education | 2096.6968 |
1653 | | 2096.8880 | of how to do that, | 2098.2449 |
1655 | | 2098.6692 | um, | 2099.1635 |
1657 | | 2099.7137 | but also really | 2100.8235 |
1659 | | 2102.1280 | pushing me and encouraging me to do that, | 2104.2212 |
1661 | | 2104.3630 | and allowing me to do that. I remember one time, | 2106.6603 |
1663 | | 2107.0240 | I did like a flash performance in the hallway | 2109.2899 |
1665 | | 2110.0118 | and, (laughing) | 2110.7065 |
1667 | | 2112.6789 | um, | 2113.1686 |
1669 | | 2114.2352 | everybody just stopped. | 2115.2191 |
1671 | | 2115.7646 | Like, | 2116.0864 |
1673 | | 2116.6692 | it's like, | 2117.0936 |
1675 | | 2118.2779 | two hundred students just backing up the hallways. | 2121.1025 |
1677 | | 2121.4942 | So like people are coming out of class and everybody's just like crowding around. And they're like- | 2125.5311 |
1679 | | 2126.1839 | Next thing I know, I get campus security. <sound effect> | 2128.9257 |
1681 | | 2129.0796 | Running. <sound effect> | 2131.6162 |
1683 | | 2132.0300 | Move, move, move, move, move, what are you doing? | 2134.1983 |
1685 | | 2134.4361 | Luckily I had my advisor, like right there with me. | 2137.3318 |
1687 | | 2137.6255 | She's like, no, | 2138.5010 |
1689 | | 2138.7621 | he's doing a performance, da da da da, | 2140.8138 |
1691 | | 2141.0236 | stop, you gotta wait until after he's done. (laughing) | 2143.3073 |
1693 | | 2143.7223 | So, (laughing) | 2144.3285 |
1694 | ROC_int_01 | 2144.5855 | [Wow.] | 2144.8313 |
1695 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2144.6968 | [they] waited until after I was done. And they're like, you can't do that, it's a fire hazard. And I'm like, well, | 2150.5477 |
1696 | | 2150.9353 | it was | 2151.2144 |
1698 | | 2151.4988 | nobody here when I started. Like, (laughing) | 2153.3267 |
1700 | | 2153.9702 | so, um, I ended up | 2155.5089 |
1702 | | 2155.6477 | getting like, a little like, e-mail from the Dean. | 2158.5200 |
1704 | | 2158.7392 | It was just, | 2159.3780 |
1706 | | 2159.7510 | kind of weird, because like, | 2161.2478 |
1708 | | 2162.4544 | on the same token, and we're like, I would get reprimanded. | 2164.9164 |
1710 | | 2165.7137 | Like they had, uh, /RD-NAME-4/ | 2167.9706 |
1712 | | 2168.0830 | from /RD-SCHOOL-7/ come up. | 2170.0584 |
1714 | | 2170.4967 | And they're like- | 2171.2614 |
1716 | | 2172.0868 | I get another email. | 2173.0660 |
1718 | | 2174.2305 | We want you to have lunch with /RD-NAME-4/. | 2176.2776 |
1720 | | 2176.5247 | So I'm [like-] | 2177.2334 |
1721 | ROC_int_01 | 2177.1728 | [Mm.] | 2177.5132 |
1722 | | 2178.3832 | Course. | 2178.9727 |
1723 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2179.1173 | You know? | 2179.5416 |
1725 | | 2179.8260 | [/Yeah./] | 2180.2282 |
1726 | ROC_int_01 | 2179.9694 | [Mm-hm.] | 2180.3984 |
1727 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2180.5616 | Um, | 2180.9766 |
1729 | | 2181.1491 | now mind you like, | 2181.9092 |
1731 | | 2182.3009 | Me and him we had- | 2183.0749 |
1733 | | 2183.8210 | It was three other students. | 2185.0800 |
1735 | | 2185.2385 | They kind of pretty much got pushed to the side. Cause we were just sitting here and then we're like, /??/ I- | 2189.3314 |
1737 | | 2189.5132 | I got all these theories. I'm like, | 2191.0100 |
1739 | | 2191.5929 | what if | 2192.1244 |
1741 | | 2192.2259 | in, um- | 2192.9766 |
1743 | | 2193.8159 | I use like, again, like my environment I was like, um, so if we're talking about like alternative literacies like, | 2199.5175 |
1745 | | 2199.8113 | how do you feel about if you take | 2201.6718 |
1747 | | 2202.0121 | someone. I'm like hey, | 2203.2665 |
1749 | | 2203.8120 | be honest with you man, from the hood. So, | 2205.6378 |
1751 | | 2206.3708 | I'm like, you take a drug dealer, | 2207.7230 |
1753 | | 2207.9142 | alright? Mm-mm, | 2208.8608 |
1756 | | 2209.1452 | he has skills. | 2210.1478 |
1758 | | 2210.5383 | Has- he has very reputable skills. You take him out of the environment, | 2213.8303 |
1760 | | 2214.0821 | you put him in a place where he can learn to- and- and hone those skills, and brush up on those skills. He's like, | 2218.6692 |
1762 | | 2219.8536 | you know what (whispered), I think you might be onto something, young man. I'm like- | 2222.3424 |
1764 | | 2222.7574 | A- | 2222.8554 |
1766 | | 2223.3403 | it was awesome. It was- it was one of- one of- one of the biggest- uh, | 2226.2593 |
1768 | | 2227.0753 | one of my favorite like college experiences. | 2229.2051 |
1770 | | 2229.8952 | But yeah, it was just like weird. It's like, | 2231.6857 |
1772 | | 2232.8421 | so you reprimand me for expressing myself, but | 2236.1703 |
1774 | | 2236.6972 | this big wig come to town and you want me to talk to him? | 2240.1000 |
1776 | | 2240.5056 | So I don't really know how you guys feel about me. I don't really know how to feel about that. | 2244.5157 |
1778 | | 2245.1359 | Um, | 2245.4810 |
1780 | | 2246.1979 | but basically, | 2247.2097 |
1782 | | 2247.3823 | in the end | 2248.3394 |
1784 | | 2248.4765 | of my college career, | 2249.9375 |
1786 | | 2251.1965 | they waited until | 2252.5849 |
1788 | | 2252.9906 | my- | 2253.8252 |
1790 | | 2254.4641 | the- | 2254.8045 |
1792 | | 2254.9490 | yeah, the spring semester of my senior year, | 2257.3644 |
1794 | | 2257.8109 | to basically be like, | 2259.1445 |
1796 | | 2259.3729 | yeah, | 2259.8159 |
1798 | | 2260.3755 | you don't have | 2261.3174 |
1800 | | 2262.0028 | the number of amount of credits to graduate. | 2265.1724 |
1802 | | 2265.8486 | But I'm like, | 2266.5247 |
1804 | | 2266.6786 | okay, pull up my degree evaluation let's- let's figure this out. | 2270.6409 |
1806 | | 2271.0885 | So they pull up my degree evaluation | 2273.0907 |
1808 | | 2273.1805 | and I pass. | 2274.9960 |
1810 | | 2275.8342 | Fulfilled every core requirement. | 2277.9698 |
1812 | | 2278.8930 | Everything for my major, which was English. Everything for my minor, which was visual performing arts and I took another one, which was communications. | 2287.1965 |
1814 | | 2287.5882 | So I was like, so you want me to come back for a year and spend forty thousand dollars to take a bunch of intro level classes? | 2293.4297 |
1816 | | 2293.9193 | And they're like, | 2294.7015 |
1818 | | 2296.3988 | well, like, | 2297.3127 |
1820 | | 2297.5552 | you can t- | 2297.9282 |
1822 | | 2298.0448 | I'm like, | 2298.3945 |
1824 | | 2299.3597 | there is no more classes I can take. | 2301.6434 |
1826 | | 2301.8672 | If you see that like, | 2303.0609 |
1828 | | 2303.2661 | I made five different classes for me to take. | 2306.1606 |
1830 | | 2306.5663 | And they're just like, | 2307.2890 |
1832 | | 2308.1796 | oh, well- I'm like yeah, no, I'm not- I'm not doing this. So, | 2311.8202 |
1834 | | 2312.1653 | um, | 2312.5663 |
1836 | | 2313.0046 | I guess, | 2313.4009 |
1838 | | 2313.6341 | technically I got- | 2314.4361 |
1840 | | 2314.9443 | I don't know. | 2315.3453 |
1842 | | 2315.9982 | Kicked out, | 2316.5064 |
1844 | | 2316.8282 | dropped out. | 2317.4017 |
1846 | | 2318.1839 | Um, | 2318.6445 |
1848 | | 2320.4304 | I think that was also another like <sound effect> | 2322.9064 |
1850 | | 2323.2549 | moment for me. | 2324.1222 |
1852 | | 2324.5979 | Like, okay, so what do I do now? | 2326.4257 |
1854 | | 2326.7241 | I'm like, | 2327.1578 |
1856 | | 2327.5122 | am I a failure? | 2328.5147 |
1858 | | 2328.7420 | I'm like, | 2329.2409 |
1860 | | 2329.8984 | I don't know if I'm a failure, I just don't w- wanna spend that like- | 2333.1811 |
1862 | | 2333.7080 | I could go back, | 2334.5567 |
1864 | | 2334.7327 | but it's like, | 2335.3342 |
1866 | | 2336.7284 | no. C- also like at that time like, I felt like | 2340.1258 |
1868 | | 2340.4809 | my spirit calling for something else. Like, | 2343.1845 |
1870 | | 2344.9713 | in college- | 2345.7539 |
1872 | | 2345.8307 | college take- took | 2347.0043 |
1874 | | 2347.2015 | a lot- a lot of time. | 2348.8301 |
1876 | | 2349.1714 | Also like, personal things that I went through in college, I ended up losing my best friend in college. | 2353.3482 |
1878 | | 2353.6653 | Um, | 2354.2062 |
1880 | | 2355.1527 | my junior year, | 2356.2718 |
1882 | | 2356.5003 | uh, spring semester I had to go get a pacemaker. | 2359.2969 |
1884 | | 2359.6373 | Literally came out of surgery, went | 2361.8428 |
1886 | | 2362.0667 | passed all my finals. | 2363.5023 |
1888 | | 2363.8474 | Like- (laughing) | 2364.4308 |
1889 | ROC_int_01 | 2364.7121 | Mm. | 2364.9856 |
1890 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2364.9845 | like, | 2365.2922 |
