Line Spkr StTime Content EnTime 1 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 0.2945 and growing up with these strict 1.8985 2 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 1.8985 (pause 0.30) 2.1958 3 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 2.1958 morals and- 3.1656 4 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 3.1656 (pause 0.45) 3.6116 5 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 3.6116 and beliefs. 4.3393 6 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 4.3393 (pause 0.82) 5.1619 7 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 5.1619 So 5.7777 8 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 5.7777 (pause 0.76) 6.5352 9 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 6.5352 I just feel like 7.3068 10 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 7.3068 (pause 2.00) 9.3072 11 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 9.3072 that right there 10.2416 12 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 10.2416 (pause 0.33) 10.5743 13 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 10.5743 it's just- I don't know. It's just i- 12.0467 14 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 12.0467 (pause 0.73) 12.7759 15 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 12.7759 it's- 13.0831 16 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 13.0831 (pause 0.15) 13.2365 17 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 13.2365 that already- When you come into that, it already puts you in a box. 16.3053 18 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 16.3053 (pause 0.83) 17.1336 19 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 17.1336 Cause you- you getting taught something 19.2039 20 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 19.2039 (pause 0.90) 20.1038 21 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 20.1038 that your family was taught 21.6009 22 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 21.6009 (pause 0.53) 22.1336 23 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 22.1336 that they don't even know if it's true or not but they going with it, so it's like 25.1935 24 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 25.1935 (pause 0.43) 25.6203 25 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 25.6203 just like how 26.2524 26 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 26.2524 (pause 0.47) 26.7267 27 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 26.7267 you born in your family. Your father a Redskin fan. 29.8873 28 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 29.8873 (pause 0.63) 30.5223 29 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 30.5223 And you don't even know nothing about sports yet 32.3586 30 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 32.3586 (pause 0.33) 32.6906 31 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 32.6906 but you see your father a Redskin fan. 34.6439 32 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 34.6439 (pause 0.62) 35.2610 33 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 35.2610 Now he a Redskin- You a Redskin fan too because your father a Redskin fan. 39.1019 34 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 39.1019 (pause 0.39) 39.4913 35 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 39.4913 You don't even know the history, like 40.9141 36 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 40.9141 (pause 0.38) 41.2964 37 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 41.2964 now once you start becoming a little older, you start aksing questions and then you learn the history. 45.8877 38 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 45.8877 (pause 0.35) 46.2416 39 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 46.2416 You might not even wanna be a Redskin fan no more, 48.5777 40 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 48.5777 (pause 0.18) 48.7546 41 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 48.7546 you know what I mean? 49.3847 42 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 49.3847 (pause 0.44) 49.8277 43 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 49.8277 Or you might just be like, 51.0240 44 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 51.0240 (pause 0.21) 51.2364 45 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 51.2364 I do- never even wanted to- How did I know I liked the Redskins? I just seen my father doing it so 55.7386 46 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 55.7386 (pause 0.51) 56.2454 47 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 56.2454 I- I kind of feel like it's the same thing. 58.0852 48 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 58.0852 (pause 0.40) 58.4894 49 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 58.4894 And- and when you don't give yourself that freedom of choice, 61.4051 50 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 61.4051 (pause 1.11) 62.5189 51 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 62.5189 it- it just- it puts you in a box. Like- and- and- and I don't- I- I'd rather not be in a box. 68.1524 52 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 70.3478 What- Have- Were you ever in the box at one- any point in your life? 73.1723 53 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 73.3605 Yeah I- I believe I was for sure. 75.0170 54 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 75.0170 (pause 0.81) 75.8310 55 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 75.8310 Like I- I m- I know I was. 77.5795 56 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 77.5795 (pause 0.21) 77.7848 57 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 77.7848 I know I was. Like growing up, I was just so confused when I was going to church. 81.2789 58 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 81.2789 (pause 0.46) 81.7390 59 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 81.7390 I'd be aksing questions 82.9659 60 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 82.9659 (pause 0.45) 83.4206 61 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 83.4206 in, um, 84.0751 62 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 84.0751 (pause 1.02) 85.0944 63 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 85.0944 in Sunday School as a little kid 86.6701 64 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 86.6701 (pause 0.63) 87.3001 65 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 87.3001 and 87.7390 66 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 87.7390 (pause 1.54) 89.2822 67 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 89.2822 nobody would have a answer for me. 90.9104 68 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 90.9104 (pause 0.30) 91.2077 69 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 91.2077 You know, and they might just have a lady in there, 93.2293 70 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 93.2293 (pause 0.57) 93.8027 71 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 93.8027 uh, her name was, uh, Sister /RD-NAME-1/, 95.6645 72 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 95.6645 (pause 0.81) 96.4715 73 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 96.4715 and 96.8537 74 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 96.8537 (pause 0.55) 97.3988 75 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 97.3988 I- she was like a older lady and she was mean. 99.7603 76 