Line Spkr StTime Content EnTime 1 DCB_int_01 0.4470 Um, and where- what neighborhood do you call like your childhood 4.0193 2 DCB_int_01 4.0193 (pause 0.47) 4.4853 3 DCB_int_01 4.4853 neighborhood? 5.0444 4 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 5.9431 Woodland Terrace. 6.7047 5 DCB_int_01 6.7967 Woodl- 7.0869 6 DCB_int_01 7.0869 (pause 0.51) 7.5966 7 DCB_int_01 7.5966 Ah. 8.6089 8 DCB_int_01 8.6089 (pause 0.62) 9.2266 9 DCB_int_01 9.2266 Okay. 10.0813 10 DCB_int_01 10.0813 (pause 1.56) 11.6458 11 DCB_int_01 11.6458 Ward Eight. 12.1838 12 DCB_int_01 12.1838 (pause 1.07) 13.2498 13 DCB_int_01 13.2498 And how long did you live in DC? 14.8921 14 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 15.2956 I was in DC for thirty- 17.9077 15 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 17.9077 (pause 0.90) 18.8109 16 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 18.8109 If I ain't mistaken I think thirty three years. 20.9699 17 DCB_int_01 21.1115 Mkay. 21.5221 18 DCB_int_01 21.5221 (pause 0.40) 21.9185 19 DCB_int_01 21.9185 Where else have you lived? 22.9308 20 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 25.2285 In a foster home. 26.0992 21 DCB_int_01 31.1294 Was that in DC or were you just all over the place? 33.5646 22 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 35.0582 In DC. 35.6458 23 DCB_int_01 38.4461 And then when did you move 40.3786 24 DCB_int_01 40.3786 (pause 0.22) 40.5981 25 DCB_int_01 40.5981 to Prince William County? 41.8723 26 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 43.4060 Well I was born in Prince William County, and then I left Hyattsville /where's/ that, um, 47.5741 27 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 47.5741 (pause 0.83) 48.4003 28 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 48.4003 me and my /siblingses/ was, um, 50.4319 29 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 50.4319 (pause 0.63) 51.0620 30 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 51.0620 placed in a foster home and then I went to DC and 53.7634 31 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 53.7634 (pause 0.92) 54.6834 32 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 54.6834 think we went to the 55.4055 33 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 55.4055 (pause 0.60) 56.0072 34 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 56.0072 DC 56.8991 35 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 56.8991 (pause 0.20) 57.0974 36 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 57.0974 I think I was at the age of, um, 59.2989 37 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 59.2989 (pause 0.55) 59.8440 38 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 59.8440 twelve. 60.2829 39 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 60.2829 (pause 2.62) 62.8991 40 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 62.8991 63.3876 41 DCB_int_01 63.6212 And then when did you move down to Virginia? 65.0865 42 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 65.9543 I moved down to Virginia 67.5754 43 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 67.5754 (pause 2.16) 69.7345 44 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 69.7345 if I ain't mistaken I- we came down to Virginia at- 72.8333 45 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 72.8333 (pause 0.35) 73.1790 46 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 73.1790 in 73.8444 47 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 73.8444 (pause 2.44) 76.2795 48 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 76.2795 ninety 77.3343 49 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 77.3343 (pause 1.03) 78.3649 50 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 78.3649 one (whispered)? 78.6905 51 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 78.6905 (pause 3.89) 82.5839 52 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 82.5839 Say nine- ninety 83.9714 53 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 83.9714 (pause 0.38) 84.3466 54 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 84.3466 eight? 84.7713 55 DCB_int_01 85.2073 So almost twenty- or so what, seventeen years- sixteen years? Somewhere [thereabout.] 88.9662 56 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 88.4203 [Yes.] 88.9662 57 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 89.4546 89.7307 58 DCB_int_01 91.7948 And then, where'd you go to school? 93.6354 59 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 94.0742 I graduated /fran/- 94.9237 60 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 94.9237 (pause 0.18) 95.1078 61 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 95.1078 Well, I went to- My elementary school was, um, 98.0780 62 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 98.0780 (pause 1.18) 99.2602 63 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 99.2602 I went to /RD-SCHOOL-6/. 100.4707 64 DCB_int_01 100.7326 Mm. 100.9042 65 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 104.5108 After I- 105.0761 66 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 105.0761 (pause 0.50) 105.5787 67 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 105.5787 after I graduated from there, I went to /RD-SCHOOL-2/ 107.9856 68 DCB_int_01 108.0847 Mm-hm. 108.5914 69 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 108.6834 Junior High School. 109.5496 70 DCB_int_01 111.0195 Mm-hm. 111.3239 71 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 112.0472 And I graduated 113.1432 72 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 113.1432 (pause 0.32) 113.4617 73 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 113.4617 from /RD-SCHOOL-6/. 114.6764 74 DCB_int_01 120.4286 And what do you do now? 121.3489 75 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 122.6655 Uh, I'm a- I'm a- I'm a union plumber. 124.6547 76 DCB_int_01 124.7680 Mm, okay. 125.3697 77 DCB_int_01 125.3697 (pause 3.70) 129.0690 78 DCB_int_01 129.0690 And do you remember where your parents were born? 130.6972 79 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 133.7028 My father was born in, uh, Rocky Mountain, North Carolina. 136.8529 80 DCB_int_01 136.9825 Hm. 137.2352 81 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 137.4617 My mom was born in Hyattsville, Maryland, 139.7665 82 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 139.7665 (pause 1.05) 140.8191 83 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 140.8191 where I was born. 141.6763 84 DCB_int_01 145.4055 And 146.0072 85 DCB_int_01 146.0072 (pause 0.25) 146.2550 86 DCB_int_01 146.2550 what did your parents do? 147.2171 87 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 148.9591 My moms a, as I- 150.7147 88 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 150.7147 (pause 0.23) 150.9422 89 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 150.9422 once I 151.7240 90 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 151.7240 (pause 0.23) 151.9576 91 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 151.9576 got into, uh, 153.2389 92 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 153.2389 (pause 0.37) 153.6070 93 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 153.6070 the life of my parents and everything, uh, my father was a gas- 157.0586 94 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 157.0586 (pause 0.36) 157.4196 95 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 157.4196 gas /tation/- 158.0921 96 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 158.0921 (pause 0.28) 158.3682 97 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 158.3682 gas st- 158.8071 98 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 158.8071 (pause 0.15) 158.9558 99 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 158.9558 uh, station attendant. 160.6216 100 DCB_int_01 160.6830 Mm-hm. 161.0936 101 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 161.8511 My moms, come to find out, she working at the Treasury Department in DC. 165.6495 102 DCB_int_01 166.6724 Hm. 166.8812 103 DCB_int_01 166.8812 (pause 4.10) 170.9770 104 DCB_int_01 170.9770 So 171.4513 105 DCB_int_01 171.4513 (pause 0.77) 172.2229 106 DCB_int_01 172.2229 let's talk [a li-] 173.1219 107 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 172.7821 [And-] 173.0016 108 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 173.2918 [and-] 173.5396 109 DCB_int_01 173.2918 [Oh, go] ahead. 173.8015 110 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 173.8865 and 174.4315 111 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 174.4315 (pause 0.23) 174.6622 112 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 174.6622 175.0586 113 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 175.0586 (pause 1.50) 176.5594 114 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 176.5594 I- I- That's when I f- f- found out, 178.5627 115 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 178.5627 (pause 0.13) 178.6972 116 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 178.6972 uh, 179.3555 117 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 179.3555 (pause 1.06) 180.4174 118 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 180.4174 everything was going in my parents' life where- how they was working and everything because we moved to Woodland Terrace, 184.8809 119 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 184.8809 (pause 0.53) 185.4122 120 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 185.4122 which is Southeast DC, 186.6085 121 DCB_int_01 186.8533 Mm-hm. 187.2568 122 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 189.6495 and it was great. It- it- My thing was is, uh, 192.8350 123 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 192.8350 (pause 0.24) 193.0799 124 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 193.0799 it- it- 193.3984 125 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 193.3984 (pause 0.25) 193.6533 126 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 193.6533 I mean, you- you- 194.4815 127 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 194.4815 (pause 2.81) 197.2918 128 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 197.2918 you skate all day, you- we sit and 199.9223 129 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 199.9223 (pause 0.56) 200.4815 130 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 200.4815 played all night. The doors could stay open. 203.0299 131 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 203.0299 (pause 0.71) 203.7449 132 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 203.7449 Uh, 204.2546 133 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 204.2546 (pause 1.10) 205.3568 134 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 205.3568 I had seven brothers and 206.7576 135 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 206.7576 (pause 0.32) 207.0777 136 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 207.0777 three sisters, 207.8619 137 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 207.8619 (pause 1.38) 209.2423 138 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 209.2423 and our- our life was- 210.3395 139 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 210.3395 (pause 0.16) 210.4994 140 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 210.4994 our life was- our lives were great. It- it w- it- 212.7576 141 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 212.7576 (pause 0.35) 213.1115 142 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 213.1115 I mean we had, um- 214.7467 143 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 214.7467 (pause 2.01) 216.7613 144 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 216.7613 The violence wasn't 217.9152 145 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 217.9152 (pause 0.63) 218.5452 146 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 218.5452 as- as 219.1540 147 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 219.1540 (pause 0.40) 219.5575 148 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 219.5575 bad as it is [now.] 220.7422 149 DCB_int_01 220.6337 [Mm.] 220.9237 150 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 220.9636 Uh, it wa- it wa- it was- 222.6581 151 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 222.6581 (pause 1.84) 224.5027 152 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 224.5027 I mean we- 225.1681 153 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 225.1681 (pause 0.35) 225.5150 154 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 225.5150 neighbors was neighbors, you know what I mean? Y- you say hi in the morning, this that and the others. 230.1983 155 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 230.1983 (pause 1.48) 231.6778 156 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 231.6778 It- it- it turned out beautiful, at first. 234.0351 157 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 234.0351 (pause 0.90) 234.9383 158 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 234.9383 Let's put it like that because like I said we gonna play sports, we play ball, go to school, this that and the other. 239.5184 159 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 239.5184 (pause 0.87) 240.3891 160 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 240.3891 And one thing that mom and dad always said /?? strive/. 243.0367 161 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 243.0367 (pause 0.37) 243.4017 162 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 243.4017 try to tell us that the school was more important. 245.3201 163 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 245.3201 (pause 2.00) 247.3205 164 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 247.3205 So that's- that's what we did, you know what I mean? 249.5150 165 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 249.5150 (pause 0.18) 249.6920 166 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 249.6920 Um, 250.2654 167 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 250.2654 (pause 0.29) 250.5556 168 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 250.5556 n- neighbor- 251.0582 169 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 251.0582 (pause 0.34) 251.3980 170 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 251.3980 the neighbors- the neighborhood itself was /ac-/ good. You know, you had your recreation centers, this that and the other, gave us something to do. 257.6529 171 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 257.6529 (pause 1.02) 258.6764 172 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 258.6764 But you always had to come home. 260.2054 173 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 260.2054 (pause 0.71) 260.9133 174 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 260.9133 You always had to come home. 262.3362 175 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 262.3362 (pause 0.42) 262.7538 176 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 262.7538 We'd come home and then work was first. 264.6510 177 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 264.6510 (pause 1.40) 266.0497 178 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 266.0497 Cleaning our house, 267.0367 179 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 267.0367 (pause 0.12) 267.1582 180 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 267.1582 getting your chores done before you even go up to the recreation centers. 270.4882 181 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 270.4882 (pause 1.17) 271.6603 182 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 271.6603 So, 272.2337 183 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 272.2337 (pause 0.19) 272.4249 184 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 272.4249 and that's where I learned to meet a lot of my friends, this that and the other, and, um, 276.4882 185 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 276.4882 (pause 0.52) 277.0100 186 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 277.0100 it was great. 277.6037 187 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 277.6037 (pause 1.53) 279.1328 188 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 279.1328 Then there was drugs. 280.1167 189 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 280.1167 (pause 0.33) 280.4424 190 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 280.4424 280.8246 191 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 280.8246 (pause 0.44) 281.2635 192 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 281.2635 There was drugs that what we 283.1944 193 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 283.1944 (pause 0.71) 283.9081 194 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 283.9081 Set up and where it was- 285.7911 195 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 285.7911 (pause 0.68) 286.4707 196 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 286.4707 is- 286.6689 197 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 286.6689 (pause 1.07) 287.7378 198 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 287.7378 uh, everything is drugs, you wanna put it like that, is, uh, 290.9699 199 DCB_int_01 291.3876 Mm. 291.6707 200 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 291.6920 the drinking, 292.5839 201 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 292.5839 (pause 0.25) 292.8379 202 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 292.8379 the marijuana. 293.9360 203 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 293.9360 (pause 1.04) 294.9737 204 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 294.9737 It wasn't a lot of hard drugs then, 296.6939 205 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 296.6939 (pause 0.21) 296.9062 206 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 296.9062 but as time progressive, 298.9583 207 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 298.9583 (pause 0.64) 299.5953 208 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 299.5953 it started getting worse. 300.8675 209 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 300.8675 (pause 0.51) 301.3772 210 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 301.3772 You know, your PCP, your 303.3947 211 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 303.3947 (pause 0.43) 303.8265 212 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 303.8265 cocaine, this that and the other. 305.1856 213 DCB_int_01 307.1751 [How did they bring it into] the neighborhood? 308.7827 214 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 307.2313 [So s-] 307.8371 215 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 309.3884 That- 309.8096 216 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 309.8096 (pause 0.24) 310.0504 217 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 310.0504 that- 310.3688 218 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 310.3688 (pause 0.59) 310.9618 219 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 310.9618 um, like this- 311.7744 220 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 311.7744 (pause 0.76) 312.5324 221 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 312.5324 it's- 312.8430 222 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 312.8430 (pause 1.13) 313.9769 223 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 313.9769 it's ways that 314.8389 224 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 314.8389 (pause 0.19) 315.0330 225 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 315.0330 me and you, I think that me talking to you 317.3783 226 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 317.3783 (pause 0.33) 317.7123 227 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 317.7123 we'll never know 318.7063 228 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 318.7063 (pause 0.25) 318.9518 229 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 318.9518 and we never will find out. 320.3729 230 DCB_int_01 320.4972 Mm. 320.7845 231 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 322.4279 They- You set up there and listen to news, this that and the other, but I'm like this 325.8060 232 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 325.8060 (pause 0.36) 326.1710 233 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 326.1710 it gonna happen. It gonna keep happening because it's a market. It's- it's- 329.5104 234 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 329.5104 (pause 1.17) 330.6799 235 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 330.6799 is- 330.9207 236 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 330.9207 (pause 0.17) 331.0915 237 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 331.0915 is where is that money /to be/ made 333.0284 238 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 333.0284 (pause 1.41) 334.4387 239 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 334.4387 and 334.9124 240 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 334.9124 (pause 1.09) 336.0074 241 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 336.0074 you wanna say about the government, this that and the other because I'm like this I always look at it like this and I wanna be smart about it 341.6657 242 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 341.6657 (pause 0.15) 341.8132 243 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 341.8132 because I- I'm not dumb and I don't think that you dumb. 344.1710 244 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 344.1710 (pause 0.96) 345.1282 245 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 345.1282 You're not rich. 346.0659 246 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 346.0659 (pause 0.43) 346.4930 247 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 346.4930 I'm not rich. 347.2075 248 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 347.2075 (pause 0.89) 348.0967 249 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 348.0967 How I get over here 349.2158 250 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 349.2158 (pause 0.19) 349.4022 251 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 349.4022 or how I get done? 350.3652 252 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 350.3652 (pause 0.89) 351.2582 253 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 351.2582 Hey. 351.6931 254 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 351.6931 (pause 1.71) 353.4016 255 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 353.4016 You have to have money in order to do it. 354.5665 256 DCB_int_01 355.0139 Mm. 355.3711 257 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 356.8699 You wanna talk about the government, this that and the other, they got a part of it. 359.2541 258 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 359.2541 (pause 0.65) 359.9064 259 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 359.9064 They got a part of it. 360.8306 260 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 360.8306 (pause 0.85) 361.6818 261 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 361.6818 It's just like they take it- they take it away from the drug man 364.1824 262 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 364.1824 (pause 1.01) 365.1898 263 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 365.1898 and they'll put it back on the market. 366.5122 264 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 366.5122 (pause 0.13) 366.6411 265 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 366.6411 They hold it a little bit, this that and the other. 368.2487 266 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 368.2487 (pause 0.26) 368.5049 267 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 368.5049 They just set up there and get it- get it across to what's his name, get it across 372.0462 268 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 372.0462 (pause 0.42) 372.4656 269 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 372.4656 wherever it come from, this that and the other. 374.0079 270 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 374.0079 (pause 0.14) 374.1477 271 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 374.1477 But 374.4739 272 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 374.4739 (pause 0.99) 375.4669 273 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 375.4669 that- 375.8096 274 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 375.8096 (pause 1.23) 377.0444 275 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 377.0444 that had nothing to do with our life 378.8847 276 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 378.8847 (pause 0.12) 379.0040 277 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 379.0040 because see [we-] we being stupid 381.3048 278 DCB_int_01 379.4643 [Mm.] 379.7115 279 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 382.1591 and I would- I look at myself. I like being stupid. 384.7141 280 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 384.7141 (pause 0.17) 384.8819 281 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 384.8819 You get involved. 385.6973 282 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 385.6973 (pause 2.29) 387.9882 283 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 387.9882 You chose to do it. 389.1920 284 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 389.1920 (pause 0.67) 389.8669 285 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 389.8669 They don't let nobody set up there and say just like a child. 392.3885 286 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 392.3885 (pause 0.26) 392.6525 287 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 392.6525 Your child got a mind of his own just like I have a mind of my own. 395.0056 288 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 395.0056 (pause 0.19) 395.1997 289 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 395.1997 You choose to do it. 396.0229 290 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 396.0229 (pause 2.89) 398.9117 291 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 398.9117 So at that- 399.5097 292 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 399.5097 (pause 0.22) 399.7271 293 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 399.7271 at that point I'm like 401.0240 294 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 401.0240 (pause 2.19) 403.2187 295 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 403.2187 we fail ourself. 404.2360 296 DCB_int_01 404.7331 Mm-hm. 405.1990 297 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 405.5563 We fail ourself. 406.4804 298 DCB_int_01 407.7152 Do you think it changed kind of you how you 410.0807 299 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 410.4147 [It-] 410.6236 300 DCB_int_01 410.4147 [in the] neighborhood like how people treated each other? How 413.2725 301 DCB_int_01 413.5676 you went [about interacting] with [people?] 415.4750 302 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 414.3567 [] 414.5974 303 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 414.5974 (pause 0.68) 415.2808 304 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 415.2808 [It-] it- it- 416.0031 305 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 416.5700 it- it gonna bother you. 418.0455 306 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 418.0455 (pause 0.53) 418.5736 307 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 418.5736 It- it gonna bother you as being a person 420.4248 308 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 420.4248 (pause 0.30) 420.7217 309 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 420.7217 because it's there. 421.4905 310 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 421.4905 (pause 0.55) 422.0419 311 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 422.0419 And [you think] that everybody else doing it is fun, 424.3095 312 DCB_int_01 422.2749 [Mm.] 422.6632 313 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 425.4123 it's- it's- it's- this- this- this the happening. This- this make me a- 428.6253 314 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 428.6253 (pause 0.35) 428.9738 315 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 428.9738 this make me get in with the crowd. 430.3894 316 DCB_int_01 430.5969 Mm-hm. 431.0628 317 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 431.3191 It doesn't make you get in with crowd because I'm like this you get into it and you can't get out of it because for the simple fact 436.8609 318 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 436.8609 (pause 0.89) 437.7509 319 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 437.7509 you- you the user. 438.7605 320 DCB_int_01 439.6381 Mm. 440.0963 321 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 440.2536 You the user. You ain't the one making the money, you the user. 442.8233 322 DCB_int_01 442.8941 Mm-hm. 443.2834 323 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 443.4504 So you set up there and you hurt- you hurt yourself, you hurt your family, you hurt everybody else because I'm like this. 448.4026 324 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 448.4026 (pause 0.31) 448.7171 325 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 448.7171 Well if I ain't making it, 449.9417 326 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 449.9417 (pause 2.55) 452.4943 327 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 452.4943 or I get it from you I gotta pay you back so I'm gonna kill you 455.1560 328 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 455.1560 (pause 0.48) 455.6374 329 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 455.6374 because you ain't- 456.3635 330 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 456.3635 (pause 0.22) 456.5834 331 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 456.5834 you ain't giving it back. 457.6024 332 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 457.6024 (pause 0.42) 458.0200 333 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 458.0200 Remember- remember you just got that twenty package from me? 460.3115 334 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 460.3115 (pause 1.17) 461.4816 335 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 461.4816 You know what I [mean?] 462.1042 336 DCB_int_01 461.8780 [Mm-hm.] 462.3169 337 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 463.2413 And now all of a sudden, well you owe me. 464.7208 338 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 464.7208 (pause 0.21) 464.9261 339 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 464.9261 Well man, don't worry about it, uh, 466.7454 340 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 466.7454 (pause 0.92) 467.6657 341 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 467.6657 or however you wanna say it. Or I give it back to /each other/. 469.7015 342 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 469.7015 (pause 0.25) 469.9506 343 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 469.9506 He can't wait cause he needed it. He need it- he need it to maintain hisself. 473.1502 344 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 473.1502 (pause 1.25) 474.4003 345 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 474.4003 So you- we wind up hurting ourself. 476.3045 346 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 476.3045 (pause 0.18) 476.4815 347 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 476.4815 It's not this because, see, 478.0530 348 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 478.0530 (pause 0.13) 478.1875 349 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 478.1875 in our life our parents didn't teach us that. 480.3254 350 DCB_int_01 480.6510 Mm. 480.9271 351 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 481.7422 We went out there in the streets. When we walked past that door we did it. 484.3857 352 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 484.3857 (pause 1.17) 485.5593 353 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 485.5593 We'll come back /ourself/ and say hey mom, hey dad. 487.9354 354 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 487.9354 (pause 0.65) 488.5877 355 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 488.5877 Hey everything alright. I ain't doing nothing wrong. But, you know, once you pass that doorstep, you walk out there you gonna- you doing what you wanna do. 494.4532 356 DCB_int_01 494.6231 Mm. 495.1823 357 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 495.8902 It's like you walked outside. You set up there and shot that man. 498.5023 358 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 498.5023 (pause 0.89) 499.3913 359 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 499.3913 Or you set there and went out there and had sex with somebody. 501.6778 360 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 501.6778 (pause 0.40) 502.0746 361 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 502.0746 This that and the other. I ain't doing anything. I ain't doing [anything.] 504.9509 362 DCB_int_01 504.7716 [Mm-hm.] 505.2035 363 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 506.6659 And then your parents get on the news or the parents set up there and /unintelligible/ say, 509.8939 364 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 509.8939 (pause 0.14) 510.0354 365 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 510.0354 that ain't my son. 510.8288 366 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 510.8288 (pause 0.61) 511.4429 367 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 511.4429 My son good- Yeah we are goodie two shoes in the- in the eyesight of our parents. 515.0231 368 DCB_int_01 514.9240 515.5045 369 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 516.5663 When we in the house. 517.4512 370 DCB_int_01 517.7739 Right. 518.1066 371 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 518.3473 but once you cross that doorstep it's a different story. 520.6155 372 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 520.6155 (pause 1.17) 521.7877 373 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 521.7877 And that's why I don't understand why people get on- Why- why did you do that? Why you do that my son? This that and the other. Did you pay attention with your son and your daughter did 528.2053 374 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 528.2053 (pause 0.18) 528.3819 375 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 528.3819 when they was outside? When they was out there? 530.0500 376 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 530.0500 (pause 2.27) 532.3223 377 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 532.3223 And that- and that's- 533.1576 378 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 533.1576 (pause 0.16) 533.3205 379 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 533.3205 and- and- and- that- that is reality. 535.6211 380 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 535.6211 (pause 0.23) 535.8476 381 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 535.8476 536.1113 382 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 536.1113 (pause 1.17) 537.2817 383 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 537.2817 Not everyone. 538.2161 384 DCB_int_01 539.0585 [Mm.] 539.4974 385 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 539.0656 [But- but it-] it's- it's there. It happens. 541.2813 386 DCB_int_01 541.6182 Right. 541.8659 387 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 543.1401 Then life growing up in DC was a good life for me. I think it was a good life for everybody at that time when I- I think that- I- when I- 549.0552 388 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 549.0552 (pause 0.23) 549.2817 389 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 549.2817 think if- if I ain't mistaken I was 550.9736 390 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 550.9736 (pause 0.55) 551.5257 391 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 551.5257 thirteen when I moved to Southeast DC. 553.4229 392 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 553.4229 (pause 1.96) 555.3808 393 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 555.3808 But like I say, that was the fun- it was the most 557.8372 394 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 557.8372 (pause 0.28) 558.1133 395 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 558.1133 beautiful thing, this that and the other, the homes looking nice, which is the projects. 562.0604 396 DCB_int_01 562.4427 Mm. 562.6904 397 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 562.7825 Which I- I 563.4054 398 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 563.4054 (pause 0.21) 563.6161 399 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 563.6161 don't mind saying that because it- it was a good life. I mean 566.3155 400 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 566.3155 (pause 0.13) 566.4414 401 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 566.4414 th- the people around there when I grew up /unintelligible/ 568.5842 402 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 568.5842 (pause 0.48) 569.0656 403 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 569.0656 hey, you know, 570.0142 404 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 570.0142 (pause 0.62) 570.6371 405 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 570.6371 not have nowhere, put in a foster home. Then you come to a- 573.6711 406 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 573.6711 (pause 0.14) 573.8126 407 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 573.8126 a n- 574.0675 408 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 574.0675 (pause 0.16) 574.2296 409 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 574.2296 a- a place where you got 575.6052 410 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 575.6052 (pause 0.20) 575.8089 411 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 575.8089 rooms, you know. 576.7008 412 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 576.7008 (pause 0.32) 577.0194 413 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 577.0194 Your brother sleep right there. Your sister right there. We 579.4169 414 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 579.4169 (pause 0.19) 579.6074 415 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 579.6074 run down the steps, this that and the other. 581.2908 416 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 581.2908 (pause 0.28) 581.5753 417 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 581.5753 F- fixing breakfast, this th- It was beautiful. 584.1113 418 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 584.1113 (pause 0.66) 584.7720 419 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 584.7720 It was beautiful. You come outside, you know, the grass is green. You know what I mean, you got clothes line to hang your clothes, this that and the other. It's like- I'm like, oh man, this is great. 