1891 | | 2365.5207 | I'm like, | 2365.8891 |
1893 | | 2366.0336 | okay- nah, no you need to- you need to take some time, figure out what exactly you want to do in life. | 2371.7352 |
1895 | | 2372.3274 | And I'm like, I want to help | 2374.2905 |
1897 | | 2374.4444 | my community. I wanna help | 2376.0018 |
1899 | | 2376.7059 | that place | 2377.4415 |
1901 | | 2377.7492 | ten miles away. | 2378.6352 |
1903 | | 2379.2553 | So, how do I do that? | 2380.7055 |
1905 | | 2381.2930 | And, um, | 2382.2676 |
1907 | | 2383.3295 | by this time, I was on rock bottom, | 2385.2156 |
1909 | | 2385.3764 | and our executive directer /RD-NAME-3/, | 2388.1892 |
1911 | | 2388.8463 | she was like, | 2389.6186 |
1913 | | 2390.7191 | n- this is the universe working I swear. Like, (laughing) | 2393.5448 |
1915 | | 2394.0997 | me and her was having a meeting, she just called me up one day. She's like, come over, let's have a meeting. I'm like, alright. | 2398.7801 |
1917 | | 2399.1904 | I'm thinking I'm in trouble. She's like, so | 2401.0263 |
1919 | | 2401.4788 | what are you doing? I'm like, | 2402.4626 |
1921 | | 2403.3859 | /man/ I just got kicked out of college. She was like, oh, | 2405.5495 |
1923 | | 2406.2116 | great, so | 2406.8924 |
1925 | | 2407.4041 | /RD-WORK-4/ | 2408.2295 |
1927 | | 2408.5979 | they've been contacting me, and they want me to talk to you, and they really want you to join their program. I'm like, what's /RD-WORK-4/? | 2415.0781 |
1929 | | 2415.5491 | And I found out that basically /RD-WORK-4/ would allow me to work in schools and really get to | 2421.6563 |
1931 | | 2422.3325 | work with the community how I want. | 2423.9103 |
1932 | ROC_int_01 | 2424.0845 | Mm. | 2424.3550 |
1933 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2424.5721 | So I'm like, | 2425.4321 |
1935 | | 2426.5839 | no brainer, sign me up. She's like, well, deadline's in two days. So, | 2429.8013 |
1937 | | 2430.1603 | <snap> | 2430.2955 |
1939 | | 2430.3981 | get to work. So, (laughing) <laugh> | 2432.2349 |
1941 | | 2432.8683 | I went and found a computer and was just like, frantically typing, now /RD-WORK-4/ is like, | 2437.1150 |
1943 | | 2437.8891 | extensive. Like, it's basically- | 2440.4957 |
1945 | | 2441.7546 | it's slightly less extensive than the Peace Corps. Cause I found out the Peace Corps, you gotta do like video interviews and Skype and [all that.] But, um, | 2449.2456 |
1946 | ROC_int_01 | 2447.9623 | [Mm.] | 2448.2365 |
1947 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2450.6864 | I went for my interview for /RD-WORK-4/, | 2453.0972 |
1949 | | 2454.0344 | left, | 2454.6499 |
1951 | | 2455.0451 | literally got called a half an hour later and they're like, we want you. And I'm like, | 2458.7848 |
1953 | | 2459.0878 | cool. | 2459.5401 |
1955 | | 2460.3188 | And | 2460.8799 |
1957 | | 2462.3880 | that really started like, | 2463.7822 |
1959 | | 2464.6915 | me getting into the community. | 2466.5957 |
1961 | | 2466.7494 | Um, | 2467.3109 |
1963 | | 2468.1222 | from /RD-WORK-4/ and- and- and just really like again, | 2471.6498 |
1965 | | 2471.7893 | taking advantage of the system. | 2473.2409 |
1967 | | 2473.8005 | I think I'm like the only /RD-WORK-4/ in Rochester. | 2476.5376 |
1969 | | 2477.7966 | I went to nine different sites. Like, | 2479.8052 |
1971 | | 2480.8403 | I had my own site that I was at, | 2482.6169 |
1973 | | 2482.7801 | from Monday through Friday. | 2484.1155 |
1975 | | 2484.2171 | And then like, on the weekends, I would do Upward Bound at U of R. | 2487.8801 |
1977 | | 2488.2392 | And then, um, I did some Upward Bound at MCC and then I hosted something at | 2494.1459 |
1979 | | 2494.9060 | Monroe. And I'm just like going to all these different places cause I'm like, | 2498.8077 |
1981 | | 2500.8500 | it's community service at the end of the day. Like, | 2502.8271 |
1983 | | 2502.9845 | I wanna go | 2503.7212 |
1985 | | 2503.9641 | everywhere. I wanna offer my service everywhere touch- excuse me, touch as many people as possible. | 2508.8042 |
1987 | | 2509.9035 | And, um, | 2510.7428 |
1989 | | 2511.8946 | it allowed me a lot of different connections that, | 2514.0442 |
1991 | | 2514.1701 | I mean, I still have today that still allows me do certain things in the community. | 2517.9179 |
1993 | | 2518.2396 | I'm like, alright, | 2518.8878 |
1995 | | 2519.2468 | I want a event | 2519.8903 |
1997 | | 2520.3006 | over here. | 2520.8509 |
1999 | | 2521.0082 | Okay let's contact so and so. | 2522.9154 |
2001 | | 2523.3583 | Um, | 2523.8386 |
2003 | | 2524.6500 | yeah. | 2524.9484 |
2005 | | 2525.9323 | I mean, now- | 2526.5431 |
2007 | | 2527.7881 | um, | 2528.4676 |
2009 | | 2528.7801 | I mean, now I'm at /RD-SCHOOL-2/. | 2529.9552 |
2011 | | 2530.1883 | But, uh, | 2530.8691 |
2013 | | 2531.7691 | earlier this year I did a contract at /RD-SCHOOL-4/ | 2535.8060 |
2015 | | 2536.1930 | from September to June. | 2538.0209 |
2017 | | 2538.8648 | Which I got from being in /RD-WORK-4/, [um,] | 2541.3956 |
2018 | ROC_int_01 | 2540.9427 | [Mm-hm.] | 2541.3592 |
2019 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2542.1697 | doing music integration. | 2543.9975 |
2021 | | 2544.6270 | And | 2545.1213 |
2023 | | 2546.1833 | yeah. I'm like it- it- it was- it was nice, | 2548.3842 |
2025 | | 2548.7479 | it was really nice. | 2549.3914 |
2027 | | 2549.8856 | But I was really looking for- My thing was, what I started realizing, | 2553.2651 |
2029 | | 2553.4749 | um, as in /RD-WORK-4/ is like, | 2555.0696 |
2031 | | 2555.8530 | you make progress with kids, | 2557.4197 |
2033 | | 2557.9408 | but then like, something may happen at home, | 2560.3189 |
2035 | | 2560.7292 | that you have no idea about. And they come the next day and it's just like, yo what's going on? | 2565.9645 |
2037 | | 2566.7805 | Something coulda happened. | 2568.0908 |
2039 | | 2568.7576 | Um, at /RD-SCHOOL-2/ I'm allowed to- I have that connection with the home, the school, the student, the parent and it's like that full circle. | 2576.3139 |
2041 | | 2576.8128 | So I feel like right now, I'm finally at that place where I'm- | 2579.5872 |
2043 | | 2581.0793 | this is the job that I want. Like, this is how I feel like I can | 2584.4401 |
2045 | | 2585.1349 | really | 2585.8017 |
2047 | | 2586.0955 | make some type of | 2587.3918 |
2049 | | 2587.7683 | impact or change amongst these | 2589.8713 |
2051 | | 2590.6313 | youth. | 2591.0510 |
2052 | ROC_int_01 | 2591.4333 | Yeah, /I know/. | 2592.1182 |
2053 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2591.9742 | And then with it being a all male school and | 2594.9340 |
2054 | | 2595.5495 | kids that | 2596.1277 |
2056 | | 2596.7152 | are like me, | 2597.5313 |
2058 | | 2598.0675 | I'm like, yo look, | 2599.0607 |
2060 | | 2600.0026 | I'm a living example. [Like- (laughing)] | 2601.7506 |
2061 | ROC_int_01 | 2601.6288 | [<laugh>] | 2602.1950 |
2062 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2602.0815 | [like] it's- it's not easy, | 2603.9288 |
2063 | | 2604.0564 | but it can be done. | 2605.2565 |
2065 | | 2605.6109 | And | 2606.0306 |
2067 | | 2607.4609 | <ts> yeah it's [like], | 2608.6593 |
2068 | ROC_int_01 | 2608.4550 | [Yeah.] | 2608.9419 |
2069 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2609.1676 | school | 2609.8064 |
2071 | | 2610.0209 | job-ish | 2610.9208 |
2073 | | 2611.5445 | area. | 2611.9921 |
2074 | ROC_int_01 | 2612.1273 | Mm-hm, | 2612.5563 |
2076 | | 2613.0413 | that's cool. | 2613.8246 |
2078 | | 2614.4308 | Um, | 2614.9904 |
2080 | | 2615.7737 | okay, great. [So, I have] a- like | 2618.2311 |
2081 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2617.1400 | [<laugh>] | 2617.7135 |
2082 | ROC_int_01 | 2618.7055 | a couple more questions. [Um,] | 2620.4401 |
2083 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2619.9972 | [Mm-hm.] | 2620.3749 |
2084 | ROC_int_01 | 2620.6127 | that are more so geared toward, like, | 2622.8415 |
2086 | | 2623.0007 | your thoughts about Rochester. | 2624.5882 |
2087 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2624.5975 | [Mm-hm.] | 2624.9473 |
2088 | ROC_int_01 | 2624.7794 | [And] sort of how it's changing, | 2626.4907 |
2089 | | 2626.8451 | the things that you like, | 2628.1647 |
2091 | | 2628.5144 | what you wanna see improved, | 2630.1266 |
2093 | | 2630.5229 | those sorts of [things.] | 2631.5488 |
2094 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2631.3343 | [Mkay.] | 2631.6780 |
2095 | | 2631.8565 | So I got a lot about [Rochester], | 2633.4714 |