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 99.7603 (pause 1.02) 100.7796 77 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 100.7796 And she, uh, 101.9689 78 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 101.9689 (pause 1.03) 103.0024 79 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 103.0024 she was a older lady and she was mean. 105.0559 80 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 105.0559 (pause 1.47) 106.5248 81 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 106.5248 Oh man. 107.1619 82 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 107.1619 (pause 1.92) 109.0803 83 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 109.0803 And, um, 109.8236 84 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 109.8236 (pause 0.83) 110.6559 85 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 110.6559 she was like, uh, 111.7107 86 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 111.7107 (pause 0.64) 112.3478 87 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 112.3478 I used to always aks her questions so she'd be like, 114.4219 88 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 114.4219 (pause 0.92) 115.3422 89 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 115.3422 boy you stop aksing me all these questions. 117.1606 90 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 117.1606 (pause 0.43) 117.5904 91 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 117.5904 Ain't nobody else in here aksing no question. 119.2134 92 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 119.2134 (pause 0.52) 119.7353 93 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 119.7353 Why you [aksing me questions?] 121.0661 94 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 119.9830 [Mm. Mm-mm.] 120.9316 95 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 121.0732 Hold on. Repeat that again. 122.0005 96 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 122.4153 She used to say- always say 123.8523 97 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 123.8523 (pause 0.32) 124.1708 98 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 124.1708 boy why you aksing me all these questions? Ain't nobody else in here aksing no question. 127.3650 99 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 127.3650 (pause 1.11) 128.4790 100 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 128.4790 You [um-] 129.2223 101 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 128.9037 [And that's] the point, right (laughing)? 129.9372 102 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 130.0505 Yeah, it's like [you-] 131.0486 103 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 130.8504 [] 131.1336 104 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 131.5512 And I- just- That was just me being young. I- I ain't really know, but at some point, I- I kind of like 136.1213 105 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 136.1213 (pause 1.01) 137.1265 106 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 137.1265 wanted to 138.1105 107 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 138.1105 (pause 1.49) 139.5970 108 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 139.5970 be like- I- I wouldn't say accepted, but I just- 142.3936 109 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 142.3936 (pause 0.53) 142.9210 110 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 142.9210 I started listening what was going on 144.9227 111 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 144.9227 (pause 0.65) 145.5729 112 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 145.5729 and I never really could understand like 147.7815 113 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 147.7815 (pause 0.94) 148.7230 114 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 148.7230 like I always feel like it was a pattern. 150.6839 115 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 150.6839 (pause 0.29) 150.9741 116 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 150.9741 Like every year 151.9581 117 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 151.9581 (pause 0.41) 152.3728 118 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 152.3728 certain sermons would get preached around the same times, 155.5371 119 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 155.5371 (pause 0.40) 155.9406 120 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 155.9406 and I used to just start catching on to different things and I just wanted to- 158.7196 121 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 158.7196 (pause 0.38) 159.0948 122 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 159.0948 It just started being like, [aksing questions.] 161.0628 123 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 160.2345 [Yeah, repetitious.] 161.2893 124 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 161.2468 Yeah like, 161.8344 125 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 162.3228 around certain times of the year or 164.3374 126 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 164.3374 (pause 0.68) 165.0223 127 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 165.0223 different situations, you know, it's like the same, 167.5487 128 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 167.5487 (pause 0.45) 167.9981 129 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 167.9981 so I- I don't know. I just- 169.3969 130 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 169.3969 (pause 0.18) 169.5772 131 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 169.5772 yeah, I- I just always wanted to know more, but- 172.1850 132 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 172.1850 (pause 0.86) 173.0415 133 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 173.0415 and my family, 174.0680 134 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 174.0680 (pause 0.37) 174.4387 135 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 174.4387 my grandmother, she's- 175.7490 136 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 175.7490 (pause 0.49) 176.2383 137 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 176.2383 Like, you not about to come in there and tell her no different. 179.2681 138 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 179.2681 (pause 0.67) 179.9335 139 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 179.9335 And 180.3441 140 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 180.3441 (pause 0.53) 180.8713 141 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 180.8713 I don't care what facts or none of that, she not even about to hear it, so 184.1834 142 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 184.1834 (pause 0.49) 184.6734 143 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 184.6734 it just shows how 186.2468 144 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 186.2468 (pause 0.52) 186.7714 145 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 186.7714 a belief [can really-] 187.8640 146 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 187.3418 [How deep] it [is.] 188.7403 147 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 188.3091 [Yeah], it really like- it- it- it really affects a person to the core. 192.5124 148 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 192.7830 Like, 193.1182 149 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 193.1182 (pause 0.62) 193.7428 150 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 193.7428 that's how far a belief can go. 195.3646 151 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 197.8556 Whether it's true or not. 198.7759 152 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 198.8486 Whether it's true or not. 199.7245 153 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 199.7245 (pause 1.82) 201.5408 154 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 201.5408 It just show you the- the power of the brain and how it can be 204.6485 155 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 204.6485 (pause 0.68) 205.3242 156 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 205.3242 tricked. 