592.6975 420 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 592.6975 (pause 0.53) 593.2284 421 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 593.2284 You know what I mean? So I mean, you know, and then, 595.3309 422 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 595.3309 (pause 0.36) 595.6890 423 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 595.6890 you know, it's- it's- 596.5243 424 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 596.5243 (pause 0.55) 597.0694 425 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 597.0694 it- it turned around that- 598.3577 426 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 598.3577 (pause 1.39) 599.7452 427 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 599.7452 The good thing about it is- is the recreation centers. The- I- I thank the recreation centers because it was 605.0585 428 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 605.0585 (pause 0.30) 605.3629 429 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 605.3629 more of, um, 606.3823 430 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 606.3823 (pause 1.99) 608.3756 431 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 608.3756 something to do. 609.0835 432 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 609.0835 (pause 0.73) 609.8126 433 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 609.8126 I- I- I look at it as something to do, you know what I mean? I went up there and learned to play ping pong and 614.5609 434 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 614.5609 (pause 0.19) 614.7475 435 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 614.7475 learned me- learned to shoot pool. 616.2869 436 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 616.2869 (pause 0.78) 617.0656 437 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 617.0656 It was- it wa- it wasn't in the streets. It wasn't- it wasn't drugging. It w- it wasn't- it- it- it- it gave- 622.6338 438 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 622.6338 (pause 0.11) 622.7471 439 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 622.7471 gave me- Let's say gave me- It gave me a peace of mind. I had something to do. 626.4110 440 DCB_int_01 626.8782 Mm-hm. 627.3171 441 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 627.9188 And it's something that- 628.5699 442 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 628.5699 (pause 0.13) 628.7046 443 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 628.7046 You know, you wanna learn to swing that paddle to play ping pong. 631.1353 444 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 631.1353 (pause 0.17) 631.3026 445 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 631.3026 You wanna learn to hold the stick. 632.5314 446 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 632.5314 (pause 0.47) 632.9986 447 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 632.9986 You know, it's- 633.7419 448 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 633.7419 (pause 2.03) 635.7735 449 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 635.7735 it- it- and it got to a point where y- where I- I looked at it whereas that 639.2817 450 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 639.2817 (pause 0.54) 639.8197 451 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 639.8197 the older people I looked at 641.1435 452 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 641.1435 (pause 0.21) 641.3559 453 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 641.3559 641.6886 454 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 641.6886 (pause 1.04) 642.7292 455 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 642.7292 cause like I said /moved in when I was a/ child but 644.8995 456 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 644.8995 (pause 0.67) 645.5649 457 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 645.5649 you see people that /?/ 646.6055 458 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 646.6055 (pause 0.57) 647.1789 459 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 647.1789 having a nice car, 648.3115 460 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 648.3115 (pause 1.15) 649.4654 461 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 649.4654 a nice place to live, and you walk in they house, and you see, dag, man this- 652.8391 462 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 652.8391 (pause 0.21) 653.0522 463 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 653.0522 look at this, man, that- look at- that's a nice couch. 655.4158 464 DCB_int_01 655.5008 [] 656.2411 465 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 655.6536 [You know what I mean? But it-] Oh man, they got a color TV? 658.0038 466 DCB_int_01 657.9047 658.2445 467 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 658.4285 And then like, oh man, and- and- and- and- 660.5239 468 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 660.5239 (pause 0.25) 660.7716 469 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 660.7716 and 661.0760 470 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 661.0760 (pause 0.20) 661.2742 471 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 661.2742 as going- 662.1113 472 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 662.1113 (pause 0.16) 662.2694 473 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 662.2694 as 662.5738 474 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 662.5738 (pause 0.23) 662.8004 475 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 662.8004 going to school and everything is- 664.9240 476 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 664.9240 (pause 1.55) 666.4693 477 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 666.4693 Why some people having nice shoes on? 668.3544 478 DCB_int_01 668.7650 Mm. 669.0410 479 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 669.4021 Dressed nice. 670.0816 480 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 670.0816 (pause 0.96) 671.0437 481 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 671.0437 You know what I mean, going to school. 672.2124 482 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 672.2124 (pause 2.08) 674.2878 483 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 674.2878 Then there was going out. 675.3577 484 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 675.3577 (pause 0.70) 676.0604 485 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 676.0604 There's going out to parties, this that and the other, and you see how they- nice they dress, this that and the other. It's- 680.6134 486 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 680.6134 (pause 0.12) 680.7366 487 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 680.7366 it's- it's- you wanna say, well how did they do that? 683.0585 488 DCB_int_01 683.3417 Mm-hm. 683.7806 489 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 684.2407 Well you look at how they do it, a lot of 'em did it 686.3473 490 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 686.3473 (pause 0.79) 687.1331 491 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 687.1331 in a lot of ways. 687.9755 492 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 687.9755 (pause 0.39) 688.3648 493 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 688.3648 It wasn't- it wasn't employment. 689.9151 494 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 689.9151 (pause 0.71) 690.6301 495 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 690.6301 It was doing drugs. 691.6636 496 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 691.6636 (pause 0.16) 691.8235 497 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 691.8235 It was selling drugs making money. 693.2534 498 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 693.2534 (pause 0.39) 693.6427 499 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 693.6427 Off of each other. 694.3719 500 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 694.3719 (pause 0.79) 695.1647 501 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 695.1647 You know what I [mean?] 695.7806 502 DCB_int_01 695.4408 [Mm.] 695.7594 503 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 696.2407 You know what I mean? And- and that was a hustle. 697.9842 504 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 697.9842 (pause 0.21) 698.1904 505 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 698.1904 What [we called] a hustle. [That- that's] the thing is a hustle, you know what I mean? 701.3700 506 DCB_int_01 698.3119 [Mm.] 698.5455 507 DCB_int_01 698.5455 (pause 0.63) 699.1755 508 DCB_int_01 699.1755 [Mm-hm.] 699.6617 509 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 701.9363 Although it's illegal, 703.2530 510 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 703.2530 (pause 0.66) 703.9084 511 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 703.9084 but that's- that's- 705.0623 512 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 705.0623 (pause 0.25) 705.3100 513 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 705.3100 [that's what people did.] 706.2657 514 DCB_int_01 705.3525 [What you did. Mm-hm.] 706.2974 515 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 706.4214 That- that- that what we do. 707.5470 516 DCB_int_01 707.8585 [Mm-hm.] 708.2973 517 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 708.0779 [That's] what we do. So I'm like this, then you say, I'm like this, well, 710.9986 518 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 711.9188 hey, I gotta graduate out of school. I want something out of life. 714.6230 519 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 714.6230 (pause 0.98) 715.6070 520 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 715.6070 And I think that everybody- 717.0269 521 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 717.0269 (pause 0.27) 717.2959 522 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 717.2959 and I- 717.7135 523 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 717.7135 (pause 0.30) 718.0109 524 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 718.0109 Even the people that's locked up right now 719.8230 525 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 719.8230 (pause 0.36) 720.1841 526 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 720.1841 I- even they know 721.3663 527 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 721.3663 (pause 0.63) 722.0004 528 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 722.0004 that 722.1845 529 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 722.1845 (pause 0.33) 722.5101 530 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 722.5101 the way to go was the education. 723.7985 531 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 723.7985 (pause 0.61) 724.4073 532 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 724.4073 You know what I mean, cause you want a good job. 725.8160 533 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 725.8160 (pause 0.51) 726.3257 534 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 726.3257 You don't [wanna make] five dollars an hour, this that and the other, which is- w- still is going on now. You ain't making no money. 731.3488 535 DCB_int_01 726.5451 [Mm.] 726.7497 536 DCB_int_01 731.7098 [Right.] 732.0479 537 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 731.7169 [What-] what- what's going on now like this, you have- I'm giving you twelve dollars or 735.5932 538 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 735.9471 fourteen dollars a hour, 736.8886 539 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 736.8886 (pause 0.31) 737.2001 540 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 737.2001 w- w- w- well look what the cost of living is to- 739.3309 541 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 739.3309 (pause 0.16) 739.4866 542 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 739.4866 to have apartment, 740.3331 543 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 740.3331 (pause 0.20) 740.5314 544 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 740.5314 this that and the other, so it's- it's- it's- it ain't no better. 743.4691 545 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 743.4691 (pause 0.30) 743.7735 546 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 743.7735 It's- it's not no better. 744.7858 547 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 744.7858 (pause 0.39) 745.1751 548 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 745.1751 Because still you causing people go out there because 747.6286 549 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 747.6286 (pause 0.30) 747.9259 550 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 747.9259 to meet- 748.2728 551 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 748.2728 (pause 0.28) 748.5489 552 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 748.5489 to meet their means. 749.7385 553 DCB_int_01 749.9788 Mm-hm. 750.4531 554 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 750.7433 You know what I mean? 751.4725 555 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 751.4725 (pause 0.44) 751.9155 556 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 751.9155 Because 752.4181 557 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 752.4181 (pause 0.12) 752.5384 558 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 752.5384 I am like this, you paying me 753.8126 559 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 753.8126 (pause 0.44) 754.2515 560 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 754.2515 this money as a kid coming out of 755.9363 561 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 755.9363 (pause 0.18) 756.1204 562 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 756.1204 h- h- h- h- h- high school today, 757.6990 563 DCB_int_01 757.9650 Right. 758.2270 564 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 758.1774 /Does that now then-/ and I'm like this, 759.8834 565 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 760.5064 e- 760.6834 566 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 760.6834 (pause 0.69) 761.3771 567 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 761.3771 even just to graduate, not to go to college, but I'm like this, you paying him 764.2624 568 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 764.2624 (pause 0.33) 764.5880 569 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 764.5880 fifteen dollars an hour, how much apartment cost? 766.6059 570 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 766.6059 (pause 1.04) 767.6461 571 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 767.6461 You look at how much apartment cost. Well [today] you- I gotta pay fifteen hundred dollars for this apartment. 771.6852 572 DCB_int_01 769.1651 [Mm.] 769.3421 573 DCB_int_01 772.1312 Mm-hm. 772.6126 574 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 773.7310 No no no no no no no no. 774.9274 575 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 774.9274 (pause 0.26) 775.1893 576 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 775.1893 Well if you add it up 776.1986 577 DCB_int_01 777.0906 It doesn't add [up.] 777.8551 578 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 777.6994 [it] doesn't add up. 778.8957 579 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 779.3063 He can't dress hisself. He can't feed hisself. 781.5999 580 DCB_int_01 781.7314 Right. Just pay that rent, that's it. 783.3384 581 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 783.4233 And- and- and that's the bottom line. So I'm like this, so now- now what 787.0690 582 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 787.0690 (pause 0.37) 787.4355 583 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 787.4355 carries over into me coming up in 789.7489 584 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 789.7489 (pause 0.52) 790.2728 585 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 790.2728 in- in Southeast DC, it's the same thing. You know, you ain't making no money 794.2765 586 DCB_int_01 794.7083 Right. 795.0694 587 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 795.1331 because at that time when I was coming up I think the- the- the minimum wage if I ain't mistaken 799.5078 588 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 799.5078 (pause 0.21) 799.7173 589 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 799.7173 three twenty five? 800.6800 590 DCB_int_01 802.6126 Mm. 802.8320 591 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 802.8957 Now this is the in- s- this is in what, the [sixties?] 805.9333 592 DCB_int_01 804.9769 [Sixties.] Yeah. 806.3615 593 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 806.4393 You see what I'm saying? And I'm like this, well hey, but a job is a job, you know what I mean? You know, you gotta work and make your means, this that and the other, but 812.8678 594 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 812.8678 (pause 2.57) 815.4337 595 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 815.4337 this is- 816.0425 596 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 816.0425 (pause 0.16) 816.1982 597 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 816.1982 I- I- 816.4106 598 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 816.4106 (pause 0.22) 816.6301 599 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 816.6301 This is 817.1927 600 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 817.1927 (pause 0.17) 817.3663 601 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 817.3663 life right now which don't nobody know it. 819.6357 602 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 819.6357 (pause 0.30) 819.9330 603 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 819.9330 But 820.2374 604 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 820.2374 (pause 2.11) 822.3485 605 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 822.3485 we create 823.1681 606 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 823.1681 (pause 0.66) 823.8305 607 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 823.8305 the- 823.9863 608 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 823.9863 (pause 0.77) 824.7579 609 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 824.7579 system creates 826.2091 610 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 826.2091 (pause 0.24) 826.4497 611 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 826.4497 cause /it, you know,/ cause all if it's the government. You don't wanna say wherever there's government, this that and the- 830.5384 612 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 830.5384 (pause 0.36) 830.8995 613 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 830.8995 All this create is a mind- a- a set mind person 833.9151 614 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 833.9151 (pause 0.48) 834.3965 615 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 834.3965 is to go out here h- 835.2176 616 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 835.2176 (pause 0.40) 835.6182 617 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 835.6182 I have to find a way to make it. 836.8853 618 DCB_int_01 837.5366 Mm-hm. You gotta survive. 838.7966 619 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 838.9453 You gotta survive. 839.7594 620 DCB_int_01 839.7523 Mm. 840.1558 621 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 841.9934 Cause you're- you're not- you're not giving 'em anything. 844.6108 622 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 844.6108 (pause 0.33) 844.9453 623 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 844.9453 It's like your health insurance down there, you're not giving them anything. 847.4158 624 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 847.4158 (pause 0.37) 847.7833 625 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 847.7833 You're- you're not giving 849.0127 626 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 849.0127 (pause 0.87) 849.8834 627 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 849.8834 the man and a woman and a child, this that and the- you not giving them anything. 852.9203 628 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 852.9203 (pause 0.40) 853.3167 629 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 853.3167 So now I have to resort 854.7508 630 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 854.7508 (pause 0.76) 855.5153 631 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 855.5153 in how I'm'a make it. 856.4220 632 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 856.4220 (pause 0.74) 857.1647 633 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 857.1647 And- and- and- and- and- and- 858.6371 634 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 858.6371 (pause 0.41) 859.0477 635 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 859.0477 people- or we, uh, being people, 860.8995 636 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 860.8995 (pause 0.23) 861.1260 637 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 861.1260 we tryna do our best. 862.1383 638 DCB_int_01 862.4568 [Right.] 862.7627 639 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 862.4639 [But that] ain't cutting it because the money you giving me so now I gotta find another way. 865.8830 640 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 866.3473 And the reason why the violence out there today is because this what we have to do. 869.5116 641 DCB_int_01 870.2557 [Hm.] 870.6655 642 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 870.4743 [So] 870.7858 643 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 871.0265 I work a job, 871.8972 644 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 871.8972 (pause 0.15) 872.0429 645 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 872.0429 look clean, 872.8287 646 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 872.8287 (pause 0.29) 873.1189 647 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 873.1189 this that and the other, 873.7631 648 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 873.7631 (pause 0.75) 874.5135 649 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 874.5135 but under the table, 875.3700 650 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 875.3700 (pause 0.20) 875.5682 651 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 875.5682 remember how I just tell you, that when you walk out the door, [there's a different story,] 878.4889 652 DCB_int_01 877.7173 [Mm, different story.] 878.8641 653 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 878.9278 I'm doing what I'm doing 880.2303 654 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 880.2303 (pause 0.16) 880.3860 655 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 880.3860 to make that extra buck so I can look good. 882.3165 656 DCB_int_01 883.8589 How long did you stay at home? 885.1047 657 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 885.9188 Where, my moms? 886.6621 658 DCB_int_01 886.8179 Mm-hm. 887.2214 659 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 887.4266 Oh I stayed at home- 888.5734 660 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 888.5734 (pause 0.31) 888.8849 661 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 888.8849 Oh shoot, until I- I- I met my wife. 891.6170 662 DCB_int_01 892.1241 Oh okay. So [you-] 892.8643 663 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 892.7471 [Until] I- I stay- I stayed with my moms- I- 895.0123 664 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 895.4583 I stayed with my moms 896.7437 665 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 896.7437 (pause 0.57) 897.3100 666 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 897.3100 for 897.8197 667 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 897.8197 (pause 0.47) 898.2919 668 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 898.2919 the- the duration of my time before I left. 900.9274 669 DCB_int_01 901.4129 And you were- and y'all stayed at Woodland Terrace or did [y'all move from-] 904.1398 670 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 903.4304 [/??/- No.] Mm-mm. Stayed in Woodland Terrace. 905.8868 671 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 906.5663 Um, 907.1751 672 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 907.1751 (pause 0.85) 908.0288 673 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 908.0288 I think at the age of 909.1755 674 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 909.1755 (pause 1.64) 910.8108 675 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 910.8108 twenty eight or 911.4691 676 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 911.4691 (pause 0.16) 911.6249 677 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 911.6249 thirty I- I got locked up 913.1822 678 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 913.1822 (pause 0.94) 914.1208 679 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 914.1208 for /I did/ selling drugs. 915.6144 680 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 915.6144 (pause 1.43) 917.0485 681 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 917.0485 You know what I mean, tryna make it. 918.3793 682 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 918.3793 (pause 2.11) 920.4889 683 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 920.4889 Not only that, a user and abuser, 922.7512 684 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 922.7512 (pause 0.32) 923.0697 685 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 923.0697 you know what I mean? I used and abused myself. I abused others. 926.2128 686 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 926.2128 (pause 1.27) 927.4870 687 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 927.4870 And, uh, 928.2591 688 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 928.2591 (pause 0.61) 928.8644 689 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 928.8644 when I went to jail, what- what- 930.2236 690 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 930.2236 (pause 0.17) 930.3935 691 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 930.3935 what helped me out a lot 931.7597 692 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 931.7597 (pause 0.18) 931.9367 693 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 931.9367 that when I went to jail I- I- 933.4067 694 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 933.4067 (pause 1.26) 934.6662 695 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 934.6662 it's seeing that, you know what, 935.9617 696 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 935.9617 (pause 0.21) 936.1740 697 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 936.1740 hey, 936.5492 698 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 936.5492 (pause 0.26) 936.8112 699 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 936.8112 you know, you- you- 937.7173 700 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 937.7173 (pause 0.35) 938.0712 701 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 938.0712 your moms 938.9561 702 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 938.9561 (pause 0.35) 939.3100 703 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 939.3100 set there and kept telling you and 941.0452 704 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 941.0452 (pause 0.13) 941.1759 705 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 941.1759 your dad kept telling you to- 942.1316 706 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 942.1316 (pause 0.15) 942.2802 707 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 942.2802 You need to go to school. /What y- what's out there?/ And I kept lying to my mom, this that and the other, but like I said I'm out there, I'm on drugs. 947.8201 708 DCB_int_01 948.4471 [Mm-hm.] 948.8116 709 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 948.4601 [I'm using] drugs. 949.3138 710 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 950.6429 Not only that, I'm selling drugs. 951.9471 711 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 951.9471 (pause 0.33) 952.2794 712 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 952.2794 You know what I mean? 952.9706 713 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 952.9706 (pause 0.28) 953.2467 714 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 953.2467 I- I- I take that twenty dollars and I try to turn it and flip it, 956.9598 715 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 956.9598 (pause 0.19) 957.1456 716 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 957.1456 how many times, this that and the other. 958.8574 717 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 958.8574 (pause 0.45) 959.3104 718 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 959.3104 [But I] was at my worst- 960.2944 719 DCB_int_01 959.3175 [Mm.] 959.5653 720 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 961.7597 I was my worst 963.0906 721 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 963.0906 (pause 0.55) 963.6398 722 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 963.6398 person 964.2486 723 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 964.2486 (pause 2.44) 966.6908 724 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 966.6908 to myself than I could ever know because I'm like this. 968.9632 725 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 968.9632 (pause 0.49) 969.4516 726 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 969.4516 And when I got locked up I looked at myself, I said how stupid can you be? 972.3581 727 DCB_int_01 973.0448 Mm. 973.4058 728 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 973.8168 How stupid can you be? 975.8480 729 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 975.8480 (pause 1.17) 977.0202 730 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 977.0202 And I did it- I, uh- 978.0820 731 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 978.0820 (pause 0.11) 978.1882 732 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 978.1882 I- I did every drug I think there was that I did. And only thing I never did, I never shot dope. 983.6998 733 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 983.6998 (pause 2.58) 986.2765 734 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 986.2765 Smoked weed, 987.0764 735 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 987.0764 (pause 2.11) 989.1830 736 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 989.1830 uh, 989.7776 737 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 989.7776 (pause 0.52) 990.3015 738 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 990.3015 I had- I had acid before, 991.9721 739 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 991.9721 (pause 0.68) 992.6517 740 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 992.6517 uh, 992.9348 741 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 992.9348 (pause 0.60) 993.5365 742 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 993.5365 smoked PCP, 994.6804 743 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 994.6804 (pause 2.41) 997.0872 744 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 997.0872 uh, 997.5190 745 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 997.5190 (pause 1.90) 999.4233 746 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 999.4233 drinki- 999.9046 747 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 999.9046 (pause 0.61) 1000.5105 748 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1000.5105 drink, 1000.8644 749 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1000.8644 (pause 0.23) 1001.0981 750 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1001.0981 this that and the other, but, uh, that's the only drugs I never did. I never did no dope. 1004.2057 751 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1004.2057 (pause 0.57) 1004.7791 752 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1004.7791 So when I- when I got locked up I looked at myself, and I said, hey, /unintelligible/ 1008.8182 753 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1008.8182 (pause 0.28) 1009.1029 754 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1009.1029 w- what you doing here? 1009.9863 755 DCB_int_01 1010.7083 Hm. 1011.0481 756 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1011.2534 I'm looking at myself I'm like this now. I'm- I'm- I'm- I'm sitting here, I'm looking at these motherfuckers they- they sit there- 1017.3454 757 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1017.3454 (pause 0.65) 1017.9937 758 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1017.9937 Even- even- even- even being /incarceration/ 1020.4360 759 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1020.4360 (pause 0.22) 1020.6554 760 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1020.6554 is just like being out on the streets. 1022.0358 761 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1022.0358 (pause 0.65) 1022.6905 762 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1022.6905 And watch somebody hurt theyself or they sitting there tryna, 1025.5093 763 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1025.5093 (pause 0.52) 1026.0325 764 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1026.0325 hey, 1026.4572 765 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1026.4572 (pause 0.38) 1026.8350 766 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1026.8350 man, you gonna give me this. 1027.8376 767 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1027.8376 (pause 0.40) 1028.2340 768 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1028.2340 You know what I mean? 1028.8074 769 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1028.8074 (pause 0.19) 1029.0003 770 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1029.0003 I mean cause we confined in this little space right here just like we sitting here talking, 1033.0377 771 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1033.0377 (pause 0.37) 1033.4092 772 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1033.4092 be confined, but I'm like this, they s- it's still- 1035.7135 773 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1035.7135 (pause 0.52) 1036.2344 774 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1036.2344 it's like 1036.7016 775 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1036.7016 (pause 0.21) 1036.9105 776 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1036.9105 the streets. 1037.5317 777 DCB_int_01 1037.6077 [Mm-hm.] 1037.9192 778 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1037.7918 [It's] still marketing things, you [know what I mean?] 1039.8022 779 DCB_int_01 1039.2854 [Mm-hm.] 1039.8093 780 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1040.1420 Hey, 1040.5030 781 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1040.5030 (pause 1.05) 1041.5578 782 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1041.5578 hey I'm jealous. 1042.2090 783 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1042.2090 (pause 0.27) 1042.4822 784 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1042.4822 Hey, 1042.7653 785 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1042.7653 (pause 0.52) 1043.2821 786 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1043.2821 y- you don't want that? Man give me that man. 1045.0448 787 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1045.0448 (pause 0.09) 1045.1368 788 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1045.1368 And it's like I'm just running over top of you. It's- it's- 1047.6994 789 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1047.6994 (pause 1.05) 1048.7475 790 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1048.7475 And I sit there, and I looked at myself, I say 1051.0731 791 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1051.0731 (pause 0.35) 1051.4199 792 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1051.4199 what I'm doing here? 1052.2340 793 DCB_int_01 1053.0552 Mm. 1053.3808 794 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1053.4274 I say my mom and dad taught me better than this. Not only that, 1056.2024 795 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1056.2024 (pause 0.19) 1056.3935 796 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1056.3935 it's not that they taught me that, 1058.1066 797 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1058.1066 (pause 3.29) 1061.3954 798 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1061.3954 being raised 1062.6427 799 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1062.6427 (pause 0.31) 1062.9527 800 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1062.9527 the right way- And I- and I'm like this. Now I love my parents more than anything in the world because I'm like this. 1067.8838 801 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1067.8838 (pause 1.44) 1069.3279 802 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1069.3279 Although they didn't have- 1070.6923 803 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1070.6923 (pause 0.24) 1070.9281 804 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1070.9281 and then when they got 1071.7348 805 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1071.7348 (pause 0.35) 1072.0858 806 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1072.0858 me and my brothers and my sister, us back together, move in this house, 1075.4058 807 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1075.4058 (pause 0.59) 1075.9980 808 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1075.9980 How- I say move was right. 1077.2534 809 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1077.2534 (pause 0.95) 1078.2061 810 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1078.2061 So I looked at myself, said why I'm sitting in this jail? 1080.5209 811 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1080.5209 (pause 0.26) 1080.7828 812 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1080.7828 I go [to school], I graduated high school. What- what are you doing, /RD-NAME-1/? 1084.5459 813 DCB_int_01 1081.1501 [Mm.] 1081.3987 814 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1085.2255 What- what are you doing sitting up here in jail? And I say, you know what, you're dumb. 1089.1391 815 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1089.1391 (pause 2.66) 1091.7989 816 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1091.7989 And it- it- it- it changed my life, 1093.9721 817 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1093.9721 (pause 0.54) 1094.5101 818 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1094.5101 seeing how 1095.4516 819 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1095.4516 (pause 0.37) 1095.8238 820 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1095.8238 I don't wanna be. 1096.6308 821 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1096.6308 (pause 0.78) 1097.4095 822 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1097.4095 /unintelligible/ 1097.8909 823 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1097.8909 (pause 0.37) 1098.2590 824 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1098.2590 Oh you can- 1098.6767 825 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1098.6767 (pause 0.23) 1098.9103 826 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1098.9103 I gotta go. 1099.3039 827 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1099.3039 (pause 0.15) 1099.4553 828 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1099.4553 Hey, 1099.8093 829 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1099.8093 (pause 0.36) 1100.1703 830 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1100.1703 can I use the bathroom? 1101.1260 831 DCB_int_01 1101.7247 Right. 1101.9796 832 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1102.8928 I'm like hold up. 1103.8130 833 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1103.8130 (pause 0.37) 1104.1811 834 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1104.1811 Can I go and wash my face? 1105.4624 835 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1105.4624 (pause 0.75) 1106.2128 836 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1106.2128 Can I- can- can I just- 1107.2746 837 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1107.2746 (pause 0.49) 1107.7631 838 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1107.7631 You know I just 1108.4256 839 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1108.4256 (pause 0.49) 1108.9140 840 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1108.9140 went out all night, this that and the other. You wake up, this that and the other, well I'm going take a bath. 1112.3614 841 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1112.3614 (pause 1.22) 1113.5790 842 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1113.5790 You can't take no bath. 1114.6804 843 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1114.6804 (pause 0.23) 1114.9069 844 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1114.9069 Oh, oh, is- is it alright for me to go in? No, it's not time now. 1117.9579 845 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1117.9579 (pause 0.38) 1118.3402 846 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1118.3402 So I'm like this- I'm like this. I'm sitting there, 1120.2306 847 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1120.2306 (pause 1.54) 1121.7705 848 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1121.7705 I'm- 1121.9050 849 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1121.9050 (pause 0.19) 1122.0962 850 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1122.0962 /Uh/ it's like I'm- I'm locked down there. And now I gotta aks somebody. I'm like, what the hell is this- this is- is this living? 