2096 | ROC_int_01 | 2632.9710 | [Ooh], tell [me. <laugh>] | 2634.8688 |
2097 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2633.9016 | [I got a lot about Rochester.] | 2635.2500 |
2098 | | 2635.6510 | Um, | 2636.2105 |
2100 | | 2639.5212 | growing up as a kid, I would say, | 2642.0147 |
2102 | | 2642.5556 | from like, | 2643.5861 |
2104 | | 2644.0897 | I guess like, | 2644.8964 |
2106 | | 2645.6984 | three | 2646.4358 |
2108 | | 2646.5683 | to like nine, | 2648.0380 |
2110 | | 2648.3644 | Rochester was- | 2649.5255 |
2112 | | 2650.1736 | it was fun. I remember like mid-town downtown used to be booming. McCurdy's, you had Sibley's [like], | 2656.6647 |
2113 | ROC_int_01 | 2656.5037 | [/?/] | 2656.6782 |
2114 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2657.3067 | it was like the place to be. | 2658.6216 |
2116 | | 2659.1252 | Um, | 2659.7302 |
2118 | | 2660.6582 | I remember like all the festivals, all- all of that stuff. | 2663.8523 |
2120 | | 2664.3419 | And then, | 2665.3304 |
2122 | | 2666.7188 | I don't know exactly what happened, but then just | 2669.5958 |
2124 | | 2669.9035 | stuff started shutting down. | 2671.8375 |
2126 | | 2672.0520 | Um, | 2672.6022 |
2128 | | 2674.3508 | I don't know if it was a lack of me not paying attention, | 2677.2838 |
2130 | | 2678.1359 | or if this was already just, | 2680.5588 |
2132 | | 2680.7124 | uh, uh, a constant thing, but I do remember like being around like eleven and start, | 2686.0477 |
2134 | | 2687.2134 | realizing the violence and the crime rate started going up. | 2690.5836 |
2136 | | 2691.3250 | Um, | 2691.8006 |
2138 | | 2692.0990 | and I think that had a lot to do with a lot of things | 2695.4190 |
2140 | | 2696.0427 | shutting down. | 2697.0778 |
2142 | | 2697.6514 | And | 2698.2156 |
2144 | | 2699.3207 | I also remember | 2700.3279 |
2146 | | 2700.7837 | being like fourteen, fifteen and all of a sudden they're like- | 2703.6420 |
2148 | | 2704.3834 | it- | 2704.5187 |
2150 | | 2705.3067 | it felt like it was a war on the youth. Like, | 2707.7815 |
2152 | | 2708.0100 | realistically, [you're like,] | 2709.2422 |
2153 | ROC_int_01 | 2708.8273 | [Mm.] | 2709.0779 |
2154 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2709.5383 | oh, | 2709.9276 |
2156 | | 2710.3729 | now you got a curfew. I'm like, | 2712.0487 |
2158 | | 2712.2119 | my parents don't give me a curfew. What do you [mean? Like] | 2715.3018 |
2159 | ROC_int_01 | 2714.7518 | [I remember those days.] | 2715.8938 |
2160 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2715.8659 | <laugh> | 2716.4207 |
2161 | ROC_int_01 | 2716.7052 | [/ do.] | 2717.1528 |
2162 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2716.7844 | [I'm like,] | 2717.1482 |
2163 | | 2717.5025 | what are you talking about? And then like, they're like, okay, the curfew is non-constitutional so we can't pass it, but still. Like, | 2725.1439 |
2165 | | 2725.8282 | we were kicked out of | 2726.8960 |
2167 | | 2727.2830 | everything. [Like,] | 2728.4580 |
2168 | ROC_int_01 | 2728.0402 | [Mm-hm.] | 2728.3885 |
2169 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2728.9150 | couldn't go to the mall if you were a certain age, | 2731.3572 |
2171 | | 2731.7862 | um, couldn't go to the movies, couldn't do this, couldn't do that. And I'm just like, | 2735.9735 |
2173 | | 2736.5936 | so what am I supposed to do? | 2738.2105 |
2175 | | 2738.4903 | And like, I'm not a kid that cause trouble, but like, | 2741.1994 |
2177 | | 2741.8336 | you got nothing for me to do. So, pretty much nothing but trouble to do. Like, | 2745.9778 |
2178 | ROC_int_01 | 2746.1503 | Mm-hm. | 2746.6492 |
2179 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 2746.8870 | um, | 2747.4139 |
2181 | | 2748.2206 | I remember in that phase, | 2750.0100 |
2183 | | 2750.1499 | that was a phase where I was like, no, I don't wanna be here. I gotta get out. I wanna get out. I wanna move. Like, | 2756.6628 |
2185 | | 2756.8587 | that's the- | 2757.5348 |
2187 | | 2758.0337 | that's the | 2758.7052 |
2189 | | 2758.9290 | end goal. Like, | 2759.9968 |
2191 | | 2760.4304 | get Rochester, Rochester don't got nothing for me. | 2763.3856 |
2193 | | 2764.6679 | And, | 2765.4233 |
2195 | | 2767.9587 | I had the opportunity, | 2769.5907 |
2197 | | 2770.2062 | probably around when I was like | 2771.6564 |
2199 | | 2772.2906 | seventeen-ish | 2773.3759 |
2201 | | 2773.9867 | to | 2774.5509 |
2203 | | 2774.8540 | <clears throat> | 2775.3436 |
2205 | | 2775.4415 | help open a downtown youth art center. | 2778.6030 |
2207 | | 2779.0553 | Cause also with | 2780.2525 |
2209 | | 2780.8260 | like, the war on like | 2782.0384 |
2211 | | 2782.3974 | youth, like | 2783.1621 |
2213 | | 2783.6937 | arts was | 2784.8315 |
2215 | | 2785.6090 | getting shut down. Art programs, art teachers were getting fired, or moved, or | 2790.2952 |
2217 | | 2790.7149 | all types of stuff. | 2791.8142 |
2219 | | 2792.2152 | And then, um, | 2793.2550 |
2221 | | 2796.6356 | it's like, okay. | 2797.6790 |
2223 | | 2798.5929 | Then I started /realizing/ like okay so this is- | 2800.5606 |
2225 | | 2801.2041 | is this part of the recession? Is this- | 2803.0366 |
2227 | | 2803.4458 | what is all of this coming from? | 2804.9519 |
2229 | | 2805.3436 | Um, but then I had the opportunity to join, um, it was like a downtown like initiative | 2809.9680 |
2231 | | 2810.3924 | where a lot of different like business owners downtown are like, okay, we're gonna try and like, | 2815.4190 |
2233 | | 2816.3551 | get something for the youth to do. We're gonna try and | 2819.6051 |
2235 | | 2820.2719 | revitalize downtown a bit. | 2822.4064 |
2237 | | 2822.8633 | And, um, together we brainstormed, and opened, | 2826.6916 |
2239 | | 2826.8454 | uh, what was called the /RD-WORK-2/. | 2828.2805 |
2241 | | 2829.4462 | And the idea of the /RD-WORK-2/ was | 2831.5538 |
2243 | | 2831.8149 | it's a drop-in center. So, | 2833.4609 |
2245 | | 2834.4297 | any kids that's outside and that don't got nothing to do, or | 2838.0108 |
2247 | | 2838.4071 | up at /RD-ADDRESS-4/ and the police are harassing, just come down to the center. | 2842.3974 |
2249 | | 2842.7331 | And, um, | 2843.6564 |
2251 | | 2844.2906 | we'll get you in some type of art. Whatever you're interested in. whether it be | 2847.4229 |
2253 | | 2847.8379 | music recording, poetry, dance, singing, visual arts, screen printing, | 2853.6840 |
2255 | | 2854.2669 | all that type of stuff. | 2855.3250 |
2257 | | 2855.4952 | Um, | 2855.9035 |
2259 | | 2856.9655 | and it ran- it ran for three years. And | 2859.2970 |
2261 | | 2859.8285 | I think it was pretty successful. | 2861.4326 |
2263 | | 2861.8429 | Um, | 2862.3045 |
2265 | | 2862.6356 | a lot of people that | 2864.0800 |
2267 | | 2864.8587 | are doing a lot of different stuff in the community, I'd be like, oh yeah I know so and so from the /RD-WORK-2/. And I know that person from the /RD-WORK-2/, like, | 2871.1742 |
2269 | | 2871.5568 | hey, | 2872.0850 |
2271 | | 2872.4674 | da da da da da da, | 2873.2647 |
2273 | | 2873.9408 | let's try and bring the /RD-WORK-2/ back. | 2875.3992 |
2275 | | 2875.4971 | Um, | 2875.9867 |
2277 | | 2877.3250 | and I think that- | 2878.3741 |
2279 | | 2878.6026 | like, that really started like, | 2880.2859 |
2281 | | 2880.6671 | kick-starting- it started something. | 2882.6768 |
2283 | | 2883.0778 | Like, | 2883.4555 |
2285 | | 2883.9498 | it was like okay, so you got this program, | 2886.7429 |
2287 | | 2887.0646 | and it's not that it was like- | 2888.5043 |
2289 | | 2889.5255 | I think we ended up serving | 2891.8616 |
2291 | | 2892.1693 | probably like a hundred and fifty kids, | 2894.6535 |
2293 | | 2895.4462 | which, | 2895.8565 |
2295 | | 2896.4161 | isn't a lot, | 2897.0922 |
2297 | | 2897.7963 | but it's, | 2898.2859 |
2299 | | 2898.5190 | a lot. | 2898.8874 |
2301 | | 2899.3164 | Like | 2899.6135 |
2303 | | 2899.7862 | when you hold monthly shows and you got these kids coming up and performing on stage. And you got | 2905.4470 |
2305 | | 2905.8142 | parents coming in and you got the news coming in and- and showing what's actually happening. | 2910.2291 |
2307 | | 2910.9154 | And | 2911.4982 |
2309 | | 2911.6277 | I think that also started like, | 2913.9684 |
2311 | | 2916.7335 | something where like | 2918.0256 |
2313 | | 2918.1769 | the art started just, | 2919.7726 |
2315 | | 2920.6492 | getting more notice. | 2921.8429 |
2317 | | 2922.0294 | Now also like, | 2923.0693 |
2319 | | 2923.6370 | the arts in Rochester are always been a thing, | 2925.9405 |