205.8802 157 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 205.8802 (pause 1.53) 207.4067 158 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 207.4067 If- if you allow it to, 208.7159 159 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 208.7159 (pause 0.28) 208.9912 160 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 208.9912 and you will be in a daze. 210.4361 161 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 210.4361 (pause 0.51) 210.9418 162 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 210.9418 People like in a daze. 212.2595 163 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 212.2595 (pause 1.98) 214.2416 164 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 214.2416 And some people, they- 215.2185 165 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 215.2185 (pause 0.63) 215.8485 166 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 215.8485 even if they- 216.6697 167 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 216.6697 (pause 0.50) 217.1723 168 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 217.1723 some people are really scared of the truth. Like even if you come at them, they been believing something for so long, 222.3865 169 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 222.3865 (pause 0.72) 223.1050 170 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 223.1050 they don't even like 224.1321 171 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 224.1321 (pause 0.87) 225.0028 172 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 225.0028 wanna- 225.5762 173 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 225.5762 (pause 0.78) 226.3549 174 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 226.3549 At- like they at this point they- they just feel like I don't even wanna hear it. Like I- I- I can't. Like they don't even wanna face that reality. 232.5412 175 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 232.5412 (pause 0.87) 233.4096 176 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 233.4096 So, 233.9203 177 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 233.9203 (pause 1.05) 234.9696 178 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 234.9696 that just show you how 236.0218 179 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 236.0218 (pause 0.73) 236.7481 180 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 236.7481 deep belief go too. 237.8940 181 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 238.2345 Mm-mm. 238.6310 182 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 238.6310 (pause 1.18) 239.8061 183 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 239.8061 There's a term, it's called cognitive dissonance, just to 242.2336 184 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 242.2336 (pause 0.25) 242.4790 185 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 242.4790 let you know that's the term for that. Makes 'em feel uncomfortable. 245.0345 186 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 245.1973 Yeah. 245.5441 187 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 245.9830 When you challenge someone's core belief. 247.7825 188 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 248.7014 Mm-hm. 249.2930 189 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 249.2930 (pause 0.54) 249.8310 190 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 249.8310 Yeah I [seen it.] 250.6026 191 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 250.1779 [Yeah.] Like how does that change you? Like- like what- does that make you- Like do you feel different when you're around people? Or I mean how does [that change-] 256.4823 192 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 255.8632 [For me, it doesn't] change me because I- I- like I'm- I'm sure of myself when I'm around people. Like 260.7597 193 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 261.4417 I feel like whatever they say to me can't really 263.7990 194 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 263.7990 (pause 0.31) 264.1105 195 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 264.1105 shake me in my core. 265.5475 196 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 265.5475 (pause 0.40) 265.9480 197 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 265.9480 Like your belief is your belief, 267.5266 198 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 267.5266 (pause 0.37) 267.8948 199 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 267.8948 and I only can view it as that, so 269.7848 200 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 269.7848 (pause 0.41) 270.1947 201 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 270.1947 nothing that you gonna say to me 272.0430 202 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 272.0430 (pause 0.54) 272.5781 203 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 272.5781 about your belief 273.6753 204 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 273.6753 (pause 0.92) 274.5989 205 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 274.5989 is gonna like make me 276.0467 206 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 276.0467 (pause 0.21) 276.2520 207 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 276.2520 uncomfortable or 277.3493 208 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 277.3493 (pause 0.44) 277.7923 209 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 277.7923 make me feel no type of way. Like I'm /still gonna-/ still gonna talk to you the same way. 281.2066 210 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 281.2066 (pause 0.52) 281.7282 211 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 281.7282 Like I'm still gonna- 282.7405 212 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 282.7405 (pause 0.38) 283.1220 213 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 283.1220 You know, I'm not about to- I'm not gonna act different. 285.2789 214 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 285.2789 (pause 0.43) 285.7128 215 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 285.7128 Like if somebody gonna be acting different, it's gonna be the other person. Like I- I- I wouldn't act different at all. 290.2949 216 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 290.2949 (pause 0.67) 290.9618 217 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 290.9618 Like it wouldn't affect me in no way. 292.3905 218 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 292.3905 (pause 3.06) 295.4555 219 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 295.4555 Like my cousin, I- I went to church with my cousin a few years back, 298.3053 220 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 298.3053 (pause 0.48) 298.7854 221 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 298.7854 and at the end, 299.6574 222 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 299.6574 (pause 0.41) 300.0715 223 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 300.0715 he- This is like a church he was really, 301.9793 224 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 301.9793 (pause 0.75) 302.7338 225 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 302.7338 um, 303.2945 226 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 303.2945 (pause 0.23) 303.5232 227 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 303.5232 a part of, and he always had a good relationship with the pastor. 