1128.4714 851 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1128.4714 (pause 2.12) 1130.5955 852 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1130.5955 1130.6670 853 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1130.6670 (pause 0.12) 1130.7862 854 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1130.7862 I watched people get stabbed. 1132.0321 855 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1132.0321 (pause 0.22) 1132.2557 856 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1132.2557 I watched people overdose. It's just worse than the streets, being over your friend house, this that and the other, because in- in s- s- 1138.4539 857 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1138.4539 (pause 0.45) 1138.9069 858 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1138.9069 in- 1139.1547 859 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1139.1547 (pause 0.53) 1139.6856 860 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1139.6856 coming up in Southeast, um, 1141.1651 861 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1141.1651 (pause 0.59) 1141.7527 862 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1141.7527 I- I- I mean I went and got drugs for people, this that and the other. Even dope, I went and got 1145.5157 863 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1145.5157 (pause 0.44) 1145.9546 864 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1145.9546 dope for 'em, this that and the other, and watch people OD. 1148.1774 865 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1148.1774 (pause 2.35) 1150.5317 866 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1150.5317 I watched- 1151.3033 867 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1151.3033 (pause 1.05) 1152.3510 868 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1152.3510 what I did /was not a life/, 1153.6182 869 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1153.6182 (pause 1.29) 1154.9065 870 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1154.9065 what helped me out is- is like I seen where it is t- going nowhere. 1159.0448 871 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1159.0448 (pause 0.45) 1159.4907 872 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1159.4907 1159.8234 873 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1159.8234 (pause 0.69) 1160.5101 874 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1160.5101 So this- 1161.2817 875 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1161.2817 (pause 0.35) 1161.6286 876 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1161.6286 this life 1162.3687 877 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1162.3687 (pause 3.04) 1165.4129 878 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1165.4129 in jail is- I'm like this. I- I don't- I don't see how they do it because even still when I was locked up, 1170.8607 879 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1170.8607 (pause 1.05) 1171.9084 880 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1171.9084 in- in Lorton, Virginia 1173.2392 881 DCB_int_01 1173.5194 Mm-hm. 1173.9088 882 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1174.1636 at that time. 1174.8432 883 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1174.8432 (pause 1.61) 1176.4501 884 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1176.4501 I don't see how a person 1177.9367 885 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1177.9367 (pause 0.23) 1178.1632 886 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1178.1632 can sit up there 1179.0690 887 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1179.0690 (pause 0.23) 1179.3029 888 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1179.3029 and get locked up and see what's going on in life 1181.7352 889 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1181.7352 (pause 0.67) 1182.4077 890 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1182.4077 in the prison, 1183.1439 891 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1183.1439 (pause 1.37) 1184.5172 892 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1184.5172 walk out, 1185.1401 893 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1185.1401 (pause 1.25) 1186.3902 894 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1186.3902 and two days later they right back. 1187.6795 895 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1187.6795 (pause 4.90) 1192.5813 896 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1192.5813 I- I look at- 1193.6644 897 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1193.6644 (pause 2.94) 1196.6092 898 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1196.6092 I- I'm not a- 1197.3950 899 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1197.3950 (pause 0.56) 1197.9542 900 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1197.9542 I- 1198.1666 901 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1198.1666 (pause 0.14) 1198.3052 902 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1198.3052 I'm not gonna s- 1198.8574 903 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1198.8574 (pause 0.37) 1199.2255 904 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1199.2255 I can't say 1200.0042 905 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1200.0042 (pause 0.21) 1200.2165 906 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1200.2165 whether it's drugs. 1201.2288 907 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1201.2288 (pause 0.13) 1201.3633 908 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1201.3633 I- I can't say because I don't know what's i- 1203.6852 909 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1203.6852 (pause 0.26) 1203.9442 910 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1203.9442 installed in some people mind cause you don't. 1206.0112 911 DCB_int_01 1206.6625 Mm. 1206.9810 912 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1209.5578 But something gotta be installed in your mind because 1211.9404 913 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1211.9404 (pause 2.13) 1214.0712 914 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1214.0712 with them it's not your parents. It's something that's 1216.1170 915 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1216.1170 (pause 0.19) 1216.3052 916 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1216.3052 out here 1216.8644 917 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1216.8644 (pause 0.50) 1217.3670 918 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1217.3670 that makes you 1218.0042 919 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1218.0042 (pause 0.80) 1218.8030 920 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1218.8030 to keep going back and doing what you doing. 1220.3251 921 DCB_int_01 1220.2644 Mm. 1220.4190 922 DCB_int_01 1220.5243 Yeah. 1220.7720 923 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1221.3808 It- it got to be 1222.2698 924 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1222.2698 (pause 0.18) 1222.4468 925 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1222.4468 because if 1223.3741 926 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1223.3741 (pause 0.17) 1223.5441 927 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1223.5441 you being battered, 1224.7404 928 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1224.7404 (pause 0.33) 1225.0663 929 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1225.0663 you being hurt, 1225.8234 930 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1225.8234 (pause 1.61) 1227.4304 931 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1227.4304 or something is taken away from you, 1228.9777 932 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1228.9777 (pause 0.42) 1229.4024 933 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1229.4024 you tryna find a way to get away from that. 1231.5686 934 DCB_int_01 1231.9509 Right. 1232.2872 935 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1234.9524 And- and- 1235.6706 936 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1235.6706 (pause 0.44) 1236.1103 937 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1236.1103 and my thing is that 1237.2428 938 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1237.2428 (pause 0.18) 1237.4199 939 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1237.4199 you- you're not going because you- 1238.8936 940 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1238.8936 (pause 0.28) 1239.1755 941 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1239.1755 you see it but you don't wanna see it. 1240.9706 942 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1240.9706 (pause 0.31) 1241.2821 943 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1241.2821 Or either you see it and- and that ain't your way because maybe you don't have the education. 1244.9844 944 DCB_int_01 1245.9088 Mm. 1246.1778 945 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1246.1070 Maybe you don't have 1247.1830 946 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1247.8343 someone there to talk to you, to sit there and say hey, change this. 1250.7083 947 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1250.7083 (pause 1.98) 1252.6920 948 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1252.6920 Why is not something that you see whereas that- 1255.0094 949 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1255.0094 (pause 0.21) 1255.2217 950 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1255.2217 let me try to find a way to aks a question, 1257.3029 951 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1257.3029 (pause 0.19) 1257.4911 952 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1257.4911 this that and that, so I don't understand you. 1259.1901 953 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1259.1901 (pause 0.67) 1259.8626 954 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1259.8626 I don't understand you. So my life is- on- once after 1262.5667 955 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1262.5667 (pause 0.23) 1262.7933 956 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1262.7933 prison 1263.3808 957 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1263.3808 (pause 0.47) 1263.8480 958 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1263.8480 I set up there and I say, man, I want something out of life. 1266.3015 959 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1266.3015 (pause 0.71) 1267.0094 960 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1267.0094 The good thing about it 1268.0995 961 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1268.0995 (pause 0.54) 1268.6375 962 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1268.6375 when I got locked up, 1269.6144 963 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1269.6144 (pause 0.34) 1269.9513 964 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1269.9513 I stayed to myself. 1271.0131 965 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1271.0131 (pause 0.18) 1271.1972 966 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1271.1972 And I /even/ the seen the people 1272.5286 967 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1272.5286 (pause 0.64) 1273.1651 968 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1273.1651 most of my friends, some- some of my friends, n- not a lot of 'em, 1276.0179 969 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1276.0179 (pause 0.75) 1276.7653 970 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1276.7653 seen my friends- a lot of my friends in- in Lorton, this that and the other, and I watched them, this that and the other, 1281.6427 971 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1281.6427 (pause 0.90) 1282.5459 972 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1282.5459 my thing was to stay away from 'em cause I didn't know nothing about no prison. 1285.6234 973 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1285.6234 (pause 2.32) 1287.9442 974 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1287.9442 I watched- I watched a couple of my friends get stabbed and killed in there, 1290.8112 975 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1290.8112 (pause 0.76) 1291.5686 976 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1291.5686 while I was there 1292.2405 977 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1292.2405 (pause 1.00) 1293.2392 978 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1293.2392 because they got, 1294.0887 979 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1294.0887 (pause 1.06) 1295.1451 980 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1295.1451 you know, they still was 1296.2732 981 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1296.2732 (pause 0.86) 1297.1368 982 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1297.1368 doing the street life. 1298.0924 983 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1298.0924 (pause 0.23) 1298.3260 984 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1298.3260 You [know what I mean?] The hustling and 1299.9754 985 DCB_int_01 1298.4959 [Mm-hm.] 1298.9207 986 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1300.4043 doing this that and the other. Hey, 1301.7961 987 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1301.7961 (pause 0.85) 1302.6413 988 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1302.6413 nice cl- 1303.0448 989 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1303.0448 (pause 0.22) 1303.2642 990 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1303.2642 nice 1303.5969 991 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1303.5969 (pause 0.38) 1303.9721 992 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1303.9721 jeans and shoes, this that and the other, cause they- they- 1306.1099 993 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1306.1099 (pause 0.20) 1306.3123 994 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1306.3123 they- they hustling. They- they still doing the same thing, drugs and j- I'm like this. 1310.1066 995 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1310.1066 (pause 0.48) 1310.5880 996 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1310.5880 It's al- it's- it's already known in- in- in the system that they got more drugs in jail than they got 1316.1349 997 DCB_int_01 1316.1986 On the [streets.] 1316.9985 998 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1316.7862 [on the] streets. [So] th- this is life, so 1319.2113 999 DCB_int_01 1317.4982 [Yeah.] 1317.8734 1000 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1319.3529 I'm like this, I watch them get killed, this that and the other. But 1321.4624 1001 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1321.4624 (pause 0.25) 1321.7173 1002 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1321.7173 I had a good, 1322.5028 1003 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1322.5028 (pause 2.37) 1324.8715 1004 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1324.8715 um, 1325.3387 1005 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1325.3387 (pause 1.13) 1326.4686 1006 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1326.4686 What do you call the guards? This that and the other, and, um, 1329.0552 1007 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1329.0552 (pause 0.87) 1329.9259 1008 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1329.9259 I just stayed to myself, and the guard walked up to me one day to hear how I got into my plumber's trade, and he- 1334.2057 1009 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1334.2057 (pause 0.13) 1334.3331 1010 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1334.3331 he walked up to me, he say, man, you know, you appear that you 1337.0343 1011 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1337.0343 (pause 0.24) 1337.2750 1012 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1337.2750 a little different from everybody else. There's another, but I'm like this, I'm scared man. I don't wanna get stabbed. I ain't no different from nobody. 1342.7866 1013 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1342.7866 (pause 0.30) 1343.0839 1014 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1343.0839 I just learned to shut my mouth. I mean, just damn, five years though. I say, man, let me shut my mouth. I'm like I don't- hey I don't know you. 1349.4853 1015 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1349.4853 (pause 0.24) 1349.7281 1016 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1349.7281 Hey. 1350.0325 1017 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1350.0325 (pause 0.49) 1350.5209 1018 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1350.5209 If you wanna take it, 1351.3633 1019 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1351.3633 (pause 0.13) 1351.4969 1020 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1351.4969 you take it. 1352.0570 1021 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1352.0570 (pause 0.65) 1352.7043 1022 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1352.7043 I don't care if my /moms starve/ tonight. (laughing) I'm like this. 1355.2396 1023 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1355.2396 (pause 0.91) 1356.1457 1024 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1356.1457 I'm sitting there looking at myself, and I'm sitting there crying. 1358.6375 1025 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1358.6375 (pause 1.04) 1359.6781 1026 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1359.6781 All the- all the energy I got, this that and the other, /yet/ my mother can't touch me, this that and the other. [/???/] all of 1365.6498 1027 DCB_int_01 1364.8451 [Hm.] 1365.0488 1028 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1365.7843 this and all of that, this that and the other. I'm like, man, I'm down /in my man, uh/ 1369.4483 1029 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1369.4483 (pause 0.31) 1369.7597 1030 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1369.7597 /I'm'a/ kill me in a instant. 1371.1428 1031 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1371.1428 (pause 0.79) 1371.9371 1032 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1371.9371 So I might 1372.8078 1033 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1372.8078 (pause 0.68) 1373.4914 1034 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1373.4914 you ain't as bad as you think you are. 1375.0731 1035 DCB_int_01 1375.0802 Mm-hm. 1375.6040 1036 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1378.0787 You're smart as you are, but you not as bad as you think he is. I don't care how many muscles you got, [this that and the other]. I'm like, this is crap. 1384.4397 1037 DCB_int_01 1382.3331 [] 1383.1968 1038 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1385.2821 So I'm like this, the guy set up there, and, uh, 1387.2571 1039 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1387.2571 (pause 0.45) 1387.7102 1040 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1387.7102 my- 1387.8872 1041 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1387.8872 (pause 0.22) 1388.1066 1042 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1388.1066 my parole- uh, the guard that was down there, 1390.3052 1043 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1390.3052 (pause 1.03) 1391.3387 1044 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1391.3387 one of the correction officer, he set up there and say hey, 1393.2076 1045 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1393.2076 (pause 0.26) 1393.4695 1046 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1393.4695 uh, I need you to give me a hand. 1394.7083 1047 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1394.7083 (pause 1.68) 1396.3902 1048 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1396.3902 He gave me a hand. 1397.4121 1049 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1397.4121 (pause 2.58) 1399.9933 1050 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1399.9933 And 1400.4747 1051 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1400.4747 (pause 0.21) 1400.6800 1052 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1400.6800 the hand he gave me 1401.9471 1053 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1401.9471 (pause 0.42) 1402.3689 1054 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1402.3689 1402.8007 1055 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1402.8007 (pause 0.23) 1403.0343 1056 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1403.0343 just showed me how to change a toilet. 1404.3864 1057 DCB_int_01 1405.1651 Mm. 1405.4199 1058 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1405.7385 Tell me mop the- mop the fl- mop that water up. 1408.3961 1059 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1408.3961 (pause 0.23) 1408.6238 1060 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1408.6238 This that and the other, and I'm like, hey man, well, I never really used no tools. I'm like this man, you know, cause- cause 1414.5742 1061 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1414.5742 (pause 0.50) 1415.0768 1062 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1415.0768 wh- when I g- once I graduated I went to a- 1417.7527 1063 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1417.7527 (pause 0.55) 1418.2977 1064 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1418.2977 I worked at a government, uh, 1419.9967 1065 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1419.9967 (pause 0.24) 1420.2415 1066 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1420.2415 agency. I worked in the- in the government. 1422.1599 1067 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1422.1599 (pause 1.66) 1423.8164 1068 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1423.8164 Um, 1424.3544 1069 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1424.3544 (pause 1.39) 1425.7418 1070 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1425.7418 /RD-WORK-9/. 1427.0726 1071 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1427.0726 (pause 0.93) 1428.0042 1072 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1428.0042 A good job. I st- I st- I still, you know, the 1430.3898 1073 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1430.3898 (pause 0.46) 1430.8499 1074 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1430.8499 it's- it's- 1431.4516 1075 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1431.4516 (pause 0.33) 1431.7843 1076 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1431.7843 still I was making good- I probably was making more than anybody else if you really wanna look at it but 1436.1986 1077 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1436.1986 (pause 0.42) 1436.6234 1078 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1436.6234 I still resulted 1437.6539 1079 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1437.6539 (pause 0.16) 1437.8126 1080 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1437.8126 into drugs. 1438.6167 1081 DCB_int_01 1438.6662 Mm-hm. 1439.1688 1082 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1440.8395 And that drug got me caught up one day, 1442.7366 1083 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1442.7366 (pause 0.18) 1442.9136 1084 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1442.9136 sold it to an undercover agent. 1444.2627 1085 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1444.2627 (pause 0.64) 1444.9069 1086 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1444.9069 So got me locked up, but 1446.3723 1087 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1446.3723 (pause 1.18) 1447.5474 1088 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1447.5474 the gentlemen 1448.2765 1089 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1448.2765 (pause 0.21) 1448.4889 1090 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1448.4889 that helped me- the guard, this that and the other, he showed me how to change a toilet. 1451.5299 1091 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1451.5299 (pause 1.78) 1453.3138 1092 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1453.3138 I said man this is heaven. 1454.6329 1093 DCB_int_01 1454.9632 1456.3099 1094 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1457.4591 Is this heaven? 1458.2448 1095 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1458.2448 (pause 0.38) 1458.6271 1096 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1458.6271 This- this is- this is what I like doing, man. Hey I'm doing something constructive. You know what I mean? Dang, you mean to tell me I just took this up, put that down, this- and put it together, this that and the other, he showed me. 1467.8551 1097 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1467.8551 (pause 0.78) 1468.6379 1098 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1468.6379 So I'm like this, when I got out, 1470.4562 1099 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1470.4562 (pause 0.21) 1470.6696 1100 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1470.6696 1470.9598 1101 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1470.9598 (pause 0.59) 1471.5544 1102 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1471.5544 when I- when I got out of- 1472.7862 1103 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1472.7862 (pause 0.57) 1473.3525 1104 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1473.3525 and I'm like this, I went to the halfway house, 1475.3104 1105 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1475.3104 (pause 2.63) 1477.9438 1106 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1477.9438 still old dumb me. 1479.0835 1107 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1479.0835 (pause 0.79) 1479.8734 1108 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1479.8734 Still old dumb me. And I got out, this that and the other, and, uh, 1483.3562 1109 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1483.3562 (pause 2.07) 1485.4233 1110 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1485.4233 I was doing it. I was- I was- 1487.0768 1111 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1487.0768 (pause 0.17) 1487.2467 1112 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1487.2467 You know I went back- 1488.1103 1113 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1488.1103 (pause 2.48) 1490.5880 1114 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1490.5880 Not robbing- I've never robbed a store no- I never robbed a s- 1493.7281 1115 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1493.7281 (pause 0.20) 1493.9263 1116 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1493.9263 stole nothing from nobody but I just had my- my- my little habits, my ways of getting high. 1498.5106 1117 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1498.5106 (pause 0.53) 1499.0395 1118 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1499.0395 You know what I mean? So I went back to smoking, 1500.7404 1119 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1500.7404 (pause 0.39) 1501.1297 1120 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1501.1297 uh, crack, 1501.9721 1121 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1501.9721 (pause 0.41) 1502.3800 1122 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1502.3800 you know what I mean? 1503.1047 1123 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1503.1047 (pause 1.59) 1504.6946 1124 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1504.6946 Uh, and I- 1505.3458 1125 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1505.3458 (pause 1.26) 1506.6059 1126 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1506.6059 and I'm like this when I met my wife, 1508.2694 1127 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1508.2694 (pause 0.29) 1508.5597 1128 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1508.5597 which is so beautiful man. It was like, 1510.2557 1129 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1510.2557 (pause 0.21) 1510.4680 1130 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1510.4680 hey, this is time to change. 1512.2378 1131 DCB_int_01 1512.3156 How'd you meet her? 1512.8819 1132 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1514.1703 I- I was in the halfway house. I- I was working. Matter of fact, um, 1517.5369 1133 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1517.5369 (pause 1.46) 1518.9952 1134 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1518.9952 the guard 1519.6748 1135 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1519.6748 (pause 0.74) 1520.4125 1136 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1520.4125 that helped me 1521.1401 1137 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1521.1401 (pause 0.25) 1521.3920 1138 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1521.3920 t- 1521.5973 1139 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1521.5973 (pause 0.57) 1522.1636 1140 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1522.1636 put myself together to get this trade, 1524.0537 1141 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1524.0537 (pause 2.32) 1526.3756 1142 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1526.3756 I was working for him, um, 1527.7884 1143 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1527.7884 (pause 0.28) 1528.0716 1144 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1528.0716 you had to have seventy two hours 1529.7234 1145 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1529.7234 (pause 3.25) 1532.9773 1146 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1532.9773 in the halfway house 1534.0250 1147 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1534.0250 (pause 1.10) 1535.1264 1148 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1535.1264 before I can get a- 1535.9475 1149 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1535.9475 (pause 0.13) 1536.0820 1150 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1536.0820 a visit 1536.5846 1151 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1536.5846 (pause 0.16) 1536.7404 1152 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1536.7404 to home. 1537.1934 1153 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1537.1934 (pause 1.35) 1538.5455 1154 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1538.5455 To go home. 1539.1330 1155 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1539.1330 (pause 0.78) 1539.9117 1156 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1539.9117 And, uh, 1540.6308 1157 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1540.6308 (pause 0.19) 1540.8220 1158 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1540.8220 you know, you- you get two days out 1542.4218 1159 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1542.4218 (pause 0.69) 1543.1085 1160 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1543.1085 which is, uh, 1543.9013 1161 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1543.9013 (pause 0.44) 1544.3402 1162 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1544.3402 Saturday- 1544.8853 1163 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1544.8853 (pause 0.44) 1545.3262 1164 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1545.3262 Friday and Saturday. 1546.2668 1165 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1546.2668 (pause 0.18) 1546.4517 1166 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1546.4517 You leave Friday evening. 1547.3387 1167 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1547.3387 (pause 0.62) 1547.9617 1168 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1547.9617 You gotta be back Sunday. 1548.9740 1169 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1548.9740 (pause 0.61) 1549.5828 1170 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1549.5828 And, uh, 1550.3048 1171 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1550.3048 (pause 0.76) 1551.0693 1172 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1551.0693 I went to see a friend of mines, 1552.4185 1173 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1552.4185 (pause 0.71) 1553.1334 1174 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1553.1334 you know what I mean? 1553.7422 1175 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1553.7422 (pause 0.47) 1554.2094 1176 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1554.2094 I'm like this, my- I'm like this. I didn't have no beads no more beads in my head. I had waves, I'm like this. I'm looking I'm all built up t- 1561.2854 1177 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1561.2854 (pause 0.84) 1562.1278 1178 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1562.1278 tight. 1562.5526 1179 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1562.5526 (pause 0.52) 1563.0764 1180 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1563.0764 And, uh, I j- I got on a bus. 1564.9352 1181 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1564.9352 (pause 0.19) 1565.1264 1182 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1565.1264 I got on a bus, and I- I say man, I'm just gonna get off. 1567.8891 1183 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1567.8891 (pause 1.50) 1569.3879 1184 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1569.3879 And I- and I- and I got off the bus /and then/- and I- 1571.9263 1185 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1571.9263 (pause 1.27) 1573.1934 1186 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1573.1934 and I started walking 1574.5598 1187 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1574.5598 (pause 1.17) 1575.7348 1188 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1575.7348 and I turned around, another bus came, and I turned around because I'm still walking to my man house, and I looked, I'm like, 1580.6800 1189 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1580.6800 (pause 0.24) 1580.9207 1190 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1580.9207 oh my God. 1581.7560 1191 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1581.7560 (pause 1.62) 1583.3741 1192 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1583.3741 I said, oh man. 1585.0010 1193 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1585.0010 (pause 0.33) 1585.3350 1194 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1585.3350 I- 1585.5190 1195 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1585.5190 (pause 0.23) 1585.7456 1196 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1585.7456 I said ho ho ho ho ho. 1587.2038 1197 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1587.2038 (pause 0.55) 1587.7543 1198 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1587.7543 And I- and I say I got to say something. 1589.8767 1199 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1589.8767 (pause 0.65) 1590.5280 1200 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1590.5280 Hey, hey, hey, h- hold up. Hold up. Hold up. Hold up. 1593.4062 1201 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1593.4062 (pause 2.62) 1596.0254 1202 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1596.0254 Uh, 1596.4289 1203 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1596.4289 (pause 0.23) 1596.6554 1204 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1596.6554 I asked her her name, 1597.5403 1205 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1597.5403 (pause 2.10) 1599.6356 1206 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1599.6356 and, uh, she told me her name, this that and the other. She said, nah, well I got somebody. I said I don't care who you got. 1604.3119 1207 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1604.3119 (pause 0.43) 1604.7435 1208 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1604.7435 I said, hey! 1605.2251 1209 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1605.2251 (pause 1.12) 1606.3477 1210 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1606.3477 Pulled out- 1606.7724 1211 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1606.7724 (pause 0.15) 1606.9211 1212 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1606.9211 pulled out my money, 1607.8201 1213 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1607.8201 (pause 0.67) 1608.4926 1214 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1608.4926 put my name and- and- 1609.7031 1215 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1609.7031 (pause 0.27) 1609.9721 1216 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1609.9721 my name and number on- on a- /what's her/ name on a- on a bill I gave her, say, hey give me a call. 1613.9688 1217 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1613.9688 (pause 1.87) 1615.8373 1218 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1615.8373 And it was, uh, love ever since. I've been married my wife now 1619.1135 1219 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1619.1135 (pause 1.44) 1620.5563 1220 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1620.5563 ever since then. 1621.4270 1221 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1621.4270 (pause 0.16) 1621.5828 1222 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1621.5828 Thirty- 1622.1845 1223 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1622.1845 (pause 0.70) 1622.8832 1224 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1622.8832 What we got? We been married- got twenty- 1624.8574 1225 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1624.8574 (pause 1.94) 1626.7970 1226 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1626.7970 almost twenty six years. 1627.9863 1227 DCB_int_01 1628.5030 Wow. 1628.9348 1228 DCB_int_01 1628.9348 (pause 0.59) 1629.5295 1229 DCB_int_01 1629.5295 And you met her just cause you got off the bus. 1631.1334 1230 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1631.8130 I wanted that- [Hey she was beautiful.] And I- I- /?/ decide, 1635.0561 1231 DCB_int_01 1632.5634 [] 1633.3421 1232 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1635.6569 can't live without her. I- 1636.8078 1233 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1636.8078 (pause 0.23) 1637.0414 1234 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1637.0414 This is my life. 1638.2802 1235 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1638.2802 (pause 0.34) 1638.6200 1236 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1638.6200 Gave me four beautiful kids. 1639.8730 1237 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1639.8730 (pause 1.79) 1641.6640 1238 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1641.6640 But I- My thing is 1643.4874 1239 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1643.4874 (pause 0.46) 1643.9475 1240 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1643.9475 with the- 1644.4289 1241 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1644.4289 (pause 0.28) 1644.7050 1242 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1644.7050 the- 1644.8678 1243 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1644.8678 (pause 1.28) 1646.1491 1244 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1646.1491 growing up in Southeast is- 1647.7955 1245 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1647.7955 (pause 0.16) 1647.9576 1246 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1647.9576 it- it was good. 1648.9069 1247 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1648.9069 (pause 0.13) 1649.0414 1248 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1649.0414 It- it- really, really. It- it- it was good. It's- it's- The thing is, what people- what- what people don't- 1654.6096 1249 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1654.6096 (pause 0.16) 1654.7653 1250 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1654.7653 don't understand, 1655.7281 1251 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1655.7281 (pause 0.62) 1656.3439 1252 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1656.3439 it's- it's not where you grew up at. 1657.9546 1253 DCB_int_01 1658.3544 Mm. 1658.6163 1254 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1658.7933 It- it- it's the principal of- 1660.3760 1255 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1660.3760 (pause 0.30) 1660.6804 1256 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1660.6804 of what you 1661.4662 1257 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1661.4662 (pause 0.67) 1662.1316 1258 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1662.1316 was raised and taught. 