2321 | | 2926.5746 | but | 2927.0036 |
2323 | | 2927.9268 | I realized that, | 2929.4003 |
2325 | | 2929.6789 | from | 2930.4670 |
2327 | | 2930.8820 | my age group, | 2932.1037 |
2329 | | 2932.6072 | and where like | 2933.7823 |
2331 | | 2934.4211 | a lot of people were doing it, there was like a gap. | 2937.2690 |
2333 | | 2938.2808 | So like, I mean, I'm- | 2939.9595 |
2335 | | 2940.1320 | I'm twenty-four. So right now that like- | 2942.8120 |
2337 | | 2943.0172 | the people who are like, before me in like that- I would say like our age, | 2947.0879 |
2339 | | 2947.6473 | wa- would be like, | 2949.5218 |
2341 | | 2950.8787 | thirty, thirty-five-ish area. | 2953.4013 |
2343 | | 2954.1789 | And | 2954.7851 |
2345 | | 2954.9016 | it was just like a ga- like | 2956.2539 |
2347 | | 2956.5709 | nobody was doing nothing with that. And then you have | 2959.2335 |
2349 | | 2959.5401 | the older people who | 2960.7431 |
2351 | | 2961.3353 | have a thriving thing, but you know they're like, | 2963.3823 |
2353 | | 2963.8159 | older. So they kind of have their own little circle. | 2965.8571 |
2355 | | 2966.3094 | Um, | 2966.7617 |
2357 | | 2967.8249 | but with | 2968.5896 |
2359 | | 2968.7202 | the youth, | 2969.3683 |
2361 | | 2969.7087 | we started really just | 2971.4899 |
2363 | | 2971.6426 | I guess, making a loud noise to where we started getting mentors. | 2974.4450 |
2365 | | 2974.7854 | And then we also started getting older and taking more leadership positions. | 2978.5239 |
2367 | | 2978.8783 | So, um, | 2979.7643 |
2369 | | 2980.4590 | when I was eighteen, I started being a teaching artist. | 2982.4594 |
2371 | | 2982.8464 | So I was going around and teaching at rec centers and | 2986.4963 |
2373 | | 2986.9720 | /RD-WORK-5/, and | 2988.8511 |
2375 | | 2989.2043 | anywhere I could really | 2990.4167 |
2377 | | 2990.8550 | teach. | 2991.3493 |
2379 | | 2991.7270 | So at that point, I became- I started becoming like a- a- a youth leader. | 2995.9644 |
2381 | | 2996.3980 | Um, | 2996.9110 |
2383 | | 2997.9741 | and | 2998.4870 |
2385 | | 2998.7808 | encouraging and bringing up more and more and more artists. | 3001.7033 |
2387 | | 3002.0810 | And, | 3002.6825 |
2389 | | 3003.3073 | then, | 3004.0534 |
2391 | | 3004.8927 | again with rock bottom, | 3006.4501 |
2393 | | 3006.8511 | um, | 3007.3827 |
2395 | | 3008.0343 | really just, | 3008.9389 |
2397 | | 3009.2187 | doing a lot of different community shows. And different things like that. | 3012.8698 |
2399 | | 3014.0390 | Now it seems like the arts are just like | 3016.0394 |
2401 | | 3016.2119 | on- | 3016.6833 |
2403 | | 3016.8913 | on fire like, | 3018.3243 |
2405 | | 3018.4396 | here in Rochester | 3019.8105 |
2407 | | 3020.5006 | it's like, | 3021.5171 |
2409 | | 3022.6595 | you go to a open mic, | 3023.8072 |
2411 | | 3023.9325 | and you see concert- | 3025.3069 |
2413 | | 3025.6566 | really concert level talent. | 3027.0182 |
2415 | | 3027.2327 | I've | 3027.6710 |
2417 | | 3027.8435 | been to open mics and other places, and I'm just like | 3030.7765 |
2419 | | 3031.4619 | this is not like home. It's not that it's bad, it's just like | 3035.3077 |
2421 | | 3035.5175 | the quality is just completely different. | 3037.8711 |
2423 | | 3038.4400 | And | 3039.1021 |
2425 | | 3040.8507 | around that time is where I started like, really being like, yo Rochester | 3045.0695 |
2427 | | 3045.5031 | is really dope. It's just- it's a diamond in the rough. Like we have | 3049.1589 |
2429 | | 3049.6986 | so much talent, so much potential. | 3051.9088 |
2431 | | 3052.5756 | And it's just a matter of | 3054.3382 |
2433 | | 3055.0423 | figuring out how to- | 3057.2420 |
2435 | | 3058.0534 | how to harness that. | 3058.9813 |
2437 | | 3059.6854 | And | 3060.2916 |
2439 | | 3060.8231 | what | 3061.3873 |
2441 | | 3061.6613 | I started realizing was | 3063.2374 |
2443 | | 3063.7969 | the reason why it was hard to harness, is because a lot of people had the crab in the bucket mentality. Yo, | 3069.0415 |
2445 | | 3069.4285 | I wanna be the one to make it out. | 3070.7714 |
2447 | | 3071.1491 | I don't wanna help you make it out. | 3072.4921 |
2449 | | 3072.6459 | I don't want to tell you that you good, or that you dope or | 3075.1121 |
2451 | | 3075.2634 | that I see potential in you. | 3076.6642 |
2453 | | 3076.9906 | Because | 3077.7087 |
2455 | | 3078.9257 | then that mean less opportunities for me. | 3080.8690 |
2457 | | 3081.4938 | So, | 3082.0394 |
2459 | | 3082.2632 | I'm like, | 3082.7388 |
2461 | | 3083.3217 | that's not- that's not the way. | 3084.9117 |
2463 | | 3086.0110 | So really just starting to really like, | 3087.8715 |
2465 | | 3089.7553 | bri- literally bring people together. Connecting people together. Um, | 3093.8109 |
2467 | | 3095.4149 | and | 3096.2822 |
2469 | | 3096.7858 | yeah. Now it's ye- it's- | 3098.5768 |
2471 | | 3098.6825 | it is what it is [right now.] Um, | 3100.5709 |
2472 | ROC_int_01 | 3099.7246 | [Mm-hm.] | 3100.1475 |
2473 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3101.8299 | I don't know. | 3102.2729 |
2475 | | 3102.4361 | /When/ you go like, | 3103.2556 |
2477 | | 3104.3281 | Monday nights, they got a open mic over here at Clarissa's. Uh, Tuesday nights they got a open mic out in | 3111.1394 |
2479 | | 3111.6943 | Henrietta. | 3112.6316 |
2481 | | 3112.7854 | Uh, Wednesday nights, they got a open mic, | 3115.4806 |
2483 | | 3116.2395 | um, I think somewhere out in like, East Rochester. Thursday nights they got a open mic | 3120.6026 |
2485 | | 3121.1449 | on | 3121.7639 |
2487 | | 3121.8851 | East Main, like. | 3122.9063 |
2489 | | 3123.3026 | It's always something to do, and then it's- | 3125.5688 |
2491 | | 3126.4128 | a lot of people are putting on a lot more events. | 3129.2374 |
2493 | | 3129.7876 | Bringing a lot more artists together. | 3131.3403 |
2495 | | 3131.5222 | Um, | 3131.9978 |
2497 | | 3132.0910 | ButaPub has been like | 3133.5865 |
2499 | | 3134.2302 | the hip-hop place, you can go there, you get a nice hip-hop show, no drama. | 3138.4641 |
2501 | | 3138.9164 | Um, | 3139.5505 |
2503 | | 3140.3514 | I mean, me personally, I've put on a few shows. | 3142.7449 |
2505 | | 3142.8274 | I guess, | 3143.3450 |
2507 | | 3143.5735 | I would say my favorite show would be, uh, the community experience that I put on last year | 3148.1449 |
2509 | | 3148.6409 | with our executive director. | 3150.1423 |
2511 | | 3150.6646 | Um, | 3151.1355 |
2513 | | 3151.2323 | where it was basically, | 3152.3141 |
2515 | | 3153.4892 | everybody comes in for free. | 3154.8834 |
2517 | | 3155.0250 | I invite a bunch of artists, | 3156.5154 |
2519 | | 3156.7345 | and literally people get on stage and just like, freestyle live collab. So you'll have a person spitting, you'll have a person playing. /And you-/ | 3164.4820 |
2521 | | 3164.9203 | dancers just jump up and get in the mix. And everybody's just sharing the space and | 3169.2568 |
2523 | | 3169.6333 | seeing what it is. | 3170.6871 |
2525 | | 3171.1161 | Um, | 3171.6244 |
2527 | | 3172.6968 | right now, | 3173.5688 |
2530 | | 3174.6646 | right now my goal is to have | 3176.9622 |
2532 | | 3177.5917 | like, a- | 3178.2306 |
2534 | | 3179.3450 | So we have like music festivals and everything here. | 3181.7965 |
2536 | | 3181.9830 | But I wanna have one dedicated just for, | 3185.3310 |
2538 | | 3185.4336 | like, | 3185.9838 |
2540 | | 3186.4314 | local artists. I would probably make it like, a tri-city type of thing, Syracuse, Buffalo, | 3191.7834 |
2542 | | 3191.9441 | Rochester. | 3192.6646 |
2544 | | 3193.0936 | But really like, | 3194.2395 |
2546 | | 3196.2632 | pouring into | 3197.5082 |
2548 | | 3197.9512 | local | 3198.6086 |
2550 | | 3198.8651 | artists like, | 3199.6193 |
2552 | | 3201.1021 | they got all these people headlining, | 3202.7481 |
2554 | | 3203.2444 | and | 3203.6154 |
2556 | | 3203.8486 | not that, | 3204.2776 |
2558 | | 3204.4175 | you know, they famous so yeah. You know they got talent, but like, realistically | 3208.5197 |
2560 | | 3210.6599 | I know people that's better than 'em that lives right here, like. | 3213.6710 |
2561 | ROC_int_01 | 3213.7775 | Mm-hm, | 3214.2259 |
2562 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3214.4157 | [<sigh>] | 3214.8554 |
2563 | ROC_int_01 | 3214.5906 | [mm-hm.] | 3215.0681 |
2564 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3215.3593 | Danielle Ponder, oh my [gosh.] (whispered) | 3217.5386 |
2565 | ROC_int_01 | 3217.0178 | [Incredible.] | 3217.8198 |
2566 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3218.1556 | [Oh] | 3218.7186 |