306.1922 228 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 306.1922 (pause 0.56) 306.7476 229 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 306.7476 And ended up, um, 307.9793 230 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 307.9793 (pause 1.11) 309.0878 231 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 309.0878 at the end of the sermon and 310.1576 232 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 310.1576 (pause 0.46) 310.6168 233 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 310.6168 church let out, whatever, 311.6362 234 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 311.6362 (pause 0.18) 311.8204 235 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 311.8204 he introduced me to him, 312.9812 236 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 312.9812 (pause 0.68) 313.6578 237 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 313.6578 and I shook his hand. I'm like, 314.8541 238 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 314.8541 (pause 0.51) 315.3638 239 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 315.3638 hey what's up with you? How you doing? 316.6593 240 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 316.6593 (pause 0.96) 317.6149 241 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 317.6149 And like they felt like the way I spoke to him was like, 320.6018 242 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 320.6018 (pause 0.41) 321.0099 243 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 321.0099 improper or something. And I couldn't really understand what they was talking about. Like, 324.2450 244 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 324.2450 (pause 0.69) 324.9316 245 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 324.9316 I spoke to him- Like I didn't disrespect him. I- I- You know what I mean? I spoke to him 328.6756 246 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 328.6756 (pause 0.51) 329.1815 247 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 329.1815 as if he was any other man. Like why would I have to speak to him 332.1301 248 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 332.1301 (pause 0.36) 332.4933 249 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 332.4933 in a- in a higher regard than- 334.2742 250 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 334.2742 (pause 0.26) 334.5319 251 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 334.5319 than me? 334.9000 252 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 334.9000 (pause 0.93) 335.8320 253 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 335.8320 Like, you- you know what I'm saying? That's how I feel. And they looking at me like 338.7904 254 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 338.7904 (pause 0.71) 339.5054 255 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 339.5054 I was doing something wrong. But it's like, even though I see a man in his robe 343.3650 256 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 343.3650 (pause 0.58) 343.9410 257 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 343.9410 and all these people were listen him, I- he don't- I- me, I don't feel like he's no more [important than I am.] 348.8589 258 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 348.1034 [Don't make] him better than you. 349.6961 259 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 349.8348 Yeah. So like that's just how I always carry myself, so, 353.3007 260 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 353.3007 (pause 0.92) 354.2166 261 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 354.2166 I- that- that don't really affect me. People beliefs don't really affect me is the point of what I was saying. 358.4469 262 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 358.4469 (pause 0.49) 358.9354 263 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 358.9354 But yeah. 359.3318 264 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 361.7144 Hey I understand. I feel you there. I feel you there. 363.8658 265 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 363.8658 (pause 2.11) 365.9722 266 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 365.9722 I understand you there, brother. You talking about- Hey I know, I'm- I know what you saying. 370.6380 267 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 370.8504 Yeah. 371.4380 268 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 372.2945 /Like/ do you like- when- do you talk to people like about- like do you try to- uh- um, like 376.4514 269 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 376.4514 (pause 0.37) 376.8230 270 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 376.8230 like d- what do you do? Like do you look stuff up? Do you, [like-] 379.8245 271 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 379.6404 [Yeah] yeah, I- I- I go on, um- 381.3323 272 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 382.1871 I go on YouTube a lot, looking up different things or, um, 385.5271 273 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 385.5271 (pause 1.13) 386.6598 274 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 386.6598 or videos that- /and-/ 388.2354 275 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 388.2354 (pause 0.23) 388.4620 276 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 388.4620 some people post different things. But yeah, I- I definitely try to talk to people 391.8952 277 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 391.8952 (pause 0.52) 392.4120 278 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 392.4120 I- and- and see what their perspectives of- of life and 396.1745 279 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 396.1745 (pause 0.40) 396.5781 280 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 396.5781 belief and, 397.5271 281 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 397.5271 (pause 0.62) 398.1501 282 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 398.1501 um, 398.7447 283 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 398.7447 (pause 1.05) 399.7965 284 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 399.7965 purpose or w- I- I talk to my friends 402.4795 285 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 402.4795 (pause 0.84) 403.3148 286 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 403.3148 or, um, and I- I take notes too. Like I- I write things down that 407.0000 287 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 407.0000 (pause 0.35) 407.3530 288 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 407.3530 I might wanna aks a person that I seen in a video or 410.6102 289 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 410.6102 (pause 0.45) 411.0562 290 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 411.0562 I might wanna bring up or I might wanna have 413.4176 291 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 413.4176 (pause 0.48) 413.8990 292 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 413.8990 for myself in case I come into a conversation 417.0137 293 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 417.0137 (pause 0.58) 417.5983 294 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 417.5983 about something or- or different things, so. 420.2459 295 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 420.2459 (pause 0.55) 420.7909 296 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 420.7909 Yeah I try- I try to, um, 422.1784 297 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 422.1784 (pause 0.28) 422.4545 298 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 422.4545 I- I'm sure I could invest more time 424.6106 299 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 424.6106 (pause 0.52) 425.1345 300 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 425.1345 studying and- and actually going to get books. 