1663.6040 1259 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1663.6040 (pause 1.74) 1665.3454 1260 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1665.3454 Take that value and learn to do it- 1667.2467 1261 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1667.2467 (pause 0.23) 1667.4732 1262 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1667.4732 do what you been taught because, see, 1669.3633 1263 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1669.3633 (pause 0.14) 1669.5049 1264 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1669.5049 it- it wasn't our parents. 1670.9029 1265 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1670.9029 (pause 1.21) 1672.1141 1266 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1672.1141 It's not our parents. 1673.1607 1267 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1673.1607 (pause 0.21) 1673.3670 1268 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1673.3670 See you parents sit- 1674.4501 1269 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1674.4501 (pause 0.21) 1674.6625 1270 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1674.6625 Our parents set up there and tell us what's right and what's wrong. 1677.4663 1271 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1677.4663 (pause 0.39) 1677.8522 1272 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1677.8522 They already been through their life 1679.1403 1273 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1679.1403 (pause 0.42) 1679.5653 1274 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1679.5653 [that we-] we been through. 1680.6625 1275 DCB_int_01 1679.5794 [Right.] 1679.8272 1276 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1681.3536 But we feel- 1682.3614 1277 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1682.3614 (pause 0.35) 1682.7154 1278 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1682.7154 or we wanna go around about it. 1684.6025 1279 DCB_int_01 1684.9352 1685.3246 1280 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1685.8555 We wanna go [around it], this that and the other. But yet still we come back instead of saying, yeah mom and dad, you were right, this that and the other, but 1691.6256 1281 DCB_int_01 1686.9457 [Yeah.] 1687.2854 1282 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1691.8838 behind they back, we doing what we wanna do. 1694.1208 1283 DCB_int_01 1693.9650 Mm-hm. 1694.5526 1284 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1695.7843 And that's why I- I wanna address to the parents today, 1698.6071 1285 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1698.6071 (pause 0.46) 1699.0660 1286 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1699.0660 stop 1699.4766 1287 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1699.4766 (pause 0.33) 1699.8022 1288 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1699.8022 sitting there saying 1700.7437 1289 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1700.7437 (pause 0.16) 1700.8994 1290 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1700.8994 that's not my son, that's not my daughter. 1702.7299 1291 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1702.7299 (pause 3.32) 1706.0500 1292 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1706.0500 See, cause your- your- your- 1707.2038 1293 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1707.2038 (pause 0.22) 1707.4233 1294 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1707.4233 your kids need to come clean. Come clean- 1709.4520 1295 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1709.4520 (pause 0.49) 1709.9404 1296 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1709.9404 clean with theyself cause they're living much longer. They come clean but they still have to do the things that they sposta do. 1714.1495 1297 DCB_int_01 1714.1919 Right. 1714.5105 1298 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1715.7635 Or stop hurting yourself because 1717.7668 1299 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1717.7668 (pause 1.02) 1718.7862 1300 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1718.7862 all you did was bring us in the world. 1720.3099 1301 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1720.3099 (pause 3.13) 1723.4412 1302 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1723.4412 And you told us, and you showed us. 1725.2605 1303 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1725.2605 (pause 1.66) 1726.9221 1304 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1726.9221 You beat our butt. You- you whipped our butt. You set up there, this that and the other. No you ain't going. You discipline us. 1731.8693 1305 DCB_int_01 1732.0362 Mm-hm. 1732.5530 1306 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1734.9386 But never set up there 1736.4605 1307 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1736.4605 (pause 0.63) 1737.0906 1308 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1737.0906 once them kids walk out that door and set up and say that's not my son, that's not my daughter cause you don't know. 1741.0872 1309 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1741.0872 (pause 1.78) 1742.8711 1310 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1742.8711 And the- and the problem that we have is being people. 1745.4591 1311 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1745.4591 (pause 1.82) 1747.2784 1312 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1747.2784 And we- we- we are parents now. 1748.9991 1313 DCB_int_01 1749.5507 Mm-hm. 1750.0745 1314 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1751.8697 It's not that y- 1752.9173 1315 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1752.9173 (pause 0.88) 1753.8022 1316 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1753.8022 You ain't saying nothing being a parent. 1755.6144 1317 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1755.6144 (pause 0.20) 1755.8126 1318 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1755.8126 Your kids not saying nothing because they won't sit down. 1758.2732 1319 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1758.2732 (pause 1.03) 1759.2996 1320 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1759.2996 They won't sit down and discuss where- 1761.0381 1321 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1761.0381 (pause 0.60) 1761.6398 1322 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1761.6398 Hey mom, I got a girlfriend and 1763.4874 1323 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1763.4874 (pause 0.16) 1763.6502 1324 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1763.6502 things ain't right, this that and the other. I go to work and, uh, 1767.2888 1325 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1767.2888 (pause 0.29) 1767.5761 1326 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1767.5761 you know, the- my boss up there, you know, he was just cussing me out the- 1770.1811 1327 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1770.1811 (pause 0.26) 1770.4430 1328 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1770.4430 We don't speak. 1771.2359 1329 DCB_int_01 1771.7597 Mm-hm. 1772.3119 1330 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1772.5455 We don't say anything. 1773.6923 1331 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1773.6923 (pause 1.00) 1774.6875 1332 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1774.6875 See, because someone had my answer for you. 1776.6342 1333 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1776.6342 (pause 0.21) 1776.8465 1334 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1776.8465 Someone can guide you where it is that you wanted to go. 1779.2224 1335 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1779.2224 (pause 0.31) 1779.5365 1336 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1779.5365 You know, man, this job is messed up. I'm just gonna go and shoot somebody. 1782.2590 1337 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1782.2590 (pause 0.48) 1782.7404 1338 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1782.7404 You know what I mean, at the job. 1783.6960 1339 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1783.6960 (pause 0.18) 1783.8730 1340 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1783.8730 You know what I mean? [No.] 1784.8003 1341 DCB_int_01 1784.2482 [Mm-hm.] 1784.8428 1342 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1784.9773 But if you learn to talk 1786.4043 1343 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1786.4043 (pause 1.42) 1787.8201 1344 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1787.8201 someone will hear you. 1788.6908 1345 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1788.6908 (pause 0.23) 1788.9244 1346 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1788.9244 And someone will give you some good advice 1790.4959 1347 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1790.4959 (pause 0.84) 1791.3383 1348 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1791.3383 so you won't wind up in jail. 1792.6804 1349 DCB_int_01 1793.7776 Hm. 1794.0112 1350 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1794.1528 And you can live productive life. 1795.7173 1351 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1795.7173 (pause 1.01) 1796.7225 1352 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1796.7225 Because it's our- it's- it's our thing because 1799.0485 1353 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1799.0485 (pause 0.33) 1799.3812 1354 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1799.3812 children, they- and even us being parents, we don't- we don't say what's on our mind. 1802.7965 1355 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1802.7965 (pause 0.69) 1803.4841 1356 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1803.4841 It's like 1803.9229 1357 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1803.9229 (pause 0.16) 1804.0858 1358 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1804.0858 right now, you know, y- y- you- 1805.5865 1359 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1805.5865 (pause 0.18) 1805.7705 1360 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1805.7705 you- Hey, I'm married to you 1807.2642 1361 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1807.2642 (pause 0.16) 1807.4270 1362 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1807.4270 but you understand I'm dealing with this woman. 1808.7225 1363 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1808.7225 (pause 0.35) 1809.0764 1364 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1809.0764 Why you ain't sitting there telling your wife that I'm dealing with this- 1811.2750 1365 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1811.2750 (pause 0.21) 1811.4874 1366 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1811.4874 this woman 1812.0962 1367 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1812.0962 (pause 1.20) 1813.2996 1368 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1813.2996 and still- and still leading her on, letting everything /??/ so th- th- 1816.9140 1369 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1816.9140 (pause 0.15) 1817.0627 1370 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1817.0627 is that- that's the problem right there. 1818.4926 1371 DCB_int_01 1818.5917 Mm. 1818.9810 1372 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1819.3633 You [see what I'm saying?] Am I right? 1820.4818 1373 DCB_int_01 1819.5615 [Mm-hm.] 1819.9296 1374 DCB_int_01 1820.6163 Right. 1820.8924 1375 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1820.8853 Cause you ain't talking about it. 1821.8765 1376 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1822.0754 Instead of saying, hey honey, I don't wanna be bothering with you no more. I'm- I'm just gonna leave. 1825.7102 1377 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1825.7102 (pause 0.70) 1826.4110 1378 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1826.4110 You ain't doing that. You- you- you playing a game. You still hustling. 1829.5428 1379 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1829.5428 (pause 1.11) 1830.6505 1380 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1830.6505 You still hustling. That's- that what you doing. You still hustling. 1834.0574 1381 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1834.0574 (pause 0.67) 1834.7229 1382 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1834.7229 And- and- and it's both sides. Everybody [always] wanna set up and say whether it's the 1837.8588 1383 DCB_int_01 1836.3439 [Mm.] 1836.5819 1384 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1838.0429 whether- It's the man. 1839.1472 1385 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1839.1472 (pause 0.45) 1839.5932 1386 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1839.5932 It's the woman. No it's both sides! The women doing the same thing. 1842.3793 1387 DCB_int_01 1843.3562 Mm-hm. 1843.8076 1388 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1843.7527 So the kids- the kids ain't no different. 1845.8622 1389 DCB_int_01 1845.9603 Cause they see that. 1846.8715 1390 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1847.8484 They doing the same thing. 1848.9881 1391 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1848.9881 (pause 0.71) 1849.7010 1392 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1849.7010 They doing the same thing. 1850.7437 1393 DCB_int_01 1850.8711 So let me ask you a couple questions [from-] 1852.6521 1394 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1852.4751 [Yes], go ahead. 1853.2184 1395 DCB_int_01 1853.4095 So, okay cause- 1854.2944 1396 DCB_int_01 1854.2944 (pause 0.40) 1854.6908 1397 DCB_int_01 1854.6908 1855.1793 1398 DCB_int_01 1855.1793 (pause 1.20) 1856.3827 1399 DCB_int_01 1856.3827 Well the first one I wanted to ask you is 1858.5884 1400 DCB_int_01 1858.5884 (pause 0.65) 1859.2396 1401 DCB_int_01 1859.2396 did you go outside of your neighborhood? Like were you- did you travel [a lot?] 1862.3859 1402 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1862.0287 [Oh that-] that was beautiful. That- that- that- Well, the- the thing is 1865.5511 1403 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1865.8767 when- when I was coming up in- in the- in the sixties, the seventies and everything 1870.0433 1404 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1870.0433 (pause 0.48) 1870.5247 1405 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1870.5247 y- you- 1871.1051 1406 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1871.1051 (pause 0.63) 1871.7352 1407 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1871.7352 you couldn't. 1872.2094 1408 DCB_int_01 1873.4553 You couldn't. 1873.9792 1409 DCB_int_01 1873.9792 (pause 0.16) 1874.1349 1410 DCB_int_01 1874.1349 So you- 1874.5101 1411 DCB_int_01 1874.5101 (pause 0.40) 1874.9065 1412 DCB_int_01 1874.9065 Why not? 1875.3313 1413 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1876.8644 1877.4449 1414 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1877.4449 (pause 0.18) 1877.6219 1415 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1877.6219 There's Woodland Terrace. 1879.6385 1416 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1879.6385 (pause 0.27) 1879.9070 1417 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1879.9070 There /Hawthorne/. 1881.0641 1418 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1881.0641 (pause 0.73) 1881.7941 1419 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1881.7941 There's, uh, 1882.9435 1420 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1882.9435 (pause 2.26) 1885.2015 1421 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1885.2015 Benning Road, there's, uh, 1887.2349 1422 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1887.2349 (pause 0.11) 1887.3486 1423 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1887.3486 Barry Farms, this that and the other. You're not allowed- I mean, you went to school with these kids 1892.4351 1424 DCB_int_01 1892.6991 Right. 1892.9942 1425 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1892.9476 but they live here. 1893.8019 1426 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1893.9649 They live there. 1894.4620 1427 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1894.4620 (pause 0.64) 1895.0988 1428 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1895.0988 It's like- it- 1895.7045 1429 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1895.7045 (pause 0.55) 1896.2559 1430 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1896.2559 You can't go on that turf. 1897.3789 1431 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1897.3789 (pause 1.08) 1898.4584 1432 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1898.4584 Do you see what I'm saying? 1899.3048 1433 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1899.3048 (pause 0.16) 1899.4679 1434 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1899.4679 It's like- it's like- well, th- th- this our worst thing. And- and- and- mm- exc- excuse the expression- 1904.7302 1435 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1904.7302 (pause 0.27) 1905.0020 1436 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1905.0020 It's the same thing what you see on TV because really it is 1908.4811 1437 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1908.4811 (pause 0.16) 1908.6411 1438 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1908.6411 because 1909.2546 1439 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1909.2546 (pause 0.61) 1909.8604 1440 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1909.8604 if you look at it, 1910.7379 1441 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1910.7379 (pause 0.25) 1910.9864 1442 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1910.9864 it's- 1911.2971 1443 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1911.2971 (pause 0.13) 1911.4265 1444 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1911.4265 this where we live at. 1912.5707 1445 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1912.5707 (pause 0.53) 1913.0984 1446 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1913.0984 You not allowed over- You not even allowed to talk to the girl over here. 1916.2606 1447 DCB_int_01 1917.0719 So if you was in Woodland Terrace, you didn't talk to Barry Farms, Benning Road- You didn't talk to- 1920.9828 1448 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1921.2003 The only way we- 1922.3030 1449 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1922.3030 (pause 0.30) 1922.5981 1450 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1922.5981 only way we have 1923.9649 1451 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1923.9649 (pause 0.61) 1924.5710 1452 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1924.5710 that thing was 1925.9375 1453 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1925.9375 (pause 0.49) 1926.4314 1454 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1926.4314 through the recreation departments. 1927.8083 1455 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1927.8083 (pause 1.23) 1929.0371 1456 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1929.0371 Because we went to play sports. 1930.5629 1457 DCB_int_01 1930.9668 Mm-hm. And that's where everybody could come together. 1932.8694 1458 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1932.9285 Everybody come together. 1933.8526 1459 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1933.8526 (pause 0.40) 1934.2564 1460 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1934.2564 See cause I'm like this. Now we gonna- we gonna play these guys in baseball. 1937.2230 1461 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1937.2230 (pause 2.15) 1939.3711 1462 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1939.3711 And- and- and- and still that was a problem then. 1941.9028 1463 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1941.9028 (pause 1.21) 1943.1143 1464 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1943.1143 If you win, 1943.8365 1465 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1943.8365 (pause 0.79) 1944.6295 1466 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1944.6295 there's a problem. 1945.5396 1467 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1945.5396 (pause 1.84) 1947.3747 1468 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1947.3747 If you lose, there's a problem. 1948.9978 1469 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1948.9978 (pause 0.77) 1949.7666 1470 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1949.7666 Because really, we didn't wanna /really/ want y'all there. 1951.6818 1471 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1951.6818 (pause 0.55) 1952.2331 1472 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1952.2331 So we ha- there had to be a time whereas that 1954.2212 1473 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1954.2212 (pause 0.39) 1954.6095 1474 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1954.6095 they have to- 1955.4249 1475 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1955.4249 (pause 1.74) 1957.1692 1476 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1957.1692 it- 1957.2779 1477 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1957.2779 (pause 0.34) 1957.6196 1478 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1957.6196 the- the- the- 1958.3419 1479 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1958.3419 (pause 0.30) 1958.6370 1480 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1958.6370 the- the, uh- 1959.6077 1481 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1959.6077 (pause 0.52) 1960.1323 1482 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1960.1323 the recreation department had to stand 1961.8077 1483 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1961.8077 (pause 0.39) 1962.1979 1484 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1962.1979 so you can get on the bus. 1963.1798 1485 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1963.1798 (pause 1.46) 1964.6412 1486 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1964.6412 So we can get- so we can get back on the bus to leave t- [leave] from the game. 1967.9039 1487 DCB_int_01 1966.9520 [/And then if-/] 1967.2989 1488 DCB_int_01 1967.2989 (pause 0.60) 1967.9006 1489 DCB_int_01 1967.9006 If people like, from the- would they just start fighting? Would [they start stabbing? Shooting? What would happen?] 1972.0672 1490 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1970.3864 [Yeah, /unintelligible/.] Everything. 1972.8317 1491 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1972.9733 Everything. 1973.5679 1492 DCB_int_01 1974.3507 [Wow.] 1974.7542 1493 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1974.3649 It- it- it- it- it- it- it- it- it got bad. It- it g- got bad whereas that they'd just say well, look, we- we- we can't do this no more. 1980.8604 1494 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1981.4196 So they had to find- they had to find a designated 1983.7486 1495 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1983.7486 (pause 0.62) 1984.3716 1496 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1984.3716 place for us, 1985.2706 1497 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1985.2706 (pause 0.26) 1985.5325 1498 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1985.5325 just for the kids that really wanted to do something /or/ like play sports, this that and the other. 1989.3734 1499 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1989.3734 (pause 0.22) 1989.5929 1500 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1989.5929 They had to find 1990.0955 1501 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1990.0955 (pause 0.27) 1990.3645 1502 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1990.3645 a- we- w- 1990.9945 1503 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1990.9945 (pause 0.65) 1991.6458 1504 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1991.6458 Although we gonna play Barry Farm, we can't play Barry Farm here. 1994.0214 1505 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1994.0214 (pause 0.17) 1994.1913 1506 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1994.1913 And we can't Barry Farm in Woodland where I grew up at. 1996.5627 1507 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1996.5627 (pause 0.33) 1996.8883 1508 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 1996.8883 Okay, well we- we- we'll take it down Anacostia Park. 1999.1484 1509 DCB_int_01 2000.7293 Mm. 2000.9770 1510 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2000.9983 We'll take it down to the park. We'll play the- we'll play the game down there. But we can't not go in this 2005.1436 1511 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2005.1436 (pause 1.22) 2006.3611 1512 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2006.3611 place 2006.8142 1513 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2006.8142 (pause 0.45) 2007.2602 1514 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2007.2602 and play. 2007.6637 1515 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2007.6637 (pause 0.20) 2007.8619 1516 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2007.8619 We can't. 2008.1804 1517 DCB_int_01 2008.2937 So y'all couldn't play in the neighborhoods. Y'all had to go somewhere [neutral.] 2010.4852 1518 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2010.1454 [We had to-] we had to [go somewhere neutral.] 2011.6179 1519 DCB_int_01 2010.8463 [Cause it's turf.] 2011.7807 1520 DCB_int_01 2012.0921 And you know there's still turf [wars.] 2013.3664 1521 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2013.3097 And- and- and- and it's [still- and- and- and- it's still- it's-] Ain't nothing gonna change. It's- it's not gonna change because it's- it's- 2018.9699 1522 DCB_int_01 2014.0105 [It's still turf wars.] 2015.5679 1523 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2019.6424 it's- it's not- 2020.3362 1524 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2020.3362 (pause 0.23) 2020.5698 1525 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2020.5698 it's not 2021.0228 1526 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2021.0228 (pause 0.23) 2021.2500 1527 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2021.2500 where you at. It's not Georgia. 2022.9595 1528 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2022.9595 (pause 0.15) 2023.1082 1529 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2023.1082 It's not Washington DC. 2024.3045 1530 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2024.3045 (pause 0.35) 2024.6514 1531 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2024.6514 It's the people 2025.7982 1532 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2025.7982 (pause 0.69) 2026.4848 1533 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2026.4848 how they perceive theyself, talking about this is mines. 2029.0710 1534 DCB_int_01 2029.9718 Mm. 2030.1842 1535 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2030.1629 Ain't nothing yours. 2031.3522 1536 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2031.6354 It's for all of us 2032.5415 1537 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2032.5415 (pause 0.42) 2032.9584 1538 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2032.9584 but you wanna sit there and say, this is mine. 2034.8129 1539 DCB_int_01 2035.5168 So it started- this is a long [time. This ain't something new.] 2038.6901 1540 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2036.9487 [Long time ago. /?/ I'm like this, what 2038.9096 1541 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2039.0511 it's si- sixty three, where I remember 2041.1648 1542 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2041.1648 (pause 0.21) 2041.3701 1543 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2041.3701 2041.6533 1544 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2041.6533 (pause 1.21) 2042.8624 1545 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2042.8624 Martin Luther King got killed. 2044.1488 1546 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2044.1488 (pause 2.44) 2046.5873 1547 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2046.5873 And 2046.9500 1548 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2046.9500 (pause 0.93) 2047.8788 1549 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2047.8788 we wasn't even allowed to go up to the store. 2049.3593 1550 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2049.3593 (pause 0.88) 2050.2371 1551 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2050.2371 You'd better have something in your /?/ name and then meantime th- 2052.7755 1552 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2052.7755 (pause 0.21) 2052.9844 1553 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2052.9844 Once they got everything from the riot and everything at this time, 2055.6849 1554 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2055.6849 (pause 1.27) 2056.9520 1555 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2056.9520 National Guard sitting around the stores, this that and the other, cause the windows and everything, this that and the other. 2061.2460 1556 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2061.2460 (pause 0.56) 2061.8097 1557 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2061.8097 You know what I mean? You- you- 2062.9804 1558 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2062.9804 (pause 0.21) 2063.1921 1559 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2063.1921 you had to wait. 2063.9006 1560 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2063.9006 (pause 1.05) 2064.9524 1561 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2064.9524 Go /home/- 2065.3559 1562 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2065.3559 (pause 0.27) 2065.6290 1563 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2065.6290 If you had to buy clothes or h- had to go get groceries, this that and the other, 2068.4848 1564 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2068.4848 (pause 0.58) 2069.0653 1565 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2069.0653 you had- 2069.3131 1566 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2069.3131 (pause 0.31) 2069.6245 1567 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2069.6245 you know, we walked, 2070.5135 1568 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2070.5135 (pause 0.23) 2070.7471 1569 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2070.7471 this that and the other, but 2071.5400 1570 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2071.5400 (pause 0.78) 2072.3247 1571 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2072.3247 that was then. And it's the same thing. Ain't none- ain't none of this is gonna change 2076.2687 1572 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2076.2687 (pause 0.49) 2076.7542 1573 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2076.7542 because 2077.3135 1574 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2077.3135 (pause 0.40) 2077.7099 1575 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2077.7099 the system- 2078.6301 1576 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2078.6301 (pause 1.73) 2080.3574 1577 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2080.3574 I think- 2080.8246 1578 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2080.8246 (pause 0.98) 2081.8015 1579 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2081.8015 I- I'm'a say- I'm'a put- I would put it more on the system because 2084.8000 1580 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2084.8000 (pause 3.29) 2088.0917 1581 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2088.0917 if you- 2088.6126 1582 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2088.6126 (pause 0.24) 2088.8533 1583 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2088.8533 I say the system because it's just like when we came back where we sitting there talking about the funding, the money that you giving to somebody, 2094.5135 1584 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2094.5135 (pause 0.17) 2094.6834 1585 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2094.6834 this that and the other, and even right now, you- 2096.4178 1586 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2096.4178 (pause 0.77) 2097.1884 1587 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2097.1884 A high school graduate 2098.6972 1588 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2098.6972 (pause 0.52) 2099.2140 1589 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2099.2140 comes out don't make no money. 2100.2900 1590 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2100.2900 (pause 0.70) 2100.9898 1591 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2100.9898 They go to college, 2101.9718 1592 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2101.9718 (pause 1.20) 2103.1681 1593 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2103.1681 four to eight years in college and come out 2105.2210 1594 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2105.2210 (pause 0.15) 2105.3697 1595 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2105.3697 and can't get a j- can't get a j- a decent job. 2107.9435 1596 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2107.9435 (pause 1.27) 2109.2177 1597 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2109.2177 Or not only that, 2110.1309 1598 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2110.1309 (pause 0.10) 2110.2312 1599 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2110.2312 they'll hire 'em, 2111.2635 1600 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2111.2635 (pause 0.45) 2111.7095 1601 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2111.7095 but yet still I'm'a pay you this 2113.2285 1602 DCB_int_01 2114.0072 Mm. 2114.3328 1603 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2115.0117 although I got that degree. 2116.4481 1604 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2116.4481 (pause 0.56) 2117.0087 1605 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2117.0087 Say I'm certified, this that and the other, 2118.7359 1606 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2118.7359 (pause 0.47) 2119.2062 1607 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2119.2062 but yeah, I would like to have you here but we can't pay you that money. 2122.3362 1608 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2122.3362 (pause 2.00) 2124.3395 1609 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2124.3395 So you right back at the same thing. You still struggling. 2126.4603 1610 DCB_int_01 2126.6231 Yeah. 2126.9770 1611 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2127.1469 You still struggling. 2128.0884 1612 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2128.0884 (pause 2.55) 2130.6410 1613 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2130.6410 So- so I'm like this. I- I put it on them but 2133.1681 1614 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2133.1681 (pause 0.16) 2133.3239 1615 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2133.3239 I- 2133.5009 1616 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2133.5009 (pause 0.18) 2133.6778 1617 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2133.6778 I- I put it on the- on- on the system itself which is the government because I'm like this, y'all marketing, this that and the other. 2139.2814 1618 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2139.2814 (pause 1.84) 2141.1219 1619 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2141.1219 And the ones who really getting over it is the one- just like this- this- this- 2144.6372 1620 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2144.6372 (pause 0.21) 2144.8496 1621 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2144.8496 this- this- 2145.4301 1622 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2145.4301 (pause 0.23) 2145.6637 1623 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2145.6637 c- uh, this Center right here. 2146.9379 1624 DCB_int_01 2147.2494 Mm-hm. 2147.5679 1625 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2147.9572 You know what I mean? Th- that- that 2149.2781 1626 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2149.2781 (pause 0.76) 2150.0426 1627 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2150.0426 I'm like this. 2150.8142 1628 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2150.8142 (pause 0.23) 2151.0478 1629 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2151.0478 The people who got this building right here 2153.2140 1630 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2153.2140 (pause 0.93) 2154.1413 1631 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2154.1413 they making it. They ain't getting the people that work here the money they deserve. Doing what they doing for 2158.9096 1632 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2158.9096 (pause 0.33) 2159.2352 1633 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2159.2352 the community, this that and the other, 2160.7076 1634 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2160.7076 (pause 0.55) 2161.2568 1635 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2161.2568 because they- they have to- they- I'm- I- I understand. Yeah you h- We have to make money. 2165.1361 1636 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2165.1361 (pause 0.58) 2165.7166 1637 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2165.7166 See so /I don't/ live nice, drive, this that and the other. 2168.1417 1638 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2168.1417 (pause 0.39) 2168.5301 1639 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2168.5301 But they ain't getting the people that work here 2170.1026 1640 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2170.1026 (pause 0.59) 2170.6882 1641 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2170.6882 their propers 2171.5325 1642 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2171.5325 (pause 0.26) 2171.7915 1643 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2171.7915 in order for them to have so they wanted to go out there. 2173.8161 1644 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2173.8161 (pause 0.88) 2174.7009 1645 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2174.7009 Or f- 2175.0478 1646 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2175.0478 (pause 0.38) 2175.4301 1647 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2175.4301 whereas that they c- 2176.1309 1648 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2176.1309 (pause 0.37) 2176.4990 1649 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2176.4990 set there and provide for they kids 2178.1557 1650 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2178.1557 (pause 0.25) 2178.4019 1651 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2178.4019 and stop they kids from going out there. 2179.9718 1652 DCB_int_01 2180.0143 Yeah. 2180.3258 1653 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2181.0478 So it- it's- it's- it's a catch twenty two but 2183.6458 1654 DCB_int_01 2183.7449 [Mm-hm.] 2184.1324 1655 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2183.9785 [my] thing is with- with me and you, it's for a- still, regardless how hard it is, it's- it's for me and you 2189.5184 1656 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2189.9643 to make a change for ourself. 