2567 | ROC_int_01 | 3218.5985 | [<laugh>] | 3219.4159 |
2568 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3219.1157 | [my] g- like- | 3219.8673 |
2569 | ROC_int_01 | 3219.8201 | Every [single time.] | 3221.0114 |
2570 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3220.4394 | [like-] (laughing). | 3221.1771 |
2571 | | 3221.5408 | like, | 3221.8103 |
2573 | | 3223.1204 | absolutely amazing [like absolutely amazing.] | 3226.1653 |
2574 | ROC_int_01 | 3224.6524 | [Mm-hm.] | 3225.1161 |
2576 | | 3225.9508 | [Every] time [yeah.] | 3226.9859 |
2577 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3226.8507 | [And] then you got- you got Danielle Ponder, you got, um, Jimmie Highsmith. You got | 3231.5451 |
2578 | | 3231.8762 | David Haygood, like, | 3232.9673 |
2579 | ROC_int_01 | 3233.0652 | Mm-hm. | 3233.5268 |
2580 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3233.6854 | and these people are | 3235.0096 |
2582 | | 3236.1369 | top | 3236.5006 |
2584 | | 3236.6498 | tier like, | 3237.6850 |
2586 | | 3238.8367 | name me five people that's better than 'em, [like.] (laughing) | 3241.8431 |
2587 | ROC_int_01 | 3241.7126 | [Mm-hm.] | 3242.2208 |
2588 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3242.3887 | And it's like I wanna- I wanna do something that really like, | 3245.5736 |
2590 | | 3246.6274 | plays into that. | 3247.5554 |
2592 | | 3248.1242 | Um, I don't really know how to do it. | 3249.7656 |
2594 | | 3249.9801 | I don't know what's the first step. | 3251.3556 |
2596 | | 3251.9140 | I don't know any of that, [but,] | 3253.4808 |
2597 | ROC_int_01 | 3253.2896 | [Mm.] | 3253.4528 |
2598 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3254.4926 | I mean, | 3254.9542 |
2600 | | 3255.0895 | I believe- | 3255.7112 |
2602 | | 3256.2365 | believe in it. | 3256.8054 |
2604 | | 3257.0479 | I believe it'll [happen.] | 3258.1005 |
2605 | ROC_int_01 | 3257.5964 | [Yeah.] | 3257.9787 |
2606 | | 3258.7592 | So, | 3259.4236 |
2608 | | 3259.7372 | you're looking to stay in Rochester though, long term? Or are [you] | 3263.7695 |
2609 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3263.6156 | [<sigh>] | 3264.2964 |
2610 | ROC_int_01 | 3264.3663 | wanting to [move eventually?] | 3265.9937 |
2611 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3265.0844 | [I have-] I have- I have a love hate relationship in what I wanna do with life. | 3269.7788 |
2612 | | 3270.0632 | Um, | 3270.5015 |
2614 | | 3270.7394 | because, | 3271.6253 |
2616 | | 3273.1454 | I want to stay, | 3274.3158 |
2618 | | 3275.1726 | but I know | 3276.1239 |
2620 | | 3276.2871 | in order for me to | 3277.8212 |
2622 | | 3278.1009 | do and build what I want to, | 3279.8868 |
2624 | | 3280.0687 | I have to leave. | 3281.0794 |
2626 | | 3281.4058 | I don't have my eyes set on like | 3283.3315 |
2628 | | 3283.4481 | any particular place to move to. I'm not like, oh, | 3286.2831 |
2630 | | 3286.5384 | I wanna go move to Atlanta, and I'm going to go to Atlanta, and I'm gonna make it. | 3289.8864 |
2632 | | 3290.2548 | I feel like, | 3290.9356 |
2634 | | 3291.1408 | I have to have literally like- | 3292.8567 |
2636 | | 3294.0399 | I think the path that I have to take is I literally just have | 3296.8932 |
2638 | | 3297.0634 | to- | 3297.4765 |
2640 | | 3297.7331 | to travel | 3298.4044 |
2642 | | 3298.6935 | to a [bunch of different places.] | 3300.1052 |
2643 | ROC_int_01 | 3299.1353 | [Mm-hm.] | 3299.7368 |
2644 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3300.5295 | And, um, | 3301.2336 |
2646 | | 3302.3667 | definitely, | 3303.0568 |
2648 | | 3304.8614 | buying a house in Rochester. | 3306.1612 |
2650 | | 3306.3710 | [??] um, | 3307.4621 |
2651 | ROC_int_01 | 3306.4176 | [Mkay.] | 3306.8792 |
2652 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3308.0963 | want to, | 3308.8750 |
2654 | | 3309.5418 | frequent Rochester, cause home- like, | 3311.8021 |
2656 | | 3313.1730 | I've been a lot of places, but there's no pla- like there's literally no place like here. | 3317.1598 |
2658 | | 3317.5457 | Like, | 3317.8627 |
2660 | | 3318.2358 | I've not found a place that is like | 3320.4833 |
2662 | | 3321.4252 | my town. My home town. | 3323.0052 |
2664 | | 3323.2156 | And I love it. | 3324.2264 |
2666 | | 3324.4596 | I- I love it. I have grown to love Rochester. | 3327.3786 |
2668 | | 3327.5138 | And I've grown to find the beauty in it. | 3329.7881 |
2670 | | 3330.3896 | And, | 3330.7813 |
2672 | | 3331.3082 | I guess the real reason why I really wanna just travel is to like, | 3334.3391 |
2674 | | 3334.6888 | to share that. | 3335.5923 |
2676 | | 3335.8068 | You say you're from New York and they're like, | 3337.3269 |
2678 | | 3337.4194 | oh you're from the city. I'm like, | 3338.9060 |
2680 | | 3339.1874 | no, | 3339.8075 |
2682 | | 3339.9847 | like, | 3340.3857 |
2684 | | 3340.9266 | from upstate, [like], | 3342.5036 |
2685 | ROC_int_01 | 3341.9268 | [<laugh>] | 3342.6648 |
2686 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3343.0876 | [yeah.] | 3343.3763 |
2687 | ROC_int_01 | 3343.1171 | [How] do you feel like we're different from like | 3345.3835 |
2688 | | 3345.6210 | downstate? | 3346.4464 |
2689 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3347.5410 | <sigh> | 3348.3010 |
2691 | | 3348.7654 | I don't- | 3349.1777 |
2693 | | 3349.3176 | it's- | 3349.6160 |
2695 | | 3349.6906 | it's- | 3350.0356 |
2697 | | 3352.6795 | I don't know. It's- it's- somethi- it's something about us. Like- | 3356.5952 |
2699 | | 3357.6443 | like you can hear somebody from the city and be like, okay yeah, they're from the city. | 3361.0984 |
2701 | | 3361.4761 | But like, you hear somebody from | 3363.6677 |
2703 | | 3364.1899 | Rochester and you're like, | 3365.3510 |
2705 | | 3367.5647 | where they from? | 3368.2082 |
2706 | ROC_int_01 | 3368.4227 | Okay, yeah [so] | 3369.5091 |
2707 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3369.0801 | [Like.] | 3369.4152 |
2708 | ROC_int_01 | 3370.0938 | do you think that Rochesterians have an accent? Or certain people who live here sound like they're from | 3375.3273 |
2710 | | 3375.7423 | Rochester maybe, more than others? | 3377.6016 |
2711 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3377.6109 | I mean, I ge- uh, | 3378.3757 |
2713 | | 3379.1404 | this is new for me. This whole like, Rochesterian accent thing. | 3382.9453 |
2714 | ROC_int_01 | 3383.0199 | Yeah. | 3383.3836 |
2715 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3383.3836 | Um, | 3383.8394 |
2716 | | 3384.9539 | everybody sound n- | 3385.7605 |
2718 | | 3386.1429 | normal to me pretty much. | 3387.6723 |
2720 | | 3387.9707 | But I guess like, the Rochester accent is like, | 3390.1285 |
2722 | | 3390.2777 | in the a's or something like Rochester (atypical pronunciation) or [something like that.] | 3393.4321 |
2723 | ROC_int_01 | 3392.6884 | [<laugh>] | 3393.6770 |
2724 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3394.0656 | /Cause I/ get people that, um, | 3395.8068 |
2726 | | 3396.5865 | come from- from like out of town, they'll be like, yo what's up with the accent? I'm like, | 3400.3811 |
2728 | | 3401.7508 | what accent? | 3402.5948 |
2730 | | 3402.7673 | Like, [<laugh>] | 3403.4599 |
2731 | ROC_int_01 | 3403.0191 | [Right], right. | 3403.8398 |
2732 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3403.8901 | what accent? Like | 3404.8050 |
2734 | | 3406.0314 | you hear- you can hear- in New York City you can hear a Bronx accent be like, okay. | 3409.1497 |
2736 | | 3409.4909 | You hear a Brooklyn accent be like, | 3410.8152 |
2738 | | 3410.9411 | okay, | 3411.4493 |
2739 | ROC_int_01 | 3411.9156 | Mm-hm. | 3412.2420 |
2740 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3412.2280 | But like, | 3413.1047 |
2741 | | 3413.9160 | I don't know. Like, I think | 3415.3429 |
2743 | | 3415.5620 | to me, everybody in Rochester pretty much | 3417.5426 |
2745 | | 3418.2094 | be speaking English, or they're not from | 3420.6621 |
2747 | | 3420.8206 | Rochester. So that's understandable that they have an accent, or like, English is not their first speaking language. | 3426.0979 |
2749 | | 3426.5315 | Cause, I mean we have, | 3427.7812 |
2751 | | 3428.2230 | a diverse [culture,] | 3429.4820 |
2752 | ROC_int_01 | 3429.1627 | [Yeah], | 3429.5267 |
2753 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3429.7571 | uh, [a very] diverse culture. So like, | 3431.9113 |
2754 | ROC_int_01 | 3429.9758 | [mm-hm.] | 3430.3634 |