427.9731 301 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 427.9731 (pause 0.71) 428.6810 302 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 428.6810 Um, but for the most part, I do- I do research a couple times a week. 432.2445 303 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 432.2445 (pause 0.74) 432.9891 304 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 432.9891 Uh, 433.5555 305 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 433.5555 (pause 1.30) 434.8580 306 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 434.8580 look for different things. 436.1293 307 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 436.1293 (pause 1.57) 437.7006 308 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 437.7006 But, um, yeah. 438.6783 309 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 438.6783 (pause 0.20) 438.8803 310 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 438.8803 I- I definitely- I don't just try to keep it to myself. 441.4167 311 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 441.4167 (pause 0.42) 441.8360 312 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 441.8360 If I see something that I- I find that's crazy that's- I need to share, 445.4938 313 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 445.4938 (pause 0.43) 445.9256 314 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 445.9256 I call somebody 446.9662 315 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 446.9662 (pause 0.59) 447.5564 316 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 447.5564 and tell 'em like, well listen to this. Like, how you feel about this. You know what I mean? So 451.4833 317 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 451.4833 (pause 0.89) 452.3760 318 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 452.3760 I don't- 452.9041 319 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 452.9041 (pause 0.30) 453.1992 320 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 453.1992 Cause some things is so overwhelming, you got to share it. 455.7449 321 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 455.7449 (pause 0.21) 455.9561 322 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 455.9561 You got to see, like- 456.9579 323 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 456.9579 (pause 0.49) 457.4519 324 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 457.4519 like, how you feel about this? This is crazy right here. 459.8593 325 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 460.1311 [] 460.4573 326 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 460.4029 You know what I'm [saying? Like] 461.5057 327 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 460.8689 [] 461.7387 328 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 461.8862 so I- You wanna get another person perspective cause you wanna know, like 465.4761 329 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 465.4761 (pause 0.52) 465.9913 330 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 465.9913 I know I'm not tripping. Like, 467.4902 331 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 467.4902 (pause 0.53) 468.0182 332 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 468.0182 this is- Everybody should be mad about this. You know what I [mean, sort of things?] 471.3134 333 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 470.5469 [] [Right.] 472.2243 334 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 471.7894 [So] you got to get it all fast. Like certain stuff- Like, well I write it down cause 475.9442 335 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 476.5604 I- Some stuff I don't wanna forget. 478.2864 336 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 478.2864 (pause 0.43) 478.7136 337 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 478.7136 Like if I seen in a video 480.2512 338 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 480.2512 (pause 0.64) 480.8880 339 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 480.8880 I come across it 481.9117 340 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 481.9117 (pause 0.16) 482.0677 341 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 482.0677 or somebody mighta said something, 483.9124 342 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 483.9124 (pause 0.81) 484.7213 343 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 484.7213 I try to remember it. 485.9095 344 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 485.9095 (pause 0.43) 486.3444 345 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 486.3444 Write it down when I get home or some different things. 488.5857 346 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 488.5857 (pause 1.52) 490.1078 347 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 490.1078 Cause I- I really feel like the power 491.8008 348 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 491.8008 (pause 1.06) 492.8647 349 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 492.8647 is- is the knowledge, and then what you do with the knowledge. 495.7739 350 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 495.7739 (pause 0.58) 496.3563 351 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 496.3563 But for me right now, I- I feel like 498.4687 352 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 498.4687 (pause 0.25) 498.7172 353 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 498.7172 I'm still in the awakening phase of- 500.9352 354 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 500.9352 (pause 0.25) 501.1837 355 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 501.1837 of finding things and 502.5116 356 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 502.5116 (pause 0.45) 502.9610 357 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 502.9610 seeing things, 503.9807 358 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 503.9807 (pause 0.71) 504.6939 359 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 504.6939 so. 505.2964 360 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 508.4728 You said and seeing things? 