2191.2356 1657 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2191.2356 (pause 0.52) 2191.7594 1658 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2191.7594 Let's set up that little bit of money they give and do right things with it. 2194.5839 1659 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2194.5839 (pause 0.63) 2195.2140 1660 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2195.2140 Don't think that you can turn anything around. You can't turn drugs around. 2198.3187 1661 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2198.3187 (pause 0.28) 2198.6018 1662 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2198.6018 You can't set up there and go out there and sell drugs, thinking you gonna make it, this that and the other, cause of one of two things. 2202.7939 1663 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2202.7939 (pause 1.50) 2204.2946 1664 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2204.2946 You gonna step on somebody toes. 2205.6495 1665 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2205.6495 (pause 1.43) 2207.0795 1666 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2207.0795 You gonna wind up in jail, you gonna be dead. 2208.5859 1667 DCB_int_01 2211.6478 Do you ever feel like there was a time that you just was like, oh my God, I'm about to die? Somebody- Either I'm gonna get killed or some- 2216.5452 1668 DCB_int_01 2216.5452 (pause 0.22) 2216.7646 1669 DCB_int_01 2216.7646 something [where you just] felt like your life [was about to end.] 2219.1309 1670 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2216.9912 [It- it- it-] 2217.5433 1671 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2217.5433 (pause 0.76) 2218.3008 1672 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2218.3008 [Oh no, I-] I did it. 2219.6812 1673 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2219.8581 I- I- 2220.2900 1674 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2220.2900 (pause 2.12) 2222.4093 1675 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2222.4093 My brother- 2223.0974 1676 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2223.0974 (pause 0.34) 2223.4371 1677 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2223.4371 I ha- I have a brother just passed away and, um, 2225.7661 1678 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2225.7661 (pause 0.56) 2226.3224 1679 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2226.3224 and I got so bad on drugs, this that and the other, and, uh, 2229.3310 1680 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2229.3310 (pause 1.54) 2230.8671 1681 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2230.8671 Almost got him killed. 2231.7874 1682 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2231.7874 (pause 1.60) 2233.3913 1683 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2233.3913 Almost got him killed c- 2234.2125 1684 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2234.2125 (pause 0.13) 2234.3399 1685 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2234.3399 for our- 2234.7717 1686 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2234.7717 (pause 0.18) 2234.9487 1687 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2234.9487 for my stupidness, this that and the other, because 2236.9096 1688 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2236.9096 (pause 0.15) 2237.0582 1689 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2237.0582 I wanted to get high. 2238.0422 1690 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2238.0422 (pause 0.95) 2238.9949 1691 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2238.9949 And I- and I- I took- I took- took his stuff, this that and the other, not knowing that he had what he had for someone. 2244.6156 1692 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2244.6156 (pause 0.61) 2245.2214 1693 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2245.2214 And I took it- I'm like, the man /bug/ that man that's my brother. Man, ain't worry about it. 2248.4211 1694 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2248.4211 (pause 0.30) 2248.7184 1695 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2248.7184 And I 2249.1290 1696 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2249.1290 (pause 0.36) 2249.4883 1697 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2249.4883 set there. 2250.1030 1698 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2250.1030 (pause 0.58) 2250.6834 1699 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2250.6834 He come looking for it, and next thing I know he come in the house, his 2254.0035 1700 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2254.0035 (pause 0.71) 2254.7114 1701 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2254.7114 face all 2255.3697 1702 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2255.3697 (pause 0.25) 2255.6175 1703 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2255.6175 busted up and everything, this that and the other. And then I didn't know what was going on. He sitting there say, hey, hey, h- hey hey /RD-NAME-1/, uh, somebody took my stuff and I'm like, oh my God. 2264.4178 1704 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2264.4178 (pause 2.41) 2266.8317 1705 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2266.8317 Yeah. At that time I said- I said, man, I need to kill myself. 2269.5683 1706 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2269.5683 (pause 1.68) 2271.2460 1707 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2271.2460 Like man, I- I- I'm just setting up there and getting my brother hurt. 2274.1413 1708 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2274.1413 (pause 3.22) 2277.3593 1709 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2277.3593 And the other day after we buried him 2279.2793 1710 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2279.2793 (pause 1.05) 2280.3254 1711 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2280.3254 I looked at him, I say, man, Jesus Christ what I did. 2282.9521 1712 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2282.9521 (pause 0.11) 2283.0665 1713 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2283.0665 He gone now. 2283.9539 1714 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2283.9539 (pause 1.79) 2285.7449 1715 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2285.7449 I have to say, what do I do to myself? 2287.4011 1716 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2287.4011 (pause 1.16) 2288.5652 1717 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2288.5652 And- and n- and- and- and this what helps me 2291.3376 1718 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2291.3376 (pause 0.80) 2292.1413 1719 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2292.1413 right now today. I- I think I haven't had no drugs what, in almost 2295.5503 1720 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2295.5503 (pause 1.11) 2296.6618 1721 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2296.6618 twenty, thirty years. 2297.8086 1722 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2297.8086 (pause 0.72) 2298.5306 1723 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2298.5306 I don't want it no more. 2299.5268 1724 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2299.5268 (pause 1.26) 2300.7917 1725 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2300.7917 I d- I- 2301.5433 1726 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2301.5433 (pause 0.12) 2301.6632 1727 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2301.6632 You know, I'm like this. I don't knock nobody. 2303.8298 1728 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2303.8298 (pause 0.87) 2304.6976 1729 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2304.6976 If that's what you think, if that's what you believe, this that and the other, you still a human being. 2308.7467 1730 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2308.7467 (pause 0.40) 2309.1502 1731 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2309.1502 I don't want it. 2309.9572 1732 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2309.9572 (pause 0.73) 2310.6905 1733 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2310.6905 I seen where it land me at. It land me in jail. 2312.8535 1734 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2312.8535 (pause 1.38) 2314.2371 1735 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2314.2371 You know what I mean? I- I- 2315.4688 1736 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2315.4688 (pause 0.33) 2315.7944 1737 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2315.7944 I- 2316.0605 1738 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2316.0605 (pause 0.15) 2316.2121 1739 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2316.2121 I turned a head- 2317.2498 1740 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2317.2498 (pause 0.14) 2317.3875 1741 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2317.3875 I turned 2317.9806 1742 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2317.9806 (pause 0.20) 2318.1843 1743 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2318.1843 my mom head 2319.1919 1744 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2319.1919 (pause 1.14) 2320.3362 1745 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2320.3362 ninety degrees, I turned my father head like that- that's my son. 2323.3701 1746 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2323.3701 (pause 1.01) 2324.3762 1747 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2324.3762 What the- what are you doing? And I set up there and say, you know, all the people I hurt. 2327.9028 1748 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2327.9028 (pause 1.11) 2329.0173 1749 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2329.0173 And I- I don't want it no more. It's- 2330.5381 1750 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2330.5381 (pause 0.54) 2331.0754 1751 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2331.0754 it ain't nothing to do it. Not anymore. You- you smoke it or you get high /or nothing with it the more/ you still got the same problems. 2336.1205 1752 DCB_int_01 2336.5381 Mm. 2336.8567 1753 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2337.3593 What you got? 2337.9681 1754 DCB_int_01 2338.6618 Yup. 2338.9096 1755 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2339.0511 And- and- (laughing) you still [got the same problem, and d- d-] but look at your pocket. Hey hey, your [pocket is-] 2344.1521 1756 DCB_int_01 2340.7401 [Nothing /?/ yeah.] 2341.7948 1757 DCB_int_01 2341.7948 (pause 2.00) 2343.7982 1758 DCB_int_01 2343.7982 [Mm-hm.] 2344.2158 1759 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2344.4129 your pocket's fat like that. 2345.6599 1760 DCB_int_01 2345.7378 Mm. 2346.1130 1761 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2346.1208 Now everybody think you /guys/ finna getting high and doing what you doing now you 2348.6327 1762 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2348.6327 (pause 0.17) 2348.8068 1763 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2348.8068 things like that, now you right back and going doing the [same thing again.] 2351.3909 1764 DCB_int_01 2350.6144 [Same thing, yeah.] 2351.6379 1765 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2351.7724 So it's- it's- it just a growing up thing, and I'm like this. 2355.1995 1766 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2355.1995 (pause 0.26) 2355.4605 1767 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2355.4605 Like I say, what hit me in my head when I got locked up 2358.1312 1768 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2358.1312 (pause 0.25) 2358.3802 1769 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2358.3802 and- 2358.7063 1770 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2358.7063 (pause 1.39) 2360.0934 1771 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2360.0934 and I looked at my mom and dad. I say, you know you didn't raise no dummy. 2362.8420 1772 DCB_int_01 2363.5702 Mm. 2363.8032 1773 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2364.3463 You taught me right. 2365.1933 1774 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2365.1933 (pause 0.43) 2365.6204 1775 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2365.6204 Not only that, I- I'm getting older and I see it. 2368.1832 1776 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2368.1832 (pause 0.25) 2368.4317 1777 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2368.4317 I'm watching my friends die. 2369.7985 1778 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2369.7985 (pause 0.28) 2370.0750 1779 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2370.0750 I'm watching drive by shootings, 2371.4263 1780 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2371.4263 (pause 0.49) 2371.9171 1781 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2371.9171 this that and the other, because 2372.9504 1782 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2372.9504 (pause 0.16) 2373.1115 1783 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2373.1115 you there. 2373.7095 1784 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2373.7095 (pause 0.10) 2373.8108 1785 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2373.8108 You walked over there, you went over there just to 2375.6510 1786 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2375.6510 (pause 0.45) 2376.1048 1787 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2376.1048 pay. 2376.4667 1788 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2376.4667 (pause 0.31) 2376.7726 1789 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2376.7726 Cop a bag. 2377.5285 1790 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2377.5285 (pause 0.70) 2378.2293 1791 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2378.2293 Somebody just roll up 2379.9637 1792 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2379.9637 (pause 0.21) 2380.1778 1793 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2380.1778 and you was just dead. 2381.1597 1794 DCB_int_01 2382.1481 Mm. 2382.3821 1795 DCB_int_01 2382.3821 (pause 0.10) 2382.4808 1796 DCB_int_01 2382.4808 Bullets ain't got no names. 2383.6327 1797 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2383.5214 And bullets ain't got no names. 2384.6187 1798 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2384.8735 So 2385.2275 1799 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2385.2275 (pause 0.18) 2385.4115 1800 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2385.4115 but if you w- went- if you didn't go over there 2387.4856 1801 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2387.4856 (pause 0.15) 2387.6314 1802 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2387.6314 to get it, 2388.0844 1803 DCB_int_01 2388.4384 You wouldn't have been part [of it.] 2389.4011 1804 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2389.1958 [you wouldn't] have been part of it. 2390.0311 1805 DCB_int_01 2390.1161 [Yeah.] 2390.6399 1806 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2390.2789 [You'd been] on the basketball court or doing what you doing, at work, this that and the other, but [you weren't over] there. 2394.2656 1807 DCB_int_01 2393.5423 [Mm.] 2393.9953 1808 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2395.0330 So we- we- w- 2396.2701 1809 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2396.2701 (pause 1.54) 2397.8079 1810 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2397.8079 we chose- we chose our life. 2399.9670 1811 DCB_int_01 2400.5162 Mm-hm. 2400.8843 1812 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2401.0399 We the ones that chose it. But see, mom and dad didn't chose it- 2404.0946 1813 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2404.0946 (pause 0.25) 2404.3459 1814 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2404.3459 didn't /choses/ your life. They- they set there and brought you in the world and simply tell you what's right or wrong. 2408.0665 1815 DCB_int_01 2408.2293 Hm. 2408.4275 1816 DCB_int_01 2408.4275 (pause 0.12) 2408.5428 1817 DCB_int_01 2408.5428 [But you choose] your direction. [Yeah.] 2410.6008 1818 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2408.5762 [But we ch-] 2409.2345 1819 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2409.2345 (pause 0.50) 2409.7371 1820 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2409.7371 [We choose the direction] that we wanna go. 2411.6657 1821 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2412.4950 And that's behind mom and dad back. 2414.1656 1822 DCB_int_01 2414.6895 [Mm-hm.] 2415.1921 1823 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2414.9868 [That's why] I keep telling parents 2416.4426 1824 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2416.5512 y'all stop getting on the news and sit up there talking about, 2418.8489 1825 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2418.8489 (pause 0.35) 2419.2029 1826 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2419.2029 hey, 2419.5639 1827 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2419.5639 (pause 0.40) 2419.9618 1828 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2419.9618 that ain't my son. 2420.7956 1829 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2420.7956 (pause 0.55) 2421.3407 1830 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2421.3407 Cause you don't know. 2422.1902 1831 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2422.1902 (pause 1.52) 2423.7092 1832 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2423.7092 And the problem that kids got right now today 2425.8258 1833 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2425.8258 (pause 0.14) 2425.9674 1834 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2425.9674 is still lack of communication. 2427.7159 1835 DCB_int_01 2428.3247 Mm-hm. 2428.7777 1836 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2428.7423 Cause it is a perm- It's always someone. 2431.0330 1837 DCB_int_01 2431.5993 To talk to. 2432.2293 1838 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2432.2647 To talk to. 2432.8310 1839 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2432.8310 (pause 0.15) 2432.9797 1840 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2432.9797 It is always someone. 2434.3742 1841 DCB_int_01 2434.9476 Right. 2435.2379 1842 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2436.1363 The only problem we have, we don't wanna take it in. 2438.4016 1843 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2438.4016 (pause 1.05) 2439.4469 1844 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2439.4469 We wanna always- we wanna be the one sit up there and prove you wrong. 2442.2897 1845 DCB_int_01 2442.6082 Mm-hm. 2443.0117 1846 DCB_int_01 2443.0117 (pause 0.43) 2443.4436 1847 DCB_int_01 2443.4436 Mm-hm. 2443.8754 1848 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2444.5266 There's a better way. 2445.3620 1849 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2445.3620 (pause 0.13) 2445.4965 1850 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2445.4965 There's a better way. 2446.3105 1851 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2446.3105 (pause 0.67) 2446.9760 1852 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2446.9760 No, it's not no better way. It's not no better way than s- sitting up- getting up in the morning, 2451.0434 1853 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2451.0434 (pause 0.54) 2451.5814 1854 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2451.5814 taking care of yourself, washing your clothes 2453.2945 1855 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2453.2945 (pause 0.46) 2453.7517 1856 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2453.7517 making sure you take care of each and every day. 2455.5781 1857 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2455.5781 (pause 0.40) 2455.9745 1858 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2455.9745 Stop being ashamed of what you are. 2457.3549 1859 DCB_int_01 2457.7655 Yeah. 2458.0132 1860 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2458.3318 And that's the problem we got. 2459.3423 1861 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2459.3423 (pause 0.10) 2459.4432 1862 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2459.4432 Hey, ac- 2459.9741 1863 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2459.9741 (pause 0.84) 2460.8135 1864 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2460.8135 Hey, act like you can't go to school, this that and the other. 2463.2204 1865 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2463.2204 (pause 0.16) 2463.3796 1866 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2463.3796 /Cause like/ we went to school. I mean I had holes in my tennis- this that and the other- but I'm like this, hey I went. 2467.6276 1867 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2467.6276 (pause 1.51) 2469.1425 1868 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2469.1425 I don't care if you like me, you don't like me. It don't make no difference, I got- Hey, mom and dad, I got you this education. 2473.6418 1869 DCB_int_01 2474.0877 [Hm.] 2474.3072 1870 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2474.1798 [That's] my thing. But a lot of kids right now today cause it's- it's getting /worser/ because 2478.2331 1871 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2478.8419 the market now on clothes, 2480.4688 1872 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2480.4688 (pause 0.07) 2480.5408 1873 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2480.5408 this that and the other, how [nice they look, this that and the other.] Boy I'm like, the- a- a pair of tennis shoes when we was coming up, a motherfucking a pair of tennis shoes was five dollars. 2487.0505 1874 DCB_int_01 2481.2799 [/Sure/- Yeah.] 2482.4733 1875 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2487.5433 Mother fucking, uh, Converse was- wasn't no more than what, seven dollars? 2490.7357 1876 DCB_int_01 2491.0117 Now eighty, ninety, two hundred dollars. 2492.9562 1877 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2492.9868 Two- three hundred dollars for a pair of tennis shoes. 2494.7990 1878 DCB_int_01 2494.8698 Mm-hm. 2495.2874 1879 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2495.6500 Come on, dog. 2496.5375 1880 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2496.5375 (pause 0.84) 2497.3728 1881 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2497.3728 I'll tell my son right now today, who you- who you talking to? 2499.7230 1882 DCB_int_01 2500.0061 2500.6362 1883 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2501.7021 And I- I set up there and say /?/ you look just as good. I- I put them two shoes now- I- I could find the same shoes- 2507.2449 1884 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2507.2449 (pause 0.74) 2507.9882 1885 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2507.9882 same shoes look- look direct look just like them shoes, 2511.4469 1886 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2511.4469 (pause 0.24) 2511.6876 1887 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2511.6876 ain't the three thousand, 2512.6535 1888 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2512.6535 (pause 0.25) 2512.9052 1889 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2512.9052 but these ain't nothing but fifty nine dollars. 2514.3746 1890 DCB_int_01 2514.9410 [Mm-hm.] 2515.4223 1891 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2515.2454 [Or eighty] dollars. 2516.0382 1892 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2516.7372 Man I never pa- 2517.5885 1893 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2517.5885 (pause 0.21) 2517.7938 1894 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2517.7938 paid eighty dollars for a pair of goddamn tennis shoes [a day in my life but I'm sitting up] and tell you hey, 2521.4931 1895 DCB_int_01 2519.8933 [] 2520.8135 1896 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2521.7763 look. 2522.0594 1897 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2522.0594 (pause 0.20) 2522.2576 1898 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2522.2576 These look just as good, 2523.2204 1899 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2523.2204 (pause 0.13) 2523.3478 1900 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2523.3478 and I bet you I could dress you 2524.5263 1901 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2524.5263 (pause 0.92) 2525.4432 1902 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2525.4432 with three hundred dollars I could dress you for half- half- six months into school before you- I had to buy you some [more] /wardrobe/. 2530.5982 1903 DCB_int_01 2529.9321 [Hm.] 2530.0734 1904 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2531.4786 He don't understand. Oh, dad, man, this that and the other. Well you need to get a job, son. 2534.6187 1905 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2534.6187 (pause 0.62) 2535.2345 1906 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2535.2345 You need to finish school. 2536.3035 1907 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2536.3035 (pause 0.19) 2536.4952 1908 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2536.4952 You need to do what you have to do. 2537.5243 1909 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2537.5243 (pause 0.25) 2537.7759 1910 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2537.7759 And get a job 2538.4826 1911 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2538.4826 (pause 0.42) 2538.9056 1912 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2538.9056 and make your money. 2539.6488 1913 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2539.6488 (pause 0.36) 2540.0112 1914 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2540.0112 I'm not against you. 2541.0717 1915 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2541.0717 (pause 0.20) 2541.2699 1916 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2541.2699 But, uh, that ain't me. 2542.9901 1917 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2542.9901 (pause 0.58) 2543.5706 1918 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2543.5706 I'm not- I'm not- I'm- I'm not caught up with 2545.7126 1919 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2545.7126 (pause 0.24) 2545.9532 1920 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2545.9532 what's going on out there. 2547.0222 1921 DCB_int_01 2547.1567 Mm-hm. 2547.5531 1922 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2549.0043 And that's what kids are. 2550.0449 1923 DCB_int_01 2550.5375 Yeah. 2550.7711 1924 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2551.3303 What kids [are.] 2552.0594 1925 DCB_int_01 2551.7480 [And that's] the same [thing-] 2552.9301 1926 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2552.3780 [And- and- and-] and- and- and my thing is, my wife sit up there and t- 2555.3441 1927 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2555.5210 ask me the other day, 2556.6295 1928 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2556.6295 (pause 1.43) 2558.0594 1929 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2558.0594 she say, 2558.5337 1930 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2558.5337 (pause 1.08) 2559.6168 1931 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2559.6168 the reason why the kids is where you are because 2562.1481 1932 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2562.1481 (pause 0.33) 2562.4808 1933 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2562.4808 you brought them everything. 2563.6064 1934 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2563.6064 (pause 0.40) 2564.0099 1935 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2564.0099 Well my thing is, what I t- tell my wife, I say 2566.6291 1936 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2566.6291 (pause 0.14) 2566.7707 1937 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2566.7707 what I did, 2567.6697 1938 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2567.6697 (pause 1.25) 2568.9197 1939 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2568.9197 don't get me wrong, 2569.7196 1940 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2569.7196 (pause 0.25) 2569.9674 1941 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2569.9674 I said, but what I did, 2571.1071 1942 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2571.1071 (pause 0.25) 2571.3620 1943 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2571.3620 I set up there, 2572.1194 1944 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2572.1194 (pause 0.33) 2572.4521 1945 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2572.4521 I became a plumber. 2573.2237 1946 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2573.2237 (pause 0.22) 2573.4432 1947 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2573.4432 I made good money. 2574.2289 1948 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2574.2289 (pause 1.06) 2575.2878 1949 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2575.2878 My thing- If I can give them 2576.9018 1950 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2576.9018 (pause 1.50) 2578.4026 1951 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2578.4026 the shoes and things they want, buy 'em, 2580.1623 1952 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2580.1623 (pause 0.21) 2580.3676 1953 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2580.3676 this that and the other, 2580.7923 1954 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2580.7923 (pause 0.12) 2580.9171 1955 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2580.9171 they ain't gotta go out here and hustle. 2582.0665 1956 DCB_int_01 2582.7036 Mm-hm. 2583.2204 1957 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2583.1354 Cause I did it. 2583.7159 1958 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2583.9283 That's what I did. 2584.6617 1959 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2584.6617 (pause 0.68) 2585.3439 1960 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2585.3439 See I got caught up- I got caught up in that. I got caught up in where is that, 2588.3284 1961 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2588.3284 (pause 0.18) 2588.5054 1962 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2588.5054 I didn't have this. 2589.3136 1963 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2589.3136 (pause 0.30) 2589.6097 1964 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2589.6097 I got- I got caught up in my shame. 2590.8202 1965 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2590.8202 (pause 0.24) 2591.0609 1966 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2591.0609 I got caught up in, you know, hey man, moms looking at me. I can't get the girls, this that and the other. Ain't nobody- 2595.7655 1967 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2595.7655 (pause 0.26) 2596.0233 1968 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2596.0233 you know, I got caught up. That- that was- that was the /worlds/ was working and- and making money cause I wanna look 2600.7191 1969 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2600.7191 (pause 0.40) 2601.1156 1970 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2601.1156 and- and this, that- and be popular. 2602.7054 1971 DCB_int_01 2602.9815 Mm-hm. 2603.3637 1972 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2604.1283 So I said when- when I had my kids I say, 2605.9121 1973 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2605.9121 (pause 0.14) 2606.0537 1974 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2606.0537 you know what man, pssh. 2607.1297 1975 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2607.1297 (pause 0.37) 2607.4959 1976 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2607.4959 Watch my butt, this that and the other, make- put money away, this that and the other. 2609.8876 1977 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2609.8876 (pause 0.22) 2610.1070 1978 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2610.1070 Hey, 2610.4185 1979 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2610.4185 (pause 0.90) 2611.3175 1980 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2611.3175 /And he-/ want that coat right there? That's my son. 2613.6890 1981 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2613.6890 (pause 0.20) 2613.8913 1982 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2613.8913 You want that coat? We getting that coat. 2615.3071 1983 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2615.3071 (pause 0.84) 2616.1424 1984 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2616.1424 It- 2616.4610 1985 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2616.4610 (pause 0.27) 2616.7300 1986 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2616.7300 it was to keep them 2617.8060 1987 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2617.8060 (pause 1.05) 2618.8536 1988 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2618.8536 not from going out there 2620.0187 1989 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2620.0187 (pause 0.16) 2620.1815 1990 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2620.1815 think they had to hustle. 2621.0735 1991 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2621.0735 (pause 1.49) 2622.5601 1992 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2622.5601 Dressing 'em nice, this that and the other. You ain't gotta go out there and do th- that, son. I- I already been through that. 2626.7266 1993 DCB_int_01 2627.0876 Right. 2627.4133 1994 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2628.4043 This what I'm doing this for you for. 2629.6998 1995 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2629.6998 (pause 0.89) 2630.5876 1996 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2630.5876 My daughter, just got finished- finished college. Hey, 2632.6275 1997 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2632.6275 (pause 1.08) 2633.7035 1998 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2633.7035 pssh, 2633.9513 1999 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2633.9513 (pause 0.24) 2634.1920 2000 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2634.1920 money, 2634.5105 2001 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2634.5105 (pause 0.18) 2634.6946 2002 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2634.6946 hey. 2635.0342 2003 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2635.0342 (pause 0.90) 2635.9334 2004 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2635.9334 You're not going there- we ain't gotta hustle to get you through it- 2638.0824 2005 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2638.0824 (pause 0.31) 2638.3939 2006 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2638.3939 school. No, that d- hey, tha- this Daddy job. 2641.1264 2007 DCB_int_01 2641.7493 Mm-hm. 2642.1528 2008 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2642.1104 It's not my wife job. This- this mine. 2643.7456 2009 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2643.8679 Cause y'all my kids. 2644.8824 2010 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2644.8824 (pause 0.93) 2645.8168 2011 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2645.8168 You see what I'm saying? 2646.5176 2012 DCB_int_01 2646.4964 Right. 2646.7724 2013 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2646.7583 I don't want anything no more. 2647.9121 2014 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2648.7191 It's y'all. 2649.1864 2015 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2649.1864 (pause 0.14) 2649.3308 2016 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2649.3308 This is y'all /life/. 2649.9452 2017 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2649.9452 (pause 0.26) 2650.2028 2018 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2650.2028 And that's why I did it. 2650.9956 2019 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2650.9956 (pause 0.38) 2651.3779 2020 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2651.3779 But see, 2651.8946 2021 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2651.8946 (pause 0.37) 2652.2627 2022 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2652.2627 and- and it turns around whereas that 2653.8767 2023 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2653.8767 (pause 0.76) 2654.6342 2024 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2654.6342 your kids does what they wanna do. 2656.0694 2025 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2656.0694 (pause 0.57) 2656.6417 2026 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2656.6417 [Regardless]. You get 'em- you get 'em- Mama, you could get 'em 2659.5157 2027 DCB_int_01 2656.7340 [Hm.] 2656.8340 2028 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2659.7851 fifty million dollars. 2660.7829 2029 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2660.7829 (pause 1.68) 2662.4647 2030 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2662.4647 It wouldn't make no difference. They still going out there, do what they wanna do. 2664.7087 2031 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2664.7087 (pause 1.46) 2666.1670 2032 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2666.1670 They gonna do what they wanna do. 2667.5134 2033 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2667.5134 (pause 1.43) 2668.9461 2034 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2668.9461 It's not that they're not satisfied. 2670.3265 2035 DCB_int_01 2671.5653 But they- you know, just, they 2672.3864 2036 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2672.5280 They [just-] 2672.9173 2037 DCB_int_01 2672.7191 [got] minds of their own. 2673.6182 2038 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2673.6323 Got [minds of their owns.] 2675.1301 2039 DCB_int_01 2673.8842 [That's what you said, yeah.] 2675.1443 2040 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2676.2919 So I learn. 2677.0273 2041 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2677.0273 (pause 0.59) 2677.6148 2042 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2677.6148 I- I- I- I learned it the hard way. It took me a long time to learn it. I st- I mean I s- I'm still struggling. 2683.0627 2043 DCB_int_01 2683.5653 Mm. 2683.9546 2044 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2683.9809 I'm still struggling with understanding them. 2685.9533 2045 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2685.9533 (pause 0.20) 2686.1566 2046 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2686.1566 Understanding life, society itself, 2688.0645 2047 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2688.0645 (pause 0.50) 2688.5671 2048 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2688.5671 but we- it's still a struggle but it's not- it's not 2690.8466 2049 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2690.8466 (pause 0.29) 2691.1368 2050 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2691.1368 whereas that now 2691.9792 2051 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2691.9792 (pause 0.57) 2692.5486 2052 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2692.5486 I don't have to worry about it no more. It's not enough for- 2694.5176 2053 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2694.5176 (pause 0.34) 2694.8574 2054 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2694.8574 to- to kill me. 2695.7069 2055 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2695.7069 (pause 0.19) 2695.8980 2056 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2695.8980 Or me just say I'm just gonna commit suicide. I don't understand. 2698.6204 2057 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2698.6204 (pause 0.28) 2698.9036 2058 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2698.9036 No no no no. 2699.5549 2059 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2699.5549 (pause 0.18) 2699.7389 2060 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2699.7389 I'm just gonna watch y'all- /??