2755 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3433.0724 | I guess I never- | 3434.1157 |
2757 | | 3434.8105 | never really thought about it. I'm still waiting for somebody to be like, okay, | 3438.5222 |
2759 | | 3439.2449 | this right here is a Rochester accent and I can hear it and be like- | 3442.9834 |
2761 | | 3443.9067 | cause I be like, do I have a Rochester accent? And they're like, | 3446.1624 |
2763 | | 3447.4167 | nah nah, I'm like, well, I've been here my whole life, so it- | 3450.3217 |
2765 | | 3451.0631 | I would think I would have- | 3452.0178 |
2767 | | 3452.2976 | have some type of- | 3453.1556 |
2769 | | 3453.6032 | if there is an accent, I think I would have it. | 3455.7248 |
2770 | ROC_int_01 | 3455.8834 | Mm-hm. | 3456.4103 |
2771 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3456.5735 | /And it's like/ ah, | 3457.4552 |
2773 | | 3457.6963 | ah. | 3458.3023 |
2774 | ROC_int_01 | 3458.9457 | Yeah. | 3459.2908 |
2775 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3459.2955 | But it's | 3459.7897 |
2777 | | 3460.3726 | I think | 3460.8715 |
2779 | | 3460.9694 | with Rochester | 3462.0792 |
2781 | | 3462.2144 | it's more so like, | 3463.8511 |
2783 | | 3465.6638 | because of what our city gets portrayed as. | 3468.6014 |
2784 | ROC_int_01 | 3469.1750 | Mm. <ts> | 3469.7058 |
2786 | | 3470.2043 | I'm glad you brought that up. I was just gonna ask you like, what are the stereotypes about sort of this place, | 3475.9241 |
2788 | | 3476.3448 | people who live here, especially black people in the city? | 3479.4497 |
2789 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3480.0279 | I mean, the stereotype, | 3481.0444 |
2791 | | 3481.1890 | uh, is basically- | 3482.5774 |
2793 | | 3483.6685 | Everybody looks at the statistics, which | 3485.5943 |
2795 | | 3485.9067 | came out recently. | 3486.9139 |
2797 | | 3487.6634 | Rochester is poor. | 3488.8105 |
2799 | | 3489.0110 | Rochester is | 3490.5265 |
2801 | | 3491.1979 | basically a smaller Chiraq. | 3493.1657 |
2803 | | 3493.7147 | Um, | 3494.3815 |
2805 | | 3496.0695 | the people are dumb. The kids don't | 3498.1165 |
2807 | | 3498.5428 | educate themselves. They just drop out of school. Everybody's having babies. | 3502.5778 |
2809 | | 3502.9881 | Or, | 3503.6316 |
2811 | | 3503.9999 | um, | 3504.5082 |
2813 | | 3505.4862 | [STD's, or] | 3507.2208 |
2814 | ROC_int_01 | 3506.5026 | [Mm-hm.] | 3506.9850 |
2815 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3507.6871 | like, | 3508.0229 |
2817 | | 3508.3539 | Rochester gets a lot of- a- a lot of negativity. | 3511.3429 |
2819 | | 3511.5469 | And- | 3512.1530 |
2820 | ROC_int_01 | 3514.0555 | So how do you try to move through I guess, or navigate your way through | 3517.9104 |
2822 | | 3519.2675 | those kinds of stereotypes right, that exist about | 3521.9999 |
2824 | | 3522.2937 | us, or like people who live in the city? Like how do you see yourself in relation to that? | 3526.8759 |
2825 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3527.1513 | In relation to that, it's kind of like <sigh> | 3529.9059 |
2827 | | 3530.3302 | I mean like, you know it's out there. You know it happens. You can't ignore- | 3533.9673 |
2829 | | 3534.5781 | you can't ignore it. | 3535.3195 |
2831 | | 3535.4641 | Especially like I said, living on /RD-ADDRESS-5/. Like, | 3538.2234 |
2833 | | 3538.5638 | there's been times where, | 3540.1445 |
2835 | | 3541.6832 | man done got popped literally by | 3543.4913 |
2837 | | 3543.8200 | the tire of my mom's car. So like, | 3546.1201 |
2839 | | 3546.7110 | I'm like okay, I can't ignore this, but | 3549.0145 |
2841 | | 3549.4715 | I- it's really just- it doesn't- | 3551.6409 |
2843 | | 3551.7994 | it doesn't define me as a person. | 3553.3802 |
2845 | | 3553.8406 | Like the actions that happen in my city, | 3555.6125 |
2847 | | 3555.9576 | doesn't define me as a person, | 3557.7761 |
2849 | | 3558.0186 | doesn't define the person next to me as a person. | 3560.1018 |
2851 | | 3560.6240 | We still have our own dreams, we're still entitled to our own goals and | 3564.1491 |
2853 | | 3564.4009 | it's really just- | 3565.5795 |
2855 | | 3566.6434 | it- | 3566.8198 |
2857 | | 3567.4447 | it really drove me to- | 3569.0161 |
2859 | | 3569.2958 | to make | 3569.9393 |
2861 | | 3570.2890 | them- I'm like, | 3570.9791 |
2863 | | 3571.1750 | I'm- I'm gonna prove you wrong. I- I- I- I'm | 3573.9249 |
2865 | | 3574.4892 | gonna definitely prove you wrong. So if that means | 3576.9045 |
2867 | | 3577.2729 | consciously having to do | 3578.7825 |
2869 | | 3579.0305 | the complete opposite, | 3580.4247 |
2871 | | 3580.7978 | of what you're talking about, | 3582.1500 |
2873 | | 3582.4473 | just so I could be like ha ha, | 3584.0513 |
2875 | | 3584.2891 | you can't say that because | 3585.8372 |
2877 | | 3586.7128 | I'm not that, | 3587.4739 |
2879 | | 3588.0428 | then, | 3588.7689 |
2881 | | 3589.1141 | that's what I'm gonna do. | 3590.3870 |
2883 | | 3590.5689 | And it's really a- a- a conscious choice. Like, | 3593.7863 |
2885 | | 3595.1187 | it's hard, | 3595.6643 |
2887 | | 3595.7575 | like, it's hard to be | 3597.4548 |
2889 | | 3599.0962 | positive. | 3599.9496 |
2891 | | 3600.0603 | It's hard to | 3601.1607 |
2893 | | 3602.1819 | stay on- | 3603.3569 |
2895 | | 3604.5298 | I guess you could say like, the straight and narrow. Like, | 3606.8902 |
2897 | | 3607.4824 | especially, again like, | 3608.5736 |
2899 | | 3608.8487 | <clears throat> | 3609.1657 |
2901 | | 3610.5926 | I have friends who, | 3611.9402 |
2903 | | 3612.3039 | didn't make the same choices /I had/. | 3613.9860 |
2905 | | 3614.4756 | So it's like, okay, | 3615.8652 |
2907 | | 3616.8910 | times get hard. | 3617.7490 |
2909 | | 3617.9210 | <exhale> /it's hard times again/ (laughing) | 3619.5948 |
2910 | ROC_int_01 | 3619.5948 | Mm-hm. | 3620.0891 |
2911 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3620.0891 | times be getting hard. | 3621.1662 |
2912 | | 3621.6278 | And | 3622.2946 |
2914 | | 3622.5324 | it be like yo, alright, | 3624.1691 |
2916 | | 3625.4736 | I know, | 3626.1497 |
2918 | | 3626.6293 | if- | 3627.4553 |
2920 | | 3628.8681 | I know my resume could go and get me a new job, | 3630.9187 |
2922 | | 3631.2731 | but like realistically, the type of money I make, | 3633.3853 |
2924 | | 3634.0941 | I need to call up my boy right now and say | 3635.9406 |
2926 | | 3636.1679 | no, | 3636.6063 |
2928 | | 3636.9420 | no, | 3637.4363 |
2930 | | 3637.6641 | no. | 3637.9714 |
2932 | | 3638.2102 | Don't do it. | 3638.8911 |
2934 | | 3639.0081 | Don't do it. | 3639.4821 |
2936 | | 3639.5624 | Why? Cause you feed into statistic that's what they expect of you. | 3642.6761 |
2938 | | 3643.0073 | That's what they waiting for you to do. | 3644.4714 |
2940 | | 3644.8631 | Like, | 3645.2361 |
2942 | | 3646.1314 | last year, | 3646.6630 |
2944 | | 3647.1479 | last year, I got locked up | 3648.7178 |
2946 | | 3648.9495 | for the first time | 3649.9678 |
2948 | | 3650.3713 | ever. | 3650.7932 |
2950 | | 3651.2268 | And | 3651.9029 |
2952 | | 3652.3133 | was nothing criminal. | 3653.4417 |
2954 | | 3653.7343 | Ended up being I had a- um, | 3655.4829 |
2956 | | 3656.4854 | I had a bunch of tickets on my license. | 3658.2867 |
2958 | | 3658.7096 | And | 3659.2831 |
2960 | | 3659.6608 | they locked me up for it. | 3660.7881 |
2962 | | 3661.5062 | And I'm like, | 3662.7372 |
2964 | | 3663.4553 | this is wild. | 3664.4951 |
2966 | | 3664.9381 | I'm like, | 3665.6189 |
2968 | | 3666.5316 | cause realistically, they didn't have to lock me up. | 3668.7978 |
2970 | | 3669.5439 | I'm like, | 3670.2247 |
2972 | | 3670.9521 | you really just looked for | 3672.5456 |
2974 | | 3672.9047 | any reason | 3673.7393 |
2976 | | 3674.7279 | to lock me- Man like, | 3675.6884 |
2978 | | 3675.9822 | you would swear I did something [criminal.] | 3677.9220 |
2979 | ROC_int_01 | 3677.6482 | [Mm. Mm.] | 3678.3479 |
2980 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3678.2239 | [Like,] | 3678.5736 |
2981 | | 3679.5248 | how tight the handcuffs were, | 3681.2828 |
2983 | | 3681.7584 | how rude they were talking to me. | 3683.4184 |
2985 | | 3683.7448 | Like, | 3684.0758 |
2987 | | 3685.4083 | cop cars are just not comfortable. | 3687.5719 |
2989 | | 3688.2387 | And | 3688.8542 |
2991 | | 3690.9258 | me being the person I am, | 3693.1056 |
2993 | | 3693.1988 | and like, | 3693.8796 |
2995 | | 3693.9822 | the resilient, | 3695.3540 |
2997 | | 3695.4887 | like- | 3695.8753 |
2999 | | 3696.9198 | I'm a r- I'm- I'm- I'm a rebel, like I'm- I'm a rebel. | 3699.4933 |