509.6066 361 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 509.7231 [Yeah.] 510.3366 362 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 509.7463 [W- what do you mean?] 510.5386 363 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 511.0914 Like just seeing things for what they are, and 513.3756 364 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 513.3756 (pause 0.87) 514.2447 365 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 514.2447 how 514.8611 366 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 514.8611 (pause 0.65) 515.5117 367 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 515.5117 confused they done had us 517.0977 368 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 517.0977 (pause 0.83) 517.9256 369 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 517.9256 over these years. 519.1197 370 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 519.1197 (pause 1.45) 520.5670 371 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 520.5670 Like and just different things. Just trying to like, 523.2142 372 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 523.2142 (pause 0.56) 523.7712 373 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 523.7712 get myself in order to be- 525.6086 374 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 525.7584 Can you give me an example of what you just said? Can you repeat it? 527.8086 375 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 528.2211 Like for instance, uh, 529.6957 376 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 529.6957 (pause 1.20) 530.8963 377 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 530.8963 like, with foods. For me I always struggle with foods, but 534.2512 378 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 534.2512 (pause 0.49) 534.7405 379 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 534.7405 now I'm learning that there's different things in foods that make us wanna eat more food. 539.2733 380 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 539.2733 (pause 0.63) 539.9018 381 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 539.9018 Or, uh, 540.5852 382 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 540.5852 (pause 0.51) 541.0977 383 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 541.0977 different things in food that- that- 542.8264 384 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 542.8264 (pause 0.29) 543.1138 385 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 543.1138 that our bodies just go through that don't have no v- nutritional value. 546.5541 386 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 546.5541 (pause 0.64) 547.1909 387 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 547.1909 Just tryna educate myself now 549.1371 388 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 549.1371 (pause 0.34) 549.4788 389 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 549.4788 to, uh- where I can be an example of the 552.0105 390 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 552.0105 (pause 0.61) 552.6162 391 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 552.6162 knowledge and the things that I'm reading. 554.1586 392 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 554.3527 Oh, can you give- can you like help someone like now? Like can you give some examples please, cause you'd- you be helping me also. Like can you give me some examples, some foods that- 561.8671 393 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 561.8671 (pause 0.61) 562.4728 394 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 562.4728 that are perceived to be good but really not? 564.9502 395 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 565.5062 Um, well I just seen the video the other day of a, um, like a bag of- simple, like a bag of chicken wings. 571.8199 396 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 571.8199 (pause 0.74) 572.5624 397 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 572.5624 Like, uh, 573.3778 398 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 573.3778 (pause 0.83) 574.2052 399 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 574.2052 a person had a bag. These wings was huge, like, 577.4472 400 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 577.4472 (pause 0.57) 578.0188 401 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 578.0188 and 578.5340 402 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 578.5340 (pause 0.21) 578.7439 403 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 578.7439 nowadays people eating 580.5113 404 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 580.5113 (pause 0.58) 581.0941 405 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 581.0941 bigger wings and not even like, paying attention to it. 583.6957 406 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 583.6957 (pause 0.65) 584.3449 407 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 584.3449 And it's just become a common, like, oh, this is a big wing. It's a good thing. You know what I mean? So that's whatchu- 589.5559 408 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 589.5559 (pause 0.36) 589.9170 409 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 589.9170 that's how you wanna- 590.8109 410 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 590.8109 (pause 0.22) 591.0284 411 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 591.0284 that's how they want you to view it. 592.3641 412 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 592.3641 (pause 0.47) 592.8378 413 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 592.8378 But in reality, the wing- 594.2001 414 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 594.2001 (pause 0.28) 594.4842 415 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 594.4842 He compared it to like, uh- uh- a regular wing, 596.6634 416 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 596.6634 (pause 0.38) 597.0439 417 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 597.0439 and the wings was just 598.0634 418 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 598.0634 (pause 0.16) 598.2195 419 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 598.2195 like- it was huge. And both 'em sposta be party wings. 600.7327 420 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 600.7327 (pause 0.57) 601.2996 421 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 601.2996 Like, that's just an example. Like something like, 603.1759 422 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 603.1759 (pause 0.66) 603.8360 423 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 603.8360 the chicken is being fed 605.4108 424 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 605.4108 (pause 0.15) 605.5615 425 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 605.5615 with hormones or- I mean, it just- it makes you- Even if you don't know 609.2070 426 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 609.2070 (pause 0.23) 609.4399 427 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 609.4399 what it is, it makes you wanna look and find out 611.3581 428 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 611.3581 (pause 0.39) 611.7466 429 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 611.7466 why is this chicken bigger than this chicken? You know what I mean? 614.3783 430 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 614.3783 (pause 0.48) 614.8622 431 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 614.8622 And like, 615.3002 432 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 615.3002 (pause 0.18) 615.4788 433 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 615.4788 that's for anybody. Like I don't really know all the things that's in it, but it m- it makes me curious. /And/ like, 620.2500 434 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 620.2500 (pause 0.50) 620.7488 435 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 620.7488 oh that chicken big and that chicken something ain't right here. 623.0320 436 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 623.0320 (pause 0.33) 623.3659 437 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 623.3659 So it makes you w- it makes you start to think, damn. 625.5326 438 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 625.5326 (pause 1.12) 626.6556 439 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 626.6556 Like it makes you rethink the whole process of what we're eating, 630.4691 440 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 630.4691 (pause 0.30) 630.7715 441 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 630.7715 how we're eating, 631.7035 442 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 631.7035 (pause 0.61) 632.3139 443 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 632.3139 why we should eat- Like it makes you just wanna go to the history of- 635.3115 444 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 635.3115 (pause 0.55) 635.8629 445 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 635.8629 you know what I mean? Like food and- and- and you know what I'm saying? The what do we eat? 639.2380 446 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 639.2380 (pause 0.53) 639.7642 447 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 639.7642 Like for me- And that's why I'm- I'm tryna move towards now but, 643.0123 448 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 643.0123 (pause 0.78) 643.7892 449 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 643.7892 oh, 643.9776 450 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 643.9776 (pause 0.35) 644.3298 451 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 644.3298 twenty eight years of eating these foods that they make you like, 647.4132 452 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 647.4132 (pause 0.55) 647.9591 453 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 647.9591 they market them to your mind to make you wanna 650.3671 454 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 650.3671 (pause 0.61) 650.9740 455 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 650.9740 crave- It's like a whole- It's a whole scheme. 653.1640 456 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 653.1640 (pause 0.38) 653.5445 457 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 653.5445 You know? So 654.2978 458 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 654.2978 (pause 0.54) 654.8414 459 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 654.8414 it's- You gotta be- 655.9520 460 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 655.9520 (pause 0.32) 656.2751 461 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 656.2751 you- it takes strength to really like, restrain. And I don't- That's what I'm dealing with now. Trying to get to the point where 660.8414 462 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 660.8414 (pause 1.13) 661.9722 463 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 661.9722 I take the things that I know 663.5662 464 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 663.5662 (pause 0.21) 663.7734 465 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 663.7734 and apply it 664.5738 466 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 664.5738 (pause 0.39) 664.9621 467 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 664.9621 when it comes to food. 665.9483 468 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 665.9483 (pause 0.87) 666.8181 469 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 666.8181 You know? 667.2305 470 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 667.2305 (pause 0.21) 667.4403 471 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 667.4403 So. 667.8122 472 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 668.8808 When you've had trouble- You said- 670.2787 473 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 670.2787 (pause 0.21) 670.4884 474 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 670.4884 When you speaking about food, like do you 672.1347 475 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 672.1347 (pause 0.35) 672.4842 476 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 672.4842 enjoy food? Like what do you do for a living? 674.6323 477 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 675.3701 Well right now I'm not working. I'm about to start school. 677.5561 478 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 677.5561 (pause 0.84) 678.3988 479 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 678.3988 Um, 679.0433 480 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 679.0433 (pause 0.62) 679.6615 481 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 679.6615 I was- I was a cook. I was cooking working for, uh, 682.5893 482 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 682.5893 (pause 0.49) 683.0786 483 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 683.0786 Marriott and a couple little independent little kitchens too. 685.8588 484 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 685.8588 (pause 0.67) 686.5313 485 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 686.5313 Um, 687.0290 486 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 687.0290 (pause 0.13) 687.1608 487 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 687.1608 but just being around food. I always been around food, even growing up cooking, 691.1676 488 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 691.1676 (pause 0.43) 691.5946 489 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 691.5946 my family liked to cook. So 693.3545 490 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 693.3545 (pause 0.75) 694.1078 491 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 694.1078 I- I was cooking for years. So being around food, 697.0589 492 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 697.0589 (pause 0.40) 697.4627 493 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 697.4627 and having a creative mind and- and the different things you can do with food, 701.3686 494 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 701.3686 (pause 0.67) 702.0338 495 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 702.0338 and 702.4842 496 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 702.4842 (pause 0.49) 702.9735 497 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 702.9735 that part of it, 703.9287 498 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 703.9287 (pause 0.96) 704.8886 499 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 704.8886 kind of like, 705.5720 500 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 705.5720 (pause 0.39) 705.9603 501 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 705.9603 makes you wanna eat the things that you know you can't eat just 708.7249 502 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 708.7249 (pause 0.29) 709.0123 503 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 709.0123 the creativity of it and the being around a abundance of food. 712.0457 504 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 712.0457 (pause 0.64) 712.6825 505 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 712.6825 Um, 713.1795 506 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 713.1795 (pause 0.31) 713.4902 507 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 