/ sit and watch y'all and do what y'all doing, this that and the other. Y'all gonna do that anyway! 2704.2382 2061 DCB_int_01 2704.2594 2705.0169 2062 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2704.9885 So why I'm'a worry myself? I'm'a sit back with a straw. I'm like this. I'm a old 2708.4218 2063 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2708.5917 country boy. I'm'a sit back with a straw in my /what's his name, sitting back/ my- my 2711.8663 2064 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2711.8663 (pause 0.33) 2712.1920 2065 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2712.1920 pipe tobacco, this that and the other. My little drink, this that and t- 2714.3793 2066 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2714.3793 (pause 0.32) 2714.6979 2067 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2714.6979 Dad, there you go again. 2715.7527 2068 DCB_int_01 2716.3231 2717.0735 2069 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2717.4841 Th- th- there- there she go again, 2719.0556 2070 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2719.0556 (pause 0.21) 2719.2631 2071 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2719.2631 this that and the other. Oh she pregnant again, this that and the oth- I'm just gonna sit back and watch because 2722.9390 2072 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2722.9390 (pause 0.28) 2723.2151 2073 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2723.2151 hey- 2723.4062 2074 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2723.4062 (pause 2.41) 2725.8201 2075 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2725.8201 Our 2726.2661 2076 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2726.2661 (pause 0.17) 2726.4360 2077 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2726.4360 kids today- the kids today- 2728.1703 2078 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2728.1703 (pause 0.81) 2728.9815 2079 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2728.9815 our children cause everybody's o- you know, we're- we're part of the Lord. 2732.2165 2080 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2732.2165 (pause 0.78) 2732.9975 2081 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2732.9975 This ours now. 2733.7514 2082 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2733.7514 (pause 1.21) 2734.9602 2083 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2734.9602 This is what we have to do 2736.1636 2084 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2736.1636 (pause 0.51) 2736.6733 2085 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2736.6733 because we killing ourself worrying when 2738.9315 2086 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2738.9315 (pause 2.11) 2741.0381 2087 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2741.0381 they- they don't- they don't- they don't care- 2742.8574 2088 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2742.8574 (pause 0.28) 2743.1405 2089 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2743.1405 I ain't gonna say they don't care. 2744.2944 2090 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2744.2944 (pause 0.38) 2744.6767 2091 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2744.6767 [But they not- they not] searching. They not reaching out for answers. 2747.7312 2092 DCB_int_01 2744.7059 [Right. Mm.] 2745.3670 2093 DCB_int_01 2747.7885 Right. 2748.1282 2094 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2749.3671 You know what I mean? 2750.0325 2095 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2750.0325 (pause 0.23) 2750.2661 2096 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2750.2661 And I was telling my daughter the other day, she- she- she- she got this job, this that and the other, and she said well oh my- my- my- my- um, 2756.6483 2097 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2756.6483 (pause 1.19) 2757.8361 2098 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2757.8361 the people that worked for her say /where they at/ as long as I did my fifty hours, this that and the other, and, uh, 2762.8536 2099 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2762.8536 (pause 0.43) 2763.2855 2100 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2763.2855 I'm- 2763.5545 2101 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2763.5545 (pause 0.29) 2763.8420 2102 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2763.8420 I can go and do what I wanna do. I said, no, hold up. Why- why you only gonna just do 2767.4591 2103 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2767.4591 (pause 0.30) 2767.7635 2104 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2767.7635 to get your pay fifty hours. 2768.9881 2105 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2768.9881 (pause 0.16) 2769.1515 2106 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2769.1515 I say, what- 2769.7993 2107 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2769.7993 (pause 0.14) 2769.9376 2108 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2769.9376 why don't you research yourself and 2771.3496 2109 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2771.3496 (pause 0.56) 2771.9088 2110 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2771.9088 do a little bit more? 2772.7795 2111 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2772.7795 (pause 0.14) 2772.9208 2112 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2772.9208 Put yourself- put yourself way ahead of the game. 2775.2934 2113 DCB_int_01 2775.5657 Mm. 2775.9904 2114 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2776.1391 You see what I'm saying? 2776.9602 2115 DCB_int_01 2777.1082 [Mm-hm.] 2777.4629 2116 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2777.1301 [You ain't gotta] sitting and say well I did this I did that. Put yourself way ahead of the game. 2780.2944 2117 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2780.5138 So when it come back to say you need this done, this that and the other, you can al- you already on top. 2784.4751 2118 DCB_int_01 2785.1759 Mm-hm, you're already [did it.] 2786.1245 2119 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2785.8838 [Ins-] instead of getting you 2787.1014 2120 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2787.2288 the two days that you wanted to take a leave, 2789.7672 2121 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2789.7672 (pause 0.21) 2789.9779 2122 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2789.9779 /mother/, you probably take a mother fucking week and you sit up and say hey, 2792.6413 2123 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2792.6413 (pause 0.95) 2793.5898 2124 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2793.5898 uh, yeah, the paperwork on my desk. 2795.0836 2125 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2795.0836 (pause 0.84) 2795.9230 2126 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2795.9230 It's done. You- you somewhere else. 2797.5440 2127 DCB_int_01 2797.6715 2798.0466 2128 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2797.9475 You sitting there, you enjoying yourself. Mi- mi- mines is done. It's already- oh- go- 2801.4557 2129 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2802.0150 uh, did y- di- uh, open up, uh, which name? 2803.8697 2130 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2803.8697 (pause 0.72) 2804.5945 2131 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2804.5945 It's already typed in. Did y- did y- did you get it? 2806.3096 2132 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2806.3096 (pause 0.81) 2807.1160 2133 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2807.1160 Did you get it? 2807.6327 2134 DCB_int_01 2807.7675 [Mm-hm.] 2808.1641 2135 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2807.8734 [Tell you what], go to so and so and so and so and so and so- and click that /thing there/. 2810.1953 2136 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2810.5351 Oh yeah. Hey, hey, h- 2811.7243 2137 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2811.7243 (pause 0.20) 2811.9267 2138 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2811.9267 hey honey I got it. 2812.8470 2139 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2812.8470 (pause 0.90) 2813.7460 2140 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2813.7460 You done. You be . 2815.0627 2141 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2815.0627 (pause 1.08) 2816.1457 2142 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2816.1457 And that's the smart part about it. 2817.5969 2143 DCB_int_01 2817.6889 Right. 2818.0287 2144 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2819.4557 And in my trade I alrea- I always learned that. 2821.6715 2145 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2821.6715 (pause 0.38) 2822.0537 2146 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2822.0537 The- the, uh, the guy sit up and say why- why- why you ain't here at- at three o'clock in the morning? What- 2826.4963 2147 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2826.4963 (pause 0.39) 2826.8894 2148 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2826.8894 /RD-NAME-2/ you wanted to be here to, uh, 2828.4431 2149 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2828.4431 (pause 0.42) 2828.8678 2150 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2828.8678 six. 2829.3421 2151 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2829.3421 (pause 0.73) 2830.0731 2152 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2830.0731 H- O- 2830.8894 2153 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2830.8894 (pause 2.68) 2833.5723 2154 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2833.5723 Well, hey /RD-NAME-1/, 2834.6059 2155 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2834.6059 (pause 0.15) 2834.7545 2156 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2834.7545 this need to be done. 2835.7922 2157 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2835.7922 (pause 0.16) 2835.9479 2158 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2835.9479 We need to get that done, this that and the other, /uh uh uh oh oh/. 2838.3831 2159 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2838.3831 (pause 0.49) 2838.8715 2160 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2838.8715 Hey look, I'll tell you what, um, 2840.0396 2161 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2840.0396 (pause 1.52) 2841.5615 2162 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2841.5615 it's already done. Can I- can I take the rest of the day? 2843.6752 2163 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2843.6752 (pause 0.33) 2844.0079 2164 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2844.0079 What /RD-NAME-1/? 2844.5884 2165 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2844.5884 (pause 0.42) 2845.0131 2166 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2845.0131 Oh it's done. 2845.5511 2167 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2845.5511 (pause 0.18) 2845.7281 2168 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2845.7281 Toilet already installed. 2846.7758 2169 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2846.7758 (pause 1.53) 2848.3019 2170 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2848.3019 Pipes- pipes already in. 2849.5407 2171 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2849.5407 (pause 0.18) 2849.7247 2172 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2849.7247 Well you, uh- Huh? 2850.7229 2173 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2850.7229 (pause 0.90) 2851.6219 2174 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2851.6219 /RD-NAME-1/ you can't do that- you can't do this. 2853.1863 2175 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2853.1863 (pause 0.38) 2853.5615 2176 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2853.5615 I- I got it done. 2854.5106 2177 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2854.5106 (pause 1.05) 2855.5619 2178 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2855.5619 So when your boss sit up and say something to you 2857.4874 2179 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2857.4874 (pause 0.45) 2857.9334 2180 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2857.9334 you can sit up and say hey, 2858.9032 2181 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2858.9032 (pause 0.34) 2859.2408 2182 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2859.2408 /RD-NAME-2/ got it done. 2859.9863 2183 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2859.9863 (pause 0.65) 2860.6410 2184 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2860.6410 Or I got it done, 2861.4448 2185 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2861.4448 (pause 0.19) 2861.6311 2186 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2861.6311 you know, the- 2862.1786 2187 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2862.1786 (pause 0.28) 2862.4582 2188 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2862.4582 this is my crew. 2863.2309 2189 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2863.2309 (pause 0.15) 2863.3829 2190 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2863.3829 /RD-NAME-1/ is on my crew. We got it done. 2864.7903 2191 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2864.7903 (pause 0.21) 2865.0039 2192 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2865.0039 It's done. 2865.4699 2193 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2865.4699 (pause 3.03) 2868.5009 2194 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2868.5009 I- I- [I did it.] 2869.3125 2195 DCB_int_01 2868.9209 [That's much] smarter. 2869.6775 2196 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2870.0526 I did it. 2870.5263 2197 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2870.5263 (pause 0.72) 2871.2485 2198 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2871.2485 I got smarter. I- I- I- I- I beat myself. I beat my- I beat the game. 2874.6986 2199 DCB_int_01 2875.0527 Mm-hm. 2875.4798 2200 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2876.7707 And was honest. Well only thing wasn't honest was you saying that you wasn't sposta be here. 2880.3828 2201 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2880.3828 (pause 1.22) 2881.6041 2202 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2881.6041 And this man gotta pay you. They gotta pay you. They ain't gotta pay me nothing. 2884.2739 2203 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2884.2739 (pause 1.02) 2885.2929 2204 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2885.2929 I- I did this for me. 2886.3646 2205 DCB_int_01 2887.1071 Mm. 2887.5575 2206 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2889.7164 And I- I- I w- I'm working at /RD-WORK-3/. 2892.1394 2207 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2892.1394 (pause 1.05) 2893.1847 2208 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2893.1847 You know, and I'm like this. I went in there, I did what I had to do. 2895.5223 2209 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2895.5223 (pause 0.61) 2896.1358 2210 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2896.1358 Not only that, I had a test on the system. I'm- I'm testing 2899.1459 2211 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2899.1459 (pause 0.80) 2899.9458 2212 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2899.9458 three floors. 2900.6370 2213 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2900.6370 (pause 0.19) 2900.8234 2214 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2900.8234 I got water on the system. I had water on the system from yesterday to /??/. 2904.1782 2215 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2904.1782 (pause 1.18) 2905.3556 2216 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2905.3556 You know how much pressure on them pipes? 2906.7379 2217 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2906.7379 (pause 0.69) 2907.4291 2218 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2907.4291 And I'm like this. I went in there to make sure. I walked in there- 2909.8288 2219 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2909.8288 (pause 0.21) 2910.0385 2220 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2910.0385 walked in there, the mother fucking- so much w- water pressure on the mother fucking pipes the mother fucking /??/ burst. 2913.6310 2221 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2913.6310 (pause 0.37) 2914.0038 2222 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2914.0038 I h- I had to release the plug. 2915.2230 2223 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2915.2230 (pause 0.18) 2915.4016 2224 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2915.4016 I had to release the plug. 2916.3957 2225 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2916.3957 (pause 0.37) 2916.7655 2226 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2916.7655 Man sitting up there telling me- 2917.6895 2227 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2917.6895 (pause 0.57) 2918.2564 2228 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2918.2564 the security come in talking about what you doing here? 2919.9184 2229 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2919.9184 (pause 0.40) 2920.3222 2230 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2920.3222 I'm like this. Who you talking to, dog, this is- Hey, this is my thing. I come and put this in here to make sure this building be operating when I leave. 2926.5629 2231 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2926.5629 (pause 0.38) 2926.9435 2232 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2926.9435 So I'm like this, I release the plug, this that and the other. And th- and my boys jumped on me and set up there and tell me and say hey, why- why was- 2932.7027 2233 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2932.7027 (pause 0.33) 2933.0289 2234 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2933.0289 w- what you do here /RD-NAME-1/? Ho, ho, ho. 2935.1915 2235 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2935.1915 (pause 0.51) 2935.7051 2236 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2935.7051 I set up there, I was laying down in my bed, and I said, man, you know what? 2938.3299 2237 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2938.3299 (pause 1.37) 2939.7045 2238 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2939.7045 I got so much pressure on that line. I said, man, jump up. 2941.9924 2239 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2941.9924 (pause 0.16) 2942.1555 2240 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2942.1555 I s- I jumped up and- and it's a good thing I did. 2944.6163 2241 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2944.6163 (pause 0.15) 2944.7648 2242 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2944.7648 Cause I woulda flooded- I woulda flooded half that hospital. 2947.4255 2243 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2947.4255 (pause 1.82) 2949.2505 2244 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2949.2505 I went in, I released the plug, this that and the other. [I] told 'em say, hey that's enough. But /RD-NAME-1/ you can't do that, this that and the other. 2954.1943 2245 DCB_int_01 2950.8832 [Hm.] 2951.0333 2246 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2954.5205 I'm like, 2954.9709 2247 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2954.9709 (pause 1.94) 2956.9124 2248 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2956.9124 where'd I went wrong at? 2957.8831 2249 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2957.8831 (pause 0.62) 2958.5013 2250 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2958.5013 Now I'm questioning myself. 2959.7128 2251 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2959.7128 (pause 1.60) 2961.3126 2252 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2961.3126 Not only that, 2962.0038 2253 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2962.0038 (pause 0.23) 2962.2368 2254 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2962.2368 now I'm gonna get fired because I wasn't sposta be at the job, this that and the other, because, you know, they got, 2966.3419 2255 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2966.3419 (pause 0.23) 2966.5748 2256 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2966.5748 you know, security, this that and the other, [I want-] I'm like, 2968.6018 2257 DCB_int_01 2967.7723 [Mm.] 2967.9297 2258 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2969.1687 I- I- I'm doing my job. 2970.1872 2259 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2970.1872 (pause 3.94) 2974.1280 2260 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2974.1280 It- 2974.3765 2261 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2974.3765 (pause 1.58) 2975.9608 2262 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2975.9608 The way all this works out not /keep saying- saying/ everybody is wrong, this that and the other, and then- and then a lot 2982.2175 2263 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2982.2175 (pause 0.41) 2982.6256 2264 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2982.6256 2982.9984 2265 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2982.9984 (pause 0.54) 2983.5342 2266 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2983.5342 that we do, and then growing up in Southeast I'm like this, I learned 2986.8503 2267 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2986.8503 (pause 0.92) 2987.7713 2268 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2987.7713 to me 2988.3305 2269 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2988.3305 (pause 0.19) 2988.5246 2270 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2988.5246 was right and wrong, and I learned to get a handle on myself. 2990.9398 2271 DCB_int_01 2991.6543 Mm. 2991.9261 2272 DCB_int_01 2991.9261 (pause 0.43) 2992.3532 2273 DCB_int_01 2992.3532 And that's carried you. 2993.2852 2274 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2994.1006 And it- and it- and it gon- gonna carry me. 2995.8293 2275 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2995.8293 (pause 0.30) 2996.1322 2276 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2996.1322 My- my- my growing- my- my parents- 2998.7648 2277 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 2998.7648 (pause 2.87) 3001.6324 2278 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3001.6324 when I seen what my 3002.6525 2279 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3002.6525 (pause 0.15) 3002.8001 2280 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3002.8001 parents went through because I'm like this, dad we had- 3005.7433 2281 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3005.7433 (pause 0.35) 3006.0928 2282 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3006.0928 I got- /on my-/ 3007.1537 2283 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3007.1537 (pause 0.19) 3007.3478 2284 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3007.3478 all us, my seven brothers, we all right behind each other. 3010.4309 2285 DCB_int_01 3011.4560 Mm-hm. 3011.8493 2286 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3011.7977 One was born one year, I was born next year, another one born the next year, this that and the other. I said [/??/-] 3015.6776 2287 DCB_int_01 3015.4524 [Oh], just step step step [step step step.] 3017.2075 2288 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3016.5940 [Step step step], every year. 3017.9608 2289 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3018.5712 You know what I mean, and my- my sisters- 3020.4195 2290 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3020.4195 (pause 0.78) 3021.2014 2291 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3021.2014 Well, my older sister was right behind 3022.9124 2292 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3022.9124 (pause 0.26) 3023.1764 2293 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3023.1764 the rest of- but the- 3023.8132 2294 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3023.8132 (pause 0.26) 3024.0773 2295 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3024.0773 the two youngest ones, 3025.1422 2296 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3025.1422 (pause 1.77) 3026.9165 2297 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3026.9165 we were so close and so close knit 3028.9083 2298 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3028.9083 (pause 0.31) 3029.2230 2299 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3029.2230 because I'm like this the thing is with my parents done, they had us in- where they couldn't afford us. 3033.1107 2300 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3033.1107 (pause 0.61) 3033.7242 2301 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3033.7242 Like I tell you about poverty, this that and the other, ain't got the money, this that and the other, and no means to set up there, it ain't got no room 3038.9942 2302 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3038.9942 (pause 0.36) 3039.3592 2303 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3039.3592 really 3039.7941 2304 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3039.7941 (pause 0.30) 3040.0970 2305 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3040.0970 cause we was 3040.7493 2306 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3040.7493 (pause 0.61) 3041.3551 2307 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3041.3551 being placed 3042.3103 2308 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3042.3103 (pause 0.53) 3042.8353 2309 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3042.8353 with my aunts, 3043.6196 2310 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3043.6196 (pause 0.40) 3044.0157 2311 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3044.0157 this that and the other. Everybody's tryna help until they got to the point where they wasn't no more help, so we got into foster home. 3048.5588 2312 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3048.5588 (pause 0.82) 3049.3770 2313 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3049.3770 But what I learned from my parents, then 3051.1262 2314 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3051.1262 (pause 0.42) 3051.5456 2315 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3051.5456 is to keep it together. 3052.5629 2316 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3052.5629 (pause 0.34) 3052.9046 2317 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3052.9046 Let- let's- let's keep this together. I'm like this regardless, this that and the other. 3056.7923 2318 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3056.7923 (pause 0.37) 3057.1651 2319 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3057.1651 And although my dad was, um, 3058.9590 2320 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3058.9590 (pause 0.68) 3059.6424 2321 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3059.6424 a gas station attendant, my mom, 3061.0760 2322 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3061.0760 (pause 0.26) 3061.3323 2323 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3061.3323 you know, finally got a job working in uh, a Government Treasury Department, 3064.1591 2324 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3064.1591 (pause 0.53) 3064.6872 2325 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3064.6872 they still was there for us 3066.1938 2326 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3066.1938 (pause 1.99) 3068.1865 2327 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3068.1865 and 3068.6387 2328 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3068.6387 (pause 0.17) 3068.8078 2329 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3068.8078 our thing was to listen. 3070.2290 2330 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3070.2290 (pause 0.97) 3071.1997 2331 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3071.1997 It ain't like they didn't want us. 3072.4423 2332 DCB_int_01 3072.7265 Mm-hm. 3073.1614 2333 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3074.7690 And it- and it- and it comes out that if we- if we paid attention 3077.8754 2334 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3077.8754 (pause 0.25) 3078.1208 2335 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3078.1208 I think that we all woulda beens 3079.5264 2336 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3079.5264 (pause 0.26) 3079.7827 2337 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3079.7827 more successful than what we are. 3081.4058 2338 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3081.4058 (pause 2.01) 3083.4172 2339 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3083.4172 Cause I done killed- I done killed five of my years being in Lorton. 3086.5904 2340 DCB_int_01 3087.6931 Mm. 3088.0659 2341 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3088.1047 And- and- and- and I looked at- and I look at what I make today, 3090.8586 2342 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3090.8586 (pause 0.19) 3091.0515 2343 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3091.0515 how much I make a hour now, 3092.4040 2344 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3092.4040 (pause 0.47) 3092.8777 2345 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3092.8777 you know /the/- well you know how much money I had? 3094.9637 2346 DCB_int_01 3097.0838 Mm. 3097.4255 2347 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3097.8448 And- and- and- and- and- and it come from 3099.5223 2348 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3099.5223 (pause 0.45) 3099.9727 2349 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3099.9727 my thinking, not their's. 3101.5492 2350 DCB_int_01 3101.6735 Right. 3102.0074 2351 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3102.2994 I didn't pay attention to them. 3103.5187 2352 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3103.5187 (pause 1.52) 3105.0408 2353 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3105.0408 And that's what's wrong with today, 3106.2368 2354 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3106.2368 (pause 0.52) 3106.7571 2355 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3106.7571 don't nobody pay attention. 3107.6968 2356 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3107.6968 (pause 0.80) 3108.4936 2357 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3108.4936 Don't nobody pay attention, don't nobody wanna hear what you gotta say. 3111.1651 2358 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3111.1651 (pause 1.29) 3112.4542 2359 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3112.4542 [Everybody] wanna make it, 3113.5570 2360 DCB_int_01 3112.6068 [Hm.] 3112.7426 2361 DCB_int_01 3114.1752 [Mm-hm.] 3114.6023 2362 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3114.3305 [but it ain't]- ain't nobody paying attention what nobody saying. 3116.5360 2363 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3117.5378 And that's our problem. Cause we won't take five minutes to sit. 3119.9608 2364 DCB_int_01 3120.4625 [Mm, right.] 3120.8275 2365 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3120.7110 [It's like] you go to school. 3121.6585 2366 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3121.9506 The teachers sit up there tryna tell you 3123.5362 2367 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3123.5362 (pause 0.34) 3123.8760 2368 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3123.8760 how to get your head, but you like this 3125.3768 2369 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3125.3768 (pause 0.32) 3125.6953 2370 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3125.6953 /hey girlfriend/, 3126.7825 2371 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3126.7825 (pause 0.16) 3126.9383 2372 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3126.9383 what's going on? 3127.6320 2373 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3127.6320 (pause 0.28) 3127.9152 2374 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3127.9152 Hey buddy, this that and the- play that music- bap bap bap. 3130.4282 2375 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3130.4282 (pause 0.76) 3131.1856 2376 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3131.1856 Ain't no- 3131.5716 2377 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3131.5716 (pause 0.59) 3132.1625 2378 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3132.1625 ain't- 3132.3820 2379 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3132.3820 (pause 0.41) 3132.7896 2380 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3132.7896 The good stuff is- 3133.6037 2381 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3133.6037 (pause 0.21) 3133.8161 2382 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3133.8161 is- is- is- is- is /going on/. You don't hear that but you can hear that- that- 3137.2635 2383 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3137.2635 (pause 0.15) 3137.4122 2384 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3137.4122 that bebop, 3138.1838 2385 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3138.1838 (pause 0.18) 3138.3649 2386 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3138.3649 this that and the other, this that and the other. 3139.6179 2387 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3139.6179 (pause 0.24) 3139.8585 2388 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3139.8585 And the same thing growing up in- in- in- when we was 3142.0530 2389 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3142.0530 (pause 0.25) 3142.3008 2390 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3142.3008 coming up in Southeast DC, it's the same thing. You don't- you ain't wanna listen. 3145.2073 2391 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3145.2073 (pause 0.76) 3145.9647 2392 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3145.9647 Only thing you- your thing was living in Southeast, you just wanna 3149.0228 2393 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3149.0228 (pause 0.75) 3149.7732 2394 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3149.7732 be a part of it. 3150.5090 2395 DCB_int_01 3151.5966 Mm. 3151.8656 2396 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3151.8727 That's what it is, being a part of it. 3153.2708 2397 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3153.2708 (pause 0.53) 3153.8052 2398 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3153.8052 Hey. 3154.0672 2399 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3154.0672 (pause 0.18) 3154.2512 2400 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3154.2512 He got them pair of shoes, 3155.5042 2401 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3155.5042 (pause 0.15) 3155.6529 2402 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3155.6529 I'm'a /try to/ find and get them shoes, so therefore /as a result/ I gotta find a way. 3159.0620 2403 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3159.0620 (pause 0.35) 3159.4088 2404 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3159.4088 If I had to rob and steal you, 3160.6760 2405 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3160.6760 (pause 0.30) 3160.9733 2406 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3160.9733 if I have to sell drugs, this what I'm'a do. 3162.4386 2407 DCB_int_01 3163.4409 Did you party a lot? 3164.2408 2408 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3164.8638 Oh L- 3165.2035 2409 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3165.2035 (pause 0.26) 3165.4655 2410 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3165.4655 Oh well, see, no no. See, down in Southeast partying was a good party Southeast. 3169.6249 2411 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3169.6249 (pause 0.15) 3169.7736 2412 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3169.7736 Now [let me tell you.] 3170.6231 2413 DCB_int_01 3170.0568 [Y'all had go gos] and- 3171.2248 2414 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3172.8105 Well, when we was coming up, what- what g- what y'all call- 3175.9647 2415 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3175.9647 (pause 0.28) 3176.2479 2416 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3176.2479 well they uh- 3177.0761 2417 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3177.0761 (pause 0.87) 3177.9468 2418 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3177.9468 Yeah, go gos. Let's put it like that. 3179.4334 2419 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3179.4334 (pause 0.57) 3180.0068 2420 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3180.0068 But 3180.3083 2421 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3180.3083 (pause 0.22) 3180.5277 2422 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3180.5277 when we was coming up, see in- in my time- when I was coming up early 3183.7274 2423 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3183.7274 (pause 0.40) 3184.1238 2424 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3184.1238 I- Like this. 3185.0087 2425 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3185.0087 (pause 0.16) 3185.1721 2426 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3185.1721 You have to learn to dance. 3186.3334 2427 DCB_int_01 3186.5843 Mm-hm. 3187.0657 2428 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3187.7736 So you had to learn to dance, you had to learn to bop. 3189.6495 2429 DCB_int_01 3190.1521 [Mm-hm.] 3190.5485 2430 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3190.2866 [Slow] jazz, this that and the other. You had to learn that thing, and then you have to get your [/what's that-/] 3193.9259 2431 DCB_int_01 3193.3347 [Explain] bop to me, for it- cause I- 3195.4371 2432 DCB_int_01 3195.6000 I've heard it but I don't really 3196.9025 2433 DCB_int_01 3196.9025 (pause 0.24) 3197.1432 2434 DCB_int_01 3197.1432 understand it. 3197.9360 2435 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3198.7967 It's- it's- 3199.8727 2436 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3199.8727 (pause 0.77) 3200.6443 2437 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3200.6443 it's a- it's a- it's a s- 3201.9610 2438 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3201.9610 (pause 1.55) 3203.5113 2439 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3203.5113 it's where you could learn 3205.0728 2440 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3205.0728 (pause 0.39) 3205.4621 2441 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3205.4621 to 3205.7240 2442 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3205.7240 (pause 0.22) 3205.9435 2443 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3205.9435 dance 3206.5948 2444 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3206.5948 (pause 0.24) 3206.8354 2445 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3206.8354 with a woman and hold her tight 3208.5202 2446 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3208.5202 (pause 0.62) 3209.1432 2447 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3209.1432 and spin her 3210.0068 2448 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3210.0068 (pause 2.26) 3212.2618 2449 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3212.2618 in the rhythm that you had to do it cause it- it's- 3214.5981 2450 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3214.5981 (pause 1.76) 3216.3537 2451 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3216.3537 Man, 3216.8109 2452 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3216.8109 (pause 0.30) 3217.1082 2453 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3217.1082 it- 3217.2356 2454 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3217.2356 (pause 0.23) 3217.4621 2455 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3217.4621 don't nobody know the feeling. No- I'm like this 3220.1026 2456 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3220.1026 (pause 0.30) 3220.4070 2457 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3220.4070 because I'm like this cause I- I- 3221.7307 2458 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3221.7307 (pause 0.15) 3221.8794 2459 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3221.8794 my- m- my baby brother, 3223.4480 2460 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3223.4480 (pause 0.79) 3224.2408 2461 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3224.2408 which is 3225.0053 2462 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3225.0053 (pause 0.41) 3225.4159 2463 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3225.4159 cause I used to go- I used to be a wallflower. 