3001 | | 3699.6044 | And if I- if I definitely know I didn't do anything | 3702.4581 |
3003 | | 3703.1389 | wrong, | 3703.6891 |
3005 | | 3704.7336 | then | 3705.1253 |
3007 | | 3705.4377 | I'm gonna talk. | 3706.1465 |
3009 | | 3706.8040 | But then, | 3707.5442 |
3011 | | 3707.7447 | having to understand and humble myself, I'm like, okay, | 3710.4818 |
3013 | | 3711.0694 | again, I'm a black man | 3712.5751 |
3015 | | 3712.8068 | in Rochester. | 3713.7074 |
3017 | | 3713.8613 | These are cops, | 3714.7892 |
3019 | | 3714.9104 | I'm a black man in America. | 3716.3233 |
3021 | | 3718.5708 | This is, | 3719.5722 |
3023 | | 3720.5934 | how you need to conduct yourself, in order | 3722.7290 |
3025 | | 3723.2326 | to- | 3723.8574 |
3027 | | 3724.7136 | It becomes, | 3725.6277 |
3029 | | 3725.7644 | not about | 3726.6213 |
3031 | | 3729.2046 | being right or wrong. | 3730.3983 |
3033 | | 3730.6921 | It becomes, | 3731.9033 |
3035 | | 3732.5234 | I need to make sure I make out of this situation alive. | 3735.4424 |
3036 | ROC_int_01 | 3735.7362 | Mm. | 3736.0486 |
3037 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3736.0392 | Um, | 3736.4962 |
3038 | | 3738.0198 | and then, | 3738.4815 |
3040 | | 3738.6307 | that whole aspect like, | 3739.9736 |
3042 | | 3740.1601 | cops in Rochester. | 3741.6615 |
3044 | | 3741.9926 | Um, | 3742.4169 |
3046 | | 3743.0733 | I done ha- I've had a few | 3744.8731 |
3048 | | 3747.1673 | instances. I remember, um, | 3749.1397 |
3050 | | 3750.2390 | playing basketball after school at /RD-SCHOOL-4/, me and my boys, | 3753.3119 |
3052 | | 3753.4029 | I'm like, fourteen years old. | 3754.8418 |
3054 | | 3755.3530 | We outside, hey, ha ha we playing. | 3757.4653 |
3056 | | 3758.5984 | Three cop cars pull up, boom, boom, boom, | 3760.4403 |
3058 | | 3760.8459 | get out the car. | 3761.3902 |
3060 | | 3761.7942 | We all just freeze. | 3763.0830 |
3062 | | 3764.1088 | They just come up to me, start questioning me. | 3765.6895 |
3064 | | 3766.3983 | Where were you yesterday at six o'clock? | 3768.5106 |
3066 | | 3770.3233 | I was at- | 3770.8222 |
3068 | | 3771.1160 | I was at home. | 3771.9786 |
3070 | | 3772.2118 | Like, | 3772.6594 |
3072 | | 3773.2271 | and they're like, | 3774.0105 |
3074 | | 3774.8032 | oh wait nah my bad. | 3776.0808 |
3076 | | 3776.3419 | You don't look like him, you're not him. | 3777.7175 |
3078 | | 3777.9506 | Apparently some guy shot a six year old | 3780.5423 |
3080 | | 3780.6416 | on /RD-ADDRESS-5/ | 3781.9176 |
3082 | | 3782.4079 | the day before. | 3783.1486 |
3084 | | 3783.8014 | But I'm like, | 3784.6221 |
3086 | | 3786.6353 | I'm a kid. | 3787.5493 |
3088 | | 3789.3258 | I ended up- um, I ended up telling my mom. | 3791.3355 |
3090 | | 3792.1830 | And she went to the school, and the school got like a picture of the guy. The guy had a beard. | 3796.5428 |
3092 | | 3797.0266 | The guy had- | 3797.8659 |
3094 | | 3798.5840 | he had braids. | 3799.6891 |
3096 | | 3800.5564 | And at this time I had long hair. But like, | 3802.6874 |
3098 | | 3804.6726 | n- looked nothing like the guy. | 3806.3326 |
3099 | ROC_int_01 | 3806.5962 | [Mm-hm.] | 3807.1588 |
3100 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3806.9015 | [Um,] | 3807.4331 |
3101 | | 3807.6802 | I remember being like, around driving age, | 3809.9126 |
3103 | | 3810.1457 | and, um, I had pulled up, | 3811.9876 |
3105 | | 3812.2207 | it's like, | 3812.6963 |
3107 | | 3812.8595 | ten thirty at night, | 3813.7501 |
3109 | | 3814.0439 | I'm on /RD-ADDRESS-5/, | 3815.0418 |
3111 | | 3815.5629 | pull up to my house. | 3816.5514 |
3113 | | 3818.7523 | All of a sudden, | 3819.5543 |
3115 | | 3819.8154 | cop | 3820.1232 |
3117 | | 3820.7387 | pulls up behind me and puts on his lights. | 3822.7982 |
3119 | | 3822.9164 | I'm like, | 3823.6518 |
3121 | | 3824.7336 | I know I didn't do anything. | 3826.0439 |
3123 | | 3826.7993 | Like, | 3827.2318 |
3125 | | 3827.7913 | so I get out my car, | 3828.8404 |
3127 | | 3828.9489 | cause | 3829.3671 |
3129 | | 3829.5866 | I'm home. | 3830.3233 |
3131 | | 3831.5030 | Get out the car, | 3832.3936 |
3133 | | 3832.4857 | <sound effect>, | 3832.8914 |
3135 | | 3832.9986 | <sound effect>, | 3833.3204 |
3137 | | 3833.6188 | <sound effect>, | 3833.9918 |
3139 | | 3834.1877 | just guns | 3834.9664 |
3141 | | 3835.2182 | pulled. I'm like- | 3835.8990 |
3143 | | 3837.4890 | And in this moment, I really don't know what to do. | 3839.5629 |
3145 | | 3840.1411 | I don't- like, I instantly just like, | 3841.5306 |
3147 | | 3841.6744 | freeze. | 3842.4445 |
3149 | | 3843.0787 | And | 3843.6802 |
3151 | | 3843.9693 | my mom, luckily was like in the kitchen and the kitchen is like right by the door, so she saw the flashing lights. | 3849.2075 |
3153 | | 3849.5776 | So she opens the door and all she screams is, /RD-NAME-2/ get back in the car, get back in the car. So I'm just like, | 3855.0740 |
3155 | | 3855.6988 | but I'm- | 3856.1092 |
3157 | | 3856.2910 | I didn't do nothing. I'm home. Like, | 3858.2390 |
3158 | ROC_int_01 | 3858.2670 | Mm-hm. | 3858.7659 |
3159 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3859.1109 | and they're just like, | 3859.9363 |
3161 | | 3860.0342 | get in the car, da da da. | 3861.2419 |
3163 | | 3862.7235 | So, | 3863.4043 |
3165 | | 3863.9965 | long story short, apparently they stopped me, because the light above my license plate, | 3868.9299 |
3167 | | 3869.1479 | was | 3869.7074 |
3169 | | 3870.2483 | quote unquote, | 3871.0029 |
3171 | | 3871.1376 | out. | 3871.4793 |
3172 | ROC_int_01 | 3872.1648 | Mm. | 3872.7756 |
3173 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3873.5170 | And, | 3874.5009 |
3175 | | 3876.1317 | they didn't end up giving me a ticket. | 3877.5489 |
3177 | | 3877.6718 | They didn't end up doing anything. | 3879.1067 |
3179 | | 3880.0626 | And I ended up going in the house after just sitting in the car for like forty-five minutes. | 3884.2207 |
3181 | | 3884.5751 | But it's just like, | 3885.6895 |
3183 | | 3886.2491 | why? | 3886.6687 |
3185 | | 3887.0884 | And like for what? So, | 3888.4441 |
3187 | | 3888.8421 | when I actually ended up getting locked up, I'm like okay, like, you gotta keep your wits about yourself because you know how | 3895.0613 |
3189 | | 3896.3284 | you will get. | 3896.9719 |
3190 | ROC_int_01 | 3897.7506 | Mm-hm | 3898.2495 |
3191 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3898.4314 | And | 3899.0143 |
3193 | | 3899.2707 | this- at this point you understand. This is about survival. Like, | 3903.0605 |
3195 | | 3904.9443 | you need to make it out alive, otherwise your mom's gonna kill you again. (laughing) | 3908.8647 |
3197 | | 3909.7646 | But like, no, but like, it like | 3911.5551 |
3199 | | 3911.9328 | yeah it's- | 3912.8701 |
3201 | | 3914.0673 | that aspect of it, | 3915.6527 |
3203 | | 3916.1703 | I don't think will ever really change. | 3918.0494 |
3205 | | 3918.4458 | Um, | 3918.9540 |
3207 | | 3919.2897 | because, again, like, | 3920.3657 |
3209 | | 3922.9023 | the stereotypes. | 3924.0681 |
3210 | ROC_int_01 | 3925.0177 | Yeah. | 3925.4483 |
3211 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3925.4903 | Like, | 3925.9179 |
3213 | | 3926.8600 | um, | 3927.3916 |
3215 | | 3928.3987 | however, on the plus side, | 3929.6064 |
3217 | | 3930.1007 | Rochester has done some cool things. | 3932.1139 |
3218 | ROC_int_01 | 3932.3191 | Mm-hm. | 3932.7114 |
3219 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3932.7388 | Last year we did a- uh, | 3934.0910 |
3221 | | 3934.7183 | a peaceful protest | 3936.1287 |
3223 | | 3936.5856 | July eighth. | 3937.4555 |
3225 | | 3938.8180 | And, um, | 3940.0211 |
3227 | | 3941.3267 | me and my boys was actually like, | 3943.8994 |
3229 | | 3944.2865 | part of the people who were like, organizing it, and like was keeping it together | 3948.0494 |
3231 | | 3948.4644 | and running it. | 3949.1265 |
3233 | | 3950.2258 | And, | 3950.9952 |
3235 | | 3952.2915 | I mean, that was about | 3953.3232 |
3237 | | 3953.4619 | the police brutality, and everybody was getting gunned down across America, really for no apparent reason. | 3960.0261 |
3239 | | 3960.5763 | And | 3961.1079 |
3241 | | 3961.8108 | the way it ended, | 3962.7794 |
3243 | | 3963.0134 | was very ironic. | 3964.2899 |
3245 | | 3964.4317 | Like, | 3964.7189 |
3247 | | 3967.4203 | being met with police with riot gear, and tear gas, and they ended up locking up seventy-four people. And it's like, | 3975.2097 |
3249 | | 3977.0702 | nobody did anything to them. | 3979.1312 |