713.4902 but 713.8241 508 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 713.8241 (pause 0.64) 714.4609 509 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 714.4609 you also get to see being around abundance of healthy foods, you get to see the effect of those too. 718.7446 510 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 718.7446 (pause 0.44) 719.1844 511 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 719.1844 And I see both sides working in the kitchen. Like, I really had the choice every day 722.8187 512 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 722.8187 (pause 0.63) 723.4477 513 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 723.4477 to eat healthy or eat bad, 725.0011 514 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 725.0011 (pause 0.38) 725.3802 515 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 725.3802 you know? 725.8396 516 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 725.8396 (pause 0.41) 726.2512 517 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 726.2512 And it's just a- 727.1210 518 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 727.1210 (pause 0.37) 727.4938 519 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 727.4938 a 727.8821 520 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 727.8821 (pause 1.16) 729.0439 521 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 729.0439 more of a, um, easier choice to- 732.0182 522 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 732.0182 (pause 0.25) 732.2668 523 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 732.2668 to do something bad, far as food. Like, 734.6944 524 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 734.6944 (pause 0.34) 735.0361 525 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 735.0361 it's easier and it's routine. You might go and grab 737.4979 526 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 737.4979 (pause 0.33) 737.8319 527 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 737.8319 a cookie, second nature, and not even know, you know what I mean? Can happen so fast 741.6194 528 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 741.6194 (pause 0.45) 742.0698 529 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 742.0698 if you- that's what you 743.1027 530 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 743.1027 (pause 0.52) 743.6230 531 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 743.6230 used to doing. 744.4695 532 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 744.4695 (pause 0.29) 744.7568 533 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 744.7568 So 745.2461 534 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 745.2461 (pause 0.46) 745.7061 535 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 745.7061 it just like a transitional type thing and being around food, 748.9347 536 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 748.9347 (pause 0.46) 749.3936 537 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 749.3936 different foods- 750.1510 538 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 750.1510 (pause 0.38) 750.5333 539 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 750.5333 Me, I grew up eating a lot of sweets, 752.3142 540 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 752.3142 (pause 0.22) 752.5337 541 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 752.5337 so I like, my mother, 753.8008 542 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 753.8008 (pause 0.42) 754.2256 543 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 754.2256 she big on sweets, so I- I eat a lot of sweets. That's always been a problem for me, too. 758.7303 544 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 758.7303 (pause 0.59) 759.3195 545 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 759.3195 So e- it's just really the discipline at this point, 762.0236 546 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 762.0236 (pause 0.24) 762.2681 547 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 762.2681 being disciplined. 763.0571 548 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 763.0571 (pause 0.57) 763.6276 549 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 763.6276 Taking the knowledge that I know about foods and just applying it. 766.1760 550 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 766.1760 (pause 0.90) 767.0750 551 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 767.0750 But that's what- the point of what I was saying was 769.0925 552 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 769.0925 (pause 0.38) 769.4719 553 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 769.4719 I'm tryna get myself in, uh, physical- 772.6291 554 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 772.6291 (pause 0.79) 773.4148 555 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 773.4148 Um, 773.9457 556 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 773.9457 (pause 0.49) 774.4367 557 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 774.4367 I wanna be physically, mentally, spiritually, 776.6974 558 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 776.6974 (pause 0.47) 777.1637 559 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 777.1637 everything balanced. 778.5018 560 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 778.5018 (pause 0.30) 778.7990 561 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 778.7990 So when I'm speaking and talking to people, they looking at me as a person who 781.9966 562 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 781.9966 (pause 0.42) 782.4190 563 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 782.4190 like yeah, he look like he know exactly what he talking about. He- like he did some research. 786.6819 564 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 786.6819 (pause 0.61) 787.2914 565 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 787.2914 Just- 787.6801 566 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 787.6801 (pause 0.31) 787.9886 567 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 787.9886 just not for their impressions, just 789.8079 568 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 789.8079 (pause 0.50) 790.3045 569 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 790.3045 to make me more confident as I'm speaking. 792.5619 570 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 792.5619 (pause 0.10) 792.6641 571 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 792.6641 You know? 793.1279 572 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 793.1279 (pause 0.33) 793.4549 573 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 793.4549 And- and speaking of things that I learned? You know what I mean? 796.2680 574 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 797.0042 Mm-hm. 797.8679 575 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 797.8679 (pause 1.94) 799.8070 576 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 799.8070 Yeah, that's what's up, man. 801.2557 577 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 801.2557 (pause 1.45) 802.7069 578 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 802.7069 That's real. 803.3906 579 DCB_se1_ag2_m_02 804.2289 Yeah. 804.9509 580 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 806.3567 Well yeah, 807.1000 581 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 807.1000 (pause 0.28) 807.3761 582 DCB_se1_ag3_m_01 807.3761 um, 807.7583