3227.0228 2464 DCB_int_01 3227.6175 3228.1909 2465 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3228.2233 I used to be a [wallflower /unintelligible/] I ever tell you, I used to be a wallflower and I'm like this, cause I'm like this you wanna go out with your friends, 3234.5519 2466 DCB_int_01 3228.6268 [I don't believe it.] 3229.4834 2467 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3235.0940 because I- 3235.6391 2468 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3235.6391 (pause 0.81) 3236.4461 2469 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3236.4461 My thing I was always into sports. 3238.1946 2470 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3238.1946 (pause 0.50) 3238.6972 2471 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3238.6972 Me and most of my friends, yeah this all we do, man. It's- it's constant. When you go to work, come home, this that and the other. 3243.2319 2472 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3243.2319 (pause 0.56) 3243.7911 2473 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3243.7911 We'll come home, man, look, 3245.1502 2474 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3245.1502 (pause 0.65) 3245.8015 2475 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3245.8015 dressed, 3246.1201 2476 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3246.1201 (pause 0.20) 3246.3153 2477 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3246.3153 we going the basketball court. 3247.3559 2478 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3247.3559 (pause 0.47) 3247.8231 2479 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3247.8231 We going throw the 3248.6089 2480 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3248.6089 (pause 0.40) 3249.0053 2481 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3249.0053 baseball, this that and the other. I- 3250.4990 2482 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3250.4990 (pause 0.35) 3250.8459 2483 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3250.8459 Sports my thing. That's why I tell 'em /more about/ ping pong. 3253.0966 2484 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3253.0966 (pause 0.43) 3253.5258 2485 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3253.5258 I'm like this, I- I was a sp- 3254.7505 2486 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3254.7505 (pause 0.49) 3255.2389 2487 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3255.2389 I love sports. 3255.9964 2488 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3255.9964 (pause 0.20) 3256.1946 2489 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3256.1946 I'm a sports fanatic. I wanna be the best. 3257.9826 2490 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3257.9826 (pause 1.00) 3258.9808 2491 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3258.9808 I'm'a tell you. I'm'a be the best catcher ever, be the best everything. Best ping pong player in there, that's what I think, shoot pool, this that and the other. 3264.1909 2492 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3264.1909 (pause 0.63) 3264.8250 2493 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3264.8250 But I- when I started going out my- my baby brother which is younger than me. See /RD-NAME-2/, and, uh, 3269.5042 2494 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3269.5042 (pause 1.14) 3270.6480 2495 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3270.6480 hey, we go to parties, that and the other, and I'm like this, dang. I see a nice girl. I wanna dance, and I'm like, 3275.2140 2496 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3275.2140 (pause 0.25) 3275.4617 2497 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3275.4617 man, I don't even know how to do that, this that and the other. 3277.5400 2498 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3277.5400 (pause 0.59) 3278.1346 2499 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3278.1346 Shorty what you doing? Man, shorty, shorty. Come on man. Look /??/. I'm like man, I ain't wanna ask her out. I'm scared to- I ain't getting up there getting embarrassed, this that and the other. You know, I know how to jump around, this that and the other. 3286.9745 2500 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3286.9745 (pause 1.60) 3288.5712 2501 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3288.5712 I came home 3289.5808 2502 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3289.5808 (pause 0.37) 3289.9536 2503 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3289.9536 and I told my dad. 3291.0020 2504 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3291.0020 (pause 1.22) 3292.2212 2505 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3292.2212 I tell- I didn't tell him it was my baby brother 3294.1549 2506 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3294.1549 (pause 0.28) 3294.4345 2507 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3294.4345 but I told him my dad, and 3295.4643 2508 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3295.4643 (pause 0.84) 3296.3030 2509 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3296.3030 with not knowing 3297.6310 2510 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3297.6310 (pause 0.55) 3298.1824 2511 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3298.1824 that my dad 3298.9901 2512 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3298.9901 (pause 2.21) 3301.2003 2513 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3301.2003 taught my baby brother 3302.2254 2514 DCB_int_01 3302.8777 [How to bop.] 3303.3903 2515 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3303.0062 [/??/] 3303.4446 2516 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3305.2541 So I'm like this cause now I say growing up with my parents and everything cause in my- in my home, this that and the other, it was 3310.7538 2517 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3310.7538 (pause 1.43) 3312.1838 2518 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3312.1838 tremendous. I mean, 3313.2781 2519 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3313.2781 (pause 0.38) 3313.6603 2520 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3313.6603 you know, we didn't have too much of anything but 3315.4655 2521 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3315.4655 (pause 0.26) 3315.7274 2522 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3315.7274 even after they finish they'll- they sit and play the music, 3318.0087 2523 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3318.0087 (pause 0.34) 3318.3466 2524 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3318.3466 drink, 3318.6935 2525 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3318.6935 (pause 0.24) 3318.9312 2526 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3318.9312 this that and the other. And I always watch my- my father be sitting there dancing with my moms. 3322.5073 2527 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3322.5073 (pause 1.65) 3324.1541 2528 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3324.1541 I told dad and he sit there and say, /hey mom, mom,/ 3327.5950 2529 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3327.5950 (pause 0.18) 3327.7769 2530 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3327.7769 this that and the other. 3328.3432 2531 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3328.3432 (pause 0.23) 3328.5769 2532 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3328.5769 Hey, my dad grabbed me and 3330.2262 2533 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3330.2262 (pause 0.32) 3330.5419 2534 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3330.5419 turned me around a couple times and I'm like this, 3332.9699 2535 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3332.9699 (pause 0.81) 3333.7769 2536 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3333.7769 and my mom would say dad- no dad, no no no no no no no no no and my mom grab me, this that and the other. And I'm like, [/oh/] 3339.6000 2537 DCB_int_01 3338.9487 [] 3339.5929 2538 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3339.7769 dog, I say this is heaven. 3341.2989 2539 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3341.2989 (pause 0.42) 3341.7236 2540 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3341.7236 Well I stepped out and I'm like this, 3343.7374 2541 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3343.7374 (pause 0.31) 3344.0497 2542 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3344.0497 I was working, this that and the other. And I'm like, well I'm'a get me some clothes. 3346.8462 2543 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3346.8462 (pause 0.54) 3347.3888 2544 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3347.3888 Man, I- 3347.8369 2545 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3347.8369 (pause 1.57) 3349.4055 2546 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3349.4055 That's the most beau- 3350.3541 2547 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3350.3541 (pause 0.23) 3350.5806 2548 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3350.5806 This- that's why I- 3351.5504 2549 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3351.5504 (pause 0.77) 3352.3220 2550 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3352.3220 The thing is now, and don't nobody know it, even young kids, that I- I- I prefer the young kids to go to a oldies but goodies party 3359.0653 2551 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3359.0653 (pause 0.69) 3359.7590 2552 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3359.7590 and watch 3360.5519 2553 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3360.5519 (pause 0.39) 3360.9383 2554 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3360.9383 these people just to have fun. It's- it's- it's- it's- it's- it's- it's just how you doing, it's just 3365.6245 2555 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3365.6245 (pause 0.51) 3366.1384 2556 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3366.1384 constant fun. 3366.8533 2557 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3366.8533 (pause 0.68) 3367.5329 2558 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3367.5329 It's fun. You meet people. 3368.5836 2559 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3368.5836 (pause 0.26) 3368.8425 2560 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3368.8425 It's not no 3369.6212 2561 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3369.6212 (pause 0.42) 3370.0389 2562 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3370.0389 tryna 3370.4070 2563 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3370.4070 (pause 0.33) 3370.7397 2564 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3370.7397 meet somebody. It's not this that and the other. It's just funny. 3373.7031 2565 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3373.7031 (pause 0.29) 3373.9925 2566 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3373.9925 [It- it's] just dancing. Yeah and I'm like, the pleasure, and- and whether you know it or not that's exercise. 3378.2475 2567 DCB_int_01 3374.0033 [Mm.] 3374.3859 2568 DCB_int_01 3378.3727 Mm- 3379.0064 2569 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3378.9055 Don't nobody even know that this is exercise. 3381.0455 2570 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3381.7168 But it- but it- it's- it's our culture. 3383.7679 2571 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3383.7679 (pause 0.12) 3383.8912 2572 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3383.8912 It's- it's- it's a part of your culture whether you know it or not. 3386.1713 2573 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3386.1713 (pause 0.43) 3386.6062 2574 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3386.6062 It's not drugs. It's not no drugs there. It's not nothing there. 3389.5029 2575 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3389.5029 (pause 0.20) 3389.7025 2576 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3389.7025 And people just sitting in there drinking, 3391.2705 2577 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3391.2705 (pause 0.30) 3391.5734 2578 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3391.5734 you know, and having a nice time, 3392.9324 2579 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3392.9324 (pause 0.14) 3393.0722 2580 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3393.0722 smoking their cigarettes, this that and the other. 3394.3458 2581 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3394.3458 (pause 0.31) 3394.6564 2582 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3394.6564 And- and- and trying to get it on. 3396.0155 2583 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3396.0155 (pause 0.59) 3396.6057 2584 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3396.6057 Hey, you know, swing you /go bop/. 3398.5130 2585 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3398.5130 (pause 0.40) 3398.9169 2586 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3398.9169 /Get baby though- Hand to Jesus/ 3401.0758 2587 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3401.0758 (pause 0.75) 3401.8213 2588 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3401.8213 Beautiful. 3402.2019 2589 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3402.2019 (pause 0.32) 3402.5172 2590 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3402.5172 And don't nobody know 3403.4336 2591 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3403.4336 (pause 0.89) 3404.3267 2592 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3404.3267 And don't nobody know how beautiful it is. 3406.1284 2593 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3406.1284 (pause 0.19) 3406.3225 2594 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3406.3225 [/And that ?/] 3406.7989 2595 DCB_int_01 3406.3225 [But y'alls] big deal was dancing. 3408.4892 2596 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3408.7191 [Yeah, it's dancing-] 3409.5889 2597 DCB_int_01 3408.7191 [So y'all- What kind] of music? 3410.2412 2598 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3412.3691 Aw, slow music, uh-huh. [Slowly-] slow jam. 3415.0717 2599 DCB_int_01 3413.6194 [Oh that slow-] 3414.3494 2600 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3415.4180 Slow jam. 3416.3733 2601 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3416.3733 (pause 0.78) 3417.1576 2602 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3417.1576 Play another slow jam. 3418.2604 2603 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3418.2604 (pause 0.96) 3419.2234 2604 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3419.2234 And it- and that was the thing. I mean we had- we ha- you know, you had your hip hop, this that and [the other.] 3423.7789 2605 DCB_int_01 3423.4061 [Mm-hm.] 3423.7556 2606 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3424.4002 But a lot of times in- in- in DC the go go- It's like- it's like this. It- When it- when it came, in- t- go go parties, this that and the other, 3431.5495 2607 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3431.5495 (pause 1.06) 3432.6135 2608 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3432.6135 you c- you- you had to party there. 3434.1403 2609 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3434.1403 (pause 0.56) 3434.6994 2610 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3434.6994 You had to party in your neighborhood. You can't go to somebody else because I'm like this. You go there, this that and the other. Hey, somebody, 3440.0781 2611 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3440.0781 (pause 0.40) 3440.4820 2612 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3440.4820 hey, 3440.7848 2613 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3440.7848 (pause 0.22) 3441.0023 2614 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3441.0023 get jealous 3441.7478 2615 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3441.7478 (pause 0.47) 3442.2215 2616 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3442.2215 cause you dancing with the girl. You wind up getting stabbed, shot, this that and the other, or it'd be a fight. 3446.2723 2617 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3446.2723 (pause 0.39) 3446.6606 2618 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3446.6606 This that and- 3447.0256 2619 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3447.0256 (pause 0.15) 3447.1731 2620 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3447.1731 You couldn't go out your neighborhood. 3448.4934 2621 DCB_int_01 3448.4002 So it's like block [parties?] 3449.8691 2622 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3449.5651 [Yeah] it's like block parties. It's- it's- right here. This- this is it. This- this is where we this that and the other. 3453.7401 2623 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3453.9730 And- and- th- they was good parties. You d- you- Very seldom you really hear somebody, 3457.6355 2624 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3457.6355 (pause 0.44) 3458.0781 2625 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3458.0781 you know, fighting 3458.8004 2626 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3458.8004 (pause 0.16) 3458.9635 2627 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3458.9635 in- in your neighborhood at the parties. 3460.5244 2628 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3460.5244 (pause 0.20) 3460.7263 2629 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3460.7263 It never was. It never was that. It's always was a outsider. 3463.2969 2630 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3463.2969 (pause 0.39) 3463.6821 2631 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3463.6821 Somebody [came, this that and the other, or-] 3465.4217 2632 DCB_int_01 3464.1713 [Come in, mm-hm.] 3465.4139 2633 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3465.8022 or this that and the other. It- it even- 3467.6117 2634 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3467.6117 (pause 0.10) 3467.7126 2635 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3467.7126 it- it- it wasn't even whereas that 3469.0484 2636 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3469.0484 (pause 0.20) 3469.2494 2637 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3469.2494 you dance with 3470.1946 2638 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3470.1946 (pause 0.30) 3470.4975 2639 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3470.4975 3470.7460 2640 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3470.7460 (pause 1.09) 3471.8332 2641 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3471.8332 this girl right here, 3472.8506 2642 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3472.8506 (pause 0.23) 3473.0758 2643 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3473.0758 and although you know this- this might mean- 3474.8356 2644 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3474.8356 (pause 0.11) 3474.9443 2645 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3474.9443 this might just 3475.7209 2646 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3475.7209 (pause 0.24) 3475.9617 2647 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3475.9617 /RD-NAME-1/ shorty, this that and the other, this that, 3477.4915 2648 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3477.4915 (pause 0.30) 3477.7956 2649 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3477.7956 it wasn't the point that you danced with that girl. 3479.1690 2650 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3479.1690 (pause 0.86) 3480.0310 2651 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3480.0310 It wasn't the point. 3480.6834 2652 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3480.6834 (pause 0.86) 3481.5423 2653 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3481.5423 Or I bump you. Oh man, what you being funny? I bump you, this that and the other. No, it wasn't like that. Th- this neighborhood, you know what I mean? 3486.6756 2654 DCB_int_01 3486.5959 Mm. 3487.0717 2655 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3487.0142 You know what I mean? 3487.6433 2656 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3487.9461 Regardless, we'll behave. 3488.8936 2657 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3488.8936 (pause 0.49) 3489.3828 2658 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3489.3828 Well, 3489.7401 2659 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3489.7401 (pause 0.47) 3490.2138 2660 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3490.2138 which we was close, Woodland and /Hartford/ Street was close. We knew each other, this that and the other, but 3494.7227 2661 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3494.7227 (pause 0.30) 3495.0178 2662 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3495.0178 all that was just still in that- that little center. 3497.2855 2663 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3497.2855 (pause 0.30) 3497.5806 2664 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3497.5806 But like I say 3498.2380 2665 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3498.2380 (pause 0.17) 3498.4115 2666 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3498.4115 Barry Farms and- 3499.5423 2667 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3499.5423 (pause 0.75) 3500.2956 2668 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3500.2956 and- and Stanton Road was much different, see? You- you couldn't do that. 3503.9456 2669 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3503.9456 (pause 0.16) 3504.1087 2670 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3504.1087 [You couldn't go.] 3504.8387 2671 DCB_int_01 3504.1941 [And they had they own] parties. [You didn't go to] they [stuff, they didn't come to your] stuff. 3507.2575 2672 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3505.4413 [Yeah.] 3505.7986 2673 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3505.7986 (pause 0.26) 3506.0548 2674 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3506.0548 [Yeah you didn't go there.] 3506.9169 2675 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3506.9169 (pause 0.28) 3507.1964 2676 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3507.1964 But a- a- as- as it 3508.5865 2677 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3509.2078 went on, it- it kind of 3510.9163 2678 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3510.9163 (pause 0.72) 3511.6355 2679 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3511.6355 panned out a little bit. 3512.8237 2680 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3512.8237 (pause 0.83) 3513.6546 2681 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3513.6546 It kind of panned out because what you did you- 3515.5029 2682 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3515.5029 (pause 0.35) 3515.8524 2683 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3515.8524 you find up- when I- when playing sports, this that and the other, you got to know 'em, people got to know you because you went into this /??/. 3521.2264 2684 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3521.2264 (pause 0.63) 3521.8524 2685 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3521.8524 You can go down there and party with 'em, this that and the other, but it still was that- that chaos whereas that you don't belongs down here. 3527.1660 2686 DCB_int_01 3527.3864 Mm. 3527.6427 2687 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3528.3028 You know, this is our turf. 3529.3714 2688 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3529.3714 (pause 1.02) 3530.3888 2689 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3530.3888 Well, what give you a right to say this your turf? This ain't your turf. This is- this is- this is United States motherfucker. This- this is- this is- What is this? This Stanton Road, this Stanton Road. 3537.8255 2690 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3537.8255 (pause 0.19) 3538.0196 2691 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3538.0196 Who- who tell you that I can't walk down here? 3539.6582 2692 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3539.6582 (pause 1.36) 3541.0147 2693 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3541.0147 W- where you get that from? 3542.0471 2694 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3542.0471 (pause 2.45) 3544.5011 2695 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3544.5011 You're wrong. 3545.1768 2696 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3545.1768 (pause 1.51) 3546.6834 2697 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3546.6834 Ain't no way this is where we can't be at. 3548.4664 2698 DCB_int_01 3549.0567 Right. 3549.4450 2699 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3551.1768 You see what I'm saying? 3551.9145 2700 DCB_int_01 3551.8757 Mm-hm. 3552.1708 2701 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3552.6104 And- and- and- and- 3553.4724 2702 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3553.4724 (pause 0.26) 3553.7287 2703 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3553.7287 I mean it went on- it went on and- but 3555.6158 2704 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3555.6158 (pause 0.64) 3556.2526 2705 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3556.2526 the thing is as- as it progressed it got better. It got better. You can go, this that and the other, but 3560.4664 2706 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3560.4664 (pause 1.65) 3562.1206 2707 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3562.1206 I think as- 3563.1379 2708 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3563.1379 (pause 0.71) 3563.8524 2709 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3563.8524 the way you carry yourself 3565.1540 2710 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3565.1540 (pause 0.36) 3565.5112 2711 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3565.5112 it- it- it get better because the way you carry yourself because you know what you- 3568.7030 2712 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3568.7030 (pause 2.10) 3570.7982 2713 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3570.7982 People 3571.5268 2714 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3571.5268 (pause 0.73) 3572.2568 2715 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3572.2568 have a tendency to grow on theyself to get wiser. 3575.2000 2716 DCB_int_01 3575.6738 Mm-hm. 3575.9301 2717 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3575.9456 So as 3576.9396 2718 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3576.9396 (pause 0.52) 3577.4569 2719 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3577.4569 things went on, we- we can go there. 3579.3751 2720 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3579.3751 (pause 0.26) 3579.6391 2721 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3579.6391 We can go down Stanton Road, we can go to Barry Farm, this that and the other, because 3582.4970 2722 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3582.4970 (pause 0.37) 3582.8697 2723 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3582.8697 a lot of time, people 3583.6122 2724 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3583.6122 (pause 0.14) 3583.7520 2725 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3583.7520 they- 3583.8918 2726 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3583.8918 (pause 0.26) 3584.1558 2727 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3584.1558 you know, they met you because it- it came back to where we can 3587.0603 2728 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3587.0603 (pause 0.44) 3587.5029 2729 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3587.5029 play ball down there again. 3588.9086 2730 DCB_int_01 3589.1851 Mm. 3589.4491 2731 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3590.2412 We can go down there and play ball. 3591.4217 2732 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3591.4217 (pause 0.25) 3591.6674 2733 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3591.6674 /Repping/ Woodland, this that- and we go play ball, this that and the other, /respect they got, you know, you wa-/ you wanna lose? This that and the other. 3596.2645 2734 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3596.2645 (pause 0.20) 3596.4664 2735 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3596.4664 It came 3597.0256 2736 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3597.0256 (pause 0.63) 3597.6546 2737 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3597.6546 to be a- 3598.0196 2738 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3598.0196 (pause 0.16) 3598.1827 2739 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3598.1827 a u- a unity thing. 3599.5961 2740 DCB_int_01 3600.0077 Mm-hm. 3600.3417 2741 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3600.2329 So it was no thing. 3601.1833 2742 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3601.6433 But you still had knuckleheads 3603.4188 2743 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3603.4188 (pause 0.92) 3604.3380 2744 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3604.3380 or people, individuals, don't understand that, hey, 3607.0763 2745 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3607.0763 (pause 0.69) 3607.7675 2746 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3607.7675 hey, they still tryna keep it 3609.1265 2747 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3609.1265 (pause 0.73) 3609.8565 2748 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3609.8565 this way 3610.4856 2749 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3610.4856 (pause 0.66) 3611.1457 2750 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3611.1457 and it- time is changing. 3612.3339 2751 DCB_int_01 3612.7502 Mm-hm. 3613.2394 2752 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3613.3404 You still- you always gonna have- you still have that right now today. 3615.9419 2753 DCB_int_01 3615.9109 Yeah. 3616.1672 2754 DCB_int_01 3616.4390 Do you [go back] 3616.9748 2755 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3616.7108 [Yeah.] 3616.9593 2756 DCB_int_01 3617.1146 to like, the old neighborhood? Do you go into DC a [lot now?] 3619.5656 2757 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3619.1109 [What- what s-] No, what stopped me- 3620.7771 2758 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3620.9479 3621.4372 2759 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3621.4372 (pause 0.81) 3622.2448 2760 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3622.2448 What stopped me from going to DC, 3623.7359 2761 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3623.7359 (pause 0.33) 3624.0698 2762 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3624.0698 it- before my moms passed aways, 3625.6821 2763 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3625.6821 (pause 0.23) 3625.9073 2764 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3625.9073 3626.3655 2765 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3626.3655 (pause 0.35) 3626.7150 2766 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3626.7150 I just- 3627.4605 2767 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3627.4605 (pause 0.29) 3627.7478 2768 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3627.7478 Now I make good money. I bought my wife a- 3629.6259 2769 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3629.6259 (pause 0.82) 3630.4477 2770 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3630.4477 a brand new Expedition. 3631.5046 2771 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3631.5046 (pause 1.72) 3633.2197 2772 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3633.2197 Tell her, I'm like this. You know, cause I'm like this. I gotta see Mama. 3635.7980 2773 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3635.7980 (pause 0.21) 3636.0077 2774 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3636.0077 No, hey, grandkids is /in here/, we out- we going say hey, 3638.7072 2775 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3638.7072 (pause 0.28) 3638.9868 2776 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3638.9868 I'm off, this that and the other. We going see Mom. We gonna do- find something to do today. 3642.1475 2777 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3642.1475 (pause 1.92) 3644.0626 2778 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3644.0626 Bought my wife a brand new car, and 3645.5753 2779 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3645.5753 (pause 0.13) 3645.7090 2780 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3645.7090 you know what I mean, and 3646.4972 2781 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3646.4972 (pause 0.10) 3646.6021 2782 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3646.6021 brand new truck, Expedition, 3647.9534 2783 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3647.9534 (pause 0.23) 3648.1863 2784 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3648.1863 now I say, let's go and see Mama. 3649.4336 2785 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3649.4336 (pause 0.79) 3650.2257 2786 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3650.2257 We went, stopped and got food, called Mama. Hey, how you doing honey? 3653.3631 2787 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3653.3631 (pause 0.23) 3653.5961 2788 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3653.5961 This that and the other, oh, I'm on my way, this that and the other. Oh /RD-NAME-1/, you know, this that and the other, hey. 3657.5692 2789 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3657.5692 (pause 0.50) 3658.0740 2790 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3658.0740 Alright Mama, I get- I get that. I- I get what what you mean, okay. 3660.9785 2791 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3660.9785 (pause 0.59) 3661.5734 2792 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3661.5734 Alright, /RD-NAME-2/, honey, 3662.7624 2793 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3662.7624 (pause 0.18) 3662.9432 2794 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3662.9432 Mama say get this, this that and the other. Okay, we'll stop and get it. 3665.2311 2795 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3665.2311 (pause 0.31) 3665.5418 2796 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3665.5418 Take the kiddos. 3666.1786 2797 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3666.1786 (pause 0.33) 3666.5047 2798 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3666.5047 So we goes over there and I'm sitting in the house, 3668.3888 2799 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3668.3888 (pause 0.38) 3668.7693 2800 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3668.7693 and I say, well /RD-NAME-2/, I'm'a go out back. 3670.3846 2801 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3670.3846 (pause 0.35) 3670.7341 2802 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3670.7341 Cause I- I don't smoke. 3671.6738 2803 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3671.6738 (pause 0.19) 3671.8602 2804 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3671.8602 I smoke, but I don't smoke in the house. 3673.4413 2805 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3673.4413 (pause 0.12) 3673.5578 2806 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3673.5578 And not only that, I don't smoke around my kids. 3675.1983 2807 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3675.1983 (pause 1.64) 3676.8351 2808 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3676.8351 That said, I'm'a go outside. 3677.7980 2809 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3677.7980 (pause 1.08) 3678.8744 2810 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3678.8744 I didn't go- 3679.1851 2811 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3679.1851 (pause 0.22) 3679.4025 2812 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3679.4025 Got myself uh- 3680.3655 2813 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3680.3655 (pause 0.15) 3680.5130 2814 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3680.5130 grabbed me a beer, went out back, 3681.8721 2815 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3681.8721 (pause 0.23) 3682.0974 2816 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3682.0974 sit down, 3682.6642 2817 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3682.6642 (pause 2.65) 3685.3171 2818 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3685.3171 I don't know what it was, something say turn. 3686.7383 2819 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3686.7383 (pause 0.28) 3687.0178 2820 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3687.0178 And I turned, 3687.6158 2821 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3687.6158 (pause 0.40) 3688.0177 2822 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3688.0177 and I'm like this, 3689.0214 2823 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3689.0214 (pause 0.35) 3689.3709 2824 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3689.3709 along her car somebody look like somebody just went down the side of that motherfucker. I said, hold up. 3693.9653 2825 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3693.9653 (pause 0.49) 3694.4545 2826 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3694.4545 She- I- We didn't have the truck no more than like three days. I'm like this a brand new truck! I'm like Jesus Christ. 3700.0977 2827 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3700.0977 (pause 0.64) 3700.7341 2828 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3700.7341 And I told my- I said, Mama, 3702.7299 2829 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3702.7299 (pause 0.21) 3702.9380 2830 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3702.9380 I love you. 3703.5133 2831 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3703.5133 (pause 0.58) 3704.0937 2832 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3704.0937 I love you more than anything. 3705.2275 2833 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3705.2275 (pause 0.84) 3706.0662 2834 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3706.0662 I said I'll be back to see you. 3707.0137 2835 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3707.0137 (pause 0.82) 3707.8369 2836 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3707.8369 I got in the car and I told /RD-NAME-2/ I say, you not bringing your truck over here, I mean my- my w- w- my wife was hot. 3712.0740 2837 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3712.0740 (pause 1.64) 3713.7126 2838 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3713.7126 First time she ever had a brand [new vehicle, you] know what I mean? She tickled to death, hey uh- 3717.5847 2839 DCB_int_01 3715.1695 [New car- Mm.] 3715.8918 2840 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3717.8954 Hey look I- I got nothing. 