3251 | | 3979.3772 | Literally like, | 3980.1279 |
3253 | | 3980.8600 | being there, being a part of it, | 3982.7345 |
3255 | | 3983.3873 | knowing what the mission is, | 3985.0846 |
3257 | | 3985.3504 | knowing how we were managing, | 3987.0652 |
3259 | | 3987.4429 | everything. | 3988.0584 |
3261 | | 3990.3525 | It was completely peaceful. | 3991.7234 |
3262 | ROC_int_01 | 3992.1699 | Mm-hm. | 3992.5756 |
3263 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 3993.0558 | Nobody's like, | 3993.9791 |
3265 | | 3994.5573 | the po- F the police. | 3996.1706 |
3267 | | 3996.4504 | Nobody's like, | 3997.6010 |
3269 | | 3998.3377 | oh, throwing anything. Like, | 3999.9371 |
3271 | | 4001.0236 | and we had a bunch of- we had a bunch of allies who would like link themselves like, around us. | 4006.6692 |
3273 | | 4007.1635 | And then you had like- um, | 4009.3457 |
3275 | | 4009.9600 | it was like women and kids, you stay | 4012.5013 |
3277 | | 4012.8231 | in the inside. | 4013.6997 |
3279 | | 4014.6229 | And like, we had like the men | 4016.7108 |
3281 | | 4017.1398 | on the outside, on the borders. | 4018.6459 |
3283 | | 4019.0376 | Like, | 4019.3593 |
3285 | | 4019.7044 | okay, moving the masses this way. | 4021.6616 |
3287 | | 4022.0440 | But I remember like, walking through downtown, | 4024.1656 |
3289 | | 4024.3101 | and | 4024.8184 |
3291 | | 4025.4479 | it started off with like, | 4027.0799 |
3293 | | 4027.4669 | fifty of us. | 4028.3284 |
3295 | | 4028.9113 | Then we just started walking. | 4030.2169 |
3297 | | 4030.8650 | Then it turned to like a hundred. | 4032.4085 |
3299 | | 4032.7861 | Then it's just like, | 4033.5975 |
3301 | | 4034.0440 | I turned around, I'm just like, | 4035.5361 |
3303 | | 4036.4034 | all of these people. (whispered) | 4037.6717 |
3305 | | 4038.0541 | All of these people. Like literally, | 4040.1372 |
3307 | | 4040.9299 | to the point where like | 4042.1330 |
3309 | | 4042.5619 | disrupting traffic, disrupting | 4044.8410 |
3311 | | 4045.7083 | everything. But then we had people getting out of their cars. Like, | 4049.3080 |
3313 | | 4049.4292 | what are you guys marching for? And they seeing the signs, and they're hearing the chants and they're like nah, I feel you. And they | 4054.4407 |
3315 | | 4054.9769 | park they car and they come and join us. And I'm like, yo like, | 4058.0393 |
3317 | | 4058.5103 | this is powerful. | 4059.3729 |
3319 | | 4059.7646 | And- and | 4060.5246 |
3321 | | 4061.2474 | I would probably say we ended up with like, | 4062.7861 |
3323 | | 4064.9159 | three hundred to four hundred people. | 4066.4780 |
3324 | ROC_int_01 | 4066.7485 | Mm. | 4067.0515 |
3325 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4067.2567 | And still, | 4067.9608 |
3327 | | 4068.2313 | nobody, | 4069.4296 |
3329 | | 4069.6616 | nobody threw a punch, | 4070.9346 |
3331 | | 4071.0978 | nobody threw a slur, nobody threw a yell, no anything. | 4074.3758 |
3333 | | 4075.1265 | And, um, | 4075.8901 |
3335 | | 4077.0558 | I mean, Rochester actually, we made- | 4079.0282 |
3337 | | 4079.6018 | I think we're like number four, | 4080.8981 |
3339 | | 4081.3177 | on like Blavity | 4082.4596 |
3341 | | 4082.7895 | for like, | 4083.4703 |
3343 | | 4084.9764 | things that were going on that week. | 4086.4825 |
3345 | | 4087.7404 | And just like, | 4088.4491 |
3347 | | 4089.1346 | for me I say that's a positive thing. I say that's a positive thing, because | 4093.5678 |
3349 | | 4094.6963 | it could have went completely left. | 4096.7153 |
3350 | ROC_int_01 | 4096.8738 | Mm. | 4097.1723 |
3351 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4097.5220 | Um, | 4098.0302 |
3352 | ROC_int_01 | 4098.1188 | Right. | 4098.5198 |
3353 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4098.9523 | completely left. | 4100.0155 |
3354 | ROC_int_01 | 4100.4678 | Yeah. | 4100.8688 |
3356 | | 4100.9900 | [I-] | 4101.0693 |
3357 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4100.9947 | [But] it shows- | 4102.1278 |
3358 | ROC_int_01 | 4102.7013 | I might have been there actually. | 4104.2401 |
3360 | | 4104.6784 | Um, | 4105.2053 |
3362 | | 4105.5026 | at the, protest you were talking [about.] | 4107.5962 |
3363 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4107.2465 | [Mm-hm.] | 4107.5729 |
3364 | ROC_int_01 | 4107.9040 | Yup. | 4108.1744 |
3366 | | 4108.3749 | This was last year? | 4109.2189 |
3367 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4109.2842 | Mm-hm. | 4109.5453 |
3368 | ROC_int_01 | 4109.7831 | Last summer? | 4110.4639 |
3369 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4110.4732 | Mm-hm. | 4110.8043 |
3370 | ROC_int_01 | 4110.9162 | Yeah, | 4111.3359 |
3372 | | 4111.9968 | yup. | 4112.2859 |
3373 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4113.1346 | It was just- it was- it was wild. And it- | 4115.2375 |
3375 | | 4115.4334 | it went to like, | 4116.8871 |
3377 | | 4118.9434 | three in the morning. | 4120.0065 |
3378 | ROC_int_01 | 4120.3702 | Mm-hm. Yeah, I don't think I stayed til the end, but I [definitely] came for the | 4124.2206 |
3379 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4123.3347 | [Mm.] | 4123.5445 |
3380 | ROC_int_01 | 4124.6356 | first part of the rally and the march | 4126.4775 |
3381 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4126.6220 | Yeah. | 4126.9539 |
3382 | ROC_int_01 | 4126.9391 | for sure. | 4127.4427 |
3383 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4127.8484 | But yeah, I'm like it [went- and] it went | 4129.6051 |
3384 | ROC_int_01 | 4128.8229 | [Yeah.] | 4129.1540 |
3385 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4129.8569 | pretty late. | 4130.4072 |
3387 | | 4130.5331 | Um, | 4130.9108 |
3389 | | 4131.1626 | [but yeah,] | 4131.7128 |
3390 | ROC_int_01 | 4131.3087 | [Yeah.] | 4131.5776 |
3391 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4131.9459 | I mean, | 4132.3749 |
3393 | | 4133.9510 | I guess it's- I mean, | 4134.8171 |
3395 | | 4134.9861 | every city has a ugly side, but | 4136.8939 |
3397 | | 4137.0924 | it still doesn't deter me from | 4138.8905 |
3399 | | 4139.0985 | really wanting | 4140.1934 |
3401 | | 4140.9516 | my city to be prosperous and really understanding that like, again, | 4144.8039 |
3403 | | 4145.8204 | so much potential. | 4146.8183 |
3405 | | 4147.0509 | So much potential. | 4147.9222 |
3407 | | 4148.2393 | Right now, | 4148.8968 |
3409 | | 4149.4330 | I don't really know how to feel because a lot of gentrification been going on, lowkey. | 4153.3219 |
3411 | | 4153.6191 | They trying to like, make it kind of like a touristy type place. | 4156.6827 |
3413 | | 4157.4893 | But | 4157.8344 |
3415 | | 4158.7343 | I think | 4159.3452 |
3417 | | 4159.8336 | at the same time, | 4161.0413 |
3419 | | 4161.4936 | like, you know, | 4162.3423 |
3421 | | 4163.1769 | like downtown definitely needs- it needs it. | 4165.8057 |
3423 | | 4166.1554 | It n- | 4166.3839 |
3425 | | 4166.5223 | Cause | 4167.0413 |
3427 | | 4167.6661 | downtown has been barren for a bit. | 4169.8111 |
3429 | | 4170.4779 | So like, | 4171.0048 |
3431 | | 4171.3534 | you know, I understand. | 4172.4025 |
3433 | | 4172.5983 | But at the same it's like, | 4174.0765 |
3435 | | 4174.7340 | don't forget about | 4175.6106 |
3437 | | 4176.8089 | us actual people, that actually live in the city, | 4179.7361 |
3438 | ROC_int_01 | 4180.4542 | Yeah. | 4180.7992 |
3439 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4180.8319 | so. | 4181.2469 |
3440 | ROC_int_01 | 4182.6411 | Yeah. | 4182.9582 |
3442 | | 4183.4657 | No I think that's absolutely right. | 4185.0553 |
3444 | | 4185.2791 | <laugh> | 4185.8200 |
3446 | | 4186.2350 | More work to be done. [<laugh>] | 4187.9920 |
3447 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4187.2828 | [<laugh>] | 4188.0582 |
3448 | ROC_int_01 | 4188.6551 | Well, thank you. I'll just wrap up. Uh, do you consent to me still using the interview, | 4193.1210 |
3450 | | 4193.2329 | before I turn off the recorder. Yeah? [Okay.] | 4195.4886 |
3451 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4195.2582 | [Yeah.] | 4195.4931 |
3452 | ROC_int_01 | 4195.7654 | Always have to ask at the beginning [/and the/ end.] | 4197.7314 |
3453 | ROC_se0_ag1_m_01 | 4197.0786 | [<laugh>] | 4197.4237 |
3454 | ROC_int_01 | 4198.2397 | Um, I really appreciate you taking the time out to talk to me. | 4201.5334 |
3456 | | 4201.9903 | Um, | 4202.4520 |
3458 | | 4202.6245 | yeah, | 4202.9369 |
3460 | | 4203.1141 | thanks. | 4203.6783 |