3719.3709 2841 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3719.3709 (pause 0.33) 3719.6971 2842 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3719.6971 And I'm like, 3720.3184 2843 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3720.3184 (pause 0.24) 3720.5560 2844 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3720.5560 I say hey. I tell you what we do. 3722.1325 2845 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3722.1325 (pause 0.75) 3722.8780 2846 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3722.8780 We go see Mama, see that eighty eight? 3724.4468 2847 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3724.4468 (pause 0.82) 3725.2622 2848 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3725.2622 and we got that- that big 3726.6911 2849 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3726.6911 (pause 0.44) 3727.1307 2850 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3727.1307 Eighty eight? 3727.5811 2851 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3727.5811 (pause 0.22) 3727.8050 2852 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3727.8050 We'll drive that over there. 3728.8780 2853 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3728.8780 (pause 0.68) 3729.5614 2854 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3729.5614 And we'll- we'll- went over there on that. But I- After that, when my moms passed away I just say no. 3733.6541 2855 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3733.6541 (pause 1.01) 3734.6606 2856 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3734.6606 Because it's too much right now. 3736.5788 2857 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3736.5788 (pause 0.81) 3737.3864 2858 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3737.3864 And it's still happening. You still looking at the news. And, um, we just heard [some-] 3740.5208 2859 DCB_int_01 3740.1783 [Mm.] 3740.5829 2860 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3740.7460 somebody got killed over there the other day, this that and the other. 3742.8894 2861 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3742.8894 (pause 0.27) 3743.1612 2862 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3743.1612 I don't know nobody over there no more. 3744.6026 2863 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3744.6026 (pause 0.23) 3744.8278 2864 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3744.8278 I- [I] think it's about one, maybe two families still over there 3747.4682 2865 DCB_int_01 3744.9365 [Mm.] 3745.1462 2866 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3748.1128 since I been gone. That been thirty something y- 3749.8524 2867 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3749.8524 (pause 0.37) 3750.2252 2868 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3750.2252 Oh [yeah, that's] thirty something years. 3751.8296 2869 DCB_int_01 3750.4504 [Yeah.] 3751.0608 2870 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3752.6140 And I- I even- I mean, I refuse to go over there now because it's- it's nobody I know. 3757.2860 2871 DCB_int_01 3757.6976 Mm-hm. 3758.0160 2872 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3757.9927 But 3758.2801 2873 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3758.4587 over there, it just is worse. 3760.2060 2874 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3760.2060 (pause 0.82) 3761.0292 2875 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3761.0292 I'm [talking about] worse worse. 3762.4193 2876 DCB_int_01 3761.1845 [Yeah.] 3761.6194 2877 DCB_int_01 3763.9306 Yeah it's- 3764.4043 2878 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3764.5286 [An- an- an- an-] anytime- anytime you- 3767.4563 2879 DCB_int_01 3764.5286 [Turfs are bad now.] 3765.6624 2880 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3767.8058 you 3768.0698 2881 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3768.0698 (pause 0.21) 3768.2842 2882 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3768.2842 live here, next person live next door to you, 3770.7538 2883 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3770.7538 (pause 0.67) 3771.4217 2884 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3771.4217 and y'all shooting each other? 3772.7108 2885 DCB_int_01 3773.2001 Yeah. 3773.5418 2886 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3774.0077 And y'all fighting? 3774.8542 2887 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3774.8542 (pause 2.07) 3776.9246 2888 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3776.9246 Oh no no no no no no. It just worse. I- 3779.0214 2889 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3779.0214 (pause 0.27) 3779.2932 2890 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3779.2932 I refuse. 3779.9912 2891 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3779.9912 (pause 0.40) 3780.3914 2892 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3780.3914 I refuse. 3781.0251 2893 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3781.0251 (pause 0.54) 3781.5656 2894 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3781.5656 I refuse. 3782.0238 2895 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3782.0238 (pause 0.15) 3782.1713 2896 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3782.1713 I might gotta go through there. 3783.5071 2897 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3783.5071 (pause 0.45) 3783.9575 2898 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3783.9575 Hopefully that 3784.5167 2899 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3784.5167 (pause 0.18) 3784.6953 2900 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3784.6953 o- 3784.8040 2901 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3784.8040 (pause 0.27) 3785.0758 2902 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3785.0758 my- one of the jobs ain't over there. 3786.8900 2903 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3786.8900 (pause 0.24) 3787.1307 2904 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3787.1307 But I refuse to. 3787.8607 2905 DCB_int_01 3788.5053 [Hm.] 3788.8004 2906 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3788.5208 [It's not-] it's not the same. 3789.6469 2907 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3790.8506 It's- it's not- it's not the same. 3792.4814 2908 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3792.4814 (pause 0.20) 3792.6803 2909 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3792.6803 It ain't gonna be the same. And my thing is, I hate to set up and say, and I know people came 3796.5730 2910 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3796.5730 (pause 0.56) 3797.1379 2911 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3797.1379 up the way I came up with poverty, 3798.9055 2912 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3798.9055 (pause 0.12) 3799.0274 2913 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3799.0274 p- 3799.1453 2914 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3799.1453 (pause 0.16) 3799.3015 2915 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3799.3015 uh, 3799.5734 2916 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3799.5734 (pause 0.42) 3799.9927 2917 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3799.9927 babies having babies. They got more kids than anything in the world. 3802.6331 2918 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3802.6331 (pause 0.42) 3803.0525 2919 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3803.0525 But 3803.2777 2920 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3803.2777 (pause 2.74) 3806.0160 2921 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3806.0160 that- 3806.3267 2922 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3806.3267 (pause 0.25) 3806.5752 2923 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3806.5752 that is 3807.2430 2924 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3807.2430 (pause 0.73) 3807.9730 2925 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3807.9730 the problem. 3808.6176 2926 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3808.6176 (pause 2.06) 3810.6756 2927 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3810.6756 If you wanna look at society right now today 3813.1188 2928 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3813.1188 (pause 0.38) 3813.4993 2929 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3813.4993 the problem is 3814.2837 2930 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3814.2837 (pause 0.74) 3815.0269 2931 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3815.0269 babies having babies. 3816.1320 2932 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3816.1320 (pause 1.78) 3817.9151 2933 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3817.9151 I hate to say it. 3818.5907 2934 DCB_int_01 3818.9557 Mm. 3819.2275 2935 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3819.3595 You got a- You got a s- 3820.1439 2936 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3820.1439 (pause 0.45) 3820.5943 2937 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3820.5943 fourteen year old boy, 3821.7048 2938 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3821.7048 (pause 1.68) 3823.3870 2939 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3823.3870 a thirteen year old, 3824.2645 2940 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3824.2645 (pause 0.16) 3824.4198 2941 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3824.4198 worse thing- you could have a baby. 3825.5071 2942 DCB_int_01 3826.1128 Yeah. 3826.4701 2943 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3826.6642 They can't finish school. 3827.6582 2944 DCB_int_01 3829.3637 They haven't even [learned anything.] 3830.6295 2945 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3829.8219 [And then- and then the] 3830.6218 2946 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3830.7615 parents 3831.2974 2947 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3831.2974 (pause 0.31) 3831.6051 2948 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3831.6051 that had them 3832.5699 2949 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3832.5699 (pause 0.11) 3832.6797 2950 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3832.6797 can't be no more than what, two- 3834.2718 2951 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3834.2718 (pause 0.40) 3834.6756 2952 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3834.6756 two, 3835.0406 2953 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3835.0406 (pause 0.32) 3835.3637 2954 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3835.3637 uh, 3835.7209 2955 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3835.7209 (pause 0.91) 3836.6295 2956 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3836.6295 two- three years older than they are, 3838.2215 2957 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3838.2215 (pause 0.37) 3838.5938 2958 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3838.5938 and still babies having babies, but none of 'em got no education. 3841.2006 2959 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3841.2006 (pause 0.21) 3841.4103 2960 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3841.4103 None of 'em ain't got nothing. So 3842.9091 2961 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3842.9091 (pause 0.57) 3843.4779 2962 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3843.4779 when you sit up there and watch your child 3845.6039 2963 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3845.6039 (pause 0.22) 3845.8213 2964 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3845.8213 watch your parents sit up there 3847.0220 2965 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3847.0220 (pause 0.28) 3847.3015 2966 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3847.3015 3847.8918 2967 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3847.8918 (pause 1.20) 3849.0877 2968 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3849.0877 smoking weed, 3849.9771 2969 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3849.9771 (pause 0.63) 3850.6059 2970 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3850.6059 doing dope, this that and the other, 3851.9602 2971 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3851.9602 (pause 1.38) 3853.3355 2972 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3853.3355 they ain't sitting there talking about nothing. 3854.7826 2973 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3854.7826 (pause 0.58) 3855.3595 2974 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3855.3595 They ain't- they ain't sitting there talking about now- 3856.6176 2975 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3856.6176 (pause 0.19) 3856.8040 2976 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3856.8040 hey- they know, uh, 3858.0621 2977 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3858.0621 (pause 0.15) 3858.2160 2978 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3858.2160 Lucinda over there, you know, they- that girl just had /another/ baby, this that and the other- What are you talking about? 3862.0507 2979 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3862.0507 (pause 0.75) 3862.7962 2980 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3862.7962 That ain't- that- that ain't the conversation. 3864.5125 2981 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3864.5125 (pause 0.41) 3864.9210 2982 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3864.9210 That ain't nothing. That gossip. 3865.9367 2983 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3865.9367 (pause 0.97) 3866.9091 2984 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3866.9091 And that's why the kids right now today, 3869.3398 2985 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3869.3398 (pause 1.03) 3870.3675 2986 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3870.3675 nothing here. 3871.3037 2987 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3871.3037 (pause 1.10) 3872.4042 2988 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3872.4042 They don't- they don't 3873.1809 2989 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3873.1809 (pause 0.54) 3873.7168 2990 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3873.7168 push the issue 3874.6098 2991 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3874.6098 (pause 0.28) 3874.8894 2992 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3874.8894 about education. 3875.7204 2993 DCB_int_01 3876.1475 Mm-hm. 3876.5979 2994 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3878.4198 They don't say nothing. 3879.1731 2995 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3879.1731 (pause 0.60) 3879.7713 2996 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3879.7713 Cause they wake up in the morning, doing the same thing they do each and every day. 3882.7299 2997 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3882.7299 (pause 0.46) 3883.1928 2998 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3883.1928 Drinking, 3883.6044 2999 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3883.6044 (pause 0.24) 3883.8452 3000 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3883.8452 talking about so and so. It's like soap operas. You look at TV, I Love Lucy, this that and the other. That's all you do all day. 3888.1397 3001 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3888.1397 (pause 0.31) 3888.4504 3002 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3888.4504 So what do- what you got to talk about? 3889.6277 3003 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3889.6277 (pause 0.99) 3890.6140 3004 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3890.6140 You ain't got nothing to talk about. You ain't- you ain't- you ain't going to school, you ain't in the working world. You ain't got nothing. So what you gotta talk about? Only thing you wanna do is talk about the neighbor. 3897.1750 3005 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3897.1750 (pause 2.51) 3899.6893 3006 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3899.6893 Hey don't you know John down there selling drugs? 3901.4088 3007 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3901.4088 (pause 0.83) 3902.2377 3008 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3902.2377 Is that really important? 3903.3362 3009 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3903.3362 (pause 0.70) 3904.0386 3010 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3904.0386 How is that gonna make me some money? 3905.2882 3011 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3905.2882 (pause 0.85) 3906.1397 3012 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3906.1397 Talking about John. 3906.8231 3013 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3906.8231 (pause 0.28) 3907.1074 3014 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3907.1074 Talking about him selling drugs. 3908.0626 3015 DCB_int_01 3908.1713 Yup. 3908.4587 3016 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3908.5441 John- [/??/] 3909.2741 3017 DCB_int_01 3908.8237 [How that gonna] do anything for you? 3910.2371 3018 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3910.3769 Yeah, it ain't gonna do nothing for you. 3911.6738 3019 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3911.6738 (pause 0.16) 3911.8369 3020 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3911.8369 So the- this- this what the problem is today, right now in the world today. 3915.2432 3021 DCB_int_01 3917.1146 Mm. 3917.3709 3022 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3917.3631 It- it's that babies having babies. 3919.2698 3023 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3920.9868 It ain't the point that your baby having babies, the baby- the thing is, you- you don't have no education- [you ain't got nothing up here.] 3926.4742 3024 DCB_int_01 3925.4569 [Yeah you can't give them] nothing. 3926.7538 3025 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3926.8780 You can't g- you- [you can't give] 'em nothing! 3928.8506 3026 DCB_int_01 3927.7711 [Yup.] 3928.1594 3027 DCB_int_01 3930.1009 Yup. 3930.3184 3028 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3930.3153 So guess what? I'm'a go out there, I'm like this. Now you mad now. 3933.5847 3029 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3933.7634 Your child, 3934.5244 3030 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3934.5244 (pause 0.58) 3935.1069 3031 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3935.1069 ev- even you, 3936.2096 3032 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3936.2096 (pause 0.22) 3936.4271 3033 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3936.4271 going out there robbing and stealing just to get a nice pair of pants, 3938.9479 3034 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3938.9479 (pause 0.17) 3939.1188 3035 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3939.1188 clothes, this that and the other, going to the store just stealing, 3941.0066 3036 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3941.0066 (pause 0.22) 3941.2311 3037 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3941.2311 this that and the other, this that and the other. 3942.3184 3038 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3942.3184 (pause 0.48) 3942.7998 3039 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3942.7998 Kids doing the same thing. 3943.8141 3040 DCB_int_01 3944.1325 Mm-hm, cause that's the [example they see.] 3945.9808 3041 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3945.1654 [That- that- that's- that's how I'm'a make it. 3946.7962 3042 DCB_int_01 3946.9050 [Yup.] 3947.1535 3043 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3947.0292 [That's] how I'm'a make it. 3947.7204 3044 DCB_int_01 3950.0859 Yeah. 3950.4198 3045 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3950.8314 It's not jealousy. 3951.8022 3046 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3951.8022 (pause 0.23) 3952.0274 3047 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3952.0274 It's- it's just what they had to do cause they had to make it. 3953.9378 3048 DCB_int_01 3954.4038 Mm-hm. 3954.8542 3049 DCB_int_01 3954.8542 (pause 1.27) 3956.1247 3050 DCB_int_01 3956.1247 [/I'm sure./] 3956.7615 3051 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3956.1325 [And- and- and don't] nobody see it. 3957.5304 3052 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3957.8332 And- and that's the- that's our- that's our biggest problem. 3959.8912 3053 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3959.8912 (pause 1.59) 3961.4802 3054 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3961.4802 Go- go to the pros and see. Go- go- go to the hospital and ask 'em how- how many- how many kids 3965.9689 3055 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3965.9689 (pause 1.44) 3967.4109 3056 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3967.4109 right now from 3968.4820 3057 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3968.4820 (pause 0.21) 3968.6917 3058 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3968.6917 fifteen to twenty, 3969.7168 3059 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3969.7168 (pause 0.99) 3970.7108 3060 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3970.7108 how many babies in the- 3971.5728 3061 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3971.5728 (pause 0.41) 3971.9842 3062 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3971.9842 that these kids done have? 3973.3741 3063 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3973.3741 (pause 0.61) 3973.9887 3064 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3973.9887 From that age. 3974.7150 3065 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3974.7150 (pause 0.18) 3974.8936 3066 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3974.8936 And they'll tell you. 3975.5537 3067 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3975.5537 (pause 0.85) 3976.4002 3068 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3976.4002 And you wanna look at at that- look at that- look at the- 3978.1630 3069 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3978.1630 (pause 0.19) 3978.3547 3070 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3978.3547 the- the education rap sheet. 3979.8685 3071 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3979.8685 (pause 0.26) 3980.1325 3072 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3980.1325 It's not- 3980.6295 3073 DCB_int_01 3982.7652 Yeah. 3982.9981 3074 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3986.4897 And- and that's the same reason why 3988.5555 3075 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3988.5555 (pause 0.17) 3988.7263 3076 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3988.7263 that lady and that man get on the TV 3991.2472 3077 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3991.2472 (pause 0.33) 3991.5778 3078 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3991.5778 /Now/ on TV talking about, it wasn't my son. 3993.3362 3079 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3993.3362 (pause 0.82) 3994.1517 3080 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3994.1517 You know it was your daggone son. 3995.4408 3081 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3995.4408 (pause 2.37) 3997.8063 3082 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3997.8063 You knew it was your son because of the way you was raised. 3999.8721 3083 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 3999.8721 (pause 1.06) 4000.9282 3084 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4000.9282 The way you raised him. 4001.8602 3085 DCB_int_01 4002.5948 Mm. 4002.9055 3086 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4002.9987 Because even still, if- if your kid come to ask you well why- why- why is there 4007.1535 3087 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4007.1535 (pause 0.19) 4007.3476 3088 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4007.3476 four plus four 4008.3882 3089 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4008.3882 (pause 1.32) 4009.7054 3090 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4009.7054 equal eight? 4010.2801 3091 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4010.2801 (pause 1.41) 4011.6857 3092 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4011.6857 You can't tell 'em. Four plus four equals six. 4013.6738 3093 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4013.6738 (pause 1.01) 4014.6803 3094 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4014.6803 But you ain't got no education. 4015.6433 3095 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4015.6433 (pause 1.31) 4016.9557 3096 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4016.9557 You didn't- you didn't give 'em nothing. 4018.2914 3097 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4018.2914 (pause 0.19) 4018.4856 3098 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4018.4856 You didn't give 'em nothing to go on. 4019.8136 3099 DCB_int_01 4021.2394 Yeah. 4021.5035 3100 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4022.8159 Even [when you caught] them. Even when the police brought the kid- 4025.2078 3101 DCB_int_01 4023.1188 [Sure.] 4023.4993 3102 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4025.4330 brought the kid back, and sit up and say, yeah, I caught your son there stealing. They give him a break. 4028.8237 3103 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4028.8237 (pause 0.36) 4029.1887 3104 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4029.1887 Sit up and say hey, 4029.9420 3105 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4029.9420 (pause 0.26) 4030.2060 3106 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4030.2060 he ain't got 4030.6176 3107 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4030.6176 (pause 0.99) 4031.6039 3108 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4031.6039 he went and stole, this that and the other. 4032.7843 3109 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4032.7843 (pause 0.82) 4033.6044 3110 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4033.6044 Give him a break, bring the kid back, 4034.7615 3111 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4034.7615 (pause 0.43) 4035.1887 3112 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4035.1887 oh son, you know, this that and the other. Oh, this that and the other, /ch- that- that-/ fake out. 4039.4646 3113 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4039.4646 (pause 0.33) 4039.7941 3114 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4039.7941 You just whoop your mother and son, this that and the other, in front of the mans just sitting there talking about /hollering at 'em/ this that and the other. 4043.7592 3115 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4043.7592 (pause 0.98) 4044.7424 3116 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4044.7424 I don't even know what your son gonna do cause you doing the same thing. 4047.0411 3117 DCB_int_01 4048.9438 Mm. 4049.2078 3118 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4050.9288 It's nothing. 4051.4646 3119 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4051.4646 (pause 0.19) 4051.6588 3120 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4051.6588 We- we set up there and hurt ourselves. 4053.3285 3121 DCB_int_01 4053.9730 Yeah. 4054.2293 3122 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4055.3147 It's a lot done changed. It- it- it's a lot. 4057.2783 3123 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4057.2783 (pause 0.14) 4057.4180 3124 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4057.4180 Things are much better but we the ones have to make it better. 4059.8721 3125 DCB_int_01 4060.4701 [That's true.] 4060.9577 3126 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4060.4856 [It's not worrying] about the government. 4061.8136 3127 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4061.9813 It's not worrying about the system, how it is. I don't care who the president is. W- what- what difference who the president is? 4067.1379 3128 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4067.1379 (pause 1.84) 4068.9812 3129 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4068.9812 That's not you. 4069.6821 3130 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4069.6821 (pause 0.96) 4070.6373 3131 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4070.6373 It's for us. 4071.3906 3132 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4071.3906 (pause 2.64) 4074.0310 3133 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4074.0310 If I'm making ten dollars right now today, I wanna- I wanna- that ma- that manager making fifteen, 4078.6797 3134 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4078.6797 (pause 0.21) 4078.8894 3135 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4078.8894 I wanna find out how that manager making fifteen. 4080.6212 3136 DCB_int_01 4081.0453 [Mm-hm.] 4081.5268 3137 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4081.3248 [I'm'a] talk to him. 4082.1403 3138 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4083.0722 I'm'a bust my butt. I'm like this, hey dog, how you g- 4085.6971 3139 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4085.6971 (pause 0.16) 4085.8524 3140 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4085.8524 where you get where you at, you know what I mean? Man I'm talking about, 4087.9799 3141 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4087.9799 (pause 0.34) 4088.3189 3142 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4088.3189 /unintelligible/ yeah dog, [you know], th- 4090.2293 3143 DCB_int_01 4089.4931 [] 4090.0038 3144 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4090.7186 I'm'a do it- I'm'a do it a little better than you cause I wanna know how to get there. 4094.1092 3145 DCB_int_01 4094.2645 That's right. 4094.7848 3146 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4095.2120 You see what I'm saying? So I can live comfortable. 4096.9963 3147 DCB_int_01 4097.2311 And that's [the lesson that] we need to 4098.6492 3148 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4097.5651 [Because-] 4098.1087 3149 DCB_int_01 4098.7843 [instill. /Uh-huh./] 4099.9073 3150 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4099.0297 [Cause- cause each] and every day 4100.7460 3151 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4100.8703 I walk there and I tell myself, and I gotta tell my kids, p- the police can't touch me with a ten foot pole. 4105.4569 3152 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4105.4569 (pause 2.03) 4107.4838 3153 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4107.4838 Can't touch me 4108.2992 3154 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4108.2992 (pause 0.27) 4108.5722 3155 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4108.5722 Only thing he aks me for is my ID. If I'm driving my car, the only thing he aks for is my ID. 4112.4587 3156 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4112.4587 (pause 1.09) 4113.5459 3157 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4113.5459 Maybe my brake light out, this that and the other. That's the only reason why. 4116.0862 3158 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4116.0862 (pause 1.62) 4117.7054 3159 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4117.7054 That's the only thing the police can say to me. 4119.3362 3160 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4119.3362 (pause 0.31) 4119.6469 3161 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4119.6469 Police can't touch me. 4120.7030 3162 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4120.7030 (pause 0.92) 4121.6277 3163 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4121.6277 It's not because it's Virginia. I know it's a commonwealth, they- they- they nasty police th- but you can't touch me. 4126.5400 3164 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4126.5400 (pause 1.40) 4127.9378 3165 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4127.9378 The only thing you gonna do to me 4129.1462 3166 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4129.1462 (pause 0.17) 4129.3171 3167 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4129.3171 is set up there and try to p- 4130.5130 3168 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4130.5130 (pause 0.67) 4131.1809 3169 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4131.1809 /party/ if ain't nobody around, you gonna put me in a car 4133.3864 3170 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4133.3864 (pause 0.70) 4134.0823 3171 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4134.0823 cause then like, you want your way, and I don't bow down to you, you probably take me over there and kill me, this that and the other. 4138.2060 3172 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4138.2060 (pause 0.38) 4138.5865 3173 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4138.5865 Cause it's a commonwealth state. 4139.6117 3174 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4139.6117 (pause 1.58) 4141.1964 3175 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4141.1964 This is Virginia. 4141.8529 3176 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4141.8529 (pause 0.82) 4142.6761 3177 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4142.6761 Y'all made y'all own rules. 4143.6935 3178 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4143.6935 (pause 0.94) 4144.6331 3179 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4144.6331 I already know what the system is here. 4146.2640 3180 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4146.2640 (pause 0.30) 4146.5628 3181 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4146.5628 But I'm like this, outside that, you can't touch me. I can go to DC, this that and the other, you can't touch me. I- 4149.9420 3182 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4149.9420 (pause 0.15) 4150.0895 3183 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4150.0895 I haven't did anything wrong. 4151.2234 3184 DCB_int_01 4151.4719 Right. 4151.7592 3185 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4151.9901 Look at my record. 4152.7532 3186 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4152.7532 (pause 0.51) 4153.2627 3187 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4153.2627 You want- you- what you wanna talk about what- what I did- 4155.3518 3188 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4155.3518 (pause 0.18) 4155.5304 3189 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4155.5304 uh, twenty, thirty years ago? That was then. 4157.7670 3190 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4157.7670 (pause 0.59) 4158.3572 3191 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4158.3572 It's not now. 4158.8775 3192 DCB_int_01 4159.3481 Right. 4159.5889 3193 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4159.5734 And that's why I tell my kids, 4160.6684 3194 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4161.0178 if you do the right things, you ain't got no reason to be shaking your leg, this that and the other, scared, this that- 4165.7597 3195 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4165.7597 (pause 0.20) 4165.9617 3196 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4165.9617 if you ain't do nothing wrong, what you- what you got to hide? 4168.0405 3197 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4168.0405 (pause 2.33) 4170.3728 3198 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4170.3728 You ain't got none of that- Boy you better walk this- 4172.2179 3199 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4172.2179 (pause 0.21) 4172.4276 3200 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4172.4276 you better sleep good, 4173.7168 3201 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4173.7168 (pause 0.26) 4173.9730 3202 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4173.9730 feel good, eat good, this [that and the other- And hey.] 4176.5456 3203 DCB_int_01 4175.4796 [] 4178.5363 3204 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4176.8744 [Hey and- and- and grow to get old.] 4178.5829 3205 DCB_int_01 4179.0800 That's right. And that's what you doing. 4180.3303 3206 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4180.4623 That- that what you do. 4181.2078 3207 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4181.2078 (pause 0.40) 4181.6117 3208 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4181.6117 /That what you/ doing. I'm- I'm- I'm f- fifty nine now. 4183.9412 3209 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4183.9412 (pause 0.46) 4184.4043 3210 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4184.4043 And I tell my kids, man, 4185.5770 3211 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4185.5770 (pause 0.14) 4185.7168 3212 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4185.7168 think I ain't tryna live to see another fifty nine? 4187.3864 3213 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4187.3864 (pause 0.41) 4187.7980 3214 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4187.7980 Life is beautiful. 4188.5716 3215 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4188.5716 (pause 1.27) 4189.8452 3216 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4189.8452 I mean you hate to hear what you hear. You hate to hear about the killings. You hate to hear about, hey, 4194.0698 3217 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4194.0698 (pause 0.32) 4194.3882 3218 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4194.3882 somebody got ran over. 4195.4491 3219 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4195.4491 (pause 0.23) 4195.6821 3220 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4195.6821 You hate- you hate it, 4196.5829 3221 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4196.5829 (pause 0.39) 4196.9712 3222 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4196.9712 but 4197.2042 3223 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4197.2042 (pause 0.25) 4197.4527 3224 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4197.4527 that is n- that is not 4198.6098 3225 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4198.6098 (pause 1.12) 4199.7281 3226 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4199.7281 us 4200.1164 3227 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4200.1164 (pause 0.20) 4200.3153 3228 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4200.3153 to be worried about. 4201.1462 3229 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4201.1462 (pause 0.41) 4201.5578 3230 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4201.5578 You got m- other things. 4202.5208 3231 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4202.5208 (pause 0.57) 4203.0877 3232 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4203.0877 [And that's-] 4203.4915 3233 DCB_int_01 4203.1887 [Mm.] 4203.4527 3234 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4203.9031 wake up in the morning, 4204.7108 3235 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4204.7108 (pause 0.15) 4204.8584 3236 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4204.8584 ask the man for your blessing. 4205.9844 3237 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4205.9844 (pause 0.38) 4206.3649 3238 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4206.3649 and you living good, eating good. 4207.3870 3239 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4207.3870 (pause 0.75) 4208.1403 3240 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4208.1403 Going- go to the movies, go enjoy ourself, 4211.0214 3241 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4211.0214 (pause 0.28) 4211.3010 3242 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4211.3010 take the families on trips, this that- 4212.8278 3243 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4212.8278 (pause 0.49) 4213.3171 3244 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4213.3171 that- that what you living for now. 4214.6140 3245 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4214.6140 (pause 1.07) 4215.6805 3246 DCB_se2_ag4_m_01 4215.6805 Everything else is in the past. 4216.9593